#wanna bad boy dont u

[girlsinner666]

Флешер в деле | Кобель на выгуле

Небольшое отклонение от повествования из семьи Флешер, чтобы снова заглянуть в жизнь одного плохого волчонка по имени Лу Хауэлл.

Лу в общем-то, поживает весьма неплохо. Пытается сменить темпераменты, пока не совсем удачно...

... впал в буйство, а пробегая мимо дома заметил роющего землю Грега. Он еще и участок наш пометил, заррраза. Когда Лу пришел в себя, то заглянул к соседушкам - а они спокойненько в саббак режутся, хахахах

наконец-то форму человека приняли, а то я уже их лица подзабыть успела... Райли выиграл - и ссыпал все, что было на столе к себе в укромное местечко.

На следующий день прекрасный сад в подвале Лу снова дал плоды, а баночная пролечка закончилась, так что пришло время всех осчастливить "урожаем" - ведь навык сам себя не прокачает...

А навык это, должна я вам сказать, качается оооочень медленно... мне кажется мы с Лу уже "одарили" половину пиксельного мира, ну, во всяком случае всех тех, кто случайно прогуливался в Мунвуде.

А потом пришлось сделать "гадость" - позвонил Дастин и начал спрашивать о детях... нуЁмаёребята!!! Лу думает, не прикупить бы тачку, а вы все о цветах жизни...

Ну и когда радовать уже было некого, Лу отправился в Эвергрин, что логично - где ж еще оценят органику? Пока гулял забрел на рынок - а тааам... не сдержался.

... видимо кроме травушки-муравушки нам теперь еще и шипучку гнать научиться предстоит.

Так или иначе, но Лу не забывал о цели своего визита в другой город - и начал "окучивать" слабовольных прохожих.

Пока Маркус довольно пыхтел косячком, Лу заглянул в местный бар... Ему приглянулась Нина Гонгадзе, как в общем то и вездесущему Бенни, однако рыжуля порыва парней не оценила - игра присвоила ей статус асексуалки:

Ладно, Нинка, не хочешь - как хочешь, не киснуть же теперь из-за тебя?! Так что пар было решено сбросить другим способом - танцами:

Бенни... ты дебил, хахаххаха

Лу проторчал в эко-городке до самого утра, а когда вернулся домой встретил знакомое лицо...

мне пришлось сделать поганцу мейковер, так как укус после драки все же превратил извращугу в оборотня

Но, милое личико и новая сущность совсем не изменили Тома, он все так же предавался своим грязным наклонностям:

Честное слово, Том - ты с огнем играешь. Лу тебе еще прошлый раз не простил, а ты все за старое, хахаха

Когда Лу таки очнулся после очередной драки то понял, что не так уж много он заработал прошлой ночью Пришлось идти за советом к альфе Общины:

Сулани, так Сулани... мы еще ни разу в морской водичке шерстку волчью не мочили, так что задерживаться смысла не было и Лу рванул охмурять русалок.

немножко отвлекся на местные красоты...

Заключив весьма выгодную сделку Хауэлл довольный вернулся домой, где его ждало нечто "потрясающее"...

честное слово, все эти блупы всплывали над головой Райли, пока он плясал свой танец страсти, я же валялась под столом хахахах

Лу же не выдержал такого напора... могу тебя понять мой мальчик...

ОРУУУУУ, вы это слышите? хахахах, боже мой Лу - нельзя усмирить, тогда БЕГИ, Лу, БЕЕГИИИИ!

#sims 4 story #sims 4 screenshots #sims 4 gameplay #ts4 gameplay #sims 4 legacy #sims 4 dynasty #ts4 aesthetic #Dynasty_Flasher_ts4 #ts4 legacy #sims 4 aesthetic #simblr #симблер #симблог #лухауэлл #lou howell #ts4 werewolves #wanna bad boy dont u #Big_Bad_Lou

[garnetdawn]

[OC: Horath] sheet for his mech legs I made some time ago, I rly like designing fantasy prosthetics. He does all the maintenance and is often tinkering with his legs, he's rly proud of them.

#garnet art #Horath #dnd drow #drow #u dont wanna get kicked in the nuts with these bad boys for sure

[ajitomiel]

yknow when i started reading comics i wasnt a dickbabs and tim drake hater BUT COMIC WRITERS ARE TESTING MEEEEEEE

#let it go #please #let barbara be oracle and tim be red robin #why are you making them go back to their past personas #THEY WERE GROWING #its the favoritism #istg they are just making me tiredddd #anti dickbabs #anti tim drake #so the fans dont accidentally find this.. #LOOK ITS NOT EVEN ABOUT THE THING ITSELF I JUST DONT LIKE THE WRITING #ITS BAD #IT SUCKS #YOU JUST KEEP MAKING THEM GO BACK TO THEIR ORIGINAL STATE AND DISREGARD ALL OTHER CHARACTERS JUST BC U WANNA SEE ONE PARTICULAR THING HAPPEN #TIM BEING ROBIN AGAIN DISREGARDS DAMIAN #AND DICKBABS DISREGARDS BABS HERSELF BRUCE AND KORY #ITS JUST BAD #THE DISRESPECT I SWEAR TO GOD #and honestly thats why i kinda hate j*njay too but dont make me start on that #dc has disrespected my boy jon long enough....

[seventh-district]

not even gonna tag this properly bc i don't wanna get Involved but i do have some Thoughts i need to get out into the void so here we go

(aaa quick edit: CW for mention/discussion of Boothill leaks)

#today's gone Badly and i'm upset but instead of venting abt it i'm gonna channel that energy into doing a bit of tag rambling abt Boothill #well. less abt Him and more abt uh. self-analyzing my anxiety surrounding contributing to fandoms. he's just today's catalyst #like. i know it's mostly a me thing. i'm hypersensitive to criticism and very conflict avoidant + socially anxious + perfectionistic etc. #so I'm the one that keeps myself from posting more stuff out of fear of being criticized or called-out for what i've made #bc inevitably Someone's gonna see it and think its OOC or a problematic take or they'll misread my intent. etc etc what have you #but like. that's inevitable. there's no way to communicate every single thing with all of the nuance required to avoid misunderstandings #and other times it's not a misunderstanding it's just a difference of opinions and that's Fine!! there's no accounting for personal taste #there's no accounting for several things actually. taste‚ bias‚ lore-knowledge‚ differing levels of chronic-online-ness‚ etc #so this isn't me complaining abt the state of fandom culture (although i do think. sometimes. ppl take shit a bit too seriously) #but anyways all of this is mostly just anxiety-fueled. it's not like i very often actually even receive negative feedback or anything #if anything ppl tend to tell me that i'm overthinking it and killing my own fun and worried that my stuff is more OOC than it is #which like. yeah. Yeah u right :) but that's just the way that i am! always losing the idgaf war i suppose #anyways what's Boothill got to do w this ur wondering. well. i've been thinking abt the quickly emerging concept that he's illiterate. #and it just. has me feeling a lot of ways. and watching ppl disagree over it has me feeling some Bad ways. bc it's def a loaded topic! #if you'll pardon the pun there. and i don't rlly have anything new to add other than that i'm conflicted abt it. #like yeah i saw the leaks days ago. of him mentioning 'not hitting the books' much as a child when we ask him why he sends voice messages #or voice Transcriptions ig. ykwim. and like. *braces for impact* ...i liked it? like. it doesn't feel right to call it endearing #i'm not trying to infantilize him. ok that's not the right word either but ugh. you know? what i mean?? who am i kidding even i don't know #it's not quite right to say that it feels like Representation either. but it's something close i guess #as a southern person myself who didn't receive a 'complete' education due to factors that weren't to do with my intelligence #the concept of seeing him as a capable force to be reckoned with and respected who also happens to have not received much formal education #i like that. i do. but there's so many issues w it at the same time. like. as i said‚ being southern myself has me Wary of the way Hoyo is- #writing him. as well as of the way that the fandom is taking the bits of his lore and running away w them. and i'm Very aware of how ppl- #will see a southern character and be All Too Eager to agree that they're lacking intelligence based on our Redneck™ stereotype #sigh. and before we even go too far with this. it's not even confirmed that hes completely illiterate. which is a valid criticism i've seen #there's Multiple reasons that could make him prefer voice to text. but regardless. i'm just worried that ppl will misconstrue my intentions #like. example: that edit i made the other day of him saying 'no thanks i can't read'. wasn't me playing into the stereotype of- #'haha dumb country boy can't read!' it was. in my eyes. something he'd say as a joke to make light of a potential insecurity #like. i think there's far more depth to Boothill's character if ppl could look past the surface. and i dont wanna contribute to the problem #but sometimes ppl Will have stereotypical traits and i wish the same could apply to characters as long as it's done Thoughtfully.

[opikiquu]

im going to be so annoying all week

#agghagahah HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH HYYESAAHHHH #★ arin rambles #BRO BRO PLEASLE #PELASE #my apology for everyone. I have to make it now . Sorry. If youre following me destroy that notif button you dont wanna hear how worse i will #get #actually no just Unfollow entirely #ITS THE ADHD #PLEASE. HE IS SO . COOL. his trailer is so awesome IVE REWATECHED IT 3 TIME SNOW. #I LOVE HIMMMMMMM SO MUCHHHHH #I LOVE HIM SO BAD I JUST ADORE HIM PLEASE #HES SO PRETTY. JAW DROPPING. ICONIC. LIFE CHANGING. THE TEARS IN MY EYES. GENUINELY SOBBING RITHT NOW IT S SO OVER #aventurine likers hold me. Nobody understands. Everyone is scared of me im too crazy #actually its everything wrong with me . Hes ruining my life #i dont struggle as an aventurine liker i actually excel at this its my full rime job now #‘9 to 5’ no i work 9 to 9. Every hour is dedicated to him #im glad uguys agree with me thannk uou i was starting to think i was a freak #Well i am but im glad someone else agrees hes cool #Hes so pretty im so happy #I CAMT WAIT RILL WENDENSDAY PLEASE IM GONNA FREAKIFN BLOW UP #I LOVE AVENTURINE. I LOVE AVETURINE. #i get so happy when i see him i get a little violent its unsettling . #like im like shaking my hands and jumping around my room and then u blink and im bashing my head against the floor #its carpet. Im ok. But like not but i am #DUDE. I LOVE. THIS GUY. EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM #i needto. Just. Okay brb gonna watch ir like 20 more times ill see u guys next year im going into a Aventurine induced coma #this makes me realize people read my tags. Oh dear. Sorry everypony #i apologize for my behavior. I will get so much scarier. #HES SO COOL. HES ACTYALLU SO COOL. LIKE HOW CAN SOMEBODY BE SO COOL. #oh god OH LORERDRDRDDDDDDD WHEN I GET YOU BOY WHEN I FIND YOU. WATCH OUT. WATCH OUT I WILL GET YOU.

[sunshades]

One thing about canto VI is like. I see so many people predicting it'll be about Fighting Evil Wife or Breaking Codependent Toxic Relationship and I just kinda think that would suck? If the major theme isn't grief AND love and the way both are seen as like Kinda Weird/inappropriate in the setting of the city. Then I'll be very sad.

#bell.txt #not putting it in the tag i dont wanna spam but yes limbus posting yes girls will be thinking about mortal regret #LIKE. LIKE. remember the discourse on twt about how like it was bad writing that yi sang didnt mourn dongbaek etc #and like that was the thing right. thsts not a thing you do in the city. that was part of why roland (who takes lots after wh's themes) #was so exceptional. that is the whole thing about the sickness of the city #to say it in comedia literary criticism terms: sins are split between wrongly-directed love and excess of love with sloth (lack of love) #being an outlier. i think heatho and generally og wh is about excess of love and not wrongly-directed love. it is the thing that lasts #all the way to the other side. it is the shared coffin and meeting again in the next life #i think itd be AWFULLY disappointing to get some boring boring 'they make each other worse' take. being APART due to societal pressures #makes them worse and horribly lonely. death makes them worse baby. so in my mind thats it #we get to see cathy die or still be unreachable in some way and then in very roland style we get furioso mode #and then the ending is about recognizing the love that has in fact been there all along and carrying it with u. and hoping to reunite some #where some other time. NO more slander of that awful girl. YES to the comfort of the memories. #me typing over my foscolo notes like i can surely post about heathcliff really fast and not write a novel in the tags (unaware) #i have more thoughts about this in regards to ruina with xiao and some stuff from leviathan but in the meantime. listen to my ramblings boy #ALSO. considering that implication. he feels for her what queequeg feels for ishy. ARGHH. RIPPING MY HAIR OFF #ok actually its been enough hours to not spam ppl I'll tag it now for blog org. i should maybe have a tag for posting specifically #limbus company

[wulfhalls]

getting the kitkat in three days instead at the end of the week :)))))))

#feel like pure shit just want my baby boy back. #was not prepared for the timeline to accelerate like that #feeling wretched and guilty and upset also mostly the former three #not to act like a twelve year old unable to grasp the concept of death but i dont want some random ass cat i want my baby boy back #i miss this fucking idiot cat so bad i feel sick with it most days. i dont wanna put his things away it feel like a betrayal which obv #i know is stupid but still. #ill lovelovelovelove and miss and miss and miss u my whole life forever #sooooo not looking forward to the breakdown thats coming 🙃 #ANYWAY. #kitkat

[opens-up-4-nobody]

Me internally, everytime I have to agree to let someone do something nice for me: haha my schedule has been disturbed *bursts into tears*

#its frustrating bc my brain keeps me locked into these patterns that drive me insane #but if someone comes in with something disruptive from a place of good intentions its like oh boy u dont understand the amount of stress #youve just Subjected me to. bc i kno the the anguish will outweigh the enjoyment bc that's usually how it goes #so my brain is like no nonnonono say no but ppl dont understand that #they get annoyed when you try to turn away nice things so i just have to grin and bear it to not make them feel bad #which does not feel good #this time i got out of it tho bc i was standing in my kitchen sobbing inconsolablly and i was like actually fuck this #and my boss gave me an out when she texted me so i was like fuck this #bc i dont wanna celebrate paper submission and phd acceptance. theyre just things that happened whats the point in celebrating? ive got #better things to do but thats not the point ugh #i just need a lazer that beams my thoughts into ppls heads so they can just understand my brain #unrelated #me

[cronchcake]

I'm not gonna elaborate because I don't want to, but I wish we could have genuine and well-argued criticism of critrole. I want my n1 fave to be criticised for its flaws. alas, most critique I see is either pretty badly argued or it's done in bad faith.

#cronchpost #like... cmon dude u dont have to spend a third of your argument on bitching about how ur a martyr for saying anything about the internet's #fave actual play show #yes criticising a popular thing is messy and it gets u hate #no ur not making ur argument better by being all 'boo hoo I wish I could talk about this without getting dogpiled by sjws' #cuz honestly? criticising anything popular enough is gonna get u bombarded by the fans. #anyway this has gone away from my point #mostly I just wanna say: PLEASE criticise my fave I am begging u. but do it well. #if u have an opinion show me why. give me examples. don't just say game bad without elaborating #why game bad?? I wanna know pls tell me #critical role #oh boy tagging this might bite me in the ass #anyway as u van see I lied about not elaborating. I cannot shut the fuck up clearly. #the only difference is that different fandoms have different brands of extreme

[b4kuch1n]

I put the october pieces on my redbubble as prints because I think they’re preddy good. happy august are you gonna eat that

#bakuspecial #pokemon #swsh #hi. I am painting my bag #and the sealant turns out to be poison #so its taking! a minute! I'm trying to put as much down in one layer as possible before sealant #because boy oh boy. that sealant is bad. and I also only have one can of it #so yeah. the bg for the thing I wanna do is done I think. I just gotta finish up the (waves hand) the other stuff. yknow the main thing #so! thats my sunday plan. and then hopefully I can finish that up in one go and then seal it in for the last time #and I will not have to breath whatever that is in again. Im suited up btw. I dont have a filtration mask but Im triple med masked up #whenever I use it. and I also wear a long sleeved hoodie jacket #messing around with acrylic and gouache is so fun if not for the consequences #well. thats enough of that. hey if u want a print of these pieces get urself a halloween treat. #my halloween treat this year is hopefully I can hang out with my friends and play funny horror games. itll be so fun #or we all play scrabbles together again and I get my ass handed to me #I know english words sometimes but I am SO bad at counting. I am GARBAGE at understanding the rules of scrabbles. #its so fun to lose at scrabbles tho... I enjoy it :] #I need to sleep now. but I had naan with chicken pumpkin stew today. it was really good. today was great #have a good night guys! hold ur friends hand while walking in the wood okay?

[girlsinner666]

Флешер в деле | Кобель на выгуле

Бытовуха от стаи. Прямое включение! Репортаж "Как непросто быть девушкой в мужской общаге":

Дорогая - меньше негатива! Неровен час твоя задница так заполыхает, что ты спа...

... лишь К ЧЕРТЯМ ВСЮ КУХНЮ!!!! Ну ля как подскочила - аки лепесток гонимый порывами весеннего ветра... красота!

Правильно - туши зад! Или не зад... где там у тебя подгорает, я не поняла?!

О, Лу спасает румяную цыпочку... а Картер... КРАДЕТСЯ?!

Картер, миленький, а ты куда? Полы кто мыть будет? Папка всех спас - заступай на вахту по кухне!

#sims 4 story #sims 4 screenshots #sims 4 gameplay #ts4 gameplay #sims 4 legacy #sims 4 dynasty #ts4 aesthetic #Dynasty_Flasher_ts4 #ts4 legacy #sims 4 aesthetic #simblr #симблер #симблог #лухауэлл #lou howell #ts4 werewolves #wanna bad boy dont u #Big_Bad_Lou

[froggymarsh]

“Is Tim being mean to you, G?” Joel demands.

“Hey!” Jimmy protests. Grian shakes his head quickly, furiously wiping his eyes with the backs of his hands.

“Jus- feelings,” he spits, hating that every thought is turning to mush.

“Feelings?!” Joel gasps, storming closer and pushing up his sleeves, “why I outta-”

He swings, Grian flinches- and feels a tap on his stomach. He looks down. Blinks at the fist. Looks up. Blinks at Joel.

“Did I get ‘em?” Joel asks, poking Grian’s stomach with one knuckle, “I’ll try again. Pow! Wham! Punch punch punch!”

Each sound is accompanied by Joel’s fist tapping so so softly- first his stomach, then his arms, then his shoulder. Grian is baffled- but his confusion makes way for giggles.

“Yeah! I always get ‘em,” Joel preens, standing back with his hands on his hips, “no more meany feelings for you, Bad Boy.”

Grian thinks being called a “bad boy” should sting a little bit, but the way Joel says it with nothing but fondness in his voice has pride welling up in his chest instead of shame. He beams. That’s right, he is a Bad Boy!

“You’re my Bad Boys,” he answers softly, still smiling at the way Jimmy coos fondly, a hand over his heart, and the way Joel goes bright red.

“We are!” Jimmy beams.

“We are,” Joel nods, “your Bad Boys, always and forever.”

#not as long as it was going to be but i dont wanna write more so here u go :thumbsup: #mcyt agere #ivory drabbles #joel tag #jimmy tag #grian tag #bad boys beloved

[soldier-poet-king]

Spent so long trying to separate my brain from the vague and undefined essence of My Being to survive the Mental Illness that I basically re-enacted Gnosticism 2.0 and not to be like, that's why my OCD emerged later than my more common flavoured generalized anxiety& chronic depression Brainrot, but it definitely Did Not Help. And now that I am (sometimes) at peace with my mind and given that I am no longer spending every waking moment trying to stay alive I have time to reflect on the lasting body-mind-soul division that I've created for myself and like. It fuckin sucks. I hate the body. I hate that I hate the body and being an incarnate creature. But also. It's so bad wrong awful. And tbh I still hate the mind a lot many days too!

#anyway bryn ur post is SO right and u are as always. correct #i just didnt wanna hijack it w rambles #but yeah.theee mental illness has done a number on me in many ways #but yeah the uh. body. we hate to see it. hate to have it. #smtn smthn tmg hebrews 11.40 i will get my perfect body back someday #if not by faith then by the sword im going to be restored. vibe. of it qll #also in the sparrow 2 emiliom talks abt this. and why he cant just get over what happened to him physically #because it was also a repeated assault of his soul #like yeah theres a lot of dynamics there re. divine abandonment and assault. but hes basically right #viz. my own hm horrible terrible no good very bad existence #sometimes i am terrified of eternity not for the usual reasons (im always terrified for those reasons its the ocd and existentialism) #but also for the like. physical resurrection??? in my religion??? fuck no. i DONT want that #i have to be stuck in this stupid ass form forever? #i cant even *** to get out of it ITS FOREVER #i want. to be a genderless shapeless benevolent void. maybe i can take on physical form when i want need #like the angels. i dont want THIS #anyway yeah yeah I'm trying but it just keeps getting harder #nothing fits right or looks right and im at the mercy of genetics giving me a body i dont want #and I cant even just sweat it out in agony bc oh boy look! youve now developed chronic joint pain TOO #if i cant look like i do in my mind i might as well be strong and powerful #but oh no. bitch is gonna get SO many physical ailments too #I DON'T WANNA DIE BUT I DONT WANNA LIVE LIKE THIS #franposting #brought to u by. button up shirt didnt sit right today. hips too thick for anything. have a whole extra goddam organ in my stomach #which i hate and do not want or need #etc etc etc

[poems-of-a-lover]

im so jealous of cis guys. being able to grow up how they want and being confident in themselves and just. im so fuckin jealous. it is so hard. SO hard. to feel comfortable with someone else in a relationship when im not comfortable with myself. i hate it.

#i know this is stupid #im supposed to be proud of being trans and love myself no matter what and be proud of my identity but #fuck man sometimes id just give anything to be cis #like this shit sucks #i dont wanna fuckin do this anymore im tired of it #'nick ur only 18' YEAH I KNOW AND ITS STILL BAD #god im pissed off #i just. i hate that i cant be proud of who i am bc im not someone else. #im losing my mind i think #i wish i was cis so fuckin bad u guys. i wanna have the experiences of growing up as a boy that i missed out on. #i wish i couldve went to school dances in a suit and not had to worry about being stared at #i wish i could dress how i wanted and present myself how i feel comfortable without hearing those goddamn whispers behind my back #im sick and fuckin tired of it #anyway <3 im done <3 im gonna go watch youtube and pretend like i dont exist <3 #vent #dysphoria mention

[istherewifiinhell]

new factional threat so strong only the big boss and big villiain can ever get any hits in... u know what its time for team ups of conveince

[ID: Beast Wars Neo [99 anime] screenshots. Big Convoy is speaking to two of the trainess, Heinrad and Stampy, there all in bot mode. 1. Big Convoy saying "I don't feel good when I owe something to somebody." 2. Heinrad turns to the camera saying "I'm pretty sure he didn't mean it that way, though..." END]

what do u mean by that. no come back here what Do You Mean By that.

#some shit #its not called cisformers #okay cause the bad guy was barely holding on and then in comes big and the new threats go to fight him #and then big was basically having to solo it... and the bad guy shoot one of the new ones in the back #so THATs. what he means owe somebody... #but is heinrad refering to. 'that guy wasnt actually trying to save u' or 'we're not actually trying to save them' OR??? #did he mean it /that way/ [raised eyebrows] #dont look into the camera at me tanuki boy. and give ME ideas about what im ALREADY THINKING ABT.... #is it so bad to wanna watch to big BIG bots fighting the same foe... u know maybe in a flanking manuver. intimate styles....... #[bad guys got a sword big convoys got tonfa its like. chefs kiss. im picturing it]

[trash-iest]

Another year closer to 25 🤡

#this is so depressing 😭 #because i dont wanna graduate and i dont wanna move out for mba and shadi AND ADULTING JUST FEELS SO REAL WITH EACH PASSING YEAR #I JUST WANT TO STOP AGEING OR AN APOCALYPSE THAT ENDS EVERYTHING BECAUSE GROWING UP IS SO OVERWHELMING #just the fact that im in my twenties and not a teenager anymore is SO HARD TO DIGEST LIKE HOW DID THAT HAPPEN WHEN DID THAT HAPPEN #IM SORRY I WAS TOO BUSY BEING NUMB AND DEPRESSED TO REALISE I WAS GROWING UP AND I DONT EVEN REMEMBER MY 20TH FROM LAST YEAR WHICH IS SOON #GONNA BE 2 YEARS AGO AND THEN ILL BE 30 IN A FEW YEARS AND ALL OF THIS—MY LIFE— WILL FEEL LIKE A BLUR LIKE HOW DOES THAT HAPPEN #im deleting my tumblr on my 25th birthday. thats it #also a very serious question (istg im not being cocky) how do people in their early 20's decide they wanna get married or have kids #because oh boy its like everyone's getting married young and having babies like how do you feel youre ready because that is some MAJOR LIFE #ALTERING SHIT #HOW DO U WRAP YOUR HEAD AROUND IT #HOW DO U FALL IN LOVE AND KNOW THIS IS THE RIGHT PERSON GOOD GOD LIFE IS NOT THAT EASY BUT PLEASE SHARE LIFE HACKS AS TO HOW YOU FIGURED IT #ALL OUT #like anytime i think about shadi its like no im too selfish to share my personal space with another person and then having to interact with #their family is all SO FKING DRAINING ESP WHEN YOURE NATURALLY NOT A PEOPLE'S PERSON #like how do people not get the urge to runaway before their wedding because holyshit my 19 year old self couldnt deal with all that #responsiblity and neither can this 21 year old #like its being stuck between feeling old AND young simultaneously like as a baby why would i want to have my own baby 😭 #and oh god the pain that comes with it makes me envy men SO BAD #like its so easy for u to say oh yeah lets have a baby and its gonna be shared responsibility BUT YOUR BODY DOESNT GO THROUGH HELL FOR THE #NEXT 9MTHS AND EVEN AFTER THAT I KNOW MY BODY WONT BE THE SAME AND SUE ME BUT IM NOT LOSING THIS FIGURE AND THEN FEEL SHIT ABOUT MYSELF WHEN #I DRESS UP WHILE YOURE OUT THERE CHEATING ON ME WITH OTHER WOMEN #i know not all men do that but knowing my luck i know i wont be ending up with the exception so fuck marriage and kids and having a family #and then he gets to excel at his career while i raise this kid and then few years down the lane when I consider getting a job again ill be #way behind in my field and i cant be financially independent. how do housewives not feel miserable? how do u make peace with catering to a #family #ZINDAGI KYUN AKELE NAHI GUZAR SAKTE BHAI LIKE IM ALREADY SO USED TO BEING ON MY OWN I DONT FEEL THE NEED FOR A HUSBAND OR BABY #WHY IS THAT THE ULTIMATE SETTLEMENT WHY CANT IT BE A GOOD JOB AFTER MBA #at this point the only way out of all that is death before 25 and im manifesting that for the next 4 years #i missed ranting on tumblr so much omg this feels heavenly