#weird typing that on laptop

[justabunchofdragons]

🍒🍊🦋🛋☔️ for the ask game! you dont have to answer em all

i will answer as many as i can eheh >:)

🍒 - funny story that happened in headspace?

oooh boy i hvae a good one. ok so one time i can't remember exactly what was going on but we'd either had a bunch of splits or a bunch of people were just close to front and like 2 or 3 persecutors were active too so there was like a full blown fight that broke out in headspace but i was. asleep. i went to sleep and tensions were high but i was like fuck this im leaving and sorta hoped if the body was u know. sleeping nothing would happen but i woke up and front was trashed like the sofas were ripped & there was like a 1.5m wide hole in the bottom of our living room leading to the void and i fell in. uh and then phoenix had to fly in and get me.

the rest under the cut because kgjkfhk.oops that got long

🍊 - tiktok audio/vine that reminds you of a headmate?

NO idea. ive been compulsively scrolling ig for the last couple of weeks but shit goes in and out of my mind so quick. i feel like i should know more vines but coming up blank sorry lads

🦋 - any ‘-heavy’s? (introject heavy, little heavy, protector heavy, etc.)

we split introject fragments SO often. like every new media is +1 at LEAST. uh i guess our next -heavy is protector..? theres like 12 of them.

🛋 - what does headspace look like?

big :] and this is the middle layer only, there's a top layer (dormancy void) and a bottom layer thats just white void that only ppl in my subsys can access uhm cuz we're special ^_^ to the right of this one if you step into it you can see the rest of headspace for a couple of steps but if you blink after a certain point you are so so lost. its like those infinity rooms in minecraft. tommy got lost for a week in there once and i was worried sick thinking he went dormant again but he came back like do NOT go there. duly noted. the blue stuff is ocean btw

☔️ - favorite thing about being plural?

havent actually had one of these in a While but group parties ngl. those are amazing. and generally just when anyone is cofront its like free friends .great for pulling u out of spirals too 👍

#ty for this :D #<3 #cc.txt #little people in my phone #weird typing that on laptop #serif!!

[incesthemes]

TW CSA

So I know it’s not implied anywhere but I like to project. Sams demon blood arch and being “dirty” since he was kid resonates a lot with me as someone who has csa. Like you are no longer holy no fault your own and your biggest fear is becoming like them.

the narrative of the show and the general ambiguity of the characters and their backgrounds often lend themselves to alternative readings just like this. the symbolic usage of blood especially allows for interpretations of queerness, rape and sexual assault, incest—things that are generally seen as impurities that make a person dirty and tainted. the thing is inside you and it's part of you and you can never get rid of it. it's not you, not inherently, but it's with you, an inextricable brand on your soul that you'll carry with you forever. blood is equally immutable, inside of you, tied to your essence yet just a part of your complete self. blood represents bonds and relationships. blood kin, blood oaths and sibling pacts, the heart is the source of love and emotion. if the blood is corrupted then so is the self. you've become impure and dirty and you can never remove the dirty thing because it's infected every part of you. it isn't you, but it's in every part of you and when you bleed everyone will know.

it's a strikingly poignant symbol that allows for such varied yet overlapping interpretations, especially in all the ways it's utilized in the show. sam is made impure as a baby; he's not born with it, it's not him, but it's forced onto him and he has to carry that with him forever even though he never consented to that burden. the desire to repent and be good and scrub himself clean is just as resonant: the vain hope to undo what's been done to you and return to a state of innocence even though you can't change the past and you can't retroactively stop what happened. in the end all you can do is become strong enough to carry that weight.

combined with the recurring theme of cyclical trauma and abuse it creates a compelling narrative that strongly resembles CSA. sam may not have been literally sexually assaulted as a child, but the themes and liminality of the narrative generates an anxiety that lets those connections be drawn. the emotions are the same. and that's what stories do: they let us see ourselves through abstracted and symbolic narratives. they let us connect with others through our shared emotional experiences. it's what it's all about.

#ask #supernatural #anon you sent this literally as i was boarding my plane to Arizona #sorry it took me so long to respond #thank you for the ask i've been thinking about it all the while i was on vacation #and sorry for any typos or weird phrasing i truly hate typing on my phone but i won't get my laptop back for like 2 weeks 💔

[upthewitchypunx]

Rabbit Rabbit

#rabbit rabbit on the first of the month for luck #i'm a bit late this month #but this is still the first post on this blog for the month #no do I get a weird reacts from you? #preferably bunnies #but i'm on a laptop and can't type emoji

[aycief]

Heya ! Im curious about your OC Azor! He seems cool :0 First, is his ace a bug type eeveelution ? Do you have a design ? And second, i wonder why no sewaddle when it seams like the perfect match for a bug type specialist and tailor ?

oh my god i'm KICKING myself bc it somehow never occurred to me to give him a sewaddle/leavanny OTL he wasnt always a tailor so i didnt consider it when i was originally building his teams but im kicking myself for not including it in that sewing room piece.. i was thinking less about his actual teams when drawing that (bc half of his 'main' team is fakemon) and more just thinking about getting bug rep from as many gens as possible (sorry to iv and vii for not making it 💔 tho kricketot made it in as a desk sticker at least) but leavanny was the mvp of my original white team so it's Very dear to me and youre right that it's Perfect for him !!

but to go back to the first question !!! yes his ace is a bug-type eevee ! i realised wayyy late that the piece maybe made it look like it'd be a spider-vee since it's an arachnid-heavy drawing but it's a moth called papilleon !! ^__^ it's one of the first fakemon i designed for our fan region. my beloved bug baby

[ID: three digital drawings of a bug-type eeveelution fakemon. its main body is an off-white yellowish colour and it has mossy-green ears, long-tailed spotted wings, and fluff around its neck and abdomen. it has six legs, two compound eyes and two simple eyes, and the ends of its legs are exoskeleton rather than paws. it lacks an actual tail. the second image is pixel art. /END ID]

i had some drawings of it with an older azor design somewhere but can't find it at the moment :")

EDIT: found one !

[ID: a digital drawing of Azor holding Papilleon. in this design, Azor wears red-framed square glasses and his hair is slightly longer and fluffy at the bottom. /END ID]

#the region is also just south of unova so AUGH how did i not think of leavanny !! #anyway i havent talked much about enjay here (being this blog Or my main) but i love all the characters and fakemon soooo much. my friends. #sorry this took me so long to answer ive been away from my laptop the last week and i wanted to add images of my weird bug !! #im open to more questions about the region but no prommies i'll be able to answer bc i share it with four other people !! #i WILL say that azor has a fighting-type twin who has a fighting-type vee :> #greenbloodedskink

[coconi]

important psa: instagram artist mochii.lisa just added some Revali and revalink prints to her store 👀

#hi my laptop is still at the repair shop so i'm stuck with tumblr and discord mobile #so if i'm slower at replying than usual that's why ✌️ i suck at typing on a touch screen and will go to great lengths to avoid it #anyway woooo pretty revalink prints!!! #link's being weird but you can check her insta if it doesn't work

[deepseaspriteblog]

Thank You!!

Hi guys, I got that new laptop I was talking about. Could't have done it without your support :] I still got a couple of months of payment to do but it's already MOSTLY paid off so I'm pretty happy.

I'm really dependant on muscle memory so I have a lot to get used to, especially since the keyboard layout is slightly different this time. I'm assuming spriting is gonna take some time to get re-used to too.

BUT! Remeber when I got my switch and I decided to do a round of freesprites and everyone had a good time? Let's do it again! I'll be back here tomorrow night, same time, to get your refs. Same rules as last time, but I'll make a new post for it.

Thanks again for commissioning me and buying adopts!

#not sprites #<33 #typing is so weird now #and I have to reconfigure all my settings too ugh #still #it's nice to have a laptop that can open images again

[mantisgodsdomain]

Occasionally we debate on illustrating random bits from our Discord PMs that we find really funny but then we remember that we're, like, the physical embodiment of the "ace that makes sex jokes" stereotype and phrases like "iterator dick discourse" would both be remarkably difficult to illustrate and probably require us drawing something at least somewhat NSFW (we do not particularly care to learn how to draw this)

#we speak #realistically it would just require more specific tinkering w what we choose to include but we still think the dickscourse is funny #it's the image of a bunch of ancient monks gathering around to very seriously debate decisions with the upcoming iterator project #and then the whiteboard is just like. “ITERATORS: dick or no?” #(vital context: we got hung up on the semantics of people giving their iterators actual genitals in smut) #(as the existence of that on the puppet implies that someone had to design and manufacture and ship that shit for the finished iterator) #(and the general aura of the ancients instantly catapults this to fucking hilarious because it implies job titles like “dick director”) #(and work emails about iterator pipe written in the exact same cadence as all of the ancient correspondence we see in-game) #we dont think a lot of people designing iterators really Get the sheer amount of semantics and construction and effort and PEOPLE #that go into a project of the iterator's scale #especially when hundreds of them have been constructed! theres gonna be a whole ass trail of design changes and iterations! #youre gonna have hundreds of years of iterators being designed and technology coming into fashion and out of fashion #and things being integrated and things becoming obsolete and things being more or less practical as time goes on! #you cant really say that All Iterators have a trait because the sheer scale and timeframe theyre built on means thats near impossible #our windows 95 writing computer has different construction and deeply different design to a laptop from 2023 #despite them technically being the same type of technology #you expect tech developed hundreds of years apart to be The Same? absolutely not. theres gonna be eight trillion weird design quirks #accumulated both in the construction process and in the continued design refinement and improvement stage #...which is to say that you can and should write what u want but if youre gonna include pleasure inducing wires then we want like #a 40k word essay on how this got into the design how it wound up in future designs what function the wires perform that makes them Like Tha #and so on and so forth #we admire the confidence and ingenuity of the people who want to fuck the robots but we cannot get into their fantasies with good conscienc #we live in the same house as an engineer who manages largescale construction and we also know too much about designing technology #...we should segment these tags into a separate post or something. we've gone WAY off-topic.

[bonetrousledbones]

ok i still am running so so low on time and energy for The Big Lore but it is my birthday tomorrow and i think yo u should all ask me cool questions about atbb maybe

#trousled rambles #staying home for the weekend so i only have my weird ass laptop setup to do anything with. i hate typing on it i am realizing now #i was gonna try finishing up the infodump today but i spent most of it talking to my parents instead 😒 outrageous i know #busybusybusy weekend for meeeee but hopefully i will have brain power soon!!! #but i love love love talking about atbb if u cant tell lmao soo !! i willl like to answer things! if you will like to ask about things!!! #these have been the blorbos of my brain for Five Years let them OUUTTTTTT

[tentacletournament]

i found this in my recommendeds. how is the rot still in?? i thought i was the only person who played rain world??? ROT SWEEP

actually i think the blog turned into a rw fan summoning ground so yeah everyones here feel free

#i imagine everyone on the blog just like #sitting in the tentacle tournament internet cafe #and everyones just on their laptops #and theyre all sitting grouped up w people who vote their faves #and everyone who lost either just hangs around and watches or leaves #and then theres the loud fans every time a poll releases #and then there are the fans that just rb and leave #and its all like imagination really weird not like realistically #everyones just some blob that exists typing on the laptop #idk why im talking about this i got distracted #not a poll #mars talks #mars is definitely talking in these tags omg

[wabblebees]

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#have been attempting to make a self-tape for this audition for DAYS #after a whole helluva lotta bullshit having to do with hunting down a time+space+camera to film with i Finally managed to get some takes #then some weird bullshit with the camera's sd card happened where i wasnt able to pull the files off onto my laptop #FINALLY able to copy the files to my laptop. FINALLY able to access playback (the video camera i borrowed wouldnt let me access its gallery #FINALLY watching them... they all kinda suck so far but thats Fine at least i Have Them yk #get to take 7 and its actually not nearly as terrible as the previous 6!! feelin pretty good abt this one!! dont get hopes too high ofc but #i mean hey this ones acceptable if the last few arent any good either & just in case i cant go thru with my plans for tmrw to do a reshoot #so yk i start to rename the file so i can tell which clip it is! #Whole Laptop Crashes #WAHOO #typed this up to avoid freakin out while carefully rebooting her. bbg dont do this to me #luckily i already saved multiple contingency copies just in case (bc ive already had so many issues i was feelin Extra Cautious) #so i at least dont have to worry about dealing with the sd card bullshit Again. ugh #EDITING TO SAY: SHE LIVES!! laptop is fine after powering back up & files are unscathed!! was able to retitle & keep on truckin no problem #god i hate dealing with video as a medium #*this* is why im a stage performer not a screen actor lmao #fuck this shit. juust gimme a floor and an audience and ill make it worrk #cameras are fickle creatures on-par with printer machines #im rly excitednervous abt this audition tho; only submitted my resume+headshot on a whim & didnt rly think anything would come of it #but they contacted me and asked for a tape!! so im like !!!!! okayy sure id love to send that !!! i just have to face The Horrors first #if i dont get it then thats not the end of the world or anyth; but itd be SO FUCKING COOL if my v first submission landed me my first gig!! #so uhh. pls put out a good thought to the universe for my self-tape landing me the chance to perform in this queer play festival !! #bee speaks #🤞🤞🤞

[lavenoon]

THIS RIGHT HERE.

THIS. IS MY FAVORITE. DOODLE YOUVE DONE.

SLAY, MY MAN.

[ID: cropped screenshot of the most recent menace4menace comic, featuring Eclipse looking down at Aster in profile. His expression is reduced to huge dark googly eyes as he says "A what now." /END ID]

HI YES SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG I KEPT FORGETTING TO BOOT UP MY LAPTOP BUT ALSO YES THANK YOU GFHDJSK I LOVE HIS GOOFY EXPRESSIONS SO MUCH HEHEHE

#answer let luce #bittyfromquotev #menace4menace #i have the weird brain rule of answering asks only on laptop (mostly bc i hate typing on mobile) #and wifi was pretty shitty so i kept. not even opening the laptop oops #theres also a good bunch more coming in a bit hehehe #he keeps having a Time(tm)

[irl]

its actlly bn a while since sme1 offrd me a cmptr, i feel lik im due 4 th chance 2 ask 4 toontwn soon LMAOOOO

#txt #th last time sme1 offrd me a cmptr was lik????? idk i thnk n january #its happnd so oftn i feel lik its a running joke #ive gottn 2 th point wher i jus gotta turn thm dwn #im tird of havng old weird cmptrs evn if they DO hve their charm #i had 2 get rid of this 1 cmptr tht was lik supr cute n it was a xmptr built n2 a monitr?????? #n it ran on linux lmaoooo #n i hve this lil baby laptop smewher #lik th size of a notebook #n its red <333 #can rly only use her 2 read tho lmaooo #barely evn wrks 4 typing her processors jus cnt tke modrn bloatd software #tried 2 mke a googledoc on her n it was HELL #my currnt cmptr is also a handmedwn #n it wrks th best outta ny of th 1s ive gottn so far lmaoooo #cant play toontown tho :(((((((

[daincrediblegg]

Hey can writing stuff on my laptop stop being so difficult and weird?

#I think I need to hand write my entire novel first before I put it to gdocs folks #like it’s so weird every time I try and type stuff out I feel stupid and lame but every time I hand-write a chapter summary or a little #blurb it’s fucking poetry #someone please fucking explain why this is the case??? please??? I’m fuckin DYING here #remind me to talk about this to my therapist also on sunday bc it is fucking BIZARRE #although it’s also weird bc when it’s like late at night (this was the case with the first bit of the western au) it came out like nothin #like y’all is my laptop cursed??? is that the problem???

[desiresign]

shirt worn in a dream

#idk what it means... #also in one of the dreams it was something really odd and bizarre about yuuka??? bascialyl there was like..3 of her?? #like her pc98 version. 9 version. and for some reason elly -> yuuka ?? #i have no idea what was going on. also this took place at my elementary school ? #where i had my laptop on a bench? and i wen tinside to get lunch because hongry... um #the shirt dream i dont remember the details. i know in my heart it was really weird tho #also there was a 'mascot horror' type game in my dreams. but it was also night in the woods for some reason. there was a pizza box dragon #i dont know lol #dreams

[zarafey]

There are people in Germany like freaking out bc ao3 got blocked on Google and they are all like "omg ao3 got blocked I can't go on there anymore. oh I'm so lucky I still have ao3 tabs open etcetc" and like... Yes it's bullshit, get Firefox and duck duck go or any other search engine that doesn't mine your data as well etcetc...

But also like... The last time I went to ao3 through the Google search engine was like... The first time I ever went there I guess???

#Like... Do ppl go to ao3 through a search engine and not just directly to the website with the link?? #People are acting like ao3 is completely inaccessible in Germany when it's not?? #You can easily access it?? Just not through the Google search engine #Like... And even if google is somehow your only option because you are unable to write out 'archiveofourown.org' #You can go to the Wikipedia page and then click the likt to ao3 there??? #Like... What is going on why is everyone panicking that they can't go on ao3 anymore instead of being angry at the German government?? #And the weird way the child protection laws are being executed?? #Like... I have a bookmark on my laptop for ao3/most browsers remember the pages you go to so I just need to type arc and it's there #And even if you only go on ao3 in incognito mode or delete the history and stuff #The link is not that hard to remember??

[nerdie-faerie]

Terrible news I'm stupid and hungry but unfortunately I told myself I'd have to wait to cook dinner until after I finished my report. So neither of these issues will be resolved any time soon 😐

#Uni shenanigans #Biomed #just had a weird moment while typing this where i was confused why my phone wasnt clicking #before i realised i was expecting it to be my laptop from my portfolio write up 🙃 bestie why you so stupid i want dinner at some point #sort your life out #so many problems in my life could be solved if i wasnt stupid and hungry cus unfortunately being hungry makes me stupider #but unfortunately i havent found a healthier motivator yet than deny myself basic needs :/ we really healthy out in here