No because Becca I love the concept of a huge scary beefy man whoās a switch. Because one moment heās under you begging to let him cum and make his mommy full and the next heās grabbing your hips from behind making sure to pin your body down with his weight as he pounds into like an animal in heat
Oooooh yes, I love this!! But I love kind of imagining there's a breaking point? Like they're subby up until something makes them switch
This really makes me think of a switch Bucky though. The way he'd mumble and whimper and beg but you're still refusing to let him cum.
He's so fucking subby under you, whining as you ride him. He doesn't really even know what to do with his hands because he needs them everywhere at once. "Oh God please let me cum. I need it, fuck please." He sobs, a little more frantic than he wants to be.
"No amount of whining is going to change my mind, baby boy." You coo, holding his face in your hand and slowing down to a sultry grind of your hips. He's so frustrated by that answer because he sounded overly pathetic this time and he really thought that would do it for you.
"It's for the best, sweetheart. I know you think I'm just being harsh but I promise it's for good reason." His interest would've been piqued if his head wasn't so damn cloudy with need and lust, his hands now settling on your hips because he needs you to move them faster again.
"But mommy, I wanna fill you. W-wanna cum inside you and make a mess. I need it, mommy. Fuck, please." He's so gone, rutting against you as much as he can, trying to fuck himself into you a little more frantically than you're allowing him to.
"I took my birth control a little late this morning, honey. Just want to be on the safe side." You whisper and oh God, that's it for him.
"Oh fuck." He grunts, barely even taking a breath before flipping you over, positioning you on your hands and knees and slipping back inside you with a growl. "You're telling me there's a tiny chance of making you a mommy tonight? I could fill this pretty little desperate cunt and have you full of me? Mhm, that sounds nice, doesn't it baby?" He can hardly control himself, fucking you relentlessly, taking what he needs. He knows you won't be able to answer him. All the questions just make you stupid because he's rubbing right against your sweet spot and there's nothing you can do to hold your orgasm back.
"This is what you wanted, wasn't it mommy? You wanted this all along." He's taunting you now, pointing out just how little it took for you to go subby for him.
"Could m-make you a daddy." You stutter, clinging to the sheets, wishing you hadn't used Bucky to give yourself so many orgasms earlier now that you're so overstimulated.
"Oh sweetheart, you're gonna." He smirks, pressing you down by the small of your back. He knows he's going to pull out and finish exactly where he has his hand pressed right now. The risk is fun and exciting and you're both so into it but he's still responsible enough to know it's not a great idea right now.
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I would love to hear the megatheorem
It's not ready for full publication and won't be for a while tbh, but like, maybe before the end of summer? If I'm being optimistic? It will definitely go up here when it's finished, although probably in parts because it's an absolute beast, currently weighing in at over 25 pages and nearly 13k words.
Here's a sneak peek at the table of contents though šāš
Also I'm just now noticing that I have "Empty's as Good as Clean" from the draft version of the poem instead of the published version as a section title, whoops. Pretend that's on purpose. Maybe it's a nod to the like, three hours where we thought @torbooks was speaking to us in code. That sounds like both a regular thing to happen as well as to reference, right?
Some segments have stuff I've pulled in from things I've posted here before but off the top of my head I don't think any of the sections are fully anything I've posted here. That is to say, as the draft currently stands, every section has new analyses in addition to anything pulled in from previous posts, though I'd say most of the sections are things I've haven't posted. I believe the sections that have the most pulled from "old" content are Lyctorhood Lite, Resurrection vs Waking Up, and A Cavalier by Any Other Name, which would all be under my "tlt meta" tag - I'll tag this one for ease of navigation if you want to poke around.
But don't worry, when it's ready, I will make sure everyone is subjected to my theories.
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girl marry the ted lasso moustache guy
I ain't even seeing you but I can feel the sparks in your eyes from the screen
Let us (me) live vicariously through your text posts
ok SO. update: he is offering to cancel our date that heās been planning all week to come to my place and help me look after my sick cat, my cat loves him (she doesnāt love anyone), heās bought me flowers, he hasnāt gotten angry at me when i did something a little stupid that he totally had a right to get angry at me for, heās fine with me wanting to take things super slow, heās fine with me seeing other people for now because i donāt want to jump into things too impulsively (i told him i was also fine with him doing this obv), i was able to share a bed with him and go to sleep easily (and so was my cat who basically boycotts any room a stranger sets foot in for at least a week), heās introduced me to basically all of his friends, he shaved his moustache off so he wouldnāt give me beard burn, heās offering to take me to a music festival with my cousin, he picked me up from a girls night out and dropped me home because heād just finished work and wanted to see me š. i genuinely think this man is unreal. like here i was questioning if i could even have feelings for men and now iām like. a lil bit smitten. also - he has tons of friends - girls and guys. which is a big green flag. like heās got basically no drama attached to him. and he acts like my friend ššš like i genuinely believe he likes me as a person. idk idk idk. this is all so unexpected.
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i ACTUALLY dont know which account to post this on lmao, but i will say that I DO have... a 7th protagonist planned for CotOš.
The idea popped up every once in a while before the story change, but now it's been stronger since the story change.
I have no idea who they are or what they do as a character yet, but I think they'll be a second elemental attacker. Karine being the only one has always taken a lot out of her kit, considering she also swings a giant fucking cannon around that'd lend to some interesting skills.
Also I gave it some thought and, if you remember that one time I said I could possibly make a new character for the role of "helper", which was reminiscent of a character back from when CotO was MotA, I've decided it'll just be The Keeper. Keeps had a different role in the earlier version of CotO, but with some adjusting, Keeper can work as this role too.
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