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calypsoff · 3 years

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Thirty Five.

Trying to find a therapist was hard, there is a lot of people that need it and a lot of them were booked up. It’s taken me a whole week to get someone for him, I finally did, and he has the appointment with the therapist today and also his rehabilitation, which I am at now. Chris looked over at me and smiled and then looked away “hold the bars at the side of you” getting my phone out to check my emails, I have been trying to get things done for him because my overseas tour is glooming over so quick and I want to be here for him, but I know I can’t, I can’t just change every overseas date. I think I was deciding to get Clinton flown out to be here for him, he has settled better. I mean I sure do be in bed by ten now, I think the sleep is good for him. He refuses to take the depressants, but he will have the sleeping ones, but he refuses to have a haircut though. I mean he also tried to act like he had a shower, but he didn’t, and I think he got confused but whatever, it was dealt with, my forcefulness worked. But sleeping is working, he does talk to me. He smiled at me, he is less irritated but there is issues still there “I can’t do it though?” looking up at my phone at him saying that “but you just did it, you feel pulling here. That happens Chris because your leg hasn’t been in use so let’s try again, stand up straight. Try and keep the weight off and more on your hands when holding the bars” he says I can’t a lot, he can do it. I just been so busy with Chris that I haven’t replied back to a lot of the things I was supposed to, I am trying to start a beauty line, so I am trying to build my contact list and well, I am failing at it because I am so busy just trying to help Chris every time, a breakthrough happened though with Chris, he ate a whole meal.

The door closed behind me as I got into the car “tired?” I asked him, he nodded his head. Opening the backpack “I bought you some drinks and some snacks, I assumed you would have got tired from it all. I got you some Gatorade or water? Which one?” I asked “Gatorade” grabbing the bottle “so tell me. How was the first day there? I don’t want to hear the negative side, just the positive” holding the bottle out to him “lots of leg exercises done, he kept pushing my foot to be straight. He says that I seem to be standing a little slant, and before we finished he said my foot is straight, see if I can do it automatically. He said that your leg has been through trauma, it’s just learning. Your left leg will mimic your right soon, but the leg exercises were tiresome, felt good though” he actually gave me positivity “good, I am happy to hear that. So you are happy yes?” he nodded his head “I am glad to hear, how do you feel that we are going to a therapist?” he was playing up with that “I won’t speak to them, I don’t want to know” rolling my eyes “Chris, I refuse to let you keep this inside you. You’re going there and you’re going to speak to him, alone. I will wait outside the room” I won’t go in, I might just ruin the privacy he may want “why?” he questioned “because you may want to say something I don’t need to hear, this is your time Chris. Please speak on your feelings” also that shit wasn’t cheap, this is a good guy too.

Holding the crutches while waiting for Chris to come out of the car “here, be careful” I said to Chris, he slowly got out of the SUV “does it hurt coming out now?” it did hurt him before, but it seems like he is not cringing in pain anymore “thank you” he actually thanked me, that is so sweet of him now. Closing the door and letting Chris hop off slowly, walking behind but then he stopped “you can go ahead of me” he said, walking ahead of him “I have your jacket if you need it” walking towards the building, pressing the buzzer and turned around to see what Chris is doing, he is slowly coming bless him “Bruce Sarlin office” he said “hi, I am here for an appointment for Chris Brown” I spoke, hearing Chris huffing and puffing, he is tired clearly “come in” the door buzzed open for me, pushing the door open and holding it open for Chris to come in “we don’t need to do this you know” shaking my head at Chris, I refuse to let him get away with it “we are going” letting the door close “you know what Chris, I am proud of you” I have to give it to him because has done things I have asked of him even though he says no “really? Shall I press the elevator button?” nodding my head “yeah I am, I am proud of you for what you have done Chris, how far you have come and done for yourself” clearly this trauma has stemmed from jail, it has got too because when I met Chris he wasn’t the same man, also his dad said the same thing.

Sniffing Chris’ jacket “that is weird” looking over at Chris “it smells like you, how is that weird? You know I like to wear your things” I breathed out heavily “how can I be tired but yet I sleep so early, this is on you by the way, how early you sleep. But it’s ok, also I got a smile from you today. Didn’t think I would get such a thing” I grinned to myself, it’s there I just need to have patience. Resting my head on his shoulder “you have also ate a meal of mine, you smiled at me today. You’re taking your medication, what more can I ask for” Chris hasn’t shrugged my head off from him, I think this is the first time I have had my head anywhere near him because in bed we sleep apart, we do not sleep close because first I don’t want to hurt him but also I don’t want to be in his space, some affection and I like it “I do it for you, I came here for you. It’s you Robyn, I do it for you not for me. I am just living, more so you because I don’t want this, being in my head. I just don’t want it but I do it for you” I hate when I hear that “you do it and I can deal with that” that is all I know “Chris Brown” lifting my head up from his shoulder, Chris stared at this white old man with a pure white beard, like his beard is pearly white, it’s crazy “would you like to come in” he smiled at Chris but he just stared at him “if you want we can have Robyn come in?” he gestured “Rihanna” furrowing my eyebrows, that was random “or Rihanna, I don’t mind which personality she would like to bring to the room, come?” he smiled, he didn’t want him to call me Robyn. I got up from the seat, I really wanted him to go alone because he may have been better that way “come, let’s go in” he isn’t going to go in without me, clearly.

This man seems so sweet “would you like to be called Chris or Christopher?” he asked, this room seems so peaceful in a weird way. It’s giving me peace vibes anyways “Chris” he answered him “Chris, I am Bruce Sarlin. I have been speaking to Rihanna” he pointed at me “yeah” he drifted off “I am concerned about him, like I am not going to speak on his behalf like a mother but the reason why I reached out to you because his doctor said she feels he has PTSD and he has been saying how much he doesn’t want to be here which to me is concerning so I bought him here to get some help, he deserves to happy and I know he doesn’t feel it right now. He’s changed since I first met him and I feel like certain factors in his life changed him but that is me done, I am not speaking again” I held my hands up, Bruce smiled at me “that is fine, Chris how do you feel when Rihanna speaks on you being changed, do you feel there is something wrong? Do you think there is” he questioned him, I think that is a hard question, it’s hard to admit something is wrong “no” he is such a liar “that is fine, so you’re ok and Rihanna is just concerned over nothing?” looking over at Chris and he shrugged, he is not being truthful “what happened to your leg? Did you break it?” he pointed “I got shot in the thigh, because of some obsessed fan that wanted Rihanna” Bruce started writing that down “does that play on your mind at all?” I want to kick him for lying “no” I knew he would say that “then tell me Chris why are you here? Do you think there is something wrong, now this is a safe space and if you rather do this alone, we can also let Rihanna leave the room?” I rather go so he can tell the truth “I go if she goes” he is working my nerve “Chris, poppa. Listen to me, you need to get better. You need to tell the truth; I did this for you. This may be painful, but you need to let it loose” Chris needs to do this, he has to do this for us.

Chris didn’t respond at all, he remained silent, I am not sure what that even means, is this him agreeing to cooperating “let’s try an open question, what would you say is the most traumatic and frightening experience you had in your life, there could be many but is there a main one where you say it was a changing point” Bruce asked Chris and I hope he answers as I would like him too, he can’t keep saying no to everything, he needs to open up and say how he feels “when I want to jail” the relief I feel right now, to know he is saying something “and if you don’t mind me asking, why did you go to jail? I want to know” I am just going to remain silent, unless he starts talking shit again “drugs, I am not a bad person, but I got caught with moving it for my cousin” Bruce nodded his head “and how long was that for?” he asked “five years” Bruce raised an eyebrow “so it was weed or what? Was it a small amount” Chris laughed “no sir, we are talking about keys of cocaine. It’s quick money for a nigga, but yeah. I got caught and I got asked to snitch, this to get a lesser sentence and I just sat there thinking about my life, I didn’t want to be locked up for the rest of my life, so I did it, on my own cousin. I am never proud of it because I am constantly looking over my shoulder, nobody likes a snitch, but I was looking out for me. My cousin got caught and life goes on, someone else took over but that meant he was jailed in the same place as me” Bruce is just writing, he is writing a lot “so you got jailed in the same place as your cousin, how was it in there?. Describe jail for me Chris” that is a lot of context, I wonder if Chris will answer that.

My eyes dragged to Chris; he is quiet. I mean it is a lot to answer “I was in a detention centre with a bunch of niggas, I mean as soon as I got there they stripped me, ass cheeks spread and all that. I was young as hell, I just wanted quick money. I didn’t want that, I was in a centre with niggas that were in their thirties and there for life, they put me in jail with niggas that were worse than me. I kept myself to myself, I didn’t speak to anyone, it was depressing. I been there for a few weeks now, I heard my cousin arrived. He saw me, and I saw him, but we walked by. Then it got out, I am a snitch. Nobody likes a snitch, I was scared. One of the niggas mentioned it to me on the low, it’s getting around that I am a snitch. He probably felt sorry for me, I don’t know. And erm” he paused, he is emotional “I was scared to sleep at night, and I get why. They were there, we all sleep in this one big room, I was fucked up. I couldn’t go anywhere, the guards weren’t there, and I got beat in the night, on my shoulder I got stabbed too. I thought this is it, this was the moment I die but no, I woke up in the jail hospital. They barely let me heal and threw me in the box because I started the fight, I was in there for what, three weeks. An hour of daylight, I did nothing. Jail was hard for me” his voice broke “and uhm I was in there, for so long until my parents fought to speak to me, I didn’t speak to anyone for weeks. They moved me to somewhere that was better but even then I was on edge because I was a snitch, it moved with me. That title, I had it forever. I had to show I wasn’t going to take their shit, I made my own knife, I had to be clever, and I had to show I wasn’t going to be beaten up, so I had to beat someone up there, he lived anyways but every day I had to live on the edge.”

“And then while I was in jail I was hearing you have my heart, and we'll never be worlds apart. Maybe in magazines. And I couldn’t escape her, I couldn’t escape her voice. I was stuck in a cell and I just be thinking and being hateful because she left without saying anything to me” Chris paused “I loved her, she didn’t know but I did and it just sucks, I don’t know how I made it out and I feel like I can’t relax. Five years there felt like twenty years, the days dragged because I refused to make friends with people that knew I am a snitch and would have killed me in my sleep and being in VA everyone knew what I did. He is my cousin; it’s a code and you won’t get it. Jail made me toughen up, I ain’t ever want to harm anyone, and to stab someone was the start of my downfall but I had to do it, they were going to kill me if they knew I did nothing. You know how hard it is to fend for your life? To be looking behind you when getting your food, not knowing who is out to get you. I slept with my fist balled up, but everyone wanted that Chris, the sweet Chris. I am not the same and never will be” I never knew he did that, frowning at Chris in concern “do you get flashbacks?” Bruce asked, I am still reeling in from the first part “I do, happiness is a thing I think won’t last long for me. I do think to the moment where I got beat and then me beating another man for my own fight to show I will kill a nigga if they come near me” Bruce cleared his throat “how hard is it to speak on this? Is this the first time for you?” he nodded his head “I ain’t ever told a soul this, I feel like I lost myself when I went to jail and I try so hard to be happy, I want it but things happen to me which just confirms to me that I should be dead. I often think about the guy I stabbed, and if I am being honest the image of blood comes to me, but he made it, he was alive, but I knew what I did and so did everyone in that block. I feel like I had to be them. And then when that guy, that crazy guy had his gun to me. It was just like I was back in jail and I was feeling myself dying from pain and just the whole thing. I have so many scars, battle wounds, you can never be the same once you be in jail” this was just a big insight, I am shocked because I wasn’t expecting it.

Bruce set up another appointment with Chris, I think I will be able to go to about two more of these before I leave for overseas. I don’t want Chris to think I am quiet with him because of what I heard, I also don’t want to take it away with us because it’s private to him, that is what it will be “you must be tired after all this” I said breaking the silence “you looking at me different now?” Chris bought it up “why would I? This is private to you; how do you feel? I know it’s the first session” I can’t judge it already “erm, I don’t know yet. He’s going to continue to push me at things” now I am scared to know if there is more bad things “that is fine, you needed to speak on it Chris. Everyone deserves to be heard, speak on your feelings” I want that for him but I am just scared to know the fuck else is there to tell, I hope nothing even worse.

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naturaldisasterfanfiction · 3 years

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39. Part 2

Robyn looks so happy to be drinking wine, I don’t blame her. It’s been a while for her anyways “what made you want to come to Mexico? Out of all places, not like you. We could have gone to a hotel, or better yet. Your home?” leaning over the table between us smiling “you right, I could have but no. What man would I be to just do my home up, I mean that would be sweet, but I want to make sure it’s special for us, for me, for you. Also they say you should keep that spark going, I read these books about married life and they say you got to keep that spark, we do have that spark but I think we need to go back to London and get that routine again. It’s been so long since we have had alone time, there has been so much going on. To get some peace, I miss it” Robyn cooed out “I missed us, it’s like since I had Fenty it’s been Fenty only. I have felt like what am I doing to myself, what about Chris. I am not giving him the attention. I want him to be ok, then I am trying to run my business at the same time. I did think it, I was like will he stray away from me, coming to Cali was a big deal for me Chris. It was either going to make us or break us, I gave you that space to fuck up I guess. Not because I wanted it but I couldn’t carry you Chris, it’s not how we should work and to hear you speak these words, to say I want to go back to London, to be thinking of me. It could have gone to shit, but I believed in you, I believed our love is and was strong and it is. You have grown so much as a man Chris, and I couldn’t be prouder. Nobody knows the real you, the real feeling of how you battle yourself but I am proud of you and I am so happy you picked me over those friends you was dying to see for so long” putting my head down smiling “I didn’t realise you gave me that space, I was just thinking you was being an ass about things. Like refusing to be near me about that home, when you came to the home that night. I was like oh shit, there is girls there which I had no knowledge of and when I did I told them to go, I was like she is going to be angry with me. But I was so happy to see you, like” I laughed “shit, I love you so much and at times I don’t see it because I am in this Rihanna bubble, when I was out of it. I felt shit, you know” lifting my head up looking at Robyn “I would do anything to protect you, it’s not like old times. But I wanted to know you was giving, and you are. You are worth it” I breathed out; I feel emotional.

I sniffled rubbing my face “like you are asking for full custody of Aeko, I want that. It’s no issue to me, because if you get it Chris he will be in school. He will have stability; he will have love. He will be in school from what nine to three or whatever, during that time we have Fenty, she will be asleep. We can have us time, things will work out. Aeko does not bother me because the boy just wants love and he reminds me of you Chris, Royalty has your hyper side but him. He has your calm nature when you’re not in that mood you are loving, attentive, giving. That is him, I love to see it. It will come out that you will get full custody, and do I care about what they say? Not really because at the end of the day I am giving him love his mother is not showing him, my mom said she rather him call her Gran, it’s comforting, and he did. He’s apprehensive with new people, he’s a little like you. He likes his bubble I guess but it’s all new to us, and I am glad it opened your eyes. Your son deserves happiness” nodding my head “he does, I just think he went on in my mind that she threw him to us to make you hate me. She wanted to destroy my marriage, it could have happened, and she wanted that. I saw him has a bad thing; I was scared you know. And then hearing she was mean to him, fucks me up. I am angry at myself for being the way I am, I can imagine she disliked him every time I refused to see her, I hope he doesn’t turn out like me mentally” Robyn shook her head “we going to bring good vibes to that boy, wait till he goes to Barbados. Majesty already teaching him the ways” I busted out laughing “good luck to him, Bajan women don’t play. I know” Robyn winked at me.

I grinned so wide, Stephan is such a romantic at heart “man, guess what? So like I was figuring out what to do, you know with that. So Stephan is like let me look, he helped me out. He picked this hotel for me; he was like Miss Rihanna got to be treated good fam. But should be good, looked good in the pictures. It’s an adult only boutique hotel and we have private beach, private pool, we going to be so good” I am excited “it’s only for one night though, that sucks” looking out of the window as Rich made his way back “I know, but let’s think of the alone time we are going to have” opening the car door “got the keys for you” getting out of the car “thank you” taking the hotel key from him “your butler is going to walk you but I was like these two need privacy and no butler” he laughed “oh one hundred percent, the butler needs to go” holding my hand out for Robyn to get out of the car “Rich take a picture of Chris and I” Robyn is back on her picture mode “my husband looks so handsome, and he smells so good. I promise, one more glass of wine” side eyeing Robyn, she is loving her drink. Letting Robyn’ hand go looking around the area, it is so serene, so quiet and private “Chris” turning back around, placing my arm around Robyn’ should as she leaned into me placing her hand on my chest “got it!” Rich said post it for me and put the caption. The parents, thanks Rich” Robyn looks so excited, she is already skipping to get the bags out.

Robyn squealed as we got into the room “thanks bro, I think we will be ok now. See you tomorrow” dapping Rich “see you tomorrow Chris” kicking the bags inside and letting the door close “Chris, oh my god!! Look at this room, aww. The rose petals and the balloons. But look at the view! The sea view, oh my god!” Robyn is gushing about it all, I am glad she likes it. Putting the bag down “come Chris, let’s go outside, the beach is literally there for us, and there is a bed, we can sleep under the stars!” I chuckled walking towards Robyn as she is pushing open the sliding door wider, stepping outside squinting my eyes. The light sea breeze gently hit my face, it was a nice feeling “come” holding my hand out to Robyn, she placed her hand in mine. There is a rocky surface that leads towards the sea “this is beautiful Robyn, don’t you think” walking onto the rocky surface, Robyn let my hand go “you go ahead, turn to me after. I want a picture of you” nodding my head as I made my way to the edge “turn to me baby” turning around to Robyn “you look so handsome” Robyn took pictures of me “smile” shaking my head but I ended up smiling, I can’t help it. I am here with the love of my life, of course I am happy.

Side eyeing Robyn, like her time away with me is her torturing me “but why?” I said, Robyn zipped up the onesie “because we match, stop being miserable. It’s just me, you and being comfortable” she has really got me out here wearing Savage x Fenty onesie “is this what you had in that bag!? I was expecting sexy lingerie, you fooled me!” I pointed at her, Robyn snorted laughing “but we look cute, come. Let’s take a cute picture in the mirror, I want memories” Robyn hate mes, she has got to hate me to make me wear this and then wanting pictures “let’s save the sexy for later, right now we can just relax” standing behind Robyn poking my lips out “stop it” licking my top lip standing behind Robyn “couples that wear onesies together stay together forever, remember that” laughing at my crazy wife “if I didn’t love you I would be divorcing you” I mean I may be fronting right now but this is comfy “mhmm, these are comfy” I admitted “see! Fenty never fails, now stop whining” jumping on the bed face first “wow, ruining the rose petals on the bed” I am tired now, I am tired from doing nothing and this is all Robyn’ fault.

I lifted my arm onto the back of the couch inviting Robyn to snuggle up next to me “having to go and pee and wearing a onesie is a pain” Robyn complained “mhmm well I got cold without you” I grinned at her “don’t play me, you liar” Robyn snuggled up to my chest, laying her head on my shoulder “never, I really did” entwining her feet with mine while I covered us both with the blanket. We are watching a movie, well I am trying to be good and concentrate on this movie like a good boy, just have some cuddle time but I am dying to just get to the point of having some sex. I think Robyn and I both know what this time is for and it is not this, it’s sex and I want it. My hand moved from the back of the couch to play with Robyn’ hair, then moving my other hand under the blanket and rubbed her thigh. Robyn draped her leg over mine, between me playing with her hair and lightly rubbing her leg, she let out a small content moan. Resting my head atop of hers and smiled, she knows it and here we are in these onesies “gummy bear” I said “mhmm, yeah?” Robyn mumbled “you smell good baby, I like it” she took a deep breath “So do you, you’re being so sweet with me Chris. Like I know, I feel it but here you are being the sweetest most gentle guy with me. I love it” I breathed out laughing but went back to softly caressing her. Robyn sat up from him, twisting her body so that she easily slid into my lap. Both of my hands now rubbed over her legs, I began to massage her inner thighs, I am annoyed that this onesie is in the way now.

Robyn once again moves, it’s like she is irritated “what is it?” I said laughing but she leans in to finally kiss my lips. A soft kiss to my lips but I capture her bottom lip in between mine as we deepened the kissing, our tongues touching. Our kiss morphs from sweet and tender to wet and hungry. She grabs my shoulders and brings her hands behind my neck. My hands grip her waist firmly as I press her down onto me. The kiss breaks away and I traces her lips with my thumb “I want to take my time with you. I want to enjoy you in this moment, I been waiting all this time. It’s going to be good” Robyn smiles, and we kiss more. She kisses my neck. I lean back smiling, Robyn pulled the zip down a little on the onesie as she kisses down my chest, and I lean back farther totally relaxing. Looking behind me, reaching over and grabbing the already pre-made blunts from the side “here” holding it out to her, her lips parted a little and I placed the blunt between her lips “you know how to smoke this still?” I grinned and then bit my bottom lips, lighting the blunt for her and then placed the lighter behind me. Looking back at my wife as she smoked the blunt, she looks like she is in euphoria right now, she moved closed to me and blew the smoke in my face before pressing a kiss to my lips “you happy now” I chuckled kissing her lips again “I will be back, just wait there” Robyn smirked as she shuffled off of me with the blunt.

I hope I am still as arousing as I was to him, I hope I get the reaction I want from him. I swear if he makes me angry then I will be so angry and this whole night will be ruined and I will not give him any sex, I really won’t. Taking in a deep breath as I made my way out of the bedroom with my silk robe, I made the effort. I did my makeup again; I just hope he isn’t in that mood. I am feeling really sensitive about myself because of like the change in my body, it’s hard. Slowly walking towards the couch, Chris’ arm just resting across the back of the couch, he is still watching the movie. The heels hitting the marble flooring with each step, watching Chris’ hand flinch, he knows I am coming. I hate that I am already ready to giggle, I am feeling a little nervous at the same time. Chris hasn’t turned his head to look at all, he remained in that position of just watching the TV. I just want to see the look in his eyes, go back to the way he would take his time to satisfy me constantly.

Chris has such an attitude sitting on this couch, he knows and he instantly chuckled “was I long?” untying the robe in front of him and dropping it to the ground exposing the lace corset, Chris mouth fell open, now I don’t know what to do with myself “no” he breathed out, he gulped as he watched me “wow, your body” he licked his lips, now I feel all shy because of his glare. Chris got up from the couch “don’t be shy, you look so beautiful. Like on god” he looked down at himself “my dick is getting hard already, wow” he grabbed my hand “twirl for me” I giggled as I twirled for him slowly “my, my, my Robyn Brown” I let out a yelp as he slapped my bare butt and gripped it, pulling me closer to him “I am so turned on now” biting my bottom lip staring up at Chris, feeling Chris’ hand dip to my panties, he gasped “say what!?” I laughed “uh, they are crotchless” he raised an eyebrow, he is shocked at such a thing “no need to wait got a thing then huh”

Chris held me in his arms and we both locked eyes as Chris slid into me with ease, my wet walls griping him tightly. My back against the ball, he held my hands against the wall above my head, thrusting in and out of me, I expected him to be fast but he was easing himself in and out, I breathed out feeling him fill me with his whole length “fuck me” Chris moaned, I arched my hips out, meeting him with each thrust. My legs tied around his waist, pushing him in closer “Chris!” I gasped out tilting my head back, he let go of my hands and placed one of his hands on my lower back. I clung to him, my body falling weak with pleasure. Loud gasps and moans filled the room. My muscles involuntarily clenching around him as he hit her with one powerful stroke after another “Fuck yes, Fitz, just... ahhhh..” I bit into my bottom lip, my eyes rolling to the back of her head. Chris gripped my neck, pulling my head back and placing wet kisses to my neck. Licking his way around my neck “Chris” I cried out, my eyes wide with pleasure. I shuddered and my mouth fell open but only a gentle coo left my lips, my orgasm knocking me silent. Placing my hands at the side of Chris’ face just staring into his eyes “fuck, I love you” Chris said as he kissed me roughly.

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kangtaebins · 3 years

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Weird Asks That Say A Lot

I said I was going to just answer all of these bc of boredom,, and so here I am

1. Coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans? Teacups are aesthetically pleasing idc what anyone says

2. Chocolate bars or lollipops? Lollipops

3. Bubblegum or cotton candy? Cotton candy supremacy

4. How did your elementary school teachers describe you? I was told that I was a leader a lot, and was told that I was very intelligent. Ah yes, I suffered from gifted kid burn out in high school-

5. Do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups? Look, plastic cups are the best. Specifically the ones with the lids and reusable straws

6. Pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear? It truly depends on the day bc some days I would say goth and other days I’d say grunge, but most days- pastel

7. Earbuds or headphones? Earbuds

8. Movies or TV shows? TV shows bc- idk actually I’m just not a movie person

9. Favorite smell in the summer? I have a weird obsession with the smell of cheap sunscreen and I have no clue why

10. Game you were best at in p.e.? I hated gym in high school and rarely participated despite the teacher being irritated with me (truly she gave up after a few months bc I really did not care at all) HOWEVER- I went to town in volleyball and still enjoy playing volleyball v much

11. What do you have for breakfast on an average day? I don’t eat breakfast often,,,

12. Name of your favorite playlist? Probably my Navy or Indigo playlist

13. Lanyard or key ring? Key ring

14. Favorite non-chocolate candy? Anything green apple!!!

15. Favorite book you read as a school assignment? I actually genuinely enjoyed Romeo And Juliet tbh

16. Most comfortable position to sit in? I always curl up in a ball on the couch, but in a chair I manspread ngl

17. Most frequently worn pair of shoes? Nike slides <//3

18. Ideal weather? Between 50-70 degrees, sunny but not warm, being able to wear a hoodie and not be hot or cold

19. Sleeping position? I usually either sleep on my left side or on my stomach (my back once in a while when it’s hurting bc I’m a hag)

20. Preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)? I write on my phone more than anything

21. Obsession from childhood? Hm- I was really obsessed with High School Musical as a kid. My friend and I would put it on and lip sync to the songs and pretend we were the characters

22. Role model? Is it- wrong to say myself? Bc I feel like that sounds arrogant but genuinely it’s bc I’m constantly trying to better myself mentally and learn and grow. Idk I just am proud of who I am and look to myself when I need to find motivation

23. Strange habits? Strange? Idk if it’s strange but I’m constantly twiddling with the hem of my sleeves bc I love the feeling of it

24. Favorite crystal? Citrine

25. First song you remember hearing? WH- bitch idk tf

26. Favorite activity to do in warm weather? Stay tf inside in the air conditioning

27. Favorite activity to do in cold weather? Stay tf inside in the heat

28. Five songs to describe you? To describe me?? Girl idk I'm all over the place. How about songs that resonate with me instead,,, Alive by Khalid, Paranoid by Lauv, Phobia by Dvwn, Fake Smile by Ariana Grande, and Breathin by Ariana Grande

29. Best way to bond with you? Truly I'm not very difficult to get along with, just don't be an asshole. Talk to me about psychology, current events, say Soobin is the cutest to exist idk it's not that hard

30. Places that you find sacred? I- hm. I'm not like a church person or anything so idk. Maybe just anything really old or places with very detailed and unique architecture

31. What outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names? I don't own many clothes,,, let alone nice clothes. I also don't really dress to impress I'd much rather be comfortable

32. Top five favorite vines? Oh god if I h a d to pick???? The lipstick in the Valentino bag, they were roommates, it's an avocado- thaaanks, jared 19, and uh,,, zach stooppp you're gonna get in trouble

33. Most used phrase in your phone? Tbh it's probably "girl what-" or "no bc"

34. Advertisements you have stuck in your head? That 877-CASH-NOW ONE JFC

35. Average time you fall asleep? Between 11pm-1am

36. What is the first meme you remember ever seeing? Probably the troll face one or smth

37. Suitcase or duffel bag? Suitcase

38. Lemonade or tea? I mix them together!

39. Lemon cake or lemon meringue pie? Lemon meringue pie bc I don't really like cake

40. Weirdest thing to ever happen at your school? Y'all I- went to a hs/college mixed school,, I've seen it all. Weirdest?? Idk but one weird thing I remember was when we were making whistles in art and some dude made a penis whistle 😭

41. Last person you texted? My best friend :))

42. Jacket pockets or pants pockets? Jacket pockets

43. Hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket? Hoodie 100%

44. Favorite scent for soap? I love soaps that smell like soap. Like ok duh I know that sounds dumb but yk what I mean? I don't want lemon or mint or whatever, I like the plain soap smell

45. Which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero? Fantasy

46. Most comfortable outfit to sleep in? Oversized t-shirt, no pants. I question anyone that is comfortable sleeping with pants on-

47. Favorite type of cheese? Feta!

48. If you were a fruit, what kind would you be? I feel like I'd be a pineapple and I have no clue why

49. What saying or quote do you live by? Not necessarily a quote but more of a thought: live for yourself, enjoy each day, do what gives you joy

50. What made you laugh the hardest you ever have? I have had so many instances in which I have laughed so hard I peed and to even attempt to name one is impossible

51. Current stresses? Making sure my family gets their vaccines and stays safe

52. Favorite font? I don't think I have one? Anything except comic sans

53. What is the current state of your hands? What does this even mean 💀 I mean,, they're holding my phone, cold, and my nails are unpolished

54. What did you learn from your first job? That people are assholes but I'm capable of not giving a fuck bc life is not that damn serious

55. Favorite fairy tale? Is The Three Little Pigs considered a fairy tale?

56. Favorite tradition? Putting up the Christmas tree with my mom :( it's always a lot of fun

57. The three biggest struggles you’ve overcome? Depression, grief, and hopefully one day- smth I'm currently dealing with

58. Four talents you’re proud of having? Makeup!! But also: singing, crying on command, and tying cherry stems with my tongue

59. If you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be? Sick of these bitches

60. If you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be? I don't watch anime so idk

61. Favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.? It's this line from Eleanor & Park: "Eleanor was right: She never looked nice. She looked like art, and art wasn't supposed to look nice; it was supposed to make you feel something."

62. Seven characters you relate to? Holy hell, 7?? Probably won't get that many but hm,,, Darlene from Roseanne, Hermione from Harry Potter, Emily from Pretty Little Liars maybe?? Idk I suddenly blanked

63. Five songs that would play in your club? As if it's Your Last by BP, anything from SHINee, anything from Ariana, also anything Rihanna, just a bunch of women tbh

64. Favorite website from your childhood? FUCKING WEBKINZ BRO

65. Any permanent scars? I have a few on my arms idk where they came from tbh, I also have one on my hand from my sister 🧍🏻‍♀

66. Favorite flower(s)? Sunflowers!!! I also really love lilacs 💔

67. Good luck charms? My dog's collar that I wear as a bracelet

68. Worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried? Licorice-

69. A fun fact that you don’t know how you learned? It takes repeating a piece of information 12 times at random to memorize it completely

70. Left or right handed? Right

71. Least favorite pattern? Fucking chevron- and realistic camo, and anything with the American flag

72. Worst subject? Yall im awful at history. American history, world history, all of it-

73. Favorite weird flavor combo? Either pickles and peanut butter or cheese and grapes

74. At what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen? I'm stubborn but also always in pain so I've become numb to a lot of body pains. I have to be at like a 7-8 before I take smth otherwise I'd always be taking it

75. When did you lose your first tooth? I was probably like 5 I was definitely in Kindergarten

76. What’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)? I fw baked potatoes

77. Best plant to grow on a windowsill? I have a love for succulents

78. Coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store? Oh my- I don't drink coffee but coffee from a gas station

79. Which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo? Driver's license for sure

80. Earth tones or jewel tones? Jewel tones

81. Fireflies or lightning bugs? I say both,, but I think I say lightning bugs more

82. PC or console? PC

83. Writing or drawing? Both

84. Podcasts or talk radio? Podcasts definitely

84. Barbie or polly pocket? Barbie

85. Fairy tales or mythology? Fairy tales

86. Cookies or cupcakes? C o o k i e s

87. Your greatest fear? Losing people I love

88. Your greatest wish? To live comfortably and be a great mother

89. Who would you put before everyone else? My family

90. Luckiest mistake? Guessing on 90% of a test and getting an A 💀

91. Boxes or bags? Bags are easier to carry-

92. Lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights? Fairy lights!!

93. Nicknames? Sam, Sammi, my sister calls me Sams, my best friend calls me Bub, and my gf calls me Baby if that counts- 👀

94. Favorite season? Fall omg it's gorgeous and has perfect temperatures

95. Favorite app on your phone? ✨tumblr✨

96. Desktop background? Its literally a pic of Soobin, Taehyun, and Beomgyu

97. How many phone numbers do you have memorized? Like 4-5

98. Favorite historical era? The one where white people learn their fucking place and stop being racist, homophobic, classist, sexist, all the -ists and -phobics,,,, so none. Fuck history :))

#idk what to put in the tags so if you actually read all of these then damn you're the real mvp

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freshouttaparsnips · 4 years

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Just Some Random AUs/Tropes for Writing Purposes!

sheewolf85 and I have been working on this for a while lol I couldn’t tell you who did which one at this point XD

But! This is a free ask game! So feel free to use it for whatever XD

~Mafia~

--Spies --Philanthropist/Hitman --Mafia Boss/Cop --Mafia Boss/Vigilante --Hitman/Assassin --Wounded Mafia Guy/Nurse --Wounded Mafia Guy/Civilian

~Space~

--Star Wars --Space Pirates --Cowboys and Aliens --Galaxy Quest AU --Space Hitchhiker AU --Star Trek --Signs AU

~Angst~

--Wounded soldier/medic --You’re the nicest person I’ve ever met and that’s why I have to kill you AU --I’m a tree spirit and you cut down my tree. I’m dying now you fucking prick AU --Old timey soldier/nurse AU --I’m the demon who comes when you call its name. You were desperate AU --We’ve been married for 25 years and you just woke up from a coma to ask me who I am AU --I was under a spell/hallucinating and I thought you were my enemy. I’m so sorry. Please wake up. --We’ve been going out for a year and I just found out you were cheating on me the whole time, so FUCKA YOU --Goodbye Kisses

~Fantasy~

--I got turned into an animal and the only way to save me is to fall in love with me AU --Mad Scientist --I made a wizard mad and now I’m ugly pls help AU --Angel/Demon AU --I’m a witch on the outside of the village and you could get me killed, pls don’t do that AU --I’m a tree spirit and I scare off ppl who want to hurt the trees. What are you doing here? Why do you look so sad? AU --I’m a pillaging pirate and I found you on board my ship and honestly I can’t just throw you off AU --I’m a god, and you’re the peasant begging me to listen. --Beauty and the Beast AU --Village AU --Little Red Riding Hood AU --Hogwarts AU

~Modern~

--I paid a lot for that restaurant reservation, what do you mean you gave it to someone else just because they’re famous AU --I made this reservation at a really expensive restaurant and they never showed, but you did AU --I’m drunk off my ass and you saved me from cracking my head on the pavement AU --I’m late to my first class and you just happened to be standing in front of the Campus Map, can you plEASE MOVE AU --Online gamers enemies to friends to lovers --College classmates and there’s ONE BOOK LEFT in the bookstore AU --Speed dating AU --I burst into your apartment because I smelled a fire and it’s just you trying to cook AU --I’m a vet tech and you brought in a really bad off animal and I thought it was yours AU --There’s never a wrong time to dress in drag. --I know martial arts and you broke into my house. --I shut you up with a kiss and now I have to confess I actually love you. --CEO AU --Tattoo Artist/Florist AU --Coffee shop AU --Flower shop AU

~Medieval/Victorian~

--Prince and the Pauper AU --Masquerade - I danced with this wonderful person all night long and--wait it was YOU?! --Arranged marriage between countries AU --”Evil” King/Queen Takes Local Prince/Princess/Prinxe to be his/her Wife/Husband/Partner AU --I’m the bounty hunter and you’re my score, but there’s really no way I can kill you AU --Prince/Thief AU

~Old West~

--Old Town Road AU --Vampire Cowboys --Sheriff/Stagecoach Robber AU --Outlaw/Bounty Hunter AU --I just wanted to mine for gold out in the badlands and I woke up an Ancient Spirit. --John Carter AU

~Modern Fantasy~

--Superhero/Villain --Super Powers --I made a deal with the devil and you’re the only person I trust to help me AU --Pacific Rim AU --Arranged Marriage between Companies/Billionaires/Oil Moguls --ABO AU --Spiderwick AU

~Soulmates~

-Handprints AU -Numbered Countdown To Big Event AU -Colored Streak in Hair AU -First Phrase AU -Tattoo AU -What if instead of the death counter, you have a number on your wrist that counts down the days until you meet your soulmate. Yours and your best friend's have always been at 0. It's not until later in life (like 30's or so) that you find out it's because you were born in the same room. You can never tell if the soulmate you're going to meet is romantic or platonic, or perhaps both at different points in your life.

~Song AUs~

--Faithfully (journey) AU --500 Miles (the proclaimers) AU --Please Me (bruno mars/cardi b) AU --S&M (rihanna) AU --flowers (in love with a ghost) AU

~Horror~

--I just wanted to do this little money spell for fun, it was supposed to be funny, nobody was supposed to get hurt AU --So you say your name is Beelzebub? That’s legit. (Horror/Comedy AU) --It was supposed to be a seance to speak with my dead relative… they weren’t who answered. --Shutter AU --One Missed Call AU -Someone is breaking into my house and you were the only person who answered, HELP AU --Alternatively, Someone is breaking into my house so I’m calling you for help. Is that a phone ringing? --I’m hearing tapping on my window and you’re in bed next to me, can you see what’s making that noise? --The Purge AU --I heard your voice from the basement, but you just called me from the attic the moment I stepped down the first stair --A Quiet Place AU --Can you check under my bed? --It Follows AU --There’s some supernatural dude trying to kill me and I’ve killed him like 20 times and I’m so tired, can you try? --The Shining AU

~Horror in Space~

--Alien AU --Dead Space AU --Cloverfield AU --Event Horizon AU --Prey AU

~Zombies~

--World War Z (fast zombies) --The Walking Dead (slow zombies) --Warm Bodies (zombies that can love) --I am Legend (sad zombies) --REC (demon zombies) --Resident Evil (scary zombies)

~Drama~

--Hanahaki Disease (Chronic or Love Induced) --You saved my life, now I’m your problem AU --Liar Reveal AU --Fish Out of Water --The Shut-Up Kiss (yes again) --Only One Bed --Help I’ve fallen in love AU

~Soft~

--Cuddling (platonic or romantic) --Breakfast in Bed --Platonic Dates --Surprise Gift --Late Night Chatting --Butterfly Kisses

#fresh babbles #ask game #aus and tropes #im really fucking depressed so maybe give me some of these?#one au and a ship pls #<3 #ill do my best to catch up on requests the rest of this week #long post

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writersshock-deactivated · 6 years

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Nobody ever sends these asks so imma do ‘em all.

lets get personal.

1: 6 of the songs you listen to most?

Um, right now? I really don’t know... Probably Panic! at the Disco’s new Pray for the Wicked album. Eh,,, Dancing’s Not A Crime, Say Amen, High Hopes, Old Fashioned, and then a couple older one’s, maybe Don’t Threaten Me With A Good Time and Miss Jackson.

2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?

Jeremy. My crush from summer camp. Just to see him again instead of having to wait 10 months (that is if I can afford it when the time comes -- otherwise I may never see him again). So not exactly ‘meeting’, but.... Celebrity-wise, I don’t know. Perhaps Kamala Harris, a California politician.

3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.

“DNA is often too small to obtain reliable results.” (my forensic textbook)

4: What do you think about most?

I dunno... stuff.

5: What does your latest text message from someone else say?

[sleepy face emoji]

6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on?

Usually underwear... it really depends whether or not I’m wearing a shirt.

7: What’s your strangest talent?

I don’t know... I can rap, which isn’t strange per say but it’s weird to me.

8: Girls… (finish the sentence); Boys… (finish the sentence)

Girls are freaking amazing; Boys are freaking amazing too.

9: Ever had a poem or song written about you?

Yes, 2. The negative anon and the positive anon.

10: When is the last time you played the air guitar?

Last night, with my 1 year old sister, to Nirvana.

11: Do you have any strange phobias?

I’m afraid of fire. Like, touching fire or using an oven or working with boiling water.

12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?

No, I have never stuck a foreign object up my nose.

13: What’s your religion?

Atheist, but I have a lot of opinions about philosophy and faith.

14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?

Going inside. Or ‘playing’ with my brother.

15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?

Behind! I love photography! Not photogenic at all though.

16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?

Well my favorite band song of all time is Smells Like Teen Spirit by Nirvana, but they’re not my favorite band. I’d have to say Twenty One Pilots or Panic! at the Disco.

17: What was the last lie you told?

‘No, I have never stuck a foreign object up my nose.’

18: Do you believe in karma?

Not as a Universal phenomena. But yeah, what goes around comes around.

19: What does your URL mean?

Um, ‘writersblock’ was taken. Shocking, right? My main, ‘almondivory’ is more interesting. It’s for my best friend Amber and me, Ian. And her shade of foundation is almond. And mine is ivory. So it all worked out.

20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?

Greatest weakaness is probably laziness. Greatest strength? Passion.

21: Who is your celebrity crush?

Olivia Wilde, Jennifer Lawrence, Rihanna, Beyonce, Kristen Stewart, Penelope Cruz, and Michelle Pfeiffer are all contenders. Yeah, Tyler Joseph and Brendon Urie too.

22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping?

Not since I was little.

23: How do you vent your anger?

Sulk. Listen to soft emo music.

24: Do you have a collection of anything?

Mental disorders.

25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?

Online.

26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become?

Not yet.

27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?

I HATE nails on a chalkboard.

28: What’s your biggest “what if”?

‘What if I was rich’? Or ‘what if i was hot’? Or, perhaps, ‘what if i was straight?’

29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

No. And I think there’s a possibility of some form of life from elsewhere in the universe, but not mainstream aliens.

30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.

Saydon. My neighbor in class. He’s looking at me strangely now. On the left, a cheap “wall” (room divisor).

31: Smell the air. What do you smell?

Not much. A hint of coffee.

32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to?

I don’t know... most recently, my brother’s bathroom. It’s supposed to be ‘ours’ but I can’t stand it.

33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast?

EAST COAST

34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?

Well, my biological sex is female, even though I am nonbinary. So I’ll go with a male singer (also because there are too many hot girls to choose from) ... Shawn Mendes. Or Tyler Joseph or Brendon Urie.

35: To you, what is the meaning of life?

This is to complicated. It’s not that I don’t have opinions (i have many) but when i talk about this I talk for almost 2 hours and 40 minutes. Yes, I’ve been timed.

36: Define Art.

Creative expression.

37: Do you believe in luck?

Not really? I’m unsure what this means exactly.

38: What’s the weather like right now?

I’m in class, but when I got here it was clear and a little damp.

39: What time is it?

10:41am Tuesday October 30th

40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?

No. Too young (14). But yes. I was in a bad car crash summer 2017.

41: What was the last book you read?

Textbook: for my forensic anthropology class. Otherwise: Summer Reading by Hilma Wolitzer

42: Do you like the smell of gasoline?

Yes!

43: Do you have any nicknames?

By birth name is Fiona. Only one person in the world is allowed to call me Fifi. Otherwise, Ian, Ean, E.K, and E.L. (@scholarlypidgeot)

44: What was the last film you saw?

Not sure if it was Ocean’s 8 or Dangerous Minds.

45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?

Physical? Not sure.

46: Have you ever caught a butterfly?

Yeah, probably, but not for long. I raised caterpillars into butterflies onse.

47: Do you have any obsessions right now?

No, I said, like a liar.

48: What’s your sexual orientation?

Demi-ace.

49: Ever had a rumour spread about you?

Yes. So many.

50: Do you believe in magic?

Not in the way you’re asking.

51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?

No, unfortunately. I forgive too easily and I keep going back to the same abusive friendship.

52: What is your astrological sign?

Virgo, I believe. Sept. 16.

53: Do you save money or spend it?

If it’s my own, save up. Somebody’s else? Spend.

54: What’s the last thing you purchased?

2 coffees and a brownie. I’m healthy.

55: Love or lust?

Love.

56: In a relationship?

No.

57: How many relationships have you had?

1 (but liked 3 people).

58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue?

Yes.

59: Where were you yesterday?

Home.

60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?

Yes. A couple of the flowers on my bag are pinkish-purple. My Ziploc bags have blue and pink strips. My jacket is galaxy-patterned and has a little pink in it. Otherwise, no.

61: Are you wearing socks right now?

Yes. Black with white stars, constellations, and cresecent moons. Mid-calf. Warm.

62: What’s your favourite animal?

Dolphin, elephant, owl, cat, or dog.

63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?

I ... don’t have one.

64: Where is your best friend?

About an hour away. She moved at the beginning of the month (had lived literally right across the road, like we could whisper to each other from each other’s yards.

65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr.

@thethew @gottaenjoythelittlethingzz @blacktwittercomedy @badjokesbyjeff @writersupportgroup

66: What is your heritage?

English, Scottish, Polish, German. I am a white boi/girl.

67: What were you doing last night at 12AM?

Sleeping, oddly.

68: What do you think is Satan’s last name?

Never thought about it.

69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?

It ... depends on your definition? Think it’s pretty safe to say no.

70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?

No.

71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?

Save the fucking dog!

72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

a) Yes.

b) I honestly have no idea. Probably contact all my friends from summer camp and tell them how much I love them and the camp. And find Jeremy, my summer camp crush, and tell him that I liked him.

c) Yes.

73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love.

Why?! I’d have to say trust. To not be trusted would drive me insane. And not being able to trust anyone would be awful. But love... I mean, I’d be terribly sad without it. :(

74: What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?

Donald MacGillavry by Silly Wizard.

75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?

8672 (home)

76: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?

Trust, support, communication, and understanding.

77: How can I win your heart?

Stab me and remove it in a battle. Other than that? Love me.... <3

78: Can insanity bring on more creativity?

YES

79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?

No idea at all.

80: What size shoes do you wear?

8 or 9 Women’s (US)

81: What would you want to be written on your tombstone?

“Age 117 years, 4 months, and 23 days -- she was happy.”

82: What is your favourite word?

Absolutely no idea. Maybe ‘l’eau’?

83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.

Red

84: What is a saying you say a lot?

“?”

85: What’s the last song you listened to?

Homemade Dynamite- REMIX

86: Basic question; what’s your favourite colour/colours?

Bright yellow - Indigo is where they all are.

87: What is your current desktop picture?

88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?

I thought about this for a while. Nobody. Because everybody I hate, I’d want them to finally understand why I hate them rather than just exploding. They shouldn’t get to go that easy.

89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?

What’s the worst lie you ever told?

90: One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do?

Scream, throw my pillows at them, knock them all over, lock them in my bedroom, and sleep somewhere else.

91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?

Well it was okra. Absolutely. No idea what power that gives me? The power to cook delicious food with little effort would be cool.

92: You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?

Dancing with Annie in 2015.

93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

This thing ... I ... watched. On the internet.

94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?

Not into sex. I’m gonna interpret this as ‘making out with’. Hmm... maybe Halsey? Or Brendon Urie (assuming I was instantly a lot older). <3

95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?

Scotland.

96: Do you have any relatives in jail?

Not yet. My brother’s been close several times. Best friend’s cousin is in jail and her dad almost was (cousin for drug offenses and sexually harassing us, dad for verbally and physically abusing her).

97: Have you ever thrown up in the car?

Yes. I remember twice right now. Once when I was 7 or 8 in San Francisco. Once when I was 10 or 11 after eating really greasy Chinese food.

98: Ever been on a plane?

Yes. Maybe about 10-15 times?

99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?

“YEET”.

No, seriously, probably, “Right now everybody in the world knows who I am. And that terrifies me. Also, I’m in a library so I have to be quiet. Climate change is real.”

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noexit-ff · 6 years

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30. part 2

Robyn is crazy, sending me the picture. She looks so perfect pregnant, she needs to accept it. I can’t wait to show off Robyn pregnant, I was going to set it as my lock screen picture but I don’t want nobody seeing my wife’ body. Smiling wide looking down at he picture again, I am in love with Robyn so much. Locking my phone as I got to the lobby, the elevator doors opened. Stepping off the elevator, my team are waiting for me “finally” Ant said, little does he know I was busy with my dick “I was talking to my wife, my bad. We ain’t even late, you look tired Yinka. My friends tiring you out?” I said as I laughed looking at Sinko “no, I mean they are something else. I feel a little high still” I knew it, the weed got to her “welcome to the team” I said pointing at the camera “I am playing, it’s not all about getting high. They smoke it more than me, I just be in my own corner” licking my lips looking away “Lo been trying his luck” Sinko whispered to me “for real?” taking my snapback off my head “she declined him in the nicest way possible, it was so polite” busting out laughing “come here” Ant waved me over “yes boss man” dapping him “try and not get too drunk, we need to fly out to Miami tonight” nodding my head “I won’t, you know how the free drinks are” dragging my eyes away from Ant, Yinka changed her clothes. She is wearing a tight skirt, that was quick. Ant looked at where I was looking at “she ain’t wear that with Rihanna, you wife would have smacked her all the way back to London” nodding my head in agreement “she playing with fire but I ain’t playing, single Chris would but she late on that” I shrugged.

Rubbing my chin letting Yinka get into the SUV first but that wasn’t the best decision, she eventually pulled down her skirt. Looking behind me all wide eyed “black thong, I saw it” Sinko spat, that was all in my face. I am questioning her intentions because she has really switched up her look “you want to to get in before me?” I said to the dude with the camera “actually, have you been recording everything?” I asked, I am holding up everyone “yes, I will edit things out and show you first” letting out an oh “you can go in next” I think I want to sit away from her, she has bad intentions and I feel it. She only wanted to hang with me, I know it. She is using this interview shit as a cover up, getting into the SUV. Sitting next to the window, I wasn’t about to sit in the back. Ant bought his head closer to me “that chick is bad, I mean in the way of doing what she is doing. She goes to Lo, you’re not my type. Lo goes who is then? Light skin niggas with tattoos? She goes maybe and smiled, Sinko says what about married men? Nigga, her face dropped but then quickly said, I don’t find them attractive, bullshit right?” shaking my head “she can flash whatever she want with me, I got a wife. I am happy, unless she finna drug me. I ain’t doing shit” it takes two to cheat, but I ain’t with it.

Sipping my water after finishing preforming my album in Drais nightclub, now I can just do my own thing in the place “that was so amazing” Yinka said to me “thank you, is this the first time you seeing me perform?” placing my water down “my second but I get amazed every time I see you” Ant waved me over “Rihanna is so lucky to have you” brushing by Yinka, ignoring what she is saying to me. I think the free drinks are getting to her, feeling her hand touch mine but I am glad Ant called me away. He placed his arms around me “getting you out that” he said in my ear, looking at him “appreciate it, we go to VIP now?” seeing Cass and Frank waiting to walk me “dope show bro, your album is amazing” the DJ shouted at me with his hand out, shaking his hand “thank you” walking down off the stage, I loving that the album is doing so well.

Taking my hoodie off, I am getting hot in this club. Catching Ferg waving at me from across VIP, nodding my head at him. This place is packed today, throwing my hoodie on the couch behind me. It fell on one of the girls lap, I don’t know who these females are, they came with the boys. She just moved it to the side, that was my bad. Turning back around to face the crowd, seeing the bottle service girls coming over to us with bottles upon bottles. I won’t be drinking, not as much “lets give it up for badgalriri” my ears perked up, is she here “it’s only right we put on some Rihanna” that DJ got me there, I thought she was here. The DJ played Pour It up, looking to the side of me seeing Yinka walk towards me. Rubbing the top of my head, lowering my head down “will the club let us video here?” she said in my ear, her hand on my arm. Nodding my head moving away from Yinka “Strip clubs and dollar bills” I sang along to Robyn’ song.

I listened to Ant, I didn’t drink. I mean I had a glass but I am here in the lobby ready to leave for the Jet, I am the only nigga waiting here. If they all drunk and asleep I am leaving by myself. I am trying to ditch Yinka, I know her ass is wondering where I am. I think she is still at the club anyways, sitting down in the lobby. Looking down at my phone, I did text Robyn just to tell her that I am done and going to Miami like I promised “imagine seeing you here” looking up from my phone “I could say the same to you Jessica, I saw you in the crowd” locking my phone “didn’t think you would be here without your wife, Vegas of all places” placing my phone in my pocket “I am leaving, just waiting for my manager” she made her way to the seating area “I don’t bite, I mean you should know that” she sat next to me “Rihanna actually trusts you? That’s cute” where is Ant when I need him “why are you here? Sat with me? I told you to fuck off, I used you but you’re back still. You knew I would be here, it’s weird. Stalkerish shit Jessica” she is very into me “because I do feel like if Rihanna didn’t want you back, I would have been the one. You liked me more than you like to say” rubbing my face “you fine as hell, I liked you but I didn’t love you aight? Let’s get that straight” I said half laughing turning my face to her, Jessica kissed my lips out of nowhere. Pushing Jessica back, jumping up off the couch “the fuck you doing!? Why did you do that!?” I shouted, wiping my lips “what is wrong with you bitches, fuck! Leave me alone” wiping my lips vigorously.

I keep wiping my lips, she kissed me out of nowhere. I knew she was too close to me, what if she set me up “what happened?” Ant asked me, looking around me. The boys are talking amongst themselves “Jessica came up to me, out of nowhere. You probably won’t believe it, she was talking to me. You came down to the lobby and saw Jess right?” he nodded “well she kissed me out of nowhere, I don’t know where it came from. I don’t know why she did that, I feel set up but I don’t know what to do. I did nothing, I am upset about this man” Ant stared at me all shocked “you had Yinka popping ass in ya face and Jessica doing that, god is testing you. Did you see anyone else there?” shaking my head “it’s not that, hotel have cameras. What if they leak something, if I tell Robyn this she will not hear me out. She is dramatic, I know her” hitting the table with my hand “better to tell Chris” shaking my head, what made that bitch do that to me.

The smell of food is making me gag, maybe it’s because Jen is cooking “can I just have some toast, I don’t want the egg. Bacon is making me gag” my eyes still half closed “ok little miss don’t want no meat” Jen said while looking at Mel “so I woke up half way through the night, one of you hoes were snoring. I am sorry Robz, you was bad” eye-balling Mel “I don’t fucking snore, fuck you. Lying bitch ass” Mel laughed “oh my god, you was. I thought it was Jen but it wasn’t, you had your double chin going on and you was snoring. Mouth wide open, I could fit my whole foot in your mouth. I poked your side and then you shut up” staring at Mel in shock “it’s not a bad thing, I mean you didn’t snore as bad before. It’s just weight gain” she shrugged “wait, was I that bad?” looking at Jen “I said for Mel to not say anything but Mel is Mel, you was snoring for the gods. I suppose you may have a blocked nose” I don’t believe these bitches “Chris would have said something, liars” Chris would, he wouldn’t drop such a thing, he would tease me about it “maybe Chris is being sensitive to you, caring for your feelings?” waving Mel off “he loves you, even if you did he wouldn’t say anything. Look, you have always slept like a dog with your mouth open” touching my chin, I don’t have a double chin “how can you hoes say I look good but I am not? I am confused” I hate being picked on “because you are, we like to tease you. Last time I snored you recorded me, I didn’t do it” Mel pointed, she got a point because I did do that.

Placing my plate in the sink “so Jay Z is in LA and he wants to see you, either he comes here or you meet him” Jen didn’t wait to tell me such news “I said I was going to call, he can wait” waving my hand at her “I don’t want him to come here, I think we should go to him. If you want to hide the pregnancy for longer then you don’t need surprises” placing my hands on the kitchen counter “so what do you suppose I do? Go and say what to him exactly? He knows what the fuck I said” she is right because I don’t want him at my home “fine, I will meet him at Giorgio Baldi” I am not happy about this at all “I will be with you” which is a lie, Jay will just tell her to go “just tell Jay, you’re on a year break. That is what I want. Don’t say anything about the baby, let him find out with the rest. He wants to play dirty then we can too, I think he needs to hear it from you” she got a point, I have been hiding behind Jen and make her do everything.

I am wearing sweatpants and a sweatshirt again, I am wearing Chris’ clothes which fit perfectly, getting a little too perfect “you really need to get maternity clothing now, this is not good” Mel said “you should have bought me yours but the clothing exposes the stomach, I mean it’s not bad is it? Can you notice anything?” twirling around “nothing, just looks like the clothing is too big for you. You look so cute though, you shining just as bright as your wedding ring, that shit is beautiful” Mel said “thank you, did you see and read anything about Chris?” my spies better have done their job “nothing boss, he was in the club with the girl you don’t like. He was singing your song, laughing and joking. That is it, I mean there is a picture of her touching his arm and saying something in his ear but it’s harmless” smiling at Jen, she is good to me “can you ring his number for me, I want to say morning to him” fixing my earring in “I will” he even text me like I asked, I need to leave him to it now. He is faithful to me, he is happy so I am also happy.

Running over to Jen, hearing Chris’ voice “morning baby” I said down the phone and taking it off loud speaker “hey” just to hear his voice makes me so happy “everything good with you?” he asked “yeah, just getting ready to see Jay. He wants to see me, that is all though. What about you?” picking my bag up from the side and placing it on my bed “uhm, just going to sleep. I haven’t slept. A little tired, I will call you when I wake up I am just going to go to sleep” letting out an oh “that is fine, get some rest. Love you” I trailed off “love you too” he seems a little off, disconnecting the call “that was short” Jen said, placing my phone in my bag “yeah, he was tired. Maybe we could look at some stores, pretend to buy the things for Mel. We can use Mel and go baby shopping, I am not going to buy, just to check things” I think I will do that after the meet up with Jay.

The last person I wanted to see but I will put my fake smile on and do this “Rihanna, so good to see you” hugging Jay “likewise” I said before moving back, pulling my chair back “we will be ok here Jen” Jay said, see I knew he would do that. Looking behind me at Jen walking off, shuffling the chair in “I got you wine” he pointed, of course he did “thanks but I feel like I want some water” fixing the sweatshirt, I feel like the top went tighter on me “sure” he waved over the waiter “water for Rihanna please” shuffling the chair in more “how is everything with you? Married life has kept you quiet” letting out a light chuckle “well, it’s still fresh. Honeymoon period, I want to spend the most time I can. Things kept us apart for so long but not anymore” Jay didn’t even flinch, he just stared at me “I get it, it’s a beautiful thing. Married and in love, then kids come along” nodding my head in agreement “how is Bey and Blue?” the waiter placed my water down “doing great thank you, they stayed behind. I came here to see you, see where you are at with things. I like to know everyone is happy” picking up the water “Adam seems to be causing some issues” sipping my water, I knew this would come up “he is, but I don’t care” placing the water down “I made mistakes in my life, one of them was listening to other people. I could have been married at twenty, probably on my third child now, but no. We don’t all get what we want, do we? This is one of them, I chose my marriage over money” Jay loves money, this wont go down well “shame your husband is not here to defend such things. Would be nice to catch up with him, he has such wise words. You have been hanging around with him, sounding like him too. You’re not hard done by, you’re letting feelings affect business. That business was going to make millions but instead in the first month you ditched it, you then ditch a tour, you then bring an album out and go missing to get married, and then you let Chris fire Jay Brown. See this pattern here, I always tried to pull you away from that man but you end up back with him, now you’re stuck with Jen, she doesn’t know what to do. You have legal matters with Adam, you have a business that flopped, you owe the record label money. I mean you could pay it all off and still be profitable but I know you Rihanna, you are all about making money” I can’t even look at Jay, I am so angry.

“Was, you’re all about making money off me and that shit didn’t flop I ended it! You’re more upset why I am doing things on my own, I did that the Puma deal without you knowing, I did it with Chris and that annoys you. It’s ok for you to go home and be with your loved ones, what did you want me to do? Be with Adam? I didn’t love the guy, I am the most happiest I have been, let me be. You want me to make money for you? Fine, it’s on my terms. I am not doing anything this year or the next. Remember Jay, I made Roc Nation, you need me. If I leave then I will leave to be with Chris, I will be under him in the bedroom and also in the music business. You can pass on threats then so can I, you called me here to disrespect Chris when he is the same guy that made me work, that told me he would tour for me so you fuckers can have your money back. Why make enemies of me?” I am so angry, Jay put his hands up “I was just pointing out facts” I chuckled “I will point out another fact for you Shawn, I am pregnant with Chris’ baby. The next time you will see me is with a baby, his baby” getting up from the chair “please sit down” Jay said, I don’t want to hear it. I am done and I am walking away from this situation.

I am over it, done and over it. They will never get rid of me, they need me because I make money. They are more upset I am quiet for once, I want to be at home and be a mother and a wife so fuck everyone “did it go that bad?” Jen asked me again “he riled me up and I said, the next time you see me I will be with a baby, his baby” I wasn’t supposed to tell about the baby but he got me angry, I wanted to get back at him “no wonder he looked shook when you got up, I bet he about to run to Bey and tell. Who else can he tell?” I shrugged not caring “seems like a Carter problem, not mine. He was just placing the blame on Chris, acting like shit is bad for me when it’s not. Adam can die, he won’t get nothing out of me. I promise you now Jen we will make money, without Jay. I am doing this without the record label being involved, I am that angry. I am going to make sure it is under Chris” Mel looked at me all wide, I started giggling to myself “I said to Jay as a threat, I will leave the record label and be under Chris in the bedroom and in the music business” laughing to myself “oh Robz, what are you like” Jen said laughing, I am so stupid when angry.

I am not even going to think of the meeting, I will say to Chris though when he is awake. I feel all excited about being in this store, I remember I came here for Majesty but I am here for me, using Mel of course “which bedroom have you both chosen?” Jen said whispering to me “well the bedroom right next to ours, it has it’s own walk in closet and I want that to be done up for the baby. With it’s diapers and everything, I am just needing Chris back. We need to start” I gasped seeing the Gucci slides with a bow “how adorable is this for you Mel” I have just clocked the worker “no bitch” Mel retorted “I aint boujee like you” side eyeing Mel “I want to wait it out, till I know the gender which is soon” I am in love with the clothes already, walking along slowly. I stopped in my tracks seeing a camo BAPE body suit, my smile grew. I can already picture it in my mind. Chris with a son, they would be matching every day. He would get everything, it is something I want to witness with Chris.

#Chrianna #Chrianna FF #Fanficiton

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1hoseokie · 7 years

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i’ve been tagged in many things recently and have been bad and haven’t done them so im gonna do them all under a read more ~enjoy~ (and im tagging 1 person per thing bc im lazy)

warning--- this is Long

Ten songs, ten mutuals 😍😍😍

Rules: put your music on shuffle and write down the first ten songs, then tag ten mutuals.

i was tagged by @transboywonho (sorry it took me like 2 months to do this)

Liar - CLC

Breathe on Me- Britney Spears

Lucky Girl- Red Velvet

1 Verse - Jhope

Needed me- Rihanna

X- F(x)

Move- Little mix

Gold - Years and years

Feel Good- Shinee

Lucid Dreaming- Tinashe

i tag @petiteshinee

10 songs i’ve been listening to daily

@yoongipouting tagged me ... thanks !!! ♡

i literally only listen to about 10 songs anyways skkfjasdf

boombayah - blackpink

hobgoblin - clc

power - little mix

silver spoon - bts

hows this - hyuna

look here - bts

just chill - jonghyun

4 walls - f(x)

cypher part 3 /4 - bts

superwoman - minzy

i tag @2nep1nk

Questions

@yoongipouting tagged me!! im sorry it takes me so long to do these

1. How tall are you? ↳ 5′3

2. What are your favorite TV Shows? ↳ um shadowhunters is like the only TV show i watch tbh (besides kdramas)

3. What are your favorite YouTubers? ↳ um i like rose and rosie a lot

4. What’s your favorite feature of yourself? ↳ my eyes

5. Cats or Dogs? ↳ im bi i get to say both :)

6. Candy or Fruit? ↳ fruit

7. Hot or Cold? ↳ depends ... this question is so broad

8. What kind of phone do you have? ↳ iphone 6s

9. Movies or Music ↳ music

10. How many kids would you like to have? Boys or girls? ↳ none, or 1 - and a girl

11. Top 3 favorite foods? ↳ ramen, chicken w guac, mac and cheese

12. Top 3 worst foods? ↳ anything w fish

13. What’s something you’re afraid of? ↳ student l*ans

14. Any phobias? ↳ not really

15. What makes you the happiest? ↳ the sound of rain

16. Have you eaten today? And if so what? ↳ i had spanish rice and corn

17.What time is it currently where you are? ↳ 3:00 pm

18. Snowy day or rainy day? ↳ rain!!!! i hate snow so much

19. If you could paint your room any color what would it be? ↳ tan w ike a dusty pink accent

20. Makeup or no makeup? ↳ i love doing like a full face of make up but im too lazy so like light make up

21. Dressy or casual? ↳ casual - i literally have a casual clothes kink bye

22. Milk or soda? ↳ milk

23. Favorite smell? ↳ rain!!!

24. How are you at meeting new people? ↳ terrible...i have no social skills

25. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up? ↳ get a drink of water

26. What’s the first thing you see when you look at someone? ↳ hair

27. Top 3 personality traits you want in a partner? ↳ funny, smart, hot

28. Kiss or Hugs? ↳ idk tbh

29. Going out or staying in? ↳ staying in

30. Lastly, tell your followers something they may not know about you. ↳ i used to dance when i was younger and literally my biggest regret in life is that i stopped dancing (i want to start again but im nervous)

i tag @9yoong

tag game !

I was tagged by @yootzu thanks!!! 💕

Rules: Answer the 20 questions in a new post and tag 20 blogs you would like to get to know better.

Nickname: pipi/whiskers

Gender: female

Star Sign: leo

Height: 5′3

Time Right Now: 3:13 pm

Last Thing I Googled: "red velvet postions” lmao

Favorite Band(s): blackpink, little mix, bts

Favorite Solo Artist(s): ailee, cl

Song Stuck In Your Head: cypher pt 4 is always stuck in my head

Last Movie I Watched: the handmaiden

Last TV Show I Watched: the lover

When Did You Create Your Blog: i dont remember rip

What Kind of Stuff Do You Post: i dont even know .. my blog is a mess

When Did Your Blog Reach its Peak: probs when i made that perrie and boobs post

Do You Have Any Other Blogs: no

Do You Get Asks Regularly: not really, but way more then i used too

Why Did You Chose Your URL: bc yoongi and hobi are both bisexual icons

Following: 190

Posts: 37,346

Hogwarts House: ravenclaw

Pokemon Team: idk anything abt pokemon

Favorite Colours: black, pink, yellow

Average Hours of Sleep: 7-8

Lucky Numbers: 7

Favorite Characters: dont really have one tbh

What Are You Wearing Right Now: black shorts, a white shirt and a grey jacket

How Many Blankets Do You Sleep With: rn 1 but it depends on the season

Dream Job: lisa’s groupie

Dream Trip: paris, japan, germany, south korea. i wanna go all over the world tbh

i tag @yoongipouting

obviously don’t feel obligated to do these if i tagged you i hope you enjoyed learning too much about me

#tag game #akfjsd this took so long but it was fun #does it notify you that you were tagged if it's under a read more ?#i guess i'll find out

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naturaldisasterfanfiction · 4 years

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25. Part 6

I still didn’t do what I needed to do in Cali, I just ran out of there and I am glad I did. Things were getting a little crazy, Robyn has said no phones now. We got to ignore them, but I can’t help myself, I like to see what is being said. Robyn is in the bathroom; I think she is taking a shit not going to lie “are you taking a shit!?” she has the door open “shut up!” she shouted, ok let me be good and be quiet because she will kill me once she is done. Then again it’s me I don’t care, making my way to the bathroom “why did I leave the door open?” I laughed at Robyn on the toilet “are you actually having a shit?” Robyn tried to reach her hand out to hit me “do you know how difficult this is, I am scared of giving birth and also this and you are stood there watching me” poking my lips out “Robyn I have seen so much more, this is nothing. We have always pooped with the door open” crouching down to her “Chris, I am not doing this while on the toilet. Go, now” she pointed at the door “but you need help” Robyn doesn’t know if to be angry or laugh at me “I am ok, get out. I am just struggling but it’s fine. You will make it worse for me so go, before I cry” I sighed out “ok, if you want me to wipe your butt then let me know. You’re my wife now so I don’t mind” getting up from my position “rather you didn’t so go” nodding my head as I made my way out of the bathroom, let me leave her to it, she will only get upset and cry which I don’t want. Seeing my phone ringing, I have it on silent because Robyn said no phones, so I had to do that. Amikka is calling me, oh she got balls but let’s see the issue because it could be about my son too.

Answering the call “hello” sitting on the bed “you really married her?” is the first thing she said, oh she crying, really crying “what do you mean? Who said that?” I mean I am smiling while she is crying which to me shows I am winning “her post, she has a ring on Chris. The love of my life, she put that. Either that or you are both together” she is really crying, this is wild “I am with Robyn yes, the more you accept it the better your life will be, I wish the best for you because that is just me but you need to move on and we can speak in regards to Aeko” I am not a horrible person, I want her to get a good man, be happy “I love you Chris, I love you!” she screamed in my ear “but I never loved you” I never mentioned those words to her at all, she assumed “you’re mourning a loss I get it, but this has to end. The only reason I played your game was to see my son, I needed to see him and even then I played badly. You moved to Germany” she is crazy thinking this “I fucking love you Chris, I kept all your secrets, why are doing this? You have a family with me, your mom likes me” I hope she is mentally stable to look after my son “where is Aeko?” I hope not with her “my mom, you broke my heart, you led me on. Your mom said you would break and want me, you also kept calling me baby” I laughed out “that is just me, you need to get over it” Robyn is done struggle pooping “who is that?” she mouthed, rolling my eyes “I hope it’s not that bitch again!” Robyn shouted loudly and laughed which made me laugh “it’s all a game to you, I actually love you” she put the phone down, I guess she has accepted it or whatever “she is crying and saying that she loves me” placing the phone on the bed, Robyn is so damn sexy.

“How does anyone fall in love with you? You’re an actual dickhead, that is the honest truth though” I laughed at Robyn calling me that “I don’t know, I think she fell in love with the thought of it. Struggle poop, come and sit with me” Robyn frowned at me “you’re not calling me that, struggle poop? Fuck you” I chuckled, she is literally struggling so it’s funny “shall I get changed to go down and eat or keep the robe on?” she asked, “what is under the robe?” I would like to see “my leaky fucking boobs and a pussy, what else?” I pointed at her “so you got leaky boobs, and struggle pooping? What did I marry” watching Robyn walk around in shock “you better fucking take that back and correct it” laughing as I grabbed Robyn’ hands before she grabbed my dick “you always aim for the dick, every time. Listen, I offered to wipe your butt if that ain’t love then I don’t know what is, and if your boobs are leaking, where is the leaking going too” I mean what is she doing, I am confused “let my hands go and I will show you” letting her hands go, watching her undo her robe all wide eyed, I am so excited “strip for me baby, don’t get my dick hard though” biting on my bottom lip “so I use this now” watching hand go into her bra “uh” I moved back as she flung this white thing “the fuck” staring at it on my chest “it’s a pad, welcome to having an actual pregnant wife” that is weird, picking it off of me “there you go” oh this is damp “shall I lick it?” I said holding it up “do it” Robyn turned to me, she is super sexy like this. Sticking my tongue out, letting the pad lightly touch my tongue “you are so fucking nasty” Robyn spat “it’s nothing to taste” that is weird.

It has been a while since I have had Monica’ food and I have totally forgot how lovely it smells “this is my mother’ famous macaroni pie; you better appreciate this. She made it for you” Robyn pointed at me, I grinned at Robyn “you’re lying to me, she wouldn’t ever” she wouldn’t make me food “I did baby, I said to Robyn let me make dinner for you. Welcome you to the Bajan family” Monica has said it now, so I got to believe her “thank you momma, this looks so nice. It’s been so long since I have had your food too” let me pick at the green “er” Robyn hit my hand “we say grace first” Robyn grabbed my hand “where is Dennis?” he is missing at the table “he went to a meeting so it is just us, hold mommy hand” looking to the side of me and held Monica’ hand “I better not hear any laughing either” I will not be laughing because Monica is too close to me, putting my head down closing my eyes “Father, We have gathered to share a meal in Your honour. Thank you for putting us together as family and thank You for this food. Bless it to our bodies, Lord. We thank you for all of the gifts you’ve given to those around this table. Help each member of our family use these gifts to your glory. Guide our mealtime conversations and steer our hearts to your purpose for our lives. In Jesus’ Name, amen” lifting my head “amen!” I shouted “I hope you enjoy it Chris” I know I will enjoy it, she makes some good food.

I feel emotional like this food was amazing “it’s been so nice to have a good home cooked meal, prepared from the hands of a mother. Thank you so much” sitting back in the chair breathing out “you can tell Chris enjoyed himself, he all red. He ate that with a quickness” Robyn knows me, I don’t breathe when I eat “how come you wanted to cook? Not saying it is a bad thing” I am going to have more of that pie “because this is a moment, you are my son in law. And I want to welcome you in, so I just thought why not. You need to be fed, a lot. You are very skinny” I snorted laughing “I know, I be on some shit” Robyn slapped my leg “stop it, you keep shaking your leg” she got me, I keep shaking my leg “I get nervous. I don’t want to offend anyone; you know I do love your daughter. I will look after her, I promise” Monica smiled at me “I know, don’t worry about it ok? I just feel sad for you, I feel your mom should be showing you a lot of love and she is not doing that. And I will try and help you with that, no need to be nervous around me Chris” Monica touched my arm “you don’t need to be sad for me, that is my life” Monica shook his head “it’s not, stop it. My son’s will come back, they will get over it. It just hurt me to see how this has turned out for you, I have known you for years Chris. It makes me sad” putting my head down laughing, I don’t know how to feel. My phone started to ring on the table “oh god” Robyn said, it’s my mom.

“You stay here” I was about to get up, but Robyn demanded I stay here “ok then” answering the call “what’s up?” I answered, I mean what does she want from me “I have had Amikka crying on the phone saying that she loves you, and that you have sworn at her. You acted out; you called her an unfit mother. The girl is crying her heart out she loves you so much, you jumped to Rihanna because she is having your baby now. How dare you play with these girls’ feelings and what if she kills herself then what! You are stupid, I bought you up with no sense. Telling her you don’t care for her, really Christopher!? I have always tried to get you help, I tried so much. You was so violent towards me when I tried to help you” Robyn is mouthing something to me but then she snatched the phone from me, she put it on speaker and placed it down “silence now or have you had some form of drug?” my mom is talking shit “do you hate me or something? I am confused on what you are trying to say?” I am confused on why she has called me on her behalf “I am disappointed in you! That is what I am Chris, I am sick of being positive that my son is an angel, he’s not. I lie on these blogs; I am sick of it. I failed; I really have. I want to know what you are going to do with Amikka crying?” Robyn eyeballed me “nothing, it’s not my problem, I never swore at her, I wish-” my mom cut me off “liar!” she shouted “you will ruin yourself with Rihanna and I will be here waiting for you, don’t you worry. You know what, as a mother to see you try with your son and he still throws it to you. You’re nearing forty and still getting random bitches pregnant” I snatched my phone from the table, Robyn gasped “what did I say about speaking on Robyn’ name in vain? I don’t care what you say to me, you speak on my wife’ name and I am fucking coming for you. You do not speak on my wife’ name and think you will get away with it” I jumped up from the seat, the phone line went silent “silence!? Good, I am drug free, I am married, and I am moving to London. I will have my kids with me! They will see me! So you ask what I am doing for that fucking bitch, nothing! Fucking nothing. You speak on Rihanna’ name again I will come to California and I will make every fucking promoter dislike you, I will break your fucking windows again and you’re the same woman that can’t hold a fucking man! Don’t come to me, just keep playing with them boys’ mom, say it again. Go on!” my mom got me heated “you’re married?” she said in a whisper “you actually got married? I am shocked but wondering how long it will last” disconnecting the call “bitch is you” throwing my phone on the marble flooring, it shattered instantly.

Chris’ tempter is the worst thing about him, he slammed the door shut and I cringed. Seeing the shattered parts of his phone, the impact of it was bad. He really threw that in anger, I mean my mom is here, but I don’t even want to bring that up, but I left him to it. Let him go to calm down, he is very angry and I am not scared but I don’t like it “I am sorry, that you had seen that” I said to my mom, I didn’t want that in front of her “he has a bad temper, the banging of the door popped my ear off. I will clean the glass” my mom got up from the chair “no please, it’s my mess. Do not do it” getting up also “you are pregnant Robyn, she upset him. Her tone of voice was not needed, and he did get angry at the fact she mentioned you, my baby. I love that he is well protective over you, but he needs to not let his mom get to him. She is unhappy in herself, there is a lot of unhappiness in her life and is projecting it to Chris, she is upset with him but doing it wrong. Go and see to him, leave that to me, go the other way out. I am not upset, let me do it” nodding my head “I am not happy with this at all, she is hurting my husband so much” also he better not have broke a thing in this house because of it because it is not worth it.

I mean it’s not the best thing when you have a huge house, you can never find a person, but I am guessing he will be with his dog, I am sure of it. I know my man and he will be with his dog, and still do not where that dog is going now it’s nightfall. I knew it, I knew he would be here. Stepping outside, that godforsaken thing saw me coming already “can you keep him there, thank you” I said, but it’s Chris he just laughs “he is nice, what don’t you like about him? He is so loving” the dog came over to me “it’s just big, I like cute small dogs” he tried to sniff my bump “excuse you” moving it away “it’s momma, come here boy. Come on Zeus!” the dog ran at Chris, if only it knocked his ass down, but Chris caught him, they cute together I guess “can I have your attention?” I asked him, he seems to be giving his attention to that dog “also I think maybe it can go downstairs. Like undergrounds where nobody can see it” Chris shook his head “be nice to him, he loves you too” nodding my head “sure he does, so you broke your phone now” Chris nodded his head “I need to smoke, I don’t want to do that in front of you please” he is ignoring the issue “that is fine but if you don’t come in, I will be back” I will give him space.

I thought I would see what my mom is up too, I would prefer to clean it, but my mom won’t allow it “are you being careful?” I asked standing away from the mess “yes I am baby, that was quick” she said looking over at me “he said he will be in soon, you won’t say anything to him, please don’t” I rather she don’t “I will only tell him goodnight, I am not upset with him. We all get angry, he deserves to be angry” smiling at my mom lightly “his emotions are different” I really want to help my mom with the cleaning “he got angry that someone spoke on his wife, he cares a lot for you. It’s because you believe in him” my mom said, she is right “this time I do, I messed up before as much as he did” feeling a hand on my back, looking behind me and Chris dipped so quickly. He didn’t want to see my mom “are you done? That is not coming to the bedroom, I said take him where I said” walking over to him “goodnight, be good!” my mom half shouted “say goodnight to my mom” I said in a whisper to him “now” I added because he is just staring at me “goodnight” he said, smiling at him because he listened and he can’t just hide from my mom either.

Chris finally came to the bedroom “you would come at the very moment I have half of my makeup off and then on” he took so long and now I look dumb “I had to settle my boy in there, can’t just leave him. Also you got a tablet here, I need to check the cameras for my boy” turning away from my vanity mirror “I do, it’s in the side table, on my side of the bed. Open it and it’s there, you can use it. Come back though” let me get back to this, I just can’t wait to get into bed and snuggle with my man, also talk to him. I have been ignoring my phone since posting that, I just want peace. I can’t deal with anymore drama right now. I just need to deal with my man and the rest will come, he is my main priority in this “I hope I can work this though, I do remember” looking in the mirror at Chris, he already got his top off, didn’t take him long. I actually feel so giddy again, like I really got a husband. Is this what life is now, I actually have a man in my life, and I have to share things “I blocked your iPad?” he held it up, now I don’t feel giddy “really? Why didn’t you just ask me the code, why was you trying to be clever like all of the time” he is still holding it up to me like I know “well I don’t know, Dennis can fix that, you know I won’t understand that” he really ruined my moment.

I forced him to wash his face, he needs a night routine, but I have to cream his face, it was w deal we came up with “doesn’t it feel nice? To have a clean face, your tiny little nose” pinching it “all done, you look pretty. Open your eyes” I laughed getting up from the seat “thank you mamas, appreciate it. That was hard work” washing my hands off “don’t give me that, so. The need to break your phone Chris, like I am not angry or upset with you but what made you do that?” I don’t know what she said to him “she kept saying you’re married, then she made out like we wouldn’t last. I just don’t fuck with that, you’re my wife and I will fuck up anyone for you Robyn” drying off my hands “I know you will, but we need better ways of dealing with a situation, now you got no phone. Your mom is an issue, I think she is being this way because I am with you, I am taking her son away from her, she can’t use you. She knows you are going to be stable and you will be able to have Royalty without her, I think your mom has become delusional since being in California. She hasn’t helped you Chris, she really hasn’t. And it sucks because she expects another woman to fix you, these women didn’t love you though. But we need to work on the temper thing, but I know you. I know you’re not like that, I know what you can be, and you will be. We just need to take it day by day. Get you into London more, you can make new friends around here or whatever. Your mom will be the one crying to you, she will be. Right now she is saying we won’t last but she doesn’t know us like that anymore. I think it’s funny she dislikes me, she praised me so much for going court with you. Please help my son to be better, now she is like this. Doesn’t bother me, I just think we need to work on things. I want you to be you, but the you people don’t know and see, the good you. And if you really want to move here Chris then I don’t mind, I will never force you to live here” I am not that selfish but I won’t be moving “I can get used to it here, I think anyways. It’s been a long day and my mind is tired, I want to be big spoon” he knows damn well he will be the big spoon “you know your place already” smiling at him, I was not about to be no big spoon.

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21. Part 4

I really want to ring Robyn back but then she will cuss my ass out so I will just have to not call her, I don’t like that Robyn is upset when honestly I asked a simple question, why does she have his number when she don’t fuck with him like that. But it upset her, see I am just now stumped on what to do. I know she wants me there but I am here “fuck” I said to myself, I did say it to her shall I drop you off in London but she didn’t want that but now I am in Cali she wants me there. I have nothing on, I could go there but I have nobody to come and check on my dogs, Robyn and her hormones is annoying me because I don’t know what to do. I could get Mijo to come and visit if I just go there for a few days but that won’t help, I still have to come back here, then again if I get kicked out I will know about this shit. Tapping on Mijo’ number, I swear if I get sent back to America I am stabbing someone, I am not about that shit because niggas be trying to come at me sideways about shit I done years ago, I hate that I will get questioned, it will play on my mental state now “I just done seen you nigga, what you want now?” I knew Mijo would be awake “uh help?” I said laughing “you still thinking what that dumbass said about Rih? Don’t even sweat it, you are winning in this, when they find out you will get the last laugh. I am proud of you how you reacted, like I was ready to hold you back” Mijo laughed, it’s nice to hear that Mijo is proud of me “thank you but I didn’t call for that reason, Robyn is actually dragging my ass with this hormone business. Like she keeps saying I want you there and I am just like what? I am putting off going to London because they don’t like me and I could get kicked out, so I am scared about that but like she is bugging, she is crying constantly and then I pissed her off for saying why do you have Drake’ number. She called him because I told her about it, but she didn’t really tell me what was said because she is fed up” Mijo laughed down the phone “I don’t expect anything less from Robyn at all, I expected emotional Rihanna and talking that shit, maybe telling her that shit really upset her” chewing on my top lip, it probably did upset her “but I didn’t want her to be blind to it, what if he did release it and I knew? How bad is that” Mijo sighed out “I get it, you right. The world doesn’t need to hear that” Mijo knows I did the right thing in this; I feel Robyn is very hurt and I hate that.

“I like this new Chris, he thinks a lot before he does things” I grinned “thank you, I need to ask you a favour though” I hope he says yes “yes I will take care of the home while you go and tame the beast, I will check on the dogs and stuff” I laughed out, I didn’t even need to say a word to him “how did you know?” I questioned “because I know you both, I know how you roll, and I think you will be ok with getting into London just go and make her happy. I know how stressing this is for everyone even you, it’s a big situation and Robyn needs to be good, having a baby is scary for the best of people but to have the world on your shoulders is big. Go and make her happy Chris, she needs you. It’s harsh what Drake said about her too, we know that” Mijo is right “am I a bitch ass for not doing anything?” I feel it, even Mijo said what was mentioned was bad “nah, you did good Chris. You know how bad everything would have been if you did? Fucking proud of you, Robyn has really made you want to change” nodding my head “my wife you know, I got too. I am going back for him though. But If you can just check on my dogs, I am going to see if the city of London let’s me in but if you see a headline, just know I kicked off” I laughed down the phone “don’t bother, and I will nigga” disconnecting the call.

I am legit so nervous about this, I have been putting off coming here because I don’t want to be turned away, not now anyways. Not that I am going to have a baby with Robyn, and she is hiding here, I need to be here, but I am doing this for Robyn. I can feel how hurt she is, Mijo is right I bet this did really hurt her. How does she think I felt sitting there, I was in shock, but anger was going to get the better of me, I thought don’t. He was really hating on Robyn, like it was hurtful and that was half of the shit he said. I can’t wait to show these niggas, Robyn has a husband and it is me, but Drake is on my list to come at. He tried to bully my girl, even if the baby weren’t mine I wouldn’t have done that to her because I love Robyn too much to do that to her, just discrediting her name for his hurt when Robyn hates him. I do think to myself who is this nigga, but I am married now, I am secure and happy. Robyn is my happy place, but she is so sad right now.

Robyn was right, it’s so cold here and I stepped of with cut off jeans like it’s summer time “man” I said to myself, I arrived on the jet but I mean it’s me of course they want to see me “come with me Mr Brown, we will take you to the back route” nodding my head, seems to be ok I guess. They are taking me to the back of the airport, I do hope nobody sees me. I had to send Mel a message to contact Monica to tell me where they are, so I sent flowers to Robyn and I hope I get there on time before she wakes up, or I get there on time but we shall see what they say. It’s like morning here or whatever, I am so fucked right now because I can’t sleep with the thought of Robyn being sad “just over here please, passport” taking off my backpack, digging into my front backpack pocket to get my passport “can you also place your duffle back there so we can check, also backpack. Can you take off your shoes, jacket, anything in your pockets so my colleague here can search you. Do you have anything to declare?” shaking my head, grabbing my passport and handing it to him “once you have done all of this, just stand there at the markings and my colleague will search you” I didn’t bring no weed with me, just a packet of cigarettes, I even showered and made sure I didn’t smell of weed, Robyn told me that so I just want to be sure.

Putting my jacket back on, they found nothing on me, so this is good “what is the purpose of your travel to the UK?” the guy asked “for pleasure, I mean leisure. I am just here to see a friend here. Could be pleasure, depends how it turns out” the guy was looking angry at me, but he just laughed “ok, and what is their name? And their address?” I died a little inside, I just why ask that. I don’t know anybody here and I don’t want to lie “Monica, and she is uhm at the uhm Corinthia hotel in London” he smiled at me “pleasure then, so if we contact the hotel there would be a Monica there waiting for you?” nodding my head “penthouse suite, top floor” I am cringing at the pleasure part now “and you are going there from here?” nodding my head “and the relationship to this person is a friend then?” can he quit it “yes, I am not working here. I came here alone to not be noticed and be private, it’s just leisure” I kind of snapped “how long will your stay be?” this shit is annoying “look if you’re wasting my time and making me go back then do it, clearly you done your little research and seen my records, just say it. I am bored now, let me just go” get off my dick with the bullshit, picking my backpack from the table “I have stamped your passport, welcome to the UK” he held out my passport to me “really?” I said in disbelief “yes if you want to follow me. We can get you a car” they really let me in this bitch.

“My goodness Robyn, is this how you sleep now? How does he put up with that” I woke up out of my sleep with my mom’ shouting voice “what?” my mouth is dry as fuck and my mom is shouting “its late, breakfast has been and gone. Come on, get up” I just fell asleep, is she crazy “open your eyes, come on now” why did I invite my mother now “flowers arrived for you” my eyes shot open “for me?” I said, seeing my mom with a bouquet of roses “what? Really?” I said smiling but then realised it could be Drake, he is forever apologising like he was texting me all night about it, I frowned at them now. Shuffling up on the bed “did Mel ask where you are?” I asked, I know they would use Mel to get to me “she did” I groaned out, I bets it’s Drake now “great” I didn’t sleep until sunrise, I just self-loathed the whole night “give me the card” picking the card out of the roses “put them away mom, I am awake now” fucking asshole, like he kept texting me saying how sorry he was, he made it to vent out his anger, forgive him. The bastard even said if you want to use me as the daddy, I don’t mind. I didn’t think it would upset you that much, he says that much when the media crucify me because of this, liar. Opening the card “are we visiting the queen together, breezy” I ready out confused, he sent me flowers with that “whatever” that is stupid, and he is stupid unless his ass is here.

Wrapping the hotel robe around me, I have my bags everywhere on the floor of my room. In an upset rage in the early hours I opened up bags and cases to find Chris’ top, I found it but now the room is a mess and I am just sad. I feel like the world hates me being happy, they don’t want what I want, they want that perfect Rihanna which I am not and never gave that impression to them, they all assumed. It just makes me think that hiding away is not doing any good, but I can’t win, I am just here being brutalised, I don’t know. I am alone in this because I can’t even have Chris here, I can’t even say well my baby has a dad, it’s a lot going on. I saw a comment on my Savage post, someone had the nerve to write that I am sure my child will love to know his mom jumped from dick to dick and showed her body off. Like wow, but I just moved on, I am not playing with that shit like this is the reason I am hiding this whole thing. I know if Beyonce had a baby without a man she would be queen for all women to be independent, I on the other hand get called selfish and have a diss song about me, like what the fuck have done to these people but be me.

Pulling a face hearing my mom talking to someone, slowly closing the bedroom door. Walking down the hallways and turning the corner “I am tired, like I got to California and then I didn’t sleep. I know I look bad” my mouth fell open, is that really Chris “you look very tired, I can tell. You eat up, she will be out once she’s finished throwing those roses everywhere, she wasn’t happy with them” my eyes welled up “speaking of her, she is here” Chris turned his head “hey, are we seeing the queen?” placing my hands over my mouth, I am in shock “you’re really here” my uncontrollable emotions is really kicking my ass “I came, to stop you crying all of the time but you’re still doing it, hey dumping. Come here” feeling Chris’ arm wrap around me, I cannot believe he is here. He came here and I didn’t think he would because he was determined to not come, Chris rubbed my back as I whimpered, I am so upset “I love you so much Robyn, you and crumbs. I would go to the ends of the earth for you and my daughter. I was a little nervous coming here you know. I love everything about you, every inch of you. People disrespecting you I get it; I know it’s hurting you, but it doesn’t mean a thing. You are going to be the best mother I know that you made the best decision for our daughter. They don’t know you like I do, look at me goofy” Chris moved his arms from around me “hey” he held my wrists as I moved my hands back, my eyes sting from the crying. He wrapped my arms around him “do you not know how much you make me happy, how much you saved me from myself. I wait on you because you have a beautiful heart. I love your forehead, your eyes, your big nose” I sighed out smiling “I mean I don’t know, you said you got a big nose, but I don’t see it, your lips. Every eye lash if they real” I laughed putting head down “put your head up, I love you and I love for what you stand for, ain’t nothing going to bring you down. You be the person that people envy, I am so proud of you with how far you have come” Chris pressed a kiss to my forehead and hugged me, I am so happy he is here.

Smiling at Chris as he ate, maybe I am just all in his face, but he is really here “how was it though? Coming here, it wasn’t bad was it?” I am so happy, he is all mine too like no child around “it was ok, like he kept questioning why I was here, I said pleasure by mistake instead of leisure and he laughed. They took me to some private part of it, escorted me when I got off the jet. They were cool, I had no weed on me. But you were upset, it’s not good for the baby, for us. This is too much stress on you, Mijo is taking care of my dogs but I do need to go back, I will do what I can while I am here. London is different though; I did not know what I was doing. Trying to keep a low profile is hard though, how do you get peace?” I am confused “because look where we are, my apartment was out of the way. Central London is a mess, did someone say it to you?” nodding my head, I caught a cab here and he said Chris Brown huh? And I just laughed, but I came now so please stop crying. I said why you got his number because you hate dude and I questioned it, I didn’t know you would cry about that too” I don’t even want to speak about that “I am just so happy you are here Chris, I just need you right now” his words have made me feel at peace “come here” Chris placed his arm around me, I am glad he did that “god gave you two arms, one around me and one for eating” I said, I need all the love and backrubs from him.

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Seventy Three. Part 2

While Robyn had a tantrum and went into the bathroom with her fine self-looking like a meal, I quickly and I mean quickly put her stuff in the case and put it in the car because we ain’t coming back, I am honestly excited for Robyn but she is doing the most right now and refusing to come out but I get she is annoyed with me and she hates long journeys but we need to go “our home could be getting burgled and you’re here in the bathroom just doing what!?” I spat “trying to get someone else to go! Mel is busy the bitch, look. I am not sitting in the car for another two hours, no! You’re annoying me” I laughed, I couldn’t help but laugh because she is being silly right now “what’s funny?” The door flew open, staring at Robyn and just smiled “I adore you so much but you’re coming with me, I promise you this the outfit you’re wearing won’t be wasted, just need to go and check in our home, someone could be taking our daughter’ new crib or your Hermes bags?” She is not happy “I just want to say you look extra beautiful angry too, I can’t leave you here because I am scared to do that, something could happen to you, and I am not here? Hell no, come. You can have a nap in the car yeah?” She knows she’s defeated “you try and be pregnant and then having to sit in one place in a car that’s nice but it’s uncomfortable, you will never know what it is like because you men won’t” I swallowed hard “baby, if I could take the pain from you I would, I am not lying about that either. I mean what I say” she put her head down “let’s go then” Robyn knew damn well she had no choice because I wasn’t going to leave her here like this, I couldn’t have.

I know Robyn hates me so much, I stopped and got out of the car saying I needed a pee, really I went to give the keys back to the cabin “you’re actually going out of your way to just irritate me yeah?” Closing the car door laughing “I needed to pee? You’re being delusional” licking my lips smiling “you’re laughing at me Chris, don’t piss off a hungry pregnant woman” letting an oh “we can stop and get you something, sorry baby. Didn’t realise I was leaving you hungry, we will get you something” I feel bad now, driving off slowly but then stopped “oh my god, it’s Rihanna. Please, please I am begging can I have a picture with you? I have loved you since I was a teenager, I saw the car and I just knew it, please! Oh my god” this girl is really stood in-front of my car like that, she isn’t going to move either “what you going to do?” I asked, Robyn sighed out putting the window down “quickly, come over” I didn’t even see this girl, she must have been watching us or something, looking over at Robyn and this fan. The fan is crying so much “oh my god Rihanna, I am so happy for you. God has blessed you and you deserve it; you have been through so much. I love you, you taught me that forgiving my dad would make me move on in life, you inspire me so much and you’re going to make the best mother. I am sorry to ruin your day” they really adore Robyn, her fans that is “it’s ok baby, thank you so much. Your kind words, to know that my fans actually listen to me. Thank you” Robyn leaned out and hugged her “you smell so good! Thank you Jesus, thank you. I didn’t say hi to your husband, sorry thank you” this girl is a mess, she needs to calm down.

We finally left this place “it’s sweet that, just to hear those kind words. My fans care so much about me, maybe just a little too much. Like I would read mean things during the time with Rakim, and they said things that I look unhappy, I’ve lost weight. I look terrible with him; I am just not me and my fans saw that. They now see I am happy, and I love they know” nodding my head slowly “they will beat my ass if I upset you then huh” I chuckled “they will, remember you said they was on your ass about the India thing, but anyways. I am going to have a nap, I’m tired” pulling a face “but we are going out? You can’t be tired” she is crazy “you try carrying this, where we going again? Out somewhere? You mentioned it?” Shaking my head “I didn’t, it’s a surprise but don’t worry about it, have the nap. Did you think pregnancy was easy? Like honest answer? Because honest answer to me I did think it was like easy, I don’t know. There is a lot of things that are never said which sucks because I don’t regret it but as a man I hate that you’re in pain and I can’t do anything to help you” I sighed out “it’s hard, I’m not sure if it’s because it’s my first but I am struggling. My mom rings and asks and I don’t want to say I’m struggling because I feel stupid, the way I have been myself. I should get in with it, my cousins have had babies and they never spoke on this? Maybe it’s me, I don’t know” I think Robyn is hard on yourself “you’re not perfect Robyn, stop thinking you need to have yourself on a pedestal, just relax. Have a nap” she probably needs it, she’s just so hard on herself like why lie to your mom that you aren’t struggling, it’s silly.

We are getting so close to being at home now, Robyn is awake because I fed her. I had to feed Robyn because she is with child and my daughter needs to be fed “what is your birthing plan?” I have been reading a lot of Google so there was a thing where people speak on birthing plans “erm just give birth?” I chuckled “I don’t know Chris; I am so nervous about it that I am not thinking about it at all. All I know is that when it happens we are at the hospital, I haven’t prepared any baby bag yet, I am just trying to take it easy with everything, but I will, I need to start thinking about it. Midwife called me and said baby should start engaging, meaning facing down. I may feel false labour too, but she is there for me when I need but yeah baby. I am so unprepared” she breathed out laughing “don’t be, everyone is on theor own path and at their own time. Like I want you to ask me for help Robyn because I am here for you when you need me but nothing is perfect, ok? Don’t think everything has to be perfect” driving up to my home “I didn’t leave the light on at the home” Robyn pointed “oh you didn’t?” let me play dumb “ring the police Chris” licking my lips “they are aware, remember the system alarms the police, let’s just check it out” Robyn is concerned “the gate is open and everything, no. I don’t like it” stopping outside the drive “the door is wide open!” Robyn shouted “oh shit yeah, let’s go and check” opening the car door.

Looking behind me, for a pregnant woman she is sure angry and running to the door, she is ready to fight “not my forever home, Chris! You are too calm, what is happening?” she abruptly stopped “nothing why? I am just nervous because it could be anyone, you know?” Robyn is staring at me like I am the biggest liar, she knows. If she uses her brain we have a gated community and if something happened, security would be outside “this is a trick” shaking my head “you are being so hard headed, please just keep walking” grabbing Robyn’ hand “is this another lie Chris? You have been lying to me the whole time, I just know it. You have been making me get ready for no reason, you have been making me do random shit” I am here having to drag Robyn to the home, she is doing the most. I am just ignoring her and making her walk to the door “heard we had a pregnant woman coming over” letting Robyn’ hand go as Cara came out of the door, I grinned looking at Robyn’ face “Cara!?” she spat “wow, now you have been taking care of my pregnant wife, come here Rihanna!” Cara and Robyn hugged; I don’t know who the hell they invited to this baby shower “what are you doing here!? Oh my god” Robyn is shook.

Robyn is shocked, she is not saying a word “I have to blindfold you, a little kinky I know. You should be used to this now. I mean ignore me Chris, but I need too” I shrugged smiling, Robyn be complaining so much with me because she would not let me do this to her. Cara put the blind on Robyn so I just walked into the home “it’s so weird to see you like this Rihanna, I can’t believe you are just pregnant. Like you are actually having a whole baby but anyways my dear wife, follow me” I guess they have invited all of her friends too. Walking behind Robyn and Cara, all I know is that I am glad Robyn is not whining about being blindfolded. I smiled so wide as we got to the back of the yard and entered the marquee, I can’t believe they have done this so quick. Looking up at the roof of marquee, full of flowers and blossoms. The lovely warm colours, I am impressed. Noella waved Cara over to the front where there is a beautiful balloon arch “I am scared now, it’s so quiet. Why are we still walking too? Chris, I am going to kill you” I just laughed, Nikita poked her lips out pointing at the dress I bought her “just stand here for me, do not move at all” standing at the side of Robyn, just seeing the whole set up. Spring blossom tables, elegant baby block dessert tables, butterfly balloon dessert cart, baby carriage cotton candy cart. Life-sized butterfly chest board, floral garden photo lounge, garden table settings, butterfly baubles. I am so impressed, this is beautiful and all for our daughter, Robyn is going to love this.

Chewing on my bottom lip with my hands behind my back as Cara took off the blindfold, Robyn has her eyes closed anyways she is actually obeying, she wouldn’t have done that for me at all “open your eyes then” I said laughing, dramatic ass. Watching her eyes slowly open, the gradually widened seeing the friends and family “what?” she breathed out “oh my god” she placed her hand over her mouth and then looked behind us seeing the sign that said Baby Fenty-Brown baby shower “oh my god” she said again “surprise baby” I chuckled “oh Robbie” that was it, she just needed to hear that voice and she was off, the tears hit and she was gone “mommy” she went over to her mom “this is so amazing, wow” looking around “dope isn’t it” dapping Rorrey “it is bro, thank you. For everything” moving to Rajad and dapped him “you know we had do it big for my niece” Lionel is actually here “you came” I said shocked “of course, I wanted to see my grandbaby. She looks so precious” going over to Lionel and shaking his hand “I am glad you could come” hugging him, there is a lot of people to see and speak too.

Robyn really cried with her mother; I wasn’t thinking she would be that emotional, but she is. I think she is very overwhelmed with the family and friends but seeing her mother, it set her off a lot like she was crying her heart out, like I just want to know she is good though. I am here just scratching my head looking at her to see if she is ok “hey Chris” Monica said, she looks fine and not even a tear came out, Monica is very calm “hey momma” hugging her close “the place looks amazing, I just want to say thank you for this. Robyn and I appreciate it a lot” Monica kissed my cheek, looking over at Robyn “are you ok?” I asked, I just want to know she is good “you knew all this time and had me thinking you was going crazy” wrapping my arms around Robyn laughing “I was going crazy, you were making me go crazy, but we made it and look at that. We are here and we are going to have fun ok? You happy yeah? These are happy tears” Robyn nodded her head “let us see her Chris, damn you always taking over” I laughed as I moved back “aight, you ladies have fun though” let the family deal with Robyn, I can rest easy.

My fat ass always ends up in the kitchen eating extras, we done ate but I want more “I knew you would be here” looking up from the paper plate with the Mac n Cheese I just put in “I know you made this though mom, wow. I am in love, thank you” my mom cooed out “well they had a chef here and I said no, my boy loves my Mac n Cheese” I grinned “I do, you been busy huh. With Robyn and Monica all that time” sitting on the counter with my plate “I have not seen her in a while so it’s nice to speak to my daughter in law but how are you? Always busy for mommy now” I chuckled “tired, that is the truth. Why didn’t you ever tell me bringing a baby into the world was stressful? I feel stressed, I feel unsure and a little lost, like I want it to be planned on what is going to happen, I am tired though. I feel I don’t sleep well enough as I do, I worry about Robyn. If she isn’t in bed what is she doing, when she is in bed she is snoring loud and it ruins my sleep which if I say I am moving rooms will offend her, she is so sensitive, but I didn’t know it was hard” my mother smiled at me lightly “it is hard Chris, only the men that are there for every step see the truth. Your father didn’t, he was always working and then he came home and ate, weekends before I had you he worked weekends too so he didn’t see that part, lots of men aren’t around because they are working but you are around and not every pregnancy is the same, you can’t treat it like that Chris but you, you need to sleep and rest. I think tonight maybe sleep in a spare room; she is occupied. You need sleep too, you will become grumpy, but I never said it was easy” she is right, she never did but I assumed “I worry about her a lot, that is just me you know but this baby shower is amazing, I love it” I chuckled “it’s wonderful to see the family isn’t it” nodding my head agreeing.

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