fossys

[fossys]

ik a lot of introjects talk about gaining new source memories but do any others sometimes get their memories like. "retconned"?

like things you used to remember or stuff u still do remember but just like feel or know it isnt true to your source or like. your events anymore?

#or is this just an us thing #-anon #system #plural #plurality #sysblr #fictive #factive #introject #source memories

[fossys]

Out of pocket in sys convos-

Target: turns out cutting ur eyes out will sever u from the eye god !!

Anon: i cant tell if youre talking about yourself or the magnus archives,,,

#this fucking KILLD ME LMFAOO #-target #alos guys look we arent ded lmfao #we barely evr use this acc tbh its just for silly sys things or stuff we dont want on main #n yea thats smth i did in my source mems they r a lil silly! #sysblr #system #plural #plurality #in sys convos #system conversions #system quotes

[fossys]

system issue: we moderate in a discord server, except whenever stuff is going down it seems to exclusively be me (target) or walk in control both of us are NOT GOOD at confrontation why doeds this keep happening

#-target #like get anon or noire they r good at this they applied!! im just vibing here man

[fossys]

You know what’s wild about being a fictive? Missing your old life even though it was shitty because it’s a shittiness you were used to. The life you’re living now is a new kind of shitty that feels unpleasant in a different way.

#reblog #FUCKING #EXACTLY #like dont get me wrong i did not like my old life i hated it a lot of shit happened #but id give anything to have that shit again instead of this shit

[fossys]

Had to unfollow this one person on here cause they just would not stop making posts about how transfems on e getting periods is just made up symptoms and like, I don't have definitive proof I only have my and others experience but like how do you, as someone who is not on e, who has access to the same amount of studies looking into this with decent sample sizes as I do (none), feel so confident to say it's all just placebo and made up ? What makes you so confident ? Cause I gotta say after almost two years of nearly right on the dot once a month suddenly feeling nausea all week, taking the most unbelievable shits, feeling all my organs cramp, and having mood swings out the ass which always just so happens to line up with when the two people with uteruses in my house also get their periods, I feel like I have more data to work off of than you do

#reblog

[fossys]

im sorry WHAT

thats too fuckin many we barely even post here

#i am genuinely shocked lmfao #-red #have i posted here? idr #its some combo of me and anon rn #anyway HUH

[fossys]

we r trying a new med to help with physical issues (it isnt) but it might be helping with our anxiety and shit but honestly i. really dont fucking like it. i dont feel right. i feel all dull. like i cant feel any of my strong emotions and i dont care if its "better" i dont feel like myself anymore and i hate it.

#and it makes me feel all zoned out constantly #n its like. i dont like it but i dont think the others r gonna agree with me to stop it #and i hate it #-anon #personal #ok to interact #id like opinions honestly #won't be sharing what med though for my personal safety #n comfort

[fossys]

smth ironic about a post saying hey ur system is valid also being tagged with endos are fake

#endo safe #sysblr #system #plural #plurality #-blurry

[fossys]

love seeing a mental health and disability advocate immediately turn around and go "haha im so delusional <3" in the same moment

#sarcasm i obviously hate this #i hate that delusional has been turned into some silly quirky thing like no!!!! #like if i tried to describe my delusions to these ppl theyd think im fucking insane #ppl understand why u dont use intrusive thoughts to mean impulsive #so why cant they understand not using delusional when they just me unlikely events #like god #im so fucking tired #-anon #actually delusional #delusional #sysblr #system #plural #plurality #mental illness #not saying who this was originally made about. its not the point the point is ppl using delusion as a silly quirky thing

[fossys]

system culture is the bodies parent going 'you should invite this person!' and. having absolutely no clue who the fuck that is

#who are you talking about #who is this #i have no idea #-blur #sysblr #system #plural #plurality #system culture is

[fossys]

funniest thing is writing stuff about our source on main n having a post i really want to make but i need to wait for target to get back into front bcs this is based on shit they said and i need them to type it bcs i cant remember it correctly

#come back here to make this silly post #-anon #this is /positive btw #sysblr #system #plural #plurality #headmates

[fossys]

thinking of how casually some ppl have slowly appeared and formed in our system versus that one guy fucking BURSTING through the front doors at full speed and then being extremely damn confused about whats happening-

#-blur #sysblr #system #plural #plurality #headmates #endo safe

[fossys]

intrusive thoughts hitting a little too hard tonight to the point where im picturing what would happen if i genuinely murdered someone

#im fine i promise #probably #personal #not tagging who #intrusive thoughts

[fossys]

by aesthetic images, we mean an image that doesn't necessarily have a face in it, but instead captures a vibe or aesthetic that represents you

#reblog #depends on the person for us #ive drawn most of us that front often #some less active ppl use picrews #we have a few that use other fanart that matches them

[fossys]

hi everyone welcome to our once a week post before we fall into the void

#-walk #i still cant believe they made that my nickname for this blog LMFAO

[fossys]

our system only has 3 options for ppl to front when the bodies parents are being dicks

the people pleaser headmate who will smile and suck up to them and do everything they want while hating it

the 'parental' alter who manages them as if they are stray dogs

or 3. the anger alter who will fight them given the chance, especially if they are being dicks

#-anon #sysblr #system #plural #plurality #silly

[fossys]

system ask game! send the corresponding emoji(s) & the person who reblogged this may answer the question. :-)

🥀 - do you keep track of your alter count? how do you do so?

🫀 - do you have non-human alters? what species are they?

🍄 - when did you realise you had a complex dissociative disorder?

📻 - do you experience amnesia?

🥩 - who was the most recent split?

🦴 - do you have an innerworld? what does it look like?

🦷 - what’s a fun fact about the current fronter(s)?

💀 - is your system more overt or covert?

🍷 - does your music taste differ from alter to alter? how?

🦇 - do you have any friends with CDDs?

📺 - are you “heavy” with any type of alter? (e.g. little-heavy, introject-heavy, etc.)

this is for traumagenic systems! thank you.

#reblog #please send me these i need a distraction rn