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#words can’t describe how much love i have for hyunjin :’)
astraystayyh · 1 month
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happy birthday to my hyune. hyunjin who wrote a poem about stay’s eyes and how they shine brighter than any stars. hyunjin who paints old couples because he believes love should be eternal. hyunjin who needs to be chased off the stage by staff because he wants to greet stays longer. hyunjin who always reassures stays that they have a long time left together. hyunjin who reads poetry before bed. hyunjin who writes about love so beautifully as if he is the embodiment of it. hyunjin who says he wants to remain strong as to not hurt stays. hyunjin who says you need to practice with your 200% to show 100%. hyunjin who loves reading books. hyunjin who always tells stays to eat well. hyunjin who wears his heart on his sleeve. hyunjin who started a stay counseling center to listen to stay’s problems. hyunjin who wrote if love is everything, then there is nothing left for me. hyunjin who trained really hard because he refused to be just a pretty face. hyunjin who said that he loves easily, gets hurt easily, regrets easily then repeats the process because isn’t that what life is about. hyunjin who said that the wounds caused by humans are also healed by humans. hyunjin who remains hopeful and loving despite it all. hyunjin who eats with his eyes closed. hyunjin who loves going to art museums. hyunjin who said that there isnt a team that loves each other as much as skz does. hyunjin who said that there should always be a Stray kids before his name. hyunjin who loves so freely and who i love. you grew up so well my hyune 💓 please be happy forever.
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lix-ables · 9 months
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ʚ : TURNING SKZ ON WHILE MAKING OUT ₊̣
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note. helloooo !! please take this as a mini filler while i write skz + bondage, skz + corruption and god knows what else . enjoy !! ( based on an ask i got for hyunjin, decided to do it all for the members !! )
mdni, smut includes – making out duh, leaving lipstick stains on them, grinding, marking, handjobs, cockwarming thats it ig . (wc 1207)
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B.CHAN … either you’re on the couch or on the floor with him leaning against the couch while you’re on his lap. his fingers are in your hair, and that's how he tugs you close before leaning in to kiss you. what would start off as something innocent, would actually turn into chan having his hands all over you, his fingers caressing your skin, or slipping them inside your shirt to feel you up, obviously being very subtle about it. that is until you grind up against him, your hips brushing his crotch and he lets out a sigh before pulling away from you to look at your face. “what?” you frown a little, your eyes following chan’s as he points to his now forming boner. “i didn’t m-mean to!” “it’s alright love, it just means i don't have to deal with this alone?”
L.MINHO … from the very start, minho can’t get his hands off you, exploring every inch of your skin, before pulling you against him so you can feel his dick through his sweats. “guess i missed you a little too much today,” he mumbles between kisses, his hand fumbling to shut the door close. your nails dig into his shirt when he moves to your neck, tugging your sweater to expose a bit of your shoulder. his kisses trail all the way from your lips to your neck and finally rest on your shoulder. “so fucking gorgeous,” he smiles against your skin when your hand reaches to cup his boner over the sweats and you whine when he pressed into your hand a bit more. “you gonna do something about that?”
S.CHANGBIN … changbin did NOT expect to get turned on so quickly, but from the moment you climbed onto his lap, to the second your fingers trailed and traced every bit of his chest, he felt goosebumps. his hands were at your lower back within seconds pulling you close to him, only for you to lean close to his face, a smile resting on yours before pressing a single kiss to his lips. changbin deepened the kiss before you could even pull away, his hand now cupping your face, moving down to wrap his fingers around the back of your neck, until you find something poking from under you. “fuck im sorry,” changbin breathes to your neck, as he moves forward to press kisses to your neck. “sorry about …?” “my dick,” he laughs, nuzzling his nose to your skin.
“we can stop if you –” “do you want –” you and changbin start to say at the same time before he urges for you to continue. “i was gonna ask if you wanted me to help you, because..” you whisper to his lean when you lean in close, your hips moving against his clothed cock which changbin decided really wasn't helping, “…it’s clear that your dick loves this.”
H.HYUNJIN … make out sessions with hyunjin could last hours if you both wanted it to – which leads you to right now. you’re sitting in front of him, his lips swollen from kissing him, hair so long and messy now that they covered his eyes a little, his sweater hanging off one shoulder exposing the part of skin that you had earlier marked, along with the reddish marks on the side of his neck and collarbone. the corner of his lips was smeared with your dark lipstick, and he lets out a sigh which came out as a pant. “fuck.” he mumbles to himself like he couldn't believe what just happened. “fuck is the right word to describe it..” you start, moving to him once again, your hand accidentally brushes his crotch, and you feel him twitch a little under your touch, and he shifts in his place on the couch. “did you..” “don’t finish that sentence,” he warns, eyes glaring at you just as you continue, “like that? you definitely did, oh my god.”
H.JISUNG … make out sessions with jisung are the complete opposite compared to hyunjin’s – they’re sloppy and messy and heated. which leads you to currently having your fingers reaching inside his sweats to bring out his dick, your thumb caressing the tip as you lean in to continue kissing jisung. his lips are swollen now, and so are yours – a bit more red compared to his but as you pull away, you notice his face now littered with your lipstick stains and he chuckles at your expression. jisung’s fingers rest around your wrist, helping you stroke him, before you squeeze it a little, your grip tightening around his length, and you earn a moan from the boy in front of you. “fuck do that again,” he mumbles, his hand reaching to tug on your hair.
L.FELIX … “baby we have a long day tomorrow,” felix starts to say when you lean in to kiss the corner of his lips, trailing those kisses all the way to his neck, staying there a bit longer than intended. you know he’s given in when he has his arm around your waist to pull you closer to him, and he mumbles how pretty you looked. you wrap your leg around his, tangling them together, when you accidentally brush your thigh against his dick, and he lets out a low groan that gets you wet immediately. “i-im sorry!” you start, but felix just reaches for your hand, resting it against his crotch with a smile on his face. “you just need to finish what you’ve started, don’t you love?”
K.SEUNGMIN … not the type to get turned on that quick, but when you start grinding against him, seungmin helps you out. his hands rest on either side of your thighs, teasing you once or twice by thrusting his hips into yours, mentioning how you started it when you begin to whine and protest. “you’re the one doing this to yourself, baby,” he starts, while also shifting under you to get more sounds out of you. “im merely just… complying to what you want – to tease me, hm?” seungmin would in turn tease you just because he can, and also that its his way of trying to distract himself from knowing the fact you’re turning him on while you’re making out.
Y.JEONGIN … definitely would NOT waste time when he knows what he wants – which is why you’re in the situation that you’re in right now – in jeongin’s living room, on his couch, cockwarming, while he scrolls on his phone. god forbid he takes a selfie with you right there, because, after the make-out session you had, your face pretty much looked fucked out. “you are at fault here,” he mumbles into your neck when you whine at him thrusting his hips into you twice, your walls clenching around his cock. “who pounced on me?” “no one fucking pounced on you!” you start when he interrupts you with a kiss on your lips. “well you started grinding against me, offered me a blowjob and also make me give in to this,” he smiles, pointing at the way your body is pushed up against his, your nails digging into his skin which you knew would leave some marks soon.
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straykeedz · 3 months
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“See? I told you it was going to be a success,” Hyunjin closes your bedroom door behind his slender figure, speaking in a low tone to make sure nobody can hear his words. 
“My aunt already loves you,” you giggle, opening a drawer only to pull out micellar water and cotton disks to remove your makeup, “she’s going to be crushed when she finds out.”
“Maybe she won’t,” Hyunjin casually comments with a shrug, then crosses his arms over his torso and takes his sweater off, remaining with just a long-sleeved t-shirt. 
“What do you mean she won’t, you saw how she was about to cry when I introduced you two,” you point out while removing your earrings, placing the jewellery on your desk, careful not to scratch the delicate wooden surface. 
“She won’t find out, I mean,” Hyunjin clarifies, “pabo.”  
But that confuses you even more. “I’m not following you…”
“I mean, we don’t have to necessarily tell her about our… agreement,” Hyunjin concludes. 
“It’s going to be messy, though, don’t you think?” You ask with a frown, looking at your reflection in the mirror as you start to take your makeup off, starting by your eyes. “I mean, our relationship is technically fake…” you remind him. 
It had been Hyunjin’s idea - he was going to be your fake boyfriend for the winter holidays so that your family would finally stop being nosy about your love life, especially your aunt. You were against the idea, and tried to tell Hyunjin it would only complicate things, but he’d insisted. He’d insisted so much you eventually gave in. 
“Hey, you could always book me as your fake boyfriend for the next holidays,” he jokes, winking at you, and you roll your eyes at him. 
“Yeah, but think about everything that could go wrong,” you admonish him, while focusing on removing your foundation, throwing the used cotton pad in the trash can and grabbing a clean one. 
“What could go wrong?” Hyunjin approaches the bed, but right before he could sit on it, you snap your head in his direction, nearly breaking your neck in the process, just to glare at him. 
“Don’t you dare sit on the bed while you’re still wearing jeans,” you growl, and Hyunjin’s eyebrows lift in surprise. 
“They’re clean though?” 
“Hyunjin, go change. Now,” you demand, and he scoffs, rolling his eyes at you, but you don’t care. Your bedroom, your rules.  
“Fine,” he glares at you, then picks up the clean pajama shirt from your bed, “you were saying that things could go wrong before you went all crazy about my jeans touching your bed. Which things?” 
“I don’t know,” you shrug, styling your hair into a messy ponytail as you proceed with your skincare routine, “like, what if you get a girlfriend? What are you gonna tell her, that you can’t spend the holidays with her because you’re busy pretending to be your best friend’s fake boyfriend?”
He doesn’t seem too bothered by the scenario you’ve just described to him. “If I get a girlfriend,” he stresses the first word. He crosses his arms over his chest and takes off his long-sleeved t-shirt, remaining shirtless in the middle of your childhood bedroom. 
“Why wouldn’t you get a girlfriend? You’re smart and hot and you’re an artist - artists do get laid a lot,” you point out, turning to look at him. He’s already put his pajama shirt on.
“Did you just say I’m hot?” Hyunjin inquires, furrowing his eyebrows as he fidgets with the buttons of his tight skinny jeans. He slides them down his legs, then takes them off for good. Even though it’s not awkward for either of you - since you’re pretty comfortable around each other, you still turn your head away to give him at least a little bit of privacy as he changes. 
“I mean, you are,” you shrug, “and I know countless of girls who wo- what the fuck are you doing?” You nearly shout, unable to mask your surprise. 
Hyunjin’s body is turned so that you’re now facing his back, fingers hooked in each side of his boxers. You stopped him right before he could pull them down his thighs and flash you with his naked butt. 
He looks at you over his shoulder. “What? I always sleep without any underwear on,” he shrugs, acting as if it were the most normal thing in the whole world what he was just about to do. “It’s uncomfortable,” he explains. 
“Yah, we- we’re not sharing a bed if you’re not wearing boxers.”
“But it’s uncomf-“
“I don’t care,” you raise your pointer finger in the air as to admonish him. “I know it’s uncomfortable, I sleep without underwear, too. But that’s the rule for tonight - I can’t sleep next to you knowing… knowing you’re not wearing anything underneath your pajamas.” 
Hyunjin’s cock twitches inside his boxers, still limp, when you mention the fact you usually don’t wear panties while sleeping, but he’s quick to brush the thought away. “Why, because you know you’re gonna want to jump my bones?” He teases, wiggling his eyebrows, and you roll your eyes at him. 
“Idiot,” you shake your head, even though deep down you know he’s right. 
That’s why you didn’t want to accept his offer and pretend you two are dating, that’s exactly what you were scared of. The domesticity of it all, the way everything feels almost too real and natural between the two of you, and also the way you’re starting to grow accustomed to Hyunjin’s constant presence around you. You shouldn’t have agreed on this, especially knowing you have the biggest crush on him, it’s only going to complicate things. 
“Besides,” you furrow your eyebrows, “why would you change here when the bathroom’s just across the hall?”
“To be fair I wasn’t gonna change yet, I just wanted to lie down on the bed,” he corrects you, “it’s your fault.”
You’re finally done with your nighttime skincare routine, and you can finally change and go to bed - you’re exhausted and you could really use a good night’s sleep. You grab your pajamas and exit your bedroom. Hyunjin sees you coming back inside the room mere seconds later, still fully clothed, and gives you a questioning look. 
“It’s occupied, I’m gonna change here,” you explain, and he nods understandingly. “Turn around- or close your eyes, I don’t care.” 
“I was gonna point out that I’ve literally seen you in a bathing suit countless of times by now, but I’m not going to,” Hyunjin comments. 
“Wise choice.” 
It’s true, he’s seen you wearing nothing but a bikini plenty of times, but right now you feel like it’s an entirely different thing. First of all, back then you were at the pool, surrounded by all of your closest friends, while now you’re alone in the confines of your old childhood bedroom. He’s already under the covers, and you’re about to strip down and change while being in the same room as he is. It’s domestic. 
Hyunjin does eventually close his eyes and does not peek while you change. However, he catches a glimp of the side of your breasts by accident, then closes his eyes shut once again and tries to ignore the way his dick just twitched for the second time in less than ten minutes, both times because of you. 
Maybe he overestimated himself. Maybe he shouldn’t have proposed such a ridiculous thing to you knowing the big, fat crush he has on you. Being your fake boyfriend sounds incredibly stupid now, as he lies in your bed and tries to not think of how bad he wants to wrap his arms around your waist, pull you closer and crash his lips on yours. 
It gets even worse when you slip under the covers next to him. 
“Can you turn off the lamp on your nightstand?” You ask him, and he promptly nods, reaching for the switch. 
Darkness engulfs the whole room and your figures, but you can still make out each other’s faces thanks to the moonlight. Hyunjin thinks he could paint you, paint this scene. It’s so intimate, the two of you lying next to each other, sharing a bed for the night - for the week. It’s only the first day, there’s no way he’s going to survive the holidays with you without confessing his feelings. 
“Hyunjin?” You call his name with a weak voice. 
“Hm?” He hums, his gaze shifting to your eyes, fighting the urge to pull some strands of hair away from your face. 
“Put those cold ass feet away from me,” you whine.
“Y/N…” he pouts, “but I’m coooold.”
“Wear some socks, then.”
“Y/N, I literally just told you I can’t sleep with my underwear on, what makes you think I’d sleep with socks on?” He rhetorically asks you, and even though the room is dark, he can still see you rolling your eyes at him. 
“Well, don’t put your feet anywhere me, then,” you scold him. 
“But I’m coooold,” he repeats with the same whiny voice, rubbing his feet with yours until you abruptly pull away.
“Hyunjin, I swear to God, if you touch me again with your-“ of course he does it again. “Hyunjin!”
“What? What are you going to do about it?” He challenges when he feels you sit up on the bed. “What-“ he’s cut off by the pillow you just threw at him, hitting him in the face - not hurting him, of course. 
He stares at you dumbfounded, blinking rapidly a couple of times, slightly confused. Then, he reaches for the lamp switch, turning it on. “Did you just… did you just throw your pillow at me?” He asks you, tilting his head to the side. 
“Yes and I would not hesitate to do it again,” you cross your arms over your chest, looking at him with a raised eyebrow. “Serves you right for putting your-“
It’s his turn to hit you with his pillow. 
You look at him surprised, with your mouth agape and raised eyebrows. “You did not just do that.”
“Why? You did it first,” Hyunjin shrugs, unbothered. 
“And I’m gonna do it again,” you hiss, narrowing your eyes at him. 
“Wha-“
It doesn’t take long before the two of you start a pillow fight. Kneeling on the bed, you hit him with your pillow and he hits you back, and the room is soon filled with giggles and squeaks. Hyunjin almost knocks your lamp off his nightstand by accident, and swears under his breath - it’s vile and coward, you know it, but you still hit him with the pillow while he’s distracted. You just weren’t expecting him to fall from the bed, landing on the floor with a loud thump. 
“Shit, Hyunjin!” You gasp, dropping your pillow on the bed, quickly kneeling on the edge of the bed and sticking your head out to look at him, sprawled on the floor. “Are you alright?”
“I hate you,” he gives you the side-eye, and you giggle. 
“No, you don’t,” you sing-song, tilting your head to the side, “I’m your bestie, you loooove me.” 
He truly does, but you don’t know it yet. 
“Help me get up, you menace,” he shakes his head while chuckling, sticking his arm out so that you can grab him and help him. Only when you do grab his hand, he just pulls you towards him, which results in you falling from the bed as well. Thankfully, there’s a rug, so you don’t hurt yourself. 
“I can’t believe you, you did that on purpose!”
“Of course I did, you did too!” Hyunjin argues, running his fingers through his hair. 
“I did not!” You argue back, knowing it’s not entirely true. 
He quirks an eyebrow at you. “Really?” He asks. “You literally hit me while I was busy fixing your stupid lamp, you so did that on purpose.”
“Nothing of this,” you start, “would have happened if you didn’t rub your ugly feet on mine.”
He gasps dramatically, feigning offence. “First of all, my feet are not ugly,” he says, “and second of all… shut up.”
You kneel on the floor, looking at him with a frown on your face. “Don’t tell me to shut up, you shut up.”
“Or? You’ve already thrown me on the floor, what are you gonna do next, fly me out the window?” He challenges. 
“Don’t try me, bitch,” you giggle and he laughs along, “but I was thinking of something worse.”
“Worse?” 
“Mh-hm,” you hum, and then proceed to attack him, using his weak spot against him. 
A tickling fight. You’re not ticklish at all, but him? He’s the most ticklish person you’ve ever met - literally folds in two as soon as you start torturing him. He squirms so much in his place you’re actually struggling - to make sure he stays in place and accepts his fate, you climb on his lap, continuing to move your fingers on each of his sides. 
“Stop, please,” Hyunjin manages to say between giggles, but you don’t listen to him, and press down on his body, lifting his t-shirt a bit to tickle his skin directly. “Seriously, stop,” he sounds panicked and his eyes widen. You look at him confused, tilting your head. 
“What’s wrong?”
And then you feel it. He knows you’re feeling it by the way your jaw drops. He covers his face with both of his hands, making whiny sound out of embarrassment. You’re currently sitting on his erection. As in, his hard dick is currently pressing on your clothed pussy, and it’s pulsing as it continues to grow. 
“Hyunjin…” 
“Don’t. Please, don’t say anything,” Hyunjin mumbles, “I might die out of embarrassment if you do, I swear.”
You should probably get off of him. Yes, you should definitely get up and not grind on it. A little huff escapes Hyunjin’s lips when you do. It feels hard and long underneath you, and you can’t help but feel a little curious right now. You wonder what it looks like - you wonder what it feels like. And before you know it, you’re grinding on it once more, the tickling fight you’d started is now long forgotten. 
Hyunjin’s hand comes to rest on your hip when he feels you moving on top of him. “Y/N,” he whines, still covering his eyes with his other hand. You can’t help but notice his cheeks are a little red. 
“I’m sorry, it’s just…” you bite on your lip as you squirm some more, “it feels nice,” you confess, boldly.
Hyunjin wails. “Oh my God.”
You’re literally sitting on his dick right now, and you just told him you think it’s nice. Is this a wet dream, perhaps? He’s sure he’s had a similar one not too long ago - it was so vivid, so realistic he’d woken up in a pool of sweat and was forced to shove his hand in his pants and relieve himself because his stupid boner just wouldn’t go away. 
His length twitches, and Hyunjin swears he’s the hardest he’s ever been. 
“Oh,” you gasp at the feeling. 
“Yeah, ‘m sorry,” he still won’t look at you, as he bites on his lip. 
You don’t get up. He doesn’t ask you to. 
He only speaks up when he feels you grinding on his erection once again, now placing his other hand on your other hip, finally finding in himself the courage to look into your eyes. “I- I think you shouldn’t do… that,” he clears his throat.
“You don’t like it?” You ask, tilting your head to the side and looking at him confused. 
Hyunjin blinks at you. Is he sure this is not a dream? 
“Oh, no,” he chuckles, shaking his head and you feel your heart drop. He sees your face and he’s quick to add, “I like it, I do. A little too much maybe. That’s the problem.”
“You do?”
You look so innocent right now, you sound so innocent. Hyunjin wants nothing more than to find the courage to tell you. It couldn’t be any more embarrassing than getting hard while in the middle of a tickling fight, right? 
“I- I mean… of course I like it,” he clears his throat once more, then drops his gaze to where you’re sitting on top of him. “The girl I’m in love with is sitting on my dick right now, I’d be crazy not to like it.”
He did it, he finally did it. Part of him is proud of himself, while a small voice in the back of his brain is yelling “pabo!” at him right now. 
“The girl… the girl you’re in love with?” Your breath hitches, your heartbeat speeds up. It’s so loud you bet Hyunjin can feel it from there. “As in… me?”
“Is there another girl sitting on my dick right now?” You slap his shoulder. “Ow!”
“Sorry, it’s just… I can’t believe you’re in love me,” you confess, your own cheeks heating up. 
“Well I take it back, I’m not anymore. Ow,” he whines, rubbing his shoulder. 
You quickly lean in to place a kiss right on the spot where you slapped him. “No, no, no, don’t take it back, I’m sorry,” you place two, three, four kisses on his shoulder, “I’m in love with you too,” you mumble, your voice is muffled by his pajama shirt. 
He freezes under your touch, but relaxes immediately after, his arm circling your waist as he pulls you closer. You hide your face in the crook of his neck, inhaling the scent of his skin mixed with the one of the cologne he wears. “You are?”
“Of course I am, you pabo,” you giggle, nuzzling his shirt, “I thought I was being so obvious tonight at dinner. I was all over you.”
“I thought you were acting, you know,” Hyunjin mumbles, running his fingers up and down your spine, “like, to convince your family or something.”
“Nope, it was aaaall true.”
“Even when you kissed me under the mistletoe?” Hyunjin can’t help but ask, remembering how good it felt when your lips met his and how it wished it’d never end. 
“Especially then.”
Hyunjin’s slender and delicate fingers cup your face, and force you to look at him. It only lasts a few seconds, though - he swallows the lump in his throat, licks his lips and then he finally kisses you. He kisses you with so much passion and impatience that you both somehow forget you’re still laying on your bedroom floor - you don’t care right now, though, not when Hyunjin’s running his hot tongue along your lower lip. 
It’s when you pull away from each other that Hyunjin begins to kiss your jaw, then your neck, scraping the flesh with his teeth careful not to leave any mark though - he wouldn’t want any of your relatives to point it out tomorrow night at the Christmas dinner. His cock is still hard and still resting between your legs, right on your pussy, and you can’t help but press down on it looking for some form of friction to ease the tingling feeling between your legs. You’re sure your panties are sticky with your arousal by now. 
“Hyunjin…” you huff, wrapping your fingers around his wrists as he now kisses your collarbone. 
“Hm?”
“Can we… do it?”
His cock throbs, his kisses stop. 
“Do you… do you want to do it? Right now?” He mumbles against your skin. A shiver runs down his spine when you run your fingers through his hair. 
You nod. “You’re hard and I’m… I’m wet for you,” you admit and he involuntarily jerks his hips upwards. You both gasp. 
“Shit, sorry, I didn’t mean to,” he mumbles a quick apology, before lifting his head to meet your eyes once more. He wants to be sure you’re sure, that you want this too, that you want him as much as he wants you. “Are you sure you want me? That you wanna do this with me?”
“I’m sure.”
Hyunjin nods. “Okay, okay. Let’s get on the bed the-“
“No!” You interrupt him, and he furrows his brows at you, “I mean… that bed is really old, we’re gonna make so much noise,” you explain. “Here.”
“Here?” Hyunjin asks you. “On the floor?”
You nod. “I kinda need you now.”
It happens so fast you’re not really registering what’s going on. In a matter of seconds, you manage to take off your pajama pants with the help of Hyunjin, whose eyes roll in the back of his head at the sight of your naked pussy. Then, you help him slide his pants down his legs, and he finally whips his dick out. It’s as pretty as you’d imagined it, maybe more. Longer than average, that’s for sure, and maybe not too thick, but definitely the prettiest dick you’ve ever seen. 
“Foreplay?” He asks you, and you shake your head as a no. “You sure?”
“Yeah, ‘m really wet. Feel,” you encourage him, wrapping your fingers around his wrist and allowing him to finally touch you. 
His jaw drops in awe at the feeling of your arousal coating his fingers. “Mhh, for me?”
You nod. “For you.”
Hyunjin bites his lip and wraps his own fingers around the base of his neglected cock, and the both of you gasp and whine when he slides his cockhead up and down your wet folds. And then, he’s pressing at your entrance, ready to slip inside of your heat. 
“Oh,” you gasp at the feeling of him filling you up with his hard length. It’s a stretch, yes, but it’s also a very pleasant feeling, having him inside of you. 
He rests his hand on your hip once he bottoms out, closing his eyes and taking deep breaths. You feel exactly like he thought you would, it’s unreal. Maybe he should pinch his arm and check this really isn’t a dream. 
He helps you with your movements, guiding your hips up and down his length - slowly, just how he likes it. It allows him to feel every inch of your tight pussy squeezing his cock, and he holds back a moan. His hips snap up to meet yours, his cock reaching an even deeper spot inside of you, and you whine. It’s the most beautiful sound in the world to him. 
You place your hands on his chest as you move up and down his length - waiting for the moment only his tip is inside before sinking down, taking all of him inside of you. “Like that, you’re perfect, oh my God,” Hyunjin says though labored breaths, biting his lip as he feels you clenching around him. He cups your asscheek with one of his hands, squeezing the soft flesh underneath his fingers. “Yeah, li- like that,” he encourages you, “you’re so wet, I can’t believe this is all for me.”
“It’s all for you, Hyune, it’s yours. I’m yours,” you whimper. 
Hyunjin chokes a moan. “Mine? You’re mine? Yeah, yeah, you are, of course you are,” he’s rambling at this point, feeling close to emptying himself inside of you. “‘M never gonna let you go, you’re stuck with me now.”
You nod, bouncing on his cock, albeit slowly - the filthy, squelching sounds that are filling the room drive both you and Hyunjin crazy. “And you’re stuck with me.”
“My pleasure,” Hyunjin chuckles, “I’ve wanted this for so long, you have no idea.”
You smile at him, and are about to say something when the feeling of your impending orgasm cuts you off. “Hyune, ‘m…” you whine, “‘m about to-“
Hyunjin promptly lifts himself up so that you’re both in a sitting position now, and he’s quick to kiss your lips to muffle your moans as you cum around him. The feelings is indescribable, it makes him want to never stop fucking you. He intertwines his fingers in your hair, placing small pecks on your mouth as you catch your breath, riding out your high. 
“‘M close, too. Where- where can I-“
“Inside, Hyune, inside,” you answer without thinking twice, and maybe you should have.
With his eyes rolled back and his mouth agape, he releases inside of you mere seconds later, filling you up with his warm semen, giving a couple of shallow thrusts to ride it out completely. He lies back down on the floor, chest rising and falling quickly. He feels you rest your head on his torso, and he wastes no time in wrapping his arms around your waist, pulling you closer as he kisses your head. He’s still inside of you. 
“Maybe we should…” he starts, still feeling a bit dizzy, “maybe we should clean ourselves up before it start to… you know, leak.”
“Yep, definitely,” you kiss his chest, “my mom’s gonna kill you if your cum stains the rug,” you giggle. 
Hyunjin feels absolutely complete as he slides under the covers and wraps his limbs around you a couple of minutes later, kissing your shoulder as he intertwines his fingers with yours. You’re about to finally fall asleep when you hear his voice.
“So I’m assuming it won’t bother you anymore if I touch you with my cold ass feet now?”
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skzfairyy · 9 months
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Pairings: Hwang Hyunjin x reader!
Genre: fluff
Warnings: suggestive smut? if you squint, ft. hungover & dramatic blonde Hyunjin
Wc: 811 words
AN: This one does make us giggle haha, ENJOY! - Y2K
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Y/N leans casually against the doorframe of her bedroom. The room was cluttered as usual, but with a few new articles of clothing that didn’t belong to her, but to her knocked-out boyfriend a few feet away. After a long night of drinking with their friends, Hyunjin could barely walk in a straight like, let alone walk himself all the way to the dorms, instead, he opted to go home with his favorite muse as he calls her.
Bangchan did little to object, already having his hands full with the six other drunken guys he’d have to get home. The pair made it back to her apartment by luck alone. Hyunjin offered no help at all while Y/N did her best to lead him up the stairs and through her front door, only offering a countless number of affectionate coos, with a dopey smile across his face. 
She had woken up pretty early seeing as she didn’t drink nearly as much as the others. Instead, opting to be a loving girlfriend and make him a nice meal for his hangover, and prepare some medication for the headache he’ll be bound to have as soon as he wakes up.
She watches as Hyunjin’s sweet face begins to frown in his sleep, his hand reaching out to the spot where Y/N laid not long ago, finding it empty. Her face grows a smile of amusement as Hyunjin’s eyes creep open, instantly searching for his girlfriend. 
      “Y/N-ah!” He groans out. His morning voice was hoarse from all the yelling he’d done last night, and definitely dry from the way he was snoring in his sleep.
      “You’re quite loud for someone who’s supposed to have a killer hangover.” She pipes up, Hyunjin’s eyes dart to her place at the door instantly. 
At the mention of a hangover, his hand smacks his forehead, letting his body fall back onto the covers. “Remind me never to drink again.”
Y/N only laughs in response. “I made you breakfast Mr. Drama Queen. Put some clothes on and meet me in the kitchen.”
As she plates his breakfast, she hears the slight padding of his slippers a few moments later. Hyunjin, now dressed in sweats and a t-shirt he left over, sits at the bar as Y/N sets his food in front of him. His blonde hair sticks up in different directions as he suppresses another yawn from his lips.
      “Here, take this before you eat.” She gives him a bottle of headache medicine and a glass of water.
      “Ah, you’re an angel!” He says, taking it immediately.
      “I also got you a coffee, figured it couldn’t possibly make your hangover worse. She brings out the two americanos that she’d bought earlier from the fridge, placing them in front of him. 
      “I don’t think ‘I love you’ can even describe how you make me feel.” He says his words casually as his sleepy eyes watch the girl in front of him. 
She does nothing but smile in return. Rounding the counter to stand next to him, his hand instantly wraps around her waist as she rests her own arms on his shoulders. 
      “You always get so mushy when you’re hungover, Hyunnie.” Y/N’s fingers softly move the stray pieces of blonde hair out of his face as Hyunjin’s eyes never leave her face.
      “Can’t help it when you’re always around to take care of me.” He shrugs, returning her smile.
      “Okay Charmer, I’m gonna go hop in the shower while you eat. Then we can head back to your dorm. Be quick though, Felix said he’s making brownies and I want to get them while they’re still warm.” Y/N smiles at the thought of her friend's treats while untangling herself from her partners' arms, and heading in the direction of her bedroom. Hyunjin’s eyes follow her body as she retreats when he’s struck with an idea. 
      “If I finish quickly, can I join you?” He smirks while taking a huge piece of his breakfast into his mouth.
Y/n turns to glare at him, and he returns it with a smile of his own as she retreats into the bedroom. 
      “That’s not a no!” He yells out, before quickly taking a few more massive mouthfuls. 
While still chewing, he gathers all his dishes and places them in the sink, doing an embarrassing job of rinsing them. He takes a sip of his coffee, then bolts to her bedroom, stripping along the way.
      “Oh my god!” Y/N laughs out loud.
Hyunjin stands in the doorway of the bathroom out of breath, with one of his ankles stuck in the end of his sweats.
      “Hyunnie, slow down before you hurt yourself!” She laughs out again, watching him struggle through the clear part of her shower curtain.
      “And miss out on helping you lather? never.”
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violet-1atte · 6 months
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Kinktober Day Twenty-Two: Intercrural Sex - Hyunjin/Chan
Tags: trans!Hyunjin (he uses words like pussy, cunt, and clit to describe his genitalia), mentions of gender dysphoria, thigh fucking, top!Chan, bottom!Hyunjin, cunnilingus, squirting
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“Shit–I don’t have any condoms. We ran out last time.” 
Hyunjin stilled underneath Chan, a frown forming on his lips. “Are you sure?” he asked, a slight whine in his voice. Chan nodded. An apologetic look twisted his features and Hyunjin sighed. It wasn’t that they weren’t clean, Hyunjin just didn’t want an accidental pregnancy occurring. He struggled with dysphoria enough as it was. 
“It’s fine,” he said after a second, reaching up to cup Chan’s cheek. “Really. You know that’s not the only thing we can do. You could always use that talented tongue of yours,” he said with a giggle, watching with delight as Chan’s face went red. Hyunjin was convinced that Chan could win a Nobel prize for his pussy eating skills alone. 
“Actually well…” Chan started, looking off to the side. He scratched the back of his neck. “There’s something I’ve been wanting to try and I dunno, I feel like this is a pretty good opportunity. I can still eat you out but–can I fuck your thighs first?”
The arousal that stirred in Hyunjin’s stomach followed by a throbbing between his legs was almost instant. He squeezed his thighs together and judging by the way Chan’s mouth twisted into a smirk, he noticed the reaction. “You like the sound of that?” Hyunjin scrunched up his face and shoved at Chan’s chest. 
“And? You’re the one that brought it up. Get off me so I can get in position.” Chan cackled as he scooted down the bed and Hyunjin turned over. He knew his face had to be bright red from how it was burning. He got onto his hands and knees and squeezed his thighs together. From this position Chan would be able to see just how wet Hyunjin was from the foreplay they had done earlier and the sudden influx of arousal from just the idea of Chan fucking his thighs. 
“Fuck, I’ll never get used to this sight. Can’t wait to taste you after this,” he said. He slipped a finger between Hyunjin’s folds and Hyunjin inhaled sharply at the contact. “You’re so wet for me, Jinnie.” 
Hyunjin huffed to mask a moan. Chan’s dirty talk always frustrated him because he wanted him to just get to it but he also simultaneously loved it too much. “You’re no better,” Hyunjin said back. “I could feel you dripping against my leg.” 
“And? You’re so sexy and gorgeous, how could I not be dripping for you, baby?” 
Hyunjin wanted to cringe but Chan knew exactly how much words of praise affected him. “Can you–Chan, please,” he said, the pulsing in his cunt already becoming too much. Chan slid his fingers over Hyunjin’s clit and he hissed. Fuck, why did Chan have to be such a tease. “Hyung.” 
“Sorry, sorry, I couldn’t help it,” Chan said amusedly. “Let me grab the lube.” He got off the bed to go search for their lube that they kept mostly for the times Chan wanted Hyunjin to fuck him with his strap. 
He returned quickly and climbed back onto the bed behind Hyunjin, much to his relief. The click! of Chan uncapping the bottle of lube echoed through the room and Hyunjin shivered. He spread a decent amount over his cock and his breath hitched and even though it was such a slight sound it went straight to Hyunjin’s cunt. His walls clenched around nothing and he wished Chan could actually fill him tonight and fuck him properly. But any touch from Chan would be good. 
“Your thighs are so fucking pretty. I’ve always loved them so much,” Chan muttered, reaching out to squeeze the supple flesh beneath Hyunjin’s ass. His skin burned under Chan’s touch and he held back a whimper. “Squeeze your thighs together for me, yeah?” 
Hyunjin did as he was told and scooted his knees closer together so that his inner thighs pushed together. “Yeah, that’s it,” Chan said. Hyunjin could almost hear the pleased smile in his voice. 
He practically held his breath as he waited for Chan to touch him. As Chan’s hands made their way around his waist–a place he used to be so insecure about because of his stupid dysphoria before Chan showed him how much he loved it–a shiver went up his spine and goosebumps rose across his skin. The tip of Chan’s cock tapped against the little crevice between Hyunjin’s thighs and he felt the wetness of precum and lube smear around his skin. 
Chan’s cock finally slipped between Hyunjin’s clenched thighs and his breath hitched. “Shit, your thighs are so soft. Fucking perfect,” he groaned. He squeezed Hyunjin’s hips and his core ached. And the aching only increased when Chan began moving his hips, thrusting between Hyunjin’s thighs with as much enthusiasm as he did when fucking Hyunjin regularly. Knowing he was pleasuring Chan made warmth spread from his head to his toes in tingly waves. 
His legs began to tremble as Chan snapped his hips forward, the wet squelch of his lubed cock sliding between his thighs the only sound apart from Chan’s heavy breathing and low moans. His shaft rubbed over Hyunjin’s clit with every thrust and even the slight pressure had him moaning. His thighs were so sensitive too, and were usually the first place Chan went during foreplay. Just a few kisses had Hyunjin so riled up that he was dripping, soaking through his boxers. Having Chan fucking his dick between them seemed to be no different. Hyunjin could feel himself getting wetter and knew he was probably glistening. 
“Fuck this is–shittt,” Chan swore, his words getting cut off when Hyunjin clenched his thighs. “Knew this–this would be good. ‘M gonna come soon. Then I promise–promise I’ll make you feel so good, Jinnie. Gonna make you come on my fingers and mouth. You’d like that, yeah?” 
“Ahhh, hyung,” Hyunjin whimpered. He bit his bottom lip and his stomach flipped. He loved when Chan got talkative during sex. Half the time he would shut him up with a kiss but that was only because it got him so horny he could barely take it. “C-could probably come from just this,” he said. He’d always been sensitive, but ever since getting on testosterone his libido had gone up substantially and he’d gotten even more sensitive. And the way the tip of Chan’s cock hit his swollen clit with every snap of his hips was bringing him close embarrassingly fast. 
“Yeah?” Chan asked rhetorically. His voice came out strained, breathless. Hyunjin could tell he was close. 
“C-come on, hyung,” Hyunjin stuttered. “Pain my thighs with your cum. M-mark me.” 
Chan’s hips stuttered and he moaned. The grip he had on Hyunjin’s waist made his head spin. “Fuck,” he exclaimed. 
Hyunjin’s cunt clenched and he flexed his thighs so Chan would have a tighter hole. “Co-come on me Channie, please.” 
“Shit.” Hyunjin’s insides turned molten as Chan moaned and slipped his cock out from between his thighs so he could spill his cum all over the back of Hyunjin’s thighs and ass. Hyunjin whimpered at the feeling of his release coating his skin, and then Chan was flipping him over onto his back. “H-hyung, the bed,” he gasped. Heat twisted in his stomach at the act of strength. Fuck, he loved when Chan mandhandled him.
“We can wash the sheets. I wanna see your face when I look up at you,” he said. He grabbed Hyunjin’s thighs and spread them apart and then dropped his head down. Hyunjin choked on a moan when Chan flattened his tongue over his folds and dragged it over his hole to his clit. He sucked the swollen bud between his lips and Hyunjin’s legs jerked. 
“Nghhh, oh my gosh,” Hyunjin gasped. He tossed his head back into the sheets and writhed against the bed as Chan sucked on his clit and licked into his hole with vigor. 
“You’re fucking delicious,” Chan groaned, his words vibrating against Hyunjin’s sensitive skin. He flicked his tongue over his clit and his back arched off the bed. 
“O-ohh fu-uckk, Chan, Chan,” Hyunjin chanted. “I’m gonna–fuck–’m coming s-soon.” 
“Yeahh, come for me, wanna taste you.” Chan resumed his ministrations as soon as he was done talking, alternating between thrusting his tongue into Hyunjin’s hole and licking over his clit. Hyunjin’s abdomen tensed and he clenched desperately around Chan’s tongue whenever he licked into him. Pleasure zipped up his spine and he clenched his fists. 
“I-I’m coming, fuck,” he whimpered. His body went taut and his mouth fell open in a silent moan. He came so hard that clear liquid spilled out of him, coating Chan’s tongue. “Oh shit,” Hyunjin mumbled. Fuck, did he just squirt? 
Chan drank it up greedily, licking any of it off of him until Hyunjin grabbed his hair to stop him, too overstimulated to let him continue. When Chan sat up he immediately grabbed Hyunjin and pulled him into a deep kiss. Hyunjin didn’t even care that he could taste himself. 
“Holy shit,” Chan mumbled as he pulled away. “Can’t believe that got you to squirt. You hardly ever do that.” 
“I know,” Hyunjin breathed with a shaky laugh. “My thighs are just fucking sensitive. And I don’t know, it was hot…you’re hot. And your mouth is godly.” 
Chan laughed, leaning up to peck his lips. “And your thighs are godly.” He squeezed Hyunjin’s thigh and Hyunjin scrunched his nose. 
“Stop that,” he scolded. Chan chuckled again. 
“Alright, alright. Let’s take a bath now, yeah? Unless you wanna sit in both of our cum.” 
Hyunjin rolled his eyes. “Of course I’ll take a bath now.” He made grabby hands and smiled sweetly. “Carry me?” 
Chan sighed and nodded. “Alright, I’ll carry you.” Hyunjin giggled happily as Chan wrapped his arms around him and carried him off to the bathroom. 
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h0p3l3ssromantic · 9 months
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One chance (hyung line)
It’s always “I just need one chance I swear”, but what would you do if you were actually given it?
This is a work of fiction for readers 18 and over
Please do not translate and/or post my work here or elsewhere without permission
Wrote this at 8am listening to this song that always triggers the nastiest thoughts. I encourage you to listen to it as you read this
CHAN
Our workaholic leader. Stressed isn’t the word to describe his life most times. Would you let him use you? Would you let him rant and vent about it all as he fucks you, manhandle you? You signed that NDA, you knew what you were in for, but fuck nothing could’ve prepared you for this. Would you tell him how good he’s making you feel, as tears fall from the corners of your eyes? Let him him grip, grab and bruise you? Would you be his little stress fuck toy for the night? Or would you take the lead, nipping, grabbing and fucking him as you pls. Give him a taste of his own medicine, sucking that leader energy out of him and make him your bitch for the night?
After all, he deserves it, right?
LEE KNOW
One night, right? Underestimating just how long a night truly is. Underestimating our main dancers stamina. Would you let him fuck you until the sun comes up? 1,2,3…you’ve lost count how many orgasms you’ve had. And like the cat he his, would you let him give you small, little licks all over? Would you tell him to call you ‘kitten’? You want the y/n moment you’ve read about so bad it hurts. “kitten get on your knees”. There it is, would you cum on the spot? Mhm? Would you do that? Would you be a good little kitten for Minho? Or would you be a bad kitten, and tell him “make me”?
CHANGBIN
Every time you see photos of him, you just have one thought. One vision. You want him to headlock you so bad. Would you let do that you? Would you beg him for it rather? See, as macho as he is, he is soft in nature and doesn’t want to hurt you, but you need it. Would you reach back for his arm as he’s fucking you from the back in front of the mirror? Would you bring it up to your neck and make eye contact with him as you do? He’s seen the unhinged comments, he knows what you want. And he gives it to you. Wrapping him arm around your neck, squeezing you, and your walls in return, squeeze him. “Cum for me baby” he whispers. Would you do that for him? Would you let your eyes roll back, and submit to his grip? Would you be a good fuck for our Binnie? Huh? Or would you look him in the eye, clench your walls on him and tell him “you first?”
HYUNJIN
One night with thee Hwang Hyunjin? Bitch you better make it count. You can tell by the way he performs that he fucks and he fucks good. Our sensitive, precious Pisces. Would you take your time with him? Caress him slowly? Kiss him gently? Ride him passionately? Would you? You’ve always wondered what it would be like to have his dick so far down your throat that you can’t breathe. Would you do that? Give him the sloppiest head he’s ever had in his life? Would you look up at him, throat burning and tears in your eyes? The moans leaving his mouth , the look in his eyes telling you “please take care of me”. Would you do that? You only get one night to make him remember you. Would you? Or would you let him lead? Let him etch his dick into your walls, so that everytime you close your eyes, you have to squeeze your legs shut at the sheer memory of having him inside you. Would you do that? Hmm? would you be a good little muse for our lovestay boy?
A/n: this is my second time attempting writing fic, so as always and feedback, reboots and likes would be much appreciated. Alsoooo I’m sorry i can’t stop reading Hyunjin’s…I got a little carried away I just love him real bad. Need him to shove his dick down my throat and tell me “this is what you wanted right?”
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hyunpic · 5 months
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HAIIIIII HAIIIII HAIIIII II III II i hit a big milestone on skz comeback day so i decided to do a lil thank u post or whatever idk. ive never done one of these in my tumblr career . As u can see ….. and the quality of the banner is trash just like where hyunjin almost fell. Can u just think of it as 5 minutes of crafts and like this is sooo five years old child making a Mother’s Day card to her mom. It’s full of love anyway 😻 i was writing this post while taking hits of my vanilla vape and it ran out of nicotine juice so im struggling and can’t focuse anymore 👍 pls forgive me this is gonna be very messy 😄
anyway these are no in particular order and sorry if i forgot someone 😔😔😔😔 this is what makes me so nervy that i have never made a post like this before like 😔 i don’t want to forget anyoneeeeeee also tumblr wouldn’t let me add more so blame them and not me DUMBLR 😡🍅🍅🍅🍅 thank u so much for sticking around and u are all so very dear to me in all of your unique ways:
@woozis @woodziecup @christakisbang @y-eontan @hyuncheols @ughbehavior @londonsboy @minchanz @minhosblr @morgoth @leenope @theboytatu @shnryjn @yang-innie @snug-gyu @jinniebit @ttathinker @digitalgirls @agibbangs @haenglixie @bangzchan @megaversed @yangjeongin @hyunchanz @seungminhos @chanstopher @chanrizard @djxiao @possession1981 @yunwooz @hyunjinz @exocean @onedoors @seungmoes @geniaparadox @kimtaegis @hyunjinz @cowboybin @farascha @wooobinz @taedongz
@strayklds: em i love to see u in my notifications and in my dms and perceiving u content and and and and etc. seeing u here always feels like the biggest warmest and welcoming hug. you are simply just like jisung - the best friend shaped guy and ilu so much for that 💖
@hanarchy: WAAAAAAA my chris.. this is so different cause we have actually met. thank y for always taking care of me… u are so so dear to me. like i will never forget the feeling of breaking down in tears when we got to lolla area and i realized i will see skz and u made sure i was okay. it will be my core memory till im in my death bed. i love u and your company and that we can bitch to each other about stuff and u just get me and i get u… i hope we can keep holding hands and making many more memories together 💘
@wantbytaemin: MY FUCKING MAIN SLAYEEEEEER it’s no joke that u stan taemin and u are a queen yourself as well… like greatness recognizes greatness. a piece of my heart is still in that weird little airbnb i shared with you in paris and whenever im sad i wish i could be there with you. my forever destined roommate or whatever idek. but i love u with all of my heart. The way we clicked right away when we met is crazy to me like i felt like i had known u forever. U are just soooOoooo amazing words can’t even describe 💘 ilyilymwahhhh
@izayaki MYYYYYY CARLYBEANNNNNNN MY CARLYBEANNNNNNNN MY CARLYBEANNN I FUCKING LOVE U U ARE EVERYTHING TO ME!!!! you could only treat me as your local sandman if u wished but i wouldn’t care like i love u so much!!!! i know i can always count u to be so crazy with me when it comes to hyunjin. also i feel like it’s worth mentioning that u make me feel so comfortable around u. i feel like i can finally be like myself whenever i talk with you :(( like u accept me just how i am and it means so much to me… idk i just feel like i will love u unconditionally and 4ever or whatever katy perry said in that one hit song of hers.
@sunmisbf we will one day smoke together. like idec how many years it will take. we will sit at that porch when we are 80 years old grandmas and we will share a joint and talk about our good old kpop days. u are a delight here and i would feel so empty if i didn’t follow u.
@dowoonyoon: my favoritest penpal.. the way u are engraved in my heart forever. u are just as lovely as taylor swift love songs, i hope u know that. im so happy to scream about anything and whatever with u. WE WILL GET MORE OF THOSE TAYLOR AND SKZ CRUMBS NEXT YEAR 🕯️🕯️🕯️
@yonglixx my sun sunny sunshine!!!! you might be one of the most supportive people on tumblr and i think we as a community need more people like u around. your light and positivity doesn’t go unnoticed. im glad to call u my friend 🌞
@ortali my cutie ortal… my favorite hyunie stan ever. me and u are the same and i miss u so dearly everyday whenever u aren’t here. tumblr isn’t the same without your presence. you bring me so much comfort and serenity and im so thankful that the world brought you to me 😣💘
@seungs: ik u hate sappy things but i will still shamelessly admit you are one of my favorite people ever here. im always here for your thoughts like i neEEED to hear them u know. you are so wise and collected and talented (ggoat = greatest gif maker of all time) that i aspire to be like u in so many ways like i just adore u so much hehe. i hope to be like u or whatever woodz said. i hope we get to meet once skz all around the world drags their booties to here mwah 💋
@seo-changbinnies: my trusted pc trader like trust all of my bin pcs will come to your way every comeback. it’s a tradition atp to stress over the international mail but i wouldn’t change a thing. u are a joy to be around and a blessing to this hellsite. so much happiness and joy radiating your tags that i couldn’t imagine tumblr without your presence. love u sososoo much 💖
@hyunsung: hello HELLOOOOO reach out to me im one of your biggest fans. i see a gifset of yours and i will be getting that thing to at least 1k notes like that’s the minimum they all deserve. you make art here and i think everyone should acknowledge it and appreciate it!!!!!!!! your name is mona just like one of the most famous art pieces of this whole world. i think it tells so much ‼️‼️
@chrisbangs my liiii my little moon… u are one of my first stayblr friends and i love u to the moon and back. whenever we catch up it’s like catching up with an old childhood bestie. nothing changed and the connection and love is always there. u mean so much to me than words could ever describe. i will forever be here rooting for you thousands miles away but our hearts will stay always connected 💘
@young-jae my forever only love sohvi. u have been here for me since the day one like im not even kidding… u know me through and through and i consider u my family at this point. i know if i fall to a dark place, i got your shoulder to lean on and that means the world to me. and same with you. you own my heart forever and always. i need to hug u so badly, i know i have the bestest hug in the world stored for u that i have been holding bag just to save it for u 💘 esc2024 here we come
@ye-xiu i feel like me and u are a married couple at this point like we have been through so much together and separately too like WOWIUUEEEEEE u are like a solid rock to me. a constant force that i can count on and i value it so much. i feel like i have told u this before but i love when u write.. u have a way with your words that always seem to touch places in my heart that i didn’t even know were there. hmm.. whatever does it ever drive u crazy how fast the night changes but it will never change me and u (that’s literally 1d lyrics but it just fits us)
@huiracha omg i adore u so much like 😭😭😭😭😭 IM SIMPLY A PEASANT WHILE PERCEIVING UR CONTENT. the way i have like actually kicked my feet few times in my bed when u rebloged something from me.. idk u are like my tumblr crush marie.. i just had to let u know here publicly!!!!!
@mybodyfails my sweetest oli with sososooooo much love to give…. u are sooooooo special. always rooting for me and hyping me up like half of my self confidence comes from your kindness. i hope you that passionate love you give out to the world will find you eventually. im glad to act as a cupid in your life too like that’s one of my greatest accomplishments and i will be mentioning it in my next job interview 😼
@hyumjim my funny guy Emily… u are like one of the funniest and craziest (in a good day at) people i have ever met. your energy irl also is just so joyful like i for real feel like i would never be depressed if i could spend at least few days a week with you (maybe that’s why u are a therapist… woah 🫨)
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roseykat · 1 year
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TITLE: Loss of Inihbition
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PAIRING: Hyunjin x reader
WARNING: minors DNI, I am and will be posting NSFW SKZ related content in the future and I know I won’t be able to regulate and monitor every single potential interaction with those posts so please just don’t engage with it or my page whatsoever. Much appreciated.  
TAGS: choking (m/receiving), oral fixations, established relationship, masturbation, there isn’t any use of pronouns but the reader has been described with a clit.
SUMMARY: Hyunjin wants to watch you get off while his fingers are in your mouth.
NOTE: hello, I’m Rose. I’m not exactly new to writing smut but, let’s just see how this rolls.
Hyunjin has never really been the type to tease. He’s a person who is intent on giving you what you want because he loves you and doesn’t like to see you suffer. In that sense, you’re not a brat about it, or more that you don’t need to act like one when he’s willing to give into you.
Not that you would be one in general, at least you don’t think. Not until today when Hyunjin, for the first time, decided to not fully give you what you craved.
What started off as the usual movie night on Friday, turned straight into something from a niche porn scene. On the couch in front of the TV, you share a warm blanket with Hyunjin curled up at his side. His arm had been draped around your shoulder, occasionally massaging your scalp or playing with your hair. He’d sneak a kiss on top of your head every now and then before things began to escalate.
At first, you hadn’t noticed that Hyunjin’s eyes had been fixated on you instead of the screen for a while. To really grab your attention, he’d ask for a kiss which you melted right into his request. From then on, his lips would never leave yours, luring you deeper into his trap.
The movie playing in the background drowns out, converting into white noise as you focus entirely on Hyunjin who lets the blanket softly fall to the ground and shifts you onto your back.
“Hyunjin,” you murmur when he breaks away from the kiss. The anticipation of what you think and hope is about to happen is put on pause when he regrettably stops the situation from advancing any further.
“Let me watch you,” Hyunjin mutters against your lips. “I want to see you get off by yourself.”
You blink at least several times before you can even fashion a coherent sentence in your brain. It’s not that it was an embarrassing task to perform, but you were somewhat…floored to hear what Hyunjin desired.
You’ve done this countless times without him there, but never when he’s right beside you and watching like a hawk. It makes you feel shy and partially helpless when he’s not participating with you.
“Can’t…can’t we just-“
“Maybe afterwards,” Hyunjin interrupts, already thinking two steps ahead of you.
The word ‘maybe’ didn’t sit right in your vocabulary. If this was the direction that things were going to head down tonight, you hoped that ‘maybe’ would turn into an affirmative ‘yes’ at some point. Complying with his need would possibly guarantee that. So, you obey.
Your hand slips past the band of your shorts and underwear then down to your clit, now fully aware of how wet you are to the touch. Not even five minutes of making out can already have your insides subliminally reeling with the subtleties of what this man can do to you.
A small whine escapes your mouth as Hyunjin peels himself off of your body. As he goes to lean back, he takes the ends of both sides of your pyjama shorts, slowly tugging them down to your ankles, leaving you exposed in your underwear and hoodie.
Your cheeks immediately flush with heat while he smiles faintly, too absorbed in the way you were touching yourself, almost as if he were possessed.  
“Don’t be shy baby,” Hyunjin prompts softly, noticing that your hand stopped moving. “Think about what I usually do to you if that helps.”
It did.
His advice drains your hesitation as you begin to envision the myriad of occasions where Hyunjin has brought you to multiple orgasms. Your brain coils with torrents of feverish memories as you continue to touch yourself. One that springs to mind was Hyunjin’s birthday. 
After showering him with well-deserved gifts, you were set on giving him the time of his life in bed until he suddenly turned the tables. By the end of that night, Hyunjin had bent you over the counter and finger fucked you until you were shaking and dripping on the tiles of the kitchen floor.
“Hyunjin,” you swallow hard, air hitching in your throat.
“That’s it,” he encourages.
Attempting to hold back your moans was a futile move, not when Hyunjin’s avid ears can effortlessly pick up on your staggered breathing. The faster the pace, the more he knew you were close to the edge of an orgasm. Only then did he lean over you once more, placing a chaste kiss on your parted lips before noticing that his long and spindly fingers hover in front of your mouth.
You understand his idea undoubtedly, but regardless of the euphoric haze that gradually submerged you, one thing that became apparent was that Hyunjin didn’t sport any of his rings. Based on that, you couldn’t help but wonder briefly if this was all premeditated.
Not that it mattered.
“Open,” he says to you, his fingers still waiting patiently. You swallow first and catch your breath before your mouth welcomes them in.
The warm heat encapsulating around Hyunjin’s fingers makes his dick twitch in his pants, almost easy enough to make him come untouched if he’s not careful. Seeing and hearing the lewd sounds you make when you begin to suck has Hyunjin’s mind swirling, making him dizzy.
It takes him twice the amount of restraint he needs to refrain from touching you altogether.
He continues to leave that job to you. Your fingers are enough to satiate that primal need to have Hyunjin inside of you - they’re not enough, but it does the trick. Sooner than later, the build-up of pleasure takes shape, balling in your lower abdomen as it makes you squirm under Hyunjin. Your free hand quickly grips at his forearm, nails digging into the skin.
“So good,” he praises in a sweet, dulcet tone.
His eyes refuse to leave your body, they never drift from your contorted face or where his fingers disappear into your mouth. They pet and glide easily over your tongue that yields to them so perfectly, glistening and coated in saliva. You try your best to suck on them even though you’re too crazed on trying to come.
It’s not long until you become frantic, rabidly chasing the tail end of your orgasm that you only wished Hyunjin would do for you. The intense sensation makes you feel deranged, so much that your free hand goes from gripping and clawing at Hyunjin’s arm to somehow finding its path to the sides of his neck.
Hyunjin’s eyes glaze over with pure hunger and greed as you increasingly add pressure to squeeze. It’s not the first time you’ve choked Hyunjin, in fact he was the one who initially rallied for the idea in the early stages of your relationship.
It was a swift discovery into his treasure chest of kinks that was not only subtle but insanely effective on him.  
His eyelids flutter as you moan and whine around his fingers just watching him enjoy this as much as you are. You continue to rub repeatedly over your clit in a heated and messy frenzy while the fabric of your underwear soaks through.
Hyunjin barely blinks in fear that he’s going to miss watching you writhe in pleasure when suddenly, your eyes screw shut as you bring yourself to the peak of an intense orgasm.
Long, loud strings of whimpers and mewls shoot vibrations through Hyunjin’s fingers and into his hand. He wasn’t able to explain why but it felt strangely good - nothing in comparison to seeing your body shudder and shiver uncontrollably when surges of pleasure swell throughout your insides.
He retracts his wet fingers that still linger along your lips, smoothing and rubbing over them. Your chest heaves up and down, long before it finds a steady, calm rhythm.
Hyunjin breathes hard and heavy too with a feral glint in his eyes after your hand falls from the sides of his neck, landing beside you. The other one, still down the front of your underwear, is brought up by the help of Hyunjin, who as if he’s totally unhinged now, takes your middle and index fingers in his mouth.
The sudden action has your eyes widening, “H-Hyunjin…”
You go to pull your hand back, wildly flustered about the fact that Hyunjin is sucking every bit of your essence off of your fingers. But he stills you with a sharp stare before he’s done, leaving a trail of spit connecting from your fingertips and his lips.
It’s obscene and lewd, yet the beautifully demented part of Hyunjin’s brain wishes he could’ve taken a photo of it. Maybe next time.
“Sorry,” he swallows. “You look so pretty when you come…I couldn’t help myself.”
You were utterly speechless yet not entirely surprised at the same time.
Hyunjin has never really been one to tease, but you forget there are times where he can be maniacally and incessantly aroused. Thinking about it makes something spark inside you once more. It makes you excited to feel it since Hyunjin has yet to have his own fill.
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booksndpoetry · 1 month
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Of Blue Skies and Sparkling Eyes
A Kim Seungmin Fanfic
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A/N: I don't know what prompted me to write this, this fic wrote itself, faster than my other ones. Maybe my bias is showing. It's embarrassing how I become shy, reading my own writing. Like what the heck!
WC: 2.09k words
Characters: All of Skz and their S/O's.
Genre: A little bit of angst, but mostly fluff
Triggers/Warnings: Mentions of overthinking and spiralling, implications of anxiety.
It was a pleasant day, the sky fully clear and the air cool. You weren’t surprised, you were in Paris, after all. You would believe anyone if they said that the weather was a reflection of your current mood, and you wouldn’t mind either.
You were meeting your friends, eight of your closest companions. Thinking about it, you laugh. With how much you know them, the word “friends” seems to poor a substitute to describe them. After a gruelling two years of being apart, the causes being responsibilities and work, all of you were finally going to assemble under one roof for the holidays. Even if all of you talked over the phone, it didn’t suffice.
God, you couldn’t wait. You missed your friends and their significant others too. You were surprised how quickly you bonded with all of your friends’ partners. Well, all except Seungmin’s, because he didn’t have anyone. Whether you were relieved or disappointed because it was only a matter of time, you didn’t know. Not then. 
The moment you step into the vacation house that they’ve rented for the holidays, you're pulled into a hug by Chan, words unnecessary, and nothing matters except your little world. All of you retreat to the living room and they resume their game of Uno. You grin seeing Chan’s wife beat him minutes later, Felix and his girlfriend cackling with his defeat. Chan just meets your eye and smiles, looking to his wife. You smile back, and let them know that you’re going to freshen up. They wave at you and make your way down the long corridor, into one of the bedrooms, the door wide open.
 Han, Hyunjin and their girlfriends are taking turns to paint each other’s’ nails inside and they’re having fun, judging by Han’s loud voice and the sounds of laughter. As soon as Han’s girlfriend spots you, she drags you in, and without even waiting for your greeting, takes your hand and begins painting your nails. She finishes in record time, and now your nails have a shiny coat of black, applied so neatly you know you won’t be able to apply it even with all your best efforts.  Han splutters before saying, ”So you really do like her more than me. You didn’t even hesitate to ditch me when she came in” and dramatically starts sing “Goodbye, my love” and Hyunjin and Han’s girlfriend kick him from where they’re seated on either side of him on the bed. “Ow” he mutters, rubbing his side.
You giggle and fall into Hyunjin’s girlfriend’s lap and he sighs, “You’re really out here trying to steal all our girlfriends aren’t you?” he asks cheekily while his girlfriend hides her face behind him.
“I can’t help that I’m this charming now, can I?” you stick your tongue out childishly and get up patting the lap you were leaning on.
“I love you” you tell her, looking dead serious, “…more than I like him”.
“You little menace” he lunges, a minute too late as you throw yourself out that door and bolt towards the kitchen, which has been the biggest source of noise, since you’ve stepped foot into the house. Hyunjin thankfully gives up chasing you, and instead wraps his hands around his girl’s shoulders. 
 The kitchen was where actual chaos occurred. So, you weren’t surprised when Jeongin, his girlfriend and Seungmin are borderline being kicked out of the kitchen by Minho, while his fiancée tries to sneak in cookie dough for Changbin and his girlfriend behind his back. Minho stops pushing Jeongin, looks behind him and groans.
“There will be no more left if you do that. You’re supposed to be on my side”, he whines at her. You step in, already heady with the scent of the sugary treats wafting through the entire kitchen.
“Oh thank god you’re here.” Minho says and pulls you until you’re left to stop Jeongin and his squad from stealing the cupcakes. It’s a lost cause though, because you are no match for three people, two actually for, from the looks of it, Seungmin has stood still, like a statue.
You go forward and nudge him, “Hey. You there” and he breaks out of his daze tickles you faster than you can blink. Now you’re suddenly outnumbered six to one, Minho excluded. The guy was just happy his cookie dough was spared.
“Stop, stop-” you wheeze out between breaths, “Why can’t you guys just greet me normally for once? Every time I have to go through hell when we meet.”
But Seungmin doesn’t relent and neither do the five other people tickling you. ”And where’s the fun in that? It would get boring” he smiles mischievously. After what feels like forever, they leave, bored after a while, and you breathe normally.
“Why am I the only one being bullied?” you ask, not at all bothering to hold in your whining.
“Because you haven’t gotten a boyfriend who can shield you from our tickling yet” Minho's fiancée says, and it scares you how eerily similar they are to each other.
Done with them already, you climb up the flight of stairs, until you reach the balcony, to get some fresh air. You push the doors open and breathe.
You weren't prepared to see him today, looking so good it hurt. That would explain your constricted chest and how you were not able to breathe properly since you saw him today.
Sitting down on the floor of the balcony, you push each of your legs in between the railings of the balcony and settle comfortably. The blue sky from earlier is still there, but now the sun is hidden under clouds. When you lean your head forward, and feel the cool metal,
Seungmin joins you, dangling his legs from the railings. You ask him how he had been, all the three months you couldn’t ask him that question, face to face. He tells you the days were so boring, he almost missed you and you hit him as he grins, wind ruffling his hair.
You talk and stop, and talk again, the conversation and the following silence comfortable, because it’s him and you have nothing to worry about except your painful knowledge of your love for him and how one question has been lurking in your mind all the three months you were away, and now he had changed. The question stays on the tip of your tongue and you bite down on it, hard enough to feel the coppery taste of blood in your mouth a little.
“You know”, you begin, unsure of how to say it but you try anyway. “They all glow, they’ve been glowing, they always do but even more so, with happiness from finding their people, you know? I guess that’s what happens when you fall in love.” You concede, looking at him. Still unsure, you tread shyly, carefully landing your next words. “However, I can’t shake the sense that, that you glow too….. even with no one by your side, yet.” you finish tentatively. For a long while, neither of you say a word. But the quiet weighs down on you with each passing second and you don’t know what will become of you if it isn’t broken soon. The ticking seconds that pass by coincidentally draw a realization out of you, and you’re hit by an epiphany. Seungmin is in love. He hasn’t denied it, at all. Even in the past months when you’d only spoken to him over the phone, he seemed softer, more vivid. You’d almost driven yourself crazy trying to pinpoint what made him that way. “Oh my god” you gasp, inhaling a big breath. “You’re in love.”
Seungmin just stays, eyes taking in the scene before him for eleven seconds, he counts, before he looks down at your eyes.
“Yeah”, he sighs softly. “I guess I am. I thought it wasn’t obvious” he laughs lightly, like he just read something off the back of a cereal box, and didn’t reveal an earth-shattering revelation.
You’re stunned beyond words. The Seungmin you knew wouldn’t have admitted to something so big, so easily, without persuasion. But maybe, it added to the fact that he really was down bad for that person.
“Oh”. After a beat, you speak again, ”Really?”. Your voice is small and you throat suddenly has a lump in it. 
“Guess you are”. You keep talking, because if you don’t, you know the fraying threads holding your composure will stretch and break. If you are given so much as a moment’s silence to let his words truly sink in, it seems like they will end you. 
With all the mental turmoil you’re going through, you miss the look on his face. The lovestruck expression, aimed at you. Suddenly he shifts and your eyes are on him, waiting and pleading for something you don’t know.
“It’s you”, he says after, gifting you with one of his rare smiles that threatens to split his entire face with the joy it’s trying to contain.
You didn’t realize how two words, only two words, strung together with less than ten letters, coming from one of the only people who matter, could build you and break you. You just sit there, being. 
It’s not monumental, the moment. Cars drive by, birds chirp and the sun still shines on your beloved. But there’s a heightened awareness of everything. How you can physically feel your heart trying to escape the shackles of your chest. How the lump previously lodged in your throat has gone, leaving no mark except a dry aftertaste on your tongue. How Seungmin knows, that you love him too, without you physically trying to say it back.
And then the awareness fades, leaving you with joy. So much joy, that you think you’ll combust if you don’t relay it to him. And so you do, and he lets you. You take his face in your hands, admiring the gentle slope of his nose. The glasses atop it, barely hanging on. You adore, with all the time in the world, his brown irises filled with barely concealed love for you, and his lips. His enticing lips which tether you to the ground and make you soar above the sky with all the enchantments escaping them. He lets you come to a million realizations about a million things in that instant. 
You kiss him tenderly, hoping and almost desperately, praying for him to feel the love you have, before it ends you. But somewhere, intermingled in that love and ecstasy, there was gratitude. Thank you, you wanted to say. Thank you for being my person. Thank you for choosing me, over and over again. Thank you for agreeing to be mine, along with all the other countless wonderful things you are and will be. Thank you. Thank you, thank you thank you-
He’s Seungmin and he’s chosen to be yours and he understands. You know he does when he gathers you, holding the entirety of you, and brings you close until you can see the sparkles in the night reflected in them. You sit there, side to side, pressed up against each other, in the vicinity of him and his knowledge of your love and you of his. 
Still, you’re restless and not entirely convinced and suddenly you’re overwhelmed with the urge to move and mess up the carefully crafted lines, the cage of your mind being too much for you, and maybe you need to tell him so he can brace himself and perhaps go away before it starts and-. Seungmin’s hand settles on yours, resting on your thigh. It’s warm, you note, and a little bit sweaty. You smile in spite of yourself, thinking about a fumbling Seungmin, even if he was in the state for only a few seconds. And you smile wider imagining the look that must have been on his face. You giggle and freeze, your thoughts coming to an abrupt halt. Whatever had been haunting you, threatening to taint this moment, had dissipated. Seungmin had banished it. Oh. Oh. 
You will yourself to stop thinking for once, and interlace your digits with his long ones, and squeeze his hand. 
He thinks life is worth living, if it’s going to be this way.
Slowly, you turn your head to his and look at him, properly this time. With no thoughts clouding your mind, you observe his sparkling eyes. 
“I didn’t realize it was night already”, you say, not averting your gaze from his in the slightest. 
Seungmin startles and looks at the sky. After a beat, he replies:
 “It’s not.”
“It isn’t? Oh” you flush and look down, suddenly shy. 
“Why’d you think so?”
“I got close to your eyes and saw stars in them. That’s why.”
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lieblingspulli · 1 year
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Are we forever?: SKZ
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Changbin x Reader
Summary: 
Masterlist!
SKZ Masterlist
A/N: Hello! Yes, I am back and I got too soft in my feelings for this one LOL. I just saw a tiktok that was so soft I wanted to cry 🙂Changbin holds such a special place in my heart for being so unapologetically loving!! The song Fuye No Kage Ha Kanashimi by Lamp is the main source of my inspiration here so feel free to take a listen while reading <3 I promise it enhances the experience! Have a great day/night!!
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It was a lovely evening with the boys, in fact, one could even describe it as being cozy. Hyunjin had strung up the fairy lights from his room, Chan had set out snacks and Felix had baked cookies. Endless laughter could be heard throughout the apartment as the entire group argued over whether Minho had the jurisdiction to veto movie choices or not since the last one he chose was really creepy and scary. Jeongin was arguing with Han and Minho while Chan was handing out blankets. Changbin made himself comfortable with you in his arms. 
“Are you okay?” He whispered in your ear. 
You nodded and smiled at him sweetly. 
Nothing is ever calm when you hang out with your boyfriend’s team members but it sure is fun. This week was the scheduled movie night with the whole team and you had been invited by Changbin because he knew how much you needed this. So, you found yourself nestled in blankets in between Changbins arms and Seungmins legs. Weekly outings like this made you feel incredibly at home and like you belonged somewhere and to someone. It was such a comforting happiness. 
Changbin squeezed you in his arms and turned to Minho who was still arguing because he really wanted to see the movie “Smile.” 
“Yah! Just let someone else pick! Your movies suck.” Changbin’s loud voice reverberated in his chest and you giggled, it was like watching little kids argue. 
“But at least they’re entertaining! All the movies you guys suggest are boringggg.” Minho dramatically spread out over Jisung’s lap and pouted with his arms flailing everywhere. Jisung scoffed. 
“Bro you picked last time.” Shaking his head, Minho huffed and muttered “Fine.” 
Chan calmly sat down in front of Jeongin and sat between his legs with a bowl of chips in hand, disregarding the clammer altogether. Changbin grabbed the remote and started searching for action movies. You calmly laid your head against his chest and listened to his heartbeat aimlessly. 
As soon as Hyunjin spotted a movie he liked, he yelled for it.
“Oh my gosh, you guys are so loud.” Felix groaned.
You were quick to remind him, “says the guy who screams at his games who can’t reply back.” Felix rolled his eyes. Seungmin was quick to agree. “Yea Yongbok. They can’t even answer back!” He laughed and gently tapped Felix’s head. 
Minho complained, “Hurry up..” 
As everyone settled into their spots, Changbin pressed play and placed the remote down on the console table before settling back into his own spot. 
“Are you comfy jagi?” 
“Mmhm.” 
“Ok. Let me know if you want anything.” Changbin directed a sweet smile at you and you melted at his kindness. 
Changbin was always so quick to attend to your needs, even when there were so many things going on around you two. With the movie night and everyone being unruly, Changbin made sure to bring you your favorite blanket you stole from him as well as a glass of water in case you got thirsty during the movie. He had even suggested to the members that they get all their favorite snacks and include yours too. You smiled widely and leaned down again to relax before receiving a kiss on your head from your oh so thoughtful boyfriend. 
As the movie dragged on, you felt stiff and tried to stretch your legs a bit without disturbing Seungmin or Changbin who were sitting so close to you. Without skipping a beat, Changbin grabbed your legs and put them on his lap so you could stretch easily without disturbing Seungmin on the other side of you, all without taking his eyes off the movie. 
For the rest of the hour and a half, all you could hear was the movie, occasional wows from the boys and reactions to crazy stunts that the characters on TV would do. With the lights off, it was like being at the movie theater but for free. Changbin held you close throughout, making you destress from all your worries and stress of the work week. 
At the end, you clapped with the rest of the boys because Jisung loved the movie so much he started clapping. You laughed and watched everyone get up to start cleaning up. Changbin pressed a kiss to your forehead before getting up and stretching (loudly might you add). You finished your water and offered to wash the bowls. Unfortunately you got a loud chorus of defiant no’s. 
“Absolutely not.” Jisung immediately said. 
“Hell nah.” Seungmin chimed in. 
A, “That sounds ridiculous, I’ll do it,” from Chan. 
Minho just simply snatched the dishes from you. 
Hyunjin struck a pose at you with his hands on his hips and scolded you, “Um? No!” 
Felix, being in the middle of putting the leftover cookies away yelled from across the room, “Oh come on Y/N, you do too much already.” 
You rolled your eyes at the intense reaction and pouted. “Well what am I supposed to do if you guys never let me do anything? Sit on my butt and watch?”
Changbin immediately said, “Absolutely Jagi.” He skipped over to where you were after folding the blankets and pulled you up by your hand. “I can’t let my Jagi do anything, that’s what I’m for!” He sweetly chirped. Hyunjin gagged in the kitchen. “Hey I only agreed to a little PDA, not baby talk!” 
“Oh hush, you don’t even have game.” Seungmin countered and snickered. Chan laughed so hard he doubled over. 
“Hyunjin lost his speaking privileges.” Jeongin snickered. You could only roll your eyes and follow Changbin to your shared bedroom with Seungmin. 
“You guys have 10 minutes before I come in! I don’t wanna walk in on unholy things!” Suengmin quickly yelled after you two. Changbin pushed you gently ahead of him and stuck his tongue out at Seungmin before closing the door behind you two, leaving the noise to the boys. 
After you threw yourself onto Changbin’s bed, Changbin was quick to remove his sweatshirt and worm his way into your arms. 
“Oh my god, Bin, we just spent like 2 hours cuddling.” 
“I just miss my baby’s arms so much.” Changbin cooed. 
“Ewww, Bin that’s so cringey!” You smacked his arm and laughed. 
He squeezed you into his chest and snuggled his head on top of yours. “You love it though.” 
“Of course I do,” you sighed, “I always do.” 
“Aish, now look who’s being cringey.” 
“What? That wasn’t even cringey.” You rolled your eyes and felt the warmth he radiated. It permeated into your soul and you sighed before gently scratching his back. He sighed in content. 
“Jagiya.” 
“Mmmhm?” 
“I really love you.” 
“I know.” 
“Hey!” Changbin complained and peeled away from you an inch. 
“I’m just kiddingggg. I love you too.” You smiled innocently. Changbin got all shy and purposefully acted bashful. 
“Aw, is my baby shy?” You jokingly teased. 
“My Y/n is too nice to me.” He scrunched his nose at you. 
“Ew, now this is actually too cringey.” You snickered and tried to roll over.
Changbin quickly caught you and gripped you tightly to him. “Nooooo, come back. My Jagiya can’t ignore me or else I’ll cry.” He innocently cried. You scrunched your nose in second hand embarrassment. “Stoppppp! My heart can’t take this embarrassment.” 
“Yah. Who says it's embarrassing to show my love to my forever person?!” He pouted. 
“Oh? Who says I’m forever?” You joked. 
Changbin got upset and cried, “Aren’t you my forever? You have to be or else I’ll die or something. Dweakki will get upset!” 
“Dweakki or you?” 
“That’s not the point! Aren’t we forever?” 
“Of course we are Bin. We are forever when you put a forever ring on this finger!” You snickered and stuck your hand out in his face. He grabbed it and kissed your ring finger. 
“Then now I have to make it forever.” You blushed and giggled like a little girl. He smirked confidently and placed your hand on his heart. 
“This is now yours. Forever.” 
“I’m gonna tell Chan how sappy you can get.” 
“Nooooo! He won’t leave me alone.” He dramatically cried and covered his face with his other hand. 
“Fine then, I’ll just tell Seungmin.” You gently pushed a lock of hair out of his face and caressed his cheek. He held your hand on his face and sighed with content. 
“Are we really forever?” He whispered. 
You nodded and patted his heart where he held your hand still. 
“This is mine, remember? I’m just waiting for the ring.” You smiled lovingly and closed the gap between the two of you. He kissed you gently and and moved his hand so he held you by the waist. You sighed into the kiss and finally broke away. 
“It better be a pretty ring if it's forever.” 
“Yah, I have good taste.” Changbin kissed you again and giggled like a child. 
“You guys are so embarrassing.” 
You both jumped and looked up to find Seungmin at the door with a bowl of cereal. “Utterly disgusting really.” He rolled his eyes and headed over to his bed before popping in his airpods. 
“Hey, you can’t just interrupt a moment like that!” Changbin propped himself up and yelled after Seungmin who promptly left to put his bowl in the sink. 
You just sighed and pulled him down for another kiss before laughing and calling him stupid. 
“I can’t believe I’m spending forever with the boys too.” You laughed and Changbin shook his head with a dismayed look because his sappy movement was ruined. Right before settling in bed and shutting off the light, Changbin stared at your eyes and said, “I’m so happy you’re my forever.” 
“Let’s go to sleep before Suengmo ruins it again.” Changbin pouted and wrapped the blanket around the two of you, promptly turning off the light and making sure you were comfortable. With a kiss and a goodnight, you fell asleep to the sound of Changbin’s heartbeat and his subtle promise to be yours forever.
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nomniki · 1 year
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eternity with you ━━ hwang hyunjin ⟡ spending the summer festival with hyunjin and falling a little more in love with him
genre﹒fluff word count﹒1918 warnings﹒a little angst ig? bc u don’t think u have a chance w jinnie but it’s ok!!
an﹒this was not supposed to be this long i got SOOOO carried away but i luv this n i rly hope u guys like it it’s so cute and dramatic and UGH this is probably one of my favourite things i’ve written it’s just 1.9k words of appreciating how pretty hyunjin is and being in love with him…real and pt. 3 of my genshin au
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a canvas of ever changing colours spread out before you, vast and infinitely beautiful in a way you couldn’t hope to accurately describe. sunsets were ethereal in inazuma. you hoped hyunjin would arrive in time to see it, capture the moment with his kamera and recreate its beauty tenfold in one of his otherworldly paintings.
as though you’d summoned him by the mere thought, you heard a scuffle on the other side of the wall. one of his sandals came into view, eliciting a laugh at the huffs and whines of exertion you heard as he pulled himself up. his chest heaved when he planted himself at the top, dolled up in indigo and midnight blue robes that complimented his blond hair, glowing a warm orange in the dying sunlight.
the sunset paled in comparison to hyunjin, who looked nothing short of angelic, a feat only he could manage after scaling a wall. the look in his eyes when he spotted you was one you tucked away into the crevices of your chest, cradled it somewhere hidden and close to your heart, a place where all things concerning hyunjin belonged.
“yn!”
he exclaimed, giggling brightly. you were embarrassed to realise you were staring, so you waved up to him meekly. when he was safely planted on his feet, wobbly but upright, hyunjin tugged you towards him into a hug. you returned it earnestly, hoping distantly that the suns filtered light would disguise the blush on your cheeks.
“you won’t believe how difficult it was to escape that dreadful place,” he whined, hand searching for yours. “my mother truly is the worst.”
“but you made it, so let’s enjoy the festival as much as we possibly can.”
getting to spend the summer festival with hyunjin was a fever dream you hoped never to wake from. his hand never left your own, pulling away to wipe the sweat off of your hand was deemed a task that took too long in hyunjin’s eyes and he chased you, settled only when your fingers were interlocked again. even when it was inconvenient, hyunjin insisted you stay by his side, joined at the hand for every moment.
“hyunjin, let me go, you can’t even hold your food properly!”
though you spoke sternly, your voice was laced with fondness unmistakable to hyunjin, who knew the intricacies of your mannerisms better than he knew himself. he let you go with a pout that was soothed as you shared one of your skewers with him, loaded with tricolour dango that made his mouth water.
the sun settled below the horizon and sprinkled stars across the sky, one’s you believed looked so much prettier reflected in hyunjin’s eyes. lanterns were strung above your heads, hyunjin brushed them with his fingertips, mouth wide in awe. his emotions were so raw, so visible on his pretty features that the moment felt distinctly intimate. for as long as you'd known him, hyunjin had been an honest boy, and as the years passed and maturity spun its fine threads into his handsome face, it was nice to see that hadn't changed. for the sake of your weak heart, you averted your gaze. it was a stark reminder that however close hyunjin remained, no matter the lack of contact between you, he was never truly in reach. he was like the moon, desirable and admirable but you could never truly have him.
before you could fall victim to those melancholy thoughts, you were being tugged through the crowds, your heart pounding along to the rhythm of hyunjin’s melodious laughter. clearly in the few moments that had passed while you were lost in your own head, you had missed something crucial, but you would have followed hyunjin anywhere. running after him, through the bustling crowds and between the festival stalls was no exception. shouts floated through the air behind you, barely distinguishable from the buzz of noise. you were intimately familiar with the bellows of the inazuman guards, this wasn’t your first escapade with the runaway eldest son of the yashiro commission.
after a few dizzying minutes of running, hand held so tightly onto hyunjin your knuckles ached, you slowed to a stop. you’d entered a thicket of trees and it seemed celestia had set you up. hyunjin sparkled beneath the fragments of moonlight filtering through the canopy of leaves, entranced by the glittering water ahead of you while it seemed sinful to take your eyes off of him.
the sound of your breathing was much too loud, interrupting the peace you’d discovered. cold water lapped at your feet as you stepped into its shallow depths, hyunjin at your side and giggling all the while.
“that never gets old.”
“says you!”
very quickly the appeal of the cool water dwindled to uncomfortableness and you settled in the undergrowth, content to let the residual heat from the evening dry your skin. wordlessly, hyunjin pulled your legs over his lap, fretting and fiddling with your gifted robes in interest.
“i never told you how pretty you looked tonight.”
something ached deep in your chest, a thrum of discomfort through your body alongside the hoard of butterflies waking in your gut.
you laughed the compliment off a little awkwardly, “i don’t think i need to tell you how pretty you look, jinnie. you always look pretty.”
your teasing tone was a poor excuse to hide the genuine nature of your words. it was almost ironic how you praised hyunjin’s honesty, his openness and his empathy, but you could not afford him the same courtesy, hiding behind feeble words in hopes he would never know the true extent of your feelings for him.
“you’re thinking too loud, penny for your thoughts?”
you huffed, “you rich people don’t carry pennies.”
he hid his face in your knees, mumbling, “it’s just a phrase, shut up.”
a quiet sigh left you and you tipped your head up to the stars.
“when we were at that one stall, what did you wish for?”
hyunjin asked suddenly.
“your wishes won’t come true if you tell them to other people,” you muttered, almost petulantly.
the pause that followed was pregnant with unspoken words you couldn’t bring yourself to say, it wouldn’t be fair to him. how could you possibly tell him that you wished he would look at you with the adoration he directed towards faceless nobodies going about their daily lives in the streets? how could you tell him that you had wished that there was a future in which he loved you in the same manner you loved him, body and soul, so wholeheartedly that sometimes it felt like you couldn’t breathe without him.
you were too egalitarian to admit your love to someone who doesn’t love you back the same amount. you think hyunjin is the opposite. he will love someone and make them his home, even if they don't think of him enough to leave the lights on. it brings a slight frown to your face, hyunjin put out so much love into the world and all you wished is that he would pour a little of that into you. fill the empty cavities in your chest with his soft hands and softer lips, fill your ears with nothing but his voice and his laughter. how selfish.
the silence had stretched on too long, tense and hyunjin felt the stiffness in your limbs where they rested under his palms. he puffed out his cheeks, drumming his fingers thoughtfully and oblivious to the way it made your heart drop into your stomach.
“well, i wished that i could spend eternity with you. truthfully, i don’t think there will ever be enough time, not ever, that i feel like i’ve spent enough at your side. i guess eternity’s a start though.”
for all his perceptiveness, it seemed hyunjin had no idea he was breaking your heart. a lump was forming in your throat, traitorous tears in your eyes that you prayed to the archon wouldn’t fall in front of him. you swayed, pushing him playfully.
“all that time spent around the archons fanatic worshippers is starting to get to you,” your voice wobbled, unsteady, “eternity, huh?”
the glance you spared at him was a mistake, you froze under his honest gaze.
“we have shared eighteen long years steeped in love and tenderness so deeply rooted in our beings that it has branded our very souls. i spend my every sleeping moment dreaming up all manner of ways in which i can show my love for you, and every waking moment calculating the soonest possible opportunity in which i can see you again. i want us to be entwined for all eternity, tied together in a tree of knots that will forever hold our memories on its aged branches. if you’ll have me, i’ll spend our eternity proving that i am worthy of you.”
cotton filled your head and it seemed your brain had funnelled out through your ears, leaving you devoid of any coherent thought. the archon had betrayed you, and silent tears traced the slope of your cheek.
“worthy of me? hyunjin, i’ve spent my whole life hoping that one day i might be worthy of you.”
his thumbs brushed over the apples of your cheeks, eyes fluttering shut at the delicate touch. the care with which he treated you, with which he always treated you, was dizzying. the expected press of his lips against yours did nothing to prepare you for the phenomenon itself, your breath punched out of your lungs when you kissed. hwang hyunjin, the sole love and light of your life, who’d spent his entire lifetime existing as the one thing you could never truly have, was kissing you.
each kiss left you a little more breathless, all your nerves standing on end and electricity pulsing through your veins. you were getting worked up with each brush of your skin, each point of content bursting with sparks, even through the veil of fabric. you kissed him back ferociously, imbuing more passion into the calculated movement of your lips than you had for any other menial endeavour in your life.
you kissed him until your lungs burnt and your lips ached under the ministrations of his teeth, terrified that when you opened your eyes you would realise that it had all been the culmination of an exceedingly vivid hallucination.
hyunjin pressed a kiss to your nose, scattering them across the expanse of your face that made it scrunch under the ticklish sensation.
“will you? will you have me?” he asked breathlessly, not ceasing in his task to plaster every stretch of your skin in kisses, deposit his love on every available inch until you were positively drowning in it.
“yes, yes, jinnie, one hundred thousand yes’.”
his toothy smile was infectious, you grinned in turn. you spoke sweet nothings against his clammy skin in electric brushes of your lips. you kissed again and wondered what you possibly could’ve done to deserve to have hyunjin. to belong to him, for him equally to be yours, to love and be loved by the object of your utmost adoration. he squeezed your hands, and that was enough. it was enough to quell your doubtful thoughts and immerse you again wholly in hyunjin and you, greedily, made another wish.
in accordance with his wishes, those of which you had spent your life accommodating to thus far and planned to do forever on afterwards, you wished that you could spent eternity with hyunjin.
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kpop-with-mars · 2 years
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|everything you are is beautiful|Hyunjin x trans reader|
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{hwang hyunjin was your best friend from kindergarten to middle school going separate ways after high school and growing apart overtime, years later you would have a talent for playing an array of instruments and become a small artist under jype, but then when you see stray kids you recognize hyunjin but the thing is he doesn't realize who you are, reason being you had been transitioning after graduating}
paring{hwang hyunjin x trans(ftm)reader}
tags{angst, hurt/comfort, fluff, pining, best friends, mlm, found family, coming out, comedy, crying, depression, dysphoria, happy ending}
☣WARNINGS☣{im a trans boy but im sorry if i miss some things or misrepresent some trans people, swearing, angst, big sad argument near the end, depression, body dysphoria, coming out, mentioned someone outting you}
word count{2,3k+}
A/N{reader is same age as hyunjin but a bit younger by a few months, this fic will be available on ao3 as well}
{d/n = deadname}
enjoy!
He's beautiful
beautiful is the only way to describe hwang hyunjin, beautiful in the sense that he could make the ugliest outfit In the world make him look like a god, beautiful in a way that makes you wonder for a second if he really is this kind just for the camera but then you meet him and his personality is like moonlight reflecting on a pond in a quiet forest, so calm and peaceful to anyone and everyone but most of all beautiful, his voice, talents, hobbies just make him so beautiful he left people wanting to be as talented as him or look like him or be as rich him, but he always left you thinking
'why can't my body look like that? why couldn't I be born the same way he was?'
You've always been dealing with dysphoria even after top surgery and starting testosterone you can't help but want to scream when you get called a 'lady' or 'ma'am', its so hard because in your head you think that if only you had been born like hyunjin you wouldn't be dealing with some the problems you've gone through, like the slurs, the bullying, your parents disowning you, all of the things you experienced just because you want to be boy,
You're regularly around stray kids for most of your job, you are an idol too after all, and over all of the time you've had to reconnect with hyunjin you and him became friends like you were back in middle school always joking around poking fun at some of the members but never crossing the line with any of them and enjoying eachother's company and even growing some secret feelings for him, but you felt like he couldn't love you, he didn't even recognize you from when you two were younger and he would sometimes slip into conversations about how he misses his best friend d/n, he just couldn't love you because to you its clear he loved better as a girl,
You feel as though now that you're away from all of the people including your family that don't support you, everyone has to hate you, but not hyunjin and the rest of stray kids they've always felt like a safe space for you and there always gonna be with you, every time you think they're going to hate you for being trans they always show so much love even though they don't know yet,
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"hey y/n-ah were gonna have a little sleepover party at the dorm you wanna come along" seungmin asked "of course ill be there" you responed excited to go spend some time the group after weeks of promotions and interviews.
you arrive to stray kids dorm wearing some comfy and casual clothes that Felix got you on a little date shopping with him and hyunjin, you come into the dorm and make your self comfortable on one of the recliners sitting next to han and hyunjin playing smash Bros on there big ass tv, "y/nnie you wanna play with us?" hyunjin asks you handing out a little switch controller for you to take "oh sure!" You say a bit startled by hyunjin talking to you while your head was in the clouds, but before you guys can start another round jeongin comes running into the living room dragging minho behind him "let's play truth or dare!" everyone immediately stopped with what they were doing and formed a circle on the floor, "alright first, han, truth or dare" minho said as he looked at the quokka "dare" "alright then I dare you to make out me" "challenge accepted!" the two of them disappeared into the other room to get some privacy, "so, that happened" bang chan said quickly brushing it off, some awkward silence between every one for a few minutes "should we wait for them-" Felix was cut off by han and minho exiting the room both of there faces redder then strawberrys "how the fuck did you two manage to give eachother hickeys, you were gone for less then 5 minutes" seungmin remarked minho glared at him "well you see seungminnie when a man and another man love eachother very much-" "nope, stop don't say anything else I don't need to have the talk again thank you"
Everyone laughed as han and minho sat back down, "okayy now, y/n" you perked your head up when you heard your name "truth or dare!" jeongin demanded in a sort of wizard voice "um, im just gonna go with truth" you responed
"y/n, what is something about you that you wouldn't want most people to know?"
Your heart sank at the question and all you could feel was panic, you knew that were supportive of the lgbtq+ community but you wondered if this was the best place to tell them, you couldn't lie and say something else because they basically know everything about you, expect one thing,
"you okay?" Han questioned you becoming more worried along with the other members, "yeah im fine, im still thinking" hyunjin took this as a sign that you might not be okay, he holds your hand to let you know that he's listening and he'll be there for you, you take a second to look at hyunjin and his lips curve into a small smile, and you smile back, becoming less stressed as you take a deep breath,
"Im sorry I didn't tell any of you years ago, but now I think im ready..." you look up to the rest of them their eyes filled with love and understanding,
"im transgender"
You couldn't help but laugh because of how nervous you were, but you were feeling so happy that you didn't have to worry about their thoughts about trans people because you knew that they would always support you and not Pressure you into coming out to them,
"we still love you y/nnie, its okay!" Felix hugged you tightly you hugging back equally tight "im glad you told us y/n, thank you for trusting us" bang chan got up to rub your back being the father of the group, a wave of euphoria rushes over you feeling like you could do anything and everything now that that weight has been lifted from your chest (literally), "that doesn't make you any less of a man to me, you're still the best workout partner I have" chanbin stated sounding like he'll punch anyone that says otherwise,
"maybe we should do something else now, any ideas?" jeongin asked looking at the others "how about some popcorn and movies" everyone agreed in unison to seungmin's request "alright then me and jeongin will get started on the popcorn and you guys can queue the movie" bang chan and jeongin got up and headed to the kitchen while every one else was getting comfortable on the sofa's,
hyunjin sat next to you as the movie played, then he got close up to your ear "im glad you told us y/n, we're proud of you" he whispered pressing a light kiss under your eye turning back to watch the movie while you felt your face heat up.
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the next couple of months would by just as normal with the promotions, comebacks, etc, expect your feelings for hyunjin would grow more and more intense just by looking at him no matter what he was doing, he always seemed to capture your heart with ease just by laughing or looking into his eyes, he was just so captivating by everything he did he could just be breathing and you would still think he's beautiful,
'he couldn't love me back' you'd think 'i don't even know if he likes guys' your intrusive thought would sting at your heartstrings, but it was true you didn't know what his preferences were and even if you did would he love you back?.
during your break in between promotions you hung out with han, jeongin and hyunjin relaxing on the sofa and chatting with the three of them, when the conversation suddenly went to dating "y/n hyung are you interested in anyone?" jeongin wondered "no, not really" "hmm what about hyunjin hyung?" you all looked at hyunjin who was busy looking on his phone "I mean...yes?" han and the maknae both gasped in unison but your anxiety was slowly kicking in as you realized what's about to unfold, "spill the tea" han egged hyunjin on as his took a drink of his water like it was wine, "well I haven't seen her since high school but I just can't stop thinking about her" every fear in your body grow more with every word hyunjin said, "well what's her name???" jeongin questioned focusing his whole being on hyunjin,
"d/n"
your ears started to ring when you heard that name, you wanted everything to stop and just go dark, anything to rid you of this feeling that felt like your heart was gonna stop, "tell us more about her" "well she was really talented with instruments and could easily just pick something up and start playing, boy she was amazing" hyunjin said in a dreamy voice holding his face in his hands "wow she sure sounds great, what do you think y/n?" jeongin cocked his head in your direction his eyes filled with excitement, "she kinda sounds like a bitch" you muttered feeling anger begin to take over you, you just couldn't stand it when people praised you before you transitioned saying that you were 'such a talented young girl' and that you 'looked so much better back then',
"why are you saying that y/n!?" han's expression changing to shock at your words "yeah don't be so salty" jeongin said teasingly trying to lighten up the conversation "just because she's talented doesn't mean she's not a whore" you responed not even caring at this point, hyunjin's eyes turned dark not understanding why you're acting this way "why are you saying all of this y/n?, you don't even know her" hyunjin yelled standing up from his seat "oh no hyunjin i know her, 'good grades, loved by her friends and family, such a talented and sweet young girl with a bright future ahead of her'" you yelled back getting up from the sofa "what's your point!?" hyunjin scoffed getting increasingly more angry "but then one day someone found out one little thing about her that she couldn't change, then told everyone that she knew and then she lost everyone, her friends and her own family, all b-because..." you looked down as you felt giant tears begin to form in your eyes that threaten to fall as you were overwhelmed with sadness and self hatred, "because what?" hyunjin questioned still angry but becoming more worried by the sound of his voice, you try to wipe your tears away before looking back up at hyunjin,
"all because she didn't want to be a girl"
you fell back onto the sofa crying as jeongin patting your back trying his best to comfort you "i always looked at you and thought 'one day im gonna be like hyunjin and finally be seen as a boy', you've made me feel better about myself at times when I thought about hurting myself, I look up to you because to me I think everything about you is beautiful and I want to follow in your footsteps" hyunjin sits next to you crying as he puts his hands on your face "i-im so sorry y/n, im such an asshole" he sobbed looking down away from your eyes, the other two members silently leave to give you two some space and work things out, "your not an asshole, im sorry I didn't tell you I was so afraid of what you might say that I just stuffed down all my feelings for you" you responed lifting hyunjin's head up as you wipe away all the tears on his face "how do you feel about me?" hyunjin looked into your eyes as you pause for a second to think about your words "I love you hyunjin, more then you could ever imagine" you hug hyunjin so tight that you could feel his heartbeat against your chest as you buried your face in his shoulder, hyunjin picks your face up from his shoulder in order to face you, both of your lips almost connecting with eachother's
"I love you too y/n" he whispers pushing his lips up to yours
as you two pull away from his lips you embrace him again as he wraps his arms around your waist.
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that night you decided to spend the night with hyunjin, you and him were in his room talking with one another while cuddling in his bed "i never knew how much you looked up to me" he said sounding like he was getting pretty tired "well you're a beautiful person so how could I not" you yawned "you keep saying im beautiful, what's up with that?" hyunjin questioned while looking up at you "well like I said before everything about you is beautiful, meaning not just your looks but also you as person" you responed planting a smell peck on his forehead "ahh now I get it" he shyed feeling kinda dumb for not getting it before "we should get some sleep now im tired" you yawned all of your energy drained from your little heart to heart argument with hyunjin "alright goodnight baby I love you" "i love you too" you gave him a small kiss on his lips before he buried his face in your chest the two of you slowly falling asleep in the comfort of eachother's arms.
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im sorry if this isn't good I tried to make it longer than my last fic but I hope you enjoyed it!
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aajjks · 2 months
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TC!dad!JK
park yeonjin, your husband’s childhood best friend is surprisingly beautiful. she’s petite, a little taller than you, and as he described, has brown hair with green-brown hazel eyes. her lips are a little plump and her skin is clear and smooth, unlike your face that’s littered with little beauty marks along the cheek, nose, and lips of your face.
had she not have said anything, you would have mistook yeonjin’s son for her brother thanks to her youth. clearly those 20+ years apart have treated her well, its treated all of you well, but she’s gorgeous. had she have been a concubine like jungkook joked about, you’re sure the beautiful woman would have been competition. even now as you stand parallel from yeonjin and hyejin, you feel as though you’re competing against her.
since yeonjin actually speaks to you with some respect, you decide to be a good hostess and instruct maids to bring glasses of water and snacks for your guests while jungkook converses with the woman who is in shock to see how much jungkook has grown.
no longer was he the shy kid who could barely utter a word to her, now he was known amongst many nations as the conqueror who impressively led his country through a war that only lasted for 9 months and came out victorious. although he’s conquered many of those who proposed to rage war, nothing was as impressive as taking down an army bigger than his own. then was rewarded with the birth of twin girls for his courage, leadership, and determination to see you again, to be there for you.
it all feels and looks sweet when you watch jungkook interact with yeonjin who came back to ‘catch up’ with him. to keep hyunjin from dying of boredom, you introduce him to your son, jinseoul who doesn’t mind showing his new friend around the palace. it isn’t until you return after introducing both of your boys that you’ve begun feeling like a third wheel as you watch the hazel-eyed woman laugh with your husband.
“i saw the royal garden. it’s beautiful”
“i did it” you butt in on purpose but yeonjin doesn’t roll her eyes, she doesn’t glare at you, she just looks at you like you did a magic trick.
“you did an amazing job. it feels as though the palace has gotten more colorful since you’ve been here” great. now you feel bad for sort of disliking his friend but you can’t help but get a bad feeling on her.
meanwhile, as jinseoul continues to show hyunjin around there’s something else that catches his eye or rather someone.
“h-hey, jinseoul?”
“yeah?”
“who is that?”
“oh, that’s my sister ae-cha”
“she’s beautiful”
“easy there, man. my dad would literally kill you if he heard you say that out loud” jinseoul says but hyunjin is too caught up to even hear what the prince said. jeon ae-cha, jeon jungkook’s first daughter out of five and absolutely divine. maybe now isn’t the right time but he will make a move on her soon…
~🫧
It’s been hours since you three have been talking together, and even though it was just mostly him and Yeonjin, Jungkook always manages to include you in the conversation as well, because he knows it must be awkward for you to be around two people who have known each other since their childhood.
He is so amazed at how well you carry yourself around other women, who know him and you’re not insecure unlike him because he’s the most insecure partner in the world, Jungkook loves you so much.
But again, you have no reason to be insecure. He’s yours and he’s always going to be yours. “Yn? Why don’t you hang out in the garden for a little while? while I go check on our boys?” he smiles, looking into your eyes and,
Yeonjin feels like you’re the most luckiest woman in the world, especially with the way he’s so in love with you. It’s so clear anyone can see it from miles away that the Great King is head over heels for you.
And he doesn’t even try to hide it or be subtle about his affection for you, she can’t help but wonder- how can someone be in love with someone after having nine children with them and after being together for so many years?
But the truth is that how could he ever get bored of a woman like you?
She feels a little out of place, and she is just constantly looking at you because you’re beautiful— you look very young for your age, you don’t look like you’ve had nine pregnancies at all, it was hard for her to believe at first you both have nine children together.
Because that is just insane, in the history of Goryeo- no emperor or king has ever had more than two children with their queen. A lot of them have fathered many many illegitimate children with their consorts, concubines and even court ladies and maids, but…
Jungkook looks at you like you’re the only woman in the world. It’s like he only sees you. “Wow…. You’re both very much in love.” She can’t help but comment when she sees his arms constantly wrapped around you.
When would obviously feel jealous of your relationship with him? it is astonishing because everyone knows his reputation as the ruthless conqueror, but if they saw what she is seeing right now? They would call him pathetic.
He pays so much attention to you, his dark eyes are always so sparkly whenever they are on you, and he’s so caring and attentive towards you.
He’s like every woman’s dream. You’re very lucky.
It doesn’t help because you’re beautiful too, you have glow on your face and your beauty marks are gorgeous, your hair looks great and your innocent eyes are definitely what must’ve caught his eyes.
Frankly, you don’t even look like you gave birth recently- TO TWINS?!
Jungkook used to talk about this one girl to her all the time and maybe she was you. You fit the description of her really well.
“Okay my love… I’ll take my leave and check on the children.” Jungkook coos, kissing your cheek as he finally, and reluctantly leaves you alone with her.
As Jungkook walks around the palace, he is still nervous because he doesn’t know why she’s here, and he has no idea about her husband, Jungkook is deeply busy with this thoughts when he spots Jinseoul and Hyunjin near the stables.
He walks towards the young men, “Hey boys!”
“what are you guys talking about?”
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iluvchanniesposts · 2 years
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Skz soft hours.
This is solely for fan fiction. In no way, shape or form am I trying to reciprocate the members in real life. Please read with caution.
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Bang Chan
Chan is definitely the type to wrap his arms around you when you’re doing daily tasks. He rests his head on your shoulder since you’re slightly shorter and hums into your ear. If there’s music playing, he’ll sway the two of you side to side to the beat of the music.
His love language is gifts. Whether it be flowers or new shoes to replace the ones you got dirty. You always tell him that you don’t need gifts all the time, but he insists because he says you’re the most perfect partner ever.
Loves to stay up late with you and have you lay on his chest, running his hands through your hair. “You’re so beautiful.” his raspy voice always seems to give you goosebumps.
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Lee Minho
Minho’s favourite past time is watching you with his cats. He purposely brings them into the living room so they can cuddle up on your lap. It’s not long before he gets a pout on his lips because he’s jealous that they like you more than him.
When in public or around other people, he acts like he doesn’t love cuddles. It’s a different story when you’re alone, him immediately laying his head on your lap or chest as soon as he can. He always demands that you scratch his scalp too.
Gets pouty and jealous around the boys if you play around with them too much. Especially Jeongin since you find him so cute, but Minho goes extremely soft when you give him assurance and kiss him in front of everyone.
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Seo Changbin
Biggest softie ever. So clingy and follows you around everywhere. “You’re going there, without me?” He pouts even harder when you laugh. A smile forms on his face when you agree to bring him with you, earning cute noises from him.
If you’re up in the night and can’t sleep, he’s the type to stay up with you and wait until you fall asleep before he does. Will rub circles on your back or arm to help you get drowsy, and if that doesn’t work he’ll stick your favourite film on the tv.
The biggest show off. Whether it’s posting pictures of you all the time or just bragging to his friends. You get shy and tell him to stop, but nothing could ever stop him from showing everyone how much he adores you.
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Hwang Hyunjin
Has pretend arguments with you just so he can let all of his sass out. Rolls his eyes and shoves you playfully when you state him on something. “Ugh, that is not true!” with a light slap to your shoulder.
Loves to see you playing with Kkami. Sometimes even makes you sit still with Kkami so he can’t paint a picture of you two. If Kkami starts becoming restless, he’ll just paint you whilst you sit there watching the tv, capturing all your features.
Always asks for massages but you constantly have to stop half way through because he’s too ticklish. You roll your eyes and climb off him, engulfing him in hugs instead.
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Han Jisung
Is the biggest baby ever. Loves to play around and annoy you any chance he can get. Has absolutely no remorse in PDA and showing you off to his members. “Isn’t she so beautiful? You’re sooo beautiful baby.” He squishes your cheeks in front of the rest of the members and makes you blush.
If you’re both bored, he insists on building pillow forts and watching Disney films. Sometimes it becomes a competition of who can build the better fort. Being the sneaky shit he is, he’ll come over and knock yours down to his advantage.
Is absolutely obsessed with ruffling your hair or cupping your cheeks. No words could ever describe his love and adoration for you. If you scold him, he’ll just boop your nose and laugh before walking away.
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Lee Felix
BIGGEST SWEETHEART EVER! If you’re upset, he will not leave your side. “It’s okay baby, it’ll blow over. I’m here.” He cradles you in his arms and holds you until you’re okay. If you want alone time, he is also fine with that.
His love language is baking you his special brownies. Down day, happy day or boring day, he will bake for you. Even when it’s your birthday, he still bakes you brownies over a cake if you wish.
Makes such a big fuss over achievements for you. Ordered your own food and pushed your anxiety aside? He’s immediately at your side and giving you words of affirmation. Always telling you he’s proud of you.
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Kim Seungmin
Biggest wind up ever! Brushing your hair? He’s behind you poking your sides. Dropped something? He’s walking by and slapping your ass as you bend over. “Sorry baby, you’re just too easy to annoy!” He defends himself when you chase him.
Is so soft for you and hates it when you talk bad about yourself. It always ends up in such a heated conversation about each other’s insecurities, and almost always ends up in giving each other too many compliments.
Loves to tease you about your height or hand size. Constantly holding his hand up against yours just to say you have gremlin hands. Laughs so much when you defend yourself and tell him you’re fun sized. He finishes with a kiss to your head, telling you he’s only kidding.
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Yang Jeongin
Is quite shy and goes red when you kiss him. You love to tease him about this, always complimenting him and hyping him up every minute of the day. “Stop! You’re embarrassing me.” He covers his face with his hands.
Likes to prove he’s stronger than you all the time by pinning you down and tickling you. This is usually a punishment for embarrassing him with compliments, but nothing stops you. Loves to see you kicking around under his grasp.
Such a baby when it comes to sleep. Will sleep for the longest time and whine when you try to get out of bed. Has his arm over you strongly when you try to move out of his grip. Stirs in his sleep and pokes his lip out for you to stay.
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my warm happy butterfly feelings evaporated by the end of the 4th chapter 💀
hana 😭😭 why bestie 😭😭😭 i wanted to give her the benefit of the doubt, i want her to be happy like y/n wants her to be but when she lied to hyunjin about watching his performance + stole y/n’s words/opinion of it, and didn’t seem to give a shit..... 🔪✊😐✊🔪
she clearly doesn’t have a genuine interest in hyunjin’s hobbies and passions, which are important to him and a vital piece of him, and i’m just over here wondering how she thinks that’s gonna work out for her in the long term.... you can’t fake a relationship, well i mean you can, but not if you want an authentic match made in heaven like she seems to desire. i hope someone comes to their senses and talks to her, preferably y/n bc she needs to look out for hana’s heart as her best friend, if not hyunjin’s too as he’s not just an acquaintance anymore, because neither of them deserve.... whatever is going on here. i mean, we don’t know yet what hyunjin’s intentions are for the relationship, if hes also looking for long term or just going with the flow, but either way, hana is not the one for him (obviously, because you didn’t write her to be). he said he wouldn’t hurt hana (at least i think that’s who he was talking about), so i’m curious as to how this is gonna play out.... i’m sure whatever happens, you’re gonna write it so beautifully😭
i think as well that hana’s used her energy focusing on her romantic relationships (past and present) rather than on being observant and a good friend to y/n, which makes me sad. i’m glad y/n has felix though, even if he’s being a jealous bean rn💛
um.... also we love minho the menace. i mean i had to stop and breathe deeply because i was as nervous and embarrassed for what he was gonna say as y/n, but..... dare i say..... he’s useful in progressing the plot✨ if only slightly✨ i could be wrong, bc you didn’t give a direct hint (that i know of), but i’m hoping hyunjin, as the smart, observant boy he is, caught on to what minho was saying. because i really think hyunjin remembers y/n too, whether he’s as sentimental about it as her or not.
..... just thought about the fact that if earlier at the chateau y/n had chosen to ask hyunjin if he remembered her, and he did catch on to what minho was saying at the diner..... boyohboyohboy🤪 the mortification–i can feel it. silly goose y/n hours, for sure. she’d be regretting every decision to open up to anyone she’s ever made.
lastly, i just wanted to point out that i noticed and appreciated the purple pin that was holding up that art piece💜👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨 little foreshadowing there?? i hope🥺
as always love you and your writing. i want to live in the slwy universe so bad😩 the way you’ve described everything like settings and people is so !!!!!! ugh, i don’t have the words. it’s so easy to get immersed in the story each chapter. and i just see so much of myself in the way you’ve written y/n, but she’s living my dream😭 when is it my turn?🤨 but yeah. you’re just so talented jade, i don’t know how else to put it. i might’ve said something like this before but i feel like i need to tell you a hundred times because i don’t want you to ever doubt yourself. thank you for being so creative and sharing that with us. so cool of you lol 🤍
hi anon ! don’t worry your butterflies will come back in chapter 5 😘 im glad you want hana to be happy, but also dislike her 😭 understandable. she definitely does want a match made in heaven but also seems to believe that it means everything will fall into place with no real effort from her side. that’s probably why she isn’t too interested in knowing more about hyunjin as a person. yes! hyunjin’s intentions are unknown too at this point.
we will see if hyunjin caught onto minho’s conversation or remembers yn…👀 that would definitely have been so embarrassing for her if she asked hyun that and then the minho conversation happened ! its a good thing it didn’t right 🤪 so glad you noticed the purple pin 📍
thank you so much for your kind words. i want to live in this universe too so bad, its peaceful and romantic and dreamy and slow. your words went straight to my heart thank u so much! also did you forget your anon emoji or do you not have one ??🧐 i love you !
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stray kids: them saying i love you for the first time
song recommendation: fallin flower by seventeen
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chan: saying i love you for the first time was something that came extremely natural for chan. he wasn’t one to dwell on saying the dreaded three words in a new relationship because what he felt for you couldn’t be described with insignificant letters. he instead wrote songs for you, matching every lyric and beat to every thought that clouded his mind: you. the first ever song he made specifically for you he showed to you when you were enveloped within his arms in bed. he handed you some headphones and watched every expression pass your face as you noted the precious lyrics and melodic beat. once the song was finished and before you could even comment on it, chan spoke quickly, “it’s okay if you don’t feel the same just yet, but i wanted you to know that i truly, truly love you. i’ve been in love with you since the moment i laid eyes on you.”
minho: much like chan, minho was never one to focus on saying i love you, it was more than enough for him that he and you both felt such deep feelings for one another. in fact, minho couldn’t even recall if either of you had spoken those three words to one another because to him there were other sentences that enveloped the same meaning in a different phrase. it was only when han commented on never hearing either of you say i love you to one another did minho feel insecure about it. it soon plagued every thought racking his brain until he couldn’t escape it and had to blurt out his feelings, even if it was over the phone. “i love you,” minho spoke as he stood in a empty studio, “i know it’s probably out of the blue but i just want you to hear me say it, i know you feel exactly the same as i do so you don’t have to say it back but … yeah, i love you.”
changbin: much different than the first two, changbin would be one to make the biggest deal out of those three words. he would have so many sleepless nights debating with himself ( or chan ) how he would speak them, if you even felt the same and how exactly he would confess to you over such an important topic. one week, he decided that an occasion called where he needed to treat you as you deserved, so he treated you to a nice meal. the entire meal changbin spent on edge about how exactly he would utter the words and what he didn’t realise was how natural they would at last come to him. the two of you ended your evening with a walk across the park and as changbin looked over to you, hair rippling with the wind and your scarf bundled up tightly he didn’t realise he even let the words and his confession slip, “i love you, so much you have no idea.”
hyunjin: flustered boy number one. as we all know, hyunjin tends to fall on the dramatic side and it was no different when it came to important topics such as confessing his newfound love to his partner. even more so than changbin, hyunjin found himself sharing his worries with his members that somehow him saying ‘i love you’ would change everything for the worse despite them only being three words. he held out for as long as possible, half curious to see if you would say the phrase first and the other half because he was genuinely terrified that saying ‘i love you’ would somehow do the opposite than cementing both of yours already obvious feelings. this one sided game of hyunjin’s could only last so long, however, and soon his confession came in the form of shouted words and slight hostility after hyunjin admired you for too long as you were both sat watching a movie, “i love you! y/n, i can’t hold back anymore, i love you, i love you, i love you.”
jisung: the very first time jisung confessed to you was when you was asleep. you were bundled in his arms and he couldn’t help but slip out an ‘i love you’ in response to simply appreciating you. after you slightly moved but didn’t awake, jisung froze with fear and swore from that moment on that his heart was ready to bounce from his chest and that left him unable to speak those three words. not ideally, the next time jisung had to revisit those words was when you two were in the middle of an argument and he couldn’t help himself. his misplaced concern mixing with secretive anger that left him confessing at the wrong time, “i’m angry because i love you okay! of course that would annoy me when i’m so in love with you it hurts!”
felix: very early on in your relationship, felix was certain that his feelings had to evolve around love for you. he didn’t try and wait out the first stages of your relationship, but he also didn’t want to rush into confessing his love all at once. it took a couple weeks for felix to be absolutely certain of his feelings before he decided on sharing his newfound love with you in the only way he knew how: baking. instead of taking you to a fancy restaurant, felix cooked and baked a meal and dessert for you to enjoy with a movie trailing on in the background. his original plan was to confess his feelings at the end of the night, but fate had other plans when he first laid eyes on you before you had even taken a bite out of dinner. “y/n, i don’t know if this is too early but i’m sure that my feelings can’t be a lie, i love you, so much that it feels unreal sometimes.”
seungmin: seungmin was kind of oblivious to his feelings until they hit him like a truck. he payed no mind to the three words that seemed to plague every fresh relationship because to him feeling such intense emotions with another person was more than enough. it wasn’t until you two were in a secluded recording studio and you spoke with such raw love in your words about how beautiful his voice and singing was did he suddenly remember those three words like a wave washing over him. “hey, i know i’m not really affectionate with words or anything, but just know that i love you, so much. even if i don’t say it sometimes, just know that it’s always true.”
jeongin: flustered boy number two. poor jeongin would spend day after day worrying about how he would convey every single feeling he felt towards you into three words. since you were his first and only partner, he wanted to express just how important you were to him. he had no idea how long to wait to confess the words and the advice from chan that said, ‘just do what you feel is right’ served as instead very unhelpful. it was your three month anniversary and jeongin had promised to take you out for the night. when he had seen your outfit and how effortlessly beautiful you looked, he couldn’t help but embrace you, placing kiss after kiss on every inch of your skin and confessing, “i love you, oh my god, i love you so much, y/n.”
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