#why am i so irritated

[onlydreaa]

Bro I have the worst attitude today and I can’t stop omg

#why am I so irritated #talk to me at your own risk

[a-place-to-exist]

maybe it’s because i’m wearing a different sweater than usual but I feel like a different person and everyone I talk to annoys me for some reason

#why am i so irritated #talk

[sergle]

FOREWARNING FOR GROSS-OUT SKIN CLOSEUP SHIT DON'T YELL AT ME FOR SHOWING YOU has anyone else gotten this really weird phenomenon on youtube. I swear every algorithm on every website is actively and purposely worse now. Where you'll be scrolling through vids after searching for something (I was looking at crochet stuff) and SANDWICHED IN THE MIDDLE OF ACTUAL SEARCH RESULTS... YOU KNOW. LIKE THINGS RELEVANT TO THE KEYWORDS I TYPED

are a couple of completely out of left field SHOCK VALUE VIDS. like to intentionally be alarming. drama vids and things you're enticed to click on bc they're upsetting, and deep deep closeups on zits. what the fuck is going on. Sandwiched between videos about GRANNY SQUARES. crack? is it crack we're smoking????

#are you telling me I can search for crochet patterns and be fed videos of pimple popping and news about anorexic influencers? #THESE ARE NOT ADS!!!! they're just IN THERE. I have ublock I've got all that stuff. these are just completely irrelevant videos #in the search results after I typed like. granny square patterns. or something really basic like that #NASTY shit #and I know it's not the algorithm clocking me bc I can tell when they do that. but I hate hate hate pimple popping videos #so that's not gonna be it. #when mr. algorithm gets me I can smell it. because guess what. nail polish. it's always nail polish. #and I don't watch upsetting shit abt the starvation girl or anything either. and I don't follow drama clickbait channels #WHAT IS THIS. WHERE AM I. #why did they make me look at this!!!! #sergle.txt #you're not allowed to yell at me btw I gave you a warning. which was more than I got. we're in this together now. #i'm not sure what to tag this as bc if i tag it as body horror then ppl will bark at me bc zits are natural. is it natural to get #a camera this close to big irritated holes and boils on your face. lesions. cysts. is that natural. are we friends #do i need to be close enough to smell you. put my eyes directly into the holes in your face

[qpjianghu]

(...but what if I was?)

Li Lianhua / Li Xiangyi | Mysterious Lotus Casebook (2023)

#mysterious lotus casebook #li lianhua #li xiangyi #lhl #my mlc gifs #thanks to the folks who helped weigh in on that last gif! #specifically thank you to: #the-surreptitious-albatross #lianxiaojie #and an apology... #to our dear a-fei #for including him in this gifset #I still believe that the feihua relationship is one of the most devastating tragedies of this show #because of the way that di feisheng grows subtly but significantly over the course of the show #and he comes SO CLOSE to loving and accepting llh/lxy for who he is and who he always was #and maybe he in fact DOES get to this point internally #but his last words to llh are inviting him to fight him like times of old #showing (in llh's eyes at least) a regression to their previous selves #a “self” that maybe llh feels he never actually was #which is why I specifically wanted a feihua scene in that last gif to juxtapose with the more obvious shan gudao scene #the subtext of that feihua scene is very sexy of them (I am looking disrespectfully) #but the text of the scene is brutal and tragic: #as di feisheng violently lashes out at li lianua for his perceived weaknesses #and while llh's initial reaction was at most faintly irritated up until that point #you can see that spark of genuine hurt and sadness in his gaze as dfs holds him at arms length #anyway this has been “things about mlc that make me want to tear my hair out at 3AM” #thank you for coming to my ted talk

[crescentfool]

does anyone else want to stick these two in the same room together or is that just me... i simply think they are adjacent in vibes... (+a bonus thing???)

get u a fictional guy that makes you feel like this... seeing these guys just evoke a Similar Kind of Brain Chemical and Response. Help Me.

also have bonus yosuke doodle featuring the same brushes used here...! from january 23rd, lol.

#fe3h #sylvain jose gautier #persona 4 #yosuke hanamura #crossover #lizzy does art #umm... hi.... (looks away) this is cringe but i am free. what is life if not to draw your favorite characters together on the same canvas #for the record i do not intend to conflate these two as the same character because they are NOT #'lizz. what on EARTH do you see in these guys.' you know. i wish i could answer that. (actually. i can.) #experiencing both of these characters sent me into an absolute spiral of denial when i realized that i enjoyed them #Words Hard but Basically i think its fascinating how both sylvain and yosuke have like this happier front that they project outwards that- #masks the struggles that they don't want others to see... and while both of them do cringe shit thats incredibly stupid #both of these characters have shown themselves to have like?? actual braincells? (re: yosuke at the start of p4 + sylvain support convos) #granted the kinds of themes and messages each of them is meant to convey varies bc of the setting and stories they are in #the sylvain + yosuke pipeline.... oh also i think the fandoms tend to rationalize both of their behavior towards women as like. #a closeted bi case. it's kinda strange to me why they overlap in certain ways hm hm... #but its just so funny to me that like. idk. they're both unbearable. they irritating for a reason /s #i should really draw these two more often (in like separate illusts) they are so fun i love their color schemes and designs it sparks joy #ok ok god i had a lot more to say about that than i thought oops. um. yeah. i learned how to draw for stuff like this. worth itTM

[deus-ex-mona]

sena 🤝 yujiro

older siblings (who see themselves as unreliable) who look out for and love their (relatively aloof) younger siblings unconditionally

#finally relistened to shortleg song off the clock and finally realised why i thought the vibe of the song felt so familiar lmao #it’s just watashi no tenshi with extra steps (pun not intended) isn’t it #imagine what the someya bros’ relationship could’ve been like if longleg hadn’t pitted them against each other in kabuki man. #this is all your fault longleg you need parenting classes :( #i’ll be waiting for the someya bros duet hw— #though come to think of it i wonder how mona and shortleg would interact in canon #lock yujiro and sena together in a room and they’ll probably talk about work and stuff all professionally. #lock mona and koichiro in a room together and they’ll stay in there trash talking yujiro for hours… maybe #now i wanna see shortleg become mona’s partner in yujiro-related crimes lmaoooo what if he ‘stole’ *that* cd from yujiro upon her request #or maybe they’ll be honest with each other about their feelings for their older sibs #like a ​‘my older bro/sis is sooooo irritating… but i love ‘em and support their careers anyway’ kinda thing #now i wonder what shortleg would’ve been like in honeypre (rip) i want him to talk to ken too… #man. this sure was a pointless post. i think i need more sleep. gnnnnnn (it’s 7.30 in the am) #染BODY ONCE TOLD ME—

[iwritenarrativesandstuff]

First of all, I just want to say. I called it lol

Finally an sskk face off since the sacrifice. I am going insane. I can’t articulate all my thoughts rn but something about the way Atsushi aimed a kick at Akutagawa that he fully expected the guy to block (because they know each other’s usual fighting styles!!!) only for it to connect and hurt him; Atsushi begging Akutagawa to recognize him because even if he still can’t consciously admit it, Atsushi has become convinced that Akutagawa wouldn’t be attacking him like this if he knew it was him; pleading for him to snap out of it and demanding to know why he saved him aghhhhh I’m going feral we know the reason Atsushi we know whyyyyy

I can’t believe it actually. We are at the point where sskk do not want to genuinely hurt each other. Atsushi attacked only out of self defence and was taken aback by actually breaking his wrist. Akutagawa refused to kill Atsushi in the Fukuchi fight and Atsushi is now convinced he’d stop attacking if he recognized him. Holy shit. Oh my god.

And Sigma badass moment! My boy, he pulled through! Either him or Chuuya had to break the stalemate; hell yeah, validation. Wasn’t there a meme someone made? “Prison arc -> prison arc if Sigma still had a gun”? Well Sigma’s got a gun and things are picking up babyyyy! His retort to Fyodor was quite possibly the funniest thing he could’ve said in response. Just completely shut him down. Using what he’s learned running the empty home Fyodor previously tried to buy his trust with. Beautiful. ADA Sigma real??? (I think the story will have to acknowledge his very public involvement with Taneda’s shooting and the acts of terrorism the Hunting Dogs now know he is responsible for… so I’m not sure how that will go but I’d like to see him end up with the Agency tbh… so long as it makes sense.)

Things I did not expect:

Mysterious note left in Russian??? It could be Mykola I suppose but… why? What happened? If he’s actually in trouble I doubt he’d need help escaping. Is it a trap? But what for? Alternatively… could it be Pushkin? He was in Meursault initially right? We never found out what his connection was. It could be a new Russian author too! Intriguing! There’s also the matter of it being written in Russian in the first place - who is it meant for? Sigma specifically? Or is it meant for someone else who speaks Russian?

Dazai is actually injured! I was certain he had something ready to get out on his own but I like this much better. Tbh I know this sounds bad but I’m actually way more invested now that Dazai has a broken leg and Fyodor was just shot. There’s higher stakes, you know? Damn though. I think Dazai’s injuries are. Worse. He’s being terribly self-sacrificial, and is apparently going to face off against Chuuya next time we see him. I do think now the stakes would be too low if Chuuya was completely free of the brainwashing tbh… I’m hoping for a double “I know you’re in there” fight between skk and sskk. Not that Dazai can do much physically but his strength has always been with words anyways, and I am certain Chuuya’s already fighting back. And I know Atsushi will reach Akutagawa. Manifesting sskk reunion where they challenge Fukuchi again and win this time via the power of unbreakable trust (delusional).

Sigma asks Fyodor “WHAT are you?” Which is interesting, and I’m hoping will acknowledge the way Fyodor doesn’t seem to age… but also intriguing is the “getting closer” part on the side which implies he’s not quite right. I think Fyodor will still turn out to be human tbh (it’d be weird otherwise, thematically), but now I’m starting to lend a little more weight to that theory about a Fyodor double…

Well anyways. This was a lot. I’m going to helplessly whir about it for a bit now.

#bsd #bsd spoilers #bsd chapter 107 #storyrambles #I just want an incredibly homoerotic showdown between skk and sskk where Dazai and Atsushi snap their partners out #of the brainwashing so Chuuya can wreak havoc while Dazai watches him with stars in his eyes as he’s crumpled on the floor #and Akutagawa can immediately go off to fight Fukuchi so he doesn’t have to answer Atsushi who is behind him #relieved and irritated and asking him why he chose to save him on repeat #‘I am asking you a question here!’ ‘I cannot hear you jinko we have more pressing matters keep up’ #aya leaning over to bram: ‘he-he’s dodging the question!’ #I take my theorizing very seriously thank you very much :P #wait. Hold on. What if. What if dazai can nullify the vampire curse but only when he’s in contact. #what if chuuya has to carry him everywhere while dazai is in physical contact with him constantly. think of the comedy. think of the gay. #actually I’m going to cry that’s so funny to me. they’d be complaining about it constantly #meanwhile you just know chuuya is worried about the extent of dazai’s injuries and dazai is still livid about the mind control #hi this is unbelievably funny to me

[vilelittlecritter]

"YoU cAnT liKe ThAt ChArAcTeR tHeY [bad action which is integral to the story and why the story is so good in the first place]"

My brother in Christ,

They are not real.

#i hate when people do this #im looking at you fuckers in the omori community #tell me one more time why i cant like sunny or basil and i am sending you into the sun #did you not get the whole point of the game? did you even play the game???? #mf's really play a game about forgiveness and that bad actions dont necessarily correlate to bad people #IT IS LITERALLY ONE OF THE MOST IMPACTFUL LINES IN THE FUCKING GAME #AND ITS KEL WHO SAID WHO THESE MF'S SEEM TO LOVE BECAUSE HES THE CUTE LITTLE INNOCENT BOY WITH NOTHING WRONG WITH HIM #which for the record is a fucking lie Kel is an emotional mess and also not a fucking moron #sorry for getting so annoyed its just irritating because i see it so damn much #random rambles

[taohs]

can tumblr STOP forcing new and unnecessary changes on its current userbase?? if i wanted my dashboard to look like twitter then i’ll go and use twitter instead ????

#i am 100% sure nobody had a problem with the current layout so why make these changes?? #its genuinely irritating to look at because everything looks so clustered

[ikosburneraccount]

I'm sorry I'm so bothered by the fact that in Cinder, when Kai asks Cinder updates on Nainsi (and Cinder respectfully says she hasn't gotten around to it yet), Kai says "You probably have a client list a mile long."

WHY are they using the Imperial system and NOT the metric system? This is bothering me so bad. Literally 99% of the world uses the metric system.

#I am so irritated. WHY #the lunar chronicles #prince kai #linh cinder #mine #LIKE HOW CAN YOU BE MORE OBVIOUS THAT YOURE AN AMERICAN AUTHOR #THIS IS SO EMBARASSING

[thecranekick]

have edited my tags on that post re: jarmen+robby bc i feel like there were somethings i needed to ~clarify~ if anyone cares where i stand LMAO

#not sure why anyone would but just wanted to put that out there lol #i could literally....add so much.....to that post #but i don't want to be any more irritating than i already am <3 #*shaking the bars of my enclosure* #this is a topic i could talk about for hours and hours and hours it's SO serious to me

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

and thus begins the season of 100+ degree heat every single day...

#i will be digging a hole and crawling into it thanks. i will Cover myself with dirt and not come out #the sun is almost completely down and its still over a hundred out. sigh #~its the most wonderful time of the year~ #im placing personal bets whether or not itll hit 120 (im strongly betting Yes) #maybe i should go live in antarctica #vibe with penguins. get killed by a leopard seal. you know how it is #instead my options are: the dirt / walk off into the desert and perish #i wake up every morning miserable and sweaty <3 this is so fun <3 #so jealous of the puppets rn. they dont have to deal with this #put me on a temperature regulated set bois #my laptop: heat warning in effect #YEAH NO SHIT. HONEY. #gonna need to start using my ceiling fan soon just to get some fuckin Sleep #the ac is not enough during the day #absolutely unprompted #i was wondering 'oh why am i more irritated than normal why am i more fatigued than normal' #OH YEAH. BECAUSE ITS MISERABLE OUT. #melting into a puddle of bog... goo... that's just water. hm. #turning into an actual physical bog #sphagnum and tannins and everything #i wake up. i drag myself out of bed. i sit at my desk and dissolve. rinse and repeat #this has been my routine for Days now <3 #i hope yall are having a cooler more tolerable summer! #but given the absolute state of this planet uh! i doubt it! still! i have hope! keep cool guys

[seahydra]

Canvas w/ a bunch of little sketches :]

#atari.png #❥ the prince and the little mermaid #actually you know. i might as well #obey me mc #obey me levi #I dunno why I drew myself so irritated looking in some of these I promise receiving any affection from my wife would make me so happy #I am pretty bad at expressing myself via my face IRL though so I guess it works almost ?!

[gh-0-stcup]

I almost put this in my tags for the last post, but I think it deserves it's own thing.

I am exhausted with this idea that love is inherently Pure and Good, therefore any love which is not Pure and Good is not actually love.

Love transcends morality. That is what makes it so powerful and beautiful. It can be (and often is) the source of goodness, what motivates selflessness and sacrifice. But those are the effects of love, not a quality that is inherent to it.

Love can also be a force of great evil. It fills us, consumes us, changes us, brings us to our knees and lifts us up from the darkness. We can be driven to destroy to protect it, or to destroy indiscriminately when faced with its abscence.

Love transcends reason, logic, and self-preservation. It means different things to different people, has different effects on different people.

Imo, pushing the idea that love is by definition "good" is actually quite dangerous. People know how they feel. Buying into this view leads many to stay in situations that are harmful because they think it can't be that bad if they're so in love.

Followed by the horrible need to reimagine what you had with someone after the fact, deciding to label the whole affair as "not real". You can't trust your own feelings or your own memories because they don't match up to the idealized vision you have of love.

Recognizing that the love itself was real, but the situation was bad allows for better judgment going forward. When you recognize that love still needs to be tempered by reason, that it can be unhealthy or harmful, you are less likely to be blinded your emotions.

#i understand that everybody has a different conceptualization of love #so hopefully i got across why i'm personally so frustrated by the idealization of it in our media #beyond it just being bland writing in general #also some btvs fans get to me sometimes - the continual demeaning of every action some characters take to prove their love #as um aktuaallly that's not love it's just lust and obsession! #it just drags down every conversation #i am irritated folks #and for once it's not because of angel the character lmao #ats #btvs #two of the worst offenders when it comes to mindless love idealization #dangel #spuffy #because it's very relevant to spike too

[thesearchforbluejello]

Why does St*r Trek Pic*rd feel like Trek for people who don't like Trek.

#or know jack shit about it #I am visiting my parents and am thoroughly irritating my mother by citing canon that makes this show bullshit #hologram rights? #THE ENTIRE DOMINION WAR? #like so much of this is just neatly explained by the Dominion War fallout #like the federation's xenophobia and paranoia #but yet we have a more secret than the tal shiar secret police as if that was necessary? #and why did we destroy two whole planets and the entirety of utopia planitia for no real reason #and they fridge that first girl just to magically show up with a second? #and the borg are involved because of course they are? #this reads like a mediocre fanfic that someone wove 347 different plotlines and ocs into like it's their magnum opus #man y'all complained about the aos movies and this is worse #this better get higher quality because i am even more bored than i was with disco #jo watches picard

[topsyturvy-turtely]

I love your energy so much, keep being you 🥰

bleeep... whAT?! i can't handle my energy myself sometimes!!!

but it is very much appreciated, my dear *makes an eccentric bow or curtsie... sth in between cause my gender is inbetween (and i would probably fall over and break my nose) (lol imagine telling a nurse you broke your nose when you... SEE IT IS TOO MUCH MY ENERGY IS TOO MUCH!)

*MAKES TOO LOUD TOO WEIRD NOISE... to contain all the weird energy (is it working???)*

(wtf am i doin)

thank you haha 😅😂🤦🏻🐢

#i am not even TRYING to be weird #i just AM #THESE ARE MY LITERAL THOUGHTS #UNFILTERED #IT CAN BE REALLY EXHAUSTING IN CLASS #TEACHERS ARE TRYING VERY HARD TO BE NOT IRRITATED #BUT THEY ARE #VERY MUCH SO #AND I AM EMBARRASSED #BUT MY FILTER IS BROKEN AND I CONTINUE MAKING TOO LOUD COMMENTARY #COMM-ENT-ARY #(is that even how it is divided?) no wait it is probably #comm-en-tary #i studied linguistics i SHOULD KNOW THIS KINDA BULLSHIT #I DONT #IDK ANYTHING #WHY SM I SCREAMING #WHY AM I STILL WRITING TAGS #but at least this nonny likes my energy lmao #thanks nonny! #this reminds me #i should put actual tags in here too #nonny asks #turtely answers #( what the fuck )