#you wont like me when i'm psychoanalyzed.

[astrobei]

🎶✨when u get this, list 5 songs u like to listen to, publish. then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (positivity is cool)🎶✨

omg hi parker !! i listen to so many songs of so many genres so i’ll just do a few that have been on repeat lately :^) my new year’s resolution is to be less awful at answering asks so i’m starting strong w this one LOL

i’ve been listening to this on loop ever since the midnight countdown bc 1. i’m writing a mini fic that has to do w this. kind of. u will See. and also because this song is just pure serotonin in soundwave form to me and i could listen to it for hours without getting bored !! a classic for good reason if i had to make a playlist of songs to exclusively listen to forever then this would be on it

also have been listening to this a lot the past few days (+ throughout 2022) and i’m currently playing out a byler edit in my head that i’ll never make but. whatever. idk! i don’t listen to this album or harry styles as an artist very much but i love this song in an actually indescribable way there’s just something about it that clicks in my head !! maybe the beat maybe the lyrics maybe the melody maybe the Everything of it all. just a song i can put on loop for hours and never get tired of!!

this is a song that makes me want to like. drive through the city at nighttime w my roof down and my best friend in the passenger seat. literally love the strokes so so much and the guitar and the drums in this one are just chefs kiss to me! i’m a sucker for a good guitar + drums pairing. reveling in my male manipulator moment whenever the strokes come on (+ the way he says “moscow 1972” just tickles my brain so good)

GOD. i have so many feelings about billie marten and idk how to articulate them all but this song is literally like extra strength advil in auditory form. it’s so soothing and the acoustic guitar in this makes me wish i could sing so bad !! i listen to this + the whole album when i’m feeling tired or exhausted or stressed and i swear it flushes any pain right out of my body. would recommend to anyone no matter what genres you’re into !!

ok listen. the lyricism in this song. every single line is like a punch straight to the gut oh my god. god rest my soul! i miss who i used to be! the tomb won’t close! stained glass windows in my mind! i regret you all the time! I CANT LET THIS GO I FIGHT WITH YOU IN MY SLEEP THE WOUND WONT CLOSE I KEEP ON— [gunshots] anyways. yeah. favorite song off of midnights so psychoanalyze me as u please but this is going to stay on repeat through 2023 for Sure

#/ask #this was fun #don’t ask me about my music taste if u don’t want me to Ramble #ok Bye #<3

[extravaguk]

hi. its been a while.

im not here to talk about why i stopped posting bc its pretty obvious im a grown ass adult with responsabilities, and writing fics was just a hobby for me. life has been hectic these years, but im not going to pretend like thats the only reason i stopped coming here.

i've been lurking in the shadows this past month due to jks solo stuff, and its made me realize why i dont enjoy interacting with other fans anymore.

i've seen people complain, calling jk a sellout for singing pop music (wym?? he IS a POP star like im so confused), or the seven choreo not being too complicated (i'd love to yalls dance moves), comparing him to other members and creating a stupid, inexistent competition between them, asking him fruitless questions on his lives or just being plain rude. i've seen people psychoanalyzing the members, some of you even theorizing that jk might be autistic which is just... insane, like what the fuck is wrong with y'all? feeling ENTITLED enough to diagnose mental disorders to people you've never met and will never meet? i am literally speechless. and dont even get me started with the jikook and taekook shippers STILL fighting in the tags.............. its been 10 years, mamas, drop it already. its extremely gross to enforce a sexual orientation down these 7 men's throats.

those of us who have been here since the beginning have seen these boys through SO much. we prayed for their success and did everything we could to expose them to be the worlwide phenomenon they are today, literally from 0 to 100 and yall just... took that shit from granted when you dont even know the STRUGGLE that was stanning bts back in the day.

but here yall are. pinning them against each other, shitting on the other members' solo stuff, and just being ungrateful little shits. i never thought id see the day where the fans would create such division between the members.

this fandom is not fun anymore. its gross. its delulu. its pissing me the fuck off and making the bts fan experience the most annoying thing ive ever done.

i'm still going to be here for the bts content. ill keep the fics up for ppl to read if they want to. but i will not be interacting with anybody. i wont be answering messages.

i am DONE.

#jungkook #bts

[dragon1d]

Recently I've been hearing the same audio pop up in a lot of videos, it goes "Please... Do it for me" but my Hannibal obsessed ass keeps on thinking that it will say "Please... dont psychoanalyze me. You wont like me when I'm psychoanalyzed" because the voice sounds like Will and everytime I get disappointed that it's not him

#nbc hannibal #hannibal lecter #hannibal #will graham #hannigram #its EVERYTIME

[debitchery]

i am going through a serious mental decline so guess who's rewatching hannibal already?

#is the first episode actually that funny or am i just seriously mentally ill rn? #you wont like me when i'm psychoanalyzed. #the daily crisis of do i kin will graham or do i want to kiss him to make him shut up #both? both works. #i am watching amuse–bouche now and i love the aesthetic of this episode... #the incessant craving to connect with something... anything at all! at any cost! it's something younger me would have fixated on #and also...... i hate to say this but .......... maybe hannibal is attractive 😔 #my first watchthrough i was steadfast that while he wasn't ugly it was more his demeanor and such that made him compelling #but i just watched him scolding freddie and 😔😔😔 #Shame. #i need more water i am dying of thirst and becoming desperate it seems! #ash speaks #i might liveblog hannibal a little bit so. #ashton watches hannibal

[with-love-from-hell]

hey there Storm! Idk about you but I sure am tired of reading the "what your fav OBME Character says about you" and then immediately seeing lucifer as "daddy issues" and "you're problematic af." Can I get your take on those? I feel like your background would be useful in this (:

Love your writing by the way! 🖤

Bruh same. I HATE those posts and have only seen like...one or two that im actually like "accurate" about but thats because they all basically said the same thing and thats "u want someone to love u." Because who doesn't.

I'm gonna give a soft "no" to this request because again, I don't like those types of posts and I am not here to psychoanalyze anyone but the characters in game (because they aren't real people with real feelings), but I will elaborate a bit on why these particular posts drive me bonkers. I'm going to be tagging these types of posts as "character analysis" just for ease of finding if you want to hear more of my psychological/philosophical ramblings about this otome game haha.

(Read below the cut)

(Also spoilers ahead for the game past lesson 16; also spoilers for The Batman)

Sure. Maybe you do like Lucifer because you didn't have a great relationship with your dad. Or maybe you like Mammon because you were bullied a lot. But for everyone who engages in Obey Me, we all have tropes and characteristics of the characters we like and dislike for whatever reason.

If you choose not to read further into my analysis here, then the tldr is this: People aren't so one dimensional that the only reason they like/don't like a character in media is some sort of weird trauma-related inferiority complex.

For instance, here's what I like about Lucifer based on little snippets of the game where we don't see him being a dickhead: I like that his character genuinely changes from the start of season 1 to where we are now. And you can even tell which devilgrams were made in s1 and which ones were recent. I like that he has genuinely soft moments with Mc, and the romantic tropes he displays. For the rest, its mostly my own head cannons on him being soft, learning from mistakes, and acknowledging hurt caused. The reason I like him is he evolved, and is a cutesy romantic simp.

Does he remind me of my dad? Hell no. Not even close. That wasn't even my first thought in the game when he was shitty.

So why then, does the assumption run that this fictional man is symbolism for my so-called "daddy issues"? Is it because some people headcanon him as being into kinks related to domming? Maybe so, but thats not my headcanon.

So herein lies the issue of making blanket statements and psychoanalyzing people on like this, and sending judgement upon them based on their particular character preferences: Everyone engages with a character differently.

Not all people share my headcanons, and there's nothing wrong with that. I wont share everyone else's either. And that's fine. The glory of watered down characters like the boys in Obey Me! Is that you can project whatever you would like onto them! Its pretty neat! And can some of that come from a place of trauma and insecurity? Absolutely. But who are you to tell someone that liking Belphie despite the fact he kills Mc in the main plot means they're "a red flag?" Please. This shit is harmful in more ways than one.

Maybe that person had an imagined redemption arc for the character in their head? Or maybe they didn't. In short: who the fuck cares? Liking or not liking a character doesn't mean you endorse the terrible shit they do- again, especially in watered down media where fandoms are blatantly encouraged to make their own headcanons for how the story plays out in longevity, rather than the small snippets we are given. And that's something I've always appreciated about media like Obey Me!

Also, liking a "villain" doesn't make you a bad person. You can like the dynamics of that character, or maybe even sympathize with their motivations. For instance, appreciating the dynamics snd careful character construction of Riddler in The Batman is not saying "hey, I really like that Riddler killed a bunch of people in neo-nazi fashion." Again, people are more one dimensional than that.

So, in short, leave people like who they want. Everyone engages in media differently, especially within the Obey Me! Fandom. Telling people they have daddy issues just because they like a character is more or less a super Freudian thing to do- and we all know that dude was bonkers. The perceptions people have of something shape their experience, and we know this. If someone's engagement with a character isn't causing harm, leave them be.

Anyways, sorry for the long rant, but I like taking about this sort of thing. It really pulls out the philosopher in me. Any asks similar in nature to this are more than welcome, I could go on for hours about this stuff.

#character analysis

[thepavementsings]

I can't tell what your opinion is on m*x sometimes but I am curious

this has been sitting in my inbox for a minute anon but lol fair I guess. I will put this under the cut just in case lmao

In general in like RPF Sports spaces I very much have three lists of like: these people as athletes vs these people as humans vs these people as 'blorbos'/paper dolls and max is a great example of this

As an athlete I think he's clearly talented but also very controversial. Mostly I don't like the way he races a lot of the time but I also don't really care as long is the race is exciting and not stupid/taking away from the sport i'm trying to watch.

As a 'person' (personality really we don't know these people etc etc) I wont get into it but it's a no from me personally like actual max i don't care for for a lot of reasons, but I ultimately don't really care about who he is or what he stands for so. 

As a PAPER DOLL however I think he is one of the most fascinating characters to think about/parse through his little psyche. And his (highly fictionalized/assumed) relationships with people in the paddock are FASCINATING. Like to psychoanalyze him/his interactions with others there's veery few doing it like him these are the facts. And the scholarship on him is on fucking point and very fun. It's a sandbox I LOVE to watch others play in and like... this is literally sports RPF blogging its not real it's fine.

Sometimes I will put things on the dash because I find it funny/interesting/I have thoughts but like.. they're all a heavily fictionalized version of this man. That being said I don't think I would ever super indulge myself in like really 'writing' him in rpf just bc that's a personal boundary I have for myself about rpf (if you don't like them/don't care about someone don't project that onto/into the space/character for people who do imo!!!) but it's not a boundary i expect of other people!

I'd like to think i'm usually pretty clear about when I'm sports blogging vs when i'm sports RPF blogging but yeah thats that! he’s literally blorbo from my friends’ shows to me 

#answering this late hours bc it's been glaring at me in my inbox for weeks lol it needed to go #based on the asterisk im assuming ur not a fan lol #sorry if people are mad about this either way but #like i cant ignore mostly the fact that he is surrounded by fascists and the racism apologism #but i understand that their is person and their is character #i feel like im too neutral sometimes like actual formula 1 is SO separate to this blog 85% of the time so really idc #there's also a lot more people here than there used to be so i feel like people dont really get my vibe which is like #simultaneously fence sitter and high horse lmaooo #max

[kazewhara]

hold up, zuzu you were a psych major??

ahh;; i hope this question isnt out of line but do you mind telling me what being in psych is like? im planning to major in psych but tbh im a bit worried that i wont end up liking it.

i was, when i was a freshman! it was, ah.. really short lived due to mental health reasons -- i didn't exactly have the greatest start to college,,

but! i had the great fortune of being able to join a freshman research initiative in neuroscience when i arrived; we were planning to run an experiment on rats in the spring testing something about ocd, if i remember correctly. we had to present our research plan to scientists from around the country in a fair of sorts.

all in all though, psych is a very popular major, as is integrative neuroscience (we have that at my school; maybe if i choose to go back to school, i'll try my hand at that again). there was a huge push to do research and i'm not sure if this is the case elsewhere, but those courses are required for psychology majors, so be prepared to do a lot of that!

when i was a psych major, i had a lot of fun, even if my mental health was through the fucking floor. it's collaborative and very fascinating -- and yes, you'll probably end up psychoanalyzing everything after your intro courses, but that means the teaching is working and you're learning, LOL

#z anon #i miss being a psych major #but unfortunately life didn't work out in my favor #i think you'll like it! #if you're into research and passionate about human behavior? you'll LOVE it

[luvrbug]

Wasn’t sure if you are taking matchup requests or not but if you are then I’d love a genshin matchup 😎

I’m 18, a cancer and an ISFJ. I use she/her pronouns and I’m bi with a preference for men. For my personality I’d describe myself as being very sarcastic and even pessimistic at times, but I am also very empathetic. When I really care about someone I’m willing to drop everything to help them in anyway possible. I’m also very good at reading people and the opinions or presumptions I make about people usually end up being correct. I’m very emotionally stunted so instead of verbally expressing my love, I buy people gifts and do acts of service for them

Likes: psychoanalyzing people, cats, naps

Dislikes: people and activities that make me feel stupid, tourists that come to my island, new york

I'm doing requests, not matchups. i beg of you to please read my rules!! id be happy to write a request, but i wont be doing matchups for a whule

#Please read my rules #matchups are only for milestones

[sanchoyo]

danny phantom season 2, episode 17-20 thoughts! finishing up season two! the finale is the THIRD 2-PARTER OF SEASON 2. that's so many! I wonder how many season 3 will have?

see prev episode thoughts in this tag <3

-UERGH WHY DOES VLAD HAVE AN AI WITH MADDIE'S FACE ON IT. SOOO CREEPY. AND MORE 'CREATIONS' waiiiit. vlad is Dr. Frankenstein! (despite his ghost design obviously referencing vampires) HE HAS 'CREATIONS' HE MAKES THEN WONT TAKE REAL RESPONSIBILITY FOR!!! this bitch.

-danny was late and his friends immediately start going off about how hes inconsiderate, and has been treating them like sidekicks??? he just overslept, my god. chill. even if he has, be nicer about talking about it with him?? he really can't help that he sometimes has to chase the ghosts, or has a secret identity to protect...

-'what kind of ghost haunts a miniature golf course' umm. me as a ghost. next question

-imagine going home and theres a tiny child on your bed claiming to be your cousin. with as many cousins I have, I would probably believe her. but the 'ran away from home' BIT....SHES 12?? SHES SO TINY. I hate that they have her belly out in her ghost form, but I like how her colors are asymmetrical. something about her design...maybe the proportions?? are weird to me...anyway danny was good to feed her, but he shouldve taken her to his parents FIRST. or, tbh, probably jazz. (JAZZ DIDNT EVEN GET TO MEET HER!!! NOOO. I mean she said she'll be BACK BUT STILL)

-ANYWAY. shes voiced by AnnaSophia Robb, the girl who was in because of winn dixie, played as violet from charlie and the chocolate factory, and was the girl from bridge to terrabithia. (the movie that made me cry hysterically when I was 12 and I never watched it again because it Broke Me!) thats super cool.

-vlad sucks: the episode, basically. what's new!! I love how he's like, I'm Not A Villain. *immediately cuts to him torturing danny to make him transform, to get mid-transformation DNA, to perfect a Clone.* *immediately shows that he doesnt give a shit about his new daughter Dani and just wants a ''more perfect clone'' and will put her in danger to get that. will let her DIE to get that*

-Dani is danny's clone and is a girl? transgenderism....one of them has to be trans. or they both are.

-dani just. leaving at the end. WHAT? SHES 12. DONT JUST. NO!!! SHE WAS PROBABLY JUST BORN, A MONTH AGO AT MOST, RIGHT?? SHE NEEDS...SOMEWHERE TO LIVE. MONEY? FOOD?? A FAMILY?? AN EDUCATION???! WHAT DO YOU MEAN SHE'S LEAVING!!! OKAY BYE I GUESS!!! D: concern!!!

-the next ep opens with skulker chasing a ghost down. ...does skulker count as a ghost hunter in the way valerie and danny do? I mean, sure, he hunts the good guys too, but he. he hunts ghosts...also, we haven't seen his Real Form since his debut episode! tiny...

-the guys in white are back! ngl, I assumed they were a gag for that one episode. you're telling me they might actually be a threat? ok.

-valerie in her lil nasty burger uniform looks so cute!! glad shes not in that mascot uniform this time. I guess she stopped hiding that she's working there now?

-gregor having white hair, dressed in black and white...and green eyes...sam has a Type, I guess.

-danny being unnecessarily hostile about gregor. danny!!! hes been nice so far. he looks a little...tall to be 14, but. danny doesnt know anything about him! (he does Suspect, but...you cant just spy on people and be rude to them from a hunch.) also, gregor kissed her, and when she freaked out, he was like 'oh no!! sorry, we can take it slow! I understand!' which was NICE. I hate jealousy plots still tho.

-altho. umm. tucker, being concerned about danny spying on them??? SAM AND YOU WERE SPYING ON DANNY AND VALERIE A FEW EPISODES AGO!!!!! im not saying its RIGHT, but dont be a hypocrite!!! AND THEN SAM BEING MAD ABOUT IT, TOO.

-DANNY IS A 7 ON THE SCALE OF ECTOPLASMIC POWER!!! out of 10? so I want to know where the other ghosts rank...I mean it's a list from the guys in white, so, it may not even be accurate, like, they havent seen ALL of his powers, have they?

-Lancer being like 'im not cooperating with the FEDS' until they said they could access his tax records. they already did that joke with jack, but like, its still funny. kings of tax evasion.

-tucker's aggressive third-wheeling. but gregor being super into it. gregor/tucker is the real ship here. then gregor kissing danny on both cheeks after hugging him. bi poly king gregor. (he does turn out to be a liar with a phoney accent. unsurprising, BUT THE CONCEPT OF HIM BEING GENUINE AND THEM ALL DATING IS FUN)

-THE...GUYS IN WHITE THINKING GREGOR IS DANNY PHANTOM. LMAOOO. GET HIS ASS. or,, Elliot. lmfao

-sam saying tucker is part of the package because theyre friends was super sweet <3 but also 'part of the package'...polyships are obviously the solution to these dumb jealousy/love triangle plots.

-danny crashed a whole plane. the collateral damage...

-is he....

-you know....

.... (ITS NOT GAY IF YOU'RE DOING IT TO PRETEND TO BE SOMEONE YOU'RE NOT, AND LIE TO A GIRL. RIGHT? he was getting a little too into pretending to enjoy tucker's company, and the above...c'mon, guy.)

-lmao, freakshow is in actual prison. I didn't expect a follow up, or for him to show back up! in the finale of this season, too!

-THE SICK TATTOO GHOST IS NAMED LYDIA!!! more Lore On her. freakshow seemed genuinely concerned about her. also, is she mute? I don't think she talked the first time we saw her, either. and we didn't know freakshow 'envied' ghosts, either, the first time, we just knew he was controlling them. interesting!

-...they literally stole the infinity gauntlet from marvel and called it the reality gauntlet. is that legal. what the fuck. even with the gems in the lil slots, having different powers...they had freakshow in jail, but didnt check his pockets??! hes just still in his lil outfit??? what kind of ...oh, its in amity park. yeah, all of the adults are idiots, okay, sure.

-'freakshow!' 'in the anemic flesh!' dude take some iron pills then. also, sure, the red eyes could be contacts for his aesthetic, but the whites of his eyes are yellow! does he have jaundice?! he severely needs more...like, every kind of vitamin. (this is what im worried about as freakshow attacks danny with giant robots)

-again, goth circus is a sick theme, and I love his goth train.

-oh FUCK every single person saw danny transform. on a stage. including his parents via TV. oh god. the guys in white and immediately like 'youre coming in for experiments!' SCARY. at least the crowd is willing to help him to escape...perks of now being a local celeb! even the kids at school are accepting :) this is what, the third time his family has found out? its always been an alt timeline tho. and danny fully intending to just rewrite things again instead of...I dunno, trying to roll with it this time? hes really worried his family won't accept him, huh...

-'maybe our son IS THE GHOST BOY, but its not as if our family's ghostly activities have EVER PUT YOUR FAMILIES IN DANGER' maddie. mmmmmmmmmmmm. okay.

-danny 100% prepared to run away from home because of this :( oh :( and saying his parents are 'looking for him, or a scalpel to dissect him with' ouch...

-THE GUYS IN WHITE TRYING TO ARREST A 14 YEAR OLD. fuck da feds.

-side note (another one about voice actors...) freakshow's voice actor, Jon Cryer, was lex luthor in pretty much every DC tv show, which is why I recognized his voice, because my dad loves those shows so I've seen a good bit of them without seeking them out...)

-the old man saying 'hey, i still had minutes left!' and danny saying 'you gotta watch those roaming charges!' about danny destroying the people in the diner's phones so no one could report seeing him...would kids today understand these things. can you even BUY minutes anymore...I remember my first phone being a flip phone, and the fact I always had minutes when my sister ran out super fast, because I didnt have friends calling or texting me like she did...:/

-the fentons being genuinely like 'why didnt danny trust us and tell us this, we love him :(' and JAZZ LAYING INTO THEM WITH THE 'DISSECTION/MOLECULE BY MOLECULE' LINES. LITERALLLLY. they need to apologize

-technically, lydias stronger than you! -jazz lesbianism moments! when did you even learn her name!!! but also get freakshows ass. lydia is also cooler looking. looove her design sm still.

-jazz psychoanalyzing freakshow... (also, her also having ghost envy? au where jazz is a ghost!! id like to see it)

-im glad the kids still got to go to their respective vacation things, even if they cant really stick around and enjoy them much...

-furry: confirmed. (also tucker calling her hot. tucker is a furry confirmed)

-danny being mad someone at the comic con is selling comics of him without permission, lmfao. give him his royalties!

-freakshow > thanos because hes a drama clown and does use his gauntlet to be FLASHY AND DRAMATIC.

-jazz's 'USE PYSCOLOGY' to danny about freakshow LMAOO. AND THEN IT WORKING. but, oh, freakshow's ghost form sucks. I like him as a clown better tbh. good thing danny took away his ghost powers!

-his parents hugging him and saying theyre proud :"( and saying 'of course you lied to us, we never gave you a reason not to!' and saying they were in the wrong basically for always talking about hurting ghosts aaaa :""(

-then he WIPED THEIR MEMORIES AGAIN!!! FUCK. I can understand him wiping the goverments/student bodies' memories, but why his parents?? they were being accepting!! ARGHHH. season 3 couldve been them all trying to adjust to them knowing!

-I know, on a meta level the showrunners probably wanted to just reset things to the status quo of him having a secret identity. But. We've been doing that for (2) seasons, I'd love if season 3 could be like, his parents adjusting to this and trying way harder to learn more and accept it (and the shenanigans that could come from that) and for fun, if he didn't wipe the students memories, it could be him being popular for a while, then everyone slowly realizing, oh, he's still Danny. Like. he might have ghost powers but hes Just The Same Guy instead of putting him on a pedestal (and seeing them all try and help him hide it from the giw/people who don't know!!)

-fuck they didn't even explain WHY he wiped everyone except sam, tucker and jazz's memories. he just Did It right when his parents were saying they loved/accepted him!! and sam and tucker didnt question it at all!!! HELLO??? very annoyed about this turn of events.

-anyway. onto season 3! I know its shorter than the first two seasons, and is the last season... I might just do it in 2 bursts if I can... :3c depends on the episodes' content and how much I want to say about each!

#sanchoyorambles #danny phantom #dp thoughts

[eitelle]

Ahh hi i hope im not too late to the event :) i would like a haikyuu matchup, any gender is fine!

Uhh, i still don't know if im intp or infp but i'm a capricorn sun, sagittarius moon and taurus rising. my pronouns are they/she

i'm 5'1, i have brown shoulder-length hair that is half bleached, and pale skin with freckles!

My favorite color is black, and my favorite food are strawberries with chocolate.

I'm an introvert, i tend to get really anxious in public spaces so i avoid going out alone lmao. When meeting new people i'm nervous at first and i don't talk much, but with friends i trust i get more confident and talk a lot more.

I think i would need someone who can listen to me, since i could talk a lot about my interests 😭

i'm always drawing, so if there is someone i like i would express my love by drawing them since i'm not good with words ✌

And i think that's it. If i am actually late just ignore this ask bc that would be embarrassing 😕🤞 have a nice day !

HI LOVE!! tbh u werent late if anything im the late one since im so late to this ask bye- its like 2 months later n i still have this im gonna kms /j

U SOUND SO PRETTY. N I LOVE UR PLACEMENTS. N I WANNA GIVE U A KITH. OOH N I LITERALLY RELATE TO U SM BYEEEE

ok so anyways ive matched you up w: miya osamu!!

ok so some hcs

he always thinks hes the forgotten twin n he lowk has trust issues from people saying “no ur my fav twin!! atsumu” so he doesnt even rly like words!!

he also expresses his emotions n love through his food so ur art will never go underappreciated with him

he also loves physical touch tho n deals w his brother and suna a lot so he knows ab introverts AND extroverts so he knows hoe to get u out of uncomfy situations ;DD

he often had to hear atsumu ramble so hes a vv good listener but he knows when to push u a lil bv he can read people vv well, yet another reason why words arent needed!!

sometimes people forget ur dating bc yall both lowk dont like pda but yall r in love so who tf cares?

he loves yalls height difference

he gets to ramble to u while u draw so u can focus on him n not any intrusive thoughts since sometimes that can cause ur hand to shake n thats the worse

he likes laying his head in ur lap

he can always read u so hes like a rock for u n hes p big n beefy so hes just like always there n thats amazing

he def like has ur art in his restaurant pls. (w consent ofc bc consent is seggsy)

idk why but i feel like yall have a shit ton of those reversible octopus plushies?? idk SJJSS

COOKING N ART DATES OH LORD😫‼️

yall r literally such a hot couple

also me n my husband by mitski (but like when u dont psychoanalyze the lyrics n take it as some cute thing) is yalls theme song i dont make the rules 🤚

u guys have promise rings WHSGSH

OK NOW ONE SHOT DRABBLE THING SJSHD

also why were the gifs all atsumu not osamu 🤨⁉️ i typed in miya osamu or sum shit like that. wow this is osamuphobic tbh 😐☝️(ps: manga timeskip spoilers ahead)

“osamu where are you taking me? dont run me into a pole babe HAHSHSHS” you giggle as your crazy boyfriend osamu miya drags a blindfolded you across the city where a rose petal and candle decorated restaurant (his restaurant) awaits with your fav food.

“ok ok i wont i swear. ok now here we are, open your eyes baby,” your boyfriend encourages.

as you open your eyes you see your favorite food in a romantic setting, completely unrecognizable as osamus restaurant and you over your mouth with your hand. “oh my god, ‘samu this is so much. what even is today? its not a anniversary right?” you question wondering how you scored such a thoughtful boyfriend.

“no its not y/n, i just thought youd like this gesture more as we havent spent as much time together :)”

“well consider this gesture appreciated i love it and i love you samu.” you say knowing how ooc it is but he deserves to hear it after all this.

“damn baby today was supposed to make you cry not me!! you ruined it >:(“ he jokes with you, teasing how flustered you got after proclaiming your love (not the first time tho might i add)

“well im sorry mr. better twin,” you tease right back.

the rest of the night is filled with laughs, smiles, love, and happiness for you and your lover.

NO BC THAT ONE WAS CUTE. ANYWAYS ARTBREEDER N THEN TEXTS!!

no artbreeder 😠 but i found this!! so... YEAH SJSHSJ

TUMBLR IS BEING N ASS AND ISNT LETTING ME PIST THIS BUT HERE U GO I HOPE U ENJOY!! (also the fish thing is osamu dropping a piece of fish on his lap picking it back up blowing on it n trying to feed it to u. thats so nasty)

#UGH OK ONE MORE N THEN IM DONE!! #michelles 60 follower matchup event

[hopeididntscareyou]

Ima be lazy with this because im in the middle of a nauseating migraine and im typing with only one eye opened but lets see where it goes.

With todays culture where people always try to dig shit from the past, ez nitpicking and armchair diagnosing, I'm always going to come off as contradictory. Not that i'm majorly concerned about that. Ive met people who tried to profile me but it never ended well for them. Trust me, its just not a good idea to psychoanalyze me. I'm not going to stop anyone from doing what they wanna do but also you need to realize when you're wasting your time speculating and making yourself look like a deluded fuck. Unless thats your goal then congratulations.

I express myself solely because its therapeutic for me, not because im trying to convince people to believe an avatar that doesnt exist. Its a form of art, an art where you do it for yourself and not for others. Its the same thing as singing in the car/shower or dancing at home in your alone time, these are your private moments where you don't think about what people have got to say. You just do it because you feel like it and thats where i'm at right now. I dont care if people would believe me or not. Im always going to be contradicting myself, not in pathological lying way but more like being honest about my constantly evolving mind. What I say right now wont reflect what i'll say tomorrow and thats just how it is, im not going to try to connect the dots from past to present to just explain myself about everything. i aint got no time for that. The only thing i don't like people commenting about is my relationships, because its not just about me anymore, its involves another person and thats just too much burden on me so fuck it. I'm extremely private about dating now, especially because i don't really get involved with traditional relationships. Its something people don't understand and its none of their business anyways.

To some extent I do actually admire people who live in solipsism because they don't really care about external factors outside their reality. I strongly believe that people are limited to function the way they do regardless of morality, thats why a lot of people can't really admit their mistakes, they genuinely believe theres nothing wrong with what theyre doing and they have their own reasons (again disregarding morality). They're a product of their society or how they learned to live their life for a long time. Its really more about nurture than nature than psychology make it out to be. Blaming it to nature is just one example of psychology's incompetency. There is no such thing as a born psychopath. The psychology media would show you documentaries of psychopathic toddlers to make you believe people are naturally mentally ill and thats just all chemical imbalance and therefore the only solution is for you is to take the pill and be drugged for life! I dont buy that bullshit. I dont care if some kid tortured animals and murdered their family, it dont make them a psychopath. theyre kids for fuck sake with underdeveloped brain, what do they know about morality? We all did fucked up shit when we were kids. I had genuinely dark fantasies when i was young. Some people grow out of their behaviors and some dont because of their own reasons. When a person is not behaving like a regular functioning adult in the society, they always have reasons. I dont believe that a 'mentally ill' person have to be heavily abused as a kid to form some kind of trauma. Everybody suffers in their own way and nobody can truely know that when that suffering only exists to one's mind.

As i grew older i became too distrustful of anything psychology says because fuck psychology and psychiatry. As depressing as it sounds, science is heavily controlled by politics, from medicine to astronomy, you onIy get to learn about what the government choose to share with you. Unless you're the scientist yourself then youre one of the only few who could know the truth. These days we are flooded by misinformation on the internet that you don't know what to believe anymore, but solipsism dissolves that problem for you because it separates you from the idea of relying on the outside world to function.

I don't judge whats right and wrong. I'm just observing facts. Notice how mass shooters and pedophiles blames the society. In questioning, they could tell investigators that they don't know what went through their head. But they always have reasons, otherwise, why would they have the 'victim of the society' mentality? Its pretty evident with pedophilia as a lot of pedophiles claim its a disease that they just cant control. Also child wives were acceptable in the society centuries ago, old men get married to young girls as young as 9-12 years old all over the world, royal families get married when theyre just children. were the people back then were mentally ill then? i'm not defending pedophiles saying its right or wrong but I see why they would rather say 'they dont know' or that they know they're 'wrong' to the police. Some mass shooters have manifestos as well they're willing to share but the public easily pull out the "you're a psychopath/narcissist/incel/mentally ill"card. If people around you are like this why even bother explaining shit? Lets be honest, the average criminal in prison has lived their life more with integrity and honesty more than your local politician/celebrities/CEOs. These people have as loose morals who can do heinous crimes with an actual patterns of disturbing behavior unlike the criminals in prison who dont have the power and money to do it as much and get away with it.

With all these being said, the 'your own reality' realizations gave me a big break from the constant trying to seek knowledge and learn everything. In fact, the more you learn (especially when it regards to physics), the more you realize how little you know and that you actually can't possibly learn everything about the universe in this lifetime. I find that again, solipsism goes well with this and as ridiculous as it sounds, is supported by some quantum mechanics. I don't live my life solely in this philosophy though, philosophically, i lean more towards Nietzsche's and Dostoevsky's concepts of existentialism, they definitely have changed my life for the better more than stoicism, absurdism and of course the pills ;-; but right now, i'm tired of everything reactionary and over-philosophizing bullshit. I am feeling a need of a complete retcon and i dont know what would that be but i guess its time to get on with life and breathe a lil differently

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Firstly I AM SO HAPPY TO MAKE YOU HAPPY!!!! YOU DESERVE IT!!! And about the book thing, do you think he'd be interested in psychothrillers and understanding the psyche of the characters in a detective movie or just like the suspense and that's it? Also I'm a big stargazer so I feel like y/N would drag him to stargaze without knowing about what it makes him feel like and when she finds out she'd just cuddle him close. And myopia- SAAAAAME! What's his eye power? Is it like real bad?

ALFHASDKJFHASLDFJHADSLFKJHADFAS YOU CONTINUE TO MAKE ME SO HAPPY AND I DON’T DESERVE THIS YOU’RE TOO NICE TO ME THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!.

Psychothrillers? He’s read a few and they hook him. They sometimes border suspense and scary stuff, but if it’s well written you’ll find him turning on his detective switch as he eats through the pages, probably reading the book in a day. If a book grabbed his attention enough he’ll even postpone studying for a final to finish it. He enjoys the suspense and getting to feel like a detective as he figures things out, he’s not much into the drama of knowing something the main character doesn’t, he wants to be the detective. He’s gotten better at reading characters in books and movies but at the beginning he couldn’t comprehend their psyche as much. He keeps it off his real life, it’s not like he’s psychoanalyzing people left and right, but if he gets in a zone with a book or a series, he’s full on “hmmm. that person had a rough childhood for sure, maybe abusive dad? no… abusive mom, it’s clear.” Y/N loves catching a tv show with him and see him squinting as he makes assumptions in his head, only to mutter a quick ‘knew it’ to himself and nod when the show confirms his thoughts. If he was wrong he’s usually surprised greatly, on the edge of his seat if it’s a good ending, and if not he just groans at the lazy writing. 

I feel like Y/N would, but as I said before she’s gotten really good at noticing panic attacks as they start to happen, so she’d definitely cuddle him and she’s that plus one that he needs there for support before his mind wanders off too far into the nothingness that is space and time. She brings him back each time, keeping him at that happy middle of the stars are beautiful tonight, what an intriguing wonder they are. 

I had to look up about eye power cause I had an idea but I didn’t know exactly what prescription/number to give him so based on this

“A person with mild myopia will have a prescription of -3.0 diopters or less. Someone with a degree of myopia of between -3.0 and -6.0 diopters is said to be moderately nearsighted. Measurements of -6.0 diopters and higher are considered severe”

I’d say a good -3.00 in the right eye and a -3.50 in the left. It’s slowed down so maybe he wont get to anything worse than a -4.50, which is moderately nearsighted and even though that’s basically midway to severe myopia, he’s still not too fond of the laser surgery. Maybe before he needs to add any corrective add-ons of other sorts to his prescription because of old age (natural causes ya know, we get worse with age, duh), he would try, but he’s never had issues with his glasses so he’s not sure he cares for giving them up for good or not. It’s a shrug from him when it comes to that procedure. 

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