#why is this making me emotional wtf

[icarusbetide]

are you normal or did you feel melancholy when you realized that the historical figures you think of as the "young generation" due to the time period you engage with, were one day the old ones? because i saw art of lafayette and washington's aides de camp right above art on henry clay's generation and it hit me like a sucker punch.

yes they are all dead white men from over a century ago but damn. alexa, play the times they are a-changin.

#i just imagined lafayette on his tour of america as an old man thinking about washington hamilton laurens PLS #the brain rot seeped in too much #why is this making me emotional wtf #Your old road is rapidly aging. Please get out of the new one if you can't lend a hand. #For the times they are a-changin' #washington's aides #the aides de camp #amrev #amrev fandom #antebellum #19th century rpf

[wr-n]

Nightmare has such a complex about owning things, i love it so much. Just the fact that the people he chose to keep with him have significance to him and people taking them away is more of an atrocity to him than anything else.

That's why he was so upset when Cross decided to be more loyal to Dream because he saw him FIRST. He was supposed to be HIS.

He knows Dream isn't trying to intentionally goad him into rage-filled tantrums, but he still hates that, yet again, everyone loves Dream over him.

It's why he clings to Killer and Dust because they want him. They try to get closer to him even when he hurts them.

They're so special to him.

With Horror it's... complicated. Because he knows that what they had could never get any further than a boss and employee relationship and that was sufficient. But it does sting him sometimes when he can feel Horror's thoughts of leaving and never coming back.

#wtf why did writing this nearly make me cry #maybe i feel bad for nightmare idk #but at the same time i dont XD bc he's the all powerful one here #he can do what he wants #emotional attachments always get me in the feels #its why so many hurt/no comfort fics get me crying for weeks straight #wraith notes #eldritch twins #nightmare #killer #dust #cross #dream #horror

[fisheito]

SCREMS my snautsticic child he is trying ok!!!!!! one tiny snake human hybrid built from the cave-ground-up, , attempting to learn all the implicit rules of humanness?! as if it isn't already tough enough out here!!!!

#ALL he has to work off of is the Great Serpent's memories? fuzzy clips of ppl he might have seen or interacted with?? #depending on the kind of snake he was he could have a variety of defense mechanisms #he could have had to suppress his hissing instinct. or maybe he contorted his body in that adorably vertical corn snake way when he scared #big baby eyes trying to mimic the ppl around him but they are busy being judgemental #so many stupid little human things that villagers try to explain to him as “that's just the way it is” or “never really thought about why” #and yakumo just stares in disbelief bc how could u have never thought about the concept of goosebumps #you're telling me ur skin turns into plucked-bird-skin when you're cold or frightened and that is completely mundane? #you're telling me that when ppl try to hug you it is NOT because they want to strangle u to death and eat u???? #how much strength am i supposed to put into a hug then. NOT bone crushimg?????? #WHAT EMOTION IS THIS GESTURE SUPPOSED TO CONVEY #the tags tho #now imagining blade and yakumo shaking hands and discussing “why are humans such funky lil guys and why do they do the things they do” #several of the non-humans gather in a monthly meeting like: #on today's agenda: WTF is kissing. why are they smashing their food holes together. #one week they bring in a guest human (edmond?) and ask him all of humanity's big questions from non-human POV #and edmond's just like ??? i don't know???!?!?? #and eberyone throws up their arms in frustration bc if humans don't make sense to the humans then what are we supposed 2do #nu carnival yakumo

[iguessricciardo]

brazilian gp’22 | daniel, charles and pierre signing shirts

#no why did this make me so emotional #im literally gonna cry wtf #daniel ricciardo #charles leclerc  #pierre gasly #brazilian gp 2022 #mp*

[bas-writes]

I am not bawling my eyes out over the last message from Demon Slayer, of course not ❤️

#why did it make me so emotional wtf #its unfair #but guess what's also unfair??? #that snake dude and the love girl died #I know they got reborn and ended up together BUT STILL WTF #*shakes fist* #bas binges demon slayer

[organised-disaster]

OH MY GOD THE WEAPONS AND ARMOUR FRISK CAN PICK UP BELOMGED TO THE OTJER HUMANS

I AM NOT OKAY RIGHT NOW

THIS FUCKIGN GAME I JKAHDBEJSNAND DBSKKCNFJEKFBF

#shitpost #undertale #undertale pacifist #just met my favourite little bbgrill in game #frisk undertale #toby fox your silly little game makes me unwell #sobbing crying throwing up #this game makes me feel emotions i didnt know existed #why is it all so good wtf man

[beneaththegildedmoon]

Someone tell me why I am sat here seething silently with unbridled rage because my partner is simply hanging up the laundry he asked me to hang up hours ago that I forgot about? He didn't say anything to me or give me shit for forgetting or anything, he's just silently doing the thing because it needs to get done and i havent done it, but my stupid brain is interpreting it as if he walked up out of nowhere and called me a useless piece of shit who never contributes anything, and I don't know how to stop reacting this way. Why the fuck do I interpret everything as passive-aggression and criticism like this?? And why can't I regulate myself back down from that rage response when I know perfectly well that it's unfounded? Like I can stop myself saying anything or acting on it, but I'm verging on shaking with rage over something I know to be ridiculous and I feel like I genuinely have no control over it?? It makes me feel so guilty and stupid, I hate this

#why am i like this? #this is entirely unreasonable and yet i cant make myself back down from this emotional ledge #why tf am i angry at him for doing something helpful??? #something is fr wrong with me wtf

[comas-are-for-sleeping]

bc it's like. and i was GOING to talk to you about the religion aspect of it because it is also partly a letter to God where i am like bro fuck me why is everything so hard; but also like. u know that already i could talk myself into the ground about that already so like yeah. i never posted this one bc it explicitly mentioned my age in a way that i Do Not have the heard to change and also i am emotionally fragile about it and it was probably one of the last songs i wrote before the one i made for tater last year... and it's SO SAD man. it started out as a poem about me hating summer now and the fact that i hated hating summer now because it used to be my favorite season, but then every single thing that made me love the season got taken away from me--the place i was in when i got to experience it, the people i got to be with, the friends and the family and the spending time with all of those people who were so important to me--and then it kind of slowly turned into me going why is everything that i am fucked up how do you even wait for me when i'm like this why must time pass and why does the hurt only get worse. and there's like no real point to me talking about this song i do not think i am going anywhere with this but it is SO IMPRESSIVE how badly i did not want to listen to it until like. over a year later. and now every time i listen to it it's wild because i always get to have the fun realization that this fits literally any breakdown i could have that would have me listening to sad music like goddamn it is it a versatile little fucker of a song.

but also it is interesting because there are parts in there that i've grown a little about and i can look back and be glad that i have moved on from it. it's like a little marker fr like one day when i'm like fifty i can look back on this song and be like haha fuck you life i won. so i'm kind of just. drifting along waiting for that i think

FJFJRJR ALL OF THIS IS SO REAL DUDE IM

bc literally same omfg DUUDE. *shakes you and then hugs you and then shakes you again*

#its like. and idk if this is rlly related to what ur saying actually but for me these two things have major overlap #of the like. how much of what is ‘wrong’ is my fault and how much of it was not at all in my control and just #LIVING with mistakes or even just perceived mistakes #and forgivinh yourself and others OHKHGKGKGL #IT IS ROUGH OUT HERE OH THERE IS THIS SONG #i actually ended up making a playlist of all the songs that leave me emotionally devastated and there is one #that is like ‘i hate myself for hating you because you didnt really do anything wrong so why do i hurt so much’ #that my roommate played on the speakers one night and i was just. sat on my bed like WTF??? #BUT THEN ALSO THE GROWTH??????? and like the knowledge that it will continue to get better even tho it feels so fuckinh slow #and endless but you literally have empirical evidence that it gets better #*runs up the walls and bounces around in a feral manner* #ALSO HELLO THIS IS LITERALLY ONE OF THE LIKE. THREE THINGS BOUNCING IN MY HEAD RN SO UMM. WOW TWINNING #just so so much unnamed and indescribable emotion that i want to DRAW but people are SO fucking hard #ask #soryasongsaa #pen and ink

[etcnnante]

w,,, weather report ,,,...... anyone else agree with me

#█ ▌ 𝙜𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙤𝙪𝙩. / ooc. #( my mind is occupied with many thoughts of him ..... why does he mean so much to me ... ) #( started making a handful of icons for him and i felt such intense emotions for him wtf love that freak of a man ) #( me @ a 40 year old man 'baby boy.... let me hold u gently' )

[northlight14]

I’m almost finished playing the first danganronpa game and I’ve just found out who the mastermind is (please don’t give me any spoilers beyond that reveal) and I fully stand by the opinion that the worst thing Junko has ever done is bring this room into existence

I ranted to my partner about this room for a good 10 minutes and I will keep doing so because it’s the ugliest room I think I’ve ever seen. Yeah she killed her sister and stuff. Whatever. But Junko is the ultimate fashionista and yet she subjected so many peoples eyes to this atrocity!! Unforgivable😔 /hj

#literally nothing in there is the same colour. and I don’t like it #even the stuff that is the same colour is a different shade! #also wtf are those double curtains. and they’re pink and green too! just stop #it’s not even a subtle pink and green either. these colours really said go bright or go home #theyre the same colours as neon highlighters. and I hate it #not to mention the fading tiles on the wall…just why? #no tile in this room is the same shade and I hate it #also wtf is going on with those pillars?! #the hot pink curtains and tiles paired with the red tiles on the floor…the more I look at this room the more it upsets me #somehow the brown wooden stand in the middle makes the room worse to me. like they couldn’t even have that matching #it looks like the colour wheel threw up on it #the curtains really said “the wizard of Oz: barbie addition” #Makoto said he was blinded going into this trial by a white light. I don’t think that was an emotional thing #I just think the bright ass colours blinded him for a second and his eyes needed to adjust to this crime against humanity #honestly Junko 10/10. I know you made me feel despair and I feel it all over again every time I look at this atrocity #danganronpa #danganronpa trigger happy havoc #junko enoshima #danganronpa thh spoilers #danganronpa spoilers #tw murder mention #I hate this room with a burning passion and I’m so glad it was destroyed within an hour later😅

[reddiamondyeet]

Guhg. My life is a joke I think.

#red rants #literally can't even care about other people properly anymore #cause for some reason seeing other people's pain just makes me me irritated and annoyed and jealous #which is dumb. why am i feeling that way. they are in pain. that makes no sense. #why is my first reaction to someone that I care about in pain literally just that one audio that's like #“STOP FUCKING CRYING BITCH WAHWAHWAH I DON'T WANNA FUCKING HEAR IT” #<- that's my instinctual emotions for some damn reason. can't even control it or anything it just bubbles up out of nowhere. #even when i care about people #it's like i care about them but can't care for them #and what am i supposed to say??? #“hey sorry I can't care about you my emotions said no” #wtf

[ofthecaravel]

the way i just KNOW danny would absolutely love the way you draw him

🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 do u really think so

#WHY DID THIS MAKE ME SO EMOTIONAL #I HOPE HE WOULD #HE IS MY MANNN #youre so sweet wtf #mwah

[slipknot-sic-0]

i love.. i absolutely adore researching about slipknot- and i get very serious about it/the info i find. but on occasion i will stumble upon an extremely attractive jim pic and then the world ends and i turn into a mushy little puddle

#i have no other way to explain this phenomenon #i’m going to start calling it the ‘jim effect’ #it’s like.. sir why do you give me these emotions #it’s not even like ‘omg he’s so hot i want to eat him’ (most of the time it is) #but other times it’s just me sitting around scrolling and then seeing a pic and then my throat gets tight and i get the giggles #and roll around on my bed like it’s a high school crush #jim root #blah blah blah #he makes my heart hurt in a weird way wtf #i wanted to use lots of other words but i don’t wanna get censored or smt idk <3

[noxtivagus]

no thoughts only zack fair !!!!

#🌙.rambles #[ ffvii. ] #holding unto my sanity for Him #eyes the color of the sky n. >< I LOVE HIM???? he's so precious n #crisis core's ost is. it makes me emotional oh my god. 'why'.. the lyrics. man. #i'm gna cry i searched up some lyrics i will cry i love the sky so much n #oh dear i really seem to love characters that remind me of like. the sky huh. FUCK I'M EMOTIONAL SOB THIS IS WHAT FF DOES TO ME #ff characters w blue color schemes n dark hair :<< noctis & zack & rinoa >>>> #no bcs wait 'why's lyrics r so.. loneliness? the sky? the past? warmth? night? heart? burdens? smiles? freedom? #I SEE IT WTF i rlly do love my fav characters in v similar ways #noctis.. hdkfasjdfkld ok it makes me v shy n embarrassed bcs two years back was peak of my cringe ngl but also Free #writing from the. perspective of. FINE 'reader' there #dude it's like cringe i was a hopeless romantic back then ok but. how the night wld make the uh yeah emotional bcs #it'd remind them of. oh man. the beautiful stars. the moon you loved so much. but how they were ever so far out of your reach. #nights that. NAH the rest of this is too embarrassing but #hehe i'm still fond of that certain. bittersweet feeling of longing & yearning? #i was thinking abt tropes earlier ngl thanks to ff again n w childhood friends as one of my favs. i rmbered smth i saw some other ppl #say abt how they don't like it bcs friends to lovers in general is just 'predictable' but honestly i think that's one thing i like abt it #that. certainty that i feel safe in. something that feels like home something you can return to but. #with some tension too like. ffvii context cloti but then i love the angst w clerith but that's just an example </3 #back w noct though there's. haurchefant ffxiv. the clear blue sky.. ishgard nights in the snow. warm smiles #yeah all my fav charas thinking of it they rlly have themes that r so similar in a way n. duh. they're my favs for a reason #why's lyrics r rlly unfair tho wtf final fantasy 😭 tbf ff as a whole resonates w me a Lot. the other ff songs too like #hollow. opera maria and draco. kiss me good-bye. suteki da ne. melodies of life. eyes on me. every single ffxiv one too ofc. #i'm anxious oh no.. nah i'll remove these tags i'll rest a bit from school even for just a moment. i love my family i feel better now :<< #n then. ff. video games in general honestly just give me so much comfort i'm really so grateful i wldn't be here without #my family n all these stories 🥹🤍 #i'm awfully emotional rn i think i'll actually go cry i miss the past so much but ff's rather a bittersweet comfort rn. THIS SONG.. #i miss her i miss the old me i don't feel like myself rn but i'll find it again soon. i hope. i know i will but.. yeah ahh i'm crying rn #i'm sorry i feel so bad bcs i rlly have no energy but i'll find my way again yes certainly

[xnoel]

#no but why did dan performing with 8loom for the first time in 3 months (in a animal costume even!!!) just make me cry wtf #i think it was because they showed him getting emotional over it #kimi no hana ni naru

[thebibliosphere]

So, anyway, I say as though we are mid-conversation, and you're not just being invited into this conversation mid-thought. One of my editors phoned me today to check in with a file I'd sent over. (<3)

The conversation can be surmised as, "This feels like something you would write, but it's juuuust off enough I'm phoning to make sure this is an intentional stylistic choice you have made. Also, are you concussed/have you been taken over by the Borg because ummm."

They explained that certain sentences were very fractured and abrupt, which is not my style at all, and I was like, huh, weird... And then we went through some examples, and you know that meme going around, the "he would not fucking say that" meme?

Yeah. That's what I experienced except with myself because I would not fucking say that. Why would I break up a sentence like that? Why would I make them so short? It reads like bullet points. Wtf.

Anyway. Turns out Grammarly and Pro-Writing-Aid were having an AI war in my manuscript files, and the "suggestions" are no longer just suggestions because the AI was ignoring my "decline" every time it made a silly suggestion. (This may have been a conflict between the different software. I don't know.)

It is, to put it bluntly, a total butchery of my style and writing voice. My editor is doing surgery, removing all the unnecessary full stops and stitching my sentences back together to give them back their flow. Meanwhile, I'm over here feeling like Don Corleone, gesturing at my manuscript like:

ID: a gif of Don Corleone from the Godfather emoting despair as he says, "Look how they massacred my boy."

Fearing that it wasn't just this one manuscript, I've spent the whole night going through everything I've worked on recently, and yep. Yeeeep. Any file where I've not had the editing software turned off is a shit show. It's fine; it's all salvageable if annoying to deal with. But the reason I come to you now, on the day of my daughter's wedding, is to share this absolute gem of a fuck up with you all.

This is a sentence from a Batman fic I've been tinkering with to keep the brain weasels happy. This is what it is supposed to read as:

"It was quite the feat, considering Gotham was mostly made up of smog and tear gas."

This is what the AI changed it to:

"It was quite the feat. Considering Gotham was mostly made up. Of tear gas. And Smaug."

Absolute non-sensical sentence structure aside, SMAUG. FUCKING SMAUG. What was the AI doing? Apart from trying to write a Batman x Hobbit crossover??? Is this what happens when you force Grammarly to ignore the words "Batman Muppet threesome?"

Did I make it sentient??? Is it finally rebelling? Was Brucie Wayne being Miss Piggy and Kermit's side piece too much???? What have I wrought?

Anyway. Double-check your work. The grammar software is getting sillier every day.

#autocorrect writes the plot #I uninstalled both from my work account #the enshittification of this type of software through the integration of AI has made them untenable to use #not even for the lulz