#we werent real -.- )

[lessthanimpressedlesbian]

I feel so vindicated knowing that we all read those many microexpressions correctly. Laura was really playing an anxious queer woman in love with her best friend so accurately that we couldn't help but pick up on all the little nuances.

#critical role #critical role spoilers #cr spoilers #cr lb #laudna #imogen temult #imodna #laura bailey #its just nice to know we werent reading into it too much #and that what we all saw was real #maybe some of it wasnt intentional but so much was #laura has been acting her heart out and i love her for it #now i just wanna know when imogen realized she was in love with laudna #personally i think it was when laudna almost went down the first time with fhe shade mother #i think she realized then that laudna could die #she definitely knew by the time they left for the heartmoore bc you cant convince me she wasnt pining when she was holding laudnas hand #she had it inna death grip and wanted laudna to go into her dreams #thats so gay shit right there #anyway

[icewindandboringhorror]

I know this is just a silly bad quality random screencap of a screencap that I found on facebook lol, BUT it's a succinct enough image to easily describe the concept in a quick/accessible way hopefully :

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(and of course, feel free to elaborate in tags, etc.! (especially elaborating about other senses as well.. can you "hear" in your mind just as well as you can "see"? taste? etc.) It's an interesting topic to me, as someone who's like a 4.5 at MOST lol. I'm curious what option will be the most common :0c )

#tumblr polls #hrmm... a little poll perhaps.. about a subject I find interesting.. since this image came across my facebook today #still really not feeling that well. no longer shaking violently and such but I still feel weird and weak much more than usual #They did say my markers for like infection or inflammation were elevated but that they werent sure of the cause so hopefully #it's nothing too serious. they did also say a lot of different things can cause that thing to be higher than normal but didn't go into spec #fics of what. maybe some of them are relatively benign or something. I still havent felt much back to normal since #I got really sick that one time though. I feel fine on and off but then little bouts of feeling weird and sick happen. hrmmm #ANYWAY.. looking for small ways to be productive. such as little doodles on evil ipad or editing game videos #or posting polls or cat pictures or some other like not very labor intensive things #I WISH I COULD FOCUS on writing HHRGGhh... I need to finish my game.. it would be so freeing.. a project that's been looming #over my head for like 5 years even though througouht that 5yrs I've probably spent a total of 3 months working on it lo.. ANYWAY #I still partially really cannot beleive that people CAN see stuff in their heads. There's always part of me that's thinking like. well mayb #e everyone DOES see the same exact thing but we just describe/conceptualize it so differently that we think we're talking about #different things when we're really not. But I have been assured by people I've talked to about it that they can GENUINELY really see #stuff in their heads like as vivid as an actual picture in real life or something. And the other senses are neat too. Like for exmaple I #can hear in my head much better than I can see imagery. I still CANNOT hear vividly like as if I were listening to actual music out loud.. #but I think it's developed more than my sight. AND interesting how this varies the creative process. a friend I was talking to on the phone #said they write by literally just watching stuff play before them like a movie. where my process is COMPLETELY different. AND that affects #the content/what details we focus on as well as our individual styles of writing have differences that can be traced back to that.. hrmm

[mitchmotch]

been thinking about them lately...

#umino iruka #hatake kakashi #kakairu #naruto uzumaki #naruto #the meme is from it started with a kiss. this has probably been done before but i will not apologize for my actions HEHJKSDHFKD #i do what i do and you do what you can do about it. suhlay! #shoutout to my buddy hades for giving me the idea. real one #ive been trying to simplify my art style and with the lure of kakairu meme i forced myself to practice #and isnt that just what life is all about #if i post more kakairu art soon its bc my brain broken. if kishimoto werent a coward we coulda had it all

[jaarijani]

Käärijä Antwerp gig recap!!!

I HAVE THOUGHTS of course i do i dont shut the hell up ever you should know this about me by now

i arrived there at around 9 am bc of train delays but there were only 10 people there then and for the longest time it was just the 15 of us so 15 gang ily sm!!! i loved sitting and chatting with all of you you made those 10+ hours go by SO FAST ❤️❤️❤️

the tour bus arrived at around 12ish and we all stood around for a while until they finally came out

häärijä BEELINED to Ed, ignoring us completely, it was so funny

he was so sweet oh my god i love him 💛

while he distracted us Jere sneaked off the bus

as Jere walked back to the bus i saw him wave so i waved back and he came over to say hi!!! right in front of me!!! he was so sweet too 😭💚

you cannot comprehend how beautiful this man is irl oh my god

sidenote: he was SO surprised some of us woke up super early to travel all the way from the Netherlands

people started giving gifts and asking for pics and he said to form a line so we could all have a pic and he called himself santa claus lmao

i have the forbidden knowledge of Jeres height as he's exactly as tall as me 😈

OKAY THE ACTUAL GIG

it was so amazing???

his energy is so good and the audience matched him SO well today

he was CLEARLY feeling so much better today he was so happy and smiley and he seemed genuinely surprised by how crazy we were

we chanted käärijä after almost every song

VOITTAJA CHANT

i blacked out during hirttää kinni???? it was so good and its my fav at he moment and suddenly we were done??? no wait take me back

he talked about huhhahhei and said "when two guys go on a love boat together" paraphrasing but sIR!!!

AND THEN he did a whole bit about bojan again? he sang a little song wondering where he was and that he misses him and JERE PLEASE I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE

i have a video of this btw

Emilia fucking SLAPPED icip again holy shit she matched his energy perfectly

i feel like he didnt want to go again!!! he just stayed and talked about doing what you love and being true to youself WHILE the reggae mix was playing

it was so fun so good i had an amazing time 💚💚💚💚💚 and am low key considering going to finland next year

also shout out to Ed @submariini and his amazing Häärijadar bc we share the same birthday??!!!! october 29 babeyy

#käärijä #jere pöyhönen #antwerpen gig #also shout out to goose for hooking me up with a VERY last minute sleeping spot!!! i owe u my life #i dont know your tumblr tho i apologise #but everyone was genuinely so sweet and nice and the queue was great!!! #we wrote down numbers and emilia herded us like cattle it was great #there were some guys trying to cut the line but we just. werent having it. #no i did not wake up at 4 for you to just cut in line and take a spot #gtfo #also jere gives the best hugs :) #and jesse was SO DONE w/ our bullshit cheering for him hdbdbshd i am not sorry youre doing great sweetie ❤️ #im still hopped up on adrenaline but im going to try to get some sleep #i still cant believe this was real #good night yall it was great ❤️ #mine #mine*

[dhmis-autism]

my most controversial opinion is that the most coupley scene in the tv show other than the fridge scene is when duck starts bitching in the friendship episode and red says “oh boo hoo, here we go, now we’re gonna-”

#LIKE ITS SUCH A. 10 YEARS MARRIED THING TO SAY #its such a like. ive lived with you so long and youre such a pain in the ass thing to say #its the most married divorced thing to say #ALSO the you- you said you werent gonna talk to him like that anymore :((( #like. i think its because it implies that this HAS HAPPENED a million times #like. i like the lines that imply their offscreen discussions or that things similar arent unusual in this dynamic if that makes sense #romantic to me i guess bc it implies history or smth #theyve been stuck in that house together since 2010 for real. we just get to look in the dollhouse sometimes #anyways #my dhmis postings

[thrilling-oneway]

I love how Miiko is the only one who is sort of aware of the timeloop it’s a very Miiko thing to be honest

#mine #d4dj #ALSO I LOVE HOW THEYRE MAKING A JAB AT THE FACT THEY STOPPED THE REAL TIME PROGRESSION AFTER 1ST ANNI #It was such a questionable decision lmao im guessing they just werent sure how long the game would last #but also it’s a very d4dj thing. we jumped the shark almost immediately. the characters are self aware sometimes. it’s great

[trainingdummyrabbit]

hi. goodmorning. iwas going to make a post but why the Fuck is my follower count that high

#you are fuckig lying to me. donot like that. where did that come from. there are Not that many people here. what the f #i swear t god we werent even within 100 of that number literally a few days ago hello. hello. h #piktalk #are you real people blink twice for yes. huh. huh. huh #strange animal in woods suddenly having a spotlight shone on it while it is digging for truffles: .

[master-gatherer]

Oh good, the werewolf scientists are on the case.

#this is that same vampire magazine as yesterday #like... yall....... #i hate to say it and wish it werent so #but werewolves arent real 😢 #they can do whatever b/c we made them up #this specific article is like a werewolf vs vampire thing #but this is like taking 'who would win: superman or vegeta?' way too seriously and getting honest odds from vegas #the person quoted is a paranormal investigator #like..... at least ghosts maybe exist #but werewolves definitely dont #at least go hunt some bigfeets

[cocolacola]

do not even talk to me about any "my fav is doomed by the narrative" shit unless u witnessed the Sylvanas Incident of 2018-2022 because that was my final straw

#infodump in tags #not even the narrative. she was doomed by the narraTORS #Edge of Night is one of the most powerful and beautiful works ever added to the WoW canon. #and then it got retconned for alien lava worms. all because we needed a way to get to the shadowlands. #a truly morally gray character turned into this weird poster figure for some antagonistic force the writers werent sure how to handle yet #i am actively exploring the reality where EoN is still canon and she never became warchief #i miss her bickering with garrosh it was such interesting tension for the horde and also was a very interesting way to characterize her #like how she stuck up for kul tirans and didnt approve of the theramore attack but still did everything she did to gilneas #THAT was some REAL ethically questionable shit that i will actually find interesting. #not whatever the fuck bfa/sl was. #she makes me so sad. #warcraft #sylvanas windrunner

[bitchfitch]

so part of the reason the deal on the kilns was worth breaking a leg for is that there were included in the frankly Absurdly low price. So we're about 50 more we didn't get bc I fell and ~got severely injured~ and we'll be going back for them on Saturday. mostly so I can give the guy "sorry for getting blood on your shed floor and taking two days to get everything" cookies.

The extra extra bonus is that part of the reason this stuff was cheap is the sheer number of mud dauber nests in and on them.

he apologized for it but no, I think they're neat

#anyways I'm real glad my dad moved in nextdoor right before i ficked my leg #He has a ford 150 and the weight of the kilns and all the molds we were able to take in one go nearly bottomed out the suspension #'werent you saving money for a hospital stay?' A kiln is just as good for my health as any hospital #they were Really cheap kilns. because of the wasps.

[l0v3c0r3e]

i need opinions on the barbie movie from the ppl who have seen it as i really want to love and understand this movie more but i can't

#byler #i found the movie extremely hypocritical with the patriarchy and then matriarchy all the barbies were pissed off about the fact that in the #real world men are put on a pedestal when in the barbie world women are put on a pedestal and seen better then the kens like how is that not #hypocritical?? #UNLESS ONE OF THE LAST LINES 'the kens need to start somewhere' WAS ABOUT THE BARBIES REALIZEING GENDER EQUALITY AND IF THEY WAS WHAT THEY #WERE DOING THEN I THINK THEY SHOULDVE SHOWN A KEN OR MULTIPLE ON THE SUPREME COURT IN A TIME SKIP OR SOMETHING?? #i get the some other messages of the movie but some of it was confusing af to me #also are we going to talk about the fact thats some ppl are calling ken dumb when he first just tried to get gender equality?? the barbies #werent listening to him which is why ken went all crazy #although i normally am good about understanding movies/tv shows there is a chance this just went all above my head and that i have compl #completely gotten this all wrong which is what im hoping for to be honest #i see everyone being so like oMg iTs sO gOoD and i really want to be able to see that but i am strugglingg #I MEAN NONETHELESS IT DEFINITELY MADE ME RETHINK MY OPINIONS AND LIFE DECISIONS AND THE DESIGN WAS AMAZING #it was also funny af #barbie spoilers #not byler related

[aesrot]

people think im cool and genuinely enjoy me on their dash, 58 killed 137 injured

#lua talks #man T.T #sad im too awkward to approach anyone ever but i treasure you guys for real and i really wish we werent separated by country borders/ocean

[fossys]

the want to talk about my source versus my absolute horror at the idea of someone knowing my source,,,

#i usually just end up rambling source memories to one of the bodies friends saying they were “daydreams” or “headcanons” #but currently im ignoring her bcs she stressing me tf outso #im just kinda. sitting here i guess #oh god i hate the idea of her ever learning we are a system i dont. ive told her so much of horrible shit ive done in source and things tha #have happened to me in source that i dont want her to know werent just 'haha character angst' but like. real things to me #if anyone replies with “oh you arent ur source though!” ill slap you (lighthearted but do not.) #-anon #sysblr #system #plural #plurality #fictive #fictive vent

[fyodorkitkat]

Fyodor's hands are colder than mine but our hands are the same size btw

#-luedor musings #if he is similar height to dazai than he is at most only 1 inch taller than me canonically (but to me he is the same height 🙏💜) #so while im bigger than him (and broader but lets be real but i need to be to throw him around easier it works perfectly) i think we have #similiar hand size i dont think his hands would be much smaller or bigger than mine 😌 #i know you werent wondering but now you know 💀

[girlcrushau]

#me? about to use tumblr as a diary again? in 2024? unfortunately:/ #but here have a waterfall i saw on a hike last week as payment #i am sO tired and exhausted emotionally after dating #there's this guy that i fr thought was going to last and be around for a long time. we spent like every moment together that we could for 2 #months straight and if we werent physicaly together we were texting or calling or on ft . just every part of our day had the other in it #not once did i ever feel unwanted undesired or uncared for. not once did i feel that i wasnt sure of his intentions. i felt safer with him #in those 2 months than i ever did with any one else i could think to compare to. #until one day he just didnt think it important to communicate any more. after 3 days of nearly nothing .. hardly any talking . i asked if #he was ok if we were ok. what was going on in his head. he said some ive just been with my buddies and family and havent been on my phone #and just. immediately thats heartbreak yanno. thats :// thats what they say when theres a new girl. but there'd never been a reason to think #there was another girl so i was like ok we're gonna trust bc this dude has been So good in every way. so i said imy but i understand. enjoy #your time with your buddies and with your fam -- i cant wait to hear about it (and hold you) #and i havent heard from him in the 3 weeks since. just randomly #so last night #i send the dreaded 'i miss you' text. #i dont expect to hear back and i accept the hurt that will come with that and the confusion that i've felt settles deeper into my heart #until this afternoon i hop on ig and see a hard launch that was posted an hour after my text was sent #that shit kinda hurt different. but also sent me into a bit of a delirious state where all i could do is laugh bc are you for fucking real #did she see my message? i know it. bc i know him and i know that he wouldnt hide anything from the person he's giving his heart #and his softness to. i can almost imagine how he showed her and promised her theres nothing to worry about #and there really isnt anything to worry about because he genuinely is the type to give his all to the relationship he's in #which feels silly to say after what happened w us. like no there wasnt a title ever #it sucks to call it a situationship because a month ago we were laughing in bed together about how we could never bc we were all in. #just the timing of the hard launch makes me giggle. did my text push them to have a conversation about what they are. was she really the #reason that he went away on me. #im trying not to blame myself . trying not to think about the phone calls i didnt answer. about what i could have done differently. trying #not to think about where we would be if i didnt let my anxieties hold me back. if i wasnt scared about what he'd think of the parts of me #that i keep hidden just a little bit longer than the rest. #and at the same time im trying not to put him on a pedestal. but that pedestal is just where i wholeheartedly believe he belongs #he set the bar for me. he set the standard. i was never too much. i was never too little. he made me feel perfect just as i am

[trossibop]

hello so daily complaint about the religious sisters owning the student residence who are condescending and mean for no reason at all which makes the whole place unbearable to live in

#they come up with rules every other day just so that they can belittle us instead of politely saying what we did wrong 😭😭😭 #also they seem to enjoy not telling us these “”rules“” so that they can yell at us when we break them even if we werent aware of them😍😍 #2 of them are actually very sweet but i never see them. its always the 2 other real bullies who dont realise how dishonest they are #treating us like evil idiots all the time👍👍👍 #WHAT IF i WAS NOT putting my boxes on top of the shelf JUST to piss you off??(were not allowed to put boxes on top of shelves apparently.) #like gurl chill its not that deep.. #anyways its been pissing me off for 3 months now so thought id share😻😻 #and mind you i am catholic so im very mad that THESE WOMEN are giving all the nice sisters some bad rep..