#what if she held a baby

[lylikers]

some harrows of varying mental states and hairstyles

#my art #the locked tomb #harrowhark nonagesimus #griddlehark #i dont often get like this with deeply angsty characters because i love wallowing in the angst most of the time #but i need harrow to be happy more than i need air in my lungs #so i will continue to make her do random mundane happy things in my mind #what if she held a baby

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

wormie wormie wormie wormi-

#tiny little guy!!! teeny thing!!! #i imagine that wormie acts kinda like a cat mixed with a crow #also she Violently wiggles her whole body when she sees barnaby. thank you for coming to my ted talk #fully convulsing. acting as though she's jello in a centrifuge #and she Does Not Stop until she is held so barnaby has to figure out how to pick her up w/o hurting her #its very amusing in my mind... hes laughing his ass off as she flops all over the place #she doesnt make noise except for very brief quiet squeaks!! #also wormie is not technically female. no one knows what the fuck she is if anything #but barnaby started referring to her with feminine terms and it Stuck #kinda like finding a cool object and going 'oh she's neat' #yeah like that! #wormie lore hidden in the fantasy au... #scribble salad #wh fantasy au #im melting picturing barnaby holding her by the 'handle' #he commissioned the harness himself... made out of the same leather as his gloves! & the same etched design as his boots! #guys im so soft thinking about them.... barnaby and his little pet worm... #i imagine he teaches her tricks... carries her on his hat.... baby talks her cause she's just that tiny how could he not.... #im picturing a Scenario where barnaby full speed full force bodyslams eddie who was just walkin along #like Full Force. eddie flies back ten feet and leaves a groove in the dirt when he lands - everyone goes Hey What The Fuck Barn?! #but as soon as he does it barnaby is rushing over like 'omfg im so sorry but i had to - you were about to step on wormie'

[makotonaegiunderstander]

something I’ve been thinking abt is how many people think Makoto is immune to despair. I don’t think he is. I think becoming the ultimate Hope was BECAUSE he felt despair. He wouldn’t have fully reached that point without Junko. Makoto becoming such a beacon was his last attempt to avoid completely falling and it wasn’t because he didn’t feel despair, it was because he was too damn stubborn to allow everything to go to waste and he refused to sacrifice his beliefs for someone else’s. His inner monologue tells me he DID experience the same new low the other suvivors did in the final trial, but at the point where he had the choice to give up and die, he looked at the others and he looked at Junko and he couldn’t allow it to happen, not out of self preservation, but because the idea that Junko would have control over their lives made him FURIOUS. and that utter refusal to die kicked in, wether luck or otherwise, and he made the concious effort for one last push while something in him was breaking. He had to be broken in order for the Ultimate Hope to come through so aggressively, bc it could only exist in the face of the Ultimate Despair. He snapped the same way she did, but in the other direction. In what could have been his final moments he chose to embody everything Junko wasn’t, and every single optimistic and luck fueled ideal in him suddenly charged forward and pushed him. It was a combination of the final straw and a choice. Makoto isn’t immune to feeling despair, he’s just too stubborn to fall into it of his own volition. I think that’s why I like that scene in DR3 so much. People were SO SHOCKED Makoto actually fell for the tape, that he actually became despair for a moment. I saw people getting mad or disappointed, saying it was pathetic and Makoto seemed to fall from some sort of pedestal for them. Honestly part of me wonders if that sort of mentality, which clearly people had in universe, affected Makoto a bit. Like he started to see himself as less of a person, subconsciously. Prompting him to take more risks, less self preservation, act way more bold. It seems he has to be reminded a lot not to put himself in danger by his friends, to not do something too reckless. All over the place I would see in regards to that scene either this frivolous ‘oh this was just angst drama with no meaning behind it’ or ‘he can do better than that. he’s so weak’ or ‘come on, there’s no way he’d fall into despair, he’s the Ultimate Hope!’ This kind of mentality, which was kind of ironic considering Ryota was there the entire time saying the same thing and treating Makoto the same way. Like Makoto was superhuman. Like Makoto didn’t feel despair the same way ‘normal people’ did. In a way that was also how Munakata saw Makoto. Makoto stopped being a PERSON to the world when he became Ultimate Hope, he became a concept, a belief system, much the same way Junko ascended beyond herself. But the difference is that treating Makoto that way is the opposite of the reason Makoto became such a representative for hope. He wasn’t doing something no one else could. He was doing something everyone had the chance to, he just… was a little more optimistic, a little more stubborn, a little more ‘gung-ho’ about things. He just took the lead where no one else did, where no one else knew they even COULD in the face of Junko’s unstoppable force. She had overcome the biggest threats and obstacles in the world, what could one person do? And the answer Makoto found was, anything. Everything. It doesn’t all rest on Makoto, he’s just the one that was inspired to try to do what seemed like the impossible. But as evidenced by the change in his friends after that trial, it’s clearly not something only Makoto is capable of. The others pulled out of despair thanks to Makoto, but it was their choice to do so.

“But… this world is so huge, and we’re so small. What can we do…? No, we can probably do anything. Yeah! We can do anything!”

#makoto naegi #Danganronpa character analysis #Danganronpa #danganronpa thh #danganronpa future arc #I fucking love Makoto Naegi man. #I think there’s a fine line of nuance to Makoto that’s easy to miss bc he doesn’t really make it known #he’s not a pushover and he’s not overpowered. he’s a people pleaser but he will say what needs to be said #he’s an immovable object and the exact opposite of Junko but he’s also just a normal guy who’s optimistic and (un)lucky #he isn’t invincible but he has immense power to his words the same way Junko did #if anything his superpower is being kind above all else. he’s compassionate to some of the worst people in the world. #he was even conpassionatr to an extent to Junko. he didnt want her to kill herself despite everything she’s done #and he still acknowledges that for years she was a classmate and friend. #I do think the more he learned abt what she did the more he’s come to actually hate her though #post the first game he always refers to her without a suffix to her name which is one of the most subtle rude things you can do #it means you have zero respect for the person you’re referring to #and he speaks about her with some venom he doesn’t use for anyone else in the future arc #he’s not incapable of feeling negative emotions #I really liked the future arc scene bc it showed that Makoto DID experience enough despair to have overcome him if he didn’t refuse #and that it still affects him deeply. people treat him like he’s either this perfect ideal Chad or this baby chick who’s so delicate #and no one really focuses on how makoto shoulders so much and yet is still vulnerable. #honestly that guy was DUE for a mental breakdown even without the tape. it would have happened eventually #I actually wrote one based on him finally hitting a breaking point after giving so much of himself away and keeping nothing for himself #that his issues that he shoves down constantly finally can’t be held down anymore. Hajime helps him bc he knows how that feels #it was a LONG time ago that I wrote that but honestly if I can remember where i was going w it I might finish it #it was initially an rp but I could make it a fic #anyway. the point is Makoto is SO much more complex than people give him credit for #the most fundamental thing about him is that he’s normal and that’s ok! that’s what helps him rise!

[laesas]

Pathetic!Kimhan truthers rise up 💕

#baby-dom chay you are my confidante my best friend my silly rabbit. #for legal reasons this is a lightheated jokey post :') #but it is also what I do every time 💀 #I dont know if its because it orders them Chay/Kim on ao3 so when the dom/sub tag is there im like OH MY GOD YES FINALLY LETS FUCKING GO #rare dom-sub variations my beloved #alas.................. people look at kim and think ''hot.'' instead of ''sopping wet pathetic little meow meow'' #the power that d/s chay/kim has. #Kimhan 'needs to be in complete control' Theerapanyakul #utterly picked apart by Porchay 'broke down all of Kims careful defenses by accident' Kittisawadt #it just makes sense!!!!! #credit to tumblr user kinnbig for the meme #negative credit for being too much of a puthy to post it tho 🙏 #that said my wife does have significantly more followers than me to be angy in the inbox and she does not want that smoke💀 #I however needed this on my blog more than my peace and sanity #anyway sub!kim is my hill to die on #youre telling me you dont look at Kimhan Theerapanyakul and want him held down by the throat?? #you think he doesnt deserve to be pinned to a wall??? #thats like enrichment for him??? he loves it #its perfect. Kim finally doesnt have to be in control and Chay finally gets to!! its just such a neat exploration of trust!! #something something eroticising vulnerability after years of being forced to be stoic and invulnerable and emotionally cut off 💕 #the fandom can barely handle sub!Kim so let me stay completely silent on my sub!Vegas thesis....... but like...... 👀 #anyway!! babygirlify that man #put that man on his knees agenda 💕

[atopvisenyashill]

not an f&b aegon ii fan, not a hotd aegon ii fan, but a secret third thing (a fan of the aegon ii that only exists in my mind)

#extreme mommy issues his father figure is his grandfather & a dude who literally cannot stop committing hate crimes deeply upset that he #could have been his older sister’s male wife but his mom said no and now he has to be king #wants to be a good husband to helaena but resents how gentle she is and dependent on his protection wears his hair short bc he resents his #father’s obsession with valyria when westeros is here now and needs him to do more than just acclaim rhaenyra decades ago and aegon #his true love is his dragon and he was never going to live long after sunfyre. the son that actually DID come with fire and blood to save #his mother but it wasn’t enough never enough because he’s the oldest son but he’s also only second born and what is a second born son than #girlson who is functionally useless as anything more than a pawn to his family. #dying miserable and alone without even his mother’s love bc he came for her too late but he CAME FOR HER!!! HE SAVED HER. too bad. #she doesn’t care anymore bc everyone she really loved is dead. dying a pawn and yet the powerful man in westeros. #letting the narrative consume him alive after sunfyre is injured and finds him on dragonstone. he knows he’s doomed when he goes up against #baela. he does it because what else do you do. you’ve gone too far. killed too many. you killed your sister’s children and she killed yours #in return and now you can’t go back. no choice but mutually assured destruction with the only woman who ever saw how dangerous he was and #how desperate for loce he was. once upon a time. he was a baby bouncing in his sister’s lap on the throne. and she was beautiful and tall #and soft and smart and she told him he was beautiful and loved and pointed out every name and held him the way a mother does. #it has to end there. if the narrative eats me and sunfyre alive it has to eat her too. he won’t go down without her. #getting on my soap box #aegon the usurper

[nashvillethotchicken]

I'm think about claudia and louis again. 79 dead 1903 injured

#all that work to leave her abuser and get a better life for her and louis just to get taken out by louis husband again like omg #she shoulda been in the club! she should have been an aka! or an sgrho! she shoulda been upwardly mobile! but instead shes in an urn #on louis mantle with her picture looking down #or a tree in a garden in dubai or in a locket held tight in louis’s fist #like i truly feel for her so much #that baby is trapped!!! she literally cant escape not only from lestat but louis as well! #louis needs something to cling onto and its claudia #its always been claudia even when it was paul or grace or lestat or armand its always been claudia #and she cant leave his heart cus hell die if she does and oh how horrible itd be for the both of them #and she dont even get anything outta it! she love her father so much and all she got outta it was a soft casket #do you think she thinks about how louis killed her. even outside of what she says in ep 5 like louis killed her. he was the prox cause of- #the storyville fires/race riot like do you ever think about that? #do you ever think about how louis ended her life just to restart his own? cus i do. so fuckin often #and its not like she couldnt have done something with herself outside of them! she can! bailey!claudia was light enough where she could pass #for white pretty well and go and live whatever like she wanted but she didnt. cus she loves and misses her father so much and she wanted- #a life with him and her without the specter of lestat over them and louis couldnt let it go for her #see thats louis problem. he cant let anything go #couldnt let paul go. couldnt let lestat go. couldnt let humanity go couldnt let claudia go kept all them damn newspapers looking for a- #glimpse of his heart his baby his angel his claudia #claudia belonged to louis. cus nothing belongs to louis really #not the home he lives in (either rue royale or his childhood home) #he doesnt own his husband who galavants up and down the quarter with a white woman who isnt an 1/8th of him #he dont own his business cus that can be taken away by a lynch mob or a plague or a drink too many #he dont own his family who replaced him with some broke ass nigga the second paul passed #he dont own his brother who lives quietly in a mausoleum louis is so sure he put him in #he dont own his sister who so wants to connect with louis even when its rough and its eating at her like he almost did Benny #the only thing he really really owns is claudia. thats HIS blood. thats HIS daughter #he didnt make her but she is HIS and no lestat or armand or freaky vampire lufe can take that from him #claudia du pointe du lac #louis de pointe du lac

[tojiswhore-aventurinesslut]

My fiance is officially a DOCTOR 💃🏻

#im def calling him dr in bed #hearing his name “Dr. [redacted] [redacted]” when he crossed the stage omg 🤧🤧 #and hes doing his residency in interventional radiology at one of the best schools in the country! #so so so incredibly proud of him #i wanna give this man a baby fr 😫😫😫 #i almost slapped the fuck out his mama at dinner tho bc she was being dumb #but i held my tongue and talked to him after about what happened and i think i made him feel better #we fucked before his graduation ceremony and now im gonna fuck him even nastier 💖 #posts

[katsukikitten]

Sleepy!

#bouts of insomnia with no ryhme or reason #but at least i got to dream of memal for twi nights in a row #I thought maybe she was done visiting which is okay maybe its hard #sometimes its hard to see her in dreams although these have been ones where shes fully mobile like when i was real real little #except im always my age no matter how young or old she looks #but had the baby dream back to back too it was real hard last night I dont even remember what the baby looked like she was a girl I know tha #t and memal held her which is all I ever wanted if i had kids I worried i wouldn't have them before she met them and she died just after i #got our of highschool she held my sisters kid irl so thats good she snd my children can be happy in my dreams

[rosykims]

honestly im so glad bioware nerfed the cousland origin by not making them as socially & politically powerful as they technically ought to be. bc i think if i had to confront the whole cousland/mac tir situation in canon as opposed to just my own unsalvageable deep fried thoughts i think i would contract some sort of brain eating bacterial infection and die :/

#tay plays dao #oc: elspeth #of COURSE elspeth Knows these people! ofc she knows eamon !and teagan ! she and cailan were friends and maric held her as a baby !!!!!!! #and of COURSE. of COURSE she knows the mac tirs. the only other teyrnir family. inherent allies AND rivals to the kings favor. ok. okokokok #but thinking abt the post occupation solidarity between all of ferelden. bryce and loghain letting their daughters be friends #elspeth and anora being the BEST of friends growing up. each one spending months at highever or gwaren respectively #god. thinking about loghain as a godfather figure to elspeth makes me insane. thinking of anora being a sister to elspeth makes me insaner #the girls later growing up and recognising that the kingdom was beginning to set the two of them up against one another as they + cailan #came of age. realizing one of them would likely be chosen as queen and the other would Not. #and its not so much the jealous/competitiveness that drove them apart but the fear that the other one thought less of them for it #idk. idk idk idk. #i just love making things complicated. i love the idea that when alistair kills loghain its like... 1) elspeth is horrified bc he was at on #point like family to her. #and then 2) grateful ! bc what sort of family would do all of this to her !!!!!!!!! #and then his death also being the final nail in the coffin for anora and elspeth's friendship. H. HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #I CANT. I CANT EVEN THINK OF THIS IM GOING TO GO SOAK MY HEAD OR WHATEVER COUSLAND SAYS TO DAIRREN IDEK.

[slashingdisneypasta]

Ok ok ok, I THINK I've finetuned why Poppy gets taken in the Dragon AU (outside of the childhood friends concept in my reblog).

Ok so. Poppy does want to make peace. Not just with other kingdoms and nations, but especially these creatures that are renowned for wreaking havoc across the land. Everyone who she talks to about them, including Ben, talk about them like they're dumb, evil things. So maybe that's part of the problem? If she treated them like fellow intelligent beings, she could at least get them to listen? That's what she hopes, at least.

While she's trying to figure out exactly how to accomplish this though, that's when the Dragon Patrol targeted her home. Of course it was terrifying, but she managed to get the opportunity to actually speak to them (with the aide of the guards) despite her husband's protests. She tried to reason with them and figure out what they wanted while ignoring Greasy's leering gaze with her kingdom. She offers to give them their most valued treasure (I'm not sure what) if they promise to leave her people be. To her, it'd be a small price to pay for everyone's safety. Though her family doesn't quite agree. Why should they bargain with these cretins and not just try to get rid of them for good?

Greasy is making suggestions in Spanish to Smartass, so Poppy can't understand what they're talking about- though she's more concerned about how twitchy Psycho is getting and how Wheezy looks ready to set something on fire. At first Smartass was going to scoff at her deal, though realizing how divided the royal family is about this, why not kill two birds with one stone; torment some humans by taking one of their own, and gaining this treasure if the others are willing to trade it for the princess' life. If not, well they can easily come back for it themselves after getting rid of her.

So that's what happened (so far. This may change in the future). Poppy tried to be peaceful and diplomatic, only to give these bastards an idea. And now she's stuck with them, knowing her life depends on whether or not Ben is willing to give up the kingdoms treasure for her. And every day that goes by, the more desperate she gets to escape and stay on the dragons good side. What do you think?

Oh Poppy my girl!! Oh that's so upsetting for her!! She was just trying to be g o o d.

Smartass I swear-

Well, she'll probably be happier with them then with Ben at least.

#also... um... what if while poppy is being held hostage she finds out they have a baby dragon there #lottie #how would poppy react to a baby? !^^

[autoneurotic]

oh my godddd did another art class today at work (tracing witch head silhouettes onto canvas and painting it all), and the cutest lil girl came in w her mom. she was like, 6, and was not shy at ALL, like, i’d ask, do you want me to do this for you, or do you want to do it yourself? and she’d say, you can watch what i’m going to do! or when i stood up to give her room!!! she patted the chair and looked up at me and very seriously said, you can sit down. sit! or my other favorite, i said isnt painting nice? it’s relaxing! and she said NO! and mom said it’s not relaxing? and she said yeah….i don’t know. it’s a lot, i mean there’s six colors in there.

#wait she also said you know what. i think i like you. and i said thanks!! #i drew a bunch of flowers and bumble bees for her to color in and absbdbdjjeks kids are so cute what the fuck #perhaps i wouldn’t be a bad parent. but i don’t want children so i think that alone. would make me not great at it #BUT i’m not as bad with kids as i assumed. i just literally have never had exposure to babies toddlers or very young kids #i’ve never held a baby before.

[b-rainlet]

17 year old Aegon after Helaena told him his drunk ass managed to get her pregnant with twins while they're both still in High School: You know, I always wanted a milf-

#Within a modern au of course #Viserys is like: Young love <3 while Aemond is getting the shotgun #Alicent hit Aegon and then refused to speak to him for three days straight #She would've held out longer but she needed to tell him how they'll proceed now (the solution is marriage) #(also Helaena is instructed to lock her door from now on. Like that's gonna help the situation) #Anyway clueless baby daddy Aegon my beloved <3 #Also idc what the show says he's a good dad to me the show is way too hellbound in vilifiying him #helaena x aegon ii

[seithr]

Randomly remembered the half-reason i call my oc-verse by the name it has while laying in bed. One-half of the reason i still knew, but I had forgotten what had truly, really cemented it jointly until now

(it was a song from my favourite band I haven't listened to in a while.)

(the song fit so well at the time, still does, that i needed to hold onto it for the main protagonists forever, by partially naming their story in reference.)

Does this explanation make any sense? Does anyone know why I'm tearing up remembering this. Aahh

#(I'm emotional because I've been feeling bad about it all lately. enjoying things I make I mean—art or ocs or frivilous things.) #(So remembering that song and when it came out. That I couldn't see them in person. But i held onto it my own way. As something I loved) #(Something I still do love a lot... Parts of me saying no—you don't hate it. No. I'll help you remember more. I'm a little misty about it.) #The song is just The Killers - Run For Cover. I couldn't see them in person all those years ago—family went without me. #All my new oc rework with Zin and Hunter and Caia were like a year old or so. #It's a little silly. But the character Zin's derived from was a lightning mage so I stuck to it—I like monhun's zinogre for what its worth #So there's recurring theme and imagery. Thunder's not lightning but the sound and the feeling after the flash the flame and strike. #There's that meaningful thought—the story is the aftermath of a big tragedy. It matches what I like in monsters and other chars. #And at that time—my favourite band I missed out on puts out a really good song I download everywhere and it goes like: #He motioned me to the sky/ I heard heaven and thunder cry/ Run for cover/ Run while you can baby don't look back/ You gotta run for cover #And it goes on of course. The rest of the song's still really good. There's more that fits but point is; More evocative imagery. #So there. Why my bundle of OCs—Zinadia Hunter and Caia's story—is called Thunder 20XX. minus the 20XX. That's tongue-in-cheek #About some day I'll manage to make something tangeable or broadly shareable with them. I guarentee this century! #Thunder... oh my darling Thunder. Eight years man. More than that if I really want to count pre-rework INTO the complete original work. but #I like that it's definably 8. I like that I remembered I've always loved them a lot. Always been my thing to lean on even by name... #I need to get to sleep. Ive gotten a little more emotional over one song than I'd rather regularly be. Give it a listen maybe? Goodnight #Armour clanking #I need an oc tag #What have you gathered to report to your progenitors?🎶Are your excuses any better than your senator's🎶He held a conference #and his wife was standing by his side🎶He did her dirty but no-one died🎶 #I saw Sonny Liston on the street last-night black-fisted and strong singing🎶Redemption song🎶 #He motioned me to the sky🎶I heard heaven and thunder cry🎶RUN FOR COVER #What are you waiting for—a kiss or an apology?🎶You think by now you'd have an A in toxicology🎶 #It's hard to pack the car when all you do is shame us🎶Even harder when the dirtbag's famous🎶 #I saw my mother on the street last night all pretty and strong singin🎶The road is long🎶 #I said 'Mama I know you tried!'🎶But she fell on her knees and cried🎶RUN FOR COVER #Just run for cover - you've got nothin left to lose...

[insipid-drivel]

Coming this weekend...

Tama! She's a very young pomsky (Pomeranian/Husky) puppy and the last of her litter waiting to find her forever home. I applied and got accepted! I meet her foster mom this weekend to take her home after passing a background check, house check, vet check, and reference check. Her foster mom was a stickler about the quality of the home she went to, Tama secretly being her favorite of the entire litter.

I was really surprised to find Tama was the last of her litter to be adopted out. So was her foster mom, who explained to me that Tama is a very rare and very special mix of genetics. Her coat is lavender, which is common in some cat breeds, but only present in Pomeranians and Pom mixes when you're talking about dogs, and her eyes are deep green, which is essentially a product of pure luck and chance, since green is also the rarest eye color for dogs. "Tama" seemed like a fitting name for her, being Japanese for "jewel". She may be a puppy, but there's something very special about her to me.

I'm so thrilled to be able to take her home with me. I grew up with Pomeranians, and love Huskies, but couldn't adopt a regular one due to their high energy lifestyles and size; Tama is the perfect meeting in the middle of being small enough for me to keep up with, while also being big enough that I won't have to worry about her outside with the large eagles and owls we have out here that prey on small breeds. She's sweet, intelligent, quiet, and inquisitive, and is the first pet I've felt a special bond with since I lost my furbaby, Sean, a couple of years ago before he could turn 11. I'm hoping to bring her up with the manners and socialization to qualify her as an ESA if her temperament fits the role. It's been very hard for me to leave the house without a little companion with me, and I'm hoping Tama and I will soon be going on adventures and making new friends together :)

#pomsky #puppy #pet adoption #furbaby #esa #my therapist is gonna be thrilled #she's been encouraging me to try to heal from losing my furbaby sean #but i haven't been able to just by talking and working in therapy #so she's gently suggested i look for the right fit for me in a puppy so i can reestablish a sort of parent bond #which is what i had with sean #i'm childfree so i gotta put those hormones to use somewhere #i love my cat very much but she's very hands-off affectionate #she shows her love by being nearby and spending her time close to me #but she doesn't like being held and cuddled and she doesn't sleep with me #she's more of a bro really #tama is like... omg baby #i'd bottle feed her myself if she weren't already weaned i love her so much already #her little feets are so soft and silky #long post

[fundielicious-simblr]

(Kyleigh's POV)

We had a great time at Parker and Lana's wedding, we love being able to welcome new members into the family and Lana was no different. She's made such an effort to get to know Barrett and I, as well as making sure to get to know our kids as their future auntie. Lana was also gracious enough to have the girls in her bridal party, she had Chloe as a junior bridesmaid whilst Rose, Violet, and Daisy were flowergirls. The older they get the more kids are included in different family weddings, though now there's only 3 potential immediate family weddings left for the kids to maybe have a part in. The girls love weddings, whenever they hear of a wedding we'll be going to, that's all they can think about and talk about, they'll even put on mini weddings with their toys. I think it's great that the girls are aspiring to marriage, I think it's healthy for little girls to have good ideas about marriage, since the world seems to put out negative messages about it.

We made great time heading back from Oasis Springs, the day after we got back I went into labour and little Jackson joined the family! Little Jackson brings the count to 6 girls and 5 boys, the boys are ecstatic to have another brother, AJ and Benji have been competing with who will get to hold him and feed him a bottle when it's feeding time.

Chloe has taken an interest in my garden, I've planted some herbs and veggies so that we've got easy access to healthy food and little cost. Feeding 10+ people means being smart with how we source our food, a lot of fruits and veggies we get are actually from the big house. Barrett's great aunt actually started the garden at the big house years ago, with his aunt Danielle taking over afterwards, and now Macie maintaining the garden. The garden has been growing and producing to maintain the upkeep of a large family, so Macie drops off some stuff that's in season or when I'm taking the kids over for their music lessons I'll leave with a healthy basket of goods.

With Chloe taking an interest in gardening, I'm going to use this to my advantage and incorporate this into the kids science lessons. Right now we have loads of flowers and a few good apple trees, so I'll work on more fruits and vegetable seeds to plant in the garden.

#fundie sims #fundiesims #quiverfull sims #quiver full sims #collins family #modest sims #sims 4 legacy #collins legacy #homeschool sims #sims 4 fundie #gen 3 #Barrett and Kyleigh #gen 4 #post #she really held that baby in didnt she #thankfully i didnt get any more health alerts for her #this is the 3rd boy in a row for them #i wonder what the next kid will be #kyleighs lucky she had all them girls first #i really had to remind y'all how conservative kyleigh is with that marriage comment #Chloe really does like gardening #in game she will autonomously go outside and just start puttering around in the garden

[triforce-of-mischief]

sometimes i just get really depressed about the fact that i'm 20 years old and i've never held a baby

#not in a 'ooo i wanna practice my maternal instincts' way #ew. no #tho i kinda do have them but theyre reserved for cats and stuffed animals #and literally any inanimate object thats remotely able to be held like a baby #idk i just wanna hold a baby. thats it #idk what i would do with them #my friend said 'theyre soft' and i almost bawled so thats how thats going #i actually almost held my cousin once but she started crying before she reached my arms #shes like 4 now #i never held my siblings other than having them on my lap with a billion pillows #i was too young to remember that anyway #fable gets personal