#wherever i go. bcs

[noxtivagus]

how do u interact w ppl again >////<

#🌙.rambles #this is actually so crazy bcs this is the. sort of sentiment i've been writing about a lot lately #n. smth i wrote about quite a lot to myself in that letter i haven't finished yet! #the future is so uncertain n. even things that'll happen a moment from now or wtvr. we. we really can't predict it or wtvr #it's a bit scary but honestly the idea of the many beautiful possibilities waiting in the future. in that unknown that's yet to be written #that. that's always given me a lot of hope honestly. keeps me going. forging ahead. for a better tomorrow. #like yesterday i did not expect that all to happen on tumblr n all! n today this w my friends #with how complex n confusing life really is. i do realize that #it turned midnight here wait Late Night Thoughts . yeah >< #yk communication n. idk ppl i love like family n friends. that's always helped in keeping me grounded #i've always been a rather lonely person at heart i'm not sure why but i've genuinely always had issues with feeling like i belong #wherever i go. bcs #i think i've always felt pressure to be 'perfect'? so it means a lot to me when. yk the ppl in my life n the settings where #i can really be myself. be open. honest. i never lie when it comes to how much i love the ppl in my life so #to everyone i've ever shown affection before it's genuinely a lot more even that i haven't said or shared but i'm afraid sometimes that #if i be completely unrestricted on that it wld be overwhelming? i've always been deep with gratitude and love but idk #i. i logged back into my old tumblr account again for a bit earlier n #thinking of it i think yeah those emotional scars don't ever really properly leave. i feel like crying fuck that said though #i'm genuinely proud of how far i've gone. #NO I RMB I WAS GNA WRITE SMTH EARLIER THIS MORNING N JUST NOW BUT I FORGOT BOTH 😭😭 #but wait back to the initial topic yh thinking abt it n 6 months from now both seems so far yet so near #like. i remember not too long ago i was. like yk my bday seemed so far away n then look now it's already been more than a week #n like in just 2 days we're gna make the fc in ffxiv ideally yeah? it feel so far away still but. in the very near future #i'll actually be in that moment n all. #all those moments in the future feel like just a dream or wish or wtvr but the day eventually comes n. an outcome happens. #once i genuinely did think for example that. buying ffxiv. being in high school. meeting certain people #i never really thought any of this would ever happen but look. here in this real world in the present there's no denying its truth #thinking what more could be unknown. what more beautiful things r in my future. i need to work towards it. i need to live for it. #when it gets hard just remembering the past n remembering how much more i could look forward to gives me so much hope #holding unto that just. yeah. 🥹🫶🏼

[perfectlyripeclementine]

(looking u tenderly in the eyes after having an earth-shattering orgasm on ur strap): i’m so deeply in cahoots with you

#i just feel like it’d be cute if we said in cahoots more. #i’m absolutely in cahoots. #i love being in cahoots #where are the cahoots?? bc wherever they are that’s where i’m going

[hazelcallahan]

i don't wanna have any adventures unless they're with you. / i am, and have been for some time, just totally, ridiculously, desperately in love with you.

#willow #willowedit #tanthamore #kit x jade #jade claymore #kit tanthalos #** #y'all mind if i. ahem. #every night in my dreams i see you i feel you that is how i know you go on far across the distance and spaces between us you have come to s #how you go on near far wherever you are i believe that the heart does go on once more you open the door and you're here in my heart and my #heart will go on and on love can touch us one time and last for a lifetime and never let go til we're gone love was when i loved you one t #rue time i hold to in my life we'll always go on near far wherever you are i believe that the heart does go on (why does the heart go on) #once more you open the door and you're here in my heart and my heart will go on and on YOU'RE HERE THERE'S NOTHING I FEAR AND I KNOW THAT M #Y HEART WILL GO ON WE'LL STAY FOREVER THIS WAY YOU ARE SAFE IN MY HEART AND MY HEART WILL GO ON AND ON #ok full disclosure i wrote these tags yesterday before jons tweets #but im keeping them bc i think its silly

[snezfics-n-shit]

#this meme has been going through my head for a bazillion years lol #i love to interact and then it hits me that im probably bothering you guys #plus the current popular stuff I am sadly so unfamiliar with #when i was younger i would gravitate to my own interests when i was unfamiliar with other topics and it got on peoples nerves a lot #and i completely understand that so i dont wanna repeat those mistakes #its just like a game of pingpong of me talking too much and me hiding under my desk bc i feel like im bothering everyone #also like the last time it was p much confirmed i was being annoying i cried for like two hours bc my fears were realized haha #and when a line is drawn for me i kinda like to stay at least 2ft away from wherever that line is just to be safe #you gotta like throw a cookie attached to a fishing line to get me closer to the line lol #because i will seriously be way too cautious otherwise #im trying to get more brave though im just kinda like my cat who heard a noise in the bathroom cabinet #and now he refuses to go near it #being mindful of others feelings and respecting their boundaries is super important to me #and sometimes that boxes me in a bit

[writer-room]

I've decided the only reason Lloyd, known descendant of dragons, didn't tell this to Egalt, who refuses to train non-dragons, is for the same reason he never mentioned he's the First Spinjitsu Master's grandson. It just never came up. Nobody asked him directly about it. And besides, he's only like, one-fourth dragon, so does it really count? He doesn't look like a dragon, and he has never in his life considered himself a dragon. Mentioning his ancestry to Egalt probably would've just made him look like some hotshot, or make him more annoyed. There's no need to bring up such a silly little fact. He's sure it won't be important later.

#ninjago #ninjago dragons rising #lego ninjago #dragons rising #lloyd garmadon #first spinjitsu master #egalt #text post #talk #dragon lloyd garmadon #the real likelihood is that the writers just quietly brushed that little fact aside (im so sad abt it) #but i think its infinietly funnier that lloyd went down the spinjitsu master route #it just never came up. no one asked. and hes not a COMPLETE dragon so like. why bother telling egalt #the whole time i was waiting for egalt & rontu to b like 'WHO in their SPINJITSUDAMED MIND trained you' #and theyre just like 'oh this guy named sensei wu hes lloyds uncle hes like a master' & egalt is like 'sounds like bs' #then arin as a huge nerd pipes up like 'AND HES THE FSM'S GRANDSON :D' #to which rontu and egalt break their necks whirling around like 'THIS SCRAWNY LITTLE PUNK IS W H A T' #egalt straight up refuses to believe it. rontu is very quickly doing the math & freaking out abt it #wherever these guys are from it might not even be ninjago so like they might not even know the fsm had sons #rontu: im sorry. so youre the grandson. you are aware your grandfather was half dragon half oni. right? #egalt in the background 'THAT BOY IS N O T A DRAOGN I REFUSE TO BELIEVE IT' #lloyd blinking owlishly like 'oh yeah i guess so. im only like 1/4th tho' #'BOY YOU ARE 1/4 OF ONE OF THE MOST POWERFUL DRAGONS IN FCKING EXISTANCE' #'YOU ARE THE GRANDSON OF MY GREAT-GREAT GRANDMASTER' #the midlife crisis these dragons would have. the crisis the kids would have realizing this #lloyd now cannot go 3 minutes without someone asking 'is there any world-shattering fun facts abt yrself you wanna share' #the fun part is that lloyd forgets all of those informations bc its like. a normal day for him #no one tell wyldfyre she'll flip

[saint-ambrosef]

christians who dont go to church when they're on vacation are wild. why do you need a break from your religion.

#i imagine the issue for the more low church evangelical types is that they belong to a individual church #so they cant just like. attend any random one wherever theyre vacationing bc their beliefs are hyperspecific to their one church #but for the high church Christians (Catholics; Lutherans; Episcopalians; etc) i Do Not Get it #mea #also obviously this is about Christians who otherwise go to Church every sunday

[comfortfrogblog]

“everyone is capable of experiencing goodness and joy. not me th-“ *EXTREMELY LOUD INCORRECT BUZZER*

#OH BUT YOU ARE!!!!! YOU ARE!!! i literally prommy #i do NOT prommy if i dont mean it👍 #it fluctuates and it wont always be there bc thats how life and adversity is but it’s THERE!!! #it’s there in the cracks and crevices of your silly little life #it’s in the girl at the mall who looked you in the eyes and smiled #it’s in the baby that stares at you like you hold all the warmth and love in the universe #it’s in the tiny victories like ‘i drank water today’ ‘i woke up today’ ‘i was okay with myself today’ #it’s in the laughter experienced by people around you even if you dont feel like you can participate where you’re at #it’s in your favorite songs and your favorite color and your favorite food and your favorite animal and your favorite blanket and #and it’s in your favorite hobby your favorite outfit your favorite type of bug your favorite tree #and it’s in that safe place you have whether that is the corner of your room or your bed or the bathroom or your floor or wherever it is #the goodness sits there and it sinks in and it doesn’t go away even when you forget it’s there because of all the bad things overshadowing i #it #the goodness sinks its claws into you and sometimes you cannot help but be in awe #maybe you do not feel it right now #but it is there #and i promise that someday you will find it wherever it is resting #cathy says words #comfort #important

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

Was Frank present when Eddie got dropped in the water? Bc that sounds goddamn hilarious.

no but Wally had to go over to him like "um. Frank. i dropped Eddie-" "you what" "-in the water. i dropped him in the water" "you WHAT?" and then they went to the Lake™️ to just. stare at his facedown unconscious body.

#then they sprinted to get poppy bc she has the longest reach of all of them- #listen wally was bringing everyone back to the storeroom after the latest Sally Storytime #and he just kinda slipped!!! oopsies!!! it happens!!! #but wally is immediately in a bit of a Panic Mode since he understands that water damage exists #then they had to get howdy from wherever he was so that he could help pull poppy as she pulled eddie #big ol train of dragging eddie's soaking wet corpse- i mean Alive Body out of the water #rambles from the bog #wh lights out au #im enjoying imagining frank just staring down at eddie with a mix of exasperation disappointment and pain #while wally stands behind him trying to act So Normal and not at all Guilty or Nervous #and then frank starts to go down to get him and wally has to physically stop him from making That mistake

[aestheticslyrics]

the sound of letting go // all time low

#i hope yall are ready for my fave lyrics post bc im gonna do it whether u want me to or not lmao #i love this album a lot ok i have to #anyway i fuckin love this song #thank u for coming to my ted yell #all time low #the sound of letting go #tell me i'm alive #atl lyrics #aestheticslyrics #lyric aesthetics #aesthetics #lyrics #songs i like #my demons follow me wherever i go #they wanna remind me daily that i'm not in control

[samarecharm]

Fake Dating for an event but make it Makoann

MAYBE its preparation for Shidos palace? Getting intel on some people on his hitlist before infiltrating for real?

Originally Akira was willing to take Makotos place, but there were concerns that someone would recognize him through the makeup. “Shido KNOWS your face; we cant risk that.”

Futaba doesnt go for very obv reasons (agoraphobic), but also, she needs to have a live feed of everything being said incase they need to leave the event early. And Haru cant go bc shes the daughter of Okumura; she would be recognized immediately. Makoto is simply the best choice given the (unfortunate) circumstances.

Normally, they would joke about Ann’s acting; but shes a model and she knows how to act appropriately in these kinds of situations. Its not an act, its her Job, and its kind of wild for Makoto to see her effortlessly mingle w so many important and intimidating people without a care in the world. Makoto finds herself less stressed about the event because of it, and perhaps even a little emboldened 😳

Bonus Doodle under the cut (drawn before the images up top)

#persona 5 #makoann #ann takamaki #makoto niijima #arts #funny bc it started w me trying to make some very nice and simple outfits for ann #and the dress n clutch looked really nice. like nice enough to be a unassuming outfit to wear at a fancy event #and like. i DONT have a legit place i could see this happening ingame; shido was kind of last minute #but then. i dunno. i feel like futabas hacking skills were pretty underutilized in the game #shes sneaky but thats about It #i need her making up fake credentials and IDs for her team #and making vip invitations for them to get wherever they need to go #yeah they have haru bc shes rich but WHY make her go through all that? #if anything i feel like she would be helpful to give futaba some people to search #and businesses owned by those people #anyway. rambling #i had a version of that second image w makoto resting her hand on anns butt bc shes so short and ann is Big #and ann teasing her for it #but decided against it bc i think makoto would be so paranoid about accidentally grabbing her ass LMAO #also. i guess TECHNICALLY they would be drinking. but they are also pretending to be in their 20s #as like. up n coming investors or whatever. so ann is like ‘makoto this is one time where i need u to not be a narc.’ #imagining makoto carrying a full cup w her the entire event bc she almost audibly gagged when she sipped the alcohol #ann just takes from her cup from time to time bc shes just like that (shares food n drinks w ryuji and akira all the time) #but makoto is like. good lird. indirect kiss. #its made more apparent when anns lipstick stains the glass a bit #makoto: what the hell did i get myself into. jesus.

[emilyelizabethfowl]

no but seriously if any (or worst case scenario, all) of the ASL actually joined the Marines, Garp would be begging them to go and do anything else, even if that meant becoming pirates, within a week flat

#one piece #portgas d ace #revolutionary sabo #monkey d. luffy #monkey d garp #it'd take the first financial report i bet #''sir those three ate a year's worth of food for an entire division. in a week'' #they cause chaos wherever they go #Ace would terrorize the teachers #he'd fall asleep like a dozen times a lesson #there's a betting pool on how many times he does it any given time #sparring? more like spa-DONE #after the first day no one wants to fight him #bc he would not stop until he was physically stopped #and god help you if you insulted his brothers within his hearing range #Sabo would be fine during the classes #which i assume would consist of stuff like geography and world history #if by 'fine' you mean 'will grill the teachers about everything and anything' #he would have more questions than they would have answers #and any sign of injustice #especially one commited by the nobles #would get very vocally and very viciously criticized #as for Luffy #he'd join the marines but he wouldn't join-join them #y'all know what i mean #he'd still proclaim that he'll be the king of the pirates even in full marine outfit no matter who he's talking to #not to mention his fruit #marines have to know how to swim #they'd need to get freshwater for him (might be wrong but it's just seawater that's non-swimmable right?) #anycase apparently there's a 30 tags limit and i just ran out rip

[nextstopparis]

arthur pendragon + you must be courage.

mark twain / bbc merlin / courage vs. bravery / bbc merlin / franklin d. roosevelt / bbc merlin / bravery vs. courage / bbc merlin / lao tzu / bbc merlin / courage vs. bravery / bbc merlitn

#this. probably doesnt make sense #and that is bc it was a MISTAKE #i wasnt even gonna do this bc i promised myself no more web weaves!!! #yet here we fucking are #i also included some parts where arthur inspired courage #because to embody courage i think doesnt mean only to always be couragous but also to like. #exude it. in a way that wherever u go others follow and stuff #and arthur is very adept in inspiring courage #while i was watching the eps for these (which is where all the posts came from lolol) its also like. blindingly clear #how much arthur inspires courage in merlin. like it made me lose my mind #that whole ‘loving someone deeply gives you courage’ one? yeah #that quotes was made for them #no wonder arthur was courage. #also btw hes my most beloved ever<3 #bbc merlin #arthur pendragon #with a SPRINKLE of merthur #sort of #web weaving #sorry if it sucks/makes no sense! idc!! #long post #omg

[kishimotomasashi]

Okay what's your Naruto character/era primary focus like some people are more into the Akatsuki, some into the Konoha 12, some into Team Minato era, the Founders, Sannin, etc, like where do YOU generally gravitate

#send post #I go wherever Sasuke is but nowadays I'm one foot deep into Founders content mostly for Madara's sake #tho usually Uchiha Clan focus bc I am the way I am

[b4kuch1n]

frog documentation. frogcumentation

I think I mentioned a while back I'd post nibling frog momence after the gift's done given. which happened on the 2nd this month I just forgot lmao. anyways we can do it now. I used the boigameista pattern scaled up to four pieces of A4 print paper and decided to double deck it to a two layer thing, not unlike a pillow, for ease of washin. because it was gonna be gifted to a one year old child

took a long time and made a number of mistakes bc hand sewing makes me worse as a person but this guy was done in time for the birthday occasion and that's what matters. chose non-fuzzy fabrics for it because we live in a dense city in the tropics and from personal experience if I hug something made of fur I would explode. the original plan included felt patterns on its back for bonus textures for baby but that wouldn't stretch well along with the rest of the thing so had to hold that back. eventually we got this

zipper across its ass, the coat type of zipper bc I miscalculated when ordering. but it did have a shape and that's all that matters to me. will be a fun game for the baby to grow up and be severely misinformed about what a frog looks like

happy extremely late birthday to this thing also

#bakuspecial #uhhhh. whats my craft tag. I forgor. update this later #frog plush babeyyyy #I want this thing to last until the heat death of the universe so I felled all the seams down. dont recommend doing this by hand #Im so stubborn lmao I refuse to get a serger I will simply get better at hand sewing instead. damn its taking kinda long #there used to be a Lot more frogs around hanoi. but the lack of clean water ponds and lakes have driven down the population #I live like right at the edge of the city rn tho (will no longer be the case in five years) so there are still a lot of aminals #house robins. skinks. fireflies (!!!!). praying mantises. tree frogs #they love to hang out at the fountain inside the complex right across the street. had to pick em up to return to the fountain #from the hot brick tiled ground a few times #theyre so small. theyre so small.... #I miss house geckos they dont show up a lot in our apartment. I wish they would they would love the cockroaches around here #and of course. bc the kind of rice we eat is more short-grained and thus usually not all the way dried like the longer-grained type we have #so many rice weevils. do u know those little fucks do not drown for a Long time #do u know they lay eggs inside the rice grains and that's how u find out ur rice about to become the weevil beverly hill #by washing the rice and seeing hollowed out grains float up. I have become an expert at this. #but I get to see skinks in random bushes so who am I to be pissed about that. skinks rule #this has been baku talks about animals for a mile of tags. thank u for listening #well. its evening and the family wants to go out so that's what we're doin. hope u have a good time too wherever u are #see u this midnight when I reblog every new posts I've made in the last week or so lmao

[aq2003]

the line between ten's senses of selfishness and selflessness is very very thin because they both primarily stem from his sense of love (the thing he was born out of and the thing he lives and dies for). btw.

#not to make it about time lord victorious again but like #he is so sick of losing people (i can still save these people that need my help) #and he is so sick of losing people (i cannot bear the heartbreak for any longer and if i break history to alleviate myself of it so be it) #ten is suuch a little freak he is so wretched tragic protagonist in the body of a funny whimsy dude #experiencing heart rending loneliness that he bounces from wanting to escape from and wanting to cling to bc its all he has #this dichotomy is so important to me. he has a sense of love and grief so befitting a human but so unbefitting for a #near immortal alien destined to bring harm and destruction wherever they go. #thesis statement. hes . fuckin.. uh. trans and aroace for this one lol if you get it you get it ig #tenth doctor #dr who #my brain is melting over this LOSER why did david tennatn have to do all of that #10 era

[vermillioncrown]

my heart might give out from stress

i don't want my drafts to remain in purgatory if that happens

here's a snippet from the blowjob brothers

happy vday or whatever

hlwi snippet: timkorv ceo and pa roleplay

tldr what you get when you have two overthinking maskers that are dating

(mature, allusions to exhibitionism)

Korvin is supposed to shadow Tim today as his PA. At the same time, he can stealthily join in discussions on some Wayne Enterprises & Subsidiaries’ projects for the next fiscal year. It’s dubious as hell, managerially incestuous, and not at all billable to any of the workbooks. Technically, Korvin is “Out of Office.”

Tam gives them a Look, Lucius gives them a bigger Look, and they both separately say, “Keep it out of Meeting Room 5B.”

“Pardon?” Korvin plays the wide-eyed mangénue well—first PA job fresh out of his management degree, definitely-of-course-not hired for his credentials nor family connections.

“Director Kwan-Wayne.” Lucius removes his glasses to polish them and says in a mild tone, “That 3 AM with M-Systems could have your name on it for the rest of your tenure. Clear?”

Korvin drops character for a brief moment of honesty. “Crystal, Chief Fox; keeping it contained.”

They get left alone late morning in Tim's office. Tam pointedly does not look in their direction and pushes the controls to shut the blinds.

That’s not Tim’s concern right now.

Right now, his only concern is coaxing the young and nervous PA to come play with him. Cute face, DSL, firm ass, and positively stacked—Tim has to have him under his hands as soon as possible. “I don’t have super hearing, Mr. Kwan. You’re going to have to come closer to my desk.”

His PA walks to the front of the desk, posture stiff and straight like he’s about to crumple with nerves given any leeway. He doesn’t look Tim in the eye; instead, he leans over the desk and clumsily holds the tablet out to show the agenda for the day.

“Mr. Drake, I have the brief for 11 AM printed—if I could go retrieve—”

“Mr. Kwan, no need for that; just brief me like this.”

“L-Like this?” Poor thing is flustered and baffled. Tim supposes he needs a bit of clear direction to help him along.

“Oral report,” he clarifies. And Tim can’t help it when the back of his pen traces against the younger man’s jaw. The metal tip goes up to the corner of his lips, tapping that tempting beauty mark right at the edge. All of it would look amazing wrapped around his cock. The heat would fog up those cute glasses, and if Tim gets careless with his aim? A little mess on those unruly curls wouldn’t be out of place. “Nervous when you speak, Mr. Kwan?”

“I-I,” his PA swallows, the motion framed by the turtleneck under his suit. The suit itself is nicely fitted, if a little juvenile in the fabric weight and cut; obviously a gift from someone with more means. The turtleneck pairing is tasteful, but a choice—hiding love bites? With the gift suit and his looks, maybe this type of “PA work” isn’t outside of the younger man’s experience. “I’m trying to work on. Uh. That, M-Mr. Drake.”

“Luckily for you, I have plenty of advice to offer,” Tim offers with a smile. “We have half an hour—why don’t you come around and I do that while we discuss the brief?”

His PA gives a bashful glance at the wall clock, though still frozen in his vulnerable pose and in Tim's hand.

“Don’t be shy,” Tim whispers, letting the back of his fingernails graze along the younger man’s cheek. Dark eyes follow the path his hand takes, trace it back to Tim himself. When it’s obvious that the other is fighting back a timid but interested bite on his bottom lip, Tim lets his gaze fall to “bedroom eyes” and cocks his head to beckon his new playmate over.

Their roleplay quickly falls apart after that, though because neither Tim nor Korvin can stand being Not Correct. The derailment happens at the intended coy exchange of, “‘Oh, what if we get caught?’ ‘Guess you’ll have to be quiet, sweetheart,’” and then—

“What? No, now I’m actually concerned. You’re the loud one,” is refuted with, “no, that’s you with the actual anechoic sex room.”

“It’s not a—whatever! I literally had to install a trained bypass filter on the hall cams because of you!”

Never mind the unhinged meticulousness in finding the right sounds to train said filter on— “And you got caught, so fine, we’re both loud but I’m stealthier! ...and you’re louder.”

“We have the technology to be, y’know, objective. You just don’t want to be wrong.”

“I don’t want to dignify this argument with actual data.”

“Yeah, that’s how I know you’re actually louder,” Korvin rolls his eyes, even as he continues to contort himself under Tim’s desk. “This front drawer’s in the way.”

Tim pushes his chair back and bends to look at the bottom of the drawer. “I think if you kneel further back, but then—”

“—yeah, I'd have to lean forward.”

“Oh…but that's a better angle for your throat, though.”

Korvin nods thoughtfully. “You'd have to keep me from falling too forward or chance someone seeing my hands stick out,” he muses.

“I'll keep my ankles crossed back in. Brace against that,” Tim suggests, and at Korvin's nonchalant thumbs up, he rolls back in front of his desk.

#on hlwi #phd-verse #verm bits #christ alive yesterday it was ''we're so back'' #today ''it's so over'' #*made it pink bc i'm losing control and need to exert it wherever idk #fun note: this is either the first or second hlwi scene written #bc it's one thing to say ''haha wouldn't it be funny if a and b got together?'' #but they can't actually have fun or don't have chemistry #so the snippet was a proving ground that the development of tpac wasn't crazy #it may or may not make it into the final cut so here we go #extra extra 2024 roz and i agreed to do whatever we want and not shy from sharing stuff out of some ~artistic vision~ or whatever #like there are things to withhold if mystery and suspense are key #but otherwise don't care #hm i say it's a proving ground a lot #but each snippet is dealing with a different brain worm