#yes my period is COMING

[rookisaknight]

My relationship with Jacob Seed. You know those movies about a guy and an older man where the older man is his tough as nails mentor in a dangerous line of work. Doesn't approve of him at all initially while the main character is like fuck this old timer I'll show him. But over the course of their journey they develop grudging respect, friendship, and eventually some deeply daddy-issued homoeroticism unexplained by science. And then at the end the older man dies or retires and the main character marries his hot daughter who's been in like two scenes beforehand. Mainly to establish she's hot and a chip off the old block and its somehow even gayer because its like you would marry his blood just to touch him by proxy.

Its like that do you guys find this relatable

#far cry 5 #fc5 #jacob seed #hello to my 6 followers i hope you are holding on out there #yes my period is COMING

[stuckinapril]

i think i officially set my sights on a therapist and i'll be contacting her very soon?? therapy was legitimately not on my 2024 bingo card (or in the cards for me at all) but here we are????

#this blog always had a focus on social science and detangling feelings and experiences. like it's basically been serving as my diary #bc this blog has always been my main outlet for it. i hate talking feelings to anyone irl. it's a bad habit but i hate it #so it was a game changer and helped me grow up sooo much. esp supplemented w other people's experiences. #being raised by a stoic engineer mother who's very much warm but also not very good at feelings at times has caused me to suppress SO much #compounded w being the eldest daughter. like that is a damning sentence in and of itself #tumblr just gave me an outlet for stuff like this. and every social media is essentially a highlight reel of ppl's best moments. #tumblr is the opposite. i've always loved that too whether it was in the form of humor or more earnest posts #could i work through my own issues by myself? yes probably #and my blog will always have that facet even if i get a therapist #but a therapist's input. just a professional's input. will expedite a lot of improvement for me i think #this has been a critical time period for me anyway bc i'm budgeting my whole schedule for once vs being handheld by uni deadlines #and it's just gonna keep getting more and more intense from here bc i'm truly pushing my comfort zone more than ever before #it just feels like the right call even tho i'm lowkey nervous ab it bc i HATE talking feelings in person. #this therapist will not fall for my trying to deflect by asking her about her life. which. usually works on my friends <3 #we will see. a therapy arc is coming very soon basically #p

[wildmelon]

the way even close friends and family don’t give a fuck about menstrual pain. it’s “aw :/ i’m sorry you’re in pain :(” until you say you can’t do something and then it becomes clear they don’t actually believe how much it hurts.

#even people who menstruate who don’t have severe pain will minimize it and act like you’re exaggerating when push comes to shove #yes i’m crying in the car bc my sister and dad did this exact thing and forced me to go to the grocery store when it’s advil o’clock #menstrual pain #period cramps #tw menstruation #lush.talk #personal #venting

[ahundredtimesover]

Hi 👋🏽 I’ll be going on an indefinite break that may (or may not) be for good.

Writing fanfiction was an escape for me these past 2 years. It was a way to express my love for the tannies in how I wrote them as comfort characters, and it was a way for me to make sense of my own experiences and emotions. These fics have always been very personal, with a bit of me in every OC, my pains reflected in their stories, and words I wish someone told me growing up expressed in the dialogues. And I’ll always be so thankful that many of you related with them, found meaning in them, and found comfort in them. That will always be my favorite part 💜💜 stories are so powerful! They’ve allowed me to connect with so many people and make memories in this (mostly) lovely part of the site.

But the process of writing has also been draining, not as cathartic as it used to be, and not as fulfilling. So much as I find myself going back and forth with the numerous stories in my drafts, I can’t bring myself to continue with them. Not anytime soon, at least. Maybe one day the itch to write will be so intense, or JJK1/KTH1 drops and I’ll lose my shit (Untitled and Belong were born out of Indigo and D-day after all), or after rereading my stories, I’ll miss writing so much. The thing is, I’ve never loved BTS as much as I do right now; perhaps I’m content with screaming about that love to myself in the meantime.

I’ll be lurking around here, maybe pop in every once in a while (so plagiarists, keep off my work, pls). My stories will remain here as your comfort 😌 and I’ll do my best to put out the PLM drabbles I promised! Other than that, all the stories are complete for you to enjoy (sorry to those waiting on TLA 😔 I hate that I’m unable to continue). I also have Twitter (jmimi_mi). I’m also just a lurker but say hi if you want! 😊 we can talk bts and fics and whatnot over there (I’ll try, I promise).

Please give love to the authors who are still lovingly putting out work for the community! 🥰

#tl;dr I’ll be on an indefinite break bc the writing just isn’t working for now! #and I love BTS #and thank you so much for appreciating the stories! #PLM drabble will still come some day! #++ I know I’ve had multiple breaks but srsly now my brain is too fried to write like #I have so many ideas that stay in my head and it’s so frustrating that I feel like unless I say I’m taking a break from writing #for a longer period this time then I’ll just keep pressuring myself to write something and it’s winter break and I don’t want pressure #especislly if it’s coming from me! lol also all the stories in my drafts are meant to be LONG and I might not have the energy to finish it #and you guys know I don’t put out anything unfinished so yeah 😔 #it also sucks that I haven’t read in SO LONG so yes tumblr u are losing me I’m sry 😢 #i also just wanted to say all this if this is for good so yes THANK U and UR ALL WONDERFUL #mimi things #mimi rambles

[starlightvld]

Yet another AMAZING piece by @kibagib!! This time, it's a sneak peek for chapter 1 of my new angsty soapghost fic Broken Bones and Shattered Hearts.

The lighting, the composition (the way John is being pulled out of the frame by someone else!!!), and the colors are all perfect. Thank you so much, Kiba!

I can't wait to share the first chapter with everyone!

#THANK YOU SO SO MUCH KIBA!!!! #soapghost #ghostsoap #ghoap #COD #Call of Duty #COD MW reboot #broken bones and shattered hearts #post canon au #post canon fix it #this will have spoilers for the MWIII campaign but the story is set three and a half years later #yes I have a thing for post canon aus #despite appearances it is not a period drama #they're at gaz's wedding #I love love this scene a lot and I'm so happy with how Kiba made it come to life #it's one of my favorites because I get to use the line ''johnny' is dead' #did I mention this is an angsty fic? #but it does have a happy ending! #OG Starlight

[geoffrey]

the seperation of lesbians and gay men is a travesty. "why are there so many historic gay bars and only like a handful of lesbian bars in the whole country" why are being gay and lesbian not the same thing in this context. you dont need to fuck everyone at the bar and it is a problem that needs to be addressed if these spaces arent mutually hospitable. and this applies to most gay/lesbian spaces imo

#its just wrong to assume gay spaces arent for women and if any gay men are reinforcing that it needs to be stopped lol #but a lot of it seems like very gender-biased willing exclusion bc they dont wanna associate with men #which um. grow up to you too #gender segregation is just evil period #other than intimate circumstances if you refuse to hang around people you perceive as x gender #its a problem you need to work on it's not just a right you've earned #now yes of course there are able to be specific cases of bars that are more explicitly lesbian or gay #but assuming if a bar is a ''gay bar'' its just for gay men is a fallacy... do you even go to these places? #''buh buh buh if theres a drag show drag is insulting to women cis and trans'' its not. address your revulsion #i know i come across harsh toned im actually more being flabbergasted that weve got to this point rather than saying hey you in particular #its just so strange to have grew up in the gay climate i did where the only lesbian flag was just lipstick lesbian and the girls didnt like #if you assumed every lesbian fell under it and to just use rainbow #and now people act like gay and lesbian arent synonyms because of gender seperatism. which disproportionally hurts members of the lgbt #community because they are more likely to be gnc lol #also a lot of individual opinions you just see the terf hand guiding. #and i HATE THE TOOTHPASTE FLAG!! #no pink flag for girls so blue flag for boys get the fuck out of my face #i dont want to superficially share my experiences with gay men i need community with gay PEOPLE

[inkats]

year end skebook dump 👍

#oh the learn by listening methob scary again.... #the white men are back on my recommended why are they all so intense. #i just want to watch bl dramas one ep a day? want to watch the children go on errands? #watch midorikawa yuus youtube bc i like boy bands being silly? let me be. what is this... i am here for a good time. #and i wanna make friends eventually. i have no clue why you are learning japanese white men. you upset me <isolation scary. #anyway. white pen by uni ball insane. i love love fountain pens. i really like watercolors. im having fun!! #^realizing his good mood might be. because his period coming. and is trying so hard to be as positive as possible so maybe it will follw th #traditional art #hello yes see i draw #my ocs #artists on tumblr #drawing #traditional doodle #doodles #sketchbook #sketches #mon carnet de croquis! très bon! pour moi :)

[hatkuu]

SPECIAL SOMEONE ?!?!.!.!.!.!. KUUKUU HUHHHHHH

yes mwhahahahaha

#hatkuuasks #they're great!!! #sadly now that i have a special someone i feel less obligated to thirst over kylar :( #next kylar dol update i will be forced to start writing again #idk its probably because we're in the honeymoon period and are spending a ridiculous amount of time together #but like. once that's over ill come back to writing teehee #yes my special someone is fantastic and they spoil me mwhaahah

[castdowns]

the only half way safe space to be a lesbian is online and literally y’all fucking suck too, i am so depressed

#castdowns.txt #i hate conversion therapy i don’t want to be straight i don’t want to like men i don’t like them i don’t care for them #i am so tired of feeling like the most hideous creature because everything changes when people find out that i’m gay #like i’m either a little boy or a problem and i am so fucking sad #like sorry you can’t fix me but literally i will not be able to function if i concede more ground to men and patriarchy like i am so tired #i wanna lock myself in my room a lot of the time like i don’t feel good ever #and yes my period is coming but god dammit thats not the only thing wrong #its never the only thing wrong unfortunately i just have very strong emotions that i try to suppress all of the time #yes my fawn response is bad i know this i dont know what to do about the fact that there is nothing people organically like about me #everyone has to train themselves to tolerate me and i am not above working to be loved but it doesnt feel like work towards the love i want #it feels like tying a noose tighter and tighter #it feels like smiling while my blood is pooling down the fucking drain again and again #and i love people around me i do it just always feels like i am alone #i sleep under the flag and i sleep in my bed alone every night surrounded by the stuffed animals i buy to feel something #*jo march voice* i’m just so damn lonely

[thatoneluckybee]

Bee,,,,,,,, I am ill. NyQuil. Dies

Anyway, your mailman never slacks off !!!

That.

That’s not mail. That’s.

Okay.

Oh wowie!! (Never let me say that ever again.) Gressil and Raven from Ms. Freaky’s Instagram page!!! (I am anti Instagram, it is mean to me)

Raven not being a boykisser is going to ruin my whole career… I am dying… even more than I already was………………………………

When I tell you I RAN OVER TO THE SELFIE WEBSITE I DONT REALLY USE

MORE CANON SEXUALITIES!!!!!

Also dearest mutual with no name.... you neglect the potential of a QPR.

I don't have the brain power to ID rn so if screen reader is being used or picture isn't loading: Ms. Freaky released two new artworks with the characters either holding a flag or with a flag on their cheek for their canon sexualities! GRESSIL is bisexual, Gladiolus/Raven is straight, Poppy is pansexual, Oak is bisexual, and Nightshade/Bella is a lesbian!

#Homesick webtoon #fambles #asks #quintessential-candles #Tell my why it autocorrected nightshade to nightstand #Live-blogging about being sick is entertaining enjoy yourself <3 #(<- girl who does that too but just makes a normal post and then explains how she is Dying with too much Detail in tags) #Good news is I'm probably not dying anymore we probably know what was wrong <3 #Missed period for like twelve weeks but she came back so I probably just had/have another cysts which explains why I was in pain days ago #I don't get cramps but my organs like to try and kill me. You win some you lose some #I just realized something both of the white haired/silverish haired characters are straight #I doubt that was intentional but that's silly to me. This happens a LOT in media (like Space Boy yes that's another Webtoon I've #Hyperfixated on in the past don't come at me) #Mailman sage #Mailman saga #How did I forget to tag the mailman editing tags #It's. Saga not safe. #SAGE NOT DAFE #SAFE. SAFE I MEANT SAFE. #I'm not fixing those tags

[laniidae-passerine]

honestly even if I’m in misery over this week’s elimination I am living in hope we see Jarvis on Titans because he is so stunningly talented and his comedy is hilarious! and he has the perfect brand so if he could believe in himself like the fans do, you just know he can take over the entire world

#although technically I suppose it’s Jules who needs to believe in Jarvis? or believe in herself while he possesses her? #I’ll let them handle that one I think #this is a quiet plea to come to ldn and perform #but seriously yea the ghost is hot. I am (unlike himself) but a mere mortal #but I genuinely respect and admire the talent and skill and the entire package Jarvis served this season #yes it was serving a little bit of thing 1 and 2. but it served!!! and the lipsync extermination was BRUTAL #that had never happened before and suddenly it was them versus JAYKAY??? ouch. a valiant but futile fight #I just love everything their drag encompasses and provides and it’s amazing!!! #it’s really energising too like I love drag and Jarvis reminds me why #especially in a time period when so many drag races and other competitions are flinging performers at you #and some just blend into sameness #s5 dragula is presenting so many talented varied performers and Jarvis is my fav of them all (even though I love so many of them!!!) #anyway Jarvis merch in the UK when????? haunt an international delivery truck sir just get that here and I’ll hand over the money #this season is so good!!!!! wow. loving it #dragula #jarvis hammer

[kimmkitsuragi]

AFTER LIFE, DEATH. AFTER DEATH, LIFE AGAIN. AFTER THE WORLD, THE PALE. AFTER THE PALE, THE WORLD AGAIN.

#u know it's bad when u start crying over this 🧍‍♂️ #it's 100% my period coming i know but this. this just wrecks me completely #yes the pale is coming but you know what comes after that? the world again 😭 PROMISE??? 😭 #🗒 #disco elysium

[bluesidedown]

hnggghhggg

#just realized a little too hard that im packing my entire life up into a single suitcse and hitting the road for a month. in a month. #im also turning 24 in a month #both of these things perturb me in some direction or another. #its also 1030pm but i am Vibrating unfortunately #also realized vividly today that ill be attending my college graduation less than 48hrs after landing back in canada #and that will be after 30+ hours in transit coming directly from a 12 hour time difference #so that'll be fun #not really how i imagined graduating when i started my freshman year? #actually dear lord i could not have fathomed Being Here when i was 19 and starying college #i remember hearing about the program im currently doing and thinking 'wow that's incredibly cool but im just not the kind of person #who can do that sort of thing' #i still periodically have moments where i just look around and have to be like Yes I Really Am Here #and yeah turning 24. in a month. that's far too grown up of an age for how i feel inside. #and yeah trvaelljng to 5 vountires in a month again? wild. #didnt think anything could top seeing the great pyramids for out of body wild experiences And Yet. we sure are gonna be going some places. #also being in a serious relationship huh. didnt think this was going to happen until i was 35 if ever. #skmeone needs to tell me why my brain decided to watch wedding dress youtube shorts today with a vague expectation that might be relevant #to my life within a decade. #so yeah all that to say my life feels fucking insane to me. #I Am Not Qualified For This Experience Help #(this is not entirely negative im just ??????)

[dolokhoded]

simon peter is the funniest apostle to work with because in theory he's the most loyal, most by-the-book of the apostles so you'd expect him to be the most logical and collected one but 80% of his concerns (pre crucifixion then everything went downhill and they all died) are that he has a crush on every person he encounters

#🧅 #im not religious just insane.jpg #true poly disaster. funniest shit ever. #cause yknow simon p's a fisherman he's married he's a very poster family man #and he loves his wife he really does. im not gonna make the only guy who's married fucking Hate his wife and want to like. go have gay sex #instead cause mlm good mlw bad. but he does have his. Issues. concerning how he views women #he's gonna work on that though i'm not leaving him like that don't worry. peter already knew the torah by heart probably for peter turning #to god meant learning how to respect women. and yknow people he considered 'ungodly' in general. to respect humanity as he respects god. #tee hee i love this arc. i love all of them but i dont ever rlly talk abt this one. #but anyways yes he does love his wife. #then some strange guy shows up while he's fishing and he's like follow me son of jonah i will make you a Fisher Of Men. and peter's like #TEE HEE OKAY JESUS i will come fish men with you. #which......okay....simon....... interesting that u wanted to do that..... with zero context.... #and then cue weird thing with magdalene. which. they don't end up together by Any Means. #they hate each other. they have not spoken in a civil manner once. but they do have a weird bond between them than only aromantic people #can understand. #WHICH BTW i already knew there's a thin line between polyamory and aromanticism. but it really showed when while trying to #explore how peter experiences polyromanticism i found myself projecting a lot of my own aromanticism on him #(is polyromantic a correct term? i'm not sure these terms really confuse me especially considering the time period cause like. polyamorous #describes a relationship with multiple people which peter obviously wasn't in in 30 AD. but he Did have romantic feelings for multiple #people so is that polyromanticism? or is that a completely different term? idk. bare with me.) #very interesting. anyways yeah there's that. magdalene is aro also to me. so yeah this is one of the most fun dymanics i have in this lore #cause like. polyromantic person and aromantic person somehow having the same mutual not platonic not romantic but a secret third thing #connection with each other. i love thinking about them

[saviltriide]

Has anyone wrote anything about the personification or characterization of the TARDIS........ if not it seems ill have to take matters into my owns hands and do some good old fashioned reseach

#spk #i am continuing to write my fic heaven planet- and im getting caught up in the stories that come before it #i wanna know how to write her bc i want her to interract with a character- #-for an extended period of time but i want it to feel Right #yes yes ship is alive and all that and she has Sass and is very cheeky and has attitude #but asside from all that what is she like #doctor who i love how you ve mad her so mysterious but i wanna write her #she is a character to me #can we get more tardis interactions/character explorations #also no i am not taking idris into account i am sorry- you mad the already alive ship into a person thats too far

[quietparanoiac]

Becoming Elizabeth (2022–), 1x06 | 1x05

#Becoming Elizabeth #Mary Tudor #Mary I Tudor #Mary I #Edward Seymour #Edward Seymour Duke of Somerset #Romola Garai #John Heffernan #period drama #becomingelizabethedit #perioddramaedit #gifshistorical #periodedits #tudoredit #Becoming Elizabeth 1x06 #Becoming Elizabeth 1x05 #my gifs #I'm practically out of words after 1x06 #yes I pity Somerset very much when it comes to Thomas being... stubborn #but everything else - what the hell were you thinking man?! #how did he even dare to ask Mary whether he's wronged her?! #what's wrong with your brain sir if you can't understand such obvious things?! #the only fun they can bring me now #would be for Somerset and Mary to unite against Dudley #and for Somerset to actually protect Mary once it'll be time to cast the blame #yeah no chance I know