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noellawrites · 9 months
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Troubled Return - Yandere!Rafael Barba x reader
summary: After returning to New York City, Rafael takes you to family court to prove you incompetent of caring for your two daughters.
warnings: toxic relationship, physical and emotional abuse, manipulation, talk of mental illness
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It had been two years, but somehow stepping foot back in New York City made you feel like you'd never left. Two years since you'd taken little Lucia and your newborn daughter, so young you hadn't even named her.
And now here you were, outside Brooklyn Presbyterian after visiting your ailing mother. You huffed, holding back tears as you attempted to hail a cab. Little Isabel strapped to your stomach as Lucia held onto your leg.
Just as a yellow vehicle was pulling over in front of you, you felt Lucia detach from your leg, causing you to swing around. Suddenly, your breath was knocked out of you completely. Rafael Barba was smirking, holding your--his daughter in his arms.
"Back in New York, huh? You took off without a word. Pretty harsh, taking my newborn from me. I'm glad you're back. It's good to see you again, Lucia. And this one here, sweet Isabel. You look just like me," he grinned, stroking her cheek.
"Papí?" Lucia's small voice asked, confusion written all over her face. She was an intelligent kid, and the resemblance was uncanny.
Rafael nodded, grinning as Lucia wrapped her arms around his neck.
"How dare you?" you hissed, tears now falling freely down your cheeks.
Memories flashed through your brain, things you never wanted to think about again. You at eighteen, first meeting Rafael as an intern and allowing yourself to be charmed by him. The positive pregnancy test and subsequent marriage at age twenty. The abuse, the yelling and fighting and manipulation. Your resignation, the anger of your parents. Little Lucia, screaming for her mommy. Rafael's cold and calculating demeanor. The painful, angry sex whenever he wanted. The second test, terror at the thought of subjecting another child to the lawyer's cruelty. Fleeing the hospital with your two daughters and nothing to your name.
"How dare I? How dare you. Snatching my children from right under my nose, running away without a word. You do know I'll be taking you to court for custodial interference, don't you?" he stated, still holding Lucia in his arms.
"We're leaving. C'mon Luce," you began, attempting to pull her away from Rafael.
"Where will you go? If you leave the city, I'll call SVU and they'll have to detain you. You and the girls can stay with me. Lucia's room is still intact and there's a cradle for Izzy," he stated, taking a step back and raising his eyebrows.
"How did you know? About where I was, about Izzy--"
"You're really asking me that? Let's just take the girls home," he said, leading you towards his apartment.
You were sitting in your lawyer, Trevor Langan's office to go over your case before you and Rafael would have to appear in family court.
"I was being abused! I was twenty-two with two kids and an abusive husband, what else was I supposed to do?" you cried.
"I understand that, (y/n). There is no easy way to say this, but since you were married and left the state with your kids to relocate, and you don't have any proof of abuse, Rafael can press charges against you for custodial interference. Legally, he has as much of a right to your children as you do.”
"I thought Liv said you could help me!" you yelled in frustration.
"I'll do my best, (y/n). I'll likely be able to get you out of jail time but we'll have to come to a mutual agreement with Mr. Barba for custody."
"He hit me in front of our daughter! H-he pushed me into a wall when I was pregnant. He trapped me and forced me to quit my job. I can't share custody with him!" you exclaimed.
"We'll work on it, okay? I'll talk to Liv and see if there's anything they can do to help. We'll figure this out, I promise," Trevor explained, putting his hand over yours in a comforting gesture.
"Thank you, Mr. Langan. I really appreciate it," you sighed, shaking his hand and leaving his office.
"Despite the crimes committed, I do not wish to press charges against my wife. However, I am asking the state to declare her incompetent on account of mental illness and suspend pending termination of her parental rights. I would like her to be released into my care," Rafael stated, taking a deep sigh as he sat down and unbuttoned his blazer.
"What?" You and Trevor both gasped simultaneously, standing up and looking at each other in shock.
Trevor shuffled through his paperwork as you stood, stunned speechless. Rafael wanted to declare you incapable of raising your daughters? Was this some sort of revenge for running away?
“This file contains documentation of my wife’s history with mental health conditions, which impairs her ability to care for herself and our children. There are also photographs and written statements,” Rafael explained, walking over and handing the file to the judge.
“This is a photograph of her leaving the girls, ages one and three, unattended for several hours. Here is an intake report from the hospital at age twenty-one, while she was still living with me, detailing her self-inflicted injuries. There’s more, I’ll let you take a look,” he stated, stepping back and shooting a quick smirk at you.
“Objection! This is absurd, Mrs. Barba took care of herself and her daughters alone for two years after fleeing a physically and emotionally abusive marriage!” Trevor exclaimed, looking straight at the judge.
“I will need time to look over this file. We will reconvene in an hour,” the judge stated.
“Why are you doing this?” you pleaded, walking up to your husband. He stood, sharply dressed as usual, with a grin on his face. He was already preparing to win.
“Between your custody interference, neglect and mental illnesses, I have enough proof to terminate parental rights. I want to see you rehabilitated, not charged. You can be a good mother and wife, I know you can. You just need some help,” he explained, concerned eyes baring into yours.
“You’re sick, Rafael Barba. I don’t want you anywhere near my daughters,” you snapped.
“Too bad you can’t prove anything. Looks like keeping records was a good thing, huh? A perk of having you on my insurance, and being your husband of course. You’ll never be able to get away from me,” he stated, mouth close to your ear. His voice sent familiar shivers down your spine.
Even after Rafael walked away, you could smell his expensive cologne lingering. You should never have tried to outsmart the lawyer. Your fate was sealed, whether you liked it or not.
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reareaotaku · 8 months
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Rafael Barba Headcanons
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You're a Defense Attorney and you go up against Barba a lot
You are friendly in a professional sense
“I sure hope your cops did their job, Barba”
“Your client confessed, L/n.”
You smile, handing him a court paper, “A forced confession and I’m going to get it thrown out. See you in chambers”
At first, neither of you liked each other. You were a pest in his side and made his life harder while in your eyes he was a servant of the corrupt justice system
But as time grows, you do happen to grow fond of each other
Making snippy little remarks at each other
"Am I joke to you?"
"If I thought you were a joke, you'd know"
He smiles, sarcastically, "Aren't you a sweetheart?"
You slowly became friends and would go out to eat luch and/or dinner together
"Are you asking me on a date, Barba?" You fiddled with his tie as he gives you his signature smirk
"Maybe. Depends on your answer"
Barba isn’t scared of much, but there was a phone call that nearly gave him a heart attack
You had been attacked in your home and SVU got the case because there was also a woman raped near by and they happened to find you. They took both your cases
Rafael had never rushed anywhere so fast in his life
“I’m looking for Y/n L/n. How is she?”
“She’s very lucky they found her when they did or she would have died-“
“Is she up?”
“She’s still unconscious, but she’s stable”
He waits at the hospital until you wake up
Was so scared he was going to lose you
When you finally wake up, he’s estatic
You didn’t want him to see you like that
“Y/n” You hear a familiar voice call you, but you don’t look up at him. He grabs a chair and pulls it near your bed
“How do you feel?”
“Ridiculous. Foolish. Stupid” You remark in a snippy tone
“It’s not your fault-“
“God, I hate this. I’m not a victim. It’s not a big deal. Everyone’s being dramatic,” You finally look at him, but he’s frowning
“Y/n. You were attacked in your home. You were beat while you were asleep. That’s a pretty big deal”
“I feel fine”
“You have bruises covering your body. There’s an open wound on your forehead and you had a concussion”
“I didn’t realize you were a doctor”
He signs, rubbing his temple, “Well, if it helps you feel better, the doctor says there was no sign of tearing and fluids or spermicide, so you weren't raped”
"Oh yeah, he didn't rape me. How lucky I am," You roll your eyes, before looking up at him
Rafael reached for your hand and you look up at him, “I promise I’ll find who did this and we will put him in jail.”
You look away, while also pulling your hand, “It doesn’t matter. The system is screwed, what makes you think you’d win?”
There’s a moment of silence, before he speaks up,”Well, thankfully he won’t be able to get the best attorney I’ve ever met”
You lightly chuckle, “You’re just saying that to be nice”
“When do I ever say something to be nice?”
“Fair point”
“You know… When I got the call that you had been attacked, I’ve never been so scared in my life. I thought….. I thought I was going to lose you.”
“Good thing my attacker didn’t know what he was doing,” You joke, but Rafael doesn’t look away from his hands
“I’m serious Y/n,” he says, now looking at you, his eyes downward, almost as if was going to cry
“Me too. Besides I’m fine”
He’ll spend a lot of time with you while you’re in the hospital
He doesn’t want to leave in case something happens to you
He makes your case top priority
He wants to catch the guy who did this to you
He doesn’t care if the person tries to plea, Rafael wants to go for the max. He’s definitely going to give him the worse charges
“I’m going to make sure you rot in prison”
He has friends in high places, some higher than yours, and he will abuse his power when it comes to you
Your relationship with Rafael becomes harder to hide and he doesn’t make it any easier
You stop taking as many cases when he’s the prosecutor
It’s better for him too, because he knows he wouldn’t be able to handle himself in court with you
If you do take a case he’s on, he’ll try and plea your client down, so you don’t have to go to trial
“Why did you give them a plea?” Olivia will pester, causing Rafael to swiftly turn towards her
“I don’t question how you do your job, so don’t question how I do mine”
But there was one case that ruined your career. You took a plea for your client, who you knew for a fact was guilty, there was so much evidence against him, that gave your client less than half the time he would have served if he was found guilty. Though, when he found out you were ‘friendly’ with Rafael, he made a remark towards your boss and wanted a retrial, but he’s not given one. Instead you are fired. Your boss stood by your side, but he said it would ruin your career and it was better for you to leave quietly without anyone knowing what happened
Rafael comes in to talk to you in your office, surprised to see you packing your stuff
^ "What's going on?"
^ "You didn't hear? I got fired-"
^ "Why?"
^ "It doesn’t matter." You shake your head, "Sorry. Someone has to take the fall for that case. I’m just the fall person." You shove the top onto your box, before awkwardly smiling, "It doesn't really matter. I just wasn’t cut out for this life I guess, it's no big deal"
"Let me go talk to him," He tries to reach for you, but you flinch away from him
"No. Don't make it any worse. I'll figure something else out. It's fine.”
Since you aren’t a lawyer anymore, Rafael becomes more open with his relationship towards you
“I would love to stay and chat, but I have a date”
“With?” Olivia asks, teasing him
“Y/n”
“Y/n? As in Y/n L/n ex-Defense Attorney who was your court rival?”
Rafael smiles before nodding his head, “Yeah”
“Huh. I never would have thought” Fin remarks, surprised
“You and me both. Seriously though, I need to go. I’ve had this reservation for months”
He’ll ask you for advice on cases (that the media already got ahold of) asking what you’d do if it was your case
He has a picture of you on his desk
^ When he’s working late, he loves to look at it and sigh in bliss
You still have your snippy comebacks towards each other, but it’s in a more romantic way
^ It has like a ‘I have in crush on you’ vibe to it
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theoffice1234 · 4 months
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Idea #4 SVU
World famous supermodel, Anastasia Devroe/ Y/N, has a stalker... As his obsession grows, detectives Amaro and Carisi have to become her new body guards, while Rafael Barba has to figure out how to bring him to justice
Jealousy, love triangles, obsession, possessive, protective, smut
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The Sounds of Justice - Master List
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Warnings: canon typical violence, cursing, non-consensual drugging, descriptions of character death, mentions and descriptions of jail, car crashes, lying, manipulation, guns, yandere themes, mafia AU, mafia Rafael Barba (trust me, he needs the warning), mentions of rape (not to the reader), and unwanted advances (nothing happens to the reader).
A/N: This is my response to the mafia AU poll that I posted. It was a challenge to write it but it was worth it. Comments and reblogs are very much welcomed and I hope you enjoy the fic. Please take notice of the warnings; they are exactly the same as the warnings on this page and they will be at the top of each chapter.
Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
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daddydoddsjr · 1 year
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Three’s Company
Pairing || Nolan Price x female!reader x Rafael Barba
Part 2/?
Contents/Warnings || Jealousy, angst, Nolan spoiling tf out of you, possessive Nolan, using money to buy love, brief SVU related work talk, implied smut, yandere vibes if you squint real hard
Authors Note || this chapter is to establish more relationship between y/n and nolan— more rafael to come in the next character !
Part 1
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Nolan could tell. Of course he could. He didn’t like to admit it, but he was the jealous type; the quiet jealous type that wouldn’t say much but would dote on you the next day at some attempt to remind you that you were dating him. He could tell Rafael liked you just by his eyes. The look in them when they landed on you was the same that Nolan himself had.
His typical jealous doting began the morning after he met Rafael. He had spent the night in your apartment and woke up before you and made breakfast. Thankfully, you had the day off and Nolan’s case load was small so he called the office saying he was sick and couldn’t come in. He made chocolate chip pancakes, eggs, toast, all before you woke up. He carefully placed the plate on a tray and brought it into your bedroom.
“Y/N, honey,” He said gently, placing the tray on his side of the bed before sitting beside you. You stirred, “Nolan?”
“I made you breakfast,” He watched as you stretched, opening your eyes slowly. “Breakfast?” You repeated.
“You had enough stuff around for me to make pancakes.”
“What’s the occasion?” You sat up.
“Just… want to spoil you today is all,” He placed the tray over your lap, “Why don’t I bring you shopping after you eat?”
“Nolan… you’re sure there’s no occasion?”
“Can’t I ever be nice?” He joked with a half smile.
“I guess so,” You giggled, “Thank you.”
You weren’t thinking about Rafael, but Nolan certainly was. He trusted you, of course, but he didn’t trust other men. You were young and beautiful while Nolan was older and thought his looks were fleeting at this point. He was only reminded of this as he watched you try in multiple dresses in a clothing store you had led him into. He watched as your face lit up at each new dress you tried on and saw how each dress hugged your curves. He saw a younger man or two walk by or into the fitting room hallway and eye you quickly. It made his blood boil but he kept his attention on you.
You were being price conscious but Nolan still managed to convince you to get absolutely anything you wanted. He even bought a few extra things for you without you noticing. You had to admit, you loved it when he took you out for days like this. You always tried to return the favour in any way you could, and you liked to do little special things for him at random too.
When the two of you went back to your apartment, you were giddy and rushed into your bedroom to un-bag all of your new items. Nolan was keeping the things he had secretly bought for you in a bag that contained a few new shirts he had gotten for himself. He followed you to the bedroom and set his bag down, watching you lay out all of your new things on the bed carefully.
“I have a few surprises for you.”
“Oh, Nolan…” You looked at him, “How can you have more after buying me so much?”
“They’re just a few things I picked up while we were out,” He pulled a few small jewellery boxes out of his bag from underneath his new shirts. He stood in front of you, opening one of the small boxes and revealing a silver bracelet that was made of silver hearts. He took your hand and hooked it onto your wrist carefully.
“Nolan…” You began, about to thank him.
“Don’t say anything yet,” Nolan softly interrupted you and picked up another box, “Turn, face the mirror.” You obliged, facing the full length mirror that you had beside your bed. You watched him through the mirror as his hands moved around your neck, placing a necklace on your chest and fastening it. You gently touched it; it was a silver chain with a silver bejewelled heart attached it. You turned back to face him but bit your tongue to keep yourself from saying anything since he was opening the final box. He pulled out a silver and diamond embedded ring and slid it onto your left hands ring finger.
“Is this..?”
“A promise ring maybe? If you’ll agree to that.”
You teared up and hugged him tightly, burying your face into his neck, “Yes, of course I’ll agree! Thank you so much, Nolan, I don’t even know how I can repay you for this much stuff—“
“You don’t have to repay me for anything,” He hugged you back tightly for a moment before kissing the side of your head. Your grip loosened on Nolan as you back away slightly just to kiss him. He kissed you back, and you spent the rest of the night showing him just how much you appreciate him.
(links to the ring, necklace, bracelet)
Rafael was back at SVU to speak with Olivia and Fin about some evidence on a current case; you were at your desk checking out a website on your computer that you thought contained pictures underaged girls in illegal activities for their ages. When Rafael exited Olivia’s office, he hesitantly walked up to your desk. He just wanted to make small talk about normal things. Work, the weather, family, literally anything. He was hoping that continuous normalcy between the two of you would help his feelings for you go away, especially along with the knowledge that you had a boyfriend.
“Y/N,” He greeted.
“Hi, Barba,” You smiled at him, leaning back in your chair and taking a break from staring at your computer screen, “How are you?”
“Overworked,” He gave you a half smile, his eyes landing on the necklace you were wearing before trailing down to your wrist to see a bracelet that was peaking out from your blazer sleeve. He had never seen you wear this jewellery before. “Those are pretty,” He pointed them out.
You grinned, “Right? Nolan bought them for me yesterday when he brought me out shopping. I didn’t even know he had gotten them until we got home.”
“Oh,” Rafael regretted asking now, “That’s sweet. They look beautiful on you.”
“Thank you.”
Rafael quickly moved to another topic, trying his normalcy tactic, but as soon as he left the station he felt his heart plummet to the bottom of his stomach. He didn’t know how long he could keep this bottled up.
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noellawrites · 11 months
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How about the yandere SVU characters you write for, the reader gets pregnant from a one night stand with them. Where they slept with the reader (pre yandere feelings) and then the reader gets pregnant. The reader finds them and asked them about what they should do. Then the yandere feelings develop.
warnings: discussions of pregnancy, abortions, adoptions and overall themes of forced pregnancy and loss of bodily autonomy
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Sonny is immediately thrilled. this man was BORN to be a father. an abortion is absolutely out of the question to him (unless your life is in danger). he steps up immediately and proposes to you, asks you to move in, calls up and tells his mom and all of his sisters, never lets you out of his sight and never shuts up about it at work. he doesn't even ask you how you feel about it and he frankly doesn't care. as far as Sonny's concerned, this is a miracle sent by God himself.
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Nick is pretty happy about it. he loves being a dad to Gil and Zara, so what's the harm in one more? just know he's going to rope you into mothering his other kids, too. the more he can keep an eye on you and make sure you're safe, the better. Nick's an expert of being a dad by now, and if you have any doubts about keeping the baby, he'll make false promises about how much he'll be there for you and the kids.
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Mike is excited at the prospect of making his parents happy and exerting control over you and your body. finally, the Dodds family will have an heir. he is strict about your diet, makes sure you take your vitamins, forces you to exercise with him. he's basically a pain in your ass. Mike's worst nightmare is giving the baby up for adoption. a Dodds baby? in the custody of a complete stranger, being raised away from its true family? no way.
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Rafael is very nervous at first. his initial concern is making sure he treats this child absolutely nothing like his father treated him while still controlling you. he can't have you running around the city, going to work or being far away from him. you're the vessel of his child, of course! you start to worry Rafael likes the baby more than you (which might be true tbh). he talks to your belly but won't talk to you if you've disobeyed him. don't worry baby, you'll be safe in daddy's arms soon.
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noellawrites · 1 year
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Material Witness - Yandere!Rafael Barba x reader
summary: Barba gets flirty while you’re testifying against your rapist. Plot taken from SVU 21x1.
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Your hands shook as you walked up to the witness stand. When you sat down, the wooden chair creaked. You bit the inside of your lip as you looked out at the jury.
“Miss (y/l/n), what is your relationship with the defendant?”
You took a deep breath, “I met Sir Toby at the New York Film Festival in October. He invited me to his office to audition for a role, and I accepted.”
Barba took a step closer to you, meeting your eyes.
“As a beautiful young actress, you were flattered, correct?”
“Yes,” you confirmed.
“What happened once you arrived for the audition?”
“His assistant led me to his office. Sir Toby brought me in, told me to sit down and began recording. Then, he forced me to perform oral sex on him.”
“Did he exert any force on you?” Barba asked, taking another step closer.
“At first, I told him no. But then, he grabbed me by the neck and told me if I didn’t do what he said, he’d kill me,” you explained, trying to hold back the tears in your eyes.
You looked up and saw Barba staring at you intently. He looked almost ready to devour you, to eat you alive.
“Exibit D, photographs of Miss (y/l/n) after this encounter,” Barba explained as graphic images of your bruised neck popped up on the screen.
“Miss (y/l/n), would you say that you’re used to receiving… flattery from men? Perhaps through gifts or expensive items?”
“Yes, I am.”
“But when Sir Toby sent you the basket of flowers, what did you take this as a sign of?” Barba asked.
“Objection! The witness can’t know for sure,” Sir Toby’s lawyer said.
“I’ll allow it,” the judge said, so you continued.
“It felt like he was buying me off, like he wanted to keep me silent,” you explained.
“And how would you have felt if you received a gift from an admirer, maybe someone closer to you?” Barba questioned.
You looked up at him from where you sat on the stand, doe eyes looking into his intense ones. You recognized it as the same expression Sir Toby had looked at you with. Why did these older men have to look at you as some virginal prize they could win? Wasn’t Barba supposed to be your lawyer?
“I-I would’ve felt better about it, but I didn’t know Sir Toby very well. In the basket was tickets to his movie premiere. I felt like he was trying to buy my silence,” you confessed.
“Nothing further,” Barba said, and walked back to his seat. Thank god.
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noellawrites · 1 year
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How would you describe the SVU guys as yanderes? You’re definitely inspiring me to write and I want to make a dark/yandere series of my own. :))
a/n: great question! and thank you, it means a lot to know i’ve inspired you <3 if you ever do write or post something let me know bc i’d love to read it! ❤️
The SVU Men As Yanderes
warnings: yandere stuff, domestic violence, bullying, obsession, violence, breeding/pregnancy mention
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Nick Amaro is highly jealous and possessive. he’ll throw hands if someone even looks at you the wrong way, and chances are you’ll have to bail him out of jail. good luck getting away from him, he’ll rarely let you out of his sight. he text bombs you all the time when you’re apart, too. domestic issues would probably include him screaming in your face, grabbing you and leaving bruises and throwing shit (not necessarily at you). he’s scary so you’d better stay in line.
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Rafael Barba is manipulative and mean. he can easily outsmart you and he wants you to know that, too. he makes you feel dumb and useless, like you need him to even function. he finds joy in belittling you and hurting you, especially verbally. making fun of your clothes, teasing you for using a word wrong. he’s trying to subtly train you, make sure you’ll be well-behaved for him at fancy events and galas. he will strike you across the face or kick you down if he thinks it will make you behave.
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Sonny Carisi is obsessive and overly-affectionate. he sees no problems with love-bombing you, tracking your whereabouts and making everything in your life his business. he can be strict and mean when he thinks you’ve tried to trick him or betray him. he will also yell in your face and occasionally slam you into the wall and tower over you if it’ll get you to listen. he also has the biggest breeding/pregnancy kink ever (Italian Catholic w/big family) so get ready to have like 5 kids.
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Mike Dodds is protective and controlling. he has no qualms about using his power as a Sergeant or his father’s reputation to control you or scare you into submission. he wants you to be perfect for him at all times and he’s obsessed with being able to take care of you. he likes to think of you as his little doll, pliant while allowing him to bathe you, dress you and mark you up. he loves seeing his bruises on your skin, it’s just another way to control you.
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noellawrites · 1 year
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So of course none of the SVU yanderes you write for respond well to a romantic rival. But how would they respond to it if you were already dating someone before you met them? Who would take it “best”, relatively speaking? Who takes it worst?
i love answering asks like this! they help with inspo as well, so feel free to send any questions like this :)
i hope i understood this correctly!
i'll rank them from best to worst lol
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Sonny Carisi would probably take it the best. He knows he's got this boyish charm and he can definitely kill your s/o with kindness. He knows you belong with him (and he's convinced you know deep down, too) so he doesn't lose sleep over it.
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Mike Dodds is next. He's not great at losing but he has plentiful resources at his hands thanks to his dad. He can bribe your s/o, threaten them or even put out a hit on them. Eventually, he'll weasel his way into your life to be your shoulder to cry on.
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Rafael Barba is not going to take this very well. He's definitely going to lose sleep over figuring out how to make you his and get your s/o out of the picture. He is very intelligent and determined, fatal traits in a yandere. Good luck.
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Nick Amaro is going to beat up your s/o and leave them for dead on the sidewalk. Your s/o is going to get killed or at least very badly injured. The law? What law? In Nick's book, there is no law that concerns him when it comes to his loved ones.
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noellawrites · 11 months
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How do you think the yandere svu guys would react to a pregnant reader not wanting them in the delivery room while they give birth (double points if the reader wants someone else like a family member or friend to be with them instead of the yandere)?
Maybe she doesn't even want him to cut the umbilical cord
OMG I LOVE THIS ASK THANK U—
sorry i keep using the same gifs, the same ones pop up on the gif search
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oh my lord Nick is FURIOUS. the doctor has to call hospital security and the nurses are trying to restrain him and get him out of the room. this is the one time he can’t change your mind or your decision and he is never, ever going to forgive you for making him miss the birth of his child. he’s banging on the doors and windows, screaming about how you’re a horrible f*cking mother and you’re a terrible person and yeah just a lot of nasty stuff. he’s gonna punish the hell out of you, too.
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Sonny is completely distraught. he’s devastated at your choice and convinced it’s the wrong one. he’s talking to anyone he can, trying to tell them that you’re mentally ill and he needs to be in there for the birth of his child. if you pick one of his sisters or his mom, he’s going to take it better than if you picked one of your family members. he’s going to hold a grudge and try to prove you’re an incompetent parent.
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Mike is calling anyone he can, name-dropping, negotiating and contacting lawyers who are already drafting paperwork. by the time you’ve delivered the baby, Mike’s filing documentation to appoint him as your guardian so he can make all financial and legal decisions for you. his parents are at the hospital immediately to make the situation worse and argue more.
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Rafael is one step ahead of you. he’s forced you to sign paperwork appointing him your emergency contact and saying that he is to be in the hospital room with you. if not, he probably bribed one of the trainees to get him in, or at least take in a camera for him. if none of that worked, he is going to do something cruel like refuse to pay your hospital bill until you apologize and he can punish you properly.
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noellawrites · 1 year
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Isolation - Yandere!Rafael Barba x reader
requested by @detectivebarba
summary: After you are shot while on duty, Rafael manipulates both you and the SVU squad to get what he wants.
warnings: shooting, bullet wound, reader is hospitalized, angst, lying, manipulation
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A single shot rang out, causing you to turn your head towards where the commotion was coming from. Your service weapon was drawn, but you didn't have time to shoot. The bullet hit you right below your chest.
You slammed into the ground with a groan. Pain ricocheted through your body, but you knew you were lucky. Your vest had caught the bullet.
"11-41, we got an officer down. I need a bus to Irving and East 17th ASAP," you heard Sonny call over his radio.
Liv was on the ground next to you in a flash. She had pulled your vest off and was examining the damage.
"It looks like the vest caught most of the damage. You're going to be fine, (y/n)," Liv assured you.
You watched from the ground as Amanda and Fin apprehended the shooter and wrangled him into the backseat of the squad car.
"P-please c-call Raf," you rasped, and Liv nodded. Your breathing sounded erratic and you were coughing and wincing in pain. Sonny turned around, bending down to the other side of you.
"I think you've got a punctured lung, (y/n)," Carisi explained.
Your eyes widened and tears threatened to spill from them. You couldn't speak, so you only shook your head vigorously.
Liv stood up and dialed Rafael's number. She wasn't looking forward to breaking the news to him, as he was extremely protective of you.
"The vest caught the bullet, but it looks like they have some broken ribs and they're having trouble breathing. I know, Rafa. We'll meet you at Mercy."
Everything became a blur once you were loaded into the ambulance. Liv rode with you while Sonny drove the squad car to Mercy. Fin and Amanda were booking the shooter and finishing the paperwork, but promised to come to visit as soon as they could.
A flustered Rafael was already sitting in your room once you were brought back from your emergency surgery. He stood up as soon as he saw the nurses wheeling your hospital bed back in.
"How are you feeling?" he asked, concern thick in his voice.
"Better, now that I can actually breathe. Hey, where is everyone else?" you asked, looking around your private room. There were already four vases of flowers, but no one else was there besides your boyfriend and the two nurses hooking up your IV bags.
"They'd only let one person in at a time, so I told them I was your husband. I'll go out and tell everyone that you're awake and out of surgery, though," Rafael promised.
He leaned over, kissing you on the forehead and smiling at you before he exited the room.
Rafael was stunned at just how many NYPD employees had showed up to support you. He walked into the lounge and guessed there had to be at least thirty people. There were lots of beat cops, mostly people he recognized as old friends and co-workers of yours.
He spotted Liv and Sonny standing in a corner with Chief Dodds and IAB Captain Tucker. Rafael approached them and took a deep breath.
"They're out of surgery and conscious. They don't want any visitors, though. Any idea why that son of a bitch would do this?" Rafael said, clenching his jaw in anger.
"Fin and Rollins are workin' on it, but we got nothin' so far," Sonny explained.
"No visitors? Any idea why?" Liv asked, narrowing her eyes.
"They said they didn't want to see any of you. I'm pretty sure they're planning on leaving the squad after this. I'm sorry."
" Well, give them these if you could, counselor. It's from all of us down at 1PP," Tucker explained, handing Rafael a bouquet.
"I will, thank you," Rafael nodded, taking the flowers.
"And these, my ma made an emergency cannoli batch when she heard," Sonny added, shoving a Tupperware container into Rafael's other hand.
Rafael couldn't wait to get back into your room, take your phone and block each and every one of them. He would take care of you and nurse you through your recovery without the squad to bother him.
He was quite proud of this plan he'd set into motion. He paid the shooter handsomely, as he would be serving a few years in prison. It was airtight, nothing could be tracked back to him. And now, you were all his.
You woke up from your nap and turned to your left side, where Rafael was sitting. He was texting something on his phone and hadn't noticed you'd woken up.
"Rafa?" you mumbled, rubbing the sleep from your eyes.
"Hey, baby. You have a good nap?"
"Yeah. Did anyone come by to visit?" you asked. You wanted to see your friends more than anything.
"Just Tucker to drop off some flowers," your boyfriend explained.
You frowned, glancing out the window at the New York skyline. You got shot, broke two ribs and your lung collapsed, and your friends couldn't even bother to come see you in the hospital?
"I'll call Liv, I'm sure it's just a misunderstanding. Maybe they think I'm still in surgery or something," you said, grabbing your phone from the tray table beside you.
You clicked on Olivia's contact and tried to press the call button, but your call was immediately rejected.
"That's weird," you remarked, and tried again. Again, the call rejected.
You narrowed your eyes and tried Sonny's contact. Then Amanda. Then Fin. All rejected calls. You turned your phone off, tears welling up in your eyes. Why would they ice you out like this?
"I'm sorry (y/n), but they don't want to hear from you or see you. I tried to call them earlier and only Liv answered. She said you're off the squad. I'm really sorry," Rafael explained, standing up from his seat and moving to stand over your hospital bed. He wiped the tears from your eyes and looked at you with an expression of pity.
"Why would they do this?" you sobbed, covering your eyes with your hands.
"Once you get out of here, I'll move you into my apartment. I'll take care of you, okay? I promise," Rafael said, smiling at you and bending over to give you a hug. He would always protect you, and you would never have to know the truth.
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noellawrites · 11 months
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So hear me out: Rafael used to have a sugar baby relationship when he was an ADA. It was exclusive, and he paid for it, and he always *meant* to formalize it, but he has a busy job you know. And then he leaves town for a while to get his head straightened out at 16x22. He comes back to town expecting someone in particular to be right where he left her- didn’t he prepay 3 months of rent for her?
And Carisi has swooped in.
Now, I do think that Rafael would share, but only under specific circumstances and certainly not when he’s used to having someone to himself and he was also never consulted about this arrangement.
So, if Carisi could take later season Nick, could Carisi take Rafael?
this is an interesting idea!
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he’s going to act patient and sweet at first, but he’s going to work like hell to get you back.
and seriously? sonny carisi of all people? carisi is basically doling out his entire measly paycheck for you every week.
it’s going to be a match of wit, they’re both going to attempt to win you over by undermining the other.
s21/22 carisi is definitely a good match for barba, i seriously don’t know who would win. it might just come down to who you choose, actually.
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noellawrites · 2 years
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Yandere Rafael Barba Headcanons
warnings: obsession, manipulation, mentions of sex, pregnancy, guilt-tripping, birthing
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- Barba is intensely possessive and not afraid to go into morally grey areas
- when he falls in love with you, he’s already decided that it’s forever
- he’s going to tell his mamí about you, and she’s going to insist on grandchildren as soon as possible
- you probably work at SVU, as he is very guarded with his heart and only falls in love if he is around someone a lot
- but with you, he fell hard
- he knows you’re the one the moment he exits the elevator and sees you running through a case with Carisi
- he thought with his age he’d never get the chance to get married, have a family, build a life
- but when he sees you, he knows you will be his wife
- a bright young woman who is passionate about her job, intelligent and graceful
- you’re only meant to be a temporary replacement while Amanda was on maternity leave
- but Rafael practically begs Olivia to keep you on full-time, stating that you’re a natural at SVU
- which is true, and Olivia loves you, so she keeps you on
- we know that Barba is a very, very intelligent man, and even more when his obsession is concerned
- he uses subtle manipulation on you to assert his dominance and make you fall in love with him
- he honestly never considered having kids before you
- he was too scared he’d end up like his father
- you’re testifying for a case Rafael is trying, so he brings you up to the courtroom late at night to practice
- when you’re done, the two of you just talk for a bit and he approaches you with those dark eyes
- he slams your back against the stand and basically ravages you like a man starving, ripping off your clothes and fucking you like there’s no tomorrow
- it was the best sex you’d ever had
- soon, the two of you are dating and things move very quickly
- he will accuse you of spending too much time with the men on your squad, even Fin who is like a father to you
- he will demand all of your free time be spent with him
- even if he’s working on a case, he wants you in his office sitting there with him
- he convinces you to get married in a court ceremony with only his mother as a witness
- he promises you an extravagant honeymoon when his case load evens out
- he calls you sweetheart, cariño, mi vida
- Barba will not kidnap you, he is much smarter than that
- instead, he gets in your head and plants these ideas: about motherhood, the job being dangerous, the luxurious life of a trophy wife you could have with him
- if you aren’t really interested in having kids, he doesn’t care. he just thinks you need to be convinced that you’d be a good mother
- if you care more about your job than a kid, then get ready
- because you end up quitting the job a few weeks after you find out you’re pregnant
- yes: he gets you assigned to SVU to get closer to him and then manipulates you into quitting a year later
- Rafael convinces you it’s unsafe for you and your unborn baby, even so early on
- and of course, he has more than enough money to support you and reward you by purchasing your dream brownstone house in Brooklyn
- the team is not happy you’re outright quitting, especially at the prompting of your husband
- you insist that it’s for the best, and you made the decision too
- you wanted the option to be open for you to return to SVU, but you likely never would
- you stop answering calls, not realizing Rafael had new walls installed in your new house to block phone and internet signals
- whenever the squad asks about you, Raf says, “her and the baby are perfectly fine.” short and sweet.
- you see the squad at events occasionally, when your husband actually lets you out of the house
- Carisi, Rollins and Benson saw you at an NYC Law Enforcement Gala about five months after you left the team
- they barely recognize you: dressed to the nines, baby bump, makeup and hair done
- you’re just a trophy wife on Barba’s arm, almost being guarded by him
- he sends his mother, Lucia, to the house to spend time with you before the baby comes
- and she LOVES you and that baby
- but if there was any question in your mind about leaving your husband, it leaves you when you hear Lucia speak
- she never means to guilt trip you but she tells you stories about Rafael’s tragic past, his father, him only ever falling in love with work
- mostly, she’s just happy to see Barba head-over-heels for someone
- she is over the moon that she will be getting grandchildren, and even more excited that it’s with you
- Rafael will insist on a home birth, citing "too many dangers in hospitals"
- instead of getting a midwife, he does everything himself. no pain meds, just you pushing your child out into his hands
- you’re exhausted when he pulls out your newborn son and you’ve never seen him so excited
- Raf has that charming smile on his face, holding your son to his naked chest as you pant in exhaustion
- you are excited to build your little family, but you miss your job, friends and family a lot
- you love him, you really do. and if you don’t, you will convince yourself.
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noellawrites · 1 year
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Yandere!Barba x reader x Yandere!Carisi Headcanons
summary: how Sonny and Rafael fight over and eventually share you ;)
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- Sonny becomes obsessed with you the moment he steps into the bullpen on his first day
- you’re sitting on your desk, looking beautiful but unprofessional as you laugh at something another man is saying
- he felt the undeniable urge to steal you and woo you right then and there, but then Olivia comes out and starts giving him a tour
- Rafael has also been infatuated with you since his first case with SVU, when you gave him evidence that Jocelyn Paley hadn’t written 25 Acts
- he put you on the stand and won the case (also thanks to his belt trick), and he was in love
- Sonny brings you cannolis, offers you shoulder massages on long shifts and showers you in compliments
- Rafael practically charms your pants off, brings you to fancy bars and flirts with you in front of your co-workers
- you begin to notice their affections after a month or so, when you begin to feel choked by both of them
- around then, SVU gets a case involving a serial rapist and murderer who targets strippers and Liv asks you to go undercover
- Sonny insists on being the “Joe” in the strip club and making sure you’re safe, whereas Rafael outright refuses it
- he says he can get evidence another way, but the perp is just too good and has been increasing his strikes recently
- Sonny and Rafael argue about it in the squad room, to the point that you have to step in
- “This is my decision, not yours! And I’m going!” you yell, turning everyone’s heads
- Liv talks with both men about their conduct, but she's aware that they’re both in love with you
- she’s willing to allow it unless it begins to affect yours or Sonny’s police work
- a few days later, Rafael asks Sonny to meet in his office
- Sonny thinks Rafael is going to ask him to back off, but instead, he proposes an idea
- it’s a very odd meeting, but they both admit their affections towards you and look for a solution
- Rafael asks Sonny if he would like to… partner up
- Sonny agrees, as the combined power and influence between them is better than them both trying to win your affections on their own
- they invite you to dinner with them as “co-workers,” which turns into going back to one of your places for a drink
- you foster a good friendship with the two men, and this goes on for a couple months
- you’re surprised they’ve managed to get along when it comes to you, but you’re just thankful anyway
- they begin to drop hints, mostly Sonny saying shit like “I wouldn’t mind a night in with the two of you,” or Raf bringing up the chemistry between you three
- one night, you get drunk enough and Sonny starts kissing you while Rafael takes off your jacket and shirt
- you pull away, breathless, and they both smile
- “this was your plan all along, wasn’t it?” you laugh, standing up and dropping your pants
- you weren’t even upset, just horny
- so the three of you took turns making out, and you have to admit it was sexy to watch Sonny and Raf kissing
- you insisted on going back to your apartment that night, as you didn’t want to show up to work the next day with the same clothes
- once you left, Sonny and Rafael had a victory snuggle (they’d never tell anyone though)
- soon, their plan would be complete and you would be all theirs, only theirs
- i mean, sandwiched between a hot detective and a sexy lawyer, can it get better than that?
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noellawrites · 1 year
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Runaway (2) - Yandere!Rafael Barba x reader
part one is linked here
summary: Barba is questioned and put on trial for assaulting you.
a/n: the legalese might not be quite accurate, but I tried my best.
warnings: discussion of assault/sexual assault
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You rushed through the squad room, trying to avoid your co-workers gazes as Sonny grabbed a digital camera from his desk.
"(Y/n), are you okay?" Amanda asked, standing up from her desk and walking towards you.
"I-I don't know," you said truthfully.
Amanda brought you into a hug, then Sonny interrupted.
"Liv's here, she's bringing him in right now. We gotta go," Sonny said, and you nodded in response.
He escorted you to one of the less formal interrogation rooms, motioning for you to sit down. He turned on the larger camera, which was on a tripod. The one you use for interrogations and victim statements.
"Liv's going to take pictures to document your injuries first, alright? Then she'll take your statement. Fin's going to do Rafael's interview, so I'm going to head out," Sonny explained, then shut the door behind him.
You were alone for a split second before Liv rushed into the room.
"Hello, (y/n). Rafael is with Fin right now, okay? We're going to take both of your statements but first, is it okay if I take pictures of some of your injuries?"
You nodded, and Liv took pictures of the bruises on your ribs, the sprained wrist and some other minor injuries. She sent them to the SVU server, allowing Amanda to print them for Fin.
"Liv, I'm not pressing charges."
"(Y/n), these are some serious injuries. You seemed very afraid when we found you, and I'm worried about the long term effects of what you might not be saying," Liv explained.
"Look, I'll go to therapy, I'll do anything, I just can't get fired. Please," you sighed, biting your lip.
"You're not going to be fired, (y/n). I believe you," she insisted.
"Can I give you my statement and decide later?" you asked, and Liv nodded.
"(Y/n), you shouldn't be watching this," Amanda insisted as you stopped outside the interrogation window where Fin was questioning Rafael.
"I need to know what he's saying," you said quietly.
"They started a bit late, we had to notify the DA's office and Barba wouldn't talk without his lawyer, some goof named Dworkin," Amanda explained.
"What's she saying? This is all just a misunderstanding," Rafael said, giving a light chuckle. His body language was relaxed, not like the Raf that had hit you at all.
"I suppose these are misunderstandings too, huh?" Fin asked, slapping down the pictures of your body. You saw Rafael's eyes narrow slightly as they comprehended the pictures.
"I didn't make those, if that's what you're asking."
"Know who did?"
"She was having issues with an ex, same person who sent those threats."
"You got the guy's name?" Fin asked.
"Shouldn't you? You're the detectives, after all," Dworkin said, looking bored.
"Yeah, and he's the victim's boyfriend. He knows her better than anyone," Fin replied, and you knew he was close to rolling his eyes. This was Barba, it's not like he was going to confess that easily.
"I can't watch any more of this," you sighed, and Amanda nodded.
The trial was painful to sit through. Dworkin questioned your police work, your relationships and your personal life. He tried to make you look like a liar, even implying that you'd cheated on Rafael.
You hadn't wanted to go to trial, but Rafael wouldn't accept a plea deal as he was confident he'd get cleared of the charges. His smug demeanor pissed you off more than anything.
Olivia testified and your lawyer showed the jury some of your injuries, along with an old picture you had of a time that Rafael had slammed you into a table and bruised your back.
Dworkin made you look like a klutz, a liar for never reporting the "alleged abuse" and not telling anyone, even a co-worker.
"Miss (y/l/n) works for the Special Victims Unit for God's sakes! If we can't count on her to be honest and come forward when she's apparently being abused, how are we supposed to trust her with helping victims?" Dworkin explained to the jury as you tried to hold back tears.
Your lawyer was an old friend of Olivia's, Bianca Frederick. She commonly helped in custody battles or domestic violence cases, and Olivia trusted her so you did too.
"In the charge of attempted rape in the third degree, how do you find the defendant?"
"We find the defendant not guilty."
After the first verdict was read, you couldn't hear anything. The world felt like it was swimming, and you couldn't hear anything the judge said.
You were brought back to reality when Bianca touched your arm gently.
"Guilty of assault in the second degree, that's a felony. He's going to do time, (y/n)," she explained as silent tears streamed down your face.
You could only watch as Barba's eyes went wide in disbelief. His eyes instinctually searched for yours, and his mouth was set in a threatening line.
"You did this to me," he seethed as Dworkin attempted to turn him away from you.
Bianca and Olivia escorted you out behind Sonny.
Now, you just hoped you could find peace.
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noellawrites · 1 year
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Appearances - Yandere!Rafael Barba x reader
summary: Rafael loses his cool after finding you at a club and takes you home to punish you
warnings: sexual assault, verbal abuse, physical abuse, choking, non-con
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The music throbbed through the speakers in the dark club, echoing loudly through your eardrums. It was a Top 40 song, but that didn’t stop you from trying to pull your bestie onto the dance floor with you.
“Thanks for bringing me here, (y/n). I probably wouldn’t have left my apartment if you hadn’t insisted on a night on the town,” she laughed as you stepped onto the strobe-lit floor together.
“You deserve to have fun, maybe even find someone new to dance on,” you suggested, nudging her.
After a long and painful breakup, you wanted to remind your best friend that she could have fun once in a while. You hadn’t been out in a while either, at least not since moving in with your boyfriend, and you were due for a change of scenery.
A server came around and offered you both shots from a platter. You downed them together and kept dancing, having lost track of your drink count for the night.
All of a sudden, the music switched to a Ke$ha song. You and your bestie shrieked with delight and began busting moves left and right.
While you were belting out the lyrics together, a tall guy in a starched white shirt and black dress pants came up behind you. He snaked his hands around your waist and drove his hips into your ass. You entertained him for a minute, but then he pushed your dress up and tried to pull down your underwear. You pushed the man away and sidled up to your friend.
"Get off me, you creep!" you yelled as he slipped through the crowd, laughing with one of his buddies.
"That was so weird," your friend remarked as you pulled your dress back down over your thighs.
"What a douchebag. I should probably tell the bouncer to keep an eye out for him," you sighed, your friend following you as you wandered towards the entrance.
"So, is Rafael okay with all this?" she asked hesitantly, sympathetic tone evident in her voice.
"What do you mean?"
"Y'know, going out, drinking, dancing, clubbing. I thought he had an aversion to this side of the city and your involvement with it."
"He is, but I really missed going out with you, like the old days! I can't help it. I'm still in my twenties, I want to have fun when I can and make memories like this with you," you grinned, nudging her shoulder.
"That's the spirit! If it makes you happy, Rafael can deal with it. Period," she grinned.
The two of you explained what had happened to one of the bouncers, who said he would warn management and keep an eye out for the guy.
After that, you both decided to leave and hit another club.
"There's a club right down the street that my co-workers were raving about, it's called Marquee," your friend offered, and you agreed.
Once the two of you were in, you ordered some drinks at the bar. It was swanky and expensive-looking, but the drink prices weren't too bad for Manhattan.
"So, what was your cover story for tonight?" your friend asked cheekily.
"What?"
"Like, what lie did you tell Rafael?"
"Oh! I told him about your breakup, so he thinks we're just getting one drink at a bar. I was supposed to be home an hour ago, but I texted him that you were distraught and needed more emotional support," you laughed.
"And what bar did you tell him? You think he'll come looking for you?"
"I told him we were going to Porchlight, which he hates. I don't think he'll come looking. And my phone just died, so we should probably not stay out for too much longer," you rationalized.
Sure, you hoped Rafael would trust you enough to not come looking for you, but the truth was that he was always paranoid about something happening to you. Most of the victims he dealt with were around your age, pretty and young. He didn't like the idea of you going out without him.
Half an hour later, you and your bestie had about four more drinks and were back on the dance floor, dancing with some nice guys around your age that you'd just met. You were just having fun, not even dancing particularly scandalously.
Everything changed when you felt someone yank you away from the group by your arm. You fought against your attacker, pushing and kicking, until he dragged you to the edge of the dance floor. In the low neon lights, you could see it now. It was your boyfriend, Rafael Barba, looking angrier than you'd ever seen him before.
"What the hell, Raf?!" you screamed, yanking your arm away from him.
"I'm disgusted. You're coming home with me right now," he seethed, grabbing your hand once again and dragging you out of the club. You didn't even have a chance to tell your friend goodbye.
"What the fuck were you doing?" he yelled, pushing you out the front door and onto the city street.
"I-I was just dancing."
"It looked like you were whoring yourself out to those guys. And I can smell cologne on you that isn't mine," Rafael said in a strangely low tone.
"I'm sorry, Rafa. I didn't cheat on you, I swear. There was a guy at the other club who tried to hurt me, and--"
"Another club? Was this your plan all along, to lie to me and go dancing like a slut instead of spending time with your loving boyfriend?" he asked, voice steady. You could see him clench his jaw, and his grip on your hand was getting tighter.
"No, I just wanted to help my friend get over a breakup, you know that," you weakly protested as he dragged you in the direction of your shared apartment.
"Do you know what you look like, stumbling around Manhattan like a drunk slut? Did you ever think about how this would look to the squad if they were out on a call and saw you like this? Or what about one of my colleagues at the DA's office, seeing their esteemed co-worker's whore of a wife stumbling around the streets looking like a working girl?" He snapped angrily.
You could tell how mad he was because he refused to look at you. You stayed silent and cast your eyes down at the sidewalk. You wiped your eyes as you could tell you were getting closer to your building.
"Of course, because you didn't think, you never think! You look terrible, (y/n). Your dress is too short, too tight, ripped, stained, your makeup is smeared, your hair is trashed and you smell horrible. And you know what? I'm going to punish you," he stated, turning to you. His green eyes darkened as they raked over your body, thinking of everything he would do to you once he got you home.
You sniffled, trying to brush your hair down with your fingers. Rafael had never been this mean to you before, never made you feel like this.
You were exhausted when Rafael pushed you into the apartment. He slammed you against the door and locked it before grabbing you by the neck.
You gasped, struggling to breathe as Rafael tightened his grip. His gaze was wild, like an animal's. He was looking at you like prey.
"C-can't we just do this later? I'm tired," you rasped as Rafael let go of you.
"No, we won't. You need to be punished, I have to make sure you aren't going to pull this shit again. And you aren't, right cariño?"
"No, Rafa, I won't."
"Get in the bedroom and get undressed. And clean up your fucking face," he spat, tilting his jaw up at you.
Rafael took his time pouring his whiskey. He wanted to think about how to punish you most effectively, how to make sure you would never pull this kind of shit again. You were a stuck-up, entitled bitch who took advantage of him and his generosity. But not anymore.
When he entered the room, you were fully naked on top of the king-sized bed.
"Please, Rafa, I don't want to do this right now," you whined, pouting at him.
"Sit up," he instructed. Once you did, he slapped you clear across your face. Tears threatened to spill from your eyes and you could feel a red welt already blooming on your cheek.
He stripped out of his polo and dress pants quickly. It was the outfit he had thrown on quickly to retrieve you, once he saw your signal go dead at the club.
You were crying now, unable to hold back your fear and the wave of emotion that had consumed you. You watched your boyfriend swallow the rest of his whiskey and take a deep breath. His hungry eyes glanced over you once again.
He climbed over to you and clamped his hand over your mouth. Your eyes grew wide as you wondered what he planned on doing to you.
Then, unexpectedly, he removed his hand.
"Actually, I want to hear you cry for help. I like knowing no one is coming to help you."
He climbed on top of you and pressed his naked body to yours. Then, he jammed his tongue into your mouth. You were overwhelmed by the taste of whiskey on his lips so you breathed through your nose.
You reached your hands up and wrapped your arms over his broad shoulders in an attempt to try and ground yourself.
Rafael shoved his tongue deeper down your throat, causing you to gag. You sniffled as cold tears ran down your face and dripped to the sides and down your ears.
All of a sudden, Rafael's hand traced up your side and came to rest on your throat. He squeezed, ignoring your gasps for help and fending off your attempts to move him.
"Just give into the darkness," he hissed. You closed your eyes, silently begging for your suffering to end.
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