It's quite funny having followed you for years and years and knowing Machete as his dark, bloodied, cunning (and always on the edge of getting horribly murdered for his hubris) incarnation, and coming into 2024 and just... yeah he's gay now. Maybe he's even happy. Redemption at last... perhaps he DID get assassinated indeed and all those AUs are just his personal afterlife (does he get to go to Heaven? Seems so!)
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I've come to the conclusion that loving young royals doesn't mean I can't be critical about it, maybe especially bc I love the show so much I have such strong feelings about it, good and bad and I can love parts of canon and agree with it and appreciate it but I don't have to love it all. I have accepted that it's okay if I don't accept the ending and I don't have to force myself to support it. It's okay to not agree with all of canon and it's okay to not side with all of the creators' intentions/views. Loving a show doesn't mean you have to take everything the writers say on face value and that's the only version that is allowed to exist. Canon isn't everything and fandom is about curating your own experience that makes you happy and not miserable. You don't have to dismiss canon in every aspect and ignore it entirely, that's certainly not what I want but there is a fine line between being canon respectful, allowing some parts to exist and sometimes, yes, you just have to say "fuck canon" and move on for your own sanity and wellbeing
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listen listen listen
secret boss thing (aka true final boss of story being among main good cast whole time) and its AB!jinchul
jinwoo literally going his canon path but then supposedly something goes extremely wrong and with resurfacing of so many monarchs and rulers AB in jinchul straight up revolts and goes out of control because apparently strong enough hate and anger can awaken even a godly being after his death circumstances
and then suddenly everyone has much bigger problem to worry about - a really angry and full of hate and anger god who can’t be controlled or negotiated with
one snap of fingers and those he doesn’t like straight up cease to exist, and he absolutely has no remorse over destroying something he once created
jinwoo is spared because he’s ashborn’s vessel and AB has enough warm feelings and respect for his creation to respect his choices and everything would’ve been nice enough if AB wasn’t so angry and determined to straight up erase current timeline and start everything anew
so here we have jinwoo fighting a literal god outside while jinchul has inner fight with AB while what remains of his consciousness and will gets slowly eaten away by AB’s overpowering presence
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i really want a scene where pim is angry at someone him and charlie are talking to and charlie keeps looking between the person and pim who is just staring at them with the most enraged expression you can imagine and his face grows more grotesque and contorted and less human looking and he’s like shaking and digging a hole in the ground with how hard his feet are digging into the ground but everytime charlie looks back at him he goes completely back to normal smiling and nodding but the second charlie looks away he starts all over again
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Weekly(ish) update - 18th June 2023
I’ve moved out of my uni accommodation, saying goodbye to the city that has taught me so much after the past five years. So many other goodbyes: friends, lecturers, dance partners and teachers, silent goodbyes to the library and the spot where I always worked. I am glad to be moving forward though, it felt like it was time to move on.
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I haven't really told anyone what's been going on and I'm wondering if it'll be better if I at least write it down somewhere. Below the cut because reasons.
I don't like, want sympathy or anything. I don't need it. My last grandparent passed away on Friday. We were expecting it for a while so it wasn't a surprise. She's on my dad's side of the family and the relationship there has always been extremely complicated. Do I have good memories with her? Sure. But the bad ones outweigh the good. I haven't cried or anything about it and I think part of that is because I haven't told anyone (outside of my family and my best friend) so I haven't been getting the "oh my god I'm so sorry" thing and I haven't told anyone on purpose because I don't want that, because I don't really want to cry over her anyway. But then I feel guilty for not doing that and you know, it's a whole cycle. Honestly, I've been dreading this for a while because I don't know how I'm supposed to verbalize any of it to that side of the family and I don't know how to deal with being expected to try to get my brother to go to the memorial they're doing next year and yeah. I'm looking forward to the London trip next week because I'm hoping that getting out into a new place will help me clear my head a little and stop this weird wallowing I've been doing the past couple days.
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everytime i actually open up sdv to play i get flashbanged with sebastian's white ass sprites because i always forget not everyone sees him as wasian💔 my current hc for him is half chinese (liable to change... but ik for sure he's half asian) but he is Not bilingual he can't rly speak or write the other language he can only understand it when listening but even then he's not very fluent LOL this is just turning into a sebastian hc post might as well go full out. to me sebastian Does have relationship experience but has been thru shitty ones in the past which is part of the reason why he's so pessimistic & brooding </3 and he'd hook up with ppl in zuzu city for a night for a while but it just made him feel shittier so he's stopped since ☝️ also people make him out to be way cooler than he actually is like yea sure he's kinda cool but he's also a Massive Loser especially when he tells you how he hates "seasonal fads" like pumpkin spice and that one line about the potluck soup where he's like "Why ruin the potluck? Hmm... I guess some people feel liberated when the rigid structures of society break down a little. Maybe I'm weird.” WHO ASKED😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 his ass also can NOT cook he can make spaghetti but it's mid. he probably has low ass stamina and yeah he's tall and lanky (rn i see him as around 5'9-5'10) but you could snap him in half over your knee. when he's in an actually healthy relationship he gets really flustered over certain romantic gestures cuz he's not used to feeling valued or being considered someone's #1. he picks up on little things and does acts of service but i also think he can be really callous and insensitive at times because while he can be pretty perceptive he is also Very Emotionally Stunted. he unlearns lots of unhealthy behaviors & mindsets with the help of his partner & family & friends ^__^
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it's repost tober and I'm very excited about this
i will be posting old art every day because i love all my old art even the ones that are embarrassing
SO now that it is oct. 1 where i am, i present you with the OLDEST old arts of mine that i have access to
july 2019. i haven't regularly drawn in over a decade but papyrus thoughts have me in a vicegrip. had the thought that he could just as easily be plogboy as jogboy. nevermind that i only knew what plog was because i was searching online for an idea to rhyme with jogboy. excited that i got to color with my kids crayons
jan 2020. my husband is looking at his phone and I'm looking at him and I'm drawing him because I'm drawing everything now because there are ideas burning into my brain and i want to draw them. I'm eating ore no milk melon candy one after the other because the isetan had some (they are indeed DELICIOUS but future me knows that the red bean flavor is superior) and the wrappers make interesting shapes. it occurs to me that this scattering of wrappers would not be out of place beside a post-horrortale papyrus enjoying his own screen time.
Feb 2020. toddler kept getting into and eating my gum somehow and i was getting scared he was going to make himself sick swallowing it. i drew a lot to relax around this time, after the kids were asleep at night. made a comic about sans not being allowed to have gum because he also swallows it (too lazy to get up to the trash can when he's done) and since he's a skeleton it goes right through him and gets stuck on things
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i wish i had had more friends when i was younger/actually dated people because like . idk i wish i had had the chance to fuck it up in the ways that you do because you're young like YEAH i'm obviously very very much young now i'm not saying that i'm just saying that i wish i had idfk fought with someone i loved when i was 15 instead of being suicidal . ykiwm.........
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