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neoculturetravesty · 3 years
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We met in online class - Last Part
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Image adapted from here.
Pairing: Renjun x Reader Genre: College AU, romance, angst, fluff Warnings: Strong language Word Count: 3.4k
Navigation: Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 10 | You are on the Last Part
A/N: And so it comes to an end, and let me tell you guys, I am not okay 😔 This is going to be a bit of a longer A/N, so please bear with me. If you’d like to get straight to the story, I COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND, so feel free to click Keep Reading!
Lowkey, I had a bit of a meltdown as I typed the final words on this fic because I hadn’t realized how attached I had grown to the characters. This is the first time I wrote three different chapter openers before deciding on one, because I simply couldn’t believe it was goodbye after this.
These mofos had constantly been on my mind for the past two months and a half. I would spend most days thinking about where to take them and then bringing them to life at night, after my entire day was over. When I wasn’t writing, I’d make little notes about thoughts I had into the night about them so that I wouldn’t forget them when morning comes. 
This was my first ever (and as of right now, my only) chaptered fic. I had no idea parting with it would be as emotional as it was. When I think back to when I first received the prompt for this, I had never even imagined I could write Renjun, let alone a series. But there was something in the prompt that had gotten my wheels turning. And I am so immensely glad that it did. There were days when I thought “Oh man, what have I gotten myself into.” Some days, the story would just flow. Other days, I’d keep staring at the blinking cursor not knowing what to type. But when I did, I found my emotions so deeply connected with the characters. I was happy when they were happy. I was sad when they were sad. So, parting with them is very hard to say the least.
But through this journey, I got to experience the joy of reading all of your reviews and comments and honestly, it made it all worth it. THANK YOU to every single one of you that read this story and waited on it and laughed and cried with it. You have made my life better in more ways than you can imagine.
In this moment, I want to thank 🍙 anon, because it was their prompt that put me in this mess in the first place. And so, it is only fitting that I dedicate the final part to them 💛
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“Oh, we definitely need a picture together. How about here? I think this place would fit everyone.” Kim Doyoung looks about, finding a spot best suited for the photo he wanted.
“I think right there on the platform would be better. We could get everyone in two tiers.” his assistant suggests.
“You’re a genius. Let’s gather everyone. It’s not often that so many NCTU grads and students come to Midnight Arthouse,” Doyoung nods.
“How many of us are here, anyway?” Renjun muses. The assistant looks at her iPad, checking once again.
“I think there’s 23 of you. So, let’s definitely go for the platform.” she nods.
“Okay, then.” Doyoung claps his hands together once, “Gather everyone,” he says to no one in particular and walks ahead with purpose. Renjun and the assistant’s eyes meet and they smirk. Of course this was directed to the both of them. So, they set about to work.
As it would turn out, gathering 23 people from a charity event with art and food and drinks would be a bit of a task. But somehow, they manage to gather all alumni and current students on the platform in three tiers instead of two for a somewhat chaotic picture. There must’ve been something in the water at NCTU because none of it’s students could stand still for very long. They get maybe one decent picture and several in which someone or the other was moving or pulling a face.
His friends aside, looking around at the group, Renjun realized that he recognized nearly all of them. Yangyang and Hendery and the rest of their frat were here. As were the 127s, old and new. Renjun recognized them all, except maybe two boys, who didn’t seem to know a lot of the others either. When the pictures were done and the main events were over and the crowd had started to dissipate, Renjun finally walked over to the artwork to observe it up close.
Honestly speaking, watching the work with his own two eyes left no doubt in his mind that this artist deserved to be spotlighted like this. This work was in a league of its own. Watching it makes Renjun smile; because looking at it makes him think back to a few months ago when he was sitting in Kim Doyoung’s office, thinking of himself as some sort of a big shot. But the truth is, there was no way he had that caliber then, and there is no way he has that caliber now, though he was sure as hell working on it.
“This is the piece I lost the bid on.” Renjun hears a voice and he turns around to see Zhong Chenle’s father observing the art with him. Renjun bows politely and smiles under his mask,
“I mean, this is a remarkable piece. You have good taste.” Renjun acknowledges.
“What about you? Why isn’t any of your artwork displayed here?” he asks and for a while, Renjun smiles a bit nostalgically. He could’ve been here, had he made something for the Annuale. Had he just selfishly taken that shot. Then again, there would’ve been no real guarantees. Because Kim Doyoung was pretty particular in the people he chose, whether they were recommended by his family or not. Working with him closely in the last couple of months had taught Renjun that. It had also taught him how underdeveloped his skill was in the real world context.
“I guess I still have a long way to go.” Renjun replies humbly.
“Don’t we all?” Chenle’s father nods, “Are you working here at this establishment?” 
“Um, I… I suppose I am. I am Kim Doyoung’s apprentice. He is my mentor.” Renjun nods.
“So I might see your work here soon enough, eh?” Renjun assumes the kind man is smiling under his mask because his eyes seem to be making the same shape as Chenle’s do when he smiles. So Renjun grins back.
“I mean… if I work really hard, I might get to shoot my shot in the next Midnight Arthouse Annuale.” Renjun fantasizes.
“Or maybe you’d get lucky like this young artist,” he points his chin towards the artwork.
Renjun smiles, “I would credit her luck, too if I hadn’t seen her work. But her talent is… it kinda speaks for itself.”
“Oh, no, you should definitely credit her luck. Talent isn’t enough. The stars have to align. Luck, talent, the right place, the right time. It all has to come together.” he says nodding. 
Renjun considers his words. They seem to be coming from the wisdom of experience. 
What if Renjun hadn’t received the phone call about his grandma back then? Well, then he probably would’ve made something lackluster and gotten rejected. Working with Kim Doyoung has taught him as much. It didn’t matter who had put a word in for him. At the end of the day, his work had to be outclass.
What if he had received the phone call and then still had enough time to submit something for the Annuale? Then he still probably wouldn’t have because… well, because of you.
What if he had gone ahead, regardless of you or his grandma and just made something and submitted it? Then he still would’ve been rejected. Because the truth of the matter is, he just didn’t have the caliber that artists associated with Midnight Arthouse did.
In that sense, Renjun supposes everything was in fact happening at the right place and right time now. Doyoung was mentoring him and he was getting better by the day. The stars were aligning for him. He knew it in his heart.
“Then I would wish that it all comes together for me, too.” Renjun says.
“When it does, young man, I’ll be the first one to bid on your work.” he says and Renjun doesn’t even have the time to react when he feels a presence breeze in his direction and invade his personal space.
Renjun doesn’t even have to look up to know who it is. He can tell by the way this body fits perfectly into his side. He can tell by how naturally his own body responds and just puts his arm around it’s waist.
“Oh man, I missed all of it, didn’t I?” you lament, as you loop your arms around his neck from the side instead of a hello.
“Not all of it. The guys just left but your brother and his friends are still here. Besides, you had work.” Renjun turns his head and looks into your eyes to reassure you. “Y/N, this is Chenle’s father.”
“Oh, hello!” you say cheerfully and respectfully bow and give you greetings. “It is so nice to meet you. Chenle looks just like you!”
“Yes, I’ve been told I’m a more handsome version of him,” he smiles then turns to Renjun, “And who might this young lady be?”
“This is my girlfriend, Y/N. She goes to NCTU with us.” Renjun introduces you and you bow again. Oh, the thrill he got every time he got to introduce you as his girlfriend. Fuck, he’s pretty sure he’d never tire of it, even if it had just been a few months. The serotonin boost in his veins is strong and he gets the urge to squeeze you and hold you forever.
“Oh, that’s very nice. Come have a meal with us before we have to catch a plane back home, okay?” Chenle’s father invites the two of you. 
“Oh, I would love to!” you say in your chipper tone before your eyes start darting around “I’m going to have to excuse myself for a little bit, I just wanna say hi to my brother.” you say and you politely bow before you start moving away.
“Babe, hang on…” Renjun says, holding you back by your hand. He brings his fingers delicately to the bridge of your nose and softly pinches down the mask over it so it sits more snugly on you. “There, it’s much safer now.” Renjun nods and watches the affectionate smile your eyes give before you move away. You looked so pretty today, even if you were just coming back from a four-hour internship. You were easily the most beautiful girl in this room, though Renjun suspected that you’d be the most beautiful girl in any room you entered. 
Albeit sometimes, Renjun had to wonder if your talent or your beauty was greater. Because you had become the only junior in NCTU to land an internship at the SMK Trainee Drive. And now that you were a senior, you were somehow managing to keep your grades up alongside it. 
Renjun, on the other hand, would find himself struggling with balancing his apprenticeship with his school work. So he knew firsthand how your discipline was something else altogether. Recently though, he had experienced a rise in his grades because you had been taking him on so many study dates that your organizational skills and motivation had started to rub off on him.
Renjun walks around the studio and the party and feels like it’s been too long till you’re finally back by his side. 
“Love in the Time of Corona,” you read the title of an art piece displayed in front of you. “That was supposed to be our thing.”
Renjun laughs and has no qualms in looping his arms around your waist and finally pulling you into himself.
“I guess we should’ve realized then how un-novel the idea would become in a few months.” he comments. 
“Un-novel is not a word, Huang Renjun.” you narrow your eyes at him.
Renjun laughs. “It is now,” he says and lets out a long exhale, “I missed you today.” he complains, though he looks down at you with warmth.
“Well, you’ve got me now. And you have me for the entire weekend.” you reassure him, your palms on his chest.
“Mhmm.” Renjun smiles and he wants to lean in to kiss you. But Kim Doyoung specifically had people assigned to walk around and make sure that everyone had their masks on when inside. “Also, we already have a thing.” he reminds you and winks.
You laugh, and say “I guess we do,” then let out a happy sigh as your eyes avert from his for a moment, taking in your surroundings. “Our Couple Thing should give you some ideas on what you can make when your work is displayed here in the 2022 Annuale. I won’t be late to that, I promise. I’ll take a day off from everything else in my life.”
Renjun's heart grows warmer still, and he’s sure his eyes reflect what he feels, “How can you be so sure my work will be displayed in the 2022 Annuale?”
“I don’t know, Huang Renjun. I just have a feeling about you.” you say and Renjun can see you smile even if your lips are covered by a mask. Your eyes always smiled before your mouth did, anyway.
“Y/N L/N, I have a feeling about you, too.” he retorts. 
“And what feeling would that be?” you raise an eyebrow.
“It’s a secret.” he says, but now he sees your pout, even if he can’t see your mouth because your cheeks have puffed up over the mask. It makes him laugh.
“You’re no fun.” you protest.
“I’ll tell you once we get out of here.” Renjun offers.
“Well, I’m ready to leave.” you jut your chin up. Renjun grins and offers you his arm. You grab it with your entire body and the two of you start walking out together.
You had plans for the weekend, after all. And Renjun was determined to keep you all to himself for once, with no one else demanding your time. Not your internship, not your assignments, not any of your friends, and especially not Lee fucking Donghyuck. He was finally going to take you away where it could just be you and him and nobody else.
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This moment felt way too surreal to Renjun.
The campfire had simmered down from a glorious roar to a comfortable burn, giving off just enough heat in the cool of an early winter evening. The sky was in it’s fading moments, where the pink of the light was slowly turning to violets and the violets were slowly merging into darks. 
Renjun remembered suggesting to you all that time ago that maybe you could go somewhere together. But now that he was here, he hadn’t imagined that the moment would feel as surreal as it did. 
Because now the two of you are sitting in front of your tent by the fire, entwined in one another. You’re sitting between his legs, arms around his neck, nuzzling your cheek inside his padded jacket while he supports your head on his arm and kisses you.
He’s holding you in his arms and kissing you and everything seems so perfect that for a moment, he has to pull away to watch your face and wonder if all of this was real. And though there is a gentle smile on your face, you’re not opening your eyes much. Because you know full well that Renjun’s lips would be back on yours in no time. So you play with his hair as they fall to his forehead and when he kisses you again, you press up into him so he would wrap his arms around you and hold you tighter. He does and he rubs his hands up and down your back and attempts to close his jacket around you.
“Are you cold?” he asks lovingly. You shake your head.
“No. I just want to crawl inside you.” you say, like it’s the most logical thing to be said.
“Creepy.” Renjun remarks but holds you closer still.
“You should be happy you haven’t seen my collection of your hair clippings.” you quip as you nip into the skin of his neck.
“Oh, sweet. That rivals all your used tissues I’ve kept in my shrine at home.”
“Aww, you shouldn’t have.” you coo at him and then lean up to kiss him some more and he laughs. But soon, he pushes the arm that you were using like a pillow up so your face would be closer to his and he could kiss you as deeply as he was truly craving. 
The two of you keep kissing like that till the sky is dark. It was an odd sort of trance, being so lost in one another that neither of you cared about what time it was or how long you had been sitting here, wrapped up in one another. Your phones were zipped away in your bags and you hadn’t checked them even once since you had parked your camping van and set up your tent. It was a slow, peaceful sort of bliss, just sitting by the fire and kissing and kissing with nothing else on your minds but being here like this with one another.
“Renjun?” you say, your voice sounding like it was returning from a deep thought.
“Hmm?” Renjun asks as he combs your hair away from your pretty face.
“You know, I learnt today that a cactus can live anywhere between 10 and 200 years.” you tell him, idly tracing the birthmark on the back of his hand.
Renjun leans in and presses long into your lips. “Yeah?” he replies and watches your face. It seemed hazily focused, like it was trying to catch onto a faraway thought.
“I also learnt that it can take up to 30 years for a cactus to bear flowers.” you say in an introspective, wistful tone.
Renjun looks away to hide his smile. Oh God, you were so cute. “Yeah?” he says again, but it’s getting more and more difficult to keep a serious face.
“Sometimes, a cactus doesn’t flower at all.” you say and then you turn your head to look at him like you’ve resurfaced from your thoughts and are now in the moment. Renjun’s grin grows wider. “Renjunnn…” you whine and so he has no choice but to tenderly hold your cheeks in his palms and stroke your hair.
“What?” he chuckles.
“You said you’d think you’re worthy of my forgiveness when the cactus bears flowers.” you whine again and Renjun has to plant a loving kiss to your forehead.
“Is that what I said?” he chuckles some more and then leans in to kiss the anxious realization away from your lips. 
“Renjun.” you pout and Renjun laughs and takes his beautiful, whiny, kindhearted girlfriend in his arms and hopes that his hold could chase away all the worries from her pretty, brilliant mind.
He kisses you because his heart can’t bear it any longer. How did he manage to hold a heart like yours in his hand?
Renjun feels an indescribable amount of happiness. Like he wasn’t sure that you were really here with him, in his arms, all for him to hold, with no worry or burden afflicting him. The happiness is so immense and so incredible and so heavy that for a moment, he feels it suffocating him. He wonders if he deserved this kind of happiness.
But right in the next moment, he stops himself. He knew how easy it was to relapse into those tempting, lonesome thoughts. But if there was anything that therapy was teaching him, it was that of course he deserved happiness. 
Though right now, holding you in his arms, this happiness was choking him. He felt like his heart was swelling and pressing against his lungs and his chest couldn’t bear it and he could no longer breathe. 
“Y/N…” he exhales, holding you back so he can look at your face and you could look up into his. He pauses to gather another breath. Then, he just says it. “I love you.”
And doing so does the trick. He feels his chest slowly getting lighter, because this is what it had been bursting with. Now, he’s told you. Now, it can be unburdened.
You look up at him and there is nothing but a sparkle in your eye, and tenderness in your smile. For a while, you say nothing, just looking upon his eyes like that. “Thank you.” you finally whisper back at him.
Renjun pauses for a moment. But then, he relaxes. This was okay. You didn’t have to say it back right away. Renjun was ready to give you as much time as you needed. So he presses his lips into your forehead once again till he feels you laughing against him. He pulls back in confusion and you grab at the lapel of his parka.
“Huang Renjun…” you say and he looks back at you with uncertainty, “... I love you, too.”
And Renjun can’t help it if he kisses you too hard. He can’t help it that he’s squeezing you too tight. He wouldn’t care if the night brightens back into morning and the morning fades back into night. He was going to hold you just like this for the rest of his life. 
So he lays you down and kisses you deeper, like he wanted to make up for all the time he had lost. All the time in his life when he hadn’t known you. All the time he had known you and didn’t let himself have you. He was going to make up for it all. And as he zips the tent up and shields you from the rest of the world, he wonders if he could spend all of his days just like this. Holding you and loving you and knowing that you loved him back; and if he could, today was a damn good day to start.
The fire slows to a simmer till all that’s left are embers that keep being carried away by the breeze. But the two of you remain inside, in your own world, happy that you had found one another, happy that you could finally have one another. Happy that you could hold one another and say that you loved each other and have nothing in the world hold you back, not now, not ever.
You were Y/N and Renjun, Renjun and Y/N, two names that were forever intertwined because that’s how people would call you now. You were the couple that belonged so perfectly with one another that people would wonder if you’d been together for years. And any time someone with a burning curiosity would come up to you and ask,
“So, where did you guys meet?” you would just look at one another, smile and say, “Well, we met in online class.”
~THE END
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megatontiddies · 3 years
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Your fallout OC as a companion taken from @goovat ask meme except I'm using it as a writing prompt/ oc development? I guess? because I think it's cool and I'm bored and want to write it all anyways
Anywhompst this is for Alwine and since it's pretty long (like really long you've been warned) I'll throw 'er under the cut
What perk would they give the player?
Occam's Laser
While Alwine is an active companion the player gets +40% damage with laser weapons and +25% headshot accuracy in VATS with scoped laser weapons. One shot kills produce 2X the XP.
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How do you recruit them? are there multiple methods?
After the player levels past level 10, or alternatively, upon finding Paladin Danses Recon team Alwine will be found as a new recruit for the BOS. Once the player does the first two repeat quests by Haylen and Rhys and The Lost Patrol quest begins she is available to assist the player in the mission. After the mission is complete she may offer to follow the player as a companion if the player has chosen the more diplomatic speech options with Brandis and Danse. If the player chose the more aggressive/ rude options while speaking with the two then it will require a small speech check in order to be a companion.
What raises and lowers their affinity?
Raises: Minutemen/ Helping Settlement quests, Stealing from wealthy NPCs, BOS quests up until BB, Helping Anyone, Honorable Actions, Amicable Dialogue Choices (for the most part)
Lowers: Murdering innocents, Stealing From Settlers/ Not Well Off NPCs, Unnecessarily Rude Dialogue Options
How do they react to certain things? what do they say? (eg. lockpicking, grabbing junk, killing?)
Lockpicking:
(nostalgic/ thinking to self out loud/ amused) " Really coulda used a trick like that when I got locked outta my house that one time..."
(humorous/ surprised) " And here I was ready to blow 'er open"
(thinking to self out loud/ amused) " Hell o' a lot quieter than kickn' er open"
Grabbing Junk:
(blanket statement/ flatly) "it's amazing what you can build outta junk"
(enthusiastic/ bubbly) "It might be radioactive but if ya render it down with a bit ah castor oil it makes a great paint for glow sights"
(humorous/ matter of factly) "I'd rather carry 40 pounds ah junk than fork up an arm and a leg to buy the same shit later from Crazy Myrna"
Player Overencumbered:
(genuine concern) "If ya keep pickin' shit up you'll slip a disc"
(teasing/ amused/ worried) "Jeeesus look at yah! You look like a pack brahmin!"
(teasing/ amused) "With yer pack so stuffed if ya fall on yer face you'll never get up again"
Murder:
[Alwine Hated That]
(angry/ surprised) "What the fuck is wrong with you!?"
(angry/ confrontationally) "You better spit out a good reason for that and fast"
(angry/ bewildered) "Are you for real?"
notes: Alwines reaction to murder is exclusive to people she genuinely feels are innocent. She's comfortable with deaths she deems necessary (or if the person made themselves known as a pretty awful person).
Cannibalism:
[Alwine Disliked That]
(disgusted/ shocked) "oh? OH. Great, like there wasn't enough nightmare fuel out here"
(disgusted/ worried) "In't there, like, a brainworm or sumn' you can get from doin that?"
(disgusted but still attempting to be light hearted/ humorous) "Like it blue eh? I prefer mine rare... a lil less peopley too..."
Stealing in general:
[Alwine Disliked That]
(irritated) "Hope that wasn't somethin important"
(irritated) "Should I be sleeping with one eye open round you?"
(irritated) "Like people don't have enough shit to worry 'bout out here..."
Stealing/Pick Pocketing (but from wealthy/etc NPCs):
[Alwine Liked That]
(approving) "Lord knows they have more than nuff' to share"
(approving) "Doubt they'll even notice it's missing"
(approving/ musing aloud) "The unyielding greed and ignorance of the wealthy was the catalyst of Armageddon"
Pick Pocketing:
[Alwine Disliked That]
(surprised/irritated) "Why don't you spit in his eye while you're at it"
(irritated/ humorous) "I feel like I should put a cat bell on ya"
(irritated) ~audible scoff~ The player is likely being glowered at
Enemies Found:
(Shocked/ Excitably) "Y' ello!"
(loudly/ warning) "On yer flank!"
(loudly/ shocked) [weirdish sound presumably before lashing out a punch of hit of some form] " GWEHHK!"
Enemies Lost:
(quietly/ nervous) " shit... where'd you go you bastard"
(quietly/ nervous) " Lost 'em"
(quietly/ to self/ nervous) " I swear to lord if ya jump out at me..."
Enemies Killed:
(satisfied/ calmly) "good riddance to bad rubbish"
(loudly/ excitable) "Bingo!"
(quietly/ almost a whisper/ to self) [only if player is sneaking] "...bingo bango bongo..."
Player stops talking mid conversation:
(sympathetic/ lighthearted) "Sometimes I loose track of my thoughts too"
(genuine worry) "Ya good? Take yer time."
(humorous/ teasing) "Not a thought between those eyes is there?"
Player removes all garb:
(shocked but also amused/ between light laughs) "oh?"
(mindless banter/ avoidance) " This would probably be a good stun tactic if y'aint fraid of gettin yer tidbits shot"
(humorous/ almost scolding) "Y'aint invisible... just so ya know"
Player loots a corpse:
(plainly) "Any ammo?"
(joking/ light hearted) "Guess they won't be needing that anymore"
(statement/ plainly) "Grim business but you can find some good stuff sometimes."
Player starts swimming:
(plainly/ matter o factly) "Ain't no way I'm going in there"
(humorous but fear is present in voice) "If a big fish decides you look like lunch I ain't gonna be able to help ya"
(almost nostalgic/ sarcastic) "Yeah me and the brick tied for the swimming contest back in 63... I'll just stay on the shore"
Player jumps from high place:
(genuine concern) "ouch! you good?"
(soft yell/ concerned/ as if watching player fall) "aaAAaaa!?"
(oblivious to the player falling) "Where'd ya go?"
Do they periodically give the player items? what kind of items?
Bowls of various soups if player interacts between 5 and 9 PM. Every other time she'll give the player Fusion Cells.
Would they be able to do specialized task? (eg. repairs, hacking)
Not necessarily a task but if the player was to put various junk/ weapons in her inventory then she will periodically/ randomly mod them.
Would they be romancable?
Yeah probably? I think? In my AU she romances Paladin Danse but that would probably not be something that could happen as an NPC in Fallout 4 so??
If it were something like Mass Effect it would probably be like a Garrus/ Tali situation where if the player never romanced either characters then they would form a romance.
Do they have a unique outfit or weapon?
Alwine wears a black BOS jumpsuit for the first half of the game up until BB. After that she'll wear military fatigues. She'll wear the same over armor (BOS heavy armor) for both but after BB the BOS symbols are sanded off. It would be a unique unremovable armor set.
What would be their personal quest, if they have one?
This one is a bit weird since the player would be taking the role of the Sole Survivor. That being said I've always found that one empty cryo-chamber at the end of the vault hall interesting. There probably is a reason for that (like it just wasn't occupied or the occupant died before vault scientists had their spit) but for the sake of this AU/ prompt we'll say that she had a similar entrance to the vault as the sosu, bringing her babe into the vault and getting frozen with Kellogg snatchin both their children (this is lazy writing I know but I don't know how to write this without fundamentally changing her character). The only difference is that somehow maybe Alwine was released/ thawed earlier and got a bit of a head start. Because Alwine is no longer the sosu she wouldn't of encountered Preston at Concord and Codsworth likely either wouldn't of recognized her or simply acted like it was prewar and spoke to her only as if that was the same narrative giving her no sense to what was happening or how much time has elapsed. Alwine would of wandered out on her own and then stumbled onto Paladin Danses recon team and eventually got inducted in hopes of finding her child.
For her personal quest it would likely be trying to find evidence on what happened to her child. The quest would start with the player character going into the institute, and since companions can't follow the player there (minus X6), she would request that they find out what happened. After some digging the player will discover that Alwines child was killed in experimentation over 60 years ago in trials to make experimentation safer for 'father'. The player can bring this information back and Alwine will be devastated but grateful for the player finding this out for her. Despite being fairly amicable with the player she insists she needs time to grieve and that following the player is a cold reminder of the pain. Regardless of what the player says she parts ways with the player and goes back to the Prydwen and will idle there until the Liberty Reprimed quest where she will disappear from the map. Alwine will remain missing from the map until Blind Betrayal where she will be standing outside the bunker blocking Elder Maxon, as well as arguing with him, from entering the building. The player's choices will affect how Alwine responds.
- If the player executed Paladin Danse within the bunker then Alwine will become immediately hostile to the player. She will be forced to be killed by either the player or Maxon.
- If the player spares Danse then chooses to execute him when confronted by Maxon then Alwine will make it clear that she will not hesitate to become hostile to defend her friend. With a red speech check the player can convince her to stand down but she will be remorseful and refuse to follow the player afterwards and disappear off the map. Her body surrounded by a myriad of dead raiders will then be a random encounter while wandering the commonwealth. If the speech check is failed she will become hostile forcing the player, or Maxon, to execute her.
- If the player spares Danse then convinces Maxon to spare him then Alwine will express gratitude and her perk will become available. Unfortunately for Alwine her disobedience and willingness to become hostile towards the elder causes him to kick her out of the brotherhood. She will remain at the bunker with Danse until the player completes the quest and then upon the player returning Danse will disclose that she has gone to the Castle in order to join the Minutemen where she can be reobtained as a companion.
What are their opinions on certain factions? (eg. brotherhood, NCR)
Minutemen:
Genuinely believes that they have the best interests for the Commonwealth. Worries that they lack the men and firepower to take on the Institute or any other large faction that could pose a threat. This Worry is dissuaded after The Nuclear Option and her affirmation towards them only increases. With time, resources, and good leadership, Alwine believes they could become a major player even outside of the Commonwealth.
BOS:
At first is amazed by their technological advancements and firepower especially compared to the rest of the Commonwealth. The comradery is nostalgic and comforting for Alwine as it reminds her of her days in the US Military as a Power Armor Mechanic. After some time she realizes that they're a bit lost for direction grasping at straws for purpose and that their idea of "freeing the Commonwealth" might be misinformed well intention fueled by fear and dogma. When she was new to the commonwealth and didn't understand much about anything really the fearmongering and racism towards ghouls and synths were more tolerable (but still uncomfortable) it eventually become almost intolerable the longer she stayed and the more informed she became about the natures of both.
Railroad:
At first is weary of them. Alwine is careful around people who keep secrets and after spending so much time in the Brotherhood interacting with the Railroad pushes her hackles up. She does like how they work to help the synths, especially after BB, despite being mostly associated with the BOS. She becomes more comfortable after becoming more educated about synths, between the Railroad themselves informing her and the data collected by the player at the Institute itself, and eventually embraces the Railroad as a necessity after BB.
Gunners:
Heavily dislikes them. To her they're essentially just militarized raiders.
Institute:
Has a hate towards them that just strengthens over time. Their ignorance and misuse of technology is both a tragedy and crime. For the most part she pities them but strongly believes that their destruction is absolutely necessary.
Nuka World:
They're raiders so Alwine is pretty hostile towards them. Despite this their organization and brutality makes Alwine careful about making them enemies. If possible she would work to keep them out of the Commonwealth as much as possible or at the very least work to create some kind of truce of sorts to prevent a major confrontation (which would likely be devastating to both sides).
Atom Cats:
They remind her a lot of her friends prewar with the way they talk and their fondness for power armor. She likes them.
Children of Atom:
Alwine believes in freedom of belief as long as said belief does not infringe on the beliefs and freedoms of others. As long as they are respectful of herself and others she will act the same. Alwine is also a bit curious about them she would likely ask a bunch of questions if they allowed it. Other than that she would keep her distance, mostly due to the rads.
General voice lines? (in reaction to companion wheel selections)
Talk:
(friendly/ bubbly) "What's crackalacin"
(friendly/ inquisitive) "You okay?"
(spacy/ broken out of thought) "Hmm?"
Trade:
(friendly/ bubbly) "What's mine is yours"
(joking/ teasing) "finally got tired of carrying that junk eh?"
(joking within a genuine question) "Hey maybe I can carry the big guns instead of the junk for once....no? maybe?"
Follow:
(plain/ firm statement) "Got it"
(bubbly) "Comin!"
(bubbly/ softly) "Oke Doke"
Wait:
(plainly) "alrighty"
(plainly/ softly) "I'll just sit tight"
(masking nervousness through humor) "Don't leave me here too long... might forget what I'm waitin' for and wander off"
Where would you find them in the world?
She would be located at the Cambridge Police Station. Then later at the Castle.
Which game would they be from?
Fallout 4
Miscellaneous facts?
If the player puts alcohol in her inventory and the player gets 'drunk' she will match the player for drinks and her basic dialogue will be slurred for a short time after
Alwine will loot the entirety of corpses, clothes and all, when asked to loot bodies.
Alwine will periodically build weapon and armor mods which can be taken out of her inventory by the player
Alwine refuses to go in water and a hit box specifically for her prevents her from entering. This results in a glitch that has Alwine swimming in the air several feet above the water while the player is swimming.
If the player uses console commands to force Alwine into the water she will sink to the bottom similar to if she were wearing power armor. Note: This does not affect her health she will just idle at the waterbed.
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Omg could you please write a one shot about Jo being involved in a school shooting? Set in the same universe as it’s nothing fun just to talk. You are officially my new favorite jolex author!!! Your stories are amazing!!!
AHHHHHHHHH!! I read this and screamed out loud and then wrote this in an embarrassingly short amount of time while ignoring all of my other responsibilities….. i’m really enjoying using prompts that y’all send in to further my INFJTT canon world because my brain is FRIED
i’m also trying to make AU! jolex’s life as dramatic as canon! jolex’s life clearly
Anyways, enjoy!! (also thank u for the compliment, it warmed my heart)
ALSO I HATE TO SAY IT BUT I GUESS I LOVE SEEING JO IN PAIN?? I PROMISE MY NEXT ONE WILL BE FLUFFY AND NICE TO THESE TWO
Aaaaaand if it wasn’t clear: TW// violence, injuries to minors, & blood 
"Did you say it? 'I love you. I don't ever want to live without you. You changed my life.' Did you say it? Make a plan, set a goal, work toward it. But every now and then, drink it in. Cause this is it."
Tuesday 10:56 AM
I love you, Alex. So much. 
“Doctor Karev, you’re being paged to the ER,” Alex looked from his phone to the nurse in front of him. He pocketed the phone quickly, not bothering to respond to the text from over an hour ago. “Doctor Hunt said he needs as much of the peds staff as possible.”
“Did he say why? I can’t really send my whole department down there.”
“No, sorry. It sounded urgent though.”
Alex groaned, picking up his chart and heading downstairs to talk with Hunt before he went and grabbed his whole team. It wasn’t even noon and Alex was done with the day. The last thing he wanted to deal with today was Owen.
“Hunt!”
Owen turned around at the sound of his name, a solemn look on his face. Alex could tell that whatever he was needed for was not a happy occasion. He sidled up next to the trauma surgeon, making sure he had his game face on for when Owen tried to get his whole damn team down here.
“What could you possibly need the whole peds team for?”
“For that,” Owen pointed at the television set behind Alex, prompting the younger man to turn and watch the news report playing on screen. 
“Reports are coming in that there’s an active shooter situation at Golden Hill Elementary. The school year started three weeks ago for Seattle Unified, a horrifying way to start off the year. We have at least three confirmed deaths and ten confirmed injuries, but no word on whether these are students or teachers. We’ll keep you updated as we hear more news.”
The chart in Alex’s hand clattered to the floor, his eyes glued to the television screen in front of him. His heart was beating erratically, eyes watching in horror as the news report continued on. 
Golden Hill Elementary. 
His mind flicked to this morning as Jo got dressed, brushed her hair, and walked out the door to work like it was any other day. Had he kissed her goodbye? Told her he loved her?
When was the last time he had kissed his wife? 
“Page Avery,” Owen didn't move at the request, prompting Alex to turn and repeat his words. “Page Avery! I will get your damn peds team if you page Avery down here right now.” 
Owen ran off, leaving Alex alone standing in the middle of the ER. He pulled his phone out, looking over his texts from Jo and almost losing it. 
Tuesday 8:15 AM
I want tacos for dinner
from the place downtown
with the really good green salsa???
You got it babe. I’ll grab it on my way home. 
you’re the best
love you
Love you too. 
Tuesday 9:42 AM
mmm pretty sure they’re putting us on a lockdown drill 
great I love wrangling third graders 
Tuesday 10:56 AM
I love you, Alex. So much. 
“Alex,” Jackson was running down the hallway, eyes wide with fear as he approached Alex. It was evident he had heard about what was happening and was probably just as scared as Alex. “Have you heard from Jo?”
Alex shook his head, Jackson confirming that he hadn’t heard from April either. Alex asked the nurse’s station to page the entire peds department down to the ER, doctors from other specialties filtering into the trauma bay with a sense of urgency that made Alex feel sick.
“First rig is three minutes out,” Owen yelled as he walked through the crowded trauma bay. “Bailey and Grey, I need you to triage. Avery, get any parents or spouses that show up out of the way. O’Malley, Karev, and all available interns, you’re unloading rigs with me. And someone call the blood bank!”
The team donned trauma gowns, each running off to where Owen had directed them. Jackson and Alex shared one last look with each other, unspoken promises floating between the two of them before Alex followed Owen out to the ambulance bay. George stood at his left and Owen at his right, both silent as the sound of sirens grew louder.
“Worrying won’t do you any good,” George mused as he settled one hand on Alex’s shoulder. His friend's presence was mildly comforting, knowing that if Jo was standing next to him he would be saying the same thing. “She’ll be here sooner or later, then you can worry. For now, just breathe and let’s do our job.” The first rig pulled in the bay, a little boy being unloaded and rushed into the ER. Alex watched as four more rigs came through, each carrying a child who seemed too small to have such big wounds. He helped direct the interns on where each patient should go, his mind working on auto pilot as he unloaded child after child.
Finally, an ambulance came in with one of the teachers, someone Alex had met before. He swallowed the sick feeling in his chest, his hand moving to grab Maggie’s as she looked up at him with a half smile.
“Hey,” Maggie’s voice was quiet as she struggled to breathe, an obvious gunshot wound in her right shoulder bleeding onto the gurney. “Tell Jackson April is fine, she’s triaging at the school. I haven’t seen Jo yet, I’m sorry.” Alex nodded, sending one intern to find Jackson and another in with Maggie as he let her hand go. The news that April was okay made Alex feel better, hoping that if she made it out then maybe so did Jo. Their classrooms were right next to each other, that was a good thing right? “Karev!” 
Alex watches the scene before him in slow motion. An EMT is running to the back of the rig, filling Owen in on details that Alex can’t quite hear. Owen pulls a gurney from the ambulance. The first thing he sees are the bloodied sneakers, now red but normally a bright white. He should know, he had bought the shoes last Christmas. The dark jeans and floral top come into view before he can see her face, eyes frantically searching for him.
“Alex!”
The world speeds up and goes back to a normal pace as Alex races forward, grabbing Jo’s hand and following her into the ER. He notes that the silky top she had complained about barely fitting this morning is now covered with blood and stuck to her protruding stomach. The sight makes Alex’s heart come up to sit in his throat, uncomfortable and jarring as he stares down at his wife. He barely registers Owen nodding to him, releasing Alex to be with Jo as they head into the ER.
“I’m fine, I promise,” Jo assures Alex as she’s rolled towards an empty triage bed. “April loaded me into the damn ambulance. This isn’t my blood… I’m fine, I’m not injured, I promise.”
Alex dismisses the intern with them, promising that if they have issues he’ll go to Meredith. He draws the curtain around the area they’re in and turns back to Jo, whose fingers are fiddling with her wedding rings. The silver bands are bloodied now, prompting Alex to grab Jo’s hand with his own and tilt her head up to look at him. 
“Are you really okay?”
There was silence for a moment before Jo shook her head and began to cry into Alex’s embrace. 
“My classroom was safe but there was a little boy in the hallway and he just… I went out after the drill lifted and he was barely breathing. I picked him up and I held him and...,” Jo sobbed, one hand coming to rest on her bulging stomach. “I watched a child die and I was grateful it wasn’t me or our daughter. What’s wrong with me?”
“You’re a human being, you’re allowed to have feelings,” Alex brushed his hand against Jo’s hair, his fingers running through the locks. “I’m relieved too, that you’re here in my arms and that our baby is okay. And it’s hard to think about what happened to everyone else, but you have to look at the bright side sometimes. You’re here and you’re okay and that’s enough for today.”
Jo curled into Alex’s side, arms wrapping around him tightly as he rubbed circles into her back. Nothing was okay, it probably wouldn’t be for awhile, but Jo had Alex and a healthy baby to go home to. She had survived a shooting, kept her class safe, and walked 24 third graders outside their parents. So some things were enough for Jo, just for today at least.
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but seriously, how about the punk!au group doing brunch? 💛
Fandom: The Witcher Pairing: Vicious Mockery Family Word Count: 1,691 Rating: G Taglist: @heroics-and-heartbreak​ @whatevermonkey​ @mynamesoundslikesherlock​ @kemmastan​ @magic-multicolored-miracle​ @writingstudent​ @mlleecrivaine​ @coffee-and-stories​ @amirahiddleston​ @ultracolorfulnerdcollection​ @astouract​ @your-not-invisible-to-me​ @mycat-is-mylove a/n: There is a lot of potato talk. I apologize, I couldn’t let it go, I love potatoes so much. xo
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Valdo considered the table, expressive brows furrowed in consternation. A pair of arms slipped around his waist from behind and a kiss was pressed between his shoulder blades.
“What is it, V? Is a napkin off-center?” Aevryn asked, tone playful but affectionate. She loved how much care he took with preparing for things though sometimes he took it a little far. Right now, for example, he stared down the beautiful table as though it were the greatest disappointment of his life. There were seven place settings at the table which could easily seat eight. When he’d bought the table Aevryn had teased him about living out his dreams of being a King with his banquet table but she knew that he secretly loved that he had people in his life enough to nearly fill every seat. He’d been wanting to host brunch for a while but between tours and album recordings and life in general it had been put off. But finally it would happen and he was determined to make it such a wonderful experience that they would all clamor to return, possibly once every other week if they could make it happen with their schedules and certainly no less than once a month. He had taken great care to make sure that Sam, though six now and much more careful around sharp edges, sat in a middle seat with her own special plate that she’d decorated in a pottery shop with Aevryn on one of their Aunt & Niece days out. She had her own calligraphy printed sign to indicate where she should sit and he had placed her between Jaskier and Y/N, right across from where Aevryn, Yennefer, and Geralt would sit. Valdo would sit at the head of the table but only, he argued to a bemused Aevryn, because it would be easier for him to get up and get things as they ate. And she hoped they were in the mood to eat because he had prepared enough for a small army.
“Babe do you think perhaps we would be alright with, say, just two kinds of potatoes?” Aevryn asked tentatively. He looked up at her with a thoroughly dumbfounded expression.
“Aevryn, I’m Irish. Are you trying to tell an Irish man to serve fewer potatoes? Bloody English,” he muttered the last part under his breath and she threw a dish towel at his head which he deftly avoided as he went to pull the warming tray full of hashbrowns out of the oven. The doorbell rang and Aevryn ran to answer it excitedly. Yennefer and Geralt stood on the doorstep, Yennefer holding a bottle of champagne and Geralt with a freshly baked loaf of rustic looking artisan bread. Aevryn gave them both a quick hug and ushered them into the kitchen where Valdo gave them a greeting nod.
“Jask and Y/N here yet?” Geralt asked, looking around for any signs of Sam.
“Not yet, you’re the first to arrive,” Aevryn answered. On cue the doorbell rang again and Valdo smiled as he heard Sam’s voice.
“Hi Auntie Aev! Where’s Uncle Valdo? Are Uncle Geralt and Aunt Yen here? We saw their motorcycle. What’s that smell? Something smells REALLY good. Did Uncle Valdo cook it? I told daddy that I bet he’d cook it all but he said he’d order in and just pretend but I know that he really cooked it, didn’t he?”
Somehow she said this all in one breath and he heard Aevryn tell her that yes, he had cooked it all, and then the sound of Aevryn thwacking Jaskier on the arm. There was a hurried clomping sound with Y/N calling for Sam to walk and then she was there in the dining room, bright blue eyes wide with excitement as she took in the sight of all of the food. Jaskier, Y/N, and Aevryn followed not far behind, the former carrying a basket of croissants and a glass bottle of orange juice. The little group mingled and talked as Valdo focused on getting the last of the food ready, fretting that he’d forget something. Sam came around to his side of the counters and offered to help.
“I do have an important task for you if you’re feeling up to it,” Valdo said, crouching down to meet Sam’s eyes with a solemn expression. Her eyes widened and she nodded intently.
“I have made crepes but I want to make sure they’re satisfactory. Your mission, should you choose to accept it, is to try one out for me before I put it out for everyone else to try,” he explained.
“I can do that,” she said emphatically with the stoic expression of a cadet crossing enemy lines. He lifted her up and deposited her on an empty spot on the counter and put together a little crepe with some Nutella and strawberries and bananas. She took a large bite and then closed her eyes, a little smile crossing her hazelnut smeared face. Valdo watched her fondly and when she opened her eyes again and he asked her if it was satisfactory she nodded confidently.
“Alright everyone, the sous chef has spoken, brunch is served,” he announced. He helped Sam fix her plate with two of the types of potatoes (she wasn’t sure if she trusted the roasted ones which looked suspiciously like there may be vegetables mixed in), a crepe, a piece of bacon and a little piece of ham.
“Are there any potatoes left in Seattle?” Jaskier joked right as you said, “Oh thank god, someone who understands that the true hero of any brunch is the humble potato.”
Valdo beamed at your praise and shot Jaskier a smug look before graciously offering him one of four kinds of eggs he’d prepared. Before long they were all seated and eating, murmurs of praise for the food rippling throughout conversation as a new thing was tried.
“How has school been, Sam? Your mom tells me you’ve made a friend,” Aevryn asked. Sam’s eyes clouded a little bit and she shrugged.
“Well, I did, but her family is moving so it’s just me again,” she said. The adults all exchanged looks over her head of varying levels of consternation, sadness, and regret.
“You’ll find your people yet,” Valdo assured her, “I didn’t meet your Auntie Aev til we were 10.”
“And I didn’t meet your dad til I was 17,” Aevryn said.
“17?” Sam echoed incredulously as though she’d said they were 100.
“Did you tell your Uncle Valdo about the book you’re writing?” you prompted, trying to steer the conversation someplace a little less tender for Sam. Though she was a vibrant, outgoing, loving child she struggled to find friends that would stick around without moving for a parent’s job or just found different interests. You felt sure that Valdo and Aevryn were right now. She was still so young, there was still time for her to find her little family as you’d all found yours. Sam perked up and began to regale Valdo with the story she was working on about a wolf who found a fox and became its friend. Geralt grinned as she spoke, knowing full well who had inspired the story. It was also clear who the violet eyed panther they met was based off of and Yennefer smiled through a mouthful of croissant as Sam talked. By the end of her story Valdo insisted it would be a bestseller and then mentioned to you that he knew someone in children’s lit publishing who’d eat this up but you insisted she was fine without a book deal before her seventh birthday.
After they were finished eating they retreated into the large, open living room where Valdo and Sam sat by the piano while the rest of the group sprawled around on various seats. Geralt gazed appreciatively at the wall of vinyl records Valdo collected, glad that he’d had the forethought to buy Valdo a knife instead of an album for his birthday. Jaskier had you curled up against him, sipping from the mimosa that had been expertly crafted by Valdo, of course. Yennefer sat with her feet tucked under her on the large armchair that spun, rocking side to side lightly as she digested the large brunch. The uneven tinkling of piano keys was the backdrop of their conversation as Valdo taught Sam how to play chopsticks to your dismay and amusement.
“We should do this more often,” you mused aloud. Valdo’s head snapped up in attention and the barely restrained excitement on his face brought a smile to Aevryn’s lips.
“Well, we’re happy to host,” Valdo said, forcing himself to sound casual, “If people wanted to come around again sometime. Maybe sometime week after next?”
“I’d have to check the calendar and doublecheck with Andrzej but that work for us I think,” Jaskier said.
“Hmm,” Geralt said with a nod that Yennefer echoed.
“We’ll have to order more potatoes, though,” Aevryn joked. Valdo squinted at her and she stuck her tongue out which made Sam laugh.
After the last guest had left Aevryn and Valdo wandered back into the kitchen but she pulled him into a hug before he could start putting things again. She pressed a soft kiss against his lips which he returned, wrapping his arms around her and pressing her close as he deepened the kiss.
“What was that for?” he asked as he pulled back, emerald eyes twinkling.
“It was a good brunch,” she said simply, brushing back a wayward curl and grazing the curve of his jaw with her fingertips as she withdrew her hand.
“They seemed to like it,” he said.
“They loved it,” she emphasized, “They love you.”
“I love you,” he murmured, expressive eyes hardly able to contain his emotions.
“I love you too,” she said, brushing her nose against his, the whisper of a kiss brushed against his lips, “Almost as much as you love potatoes.”
He pulled back and she yelped as he reached down and gave her a swat.
“Right,” he said, “Get upstairs. I’ve had about enough of this English sass. Time for your reckoning.”
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Something So Magic About You
Day 1 of @tyrias-library‘s Valentine’s fic week! As always, thank you for organizing this bc it’s a delight to participate and see what everyone else comes up with. The prompt today is “Confessions,” so this is about how Braham and Auslog got together. Title is from “From Eden” by Hozier bc I listen to Hozier while I’m writing A Lot. What can I say, I am but a simple sapphic
Also this time around I decided I’d post things both on tumblr AND ao3, so if you’d prefer to read it there, here’s a link for you. Enjoy!
“Ugh, what do I do, Toril?” Auslog asked, pacing their tent. 
Currently, Toril and Auslog and the rest of Dragon’s Watch were set up on a cliff in Sandswept Isles, overlooking Althoma, the Olmakhan village. Here, they could monitor any threats from above before they had a chance to cause serious problems, and nearby sand portals offered easy travel to the Inquest facility the next island over for anyone who had a jackal, as most of the guild did by this point. 
Toril followed the other norn with her eyes from her place on the pile of furs that served as their bed, watching with a smirk as Auslog placed her head in her hand.
“I dunno, babe,” Toril said with a shrug. “I always say you should just say something, so you already know that’s what I’m going to say. Do you need me to actually say it?”
Auslog stopped, turned to face her, and wrinkled her nose at her and made a grumbly sound.
“No,” she groaned. “Or yes. Maybe?” 
Toril chuckled.
“What if I say something,” Auslog explained, little drops of water gathering at her hands as she went, falling to the ground when she failed to pay attention to her magic, “and he doesn’t return my feelings, and then it makes everything awkward for everyone?”
“That’s not gonna happen, Aus,” Toril said.
“You don’t know that! How do you know that?”
“Because you’re both--well, okay.” Toril sighed heavily. “Because you are emotionally intelligent and capable of being professional, and because Braham will fall in line if I tell him to fall in line.” 
“But then you’ll have to--and we’ll--and I--and it would be humiliating, and--and if he--but I can’t--and--”
“Aus, Aus, hey, stop,” Toril said, standing and wrapping her into a soft embrace. She placed a soothing hand on the elementalist’s back and used the other to gently toy with her hair. “This isn’t going to help anything, this agonizing over it. Either you do or you don’t, and that’s up to you. You just have to do what feels right. But I can’t tell you what that is, and pacing up and down our tent at a mile a minute won’t either. Plus,” she said teasingly, “you got the floor a little wet, and now it’s muddy in here.”
Auslog laughed, gripping Toril tighter and coiling her arms around the Commander’s neck. The elementalist gave her a quick peck on the cheek, stretching up on her toes, before untangling herself and looking up at Toril.
“I have one actual question for you though,” Auslog said. “I think it’s important.” 
“Shoot.”
“What if it makes it awkward for you? I mean, he’s your best friend. I wouldn’t want to put any kind of divide between you if it goes south.”
“Hey, how about you let me handle the particulars of my relationship with Braham?” Toril said, brushing a lock of hair from Auslog’s cheek and tucking it behind her ear. “Any problems that happen between me and him, regardless of what they have to do with, are between me and him. I would never, ever blame you for a problem I have with another person. You go after what you want, if you want to. Don’t worry about me. Please.”
Auslog sighed dramatically. 
“Okay,” she huffed, “I guess you’re right.”
“Of course I am,” Toril said with a scoff. “Aren’t I always?”
“Oh, shut up.”
“Make me.”
***
“Toril, I, uh--could I talk to you for a sec? Like, over there?” Braham said, gesturing past the tree line around their camp. 
It was supper time, most of the guild gathered around a large pot of stew over the fire at the center of the camp. The Commander took another bite from the bowl in her hands and then set it carefully on the stone bench beside her. (Having an elementalist around does have its perks, she mused as her knuckles brushed the smooth limestone.) 
“Sure, let’s go,” Toril said, getting up with a groan to follow him. “What’s going on?”
She grabbed a piece of bread as she went, dipping the corner of it into the pot of stew bubbling over the fire.
“Let’s, um--let’s wait until we’re...I don’t want anyone else to hear this.”
“What the hell is going on, Braham? You’re freaking me out.”
Once Braham was satisfied they were far enough, he turned to her and took a deep breath.
“Listen,” he said, “I think...Wolf help me, I don’t even know why I’m--this is a terrible idea, just--”
“Out with it,” Toril said impatiently.
“Okay, um, fine, it’s--I think I have feelings for your...partner.”
“Which one?”
“I’m sorry?” Braham said.
“Which partner?” Toril said around a mouthful of bread, brow furrowed. 
“Oh, I, um--well, it’s--”
“Auslog, right? You have a crush on Auslog?” the Commander said for him, unfazed.
“I’m not sure I like the phrasing there,” he said, “but yeah. Yeah, I think I do.”
“Okay, so talk to her about it,” she replied, like it was the most obvious thing in the world.
“But she’s your girlfriend,” Braham said. “It would--that’s weird, isn’t it?”
“You like her?” Toril asked.
Braham nodded.
“You’d like to have a romantic and/or sexual relationship with her?” Toril continued.
“I don’t--that’s so--how are you so technical about this?”
“Experience,” Toril said flatly, biting off another bit of bread. “Now, would you?”
Braham sighed, ran his hands over his head, and nodded. 
“Good,” Toril said. “So talk to her.”
“What if it makes things weird?” Braham argued.
“What if it doesn’t?” Toril shot back.
“What if she doesn’t like me?” 
“What if she does?”
“What if she ends up hating me?
“What if she doesn’t?”
“You know what, I--” Braham grumbled. “I don’t know why I thought it was a good idea to even bring this up. I’m sorry. Just forget it. Forget I said anything.”
He stomped off, back toward camp, as Toril watched with a smirk. She rolled her eyes and bit off another chunk of bread before following.
***
“Toril, this is driving me crazy,” Auslog complained a few days later, once again pacing their tent. “I don’t know how much longer I can deal with him looking at me like that, and his eyes, and just...everything! What am I supposed to do? How am I supposed to react when he’s over here just existing and looking like a-a-a fucking sculpture--and definitely better than any that I’ve made, and--”
“Hey. Aus. Babe. Look at me,” Toril said calmly, stepping in front of her and grabbing both of her shoulders. “You know the answer to this. You know what you should do. So just, y’know, do it.”
“You say it like it’s so easy!” Auslog complained, shrugging her off and continuing to pace. “I don’t have your confidence. You don’t give a single shit about what anyone thinks or says about you--”
“That’s not true,” the Commander interjected.
“--but some of us aren’t lucky enough to have that,” Auslog continued, ignoring Toril’s input. “I know I need to just suck it up, but it’s...there’s so many things that could go wrong.”
“Auslog, you have stood beside me as I stared down two Elder Dragons, a mursaat, a fucking god, and Raven knows what else,” Toril said, stopping her again with a hand on either side of her face. “If I have the courage to do that, then you have just as much. Maybe more. I’d be lost without you, and if Braham doesn’t see what I see, then that’s his loss. But you’ll never know if you don’t try.”
“Yeah. Yeah, you’re--you’re right,” Auslog said with a sigh, flopping onto a pile of blankets on the floor. “Just like always.”
“Well, I wouldn’t say that,” Toril said, sitting beside her. “But at least most of the time, probably.”
The elementalist gently punched her arm before falling against her side, Toril quickly adjusting to hold her against her side, and for a while, they just sat like that, enjoying the quiet.
“Hey,” Auslog said softly after a few minutes had passed. “Did you mean all that? About being lost without me?”
“You know I did,” Toril answered.
“Yeah, I guess I do,” Auslog said, smiling. “I’d be lost without you, too, my love.”
“Oh, stop,” Toril said, playfully fighting back as Auslog stretched up to kiss her face.
***
“Look, I know you said I should just ask her,” Braham said, sitting next to Toril on the cliff overlooking Althoma, “but it just doesn’t feel right.”
“Okay,” Toril said, considering. “Does it not feel right because you can’t see yourself in that kind of relationship with her, or does it not feel right because you’ve been conditioned into monogamy?”
“How am I supposed to know?”
“If she weren’t also my girlfriend, would you feel comfortable asking her, say, to dinner?” Toril asked, then added, “In a romantic context, of course.” 
“Yeah, I think so,” Braham said. “Is that...is that bad?”
“Not at all,” Toril said. “Erlend and I had some hangups at first too. He wasn’t sure about the idea of being in a committed romantic relationship with someone already in a committed romantic relationship of their own. And it’s awkward at first, sure, but it gets easier. You start to find a new normal. A better one, in my opinion.”
“I guess that makes sense,” Braham said, sighing heavily. “But I just--you’re my best friend, Toril--”
“Aw, thanks,” the Commander cut in.
“Shush,” he said, bumping her shoulder with his. “But seriously, I can’t just ask out your girlfriend. I mean, for one, we’re grown adults, not teenagers. I don’t even think ‘ask out’ is a term that applies anymore, and--”
“Braham,” Toril interrupted sternly.
“Toril?”
“I’m going to say this one more time, and then that’s the last time, and from there you’re going to have to figure the rest out on your own, okay?”
“Okay?” Braham said, unsure.
“Please, for the love of all the Spirits, please ask out my girlfriend.”
Braham rolled his eyes in response.
***
It had been two weeks.
Two weeks of two of the most important people in her life coming to her to complain about their own emotional incompetence. 
Toril was at her wits end. She wasn’t the type of person to tell one or even both of them that their feelings were mutual. That was a betrayal of trust, and even if it was probably for their own good, she felt uncomfortable with it.
So she couldn’t tell Auslog to just talk to Braham because he’s already interested, and she couldn’t tell Braham that Auslog had been complaining about how unfair it is for him to be like that, and she couldn’t sit here and deal with the two of them anymore. Something had to be done.
She couldn’t tell them. But she could encourage them to tell each other. (“Encourage,” of course, was a rather nice word for what she had planned. “Force” would probably be more accurate, but the former had a significantly more positive connotation.)
And so Toril found herself behind a desk in the command tent, the one that they used for planning and storage and arguments of a more professional nature, waiting for Kasmeer to fetch Braham and Auslog. When they finally entered together, Kas tagging along behind and closing the flap of the tent with a quick wink to the Commander, they looked both confused and terrified. Toril was, if she was honest with herself, a little ashamed of how much she was going to enjoy this.
“What’s going on, Boss?” Braham asked. “Kas said you needed to talk to us about something?”
“That I do,” Toril said, tapping her fingers together where they rested on the desk. “You’ve both been driving me absolutely insane and it has to stop.” 
“What--what do you mean?” Auslog said, a rush of nervousness hitting her as she thought through the reasons Toril may have called them here like this.
“You both know I’m not the type of person,” Toril explained, “that tells someone else’s secrets. I won’t. I won’t betray your trust like that, either of you.”
“Okay…?” Braham said, brow furrowed.
“But I can get you to tell each other,” Toril said.
The realization dawned on Auslog first, her eyes widening as she worked through everything this meant. It took Braham a bit longer, but eventually he responded with a simple, “Oh.”
“I’m going outside,” Toril said, standing and walking around them to the tent flap. She pushed it aside, stepping out and then turning to add, “Fucking talk to each other. For my sake if nothing else.” And then she let the flap fall back into place and gave them their privacy.
“Well, that was…” Braham said, trailing off.
“...unexpected,” Auslog finished.
“Yeah,” he agreed. 
“Yeah.”
“Yeeaaaah...so…”
Auslog cleared her throat. “So I gather that you’ve spoken to Toril about me in a...romantic context?”
“Is that--is that the kind of conversation we’re going to have right now?” Braham asked, cocking his head to one side.
“What do you mean?”
“Well, you...don’t sound like you. I wasn’t thinking we were gonna be so...clinical about it.”
“Oh. Yeah,” Auslog said. “I, um--I was kind of trying to channel Toril. That confidence she has, y’know? She’s always so sure of herself in situations like this, and I’m so...not.”
“Hey, that’s--I like that. I like you.”
“Spirits, I feel like such an awkward mess.”
“I like awkward,” Braham assured. “Awkward is...cute.”
“Oh, you--you think so?” Auslog asked, blushing and looking toward the floor.
“Absolutely,” Braham declared, emboldened. “Everything about you is so...you’re so strong and so willful, but you’re also so incredibly gentle that it leaves me in awe. You care so deeply. You fight so fiercely not because you enjoy the fight, but because it protects innocents. You’re just--you’re a force, and I can’t help but be drawn to that.”
“I, uh--thanks, that was...I’m not sure what to say,” Auslog said. “I think between the shock of Toril dragging us here for this and hearing you say all that, I’m a little scrambled.”
“That’s alright,” Braham said.  
“I just know I like you. A lot. And I want more than being sort of your second best friend by proxy of Toril. I want to keep seeing you look at me like that. And I want to be closer to you. In every sense.”
“In that case,” Braham said, smiling, “would it be alright if I kissed you?”
“I thought you’d never ask.”
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jj-ktae · 5 years
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· 23 · La Lettre - Prompt Game
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Title : La Lettre (The Letter) Pairing : Mark Tuan x Reader Genre : AU, long distance, fluff, romance. Words : 1494 Prompts :  N°3. “The prettiest place is a place with you in it”, N°36. “Stamps are expensive as shit, so you better write me back.” and N°56. “Call me and tell me I’m on your mind as much as you are on mine.”
AN: I hope you like it, anon! It’s short so I couldn’t go into details but this is how I inspired I got! 
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La Lettre
You don’t expect anything when you open your dorm’s door. Your day was shitty from start to finish. You’re no pessimist, but tripping on your own feet as you rushed to get to class announced an endless list of unfortunate events.
You were damn right.
It started with your wallet, left on your nightstand because you needed to sort it out the day before. It resulted in you not getting anything to eat today. Then it continued during your economy class, where you found yourself fighting with your blank sheet as a result of not being able to study the night before. The staring contest was a failure and the sheet won, still as blank as ever as it was grabbed by the teacher with an evil laugh.
Then it rained. You got wet.
The list could go on and go on and you’re seriously looking forward that evening of lamentation in front of a stupid television show.
But you find something on the floor.
You kneel to grab the envelope, creased because college has no time for gentleness. Your name is written with messy letters, hurried yet still somewhat pretty.
You know exactly where it’s from.
A delighted sigh leaves your mouth as you throw your bag on your bed. Taking off your clothes and changing into something more comfortable would only postpone what you know will instantly make you feel better.
 The paper is plain. No drawings, no hearts, but you like it that way. You’re no epistolarian, yet you find delight into the meaning of words rather than ornamentation.
You stop breathing and the sender’s voice starts with the first syllable, like he is reading it for you spiritually.
Babe,
I’ve been trying hard to think of a good type of letter but well, my letter is as basic as me, in a way. You often say I speak too little and always answer to your messages awkwardly so I’m trying something else. I know we are apart, we’ve been a part for too long now and I find it hard not to take the first plane to hide into your dorm. I hope you know that I miss you a lot. We’re both busy, we spend hours studying and being frustrated and thinking it’s not worth the effort. We’re the same, both too perfectionist to settle for average. I always tell you you’re doing great yet you don’t believe me, while you tell me not to be too harsh on myself and I keep being depressed for not being a better person. 
I honestly hope that you already know all the things I wrote in this letter. I don’t want it to be too sappy but I can help telling you that you’re a wonderful person. I find you amazing and a big inspiration to me, even though I should know that you think the same and you’ll probably call me once you read this to tell me you’re not that great.
Don’t. Don’t call me to scold me. You’re amazing and I love you. Instead, call me and tell me I’m on your mind as much as you are on mine. Tell me I did a good job because I already destroyed around twenty pieces of paper and I was supposed to start studying two hours ago.
I decided to be random. It’s something you like, something you find comfortable. Today is the beginning of winter and the third year apart from you. Today it’s been 254 days since I last saw you for real. Today I thought about you every single minute of the day and I don’t think I’ll ever stop counting things like a fool. Call me a fool but for me, right now, there’s no better place than this letter to trace the meaning behind my honest feelings.
 I love you.
Ps : It’s short but it’s the first one. I’ll definitely get the hang of it. Also, I have a surprise for you, you’ll find out soon.
From Mark.
You laugh, the tears falling endlessly. It always happens, you always pour everything at the mention of his name or when you see his smiling face. You rub your cheeks violently; glad you didn’t stain the letter too much before putting it on your bed and taking your phone. He mentioned a surprise but knowing Mark, he must have sent another present that will probably arrive separately thanks to the university unique delivery system.
Mark answers right away, his voice hoarse because he must have been waiting for you to call before falling asleep.
You silence makes him speak, his tone playful. “I guess you received my letter.”
“I did, stupid.” You sniff, finding shelter into his sweet voice. “I didn’t know you were into this kind of stuff. Did you send another gift? I received nothing yet.”
Mark hums, the shifting around him signalling he might be trying to find a better position on his own bed. “I’m not.” He chuckles, melting your worries instantly. “I just wanted to go for a change. It’s short but I thought you could keep it as a memory or read it whenever you feel down. Ah, it’s going to take forever again, I guess. You’ll see when you receive it, don’t you dare ask me again, babe.” He threatens, the playful tone evident in his voice.
“Mark, it’s a great letter.” You assure him, body now limp and aiming for your bed. “I’m surprised you didn’t use pink perfumed paper nor drew hearts everywhere.” You tease. “And I won’t ask again, party pooper.” You stick your tongue, even though you’re alone and no one can see you.
“Yeah? I could do that but then you’ll tease me and show it to our friends. I know you, dumbass.”
You laugh, sighing softly when Mark does the same. “I love you too. Thanks, my day was horrible and you made it end greatly. I don’t mind tripping on my own feet if it means I can get to read a letter from you.”
“Don’t break a leg or I’ll have to come and take care of you. I would, seriously.” Mark warns.
“Oh well, I could miss the stairs next time then…” You muse, “By the way, how’s winter there? I miss snow, it never snows here. It must be so pretty. Send me a picture of you in the snow with your next letter, Mark.” You sound like a kid but who cares? The warmth is perfect and delicious, just like your mind, eased by a gesture you never thought you’d enjoy this much.
He laughs, “I will. It’s pretty yeah, just like every year. I enjoy snow, but I don’t see myself playing in the snow all alone and the guys always end up ganging on me whenever we start playing like toddlers. You should know though, that the prettiest place is a place with you in it, babe.”
“You’re so smooth….I miss the boys, too.” You answer sadly, remembering how hard it was for you to get one friend for the past three years.
“It won’t last forever. We’ll find each other back soon, I promise. Now cheer up and ace those exams so you can get out of this hellhole.” Mark says, his voice now determined like he always does when you feel down.
“I failed today, but I can try.” You snort, earning the same sound from your boyfriend who yawns right after.
“That’s my girl. I’m exhausted. I hate Thursdays. I hate going to the gym with Jackson.” Mark whines and you know he is probably massaging his sore legs, right now.
“Go to sleep. I’ll call you tomorrow during my lunch-break.”
It’s always the same schedule. You found a cycle, a routine in which you do the exact same things every week. Some nights are spent watching a movie together on the phone, lunch-breaks are for phone calls twice a week and Saturdays are the days off, the only moment you found to sleep the tiredness away. The rest is full of messages and cute pictures, exchanged unlimitedly.
“Goodnight babe, I love you.” Mark whispers like it’s a secret and you say the same thing back, your mouth sending kisses that echo in Mark’s ears loudly.
You hang up and get up to finally take a shower.
When you come back, you have one text message and hear a knock on the door.
You rush to your phone and open the message while readjusting your robe.
From Mark [10:35 p.m.] Stamps are expensive as shit, so you better write me back. Your surprise is on its way. Love you <3
You smile to yourself, cursing at probably another student who wants your notes and decided to come this late to ask for it.
You open your door with your phone in your hand and gasp.
“Forget about the stamp, pay your surprise back with kisses, instead.”
Mark is as handsome as ever.
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clover-c-darwin · 7 years
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Au Drabble:
“Darwin!” The loud voice that echoed through the room made Haydn scoot back further into his seat his laptop propped up on the desk: “Yes Sir- uh- I mean Ma’m.” “Is the article ready?” Haydn frowned a little as he stared at the open document on the desk; another gossip article. He hadn’t gone to univesity for that.
“Of course it is- I’ll send it to you.” he replied sourly glancing at the older women. The time that had passed hadn’t left Riri unmarked. Though she tried to hide it she had aged and her gaze had turned more stern. The snappy childishness had left her a long time ago: “Good- keep up the good work.”
And with that she was gone; straight back to another journalist hoping to find something she could nag at. “Good work.” he repeated quietly eyebrows furrowing together: “Ain’t I just glad that I am doing good work in the gazette?” He let his head crash into the table not having the energy to even wince anymore. He had been sitting at the desk for barely an hour and he already wanted to go home and hide in his bed again. 
                                                                   *
The cup of coffee dangling on the edge of his desk seemed to be mocking him- predicting the long hours he was going to spend there. A soft groasn escaped his lips thinking about his comfortable appartment. This was going to be a long day indeed.
Haydn was walking through the streets of the capitol. The bright lights were illuminating the houses and faces of the people rushing beneath them. The cold breeze on his face calmed him, but it didn’t help the headache he had from all the mixed perfumes in the office. His hands tucked deeply into the pockets of his jacket he strolled around barely noticing anything about the ever changing surroundings. The only thought on his mind was that he wanted to be home as quickly as possible. 
                                                    *
“I’m back-” he called into the room glad to see the lightswitch on. “Yeah and dinner is ready as well-” haydn’s eyebrows furrowed together at the thought: “You cooked?” Emory’s head peeked out from the living room and laughter filled the floor: “You wish- I ordered take out from the china guy down the street.” haydn’s smile widened at the sight of his boyfriend a relieved sigh escaping his lips as he tumbled into the living room immediately reaching for the boy and wrapped his arms around him pulling him close: “hey-” Emory chuckled lightly in response his hands finding their way into Haydn’s hair: “Well- hello there. What would you like to eat? We have got rice, noodles, chicken...” Haydn interrupted him before he could end his sentence: “No food- just sleep.” he got out head still nestled in the crook of Emory’s neck as he slowly led them to the sofaa. Emory’s knees his the cushion and he fell backwards errupting a short laugh out of him as Haydn toppled onto him: “That bad huh?” he asked stroking a hand through Haydn’s hair. His response was incoherent, a string of moans muffled by Emory’s body.
Warmth overtook him as Emory chuckled the paining headache being soothened by the gentle strokes. “Tell me about your day.” he mumbled head still burried comfortably in the crook of Emory’s shoulder. §Wasn’t that interesting. You know me- sleeping, eating, masturbating,...” his voice trailed of playfully forcing a hoarse chuckle out of Haydn’s throat: “I missed you...” “Nawww- missed you too sweet cheaks.” Emory took Haydn’s face in his hands pressing aa kiss against his lips: “Up for some food now? I’ll even feed you-” Again there was this playful twinkle in his eyes that should have warned Haydn that he had something up his sleeve. Yet he choose to ignore it. Laughing instead Haydn pushed himself up until he was more sitting than lying though he had yet to deattach himself from Emory. 
“Doofus-” He rested his head against the side of Emory’s while dangling for the noodles. he wrapped an arm around his boyfriend’s shoulders shoveling some of the food on a fork and tried to bring it to his mouth- Trying being the key-word. Before he could even think of it Emory had already snapped at it and swallowed the food with a smug smile on his face. 
“brat-” haydn had breathed out: “Now you won’t even let me eat.” Emory smirked mischievously climbing on top of Haydn: “You can always eat something else-” Before locking their lips in a heated kiss while haydn blindly placed the cup on the table the food long forgotten. 
Perhaps there were better ways to get rid of headaches that sleeping after all- or at least sleeping on your own.
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clerichoard · 5 years
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long distance charges
finn & imbris, rockband au, 1.7k
a thousand miles really puts a dent in the phone bill.
for @darlingicarus​ for what may have been a prompt at one point
Finn's been away for a month when he gets the call.
“Charlie is lost without you,” Imbris says. “He won't stop calling me bro, and we both know how I feel about that.”
Finn grins at on the other side of the line, hearing the scowl in his voice even across the country.
“Ay, just tell him I miss him or something. Buy him a beer and say it's from me,” he offers. “Still gonna be a while. Family shit.”
Said 'family shit’ was his parents requesting that while the band was on break from touring that he spend the whole holiday season with them. After about a week they were sick of him and both went travelling for work until Christmas, leaving him all alone in a huge house in New York. For three more weeks.
Imbris sighs into the phone. “Yeah, I'll tell him. He's real put out, Finnley.”
Finn closes his eyes and bites his lip against asking if Imbris misses him too. So far they've avoided having any conversation that involved feelings other than the song that clearly put all of Finn's on display.
Instead he says, “So, you ever have phone sex?”
Imbris hangs up on him.
Finn is staring up at the ceiling of his room with a glass of some expensive ass liquor from the cabinet resting on his chest and his phone up to his face. He sends a simple, “u up” to Imbris' and waits.
The phone begins buzzing in his hands and Finn promptly drops it directly onto his face. He also manages to answer it with his nose.
“-really sent me a booty call text!” Imbris is saying once Finn manages to get the phone to his ear.
“You do have a great ass,” he points out. Imbris snorts.
“Oi, isn't it like-” There's a pause as Imbris struggles to get the time difference right. Finn doesn't even try. “-2 am there?”
“Probably,” Finn agrees. “Been drinking. Expensive shit.”
“You're drinking with your family at 2 am?” Imbris sounds appalled but not surprised. Finn guesses it has to do something with his own personality.
“No family for another two weeks,” he says, taking a long sip from his glass as he sits up. “Big empty house with lots of good alcohol.”
There's a beat of silence. Then: “Sounds like you're having fun.”
Finn shakes his head and then remembers Imbris can't see him. “M'not. Wish…I was with you,” he mumbles. He can almost see Imbris in his head, sitting on his own bed in his shitty LA apartment he barely uses. For a moment his brain pretends that they're both on the same bed. It's nice.
Imbris still hasn't said anything.
“I'm drunk, baby,” Finn finally says through a yawn. “And tired.”
Imbris sighs, quiet and soft. “Go to sleep, Finn. Night.”
“G'night,” Finn mutters as he lays back down, moving the glass to his table.
In the morning he finds his phone still on a call with Imbris on his pillow. He can hear soft snoring on the other line.
“Please be serious, for just one fucking moment, Finnley.” Imbris’ angry scowl fills the screen and Finn grins back at him with raised eyebrows.
“Your ass looks great in both,” he tells him. Imbris scoffs and flips to the back facing camera. He's holding up another pair of jeans in his hand.
“Just doesn't scream press conference to me,” he mutters as he turns to one side, examining the outfit from another angle. Finn bites his lip and looks him over from head to toe.
“Not a whole lotta things to scream about at press conferences,” Finn says. “Though I'm sure I could change that if-”
Imbris squawks and Finn has the great delight of seeing Imbris’ face turn dark red as he frantically presses a button on the phone and looks around at the store behind him. Finn laughs loudly, and even though he's sure Imbris muted him in time the reaction was priceless.
Imbris takes the phone back into the fitting room with him and only then does he unmute it and scowl at Finn.
“I am in public,” he hisses down at the phone. “Do you have any self control?”
Finn raises an eyebrow. “Sometimes. Kept my hands off you for like a year, didn't I?”
Imbris rolls his eyes and sets the phone down as he moves out of view.
“I don't know why I thought you'd be helpful,” he's saying off screen. “I should really stop having any expectations, whatsoever.”
“That's how I live my life, you're never disappointed, babe,” he sing-songs, and he can hear Imbris’ groan off screen. His head pops back in and his hair is a mess from the shirt he's just pulled on. Finn feels the urge to fix it for him- but he's a thousand miles away.
“The first jeans,” Finn says, seriously. “They're less slutty and the press will dig that. The second pair are for me when I get back.” He grins and wiggles his brows. Imbris’ face goes red, again, and Finn feels an enormous amount of satisfaction at it.
“Good bye, Finnley.” Imbris scowls and Finn wishes he was fast enough to screenshot it as the call ends.
Finn uploads the video and ten minutes later his phone begins to vibrate across his bedside table. He doesn't even need to look at the caller ID to know who it is.
“Hey, babe,” he answers, grinning already.
“Don't you hey, babe me you- you shit,” Imbris is growling on the other side. “You absolute prick! You can't just- you can't just upload something like that!”
Finn has the video open on mute on his laptop in front of him and laughs loudly. He feels stupidly warm and giddy.
“Why not? Thought the lyrics were pretty good,” he quips. Imbris squawks on the other line.
“You can't just- write a Christmas song! About-” Imbris hesitates. “-About your feelings.”
“Dunno, writing a love song worked pretty well for me the first time. Thought it might make you remember how I feel,” Finn says, almost seriously. “Left out the lyric about my boner for you, if that helps.”
He hears the distinct clatter of a phone being dropped and Imbris shouting shit as he scrambles to pick it up. Finn bites his lip and imagines the dumb little scowl Imbris definitely has on his face.
“Please don't upload any songs about your boner, ever,” Imbris says after he finally gets back on the line.
“No promises,” he laughs. There's a moment of quiet and Imbris starts to say something then cuts himself off, twice.
Finally, he says, “When's your flight home?”
Finn's heart jumps in his chest. Home. He'd never really thought of LA as home before but now- it's where the band is and his favourite taco shop and that gay bar that plays their music and, well, Imbris. This big empty mansion was never really where he belonged.
“Next week,” he replies. “Two days after Christmas. Why? You miss me?”
It takes Imbris a moment to scoff and say no, you shit like he always does but Finn smiles anyways.
“Get ready for New year's, babe, we're gonna get trashed out of our minds,” Finn tells him, laughing at the inevitable groan.
“See you in a week, idiot,” he says.
Finn unmutes his video and puts the phone microphone right up the laptop right as the lyric ‘Christmas is lonely without you,’ plays.
The flight home is the worst one Finn's ever been on. It gets delayed in the layover in Dallas and Finn spends three hours hating every person in the airport. He only gets stopped by two fans and he makes a note to tweet out an apology to them for being in a mood later.
He texts Imbris and lets him know his flight was delayed and to have a beer opened for him once he gets to his apartment. He gets the rolly eye emoji in return.
The LA flight is worse, even in first class. There's heavy turbulence most of the way due to a large storm sitting over the west coast and Finn is too queasy to even consider drowning his mood in alcohol.
Thankfully the plane lands safely and Finn only has his carry-on because he's sure with his luck any checked bag would've been lost.
He strolls through the airport with sunglasses on since he's sure the bags under his eyes are less than appealing and only takes them off for security. He's already halfway through a text to Imbris at the arrivals gate when he hears a loud, “Oi!”
He looks up sharply and watches as Imbris comes barreling through the crowd to launch himself at Finn. He barely has enough time to steady himself as Imbris’ arms wrap around his neck and his legs are around his waist.
The kiss is a hard press of lips and Finn can't help but grin against it even with his sunglasses pressed awkwardly into both of their faces.
Imbris pulls back a moment later with a scowl as he shoves the sunglasses up into Finn's hair. Finn takes a moment to stare a him, grinning, and notes the dark shadows under his eyes as well. His hair is artfully mused and his t-shirt is ripped at the collar and the jeans-
“You're wearing the jeans,” Finn gasps. He clings to Imbris’ ass like a lifeline and bounces his knees. “You wore the jeans!”
Imbris grins wickedly as he takes Finn's face in his hands and kisses him. This time Finn kisses him back, with all the pent up frustration of not being able to do this for almost two months.
Someone clears their throat and they both pull away. Finn blinks as he notes both Charlie and Jarli standing nearby raising their eyebrows.
Finn drops Imbris, Imbris squawks, Charlie and Finn bro-hug for a long minute. A fan comes over and they all pose for a photo.
Finn can't stop staring at Imbris.
Later, when they're laying in bed, naked, Imbris put his head on his chest.
“I missed you,” he says. Finn beams down at him.
“I missed you too.”
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debitchery · 6 years
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Ummmmm, the first thing I could think of as prompt is like. Tiny dick Steve, yes, nothing will ever be enough. Billy tops if you want. You can also add humiliation, feminization, Steve wearing panties/skirts, the whole thing. But if you don't want to, just tiny dick Steve is just fine :)))
listen, tiny dick steve is my darling boy and i Love him. i owe @billys-hard-grove my life for starting to talk about him because there is never a day where i don’t think about steve having a cute itsy bitsy teeny weenie.
thank you for sending this in
(i’ll also make it a modern au bc why the fuck not lmao)
((it’s also gonna be done in bullet points bc i don’t wanna stress myself out))
so they’ve been dating for a while already and steve’s not really embarrassed of his size any more
(unless that’s the kind of ‘game’ him and billy are playing, where billy humiliates him + calls his prick tiny and useless to make steve blush real deep and his eyes water as billy fucks him like it’s his job)
at this point, they’ve already started to dive into steve’s thing for feminization: billy talking about how wet he gets, billy calling his ass a ‘pussy’, billy calling his cock a ‘clit’, etc
and they’ve both realized that they really really get off on that whole thing
so one day they’re screwing around in steve’s parents’ room just to pass the time until billy has to head back to his house for the night, and billy is being his normal kinda weird, kinda nosy self and is snooping through his parents’ drawers. he keeps joking around like “what if i find your mom’s vibe or something? oh, or what if your dad keeps a stack of hundreds in here? do you think they’d notice if i stole them both?” and steve aggressively ignores him, lounging on his parents’ bed and scrolling through instagram.
he ends up half a year down on some cute guys profile trying hard not to accidentally double tap anything when he realizes that billy has gone pretty damn quiet, which is never a good thing
he glanced up to find billy smirking down at his hands, which were holding a pair of silky pink panties that must belong to his mother and initially he’s weirded out, of course:
“dude, put those back!”
“what’s the matter harrington, not a fan of a good ol’ fashion panty raid?”
“not when it’s my mom’s panties that you’re raiding!!”
then billy’s walking towards him with the thing and he’s still smirking, but now it’s directed at steve and, well, steve has always been kinda weak for that look in his eye.
“maybe you could… put them on-
“what the fuck, billy!! don’t be fucking weird, dude-”
“it’s not weird, stevie. they’re washed and all that shit so they’re basically like brand new!”
“that is absolutely not how it works!”
steve really tried to put up a fair fight but honestly, the more he thinks about it, the more he really wants to try them on
so he does, he shimmies out of his skinny jeans and makes billy turn away, much to his boyfriend’s dismay
“it’s not anything i haven’t seen before, babe-”
“i don’t give a fuck! turn around or it’s not happening, hargrove!!”
once they’re on, he takes a second to really look down at himself. he’s not actually that hard yet so he can’t see much of his dick at all yet. tiny curls from his bush are poking through the fabric and the elastic is digging into his hips in a way that should probably be uncomfortable for him, but instead it only adds to the intense heat he has building in his gut.
he reaches down tentatively to cup the front of the panties, just taking a moment to really take in the situation. If he moved the right way the head of his cock moved against the fabric like a perfect tease of almost-there friction. the feeling of silk and lace against the most sensitive part of him was nice, a lot better than he was expecting if he was being honest. he gently pressed the heel of his hand down over his prick and he couldn’t help but gasp. the fabric rubbing just right and he can feel himself start to thicken as he moved his hand in tiny circles.
he started getting so distracted in chasing his own pleasure, he was caught off guard by billy suddenly kissing him roughly and leading them back towards the bed. the next thing he knew, he’s laying back and billy was batting his hand away to replace it with his own.
billy quickly started running his mouth and reaching into the panties until he hears them start to stretch out and steve let out a loud gasp. he roughly strokes his thumb along the little bit of shaft that steve has, and leans over him to bite at his throat.
“fuck baby, i knew you’d like this. such a messy little slut.”
“you’re so wet for me, aren’t you?”
“you like when i rub you off like this, pretty boy?”
annnnd i’m gonna be a tease and stop writing here for now so that you could imagine your own ending! (in all honestly i’m just too exhausted to continue this and i lost my muse for it at this moment in time. idk i’ll probably do something actually in fic form for this later but here you go!!! enjoy it!!!!!!)
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illusionsofdreaming · 6 years
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So I don't know the difference between a prompt, a headcanon and an imagine... But how about a cute AU where Robin wasn't found by Chrom and made a life for herself as a baker in a village, and Gaius meets her through her shop? Feel free to improve the details of course to make this more enjoyable for yourself :)
Notes: Honestly, sometimes I get confused myself haha the lines that separates imagines and headcannons can blur. But basically imagines are longer, fully written scenarios/flash fictions (so this one is technically considered an imagine request and these) and headcannons are bulletpointed and gets right to the point (these). You can find a better explanation between the differences between these two types of writing I offer in the rules page :’3Anyways. As I was writing this, I imagine that this AU is set after Robin and her mother fled Plegia but before she lost her memories. The imagine was actually several sections longer but then it.. got too long so I just left it at this. :’D Enjoy!
Ft: Gaius
The shop was quiet and empty, peaceful even but you daren’t fall in love with this quaint little village for fear of heartbreak as you knew you’ll have to leave it one day. Constantly having to move and say goodbye was painful but it was a small price to pay if it foiled the plans of your maniacal father who’s hell bent on raising the God of Death itself.
The little village you and mother happened across straddled the borders of Plegia and Ylisse. Since you knew a little of baking, you had offered to help out at the local bakers for some extra gold.
Business was not exactly roaring and rarely do you find new faces visiting the store. Which, considering your situation, was a blessing in disguise as it meant father would be no closer to discovering the whereabouts of his runaway child and wife. The less new faces you meet, the lower the chances were of someone recognizing you or your mother’s face. Perhaps this little village was the sanctuary you and mother have been looking for all along.
You were reflecting on how you could get used to the peace and quiet when trouble and mischief brought itself crashing through the doors. Immediately your hand brushed towards the Thoron by your side but before you could question or even threaten the intruder, the man had all but vaulted over the counter to your side, pressing his back against the thick hard wood and pressing a finger to his lips in the universal sign for silence.
Not a moment later, the door swung wide hitting the back of the wall so hard it rattled the shop.
“Where is he?” The one leading the charge into the bakery yelled.
You resisted the urge to glance down towards the side as you felt a light pressure against your boots. “Who?” You managed pleasantly as you adjusted the strawberry cake on the counter.
“The man with red hair! The candy loving dastard of a thief took all our spoils!”
You frowned, not liking the fact you could be harbouring a thief but hating the temper of the man before you even more. Just when you were musing on the beauty of a peaceful village too.
“Whoever it is you’re looking for it’s clear that they’re not here.” You stated softly.
“What do you have to worry about! We’ll be out of your hair soon enough!” The thug hissed as he jerked his shoulder forward, a motion that seemed to signal to his friends to start turning the bakery upside down.
“All the ruckus you’re causing is bad for the business, I haven’t seen the man enter  and the shop clearly only has one entrance. Your thief’s not here, you should look elsewhere.”
“Or else what?” Big, mean and ugly taunted and immediately got a blast of magic scoring past his face in response.
“It wasn’t a suggestion.” The Thoron tome was out on display now, pages flickering with magic as lightning crackled at the tip of your finger tips.
The bandits seem to understand the threat you pose as all movement ceased. Starting a fight in such cramped spaces would be disadvantageous for the thugs, especially with a counter between the two parties. Your magic would easily take all of them down before they could whip out their swords and cross the barrier.
“This is not the end of things you meddling witch.” the leader spat before turning around and leaving the premises, his two lackeys slinking off following his shadow.
You waited a good ten seconds and then another ten to make sure they weren’t coming back before turning to face the one who started this mess in the first place. “Tell me one good reason why I shouldn’t just turn you over to the authorities right no- Hey! Those are for the customers!” You snatched the plate of half eaten cream puffs from his hands, horrified to find most of them gone.
“Got to give it to ya, those are some of the best pastries I’ve ever had.” the man grinned, licking the cream off his fingers.
“These were for Mrs. Betson! And you ate all of them!” Your face paled, as you picked at the remaining puffs on the platter, realising none of them are salvageable.
“That means you’re making more right? Then excuse me as I finish the res-“ He hissed in pain as you slapped his greedy fingers away and levelled your magic tome at him.
“I knew it! I should’ve handed you over to them, you’re obviously nothing but trouble!”
The thief stumbled back, eyeing the Thoron book nervously - obviously he hadn’t been too busy snacking on Mrs. Betson’s cream pastries to miss your magic show. “Hey, hey, hey Cinnamon, why don’t we all calm down and talk things out yea? You don’t seem like the type to go blasting your guests.”
“You want to test that theory out?” You snapped, wielding your tome high, ready to use it as a blunt weapon. “You crash into the bakery bringing menacing thugs along who stalk around causing a ruckus and threatening to tear down the store.” You took a step forward which the thief echoed with one step backward. “You made me pull out my weapon and make enemies of them who no doubt will be coming back for more and you ate all the customer’s pastries that took me all morning to pipe!” There was a soft thump as the man bumped against the edge of the counter, cornered.
“Is it just me or does it sound like you’re more heartbroken over the buns-“ The thief yelped as he dodged your book in an impressive feat of acrobatics, summersaulting backwards over the counter, efficiently placing some much needed distance between you two. You however was not to be so easily deterred nor have need for such parlour tricks, you simply lifted a flap on the counter and crossed over to the other side, inwardly smirking at the crestfallen expression that came over the other’s face.
“Wait, wait, I know how it looks but I swear on all the sweets I own, it’s really not as bad as you think!”
“That’s rich coming from a thief!”
He scrunched up his nose in offence at your tone. “Believe it or not, even a petty thief like me have morals and follow an honor code too. I don’t steal or hurt the defenceless, women or children. These guys took advantage of a merchant who’s cart had fallen over when its wheel broke. Robbed him blind they did, old man was crying like a newborn babe. Stuff like that just ain’t my cup of chocolate you know? I did what had to be done, return his precious cargo and sent him on his way, even got a pretty sweet tart out of it. But as you can see, Brandon an’ the others didn’t really appreciate it all that much.”
You paused, considering his words carefully. You did hear from the others that a large merchant cart had fallen over on it’s side, blocking the road a few days ago but you have no way to confirm that it’s the same cart this man was talking about. You lowered your tome but your eyes remained locked on the thief’s every movement.
He must have noticed the distrust still in your eyes because the sigh he let out next was tired and exasperated. “Yeesh Cinnamon, you don’t have to give me that look. I get it, I brought them here so I’ll deal with them, make sure they won’t be coming back for seconds. I’ll even throw in one of my precious custard pies for those cream puffs you mourn, happy?” He grumbled as he drew the collar of his heavy cloak up to his chin.
“Fifty gold coins.” You returned sharply, gripping onto the edge of his cloak, holding the man back before he could escape.
“Fif-Fifty?” The thief spluttered and you can hear the sharp crack of his lollipop as he snapped the stick in his mouth. “Are your cakes made of gold? They taste pretty damn amazing I’ll give ya that Cinnamon but fifty gold coins? You might as well take out a dagger an’ tell me you’re robbing me now!”
“Fifty gold coins barely covers the cost of ingredients and labor put into those dozen cream puffs you devoured in less than five minutes flat!” You snapped, tightening your grip around the stretch of fabric you held. “I haven’t even charged you for the physical damage done to the shop or the emotional damage I suffered from having criminals crashing into the store!”
The smile on his face was tight as a muscle underneath the man’s eye twitched. “Yeah, cuz it’s clear handling Brandon and his goons took a real toll on ya.”
You narrowed your eyes at him, not appreciating his sarcasm but neither did you want to bother with explaining your situation to a shifty thief. If wasn’t that you wouldn’t be able to deal with the thugs if it came down to a fight but it would definitely ruin your image as the very average, unassuming new neighbour in town. If word of a powerful mage was hiding in the small village got out, you’ll be forced to leave your home again!
“Deal with your friends and fifty gold for compensation or I’m calling the authorities.”
“Can’t you put it on my tab or something?”
“You’re not even from around here!”
“You drive a hard bargain, Cinnamon! What about two custard pies? I’ll even throw in several honey cakes!”
“Are you going to pay or not?” you growled, raising your tome once more ready to knock the infuriating man out.
“Alright, alright! You win! Take it!” From underneath his cloak he grabbed a small pouch and tossed it at you. You caught the heavy pouch with one hand, releasing your grip on the other’s clothing. “It’s one of my most precious collections and I can assure you that I don’t have anything on me worth more than that! I’ll have you know that you won’t find anything like these on the market anymore! The craftsman retired several years ago and I’m the only customer he still entertains from time to time. Hopefully this will satisfy your greed for now!”
You loosened the string holding the pouch close to peer inside to judge its contents. If the items within were really that precious then perhaps you could sell them to cover the costs for repairs. “Wait a minute.. aren’t these candies?” Your gaze snapped up but it was already too late, the thief had long vacated the store the moment you released him from your grip.
“Dastard! Come back here!”
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missytearex · 6 years
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To Read List - Larry
Part 3 of my Larry to read list! Hopefully this is the last part (but if I know myself at all it probably won’t be).
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Has the Ocean Lost Its Way by FullOnLarrie
Louis and Liam are professional surfers who have been traveling the world together for years. Now they travel with Liam’s pro-surfer girlfriend Amelia and their baby Vivian. They’re in Manly Beach, Sydney to compete in the 2017 Australia Open of Surfing when Louis meets Harry, a freelance surf photographer working for Surfer Magazine.
Louis wonders if his nomadic lifestyle will keep him single indefinitely or if there’s someone out there who’ll fit in with his little makeshift family.
burn this flame by rainbowninja167
“You’ve played keeper before?” Tomlinson asks suspiciously, hands on his waist.
“Er, yeah,” Harry coughs. “Loads of times.”
“Alright Popstar, if you’re sure,” Tomlinson tells him with a shrug, his professional expression already curling into laughter. Harry tries not to read too much into it. After all, how hard can goalkeeping really be?
When Harry gets invited to play in a celebrity charity match with Louis Tomlinson, Manchester United's star player, he's determined to impress him with brilliant football skills. The only flaw in Harry's otherwise foolproof plan? He has absolutely no football skills, brilliant or otherwise.
Strength in Softness by larrymylove
"As soon as he saw Harry’s picture, he froze. It was a picture of Harry practicing his boxing, heavy black gloves covering his fists as he punched at a bag hanging from the ceiling. His face was focused and he looked like an absolute beast. Louis reached out and touched the picture with his finger, consistently amazed by the duality of Harry. As he started at the picture, he wondered if Harry had pink nail varnish on his toes when it was taken, and what other tattoos and secrets he had buried underneath his workout gear and hard expression."
Or, the one in which Harry is a boxer/trainer, and teaches Louis that there can be, and is, strength in softness.
Galileo by 13ways
“Dangerous? Not haute?” Harry mused. “Why not haute?”
“‘Course you're haute, babe,” Louis smiled. He reached out to fix a stray curl that had dropped down onto Harry’s forehead. Harry stared at him with a dimpled smile, and Louis reared his head back to laugh. Harry craned his head back in parallel with Louis’s, watching him. He couldn't peel his eyes away. Louis Tomlinson laughing was the most beautiful thing in the world.
“You're a whole other level of charming, you know that?” Louis said. Harry leaned forward to kiss Louis. They both closed their eyes, savoring the moment. It was a kiss that should have happened ages ago.
Louis was captain of the state championship high school soccer team. Harry was that gorgeous, scarf-wearing, long-limbed British kid in his art class. They weren't supposed to be friends.
But somewhere along the line, Louis Tomlinson opened the locked mystery that was Harry Styles.
In This Moment by dimpled_halo
Louis is on a mission to right all the wrongs he’s made and Harry is the first on his list. He’s not looking to be in a relationship with him again–though he wouldn’t be opposed to it–but he really doesn’t want to leave this earth with Harry hating him.
Louis waits until the rush dies down, and when the last customer leaves the shop, he starts walking towards the front door. His heart beats faster, the closer he gets, the anticipation getting to be almost too much. He opens the door with shaky fingers, and when he goes inside Harry is in the middle of adding more scones to the display case.
“Welcome to Tiers of Joy, what can I get started for you?” Harry isn’t looking at him, but when his eyes make their way to Louis, he pauses. His eyes harden immediately.
***
A mix-up at the hospital causes Louis to reevaluate his life and he works on trying to fix his biggest mistake: letting Harry Styles walk out of his life two years ago.
That's How I Know by allwaswell16
Louis Tomlinson has just landed his dream job, coaching soccer at Augustus University. When he moves into a new house near campus, he meets his very fit new neighbor, English professor Harry Styles. Although their first meeting leads to an instant mutual dislike, the more Harry gets to know Louis, the more he likes what he sees.
Or the one where Harry’s African grey parrot spills his dirty secrets to his very hot neighbor.
I Still Find You Lovely by angelichl
Reason #37 - Because They Have Air-Conditioning and You Don't
The more he thinks about it, the more he can imagine himself in some bloke’s bed, sweat-free and soaking up the air-conditioning, maybe even curled up under the duvet because he's actually a little cold. The prospect of a reprieve from the heat is even more alluring than the prospect of getting laid. Which may or may not be saying a lot.
“That’s… actually not a bad idea…”
In which Harry goes to a bar in search of a bloke with an air-conditioned flat.
Use Your Words by zedi
based off this prompt: collage au where jock!harry always serenades flowercrown!louis with love songs in their music class. what nobody knows is that harry actually kinda means the words he sings.
But instead it's Louis as the jock and Harry as the flowerchild because I do what I want.
Scoring Position by juliusschmidt
Harry Styles hasn’t pitched a perfect game, but if he closes out this final inning, he’ll get the win and bring handsome soccer star Louis Tomlinson home.
[Or the one where they’re all athlete-type people (except Gucci model Zayn and overly-friendly sports journalist Niall) and long-fated lovers Harry and Louis finally get together after Liam plays in the Superbowl.]
One Taste And He Want It by lululawrence
Stan: Yeah, dude. Listen to Steve and Oli, as much as I hate to say it.
Perrie: Well I’m supportive. If you two actually got together, it would be super cute. Perrie: Jesy says she stans you and supports your marriage
Stan: Shut up, Perrie. He doesn’t need more fuel for this. Stan: For real, Louis, I don’t think it’s a good idea.
Louis: Too late. I’m captain, which means my vote counts more than yours, and my mind’s already made up. I’m gonna woo him and learn about his team and we’re gonna kick their asses.
Or the one where Harry and Louis are the captains of the two Frisbee Battles teams in the finals, and Louis has to find a way for his team to win. Seduction is, naturally, the only option.
It's halftime. Are you ready to go? by momentofclarity
Reason #12 - Because it's halftime.
Harry would like to think that he doesn’t know how he got himself into this. Only… he’d be lying. Because he knows exactly how he got himself into this. Oh man, does he know, and it’s all because of a certain Louis Tomlinson. Alternatively - football is gay and Harry is trying to cope.
Don't Bite Your Tongue by dinosaursmate
Reason # 19: celebrate major victory by favourite team or political candidate. - Louis looked down at Harry’s chest, and… shit. He was wearing a Manchester United shirt. “You were right.” Harry inhaled through his teeth. “Someone stole your seat. A horrid little Man U fan, at that.” “Are you seriously not getting up?” Louis laughed humourlessly. “You little shit.” “You didn’t call me and then you ask me for a favour? Please.” - City and United are competing for the Premiership but, for Louis and Harry, it's not just the title that hangs in the balance.
Read Between the Blurry Lines by QuickedWeen
Harry gave a shocked laugh, “Smooth, very smooth.” Louis shrugged unapologetically. “What can I say, you’re cute, and I’ve only got one stop left before you get off. I don’t exactly have time to beat around the bush.” Harry giggled again, and quickly handed his phone to Louis to get his number. Louis dialed his own number and handed the phone back to him as the train was pulling into Harry’s stop. Just before the doors opened, Harry turned around and smiled. “See you on Thursday, Louis.”
Harry and Louis meet at an event and hit it off, but Louis is hiding something important about his life.
The Balcony by maggieisalarrie (ls2k14)
Just as he’s about to fall back to sleep, a strange sound catches his attention. He quiets his breathing and focuses, trying to hear whatever it is more clearly. The same noise comes again and he starts to silently freak out because, obviously, the logical explanation is that there’s someone inside his apartment and is there to either rob him or murder him and he can’t quite say he’s okay with either of those scenarios.
There’s no indication of someone walking or shuffling or moving things around out there. His heart rate slows just a bit and then spikes again when a different sound comes from outside his balcony doors.
“What the fuck,” he whispers to himself.
My English Love Affair by isthatyoularry
The thing about sleeping with a member of a famous indie band is that the inevitability of having a song written about you is most likely a hundred percent. The second thing is that in the end, nobody's supposed to find out it's about you.
The one where Harry writes a song about his English love affair and Louis sleeps with someone in White Eskimo and all he gets is a stupid song written about him.
Can't Start A Fire Without A Spark by larrymylove
Louis Tomlinson is the pop sensation with his first new single out since taking a personal hiatus from the spotlight. Harry is a paparazzi hired to photograph him during promo. Louis hates paparazzi with a passion, but there’s just something about the pretty young pap with wide green eyes and chocolate curls that Louis can’t shake from his head.
can i be him? by amory
Louis is twenty years old and has been waiting for his soulmate and true love to come along since the day he was born. Harry is an eighteen year old youtuber who is skeptical of soulmates and the pressure of being the person someone else has been dreaming of their entire lives.
They meet at Playlist Live
Boy, you got me blinded by jbm_94_bcn
If Louis wasn’t completely sure that they were on May 22nd, he would’ve bet this was an April’s Fool joke. He couldn’t believe all these important people were seriously proposing he should appear on the cover of fucking Vogue magazine. He wasn’t alone, it seemed like Lottie was about to faint right next to him. He stared at each and every face in front of him, and they weren’t smiling, so this had to be a serious proposal. Actually, there was one face smiling - Harry’s. The fucker was smirking. Louis didn’t like him anymore.
Or the one where Louis finds himself modeling for Vogue Magazine next to hot top model Harry Styles and faking a relationship with him for the public, finding along the way more than a new way of life
Keep Yourself Warm by navigator
AU. Harry sleeps around.
as long as skies are blue by theboyfriendstagram
Summer Camp!AU. Louis has been a football instructor at Lake District Camp for three years when twenty-year old Harry Styles - the latest addition to the counseling team - stumbles not so gracefully into his life. It’s not that Harry is everything Louis can’t stand-except. He is. But that doesn’t stop him from walking in on the naked boy too many times for it to be a coincidence.
Never Be by cherrystreet
Monica: You've got to see her again. Ross: And why do you care so much? Monica: Because! You could get to live out my fantasy! Ross: You had fantasies about Emily? Monica: No! Y’know, the fantasy! Meet someone from a strange land, fall madly in love, and spend the rest of your lives together.
The one where Harry Styles moves to Connecticut from England for nine months as a part of a study abroad program, and he just so happens to move in with Louis Tomlinson and family.
Escapade by dolce_piccante
In the grand scheme of things, finding a date for a wedding should be no problem for Louis Tomlinson. He's rich. He's handsome. He's reasonably well behaved. But when the wedding is for his lifelong best friend (and former boyfriend), and is happening in under a month, finding a date for the ceremony and accompanying festivities becomes more of an adventure than he ever could have planned for.
As You Are by zarah5
AU. Five years after The X Factor launched his career as a radio host and songwriter, Louis Tomlinson returns as a judge. Falling for a contestant is the last thing he needs. It's also against his contract.
The only reason Harry auditions for The X Factor is because his best mate signed the two of them up as some kind of joke. Harry doesn't get the big deal—not until he's faced with this season's judges and realises that one of them used to be his desperate, impossible teenage crush.
You'll Breathe Me In (You Won't Release) by LoadedGunn
His first driving lesson with Louis takes place on a Saturday.
Harry stumbles out through the front gate in thrown-on baggy jeans and his ratty Ramones shirt, sees Louis leaning casually against the car, and his knees nearly give out. Apparently "not another surly teacher" meant a drop dead gorgeous twenty-something scruffy guy with shaggy brown hair and cheekbones sharp enough to chop a salad with. Clearly, Robin's trying to get Harry killed at seventeen.
Or, the AU where Louis is a 25-year-old driving instructor and Harry is a 17-year-old virgin who's really awful at seduction, except for the time he gets Louis to fall for him and fuck him senseless and take him on kinky adventures.
Up To No Good by whoknows
Harry doesn’t think of himself as a womanizer, not at all. Sure, he enjoys sex, enjoys how women feel underneath him, and by some people’s standards he has sex with quite a lot of people, but that’s no reason to tell him that he can’t have a female PA anymore.
It’s especially no excuse for giving him a male PA who’s possibly the most gorgeous boy in the world who won’t even let Harry look at him for too long.
Sometimes Harry hates his life.
like a bastard on the burning sea by vashtaneradas
au; harry breaks louis, louis breaks everything.
Here In The Afterglow by fondleeds
“If you hadn’t noticed, I don’t have many friends,” Louis whispers, the blossom of insecurity in his stomach unfurling and clawing its way into his throat.
Harry is silent for a long time, and then he speaks; a soft, slow uncurl that makes Louis’ stomach shake. “I’ll be your friend.”
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1970’s AU. In a tiny town in Idaho, Louis’ life is changed forever by the arrival of a curious stranger.
Too Much To Bare by soloistharold
"From where Harry was sitting, Louis’ face looked more angular, more mature. He found himself studying Louis’ features, from the way his hair fell against his forehead, to the prominence of his cheekbones, to the dip of his cupid’s bow, and finally, to the subtle curve of his small lips.
He stared and stared and stared, noticing how his eyes crinkled every time he laughed at one of Chandler’s stupid jokes, watching the way his mouth moved when he smiled, feeling a slight yearning in his chest for more contact. He wanted to reach forward, maybe tuck a stray strand of hair behind his ear, press his lips against the warmth of Louis’ cheek… perhaps let them wander to the right a bit and capture Louis’ lips in a kiss.
He wondered what Louis would do if Harry kissed him. Would he get mad and push him away? Or would he welcome it? Maybe bring a hand up to cup Harry’s cheek and use the other to stroke his hair.”
OR
Harry has been in love with Louis for as long as he can remember despite his many efforts to move on, until finally, in a last ditch attempt to put it all behind him, Harry pushes away everyone he loves.
Bathroom Tricks by luminescence2
louis tomlinson doesn't do relationships. but he does do harry styles.
A Hard Rain's Gonna Fall by rosegoldhl (Rosegoldhl)
Like an automatic machine, Harry opened his marker and stood in front of the customer waiting to write the name and order. “Hi, welcome to the 78 Café, what would you like to order?”
“Free tea?”
Harry’s eyes snapped to the customer, the voice spreading warmth in his chest. He smiled at the blue-eyed man, who looked cozy in an oversized hoodie, sleepy eyes and tangled hair.
Louis is a homeless man and Harry is an uninspired writer, who gives him a home.
A Rock For Your Thoughts by caverlywrites
Harry is ready to start his new job as a full-time nanny. Everything that could go wrong, does.
something in the way you move makes me feel like i can’t live without you by justaboat
au. harry and louis are figure skating partners in the sochi 2014 winter olympics.
Lust for Life by larryent
AU. After Louis moves into a new flat, his fit next door neighbour who happens to be a baker brings him cupcakes to welcome him into the building.
Your Silhouette Over Me (orphan_account)
“Alright don’t forget the mission, get Louis laid,” Louis shouted over the music.
“Don’t know who Louis is, but I support it.”
Louis turned towards the contributing voice and saw the bartender leaning in front of him, his elbows resting against the lip of the bar. He had brown hair that fell in loose curls just above his collar bones which were perfectly on show due to the fact that his shirt was unbuttoned halfway down his abdomen. The shirt’s sleeves were cuffed up along his inked bicep and the pattern was something that Louis would expect a dad on vacation to wear, not a young bartender.
“He’s Louis,” Zayn said, jutting his thumb in Louis’ direction.
The bartender nodded approvingly, “then I definitely support it.”
~~~~~~
Or the one where Louis went out one night after work, wanting to get laid, and then ended up meeting a bartender named Harry Styles.
The Summertime, The Butterflies, All Belong To Your Creation by PumpkinspiceLou (CatyDreamDwyer)
When Louis decides to help out a lost little girl at the park, he never expected it would lead him to finding his home.
heroes of the orange skies by queenmcgonagall
Louis likes bathroom walls and Sharpies, Harry likes metal, Zayn likes Liam and Liam likes Zayn, Niall is wise, and they all go to the zoo.
Stargazer Louis by thecheshirepussycat
Louis has been deaf ever since a he was a little kid. Some of his only comforts now are the colors and fragrances of flowers. Harry could care less about flowers and prefers the beautiful melodies of his music. How could two people so different find love and maybe something else they didn't know they were missing in each other?
All The King's Men by sacredheart (orphan_account)
Louis is an arrogant, self assured prince who falls in love with a charming thief named Harry during his youth. However, years later, a revolution is sparked amongst the frustrated commoners... and Louis's former teenage romance is leading it.
another hazy may by deLILAh
louis is a terrible poet and harry lives in the now and they have six weeks to fall in love but, really, it only takes six seconds. bookshop meets military meets summer romance au ft. marlboros, the backstreet boys, and underrated literary devices.
hush. by Wankerville
“I don't like you like that, Harry.”
“See,” Harry starts, Louis can hear the smile in his voice, “that's where I think you're lying.”
or an au where small towns suck, louis is losing it, and harry’s just too perfect.
As Cold as a Whisper by panda_bear21
Harry did not turn around to face Louis yet and Louis’ body screamed at him to take the opportunity and run. Run until he couldn’t anymore, until his lungs collapsed out of breath and he was either safe and away or caught back in Harry’s gaze. Harry turned then, and his eyes were darker than the heavens and just as green as the haunting woods surrounding them, entrapping Louis. Focused, and clear. Louis' heart rattled in his ribcage, shaking, wanting to escape his unmoving body. Harry walked closer and Louis’ eyes stayed on him, breath leaving in a sharp exhale when Harry bent down to touch his face.
A fairy tale au where people in Louis' village are disappearing and Louis is married off to uphold a centuries long agreement.
Love's Truest Language by summerwine
The first part was meant as a joke. He didn't really expect Harry to buy anything. It was just Louis’ way of softening the ‘get the fuck out’ blow.
“Where's your order forms, then?”
“I don't want your flowers.” Louis chided before directing all of his attention to the arrangement in front of him.
Harry laughed under his breath as he stood to his full height, “Who said anything about them being for you, love?”
No One Does It Better by nodibs
Harry's an alcoholic and Louis is a bartender. The first time they meet isn't the first time they've met.
finding you was so hard (but loving you is easy) by togetherwecouldbealright
An incredibly shameless vampire!AU filled with stupid jokes, endless dates, flappy bird, a bro man dude pal sleepover thing and there also might be some sex in strange places.
Also known as the one where everyone is a vampire, Louis is oblivious and somewhere along the way it becomes a bit too much like Twilight.
Then a string of thoughts make themselves clear in Louis’ head. First, Harry is a vampire. Second, Louis is a dumbass. Third, Louis is also unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him. Fourth, he’s pretty sure he just quoted the back of the Twilight book.
Only You by mystic_believexx
A strict school, a forbidden love and a burning hatred that turns to passion so hot Louis' in very real danger of getting burnt…
After pulling one prank too many on their high school's Principal, Louis and Liam get transferred to Stanford Institution, a boarding school with a reputation for handling rebellious teens. Louis' determined to buckle down and follow the rules so he can come back home as soon as possible but unfortunately for him, his roommate-one Harry Styles- has other plans.
Sometimes things have a funny way of working out...
Off The Record by Tomlinsontoes
Louis is an out of control teen heartthrob, Harry is hired to get him back on track and they both hate each other while they secretly don't.
“I'm not your personal assistant you know,” Harry says once he gets there and Louis lets him in and he shoves the bag into his hands. “I'm your publicist.”
“I know that,” Louis smiles a devilish grin patting Harry in the middle of his chest as he takes the bag, “but look at you personally assisting me,” he says looking in the bag and pulling out the Cheetos. I also know that my PA turns his phone on silent at night, and clearly, you don't. Waiting for a booty call or something?” Louis says turning on his heels and scurrying over to his sofa and plopping down. Harry swears he sees a puff of orange dust soar into the air when Louis opens the bag. He's amazed that couch is as clean as it looks.
Soft Hands, Fast Feet, Can't Lose by dolce_piccante
American Uni AU. Harry Styles is a frat boy football star from the wealthy Styles Family athletic dynasty. A celebrity among football fans, he knows how to play, he knows how to party, and he knows how to fuck (all of which is well known among his legion of admirers).
Louis Tomlinson is a student and an athlete, but his similarities to Harry end there. Intelligent, focused, independent, and completely uninterested in Harry’s charms, Louis is an anomaly in a world ruled by football.
A bet about the pair, who might be more similar than they originally thought, brings them together. Shakespeare, ballet, Disney, football, library chats, running, accidental spooning, Daredevil and Domino’s Pizza all blend into one big friendship Frappucino, but who will win in the end?
Baby Heaven's in your Eyes by theboyfriendstagram
They couldn’t be more different if they tried. Louis Tomlinson is 17 years old and in his last year of the most prestigious private school in Doncaster. Everyone who attends his school knows him thanks to his incredibly rich family, sassy attitude and gorgeous girlfriend, Eleanor Calder. If there’s one thing that completely annoys him, it’s that there is a poor community college right across the street.
Harry Styles is 19 years old, and (once again) in his last year of college. He goes to community college in Doncaster. He never shows up to classes and if he actually bothers to, he’s either high or drunk; sometimes both. His skin is littered with tattoos and if there’s one thing he absolutely hates, it’s the snobby students attending the private school right across from his.
Or a sixth form!AU where Harry is the fucked up bad boy with too many problems, Louis is the perfect rich boy with too much money and their schools are right across from each other. They meet at a party and that’s the last (and maybe the only) thing they need.
Trailer here
Mute by TroubledPro
How is love supposed to speak, when one can’t even choke out the words? Louis’ life was a joke through his witty words. Harry’s life was a joke through his lack of words. Louis was classed as a normal child; mentally and physically. Harry was classed as an abnormal child; mentally and physically. Louis could speak. Harry could not. Harry had progressive mutism. Louis did not.
Love Is A Rebellious Bird by 100percentsassy, gloria_andrews
AU in which the boys still make music. Louis is the concertmaster of the London Symphony Orchestra, Harry is the New! and Exciting! interim conductor/ex-cello prodigy who "has made Mozart cool again" according to Esquire Magazine (Louis hates him immediately, which is definitely why he internet stalked him in his dark bedroom late at night that one time), and Niall is the best. Zayn and Liam are around too.
Don't hum Bolero.
Flour and Chocolate by teaandtumblr
It was nice, for a bakery he supposed.
Then he approached the display cabinet.
And the foreboding slammed into him. Because every product had letters next to it. Letters. GF, DF, V, O, VGN.
What. The. Fuck?
Lifting his eyes to the chalkboard menu spread across the back wall Louis felt physically ill. ‘Gluten-free’, ‘organic’, ‘vegan’, ‘paleo’, ‘dair-…’ Wait, what the fuck was a paleo? He had entered some hipster-trash establishment and it was more than time to get out.
OR
Louis is a single dad and Harry works at the newly opened bakery down the street.
the wonderlands by stylinsoncity
"Somewhere between chaos and control — these are the wonderlands."
Harry's daughter, Andy, is signed to Louis' girl band. Her path to success is marked by competition, chaos, and for Harry, a love affair.
Take My Breath Away by RealityBetterThanFiction
There is a prestigious school in the British Royal Navy classified as Premier Delta - or as it is known by its flyers, 1D. These select pilots are an elite set of Naval lieutenants who are trained in the skill of aggressive aerial combat. They are instruments of war, trained in times of peace. They are dogfighters, relentless and fearless in their mission to protect their beloved country. From their lofty vantage, they are always watching, waiting, and ready to lay it all on the line.
Lt. Harry Styles, call sign Sparrow, is a prodigy when it comes to flying. The owner of an unrivaled Naval pedigree, being a pilot was always written in the stars for Harry. With his trusty RIO, Lt. Niall Horan, Harry has made an unprecedented ascension in the ranks of the Naval aerial combat elite, and has been recruited to the esteemed Premier Delta flight school, carrying on his family’s legacy. What he finds there are unexpected friendships, perilous challenges, and something beyond what he ever thought possible. Because as his father had always told him, before the great Captain Styles went tragically missing in combat, you don’t fall in love with the sky, you fall in love with what keeps you on the ground.
Shake Me Down by AGreatPerhaps12
Harry's new to college, fresh out of Catholic school and conversion therapy camp, and Louis runs the campus LGBTQIA organization.
Young & Beautiful by Velvetoscar
Louis, to his horror, attends an elitist university in which the name Zayn Malik means something, Niall Horan doesn't stop talking, there are pianos everywhere, and Harry Styles, only son of a drug-addled, clinically insane ex-rocker, has a perfect smile and empty eyes.
Time Bomb by ThisSentimentalHeart
“Why exactly are you here?” Louis asked, feigning annoyance and failing pathetically at it. “My publicist told me I can't go anywhere near you.” Harry said, eyes still smudged with last night's eye liner. “That makes you my favorite person in the world.”
Or the one where Louis has everything: a lead role in a giant Hollywood franchise, a glittering new house with an entertaining Irish neighbor, and a steady, normal boyfriend who he probably loves. Louis never expected to become a household name among young Hollywood overnight. He also never expected to find something endearing about the enigmatic rockstar who keeps showing up on his back porch.
Hide your Face (So the World Will Never Find You) by neozeka
Louis is a master thief, and one of the most wanted criminals in the kingdom. When he hears that Prince Harry is holding a public masquerade ball to find a potential queen, Louis can’t pass up the opportunity to go after the crown jewels.
Or the one in which Harry is a prince, Louis is definitely not Cinderella, there is still a ball, and the magic doesn’t end at midnight.
in the middle of the night by hazkaban
louis takes a stray dog in for the night and ends up with more than he bargained for.
We Never Said Our Love Was Evergreen by PumpkinspiceLou (CatyDreamDwyer)
Harry takes his position at the top of the grand staircase, eyes washing over the crowd. It’s a sea of formality, ornate fish following the waves the music dictates, the current of Victorian tradition. Harry begins to wonder if perhaps that is his problem. Being stuck in an endless circle is why what he yearns for most in this world is still so cruelly out of his reach. Before the thought can grow and wreak havoc though, something catches Harry’s eye in the middle of the ballroom.
OR A Victorian Masquerade Ball AU where Harry is basically the Phantom of the Opera
This Must Be My Dream by nothing_but
When he got closer, Harry could see that the person on the side of the road was a young man who was holding a piece of cardboard. London was scribbled onto it in big letters so passing drivers leaving the motorway station could easily read it.
OR Louis is hitchhiking and Harry takes him in. And well, who knew that there would be so many things to be discovered apart from towns and roads and motels?
Rhonda by aclosetlarryshipper
“Would it be weird of me to say I’m almost, like… nervous?”
Louis shakes his head, giggling as their noses press together in an Eskimo kiss. “Would it be weird of me to say I’m glad? Because I am too. A little.”
Louis can feel Harry exhale. “If you’re nervous, it means you really like the person, right? That’s what I’ve heard.”
“That sounds right,” Louis says, and then he leans in.
or
The High School AU that was inspired by Home.
Green Eyes, Empty Canvas by SexyAsswoMan
His eyes were a weird shade of green. A shade that reminded you of a forest. a forest washed up in rain, glistening in the golden sun. Bright yet soft at the same time. And Louis wanted to get lost in them. Wanted to take it all out and splatter it on a canvas. Wanted to know every stroke of the man that stood in front of him. Too bad he was shit at forming words.
or where,
Louis Tomlinson liked to paint and suddenly, all he could ever paint was Harry Styles.
Amid the Falling Snow by noellehenry
Harry is going to spend Christmas with his sister Gemma while their parents enjoy a vacation on Aruba. However, she has a few surprises for him.
Harry can deal with the Irish boyfriend and a birthday party; it's the birthday boy he's not prepared for. The boy he once had a massive crush on, the boy who had hurt him, the boy he wanted to forget.
Why is he still attracted to him?
Featuring lots of snow, books and a cosy cottage in an idyllic village
A Whole New World by backonefish
He squeezes his eyes shut and shakes his head, imagining the notes he heard earlier are from a residual dream. He opens his eyes, and, nope. The music is still there. Notes of a song he could never forget clear as the confusion in his head. That is to say, they’re really not very clear. The more he strains to comprehend what the fuck is actually going on, the more he understands. Understands that what he’s hearing is piano keys, not a record of a song. Understands that whoever is playing the piano is really not very good at it, hesitance heard before each press of the key. Understands that his fucking neighbour is waking him up at – he fumbles with his phone on his bedside - 7:30 in the morning by playing Aladdin songs on a piano. Badly.
Or- Louis has moved into his new apartment to start his new job as a teacher. Things would be great. If only his arsehole neighbour didn't wake him up every morning by playing piano. Shenanigans ensue. Like a very inadvisable kissing bet.
Ride 'Em Cowboy by larry_love13
A Harry Stripper AU.
i just know i have found the place my heart belongs by scagnetism
“Gracie loves faeries, don’t you, little love?” Louis asks, cutting through Harry’s thoughts, and she spares a glance over her shoulder at her father, nodding quickly before looking back at the house and touching it with gentle fingers.
Harry looks up at him, and they share a small smile, Louis making him feel warm, warm, warm. “This is her house, and it’s my favorite thing in my shop,” Harry explains, and Louis crouches slightly so he can see it better.
“’S beautiful,” he murmurs, and Harry smiles appreciatively at him.
Harry looks at Gracie again, blonde hair falling into her face as she inspects the glittery house, and he instinctively tucks her hair back behind her ear. “I’ve never seen the faerie,” he says to her softly, “but sometimes, when it’s very quiet, I can feel her.” He closes his eyes, taking in a breath, just sitting like that for a few seconds for the effect. “That’s how I know she’s watching over me.”
Or, the one where Louis has a quiet little girl, Harry has a toy shop with a magic faerie house, and they were made to fall in love.
Just Tell Me the Song and I'll Sing It by myownspark
Louis is an architecture student who can only think about the future. Harry is a baseball player who can only think about right now. Both are lonely for different reasons. Boybands bring them together.
Or, this may just be a long love letter to Louis’ voice, I’m not sure.
Based on the following prompt: Harry and Louis are university students who go to the same bar on the weekends. The bar has karaoke and Louis likes to sing Disney/Musical/Boyband songs sometimes. Harry thinks he's cute so he starts singing Disney/Musical/Boyband songs and flirting with him while he's on stage.
The Fox You've Been Waiting For by FeelsForBreakfast
Louis isn't in love with Harry, but it’s something like that. A story where Louis is a contradiction and Harry thinks he’s the greatest.
"He wants to be loved and he wants to be the best but he wants it whispered to him, so quietly he almost can’t hear it, on Harry’s lips that sting like nettles. Harry’s golden in the sun and ivory in the moonlight and Louis wants to be in his orbit. He wants them to be kings."
Even Angels Have Their Demons by AFangirlFantasy
Louis is appointed the role of Guardian Angel, and his first mission is a boy named Zayn Malik. Unfortunately, it seems that a certain Demon has gotten to him first.
Or... an Angel/Demon AU where Angel Louis hates Demon Harry, but somewhere along the way that stops being so true.
Little Technicolor Things by tekhnicolor
Louis is a poor writer and recent university graduate, depressed, anxious, and living in London when he meets Harry, an artist with a secret who likes to paint sunrises and pretty boys from California.
more than just a dream by spit_on_me_larry
Louis Tomlinson loves his life, he really does. It's just that he's constantly on the verge of everything completely going to shit. He's disorganized and clumsy and hotheaded and just a little bit ridiculous.
And then he meets Harry Styles. Harry is the type of person Louis hates. It seems like everything comes easily to him. He's rich and brilliant and everyone loves him and he has his life impossibly and perfectly together.
Louis detests Harry Styles. Except for the inconvenient fact that he can't seem to get Harry out of his head.
Send My Love by FallingLikeThis, Rearviewdreamer
Louis Tomlinson is fed up with dating losers. Harry Styles is tired of leaving his love life up to fate. Maybe one last try is just what they need to get it right.
Or, when online dating actually works.
Given a Chance by Fabby
Five years after One Direction took their last tour, the last thing Louis Tomlinson ever expected to happen while on a tea run at the local Piggly Wiggly was to run into his ex-boyfriend and ex-bandmate Harry Styles.
The odds of them ever running into each other again had to be super slim, right?
Wrong.
What happens when you mix ex-boyfriends with a large serving of Small Town America? Will Louis and Harry be able to set aside their differences, or will Louis be able to stay breezy as fuck in the wake of Harry’s arrival?
(or, the one where Louis and Harry run into each other five years after One Direction ends and learn how to love each other again. Featuring: Reggie as the overweight labrador, Niall as Louis’ last grip on reality, and Nowheresville, North Carolina as the setting for Louis’ worst nightmare to come true.)
The Brightest Lights by Rearviewdreamer
After watching yet another actor walk away with his Oscar, Louis is on the lookout for the role of a lifetime that might finally get him the one thing he has always wanted. He didn't think coming out of his self-proclaimed break to do another film would be all that difficult, but that was before he met his new co-star.
If Tomorrow Never Comes (We Had Last Night) by FallingLikeThis, Rearviewdreamer
Louis accepts the call without bothering to look at the caller ID. Only Zayn would be a big enough asshole to call him at two in the morning. This fucking better be important. “This fucking better be important,” Louis greets.
On the other end of the line comes a soft giggle. “Li, you don’t usually curse. I don’t know what’s gotten into you, but I like it.”
Yeah, that’s not Zayn. Louis sighs, his anger melting into resignation when he realizes that it’s some poor bastard probably drunk dialing his ex or something. “Sorry, mate. Think you’ve got the wrong number.”
Based on this Tumblr prompt: "Accidentally called your number while drunk asking for a ride and you actually came au"
Monday Meetings by kikikryslee
American AU where the boys all work for their college newspaper. Louis gets to voice his opinion in every issue, Liam is in charge, keeping everyone in line, Niall just really loves soccer, Zayn is an aspiring photographer and Harry is the incoming photo editor.
(Or, the one where Louis wants to date Harry, but won't, because they work together, even though the other boys follow no such rule.)
--- Louis turned and looked Harry in the eye. "I told Niall that even though he wanted to date Josh, his co-worker, it just wasn't going to work out. And that was OK, because there's plenty of other people out there for him." Please take the hint. Please. It looked like Harry did, because he simply nodded before breaking the gaze.
For the Sake of Propriety by panda_bear21
Louis Tomlinson is the caretaker of an estate that is not truly his, and when his Uncle calls upon him to take it back, Louis knows he will soon be out on the streets with four overly zealous sisters to care for. His only solution: wed the eldest two off and pray for the best. When an even better solution unexpectedly presents itself in the form of the charming Mr. Styles, Louis is faced with a difficult choice. But as with all things in the regency era, reputation very well may threaten to outweigh the fleeting matters of his heart.
once upon a dream by thedeathchamber
Louis is psychic and gets caught in the middle of a murder investigation led by FBI Special Agent Harry Styles.
aka. the Medium/Criminal Minds-inspired AU no one ever asked for.
Forever Home by thedeathchamber
Louis heard humming, soft and melodious, and the scribble of a pen on paper, before he blinked into awareness, his vision focusing gradually to make out the person standing at the foot of his bed. It was a young male nurse, dressed in light blue scrubs. The morning autumn sunlight streaming in through the window lit up the hair that escaped from his bun like a halo. “Hi,” Louis croaked. The nurse’s head whipped up from his notes. “Oh, you’re awake—” When he looked at Louis his voice broke off and his face went slack. “You’re awake,” he repeated.
Hate Me To The Moon by harrystylesandstuff
The last thing Harry wanted was to spend his entire summer stuck with his dad's new fiancée and her kids. He wants no more when he learns she's a very religious dictator, raising a sixteen year old nun and a clean cut potential priest ass kisser.
Everything takes a slightly different turn, however, when Harry finds out his future step-brother is actually the rude stranger he caught sucking off a guy in a pub, far from the reserved Christian his mom thinks he is...
AU where Harry is a sexy nerd, Louis is a great actor, and they both pretend to hate each other's guts to convince themselves they're not feeling things future step-brothers shouldn't feel...
Purer Than The Water (like we were) by FeelsForBreakfast
Louis is a merman and Harry is a boy. The lake is a good place to fall in love.
"Louis wants the boy to wade deeper, deep enough that Louis can go under and wrap his fingers around his ankles for just a moment. Pull him under. Just touch skin, for a second."
every time i run, i keep on falling on you by hazmesentir
Shameless fluffy Christmas fic.
AU. After being best friends for 8 years, Harry moves to LA. It takes the keen observations of all of Louis' friends to realise the one thing he really wants for Christmas is Harry.
Today and Every Day by LittleLostPieces
Five times Harry proposed, and one time Louis definitively said yes.
you and me were kings by ithacas
harry plays football in a small town in west texas. louis might be the only person that doesn’t give a damn. au.
Reeling Through The Fall by zarah5
AU. They hate each other. Except for when they don’t.
This Shifting Ground by zarah5
University AU. In which Louis, law student, is the cheeky waiter to Harry’s dates. This is how it starts.
These Roads We Stumble Down by onewasturning
He’s completely drenched, not one millimetre of him not covered in rain, and the old sheepskin cover over the seat is probably going to stink afterwards from the damp. But even with what seems to be a constant tremor shaking his body, brown hair plastered to his forehead, and a blue tinge to his skin, he’s still probably the most gorgeous person that Harry has ever seen.
Or, Harry picks up a hitchhiker in Oxford, and it's a long ride to Glasgow.
Red Brick Heart by hazmesentir
Harry has only had his room for thirty-two minutes when it stops being his.
Uni AU. Harry had turned up at the halls of residence expecting fun, new friends, and maybe a life experience or two. What he doesn't expect is a surprise roommate who's loud and dramatic and obsessed with tea and is maybe, actually, all he's ever wanted.
we're falling skyward by brownheadedstranger
AU. Louis fires people for a living and meets up with Harry in big cities.
(Take You Back Where You Belong) This Could be Our Favorite Song (orphan_account)
When recently divorced, thirty-five year-old, overworked tax accountant Louis Tomlinson gets sent on a two-week vacation to Aruba by his best friend, he automatically assumes it's going to be two weeks of panicking about all of the work he's missing and staying holed up in his room. But then, right on his first night in Aruba, he meets Harry Styles, the cheeky, crass, and charming waiter and up-and-coming musician. Who happens to only be eighteen years old.
Nonetheless, a whirlwind romance kicks up between Louis and Harry, and Louis finds himself falling for the boy in a way he hadn't thought he could fall again after his divorce. But as Louis' two weeks in Aruba come to a close and Harry finds himself standing on the cusp of the fame he's always craved, Louis has to make the decision of whether or not he's going to stay with Harry, or leave him behind in Aruba, and it turns out to be the toughest decision Louis ever has to make.
Counting The Steps Between Us by zarah5
AU. So, yeah. That year abroad helped Harry establish that he is in love with his best friend. Now, if Louis would stop treating him like a little brother, that would be awesome. (Additional ingredients: a collapsing tree house, a lot of pining, the other three boys as Louis' new best mates from university, and a camping trip. Serve hot.)
love me in between the future and the past by navigator, quitter
Set during the 2013 VMAs.
Harry's scared of history repeating itself.
Now I Got You In My Space (I Won't Let Go of You) by three_miles
Louis and Harry used to fool around, until they just... stopped. Until today, when Louis gets a signal from Harry that he hasn't seen in a long time.
Relief Next To Me by dolce_piccante
AU. What happens when a baker and a graphic designer meet via a very specific Craigslist post? Fate, friendship, food, and maybe more.
oh your touch, so bittersweet by soleilouis
louis meets harry in a tattoo shop.
twisting the kaleidoscope behind both of my eyes by hazandboo_write
harry's cute and curly and blind, louis's not, they meet at a wedding, and then out for yogurt.
We Will Find Our Way by supernope
Harry smiles at Louis, quick and easy, and says, “Well, since we’re in the same boat, we’ll just make our own Christmas. What do you say?” Louis tamps down on a bloom of warmth in his belly. He barely knows Harry past seeing him walk down the hall in just his skivvies - not that he’s complaining - but he’s being so lovely, smiling at him so hopefully, and, well. Louis doesn’t much fancy the idea of spending Christmas completely alone. Nodding, he reaches out and pokes Harry’s dimple, watches it flirt to life underneath his fingertip. “I say yes.”
AKA, Harry and Louis are uni students studying abroad in New York, stuck in the dorms together over Christmas.
Spin Me Like A Record by zarah5
Uni AU. Sometimes, Louis poses as Harry’s boyfriend. It doesn’t mean anything. Really.
Speaking of Marvels by navigator, quitter
AU. Louis is a nanny in suburban New Jersey, and the neighbors' son is home from college for the summer. It was supposed to be a fling.
we are the greatest pretenders by chillpills
“You do matter,” he says, roughly. “You matter so much, and you’re not just a computer, because you’re Hazza, and you’re mine, and it doesn’t matter what they say because I think you’re the best person I’ve ever known and I’d be honored to serve with you and - ” Harry tosses the memory drive aside and then throws his arms around Louis and drags him down on top of him, burying his face in Louis’ neck. Louis can feel Harry’s forehead against his false pulse, and hear the quiet sobbing noises he’s making under his ear.
or: Louis and Harry are androids, Nick developed them with independent emotions, and they get much more than they bargained for with them.
Thought The Song Was Sung by 100percentsassy
Louis never auditioned for the X-Factor. Years later, Harry's just another gay ex-boybander who lives alone with his cat... until Niall decides to take matters into his own hands and set up a profile for Harry on a dating website.
harder to hide than i thought by dangerbears
ridiculous self-indulgent high school au. louis's best friend's little brother suddenly got very attractive.
Waited My Whole Life for This One Night by LittleLostPieces
It's been said that patience is a virtue. Harry is sure that the person who came up with that cliche never spent eighteen hours waiting for the birth of their first child.
Exhale the Dust by flutterbutt
Louis is a disgraced former pop star who needs help writing a single. (a Music and Lyrics AU)
A week later, the note from Breakfast Harry is still buried in Louis' kitchen drawer under forks and spoons and spatulas, all but forgotten. Louis is in bed (because it is only 11 o'clock, after all) when he gets another call from Herb. It's probably about opening for fucking Blue again. He'll probably say yes this time. He hates turning Herb down, especially since he knows that Herb most likely begged Blue's people to consider Louis in the first place.
we are honey and the bee by soleilouis
It isn’t his fault though, it is entirely the fault of whichever gods thought it would be a good idea to taunt Louis by dangling a curly haired boy in front of him with a mouth that can’t possibly be as soft as it looks, a mouth that requires further inspection with Louis’ own mouth. Unfortunately, Louis absolutely cannot do that, because it would go against all rules and guidelines in the Golden Handbook of Nanny and Employee Etiquette that he’s pretty sure exists.
au where harry plays rugby at uni, louis needs to hire a nanny, and life is one big cliche.
we were just like glue by togetherwecouldbealright
Louis works in a library where his own books sit on the shelves. Also, there may or may not be a Harry Styles involved and he may or may not be Louis' muse. Not that Louis is admitting to anything.
me and you and you and me (orphan_account)
On the occasion of Harry's 20th birthday, aka pretty much total FWP (fluff without plot).
It's All Brand New Because of You by supernope
It’s nearing six o’clock in the evening, and despite the fact that it’s summer, the aquarium has emptied out considerably and it’s quiet as Louis wanders the exhibits. A few people try to ask him questions as he wanders, but Louis knows less about the creatures in the tanks than they do, so he keeps having to apologize and explain that he’s just a counselor, not a biologist.
AKA, Louis starts a new job as a summer camp counselor at the local aquarium and Harry is a biologist who really likes teaching people about the ocean.
hold a hand for cover by vashtaneradas
they’ve still got all the money in the world, all the big nights and bigger houses, all the people at their doors with singles and album deals and promises of more, they still have all of that, and they will forever. the only thing they’ve burnt through is each other.
or, two years after the band, harry and louis bump into each other for the first time.
Under The Same Sun by FeelsForBreakfast
Louis and Harry live 400 miles away from each other. Sometimes it’s hard. (internet boyfriends, indie bands, and happy endings)
“I already miss you. I miss you all the damn time.” Louis says, because it’s late enough for honesty.
not fortune's fool by eleadore
The one where Louis goes to sleep in his X-Factor bunk and wakes up years in the future to discover things have... changed.
if you're for real and not pretend by brownheadedstranger
In which Harry works in a bakery and Louis can't seem to find what he's looking for.
Celebrity Discount by LoadedGunn
Louis fell for Prince Harry when he was ten and Harry was eight and peeked behind the Queen’s elegant gown for his first public appearance—a shy smile and a mess of curls. He fell for him when he caught Lottie putting up a magazine cover of Harry on her wall and all she had to say for herself was, “He’s such a good person, yeah?” and, yeah. He fell for him when Harry gracefully accepted his demotion. He fell for him when Harry came out and stayed out.
Truly, Madly, Deeply (10 Things I Hate About You) by sunsetmog
The first Louis had heard of Harry auditioning for X Factor was the night he'd turned up on Louis' doorstep the day before leaving for Boot Camp, with a DVD and an illicit bottle of vodka.
Thing was, Louis hated secrets, and he really hated being made a fool of, and he really, really hated Harry Styles.
or: the one in which they're all in sixth form together, and Harry auditions for X Factor without them.
Let the Words Fall Out by pertunes
It’s not a thing, he decides. It’s not going to be a thing, because his ears have been ringing for months and so what if some days he feels like he’s straining to hear what even Niall’s jabbering on about.
hold onto your stars by vashtaneradas
au; harry's in the army, louis' back home, and ninety days is a lifetime.
sugar never tasted so good by vashtaneradas
louis sells rock candy and harry sells flowers and london is cold; aka a dumb valentine’s au.
Always There by tothemoonmydear
Louis Tomlinson, of One Direction, has been almost completely blind since birth, the exception being he can see blotches of shadows and shapes; just enough to keep himself standing upright. He’s supposed to be doing an interview about being blind in a world wide famous boyband, instead his answers once again drift off to Harry Styles..
based off of this meme: http://icantlouis.tumblr.com/post/43865524622/au-meme-louis-tomlinson-of-one-direction-has
place your hands on my face, close my eyes by empress
Louis met Harry on the fifteenth of August. He would never forget that day.
Or, Louis is the star footballer of Manchester United, and Harry a member of the rising pop sensation, One Direction. They shouldn't work, but they do, anyway (based on this AU post on tumblr).
Keep Me In Your Pocket by ologist
Louis has been living in a teapot since he was miniaturised by a witch, but Harry is determined to break the curse.
To Build A Home (orphan_account)
A story about a broken boy and the boy who falls in love with him.
Call Me Baby by mediwitch3
Louis moves to Holmes-Chapel after his parents die in a car crash. He has custody of his five sisters, and it is through the youngest he meets Harry Styles, a preschool teacher. Life just got a lot more complicated for Louis.
All the Corners of the World by robpatFF
Written in response to these tags on Tumblr though I'd recommend not reading those first unless you want to be spoiled. Alternatively, university!AU in which Harry runs away to New York City with only his camera and a playlist and Louis doesn't have a good side.
just a memory (and all that we could've been) by trustingno1
"I think - there's something wrong. With Harry's memory," Louis says, and someone mutes the TV.
(or: Harry wakes up in a reality in which he and Louis are very much together. Which is pretty awesome. Or - it would be. If Harry could remember any of it).
once like a spark by flimsy
Louis is a bartender, and Harry is just his type.
"Can I get you anything else?" Louis asks and shimmies his hips along to the beat of the music. Zayn is giving him a look from the other end of the bar, frowning slightly at the line of people waiting to get a drink. Louis rolls his eyes and shrugs and turns his attention back to the boy, who ruffles his fringe and gives Louis a little lopsided grin.
Smaller Than Me by checkthemargins
Harry's just finished his first year of uni on his way to becoming Dr. Harry Styles, Neurosurgeon. He's young, he has endless potential, three amazing best mates, a new love and the world at his fingertips. The fact that his new boyfriend may or may not be a sex-worker, of course, throws a wrench into the works. But it's not true. Really.
Probably.
It most definitely might not be entirely true. And that's all Harry needs to know.
If You Build Yourself a Myth by pukeandcry
Harry is six the first time he makes something change. (magical realism AU)
How Would You Feel (If I Told You I Loved You) by Only_angel_28
An AU inspired by the music video for Ed Sheeran's song Perfect featuring two idiots who are too thick to see that their friendship is anything but platonic, lots of pining, too many terms of endearment to count, a wedding, slow dancing, a couple of steamy hot tub moments, karaoke, snow, a healthy dose of cuddling, love confessions, and Harry and Louis being quite generous to each other.
*Or the one where Harry has been in love with his best friend for four years, and New Year's Eve at his family's holiday home in Switzerland is perfect for finally telling Louis how he feels.
Boy Interrupted by MrsStylinson
Five times that Harry walks in on Louis by accident and the one time he walks in on purpose.
Or, the one where they can only resist each other for so long, featuring some epic sexual tension, a heavy dose of pining, a hint of angst and a fluffy ending.
reminiscing the other day by tilthesundies
“Spain,” Harry says. “This weekend.”
Louis blinks. “Are you asking me, or telling me?”
“Asking,” he says with a huff.
Harry's invited to a wedding, and there's only so much Louis can hide.
Take Care of Me by louissketios
Louis is the fan that asks Harry to find him a date at his concert and Harry offers to take Louis out on a date instead.
Promise Not to Fall by dimpled_halo
Louis raises his eyebrows. “You want to be friends with benefits?”
Harry shrugs, “If that’s what you want to call it then, yeah. Why not?”
Louis brings his hand to rub the stubble on his jaw, seeming lost in his own thoughts. “Okay, I’ll agree on three conditions.”
“One: no sleep overs.”
Harry nods, “Okay."
“Two: if either of us finds someone else we call it off no questions asked.”
Harry isn’t sure why his stomach turns at that, but he agrees anyway.
“And three,” Louis’ face hardens, “you cannot, under any circumstances, fall in love with me.”
Harry snorts, “Yeah, okay,” he chuckles lightly.
or- When One Direction goes on hiatus, Harry and Louis reconnect, becoming the friends they once were during their days in the X Factor. It doesn’t take long for their friendship to evolve into friends with benefits, unable to resist the physical attraction between them. Things get complicated when feelings get in the way.
Oh, We're In Love, Aren't We? by Rearviewdreamer
After sixteen wonderful years of friendship, it's hard to imagine any grand (and usually dumb) plans they haven't had or some type of mischief they haven't gotten into together. But, when Harry suddenly finds himself without a fiance and Louis just wants to help him feel okay again, they realize falling in love is one thing they haven't done, and that's about to change.
Big Dicked Bottoms Make the Rockin’ World Go Round by YesIsAWorld
Harry was tired of the assumptions made about his sexual preferences and he wasn't afraid to (drunkenly) post on Tumblr about it. The last thing he expected was to find his perfect partner.
Seven Minutes in Heaven by Canadianlarrie (canadianlarrie)
It’s musty, it's confined and its where lost musical instruments go to die. It also happens to be where Harry and Louis are currently standing after being forced into the alcove under the basement stairs at Niall’s house for Seven Minutes in Heaven.
First kisses rarely happen as imagined – they’re awkward, ill-timed and sloppy af.
The one where Harry and Louis kiss and the whole thing’s kind of a hot glorious mess.
Surrender My Everything by crimsontheory
After his flight was delayed, Harry showed up stressed out, exhausted, and four hours late for his date with Louis.
Waiting For Someone Who Needs Me by graceling_in_a_suit
Harry huffed in frustration. His feet pigeon-toed as he took a step forward. “None?” he asked with a hint of desperation. “You have nothing that you need?” Louis shook his head. “Listen. I’ve a million things that I want, like for the Donny Rovers to get to finals and for our band to do well and to write better songs and for my mum to be able to pay off her mortgage, but I don’t need any of those things. There’s a difference.”
AU: Harry is a genie, and Louis doesn't think he needs anything.
You Wear White (I'll Wear Out The Words) by rainbowslovehl (Larrymateforlife)
“You’re drunk Harry. And you can’t possibly get married by the end of this week.” “Why not?” Harry asked, stubbornly jutting his chin up. “I’m a great person.” “Because you’re single, Harry, that's why,” Niall remarked as he plopped down on the opposite side of the booth.
Harry is desperate to get married before the end of the week. In walks Louis.
Bad Girl Riri by 13ways
Harry and Louis have a cat named Rihanna. She has opinions.
Do I need to worry? by enigma_scars
Louis needs to blow bubbles to get rid of his smoking addiction. Harry finds Louis cute and strikes a conversation head on. Louis finds Harry creepy and dangerous.
One Mississippi by AlwaysAqua
“What are you even doing here, Louis?” Harry asked faintly through the door.
“Trust me, if I had anywhere else to go,” Louis paused and reflected on the absolute shit show his week had thrown at him. He sighed, “If I had anywhere else to go, I wouldn’t be here. I promise you that. You know you’re the last person I would ask to help me.”
Or, Louis and Harry broke up two years ago and now Louis has nowhere else to go and Harry reluctantly lets him back in.
The Depth and the Breadth and the Height by phdmama
"What do you need?"
Over the course of a life together, the answer to that question changes.
truth, justice, and the gay way by hattalove
Liam needs a costume. Louis needs a best best friend award, a holiday, and to get a grip.
(Harry's just in the right place at the right time.)
Needing is One Thing, and Getting—Getting’s Another by kiwikero
Six months and moving back home is what it takes for Louis to finally start getting over his divorce.
Backstage, Sex and Outrage by taggiecb
Prompt #20: your chance to do it in a specific location
Louis loves working towards a goal. His friends say having a goal in life is the only thing that keeps him sane some days. Right now he is working towards his before twenty five bucket list, and fate must have been smiling on him the day he won tickets for a show at Wembly, getting into one of the locker rooms is something he will have to think about later. Plus it doesn't hurt that the show he's seeing is his favourite celebrity crush Harry Styles.
I’d Like To Buy an ‘O’ by FallingLikeThis
When Louis fails at Wheel of Fortune but, by some miracle, not his love life.
If Only You (Knew) by LadyLondonderry
Catch a busy train at a busy time. Find a seat and look like you’ve been there a while. Feign sleep. Look like you belong there. Look like you haven’t been living out of a rucksack for four months.
Don’t look homeless.
When Louis needs somewhere to go, he finds himself in an abandoned barn in the middle of nowhere. Unknown to him, he's stumbled on the home of someone else, and they're not too happy about it.
Coming and Going (Anonymous)
Harry is a shy loner looking for someone who will help him discover his new found sexual fantasies. Louis is a lonely writer who doesn't realize how much he has secluded himself. They are brought together by a simple ad, and a common interest.
All in 'Cause of You by crimsontheory
Harry was married to the most amazing man in the world and he was ready to take the next step of their relationship. As he journeyed down the road of adoption, he realized it was bumpier than he had anticipated.
drive all night to keep her warm by thepriestthinksitsthedevil (stubliminalmessaging)
After a devastating break-up, Harry discovers that his life is depressingly empty. He spends some time with his best friend Niall and Niall's lovable oaf of a golden retriever and realizes that the missing piece in his life is a pet. Unfortunately, the pet that seizes Harry's heart is a sickly puppy who is hostile towards people after a history of abuse and neglect from her previous owners. Can Harry, with the help of the handsome vet, Dr. Tomlinson, earn this puppy's love and nurse her back to health?
Sing With Me (just for today) by Eleven_11
When Harry arrives at Camp Half Blood as a clumsy and terrified 12-year-old, he has no clue what he's doing, just that he really wants to be friends with this Louis kid. Louis has been at camp for five years when Harry shows up, and he still doesn't know who his godly parent is. Everything Louis does is in hope of catching his dad’s attention. Everything Harry does is in hopes of being enough.
The story picks up in the Percy Jackson universe after the Titan War and right in the middle of the conflict with the Giants. Louis is one of the demigods left behind to defend the camp, and Harry just discovered he's a demigod.
Calling Love by AlwaysAqua
“Can I just say I miss you? Is that allowed? I know we said we said there’s no point in saying it because we can’t change the time apart. But I just really fucking miss you.” — This whole fic is a voicemail.
Hope by kiwikero
Louis was, emphatically, not a cat person.
Roses in the Rain by theweightofmywords
“Don’t- I know what you’re going to ask, and I… Harry, I can’t,” he said, his voice cracking. “Please. You know that I can’t.”
Louis had his six siblings and his old house with its falling-apart porch to take care of. This town was where people still approached him, 8 years after high school graduation, to tell him that they loved him as Danny in Grease. This town was where he had his pick of suitors, where he had his first kiss, where he took his first steps, where his mama lived, died, and was buried, and he couldn’t leave just to follow some man that he loved.
Harry, for now, seemed to understand that.
“Okay, baby,” Harry sighed, rubbing his eyes. “Okay.”
I Kinda Need A Hero (Is It You) by FallingLikeThis
Louis is a barista who’s had his heart broken. Harry is the boy who wants to put the pieces back together.
Heart of a Lion (With Metal in His Teeth) by graceling_in_a_suit
The man sighed impatiently. “Can you confirm your mission, please, you useless piece of junk.” Harry smiled politely. “Mission Code: 645-a3. Status: incomplete. Description: assess the situation on Olivia, report all findings to Captain Cowell and his board of advisors in three to five days. Specifically, locate and analyse the citizen known as Louis Tomlinson, suspected leader of the current strike, and present a strategy for destabilising his movement.”
Harry is an Android. Louis is his target: a revolutionary leader trying to free his people.
(01110100 01101000 01100101 01111001 00100000 01100110 01100001 01101100 01101100 00100000 01101001 01101110 00100000 01101100 01101111 01110110 01100101.)
Hiding in the Rain by asphodelknox
Louis’s used to the bullies. However, that doesn’t mean he doesn’t enjoy Harry Styles dragging him off on adventures to avoid them.
This Soft and Fluffy Thing Called by LadyLondonderry
Harry waits.
He waits for his eleventh birthday. He waits with bated breath. He waits and waits and waits and watches the post for the letter - the letter that decides his fate - the letter from Hogwarts.
or, the one where Harry was adopted as a baby, his downstairs neighbor is Louis, and he really should learn not to keep things bottled up.
Love, This Wild Thing by asphodelknox
Paris, the City of Love. Harry's hiding an unused Tinder account and Louis's hiding how much he doesn't want to go home. They find what they need in each other.
You're Gonna Pay for This by Eleven_11
“'NO!” Three sets of hands moved to grab Harry, and he was so startled that he jumped into the air from his nearly seated position on their new couch, butt just inches away from the pristine leather. He scanned the faces of the four boys in front of him, all colored with a mixture of shock, incredulity, and embarrassment. Harry was at a loss. “Why?” he sighed. " --- Or, Louis and Harry get something new, and the boys refuse to break it in. Chaos and ridiculousness ensue.
Teenage Dirtbag by 13ways
Louis loves Harry. Harry dislikes confinement. They play some dodgeball and kiss.
A Pun-derful Life by AlwaysAqua
Falling in love with his best friend was never part of the plan, but it happened. It keeps happening; Over and over again on a daily basis. Sometimes, even that’s too long between falling in love.
Or, Harry and Louis use too many puns as a means to make each other laugh.
Back To One by FallingLikeThis
Harry opens his eyes to a blinding white light. It fades gingerly and he blinks as his eyes adjust to his surroundings. There’s a soft cushion beneath his bum and his legs are crisscrossed in front of him. He’s only wearing a pair of white boxer briefs for some reason but he’s oddly comfortable wearing so little in a strange place. Slowly, he becomes aware of a crinkling sound and looks down to find that he holds a square of paper in his hands.
Neutral Good it says in pretty, flowy handwriting.
“Hello, everyone!” A chipper voice calls out, capturing Harry’s attention and pulling his eyes towards its location. He takes in the woman suddenly standing before him with her hands clasped in front of her.
“Welcome to The Afterlife."
a house built out of stone by robpatFF
Louis has a used bookshop and Harry has a habit of claiming things that don't belong to him.
Through the Darkest of Your Days by robpatFF
"Harry thinks he might not really know what okay is, but Louis is warm next to him, solid and constant and questioning. He’s all wide eyes and nerves and vulnerability. And this feels alright, this might be some sort of okay, Harry thinks." Future!fic, roadtrip!fic, OT5 friendship!fic.
Only Several Miles From the Sun by robpatFF
It started with a walk and unexpected rain and Babs. It started with a smile and green eyes and a bag of warm apple cinnamon muffins. Actually, it started with the bakery. Bakery AU, because of reasons.
Fate's A Bitch Really (Yes) by CalamityK
Louis is twenty-three now, and painfully aware that “Yes.” Is quite a common response when first meeting someone. ----- or that soulmate au where everyone has the first words their soulmate is supposed to say to them tattooed on their body
Have You Coming Back Again by whoknows
It’s five o’clock in the morning. Louis has a lecture at half eight. He could be using this time to study or to do his readings or to go to the gym, but - well. He doesn’t have any exams coming up, he’s not going to his seminar today anyway and he hates the gym.
Instead he’s using this time to fuck with Harry Styles’ poor little brain.
Louis jogs across the street and jabs the key into the car door. It opens easily, not that he was expecting anything else. He copied the key for a reason, after all.
He’s got Harry’s schedule memorized, more because the guy keeps following him around than anything, so he doesn’t bother looking around before climbing behind the wheel and setting his bag on the passenger seat. It’s a Monday, which means that Harry doesn’t even get out of bed before noon unless he’s planning on harassing Louis.
Nice Boy Seeks Same For Hook-Up by LittleMousling
From a kinkmeme prompt: Louis wants to lose his virginity but doesn't want anyone at school to know he's gay. In order to finally get with a guy, he posts an ad on Craigslist.
Harry Styles answers.
like a simile, i paint suggestive pictures (of me and you) by dangerbears
louis is a TA for an english 101 class and harry is stupid gorgeous which of course leads to a morality crisis.
Hiding Out in the Kitchen by LittleMousling
Harry's in an internationally famous boyband with his three best mates, he gets laid on a pretty regular basis, and he's headed to Australia in a week. He doesn't need anything else, and he certainly doesn't need a boyfriend. If this nice guy he met in a coffeeshop wants to date him, great—but that's all it is. Right?
when i feel that something by somerdaye
In which Harry and Louis are put into a duo instead of a group, and Louis Googles asexuality.
Some Say It's a Blessing, Some Say It's a Curse by homelesshats
In a world where humans are blessed with timers on their wrists to tell them precisely when they'll meet their soulmate, Harry has waited his whole life -- eighteen years, six months, one week and five days exactly -- for this day.
scared that i couldn’t find all the answers, honey by cathedralhearts
from the 1dkinkmeme on livejournal; niall writes larry stylinson fan fiction
If You Weren't Real I'd Make You Up by FeelsForBreakfast
These are the facts: This is a love story. Harry can’t tell the difference between what’s real and what isn’t. Louis doesn’t eat.
blackjacks running down my back by dangerbears
AU. university stuff. best friend stuff. music stuff. sappy stuff.
You're The One That I Want by spacecakesandmilkshakes
Harry had always been Louis' best friend and...well...his baby, until one day he realized that his baby was all grown up.
Make Tea, Not War by howdoyouwhisk (popsongdelusional)
"Is he the messiest?"
"Yes."
"Does he do the washing up?"
"Never."
"Does he make his bed?"
"Never."
"Hopeless, hopeless flatmate. Would you rather be with one of these guys?"
"Nope!"
Or: Louis attempts to become a better flatmate, much to Harry's dismay.
So much stays unknown till the time has come by becka
While on holiday in 2011, Louis has an unexpected visitor from his future.
if it's me you're looking for by eleadore
Louis has a bad habit of getting drunk before he confesses--or maybe it's the other way around. AU.
touch my neck and i'll touch yours by amongseafarers, gravitycentered
Harry feels the press of Louis’ leg against his side and the flimsy cotton of Louis’ pajamas. “Soft,” he mumbles, curling his hand around Louis’ thigh and using the grip to pull himself closer, nestling his face into the side of Louis’ hip.
Where Your Heart Is by antihetharry, tvshows_addict
Louis is ready for his brand new adventure. So what if he suffers from a genetic condition that prevents him from being touched? College is going to be awesome. It has to. Karma kind of owes him right now. Forget about his overprotective mother, or Liam-- his entirely too chipper step brother-- or his mess of a roommate. Forget about the gloves he has to wear at all times. He’s here to expand his knowledge, write and drown himself in books -- No matter how distracting ‘Hallway Boy’ may be-- The obnoxious, flirty frat wannabe determined to become the bane of Louis’ existence. 
Or, a college AU set in San Francisco where two lost boys who seemingly have nothing in common find inspiration, each other, and themselves in the process.
Gracious Goes the Ghost of You by haloeverlasting
And there it was again. That heaviness, that shift in the air that makes everything feel just a little slower. It’s like just moving forward makes him sore from the exertion. It’s not in the least physical, it’s his heart and mind and soul that feels stretched and pushed too far. It’s those moments, where his heart feels like it’s thudding only because it still can, that Louis feels the itch to glance at the clock. When he aches to know how long it’s been and maybe a part of him is wondering how long it will be. If this time, when he checks the clock, he’ll feel the same shame for his long stint of grief, but it will be followed by some sort of pride. He’s made it this far, and “because it still can” is a perfectly good reason for his heart to keep beating.
“What are you thinking about?” Harry asks.
Louis hums, shifting a little to rest his head on top of Harry’s. “Is this your new question?"
“Yeah,” he whispers, softly.
“Just… thinking about how long it’s been. And how long it may be before it doesn’t hurt so much anymore."
Harry is a ghost who comes to visit. Louis feels like a ghost, himself. In forgiveness, they find their way back to life.
You Drive Me Crazy ( I Just Can't Sleep) by objectlesson
The first time Louis ends up in Harry’s bed is a total accident.
try to not remember (rather than forget) by hereforlou
Harry hadn’t left, not really. He had been right there the entire time. And that’s what had made it worse, knowing that his body was within touching distance but his mind, everything that made Harry Harry, was lost somewhere Louis wasn’t able to reach.
He hadn’t left, but that’s what it had felt like most of the time. Just as if one day Harry had up and left him.
(Or the one where Harry wakes up.)
Say You'll Remember by whisperdlullaby
au. louis and harry are best mates that are only half aware that they're also soulmates. alternatively, louis goes to university and harry travels the world, and they always manage to find their way back to each other.
takes place over nine years, in which they love and hurt, make mistakes and learn, and above all, grow.
things unspoken by stylinsoncity
he wants to say it. he’s waited his whole life to say it. but how do you tell your childhood best friend you want them?
So Much Left to Say by myownspark
Reason #32: Cheer Someone Up.
Harry remembers Louis stalking along the Cougar’s sideline as the final seconds of the game ticked away. He was apart from everyone, with his arms crossed and his head down, sort of fragile looking even in his pads and helmet. Harry’s fingers actually itched to hold his hand, just as they do now. He holds the phone up to take a selfie and smiles into the camera, trying to ask Louis a question with his eyes. (Are you really okay? Tell me the truth. I bet you’re sitting on your bed, playing Madden, sulking. If you want to see me, I’ll come. I know you better than anyone. You’re sad. I’d like to come.) He pushes send.
(Harry and Louis play for rival high school football teams, and when they play against each other in the Homecoming game, someone has to lose.)
kiwi by fondleeds
With a stuttered mixture of a laugh and a groan, Harry lets his head droop, pushes his forehead against Louis’ chest and leans into him, fingers curled around the railing.
"You’re driving me crazy,” he breathes.
Louis lets out a puff of laughter, and when Harry lifts his eyes, the look in Louis’ gaze is one he knows too well, so distinctively coy and mischievous and gently charming, his lips quirked up with a smirk. Harry’s heart falls into the palms of his playful hands. “You’re into it.”
-
AU. Harry plays on Saturday nights at The Motley. Louis bartends on Saturday nights at The Motley.
It’s a thing.
Things That Go Hump in the Night by haloeverlasting, indiaalphawhiskey
“I thought you said I make everything fun,” Harry replies with a curt shrug. “I thought you liked trying new things with me.”
Harry is clearly upset with him, and camping or no, Louis was hoping for a good weekend all the same.
“You do make everything fun, but I’m warning you right now. This isn’t something new we’re trying. This is a well established hatred and I’m fucking cursed, so this isn’t going to be fun.” Louis hates how petulant he sounds, but it’s true. Camping never has and never will go well for him. And sure, maybe part of that is his attitude, but the attitude has only come from a consistent cause and effect in his life.
Louis goes camping. Something horrible happens. Louis is miserable.
It’s science.
Or, the one where Louis is right.
Things Gone Cold by MediaWhore
"your heart is warm for things gone cold.”— Sophocles, Antigone
With his soulmate’s thoughts about him written on his skin and the world’s eyes trailing his every movement, Harry Styles is having a bit of a rough time releasing his second album in peace. And that’s not even counting the breakup. Or the car crash.
Ever Fixed by delsicle
Three years ago, Harry was happily married, successfully heading the largest technology company in the world, and raising his young daughter. After he loses nearly everything in the aftermath of his daughter’s lost battle with a rare brain tumor, it may take three strange and yet very familiar visitors – and a man from the therapy group Harry keeps refusing to go to – to get him back on track.
Based on the film Collateral Beauty
The Melody You Never Heard by bananasandboots
It's one last adventure. One last chance to be young and carefree. One final weekend before they take up their internships, their corporate positions, before they enter the real world, fresh out of university. Niall's his best mate. Liam's been there for him since they were lost, little freshmen, trying to find their ways through an overwhelming first year. Harry can't disappoint them, even if it means enduring four days with Louis.
Louis, who he does share a history with, a history he's never told anyone about, not even Niall, a history he hasn't brought up in three years because it's stupid and embarrassing and confusing.
Or, the one where Harry gets roped into a four-day camping trip with the boy who kissed him and never called back.
One for Luck by leavingonatrain
The very first time Louis remembers hearing Harry Styles' deep, deep voice, he's just won gold at the World Equestrian Games and he's officially back on Great Britain's Olympic team. He's also three sheets to the wind, drunk on victory and champagne, and there's a gorgeous boy whispering in his ear. Life's grand.
(AU: Louis and Harry are professional riders on the British Olympic team.)
we've got to get away from here by suspendrs
“It is my understanding that you are the most comprehensive member of this agency in the field of extraterrestrial life, is that right?” the agent asks. He’s trying to sound calm, but Louis can tell he’s shaken as well.
“Um, I guess so,” Louis says, glancing over at the man in the blanket again.
Suddenly, Louis’s blood runs cold. There’s something off about the man, something in his gaze, something Louis can’t put his finger on. It’s terribly unsettling, but excitement bubbles in his gut.
Or, Louis is an FBI agent who likes to think himself a paranormal expert, and Harry is the alien that somehow ended up in his office.
love is divine by stylinsoncity
Being a witch doesn't help when it comes to unrequited love.
Sing When You're Winning by hazmesentir
Harry is fifteen minutes late to the office on the day Louis Tomlinson comes out as gay.
Or, the one where Harry's a chronically underpaid magazine intern and Louis is the Premier League's first gay footballer and pretty much the last thing they need is each other.
the impossible now by stylinsoncity
A wish on Christmas Eve sends Louis to an alternate dimension where Harry is a member of One Direction.
Finding Lou by stylinsoncity
Louis is the nomadic stranger who wanders into Harry’s bookstore. Harry is the skeptic who falls for him.
I'll Know My Name As It's Called Again by pukeandcry
Louis wakes up in Harry's body. This is a problem for several reasons.
Devil in the Bible Belt by TinyBeautifulTales (MikeandHarveyTime)
A Shameless AU starring Louis as Fiona and Harry as Jimmy/Steve.
(or, Louis is raising his seven siblings by himself, and Harry steals cars and crash lands into Louis' life. Together, they navigate south side Chicago and love.)
my heart is breathing for this moment in time by usedtothebeach
When Louis first saw Harry at the 2010 X Factor Auditions, he thought he was watching a peculiarly special stranger. But Harry has known Louis ever since he was five years old.
Because Louis has a rare genetic disorder that causes him to Time Travel to important moments in his past and in his future - and to Harry, always to Harry. When they're put into a band together, it seems like everything Harry has been waiting and wishing for has finally come true. Except for the small fact that Louis doesn't know that Harry is in love with him- that Harry's always been in love with him. Fate, it would seem, is just getting started.
A story about growing up and growing together, and the impossible love that makes it all worthwhile.
Those are the Days That Bind Us (Together Forever) by nightwideopen
Soulmate AU where when two soulmates meet they can hear each other's thoughts for a limited amount of time.
or
My Excuse To Write Teacher!Louis
je vole by nightwideopen
Two best friends, two broken boys on the run from themselves who managed to land a safe space in the heart of a beautiful city.
Harry and Louis are thieves in Paris. They're all the other has.
(Alternatively titled Pink.)
Don't Act Like It's a Bad Thing to Fall in Love by nightwideopen
Louis was born blind, completely blind, leaving him with nothing but the absolute blackness that his lack of vision produces.
Harry, on the other hand, is deaf. No sound can be registered by the two tiny ears his rowdy, chocolate curls obscure so well.
The first time Louis and Harry meet, it’s sort of an accident.
Take What's Mine by jaerie
Years after he is kidnapped, his life altered forever, Louis goes through the motions in a way that barely feels like living. Harry is a wild card, a forbidden fruit that Louis swore off of before he even had a chance to experience it. Maybe, in the end, Harry holds the key to being reborn. Louis just has to be open to the idea first.
(End game: this is a comfort/healing fic)
Wholehearted by TheMagicWord
AU. When superstar singer and winner of The Voice Louis Tomlinson tweets “Nothing worse than waking up with no milk for a cuppa !! Gutted” he doesn’t expect someone to bring him some. And he really doesn’t expect that someone to have bright green eyes, long curly hair, and (fucking) dimples.
Peaches and Cream by seducedbycurls
The study was to see if two strangers could live together for a month and fall in love.
“We are a new organization working to prove that love can do extraordinary things.” “You will do everything together & you are not allowed to leave the resort for the whole month.” “We want to prove that opposites attract.”
Louis is allergic to peaches, Harry smells like peaches. Louis just came for the money.
Singing To Tiny Dancer by BriaMaria
“Yes!” Harry punched a fist into the air. He laughed at the confusion that wrinkled the little space between Louis’ brows.
“What?”
“You’re flirting with me,” Harry smiled, letting his dimples pop.
Louis’ face went blank for two seconds and then he rolled his eyes, one side of his mouth lifting. “Am not.”
“You soooo are,” Harry sang out, poking him in the shoulder. “You like me.”
“I was simply showing you how to actually bring… what did you call it? Your A-game.”
Harry adopted a patronizing expression, sure it would piss him off. “And you did great. Really.”
“Oi, fuck off,” Louis said, but he was actually laughing now. Outright. It was gorgeous and Harry wanted to live in this moment forever. It was the very best one he’d experienced. He wanted to always remember the image of Louis’ crinkled eyes, the sound of his breathy giggles, the smell of citrus that radiated off him as he swayed in his amusement. And Louis didn’t even know his name.
Or ... When everything gets to be a bit too much for A-list actor Louis Tomlinson, he runs back to the town he had never really called home and the boy who was the only one he did.
All the Lines We Cast Will Bring Us Home by afirethatcannotdie
Harry wakes to a series of tweet notifications.
@Louis_Tomlinson: Sooo excited to announce I’m going on tour !! In America in 5 weeks and then coming back to the UK ! Get tix here: bit.ly/LTonTour @Louis_Tomlinson: Gonna be siiiick !! “Niall!” he yells, running out of his room. “Louis is performing at the O2 in January. Niall, I have to go. Wait. Niall. Oh my god, we’re gonna see Louis Tomlinson’s bum.”
AU. The one where Louis is a famous singer, Harry's a uni student obsessed with his music, and sometimes things have a way of working out.
say you want me (orphan_account)
Louist95: @HarryStyles, I’m personally offended that you haven’t invited me to your concert in Leeds next week. Proper fan I am and all.
HarryStyles: @Louist95 Proper fan? I’m personally offended on behalf of all our fans everywhere that you’ve lumped yourself with them.
~ A Famous/Not-Famous AU featuring Liam, Zayn, and Harry as the members of Sonic Boom, an English band that unexpectedly sky rocketed to international fame, Niall as their biggest fan, and Louis as the exact opposite. Harry’s a closeted pop star and Louis is the uni student he keeps fighting with on Twitter. It’s all silly banter until it turns into something else.
Cosmic Love by smittenwithlouis
Sudden chills rake over his body yet again, making him stay rooted to the ground. Static in the air makes every hair on his body stand up straight. That's when he notices something a couple feet in front of him lying on the ground. It’s what appears to be a person, weird white beams snaking around them like Christmas lights. Louis' heart rate picks up. Is the person alright? What are they doing here? What the fuck is happening? Or: Louis lives in a small, desert town in the middle of nowhere Texas, yet a strange visitor manages to find Louis among the stars.
who we used to be by itsnotbleak
“The doctor said he might remember,” Gemma said. “If he was around familiar things. Mum thinks that means he needs to stay with her forever, spend all day looking at old baby pictures and school photos. But he remembers all that perfectly. It’s living with you and your weird gang of lost boys that he doesn’t remember.”
“And you think the best way to jog his memory is some weird kind of full-emersion re-enactment?”
“It might be,” said Gemma. “It can’t hurt to try.”
An au where Harry and Louis used to be together, and then they broke up, and now Harry can’t remember any of it.
we've got the world in our hands by sarcasticfluentry
A mutants/superpowers AU. Louis and his friends attend the Cowell Institute for General Education and Mutant Training in London; when Louis meets Harry, the newest student at the Cowell Institute, he immediately recruits Harry to help play matchmaker for his friend Zayn. Harry and Louis are so caught up in meddling in Zayn's love life, though, that they don't notice that their own friendship is progressing into something more. Meanwhile, an ominous threat up north grows slowly until suddenly, no mutant - or human - is safe.
You Are The Blood by sarcasticfluentry
A seventh-year Hogwarts AU in which Niall gets all the girls, Liam goes on a journey of self-discovery, Zayn falls in love, Harry wants something more, and Louis tries to figure out once and for all why he, a Muggleborn, was sorted into Slytherin.
the dark and the dentist by sunshiner
“I know this song,” Louis whispers, and Harry has to lean his ear toward him to pick up what he’s saying. “It was written for people to dance to it. We should be dancing.” We can’t, Harry almost spits, but it’d be stupid of him. Louis knows they can’t. Even if he looks like any regular Parisian in their twenties, and Harry looks like any hipster Parisian in their twenties, they can’t anyway. To be fair, they probably wouldn’t do it even if they were out. But if they were two uni students, both in Paris for an exchange, meeting over fallen books at the library, or because of mutual friends, or watching Monet’s Water Lilies? “How would we dance?” Harry murmurs, mouth almost pressed to Louis’ cheek, so close he can feel his warmth. What a picture they must make, two millionaires freezing in a park and dreaming of a different life. An account of the events of November 2014. Canon-compliant.
Autumn At My Window by TheCellarDoor
A canon-compliant AU, in which Harry and Louis are both in the band and have been sharing flats and hotel rooms for nearly five years, but never made the leap past 'friends who are too close for comfort'.
Featuring a lot of pining, Louis' addiction to Harry's scent, and a whole lot of sexual tension that might just snap loose when they decide to spend some time together all on their own.
My Saddle's Waiting by crimsontheory
It's late and Harry is bored. He texts his one night stand from last week for a quick, no strings attached hookup. As it turns out, the guy gave Harry the wrong number and it ends up being Louis instead.
Saw It In Your Eyes by taggiecb
Harry Styles counts himself extremely lucky that he has landed such a great roommate. It doesn’t bother him at all that his new roommate is gay. In fact, they get along so well that they have formed an extremely close friendship that takes up pretty much all his free time. When Louis starts bringing a new guy home with him, Harry is surprised by how much it bothers him. Is he not as okay as he thought he was with Louis’ sexuality?
Or the one where Harry is an oblivious walnut.
This Winter's Day by QuickedWeen
Dear Mr. Harry Edward Styles, We regret to inform you of the passing of your cousin Lord Edward William Seaward, the Viscount Merston. Please contact us at your earliest convenience. Sincerely, Messrs. Pratt, Rutherford, and Spaulding
Louis is Harry's stablemaster, and when he falls ill and his mother turns to Harry to help her try and find someone he can settle down with, it's only natural that Harry suggests himself.
There is my heart for you to hold (Feel the beat, feel the one blood?) by larrycaring
“You,” the man says simply, voice slightly breathless.
Louis instantly frowns, eyes narrowed. He feels like he recognizes the man, but he can’t put his finger on where he saw him. “What are you doing here?” he asks instead, trying to make his voice sound firm and assured.
The man’s alarmed face changes, the corner of his lips rising in a smirk. “I could ask you the same thing, bawcock.”
Louis’ frown deepens at the endearment, because this man and he are certainly not on that level yet.
“I’m a journalist,” Louis says, even though it’s a lie. He is pretty sure the boy can’t really legally justify his presence either.
“You too?” the man replies, his smirk constant on his face. It’s like he’s sharing a private joke Louis can’t understand, or remember. “So you are also here, in this blood-spattered hotel room, for some folklore stories?”
And then, Louis remembers.
Harold E. Styles.
or a vampire AU where famous vampire hunter Louis meets human Harry, and they go through hell to stay together and have their forever.
Strip That Down by Domeaspreadsheet
“Does this have something to do with Louis being into nipple piercings?”
Liam feels his mouth drop open, and snaps it shut quickly. “No. Why on earth would you think that?”
“Maybe because Louis told me he told you he thinks it’s hot on guys, and now you’ve convinced Harry to do it, three minutes after Louis walks out the door.”
“Well. When you put it that way.” Liam sighs. “Fine. I think they should be together. Thought this might help.”
Niall smacks him on the shoulder. “Why didn’t you say something? I’ve been hoping those two would get it together for years.”
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Four strippers. Possible fun. A New Year’s Eve matchmaking plot. Will it work?
Sympathy For The Devil by taggiecb
Louis keeps stealing some of Harry’s mail, which would be annoying for anyone, but it’s especially troubling when you consider that Harry is Santa Claus. Harry will have to go through hell to get Louis to stop. Literally.
Or the one with Santa Harry and Satan Louis and a series of misspelled letters to Santa.
It's All Brand New by midnightwhistleberries
“Harry,” Louis intones emphatically, “literally everyone in the U.K. has known that I’m openly bisexual since 2011.”
“’Cept you, I guess,” supplies Niall.
In which Harry studies engineering, loves Madonna, and can't tell if Louis likes him or just keeps coming back to the record store because he's some sort of musical hoarder. Louis is famous, Harry has no idea, communication issues are rampant and fluffy pining ensues.
you pull me in by yoursongonmyheart
“Did you really wear silk jammies to meet him?” Fizzy is almost in tears.
He’s going to kill them.
He’s really going to kill them.
Ernie throws his backpack on the floor before telling Fizzy, quite loudly, “Mr. Styles looked at Achoo like this” and making an exaggerated jaw dropped face.
“That is not what happened!” Louis protests.
“And Achoo looked at Mr. Styles like that, too!” Doris pulls the same face before laughing.
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//or the one where Louis is a model, Harry teaches Doris and Ernie at primary and now might be a good time to fall in love.
all the kingdom lights shine just for me and you by hypocorism
“I can help the baby, for I have not yet given my gift.” Caroline smiles and waves as the audience cheers appreciatively. “Although, tragically, I cannot reverse the work of such a powerful opponent, I can mediate the effects. Prince Harry will not die, but will fall into a deep and peaceful sleep. From this slumber, he can only be awoken by a kiss from his true love! Once she is found, his safety will be ensured!” Happy sighs all around.
“Thank you, good fairy Caroline,” the king says politely. “We are in your debt.” She beams and the other three fairies look mildly annoyed.
“I knew she was full of it when she said she ‘couldn’t think of a good gift,’” one of them whispers to the other two. “I was supposed to go last!”
In My Place by kassio
Prince Louis has it all. He's wealthy, privileged, famous, and handsome, with a loving family and a world of opportunities. There's only one problem: he isn't actually the queen's son.
Harry and Niall Horan don't have much, but they have a dream: to win the X Factor and achieve something more than their normal middle-class life.
Two dreams collide and two very different paths come together when Louis requests to meet with Harry after seeing him on the X Factor.
Even As Young As You Are by ologist
Harry’s sister has a baby. When he goes to meet her, he finds more than one new love of his life at the hospital.
Two Steps Behind by sacredheart (orphan_account)
"Can I play?" He's far away enough that he almost has to yell a little bit. He's got one leg steadying him on the ground, and he's holding the handles of his bike as tightly as he can. He doesn't want to fall off in front of the older kids - the cooler kids.
"We've got four of us, though, and we don't want uneven teams," Zayn lies apologetically, and Louis frowns. He's not stupid. They don't want to play with him. "Maybe tomorrow." That's also a lie, because Zayn said the same thing yesterday and now it's tomorrow and Louis is being told no, again. His head is spinning with rejection and confusion and, most of all, disappointment.
(Or, Louis is two years younger than his neighbors, Harry, Liam, Niall, and Zayn, and he grows up bending over backwards to get their attention and acceptance. Especially Harry's.)
You and The Moon and Neptune (Got it Right) by alienharry
Of all the different ways Louis had pictured meeting his soulmate, he never imagined he’d come second to his little sister. He assumed he’d have met his own soulmate by now, that he’d already be married and sickeningly in love, guiding his kid sister through these new and confusing feelings. He wanted one hand on his soulmate’s waist and the other on Lottie’s back as he told her that everything was okay and she wasn’t moving too fast.
Of all the ways Harry saw his life going, being a 23-year-old sales associate at Harrods and hating every minute of it was not what he envisioned for himself. If he’s being honest, he saw himself in Peru or China or - hell - even fucking Denver, just traveling. He wants to see the world, not oversee the women’s department 36 hours a week.
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Louis has always wanted to meet his soulmate; he's built his life around the plan that one day his soulmate would come along, and they could begin their happily ever after.
Harry has always wanted to travel; he's built his life around the idea that nothing is permanent, and seeing the world is his only objective - soulmates mean nothing to him after all.
Home for the Holly Days by LadyLondonderry
There he is, bowl of batter in one arm and whisk in the other. The wireless is blaring something that distinctly sounds like Fairytale of New York, which would make sense with how much Harry loves muggle music.
But. The thing is, is he's doing some terribly odd moves, swaying his hips slightly out of pace with the music but with so much more passion than Louis thinks he's ever seen anybody display about this song. His apron, down to his knees, is swishing back and forth as he moves and - dear lord - his shorts don't even reach as low as the hem of his apron.
Louis has to get out of here.
Or, Louis’s participating in the Secret Santa exchange between all the Hogwarts professors stuck at school over the winter holidays, and the Sorting Hat may fancy itself a bit of a matchmaker.
The Fairy Ring by thedeathchamber
Harry has dreamed of a world outside the tiny village of Holmes Chapel for as long as he can remember... a world full of magic and adventure and true love. It was nothing but a childhood dream, however, until an old family friend comes bearing word of a plot against Harry's life and a very dangerous truth: Harry is the rightful heir to the crown and must embark on a perilous quest to reclaim his throne from the ruthless would-be King Simon. But in the end Harry will find himself fighting for more than a crown, and on the verge of losing something much more precious than his sovereign power. Because magic might be real, but life is not a fairy tale, and Harry is a prince up against a very big dragon.
Or: a medieval fantasy AU in which Harry is a prince in disguise and Louis is the king of the faeries.
I see London, I see France by incandescentlight
Harry Potter AU. Louis is working at the coffee shop when the most gorgeous boy walks in. Harry is an eighth year Beauxbatons student and Louis is determined not to fall in love because Harry returns to France in four months.
kiss me like it's christmas, hold on 'til we're breathless by itjustkindahappened
Louis is broke and in desperate need of a coat, Harry is a rich kid who catches him shoplifting and they accidently go on a date.
tether beat by turnyourankle
Prince Harry meets his longtime celebrity crush, Louis Tomlinson, after the Royal Variety Performance.
just a dream by BriaMaria
“Won’t you join me?” The voice was soft, more melody than anything else. It wrapped around Louis, silken bands that tugged at his arms, at his chest.
He didn’t step out of the shadows. “No.”
The man in the pond smiled, sad and sweet and knowing, and then sunk beneath the water in the next heartbeat. The butterflies that had adorned his chest like jewelry, that had tangled in his dark curls, fluttered away.
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Or the one where Louis is the king of the forest, Harry is friends with butterflies and a war is brewing on the horizon.
your eyes are like starlight now by babyboylouis
“Yeah. Me, Daddy, and Buttons. That’s my puppy. I named him. Sometimes we call him Butt for short,” Olivia told him, looking up at the boy with a full smile, minus her two front teeth. Louis realised that talking to this girl was more fun than talking to Zayn. Zayn was a little shit, though, so that was understandable.
or the one where louis hates his job as an elf at the shopping mall, but hates it a lot less when he meets olivia and her hot daddy
Let's Raise a Cup by YesIsAWorld
Louis is a telekinetic bartender and uses his super special powers to cheer up recently-broken-up-with Harry.
which is sweeter love or its loss by patdkitten
After he catches his boyfriend cheating on him, Louis runs away from London and answers an ad to housesit an estate in the Yorkshire Moors while the mysterious owner is away. It's easy enough to forget about his problems when confronted with the routine that exists in a former abbey in the moors, when the only people around are a cat and the caretaker.
And then the mysterious owner returns.
Don't Put Out the Glow by backonefish
"He fists out a pair of skinny jeans and a plain black tee. Nothing wrong there. Then he sees an atrocious Hawaiian shirt in Zayn’s hand and he starts digging through the bag urgently, pulling out more and more items that don’t belong to him"
Or: The one where Louis picks up the wrong bag on his way to Paris.
The Powerful, Immovable Object You Can't Change by LiveLaughLoveLarry
627: The dread of your own hotheadedness
Louis couldn't be happier about Lottie and Tommy finally getting married. Except for the presence of his Aunt Martha.
~*~*~
Harry looked between Louis and Martha. “Is this… the aunt?” he asked.
Only Harry could manage to be that polite, yet still manage to convey that much disdain. Louis turned back to Martha, who was frowning at both of them, and gave her a smile that mirrored the false sweetness of her own. “Aunt Martha, this is Harry,” he said. “My boyfriend for the past five years. As you can see, I think he’d have some objections to my finding a nice girl, or a wife. Harry, this is my aunt Martha.”
“Charmed, I'm sure” Harry said, making no motion to shake her hand.
In A World Full Of Wrong (You're The Thing That's Right) by LiveLaughLoveLarry
Harry is a vampire. Louis is a vampire Hunter. This sounds like a bad idea already, doesn’t it? Yeah, it probably was. Feat. Vampire!Zayn and obliviously normal human Niall. When Niall is the most normal person in your life, you know you have problems.
~*~*~
Niall tapped him on the forehead. “He’s not lost, dipshit. It’s just an excuse.”
Harry was well and truly baffled. “Excuse? I – what?”
“He doesn’t ask anyone else to show him the way.”
Harry blinked. “Just me?”
“Just you.”
“But – why?”
Niall gave him a look. “Do I really have to spell it out for you?” He poked Harry in the chest. “He likes you.”
“No way!” Harry said. Then, “Really?”
Coming Home Through the Dark to You by LadyLondonderry
Harry Styles works at the Fox in the Snow, the most hipster coffee joint around. He's got too many roommates and a best friend he met his first day of university who he might very well be head-over-heels for.
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Bias-wrecker: Kim Jongdae Genre: Horror but funny and/or sexy/smutty? Number: 43 I love all of your EXO and BTS fics
lmao you don’t get a drabble my dear you got A WHOLE ENTIRE ONE SHOT
Title: CavityPrompt: 43: “Pick up lines only work when I’m drunk” (part of the 1K followers drabble game)Pairing: Jongdae x Reader (oc; female)Summary: While trying to forget your ex, a man comes to you and promises that he can help you take the memory away.Genre: Demon!AU; angst; light smutRating: RWarnings: light smut; explicit language; references of violenceWord Count: 3,722
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Gin is not your favourite.
If you’re being honest, you don’t really even like gin at all, except for the way it reminds you him. He was the one who got you into it, convinced you that its burn was the right flavor for every emotion, every daydream, and every enticing fantasy. Perhaps, you think, that is why you’re drinking it now instead of your usual whiskey. Forcing your body, your mind, and your tongue to have their last fill of him before you move on completely.
The bar is loud, not usually your scene, but that’s why you chose it. This is not the atmosphere you liked - or, maybe you did, at some point, long ago and long forgotten. This was not the atmosphere he liked, and pressing yourself into this shape means he feels further away, somehow. You’re glad to take him in, let him scorch your throat as you swallow the memories, but simply cannot stomach the idea of letting one of his bars, his favored places, ever touch your skin again. He can have your insides, you think, he took control of those from the moment you saw him. There’s not much left for anyone else to have, anyway.
With another shallow sip, you think on if these things ever truly made you happy. Did you enjoy being his girl? Did you enjoy being someone he could parade and show off, someone he thought he was proud of? Did you like all the house music and the expensive cocktails? The high heeled shoes, the blown out hair, the tight dresses he peeled off with deft fingers? Or, rather, the way he cupped your ass in public, leant into your ear and told you he wanted you, told you he needed you, kissed the exposed area of your shoulder always, and looked at you as though ready to leave any establishment from the moment you entered? You think you liked how these things felt more than the objects and the actions themselves. You think you like how he felt rather than the person he was, and while this revelation should make it easier for you to move on, it only serves to make you feel guilty.
‘I can make you forget about him.’
A bright voice at your side interrupts your thoughts, and when you turn to greet its owner you are awestruck. Dark, thick hair, full lips, and a strong jaw, he is everything Chanyeol was not and you find him fascinating. His smile seems vacant, serious in a way, not entirely warm nor inviting, simply existing to make you ask all the right questions. There’s a temptation in his eyes, something that seems to glow as if begging you to fall in, to get lost there, and you want to, but you don’t let yourself. You did that once with Chanyeol. You will not make the same mistake again.
With a scoff, you turn back and look straight ahead at the bar. ‘Pick up lines only work when I’m drunk.’
‘Really?’ he muses idly, leaning into your peripheral. ‘You’ve had four already. I thought you’d be close.’
‘I can hold my drink.’ Glancing down at the half-empty glass, you run your fingers over the rim rather than bring it to your lips. You aren’t lying - you can indeed hold your drink, but tonight you’re holding onto more than just liquor, and you aren’t sure you want anything anymore.
‘Well,’ he sighs, leaning back and waving the bartender away, ‘the point still stands.’
‘Who are you?’ you ask, turning to eye him conspicuously.
‘Someone who can help.’
He’s entirely serene in the way he says this, as if he expected you to know him from the start. Nothing about this statement sounds helpful, really, nor encouraging, just an announcement of fact or belief and it is up to you to decide which it is.
Narrowing your eyes, you scowl at him. ‘How do you know I need forget about someone anyway?’ You glance around the bar, looking at other lonely patrons and wondering why he chose you. ‘This feels so random.’
‘I can see it,’ he states with a casual shrug of his shoulders.
‘How?’
‘Lots of ways,’ he says, turning on his stool to face you fully. ‘In the way you keep guzzling that gin down. The way you frown every time you do. And, probably most helpful of all…’
His words fade, dying in the air and dissipating beneath the incessant drone of the loud music. The bar is loud, not at all your scene, but all at once the world around you seems to disappear and grow quiet. You watch in horror as the glow in his eyes change, morphing from something magical to something awful. It’s all you can focus on, throat turning dry and tongue heavy, the way the glow becomes crimson, spools of red that spiral and mix with the black of his pupils. It makes him look deadly. It makes him look lethal.
It makes him look inhuman.
‘What the fuck are you?’ you whisper, voice small, reduced to almost nothing from the tension in your chest, and you think you have never been so terrified of anything, or anyone, in your life.
‘Someone who can help.’
This time, the words sound menacing.
This time, the words sound like a hiss.
As soon as you have him in your house, you regret it. He fits in easily, looking handsome, looking beautiful, looking like he could belong, and that, you know, is the worst part. On the way, he told you his name is Jongdae - well, he told you the man he is wearing was named Jongdae. He uses the name simply because he likes how it sounds, says it rolls off the tongue rather nicely and makes people feel safe. On the way, he told you he’s been dead for a long time - Jongdae, that is, he himself has been alive since the dawn of time.
On the way, he told you he is a demon. Unfortunate, he said, because Jongdae had been a very, very good man.
‘You would have liked him,’ he said, drumming his fingers on the dash while you drove quickly down the highway. ‘He made great pancakes.’
‘I wouldn’t rest my opinion on someone just because they make great pancakes,’ you argued in a rush, unable to look at him as you white knuckled the wheel.
‘True,’ he conceded, ‘but he was a doctor, and he wanted to make pancakes for his kids. You guys would have made cute babies.’
‘Stop talking.’
Now, you are sitting on your couch and in your hand is a vile containing clear liquid. He handed it to you as if it was the holy grail, as if this was the answer to all your questions. Odd, you think, for such a small, simple thing to be so ominous.
‘What is this?’ you ask, studying it warily. There’s a tremble to your fingers, small and slight, and you grip the bottle tightly in an effort to conceal this from Jongdae.
‘Water,’ he says, simply.
There’s a light, playful air in his voice as if he thinks you’re being silly, as if this is something you both should be laughing about. You want to punch him.
‘I highly doubt it’s just water,’ you seethe, rolling your eyes and turning to look at him. ‘Don’t bullshit me.’
‘No,’ he says with a sharp laugh, one that makes you cringe slightly, ‘it really is just water...from a river...a very special river.’
‘What, Styx?’
‘Close,’ he sighs, rising to stand, ‘but no. That water would be black. This is water is clear. This water is clean.’
Jongdae twirls about your living room, inspecting the books on your shelf and smelling flowers you’ve placed on an end table. He scowls at the smell, turning away from the offending plant to look back at your books.
‘Sorry,’ you say, sarcasm dripping through your tone, ‘my geography of Hell is a little lacking.’
‘Don’t worry about it,’ he says lightly, pulling out your copy of the Canterbury Tales and flicking through with interest. ‘The only person who ever got it close to right is Dante Alighieri, and he was too up his literary ass to really figure out it’s impossible for it to be a cone.’
At this, Jongdae snaps the book shut and points it at you. ‘Like, how the fuck would the Earth be hollow enough to support that shit?’
You stare at him blankly, unsure how to respond. ‘You’re really passionate about this.’
‘Well,’ he continued, placing the book back on the shelf and taking one of your pictures instead. ‘A couple millennia pass with all these people writing about your home, and your life, and no one ever gets it right? Annoying. You look good here, by the way. Nice tits.’
‘You could tell someone,’ you say, ignoring his backwards compliment. ‘You know, sort of how Anne Rice imagined in Interview With The Vampire?’
‘That book was great!’ he singsongs, putting the picture back and taking a candle. ‘Wildly inaccurate too, but great.’
It takes you several seconds to catch his implication, partly because he said the words as if they were common knowledge and partly because he lights the candle with his fingers, again and again, the flames taking on various colours.
‘You’re telling me there’s vampires too?’ you breathe, shaking your head at the concept.
‘Babe,’ he says, slightly exasperated and putting the candle back, lit with a black flame. ‘There’s a lot of shit people have been writing about since the dawn of time, and no one ever really gets it right.’
‘My point still stands,’ you shrug, ‘just tell someone.’
‘We could,’ he begins, turning to you with a smile and walking back to the couch, ‘but then the fun of all hate would be gone and, you know, it’s exhausting being happy with things.’
‘Wow,’ you intone, ‘I find the opposite to be true.’
Jongdae gestures manically with his fingers, slightly making jazz hands as his wrists move with a flair. ‘That’s because you’re so wrapped up in all these human feelings.’
‘Hate is a human feeling,’ you contend.
‘No, it really isn’t.’ The way he looks at you is almost sympathetic, as if you are foolish for even thinking this, and you feel his gaze crawl over your skin, making you shiver. ‘Humans were meant to only have the nice things, the good feelings. You learned spite and hate after Luci gave it to you - taught you how to have a real thrill.’
Once more, you aren’t entirely sure what to say to this. Looking at Jongdae makes you almost feel ill, his concept and perception of the world so beyond your comprehension that you almost feel dizzy. Instead, you glance back to the vile in your hand and wait for your voice to return. When it does, it’s merely a whisper of confusion.
‘This is the most bizarre evening I’ve ever had in my life.’
Jongdae shrugs. ‘I’ve had weirder.’
‘I can imagine,’ you reply with a minute nod.
‘Ever seen someone impaled up the ass and asking Lucifer to give him the power of immortality so he can choke his captors with their intestines?’
Your gaze snaps back to Jongdae who appears wholly unbothered by his question, merely looks at you as though he is bored with the entire conversation.
‘No.’
‘Then no,’ he laughs, pity filtering through the sound, ‘you really can’t imagine.’
Silence fills the room, you looking at Jongdae and he back at you, and you both spend a time like this trying to read one another. He’s handsome, beautiful, but you know this is just the body, and the name, he is using to conduct business on the top-side, as he calls it. He’s handsome, and charming, but something about the way he speaks is whimsical, neither truly dark nor cruel, just honest in the way he moves throughout the world. You don’t want to, but you almost trust him, only because this is the most honest conversation you’ve had in years.
Eventually, Jongdae looks back at the vile in your hand and presses you.
‘So,’ he starts, bringing you back to reality, ‘you going to drink that shit or not? I have a quota to fill, you know. Can’t be wasting my time here.’
And this, this small statement, makes you realize exactly what you are doing - dealing with a demon. It’s easy to trust him because he has not lied, not really. He’s told you everything, but you were the one crazy enough to imagine this would all turn out fine. He’s urging you to drink this liquid because you are just a number. Your life, the brief extent of it or the long, drawn out horror of it, does not matter to him. You are reduced, in this moment, to little more than a job, something he will forget about the moment he walks out of the room.
And that is if you are lucky.
There’s no reason for him to care about you if you are little more than a number, and the outcome, whether you drink this or not, will remain unchanged for you. In both instances, you probably die.
‘I don’t know,’ you say, finally. ‘I’m trying to decide if this will kill me.’
‘Water doesn’t kill,’ he sighs, tired of all your hesitations.
‘Will you kill me if I refuse?’
‘That entirely depends on my mood,’ he says, oddly calm for such a statement.
Narrowing your eyes, you lean closer to inspect his visage. ‘And what is your mood?’
‘I don’t know,’ he says, leaning forward to mimic your position and bringing his nose close to yours. ‘I haven’t decided yet.’
Like this you remain, trying to prise answers from one another as time ticks slowly by. Eventually, it becomes a test, to see who will move first. A tiny ache in your back flares after a time, tense from maintaining the odd angle, and you lean back with pursed lips.
‘You’re a pain in the ass, you know that?’
‘I’m a demon,’ he laughs, the sound a metallic click. ‘I’m not supposed to be sunshine and daisies.’
‘Have you tried?’ you ask, voice airy and light.
‘Tried what?’
‘I don’t know, smiling?’
‘I smile!’ he exclaims, loud voice echoing off the walls.
‘Not genuinely,’ you say, giggling at his offense.
As if to prove you wrong, he plasters a smile on his face, his lips pulling into a cheshire cat grin. Unlike the way he smiled at the bar, this looks sickly, looks almost ill. There’s something wrong about the angle of the smile, something malicious about the way it looks incredible but does not meet his eyes. The smile itself looks beautiful but he looks sick with the action, as if the very concept of contented warmth is causing him pain.
‘Stop’ you demand, waving your hand through the air as if to wipe his expression clean. ‘That looks fucking awful, I prefer you the other way.’
‘Thank fuck,’ he sighs, relieved to mold himself back into his standard, vacant expression.
‘Alright,’ you say, returning to the main topic of the evening. ‘I know enough about the river Lethe to know that it doesn’t make you forget one thing it makes you forget everything. Why would I want this?’
‘Well, shit, look at you!’ he says, gleefully. ‘You know something!’
‘Yes, hurray,’ you sing sarcastically. ‘Answer my question.’
‘The river only makes you forget everything if you have nothing on your mind as you drink it,’ he explains, nodding in the direction of the vile. ‘If you focus on the thing you want to forget, then POOF! It magically goes away and you can carry on living as though it never existed at all.’
‘And if I see him again?’
‘You won’t recognize him,’ he states, gently. ‘You won’t know him at all.’
Glancing back at the bottle, you feel something in your stomach drop that feels close to dread. ‘This feels too good to be true.’
‘Not everything has to be that way,’ Jongdae sings lightly, the tone musical and tantalizing.
You do not let yourself be captivated and instead glower at him. ‘Everything from hell has to be that way.’
‘I’d say,’ he begins slowly, leaning forward once more, ‘the catch would be how you forget.’
‘What does that mean exactly?’
‘Well, first you have to drink the water.’
Jongdae lowers his voice to a seductive whisper, his lips forming a pout that looks almost arousing, almost charming. You could kiss those lips, you think. You could kiss them and you could like it.
‘And then?’ you murmur, leaning into him to taste his air, eyes starting to flutter.
‘And then you have to kiss me the way you would kiss him.’
You want to be repulsed, you think you should be repulsed, but the way Jongdae is looking at you is the most inviting expression you’ve seen on a man in a long, long time. Chanyeol never looked at you like this, you muse, never made you feel important like this, as if you were the only person in the room or the world. Jongdae is eyeing you like nothing in the universe matters, like your mouth on his is the only thing that could make the world turn. From your eyes to your lips, his gaze moves and you feel every single step his irises take along your flesh.
You’re hot, all of a sudden, flushed to the brim with heat and desire, and your fingers are itching to take him, tongue itching to taste him.
‘Please,’ he whispers, voice tight. ‘I want you to kiss me.’
Powerless to disobey, your fingers thumb off the cap of the vile and bring it to your lips.
Jongdae watches you hungrily as you drink the liquid down, tongue coming to wet his lips and your eyes blow wide at the taste. It’s the best drink you’ve ever had. The water is cold, refreshing, tastes almost like crystal and is sweet enough to make your taste buds tingle as though they were lapping at honey.
When the bottle is emptied, you reach for him, carding your fingers through his hair and, suddenly, he is Chanyeol.
You crawl into his lap, and he is Chanyeol.
He takes your bottom lip between his teeth, and you mewl, grinding your hips down onto his to illicit and moan that makes your heart sing. The blood beneath your skin courses through your veins at break neck speed, and you part his lips with your tongue to taste his, fighting against the muscle for dominance as you moan into his eager mouth.
A slight tremble begins in your hands as you clutch at him, moving up your arms and into your back, making you shiver against him. Feeling you become such a soft, malleable thing in his hands makes him growl possessively, and he grips your waist with the hot flat of his hands. While he kisses you, his fingers trace small circles into the soft flesh of your waist beneath your dress before moving down.
His hands find your hips and root you in his lap, forcing your groins to press together and sending an electric surge through your body. In unison, you moan at the contact. Beneath his trousers, you can feel his hardness as it teases against the silk of your underwear. Wetness pools between your thighs and you clench your muscles, breaking from his lips to gasp at the sensation. Laughter erupts from his chest as he captures your lips once more before moving down your jaw to your neck, and making your chests press together tight enough you cannot imagine air existing between your bodies.
‘Chanyeol,’ you breathe, the sound coming out as a mewl.
‘That’s it, baby,’ he says, and you know it is Jongdae saying the words, but it’s Chanyeol’s voice you hear, and the sound alone makes you nearly come undone.
You let the feeling take control, consume every part of you until you think you could come from the force of it. There’s a tension in your core that makes your eyes pop open, brow narrowed in confusion because it should not feel this way - not so soon. Jongdae ruts up into you, groins pressing together, and you hiss at the contact, a cry erupting from your lips but then -
It’s over.
Jongdae drops you back to the couch and rises, staring down at you with a cold smile as he straightens his jacket and trousers. Confused, you glance down at yourself and see your skirt is hiked up your thighs, bruises forming on your skin where you did not know his hands had been. You did not feel them there at all. Chest rising and falling in heaving breaths, you look up at his body and study his swollen lips. You did that. You made the blood rush there, but you don’t remember why you would want to.
In the pit of your stomach, you feel filled with something - you think you can call it regret. The muscles in your body hurt and your chest clenches now, not with desire but with sadness, shame. You hate yourself, you hate him, but you don’t know who he is.
Glancing up at Jongdae, you think you might hate him, but he simply smiles and says, ‘I told you I could help.’
Jongdae was there to help, so you know you do not hate him. You could never hate a thing that existed only to help.
Lost, dazed, and trying to feel numb, you hate something. You think you might hate yourself, now, but you know you hate a man. Every man? No, not every man. One man. He hurt you, right down to the very marrow of your bones. He hurt you so deeply you don’t think you could ever love or forgive again, but you don’t know who he is.
Tears fall, hot and thick, down your cheeks but still you don’t know who he is. You don’t know who he is and you don’t know what he did, and, therefore, you don’t know how to move on at all.
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Happy new year, again, Rosie!! I'd like a drabble. I feel like we don't get enough flustered Clarke on the show so can you write a drabble with flustered Clarke + Bellamy's freckles. It could be canon or modern AU. Thanks for doing this, and you're amazing!
Three weeks later, and I finally got there. Sorry for sucking. Anyway, this fic is very ridiculous, deviates slightly from the prompt, and is a lot longer than originally anticipated, but I hope you enjoy it anyway, Hana :)
In retrospect, Clarke probably should’ve realised what was going on.
She’s in her third year of med school, after all, and usually has at least a basic level of common sense in her.
As it is, apparently Bellamy Blake makes her a bit of an idiot. And Bellamy Blake half naked? Well, Clarke’s not sure anyone can truly blame her for her brain short-circuiting and subsequently shutting down at the sight.
“You’re staring,” Raven comments easily, as he pulls off his top, leaving him in nothing but his swimming shorts.
And okay, Clarke at least has enough brain power to recognise that yes, she is staring, and it’d probably be a good idea to, you know — stop. But honestly, she’s not entirely sure how everyone on this goddamn beach isn’t watching him. Because Bellamy taking his top off definitely happened in slow-motion. With his skin glistening and his muscles rippling and his hair remaining perfectly dishevelled. That can’t have just been Clarke. She didn’t just imagine that.
But a quick glance to her friends, all still focused on their own tasks, tells her she did just imagine it. Which is a level above how her brain traditionally deals with her stupid feelings. Usually, she just fantasises about kissing him, or confessing her love, or worst of all, simply snuggling into his side and falling asleep. But this is some weird movie set shit her brain is delving into.
Which is probably the first sign that Clarke ignores.
“Shut up,” she mutters to Raven, spinning on her feet so she’s no longer facing Bellamy. He has a lot of nerve, being as beautiful as he is.
“I’m just saying,” Raven muses, ignoring Clarke’s response as she pulls out her towel and lays it down on the sand. “It’s likely that you’ll die today. Like, you barely keep it together as it is, and now you have to spend all day with him half naked. So, you know, just let me know how nice you want your casket to be.”
“If you think I want to be anything but cremated, you don’t know me very well.”
Raven snorts as Clarke helps lower her down onto her towel. “As someone who works in the medical field, your genuine belief that people can accidentally be buried alive is a weird one.”
“It could happen,” Clarke says, kicking Raven lightly in the shoulder when she just cackles.
“What could happen?” She hears from behind her, and when Clarke turns around there’s Bellamy, smile wide and eyes dazzling and freckles standing out so clearly against his warm golden skin. It’s a lot to take in all at once.
“Clarke could die of dehydration from being so thirsty,” Raven supplies unhelpfully, cocking an amused eyebrow when Clarke shoots her a dirty look.
“What?” Bellamy asks, frowning in confusion.
“Ignore her,” Clarke says, thankful that internet lingo isn’t really a strong point of his. “She’s being an asshole.”
“No surprise there.”
“You love me, Blake.”
“Yeah, yeah,” Bellamy mutters with a small quirk of his lips. And then he looks back at Clarke, smile widening into a bright grin, and her brain kind of short-circuits again. “Want me to do your back?”
And, yeah, that certainly doesn’t help. Clarke blinks once, unable to get anything out but, “What?”
“Your back,” he repeats slowly, amused. When she just stares at him, probably resembling a deer in headlights, he continues, cocking an eyebrow. “You burn pretty quickly, princess. You really should put on sunscreen.”
“Oh right,” Clarke breathes out, shaking her head. She feels very warm suddenly, and it’s messing with her head. When Bellamy just keeps watching her with that amused expression of his, she realises she hasn’t actually answered him, and quickly amends. “Yeah, um. Thanks. That’d be, um — good,” she finishes lamely.
Bellamy chuckles, sending her a funny look as she grabs her bottle of sunscreen and passes it to him. And then she’s tugging off her top and turning around, and Bellamy’s hands are on her, and it’s like the universe is trying to punish her for some past life atrocity. Because his hands are large and rough and perfect, rubbing deep into her skin, and it’s hard not to imagine this exact same feeling in a very different context.
She feels a flush rise quickly on her chest at the thought, can’t help but sway back into Bellamy’s touch a little, but thankfully he doesn’t seem to notice, continuing with his task easily.
“Okay,” he announces a good minute later, running his hands down her back one last time. “I’m done. Do me?”
“What?” She asks, dazed, and when her brain catches up, “Oh, uh — yeah, of course,” she stutters out, feeling like a fourteen year old with her first crush again.
Of course, having her hands on Bellamy doesn’t help much, not with the way she feels the warmth of his skin and the tautness of his muscles, or the fact that she zones in on the freckles running down his back, all the way to the bottom of his scapulae before they pepper out.
It’s like the sun kissed each individual one onto his skin just to torture Clarke. She fucking loves his freckles.
And yes, she sees his freckles all the time, but for some reason they’re particularly mesmerising today, tugging on Clarke’s mind until it unravels a little. She feels herself rock backwards without really meaning to, stumbling in her stance, and has to brace herself using Bellamy’s shoulders.
Which is definitely the second sign, and once again, one she ignores.
It doesn’t get any better after that.
The water is lovely, of course, and the weather just as much, with the sun high and bright in the sky. And Clarke loves hanging out with her friends, enjoys swimming around with them and attempting to body surf, even finds herself joining in on the seaweed fight that breaks out when Miller cops some in the face curtesy of Jasper.
But she doesn’t feel completely right, skin hot and tight and mind muddled enough that she misses when people try to talk to her a few times. Her eyes keep getting caught on Bellamy’s form, from the curls stuck to his forehead to the golden brown of his chest, and when it gets bad enough that she feels slightly faint, she decides it’s time to get back onto solid ground.
“You okay?” Raven asks, when she joins her back on the beach, flopping down heavily on her towel. She still feels all hot and flustered, and apparently looks it too, if Raven’s concerned tone is anything to go by. “You don’t look good, babe. You need some water?”
And yeah, it’s kind of embarrassing that even that sign, spelt out right there in front of her, practically flashing to get her attention, isn’t enough for Clarke to realise something’s up.
Something other than the ridiculous explanation she’s come up with for feeling so out of it.
“I’m fine,” she mutters, beginning to fan her face with her hands. She just feels so dazed, and it’s absolutely absurd that seeing Bellamy like he is today is affecting her so much. It’s honestly normally not this bad. “I just — I don’t understand how he looks this good,” she explains, knowing Raven will catch on to her complaints quickly. “It’s like… it’s like he’s specifically trying to torture me.”
Raven laughs, sending Clarke a sly grin. “He’s probably just trying to look irresistible enough that you finally make a move.”
Clarke groans, letting her head drop back even as she shakes it in denial. “You’re delusional,” she sighs, eyes falling shut. They feel heavy, probably because they’ve had to look at something so beautiful for over an hour, which is totally a logical explanation.
“Yeah, I’m the delusional one,” Raven mutters lowly, and Clarke throws an arm out in an attempt to hit her, only to feel sand beneath her skin instead. “Okay, seriously, you’re acting even weirder than usual,” Raven says, voice etching on concerned. “Are you sure you’re okay?”
“I’m fine,” Clarke responds, stressing her point by waving her arms out wildly. She can practically feel Raven’s disbelief in the silence that follows, and sighs loudly. “Okay,” she eventually continues, words slurring slightly. “This is what it is. He’s a beautiful, freckled man, and my body can no longer handle it, probably because it knows my love is unrequited and I’m going to die alone, and therefore wants to punish me.”
“Uh huh,” Raven responds after a very long beat, voice slightly strangled. Then, “Babe?”
“Hm?”
“You, um, might want to look up.”
“Why?” Clarke huffs, opening her eyes to throw Raven a glare for making her do something that requires effort, only to find Bellamy standing right in front of her, eyes wide and mouth parted as he watches her closely. She blinks, feels her face heat up even as her brain sort of decides to shut down. “Oh.”
“I just came to check up on you,” he says, voice inscrutable. His brows pull together and he runs a hand through his hair, and Clarke watches in mute horror as any possible explanation for her words escapes her. “Who were you…”
“What?” she asks, shaking her head quickly as though it could rid her of his question. “No one,” she says, and without much thought at all stumbles up to her feet, just needing to get away.
She makes it one step before the world goes fuzzy around the edges, and all at once a wave of nausea floods her.
“Woah, woah. Clarke,” she hears in Bellamy’s voice, as a pair of strong hands quickly circle her around the arms, keeping her upright even as she feels her whole body waver, losing every ounce of energy.
“Bell,” she breathes out, blinking up slowly to look at him, catching his worried expression and his big, brown eyes.
She sees him say something, his mouth moving as though he’s calling out her name, but his words are lost to the sound of blood rushing past her ears, and the next thing she knows, the galaxy across his face fades until it’s nothing but the dark night sky, and she’s out.
*
Clarke’s fainted once before in her life. It was when she was nine years old, and trying to beat her personal record of thirteen cartwheels in a row.
When she woke up it was to Wells’ worrying, and the first thing she asked him was if she beat her record. She had, getting a fourteenth cartwheel before she apparently stood up, stumbled, and fell back down again, and it was an exciting enough revelation that Clarke viewed the whole experience in a positive light.
This time, the first thing she says when she’s awake and semi-coherent is: “Your freckles.”
It comes out slurred and somehow accusatory, and Bellamy’s brow furrows in confusion as he watches her closely. Her head is in his lap, and his hands are gently stroking her face, and Clarke has enough brain activity to recognise that it feels really, really nice.
And also, that she accidentally confessed her love to Bellamy.
“Okay,” Bellamy says, sweeping her hair from her forehead. “I caught you before you fell, so there’s no way you have a concussion. Want to try that again?”
Clarke shakes her head, struggles to sit up and lets Bellamy help her when she can’t on her own. Her mind is still sluggish, and so she doesn’t stop herself from continuing to talk. Just, you know, to knock in that final nail that is her coffin. Or however it is you prepare an urn.
“Your freckles,” she says, frowning when Bellamy’s lips pull up into a smile. “They — they made me confused. And flustered. And I couldn’t — I couldn’t think.”
“Okay, I’m only a history teacher and I definitely know that that’s not how things work.” His smile widens when Clarke frowns, and he passes her a bottle of water. She takes it and downs it greedily, not having realised how thirsty she was until the first drop of water hit her lips. She feels worlds better for it, her head clearing of its cloudiness and her body feeling a lot stronger. “When’s the last time you ate?”
“What?” Clarke asks, confused again.
“The last time you ate,” Bellamy repeats, reaching behind her to grab something. Clarke looks over her shoulder to find Raven, somehow both looking concerned and amused, handing Bellamy a banana and a bag of jelly lollies. “Or had any water, for that matter.
“I don’t know,” Clarke mutters, feeling herself flush all at once because oh my fucking god, she is such a fucking idiot. “Last night, I guess.”
Bellamy shakes his head, peeling the banana before handing it over.
“Eat,” he tells her, tone leaving absolutely no room to argue. Not that Clarke would, now that she recognises that her feeling faint was not the result of Bellamy Blake’s freckles like she originally thought, but instead a combination of low blood sugar, mild dehydration and heat exhaustion. You know, the more logical explanation. Seriously, she’s in med school. This is beyond embarrassing.
She does eat, finishing the banana quickly before taking a few of the jelly lollies, getting some sugar into her system.
“So, let me get this straight,” Bellamy says after a good minute of just watching her eat. Clarke feels herself blush furiously, and she’s honestly wondering how much of an overreaction it would be to move to the other side of the world tomorrow. But she confessed her love to Bellamy, fainted in his arms, and then told him it was because of his freckles, all in about a three minute time span. The mountains of New Zealand sound pretty damn good right now. “You skip breakfast,” Bellamy begins to list off, pulling Clarke from her spiralling thoughts, “forget to drink any water, go to the beach on a ninety five degree day, and when you feel flustered you think it’s because of me.”
He sounds amused, but something more too. Hopeful, maybe, and it sends a pang of warmth through Clarke’s chest. A good pang, not an I’m-going-to-faint-again pang.
“Have you seen you?” She asks, tentative, and when Bellamy ducks his head in a shy grin she feels herself smile. “It made a lot more sense in my mind.”
Bellamy’s laugh comes out surprised and delighted, and when he looks back up his eyes are shining bright and his smile is as happy as Clarke ever remembers seeing. Again, it’s a lot to take in, but the flutter beneath her skin is a distinctly good kind.
“So if I kiss you right now, because your love in not at all unrequited, is there any chance you’ll faint again?”
“No,” Clarke responds quickly, shaking her head. “I’m in med school; I know these things.”
He’s grinning even as he rolls his eyes. “Yeah, I don’t trust you at all,” he says, but Clarke’s already reaching out to pull him down, guiding his mouth to hers.
His lips are warm and soft, and she sighs against them, slanting her mouth against his to better the angle. She deepens the kiss quickly, lets her tongue trace the seam of his lips until it slides against his, and then Bellamy’s pulling her onto his lap and Clarke’s hands are tangling into his hair, and they’re kissing like they don’t want to be doing anything else in the entire world.
She only pulls away when she starts feeling faint again, but it’s the good kind of breathless this time. The one that comes with being thoroughly kissed.
Plus, Bellamy basically just told her he loved her too, and that thought is enough to send her mind spinning a little.
She probably should eat some more, before they continue making out.
“I kind of died seeing you in this bikini,” Bellamy tells her as he rests his forehead against hers.
Clarke laughs softly. “Yeah?”
“Yeah,” he says, hands tracing up her sides to reach the band of her bathers top. “But unlike some people, I recognise the importance of eating and staying hydrated, so you probably couldn’t tell.”
Clarke groans, dropping her head onto Bellamy’s shoulder as his body shakes with laughter. “You’re never gonna let me live this down, are you?”“Yeah, absolutely not.”
“Can’t say I blame you,” she mutters, moving off of his lap to sit beside him instead. As much as she wishes she could, she can’t exactly keep making out with him on a public beach, in front of strangers. In front of their friends.
Remembering that little fact, Clarke turns around to find Raven staring back at her, thankfully alone, but looking altogether incredibly unimpressed.
“I can’t believe you literally had to faint into his arms to work out your shit,” she says, and Clarke shrugs even as Bellamy snorts out a laugh at the comment.
Tucking herself into his side and lacing their fingers together, it’s had to find a part of her that cares.
“Whatever works.” 
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