#you were dealt w

[ashsostrange]

hey y'all so i wasn't initially planning on talking about what rashad posted earlier today bc it's literally all bullshit, but i might as well! i’m not actually tripping over anything that’s going on. if anything, i’ve been laughing my ass off all day at this foolishness.

this is gna be long as hell, so don't even grab popcorn, i suggest a five course meal.

for some background, rashad became mutuals w this girl. right off bat, he’s making hella race jokes ab this girl being white. i b doing the same, but with my FRIENDS. people i am CLOSE WITH. and i don’t over do it because that’s lame and annoying. anyway, she eventually stated that she was uncomfortable and rashad blamed his behavior on the fact that he was on pain meds. she eventually blocked him and told one of her mutuals, and to rashad, that’s her “spreading rumors” about him. he did the most on his page and in ppls inboxes crying and complaining, saying he was gna eat glass and shit.

so now let’s look at his fuckass post:

number one, how can a rumor be started about you if nobody.. knows you? like, you are not a celebrity. nobody talks about you. and nobody was talking about you “being on drugs” other than the girl you made uncomfortable and her two mutuals. i know you send yourself anons too. you make it seems like anyone actually cares about your “hot takes” for some strange reason. don’t even try to deny it, bc there’s no way you’re getting more anon msgs than my friends with larger platforms than yours.

you’re also messier than a mf, sending your own mutuals anon msgs. me and lia know you were the one sending her anon msgs bc she blocked you, and you know it too! talking ab how her username is “corny” then reblogging the posts of her clocking your ass??? acting like it wasn’t YOU.

you tried to turn two writers who were already arguing against each other even more. we sat there and defended your ass even though you were the anon the entireeee time. you made a post saying “war has begun” to try and get us to attack bree’s friend. your weird ass stayed in that girl’s inbox after i told you to block her instead of doing the most. you’re lame and you’re bored.

it doesn't matter if you tagged her or not, you still said it. sliding into sb's inbox and telling 'em you're going to eat glass bc you made someone else uncomfortable is ABSURD. it doesn't matter if it isn't my drama, if i see bs ima say something, and there isn't a thing in the world you can do about it. your "rants" are a form of guilt tripping/manipulation. you're trying to victimize yourself and make us feel bad for you. well, we do not! i checked you once on discord. you said thank you. you said you were going to make an apology, but in that same “apology”, tried to justify your actions. i clocked that and unmutualed you. you then went to lia talking ab some "tell ash i said thanks for checking me" nd now you switched up. your thanks was revoked. all of a sudden, you're the victim again. all of a sudden, i’m ableist?? okayyyy niggaaaaaa 👎 boooo

you say you're "blocking me for your safety" when i wasn't even planning on talking ab your lame ass again. i won't baby you about your behavior because you're not a goddamn baby! and yes, you CANNOT be the victim every time. you bitch and whine on your page when you get into it with somebody, and unless we're defending you, you don't want us getting involved! it doesn't work like that. nobody else was calling you out, so me n my girls did.

idk why my name stays steady coming out of your mouth. my "daily activities" that i "broadcast" are what i ate for lunch/dinner and complaining about school. you run your mouth about all sorts of mess. you put every aspect of your life on your blog. we are not the same, so don't even try to make it seem that way. the people on my blog that i don't talk to outside of tumblr don't know everything about me. you cry in people's inboxes unwarranted and say explicit shit with tw's in your TAGS. i'll say what we're all thinking, NOBODY IS TRYNA SEE ALL THAT!!! coming from someone who struggles with mental health, venting on tumblr will not do anything for you. these people are not licensed professionals. invest in a diary, don't you have a boyfriend to vent to?

you are quite literally the only one looking for drama. we never defended that girl bc we don't know her.. we know you though. and you were venting about catty, but i never said ALWAYS, so don't lie in my face like i'm stupid bc i'm not. ion know what you thought you were doing with the last part, but god bless.

i am a good person my nigga, i don't need confirmation! i know who i am. if you're debating suicide because you're confused about something, you just need to get off the mf internet bro. it’s never that serious. you're not gna sit here and tell me you were debating suicide bc me n my girls put you in your place. you made your own mental worse by refusing to take accountability.

he also made an edit saying he has nowhere else to go… if you have nowhere else to go, then i'd be happy to buy you a damn journal so you can write in there and leave the rest of us the hell alone. and there isn't shit to be sorry about bc you're not putting jack shit on me, all of it is on you. you wna be everything but wrong. 🚶‍♀️should’ve just kept it cute and kept it quiet.

allat being said, good riddance, r*shad. leave me and everybody else alone! and if you fw him, then there’s the door 👉🚪 good riddance to you too.

#ash spills 🌺 #rashadisoverparty #LMFAOOO #you were dealt w #don't try it again lil nigga

[smallblueandloud]

i keep feeling like. there's something parallel between rose and yaz's endings. maybe parallel isn't the right word -- but i keep wanting to draw comparisons, i think because they're two characters who really defined specific doctors and for whom it's basically confirmed the doctor returned their (romantic) feelings

(they're not the ONLY ones who fit this description, but i'm in no way qualified to talk about clara or even river, so bear with me)

it just feels. i don't know. rose never leaves on purpose. she is separated from the doctor, forcibly, every single time. the doctor sends her home, or she gets stuck in an alternate universe, or the doctor leaves her in the same alternate universe. every single time, she fights to get back to the doctor. the writers had to create a perfect happy ending for her (half-human version of her doctor who'll age along with her, in the alternate universe where her father is alive) because otherwise she wouldn't stop fighting to get back to the doctor, and the show can't have that. the show needs to move on. we need rose to fade into the past.

i haven't seen all of yaz's episodes, but her arc seems very similar from the limited amount i've seen. she keeps fighting to get back to the doctor. she's in love with the doctor, and the doctor basically confirms returning her feelings, albeit in a very stilted, hesitant, doctor-y way (compare "imagine that happening to someone you--" with "and if i was going to, believe me, it would be with you").

but when yasmin's doctor regenerates... yaz is just expected to. step away, go back to living her life, never see the doctor again. kinda like the abandonment that most companions have ever experienced -- getting dropped off once and then goodbye forever! -- except with more of the onus on her. the show has to move on from rose's era, so she gets dumped on a beach. the show has to move on from yasmin's era, so yaz has to accept that the doctor is going off to die alone. she has to make her peace with that information.

i don't know. i think yaz's ending is trying to go hand-in-hand with graham and ryan's purposeful exit -- it seems like the chibnall era tried really hard to have Not Terrible endings for companions. which is very admirable! but honestly? yasmin's ending feels crueler than most, including rose's. yaz was in love with the doctor. the doctor reciprocated those feelings. they should've gotten their equivalent of s2-era 10rose! she should've gotten a chance to stay with the doctor through their regeneration, the way other love interests have been able to (s/o to river and clara!).

i know this is because of the limitations of the show. bad ratings meant chibnall left after only one regeneration, and new incarnations of the show rarely bring in characters from other eras.

but i'm still very sad for yaz :( like yes, she wasn't just dumped on the curb without warning. but she was still expected to say goodbye to someone she loved, knowing that person was dying, and not say a word of protest. if the previous history of the show is any indication, she's never going to see the doctor again. she doesn't get a half-human version of the doctor to live out her days with, and she's not "allowed" to fight to get back to the doctor, either, due to the way the show's structured (but also the way the doctor talked about them saying goodbye). she has to live the rest of her life knowing that the doctor is out there, perfectly capable of visiting, and the only reason they won't visit is because yaz is from a specific time of their life that they've moved on from.

i know she has the companion support group. and i know she'll move on! she's yaz. she's strong and self-actualized. she'll be okay, eventually. but she has to be okay, you know? she has to learn to live without the doctor. rose never had to do that.

it just makes me sad :(

#doctor who #thasmin #yasmin khan #thirteen x yaz #i guess maybe this post can be summed up by ''yaz is kinda the (nuwho) doctor's first actual ex. and her being an ex makes me sad :('' #sb and l rambles #sb and l watches dw #this post has been brimming for awhile but i sat down to write dw fic tonight and went ''i can't do this without talking about yasmin'' #i'm not criticizing the show necessarily. i know why they had to make these choices. #i think i do prefer for 13 and yaz's ''breakup'' to be a mutual understanding as opposed to 13 leaving her on a curb w/out any warning #they were doing the best they could with a limited hand #it just makes me sad :( and it makes me hope that they mention yaz in the next season #essbie? hoping the show calls back to a love interest that isn't rose?? it's more likely than you think! #i am just so attached to yaz. i didn't expect to be but god she's so great and she just gets dealt such a difficult hand :( #and she copes with it! of course she does! ....but rose never had to deal with that kind of difficulty.

[solvicrafts]

You know, jokes aside, the sad thing about this fandom is that back in the day it absolutely WAS awful in some areas. Especially forums. And especially Candlekeep and the RAS boards. I don't remember Lavender Eyes being too bad, but I genuinely believe that if you were around in the 2000s-2010s when the discourse around Jarlaxle's alignment and/or sexuality was going around, you deserve financial compensation and restaurant discounts for the rest of your life.

#legend of drizzt #the thing is people whine about how Drizzt ruined drow ALL THE TIME #like. people who hate drow and/or Drizzt cannot be normal about it at all #any time you see a thread somewhere or a video or literally anything about Drizzt or drow the comments sections are always flooded w/hate #the toxicity in the fandom has never really been ABOUT Drizzt himself so much as it's been about people #projecting their own ideas and/or issues ONTO Drizzt and RAS and his fans and going waaaaaaaaaay too far with it #and that's just become a socially accepted norm which is gross because people who AREN'T in the fandom think that this is just what it is #those of us who have actually been around and involved over the decades have dealt with that this whole time #BUT ON TOP OF THAT we also had to deal with other people in the fandom being assholes #primarily over thinly veiled queerphobia and misogyny #like... unless you were THERE for it y'all don't know how ugly that shit got #as RAS started getting better at featuring women and queer characters and started really putting more effort into their portrayals #the pushback in the fandom got really nasty and just plain vile #so yeah in certain circles the fandom WAS toxic but not because people liked Drizzt and wanted to play drow in D&D lmao

[bylerficrecs]

Fic Rec #5! Mike is so in love with Will

drag me down, my gilded sun (our orphic song) this fic??? literal poetry. i adore every single detail about them, mikes so in love and its so beautiful. poetry

Kiss me in the rain ICONIC. spider man kiss!!!! its super short and takes place in like. a minuite BUT the way the author drags it out in such a nice way and switches point of veiws seamlessly i adore it

Patron Saint of Lost Boys i fucking love eddie when hes like. a gay mentor and the fucking FRUITY FOUR HERE robin eddie and steve just are like "mikes being a dick cmere will" i adore it. also how mike has reasoning even though we cant see it but we sympathize after we find out very in character

you can hear it in the silence the way i want to. eat this fic is incredible. mike and will are so in character, and all of mikes little quirks about will... the GIFTS i love mikes thoughts for the gifts and aougahgah just read it pls before i combust thinking about it.

it makes you crazy ive reccomened johnathan as the cool older brother who gives pep talks a billion times but its also. iconic. this one is also so in character for him, as many "i wanna explode your head" looks he gives, i do think he truly cares for mike and just wants him to be happy and this fic showcases that so well.

eyecatcher THIS ONE. jelly mike is a TREAT especially since Will does pull all the girls. I love how will is also very respectful here- im not sure if he knows full well that these girls are intrested and hes like ":) sorry girlie" or if hes genuinly oblivious but the way mike acts and his realization MWAH 10/10

home is where the heart is what would it be without college byler. they are just so happy together. ups and downs of being an adult paired with mike being very in love with will??? amazing

#byler #will byers #mike wheeler #fic list #thank you guys for being nice while i. dealt with da hurricane #have fun w this one #OH ALSO THANK U FOR SO MANY FOLLOWERS WERE CLOSE TO 100

[sucre-sanguine]

What's so funny to me about the "this is what men used to look like" crowd is that I genuinely think going through vintage photos of men has been incredibly body positive to me. Balding men, men as short as the 5'2 sister they're next to, men with average physiques that aren't incredibly muscular by today's standards and yet are in swimwear competition photos and post cards. 25 year old guys with thin facial hair but mustaches that were the popular look nonetheless. Fat men in well-fitting three piece suits. Men in shorts that show off strong hips and thighs. Men looking sharp for special occasions while looking like they weren't trying to look like anything other than an average person

#honestly trans men have been dealt such a shitty concept of male bodies in this era #there will always be fashionable looks but i swear we're shown such insane standards now #idk. i was just really touched by a photo of two brothers with pretty thin mustaches and i was like haha #thats what mine looks like #and thought back to a convo online where trans guys were saying thin facial hair automatically made you look like a cringy teen #and yet here are these grown ass brothers rocking it #the gigachad has poisoned the minds of my bretheren #im like literally obsessed w buster Keaton his build in a suit looks just like mine #im never gonna look like the 6'3 dorito models but that's not the only male shape :) #and im shaped like a tiny quietly jacked funnyman :))

[fellhellion]

conchata saying neither of my sons were worth much in a fight...im so fucking unwell...

#the fact shes saying this in response to gabriel getting brutalised by the fucking cops aughhhhh head in hands conchata u make me so unwell #u have so many Issues. tried to protect your sons from a violent man but there was nobody left to protect you except Yourself #you did things you were ashamed of to leave a place you wanted to forget augh... #miguel :handshake: conchata: simultaneously finding gabriel's softness something they want to protect but also viewing him as a bit weak #im so fucking unwell... #ive dealt w bullies like you all my life conchata says as she slaps a literal child across the face. like kron is a shitty fucking kid #but thats still a CHILD. ough. conchata striking kron and conchata striking miguel and conchata being a victim herself of a man who hurt he #so badly and TOOK her son from her. conchata who goes to threaten tyler stone w a bullet in the brain for hurting her sons (epic W) #but who also cannot look her own physical violence against miguel in the face for what it is #tunes talks 2099

[pepprs]

having some time alone in the hotel this week (which is abt to end bc we’re moving back home tmrrw even though the renovation isn’t finished 🤪🤪🤪🤪🤪🤪) and being able to have the bedroom to myself has made me think rebellious thoughts my family would be very offended over. like maybe i listened to less and less music these last few years due in part to the fact that ive spentmore time at home than i used to and i also lived on campus w roommates in a very uncomfortable arrangement and im unable to move freely about the cabin when im living w other ppl whose needs don’t align w mine and so ive just gotten used to not having all of my needs met and always being the person to take the short end of the stick…. but i actually need to be able to sing and dance and draw and do whatever and when im alone (which is almost never) im able to do that and that’s actually legit and as important as anyone else’s needs in a space i share w them. idk if i worded that well but yeah

#like yes it’s definitely that ive been depressed… but maybe that dynamic creates the depression. you know? #purrs #delete later #not to say this bc it’s BLASPHEMOUS but i was also thinking abt this in the context of my bday. i was happiest in the moments where i was ei #either alone (dancing / singing / whatever and doing karaoke w mtself at 2am LOLLLL and just enjoying having peace and quiet and being able #to do what i wanted) or at work (around ppl i choose to be with in a place i choose to be in). any time i was around my family i was #agitated and annoyed and maybe some of it has to do w the renovation and the fact that we were at home for like 4 hrs moving furniture bc of #the renovation but also… maybe it’s just i don’t enjoy spending ng time w them as much as i do other things. like passively spending time at #around them bc there’s ALWAYS noise or conversation or bickering or whatever. and also in part bc i share my bday w my twin sister so its #not actually *my* day it’s ours and we’re lumped together and treated as a unit and my parents have expectations abt that and whatever. idk. #i don’t want to be / sound selfish or ungrateful for my family or whatever bc being a twin has its perks and my family situation could be so #much worse and it’s not like i had a horrible birthday or it wasn’t acknowledged or whatever. but my point is… what if… there will come a #point in my life… where the majority of things i do / people im around / aspects of my environment are things i get to choose or at the very #least have a say in. what if someday my birthday can just be my birthday and not OUR birthday(which again is the evilest most horrible thing #i have ever said in my life i know i know i know but ummmmm being a twin has dealt some significant psychological damage to me and i am #still figuring out how to be an independent person and how to determine who i am outside of the context of that relationship which most ppl #at this age / stage in life have already had years to do). idk what i was saying i lost the thread but basically: i love having alone time #where i am truly alone and i get to sing and dance and make music and eat and whatever without being yelled at or having to be quiet or #getting overstimulated. and that is not to say that i do not appreciate company or would not want to live with other people. i think im #actually kind of an ambivert now where i used to be very extroverted. but i think my biggest thing is choice. i value choice so so so much. #which is ironic in some ways bc here i am not wanting to like mess up the original layout of my acnh island… idk. it’s situational but i thi #think w the big stuff choicemeans so much to me. and i wish that was more okay to my family than it is bc asserting myself and growing into #my independence has been and will continue to be an extremely painful and unpleasant process bc no one is happy w it lol. ok ive been talkin #talking A LOT more than i thought i would and i still have more thoughts but i need to stop and keep packing out the hotel lol. bye #‘being a twin has its perks’ sounds so terrible omg. i meant that like.. it is a gift to be a twin and i love my sister. AND there are parts #of it that fucking suck ass and hopefully those parts will recede once we are living separate lives and have gotten distance from dynamics

[kalijhomentethi]

Okay so I just watched the newest VALORANT cinematic. IT’S SO GOOD.

#the intro (audio only) gave me goosebumps; it was so well done #SKYE'S A FUCKING BADASS #FADE IS SO HOT OMGFSKEF JHSEFKJSNFSD #THE WAY SHE SAT ON THE CHAIR AND CALMLY DEALT W THE GUARDS #HER BEING SO UNBOTHERED AND THE SMIRK!!!!!!!!!!!! #SAGE AND OMEN KICKING ASS #SAGE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #😳😳😳😳😳 #also FINALLY astra in the cinematic!!! #the way the 5 of them were like sup. we were waiting for you. #and then #GUNS UP #DSJF I LOVE IT #*grabby hands* anyone w valo muses........ #mun

[vermillioncrown]

Would SI!Kagami ever dye his hair brown or what that feel like admitting defeat

his hair is brown 🙉

#inquiry #anonymous #on bil #(it'd feel like admitting defeat) #also the involvement in needing to dye his hair brown from its current color... #it's not as simple as 'brown color' #gotta lighten the color w bleach first and then color w brown. can't tell how stubborn his hair's gonna be. #ugh the amt of psychic damage i get dealt whenever i read about hairdye pranks or whatever #god i wish it were that easy #i think w the reddish-black hair it'd be a very stubborn color to lighten #ex my hair takes 2-3 hrs to get through the whole coloring process and that's via a professional #when i used to do it myself without salon-grade product it'd take 6 hrs or multiple days to ensure i didn't fry myself bald #if you put a semi/demi permanent dye on top of your natural hair #even if blonde it will look like shit #if si!kagami asked he could prob get one of the gyarus to help #but that's extra time he could spend ballin' #and extra money #not worth it

[firebirdsdaughter]

Suddenly struck again…

… By how much better the 01 vincinexts coulda been if it was a spy/detective genre about Horobi and Fuwa going vigilante w/ Jin as their smart mouth side kick while Naki and Yua operated in a more official capacity but covertly passed them info and asked them to handle stuff off the books, while Ikazuchi is just periodically already in the establishment like a cat someone fed once.

#Kamen Rider Zero-One #Kamen Rider Zero One #while I have Thoughts about the overall results #the Yua - Naki and the Fuwa - Horobi partnerships are honestly A+ #like let's be real Gai shoulda faced criminal charges and Yua and Naki shoulda taken over ZAIA Jpn #I still don't really associate either w/ AIMS #but Fuwa becoming the new mbjr's token human is too perf ^^ #but for each of them they just… line up perfectly #Yua and Naki are about moving on from their mistakes (Yua's got quite a bit too go but I think she can get there) #and sort of looking towards the future #Horobi and Fuwa are dealing w/ the lasting effects of what happened to them and the parts of their pasts that they're still missing #and are more focused on what they can do in the present and trying to find who they are now #Yua and Naki come across as much more comfortable w/ that #plus you have the similar traumas #Horobi and Fuwa were manipulated and used as weapons and treated as less than people #while Yua convinced herself she was doing it all completely willingly and Naki was so beaten down they just accepted it #there's still plenty to change but I did appreciate the bare bones that was there #I really wish the parallels between AIMS and mbjr had actually been properly dealt w/and explored w/ proper respect #bc they are actually quite Good #Horobi and Naki are such perfect parallels to Fuwa and Yua respectively #and I'm ultimately glad that at least one partnership got realised and the other wasn't as COMPLETELY derailed as I feared #Horobi and Fuwa are my faves and are perf they are meant to be partners #the way they operate just aligns so perfectly #top class vigilante team would like to be saved by #Binary Retro Rider

[galaxywhale]

absolutely obsessed with the dialogue from aeducan where they can straight up not mention their family + that they were Orzammar royalty and the potential for interactions with Alistair here. Like… he pops up and is like heyyyy I should have mentioned this earlier but um my father was the king and I’m like. heir to the throne of Ferelden and they can either

a) be like oh I should probably mention I’m (now exiled) royalty too haha or

b) NOT say anything and make for an incredible moment where he’s like wait you’ve also been hiding that you’re related to your royal family for all this time?? even after I told you about mine??

#not to mention the scenario I saw recently where the orzammar + Aeducan stuff is dealt with FIRST #and then Alistair is like oh yeah btw while you were dealing w that I was also hiding the fact that I’m also royal blood #dragon age #Aeducan

[jvzebel-x]

🦋

#theres something viciously... the word for it seems immature-- about the attitude of #'kindness&happiness is the result of inexperience or a total lack of bitterness at life for the conditions of existing' lmao. #maybe its bc the vast majority of the ppl ive met who openly hold these views are not only snide&selfabsorbed #they v clearly have not actually dealt w anything that isnt actually laughable in the grand scheme of things lmao. #like sorry mommy&daddy were mean to you growing up. sorry ppl picked on your or whatever so now you think its your godgiven right #to be shitty to everyone you feel didnt have it as hard as you did lmao. sorry you had to go to church for a couple years #&then when your parents let you leave the religion they didnt abandon it w you out of solidarity lmao. #sorry that someone cheated on you or whatever&now every person youre attracted to needs to put up w your abuse bc you cant #be a grown up&grow the fuck up lmao. #truly the only thing im REALLY sorry about is the fact that these ppl are so fucking loud for no fucking reason LMAO. #like if you hate everyone so much then pls by all means DONT MAKE ANYONE DEAL W YOUR LAME ASS. #trust no one is actually interested in hearing about how much more advanced you are as a person bc you tripped one time&ppl laughed #or whatever other extremely pathetic thing that you not only think gives you the right to be shitty to ppl you dont know #you ALSO think that it makes you fucking special when really if your entire identity is based off how much more enlightened you are #bc youre an asshole you dont actually have a personality or any form of depth. #youre one of those cardboard cut-outs that has preset vocal recordings that go off w motion detection #&hopefully someone puts you out w the trash to save everyone else the trouble lmao. #... ppl have not been appreciating how much effort i put into self control recently lmao. #&that isnt necessarily a bad thing or even a thing worth noting most times but like. #i have been in the mood for Blood lately&i will eventually stop choosing my own if continues to seem to be way more useful #to go for the throat lmao.

[viovio]

nobody is fucking cancelling anybody or claiming characters being absolutely vile are the creators always like excusing that. we fucking know. it's just that people think it's weird as fuck that youre posting about the rapist like he's a silly little man

#rape ment #speak iza #this was like on a post where they were complaining ab people woobifying or. idk if thats the right word. erasing that part of him #which makes sense but the comics that revealed that part of him werent absolutely necessary when the main game already has him be so vile #which players already understood bc they provided a background for him. i dont hate the comics im kind if mixed on what they added but #idk. do what you want with the character but again its fucking weird that you proudly take all of that into consideration and still talk #his pussy jokingly. its not that you even dont criticize him thats the thing. what r u trying to prove with this #god anyway rick tr*gers under the same category as that bitch frim ber serk and funyon vagina #absolutely obnoxious stans #like ya ik what im getting myself into. some of the subject matters are dealt w respect but by god the fanbas does not care

[akaanonymouth]

Just thinking of the poor random sod who got their ashes dumped by the bins/ bench at Holby.

#i was falling asleep #then i chuckled #then i got into thinking abt Bernie thinking abt it bc well. i think it'd play on your mind #and finding out which soldier it was. if it was even a soldier i mean it must've been pretty messy yeah. #and having to deal with the feelings stemming from that. from knowing her family went through that but also someone else's hasn't #like who was this person? did their family even know they were dead up until Bernie resurfaced alive? were they presumed kidnapped instead? #and you can't exactly relocate ashes can you so i wonder how the other family dealt w that. or how bernie did. if there's guilt abt it. #how much she's had to work through outside of her relationships #i was perfectly poised for sleep and now I've found tangents goddamnit what started as a lil chuckle certainly took A Turn #bernie wolfe #bmam #holby city #the many q's they left us with

[michi-chelle]

aaaaaaaa i did it ✨

#no thank you!!! #nty #once i got ryu’s good ending i was like purr time to see the whole gang together on the title screen #then haru just??? waved goodbye and disappeared????? my heart– #what a rollercoaster of a game lmaooooo it was pretty good! i had a great time #hiroshi’s my fave character and his route was good but tbh? ryu’s route may be my fave #i feel like more things were sorta tied together at the end w the coupons and the sewing machine and the piano #and even the cases sotano dealt with had better conclusions in ryu’s route #not to mention we get a completely different perspective on them especially the case with the brothers that shit came outta left field #but anyway at the same time ryu’s route ending still had the ambiguity similar to the other routes but it was idk more satisfying lol #anyway the game as a whole was fun! haru is such a fun and interesting character #i wish we got some more of his backstory tho part of me likes piecing together his past through little details found across the routes #i think it’s interesting that he was a seme…i mean it suits his personality but i’m so used to eroge protagonists being on the receiving end #so it was quite refreshing lol tho i kinda wish he was a switch so we could see him in different roles like that….oh well! #and i loved all the love interests they all had unique motivations and i saw something lovable in each of their personalities and designs #and i love the comedy of this game despite it touching on dark themes as well #overall i had a great time and i miss this game already lol #actuallyyyy i only completed 98% of the game so i’m gonna actually try and 100% it wish me luck #michi yaps

[dailystrugglesofadeletedblog]

the truth is the society is always gonna be like “actually being an asshole isnt cool and being nice is cool. so just be nice to everyone pls uwu”

and then some sexy bitch posts shit like “watch me be an asshole. idc. i dont have time to consider your feelings. mmmbye bitch lol” and everyone is like “slay! yas!”

#‘cause if were honest w ourselves we see it as confident behavior #celebrity status behavior #rich person behavior #genius detective/doctor/scientist behavior #and its like the humanity’s final fantasy to be so loved/respected/powerful/influential that even when youre the worst and youre acting like #a complete bitch baby people still need you and love you and want you and nothing you can do is gonna push them away #I’m not saying its pointless to keep saying be nice #but I’m just saying mb its time we recognized it and dealt w it and stopped glamorizing assholes