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totallynormalbehavior · 6 months
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Behold it is I that ask almost every🦉
blog ,what their opinions are of WHB.
So chosen one, please share who's your favourite are in WHB and do have any opinions and thoughts regarding the Kings?
*Snaps from imagination*
Wait I’m the chosen one
how to answer hmmm
Okay let’s go
Satan
8.9/10
He was of the kings who caught my eye at the beginning
Love me some little red man
Pregame opinion
He is probably going to be a heartless angry dude who wouldn’t care for MC’s feelings.Red flag with the anger issues.
After game opinion:
He is such a tease ugh I love him.This man gets turned on if you shout at him and he feeds off your anger.so a perfect person if you like to stress relief and a perfect punching bag(fiction of course)
I really love how he cares for MC and is one of the few who sees MC as their own person *gives Sitri the side eye*.Love how he gets jealous of if someone tries to get even close to MC.
Everybody wants to kicked on the butt by him.
He reminds me of a sheep who has anger issues
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This still lives rent free in my mind 😳
Mammon
7/10
The first thing I look for in a man is his heart ❤️ …..THE FACT THAT HIS TITS IS INFRONT OF IT IS NOT MY FAULT
Pregame opinion:
His design is gorgeous to me especially those hand claws whatever they call it he wears.
He is going to fall in love with MC the at first sight.He is a gentle giant,probably a himbo.Does also he produce gold also from his dic-“gets shot”.
After game opinion
And I wa right about his personality.This man has a heart of gold .Sor why are you so big
Sugar daddy Mammon to the rescue.
This man is really oblivious about what he says to others especially around Satan and their height difference.
Reading his selfie card story ,it’s like talking to a wall with this man.
Oh and also the description “I wanna be yours “and not “you will be mine “ is him.Instead of you being his pet,this man considers you his Master.Good boy for MC
His H scene is one of my favs so far
Can I squeeze his tits as relievers
Leviathan
9/10
Pregame opinion:
🎵Looks like an angel walks like an angel🎵
Oh my sweet beautiful honey boo boo who wouldn’t hurt a fly .Is such a soft boy 🥺.
His kink is dangerous though .Would this man be turned on if he choked on his drink though
After game opinion
Gets slapped in the head of how much of a menace this guy is.*holds head in pain* wait …WHAT HAPPEN TO SOFT BOI
I don’t like how this man calls me out for being a perv escuse you sir I’m a ✨expensive hoe✨who is selective thank you very much 😤
Have you ever cried upon seeing someone so beautiful
This demon hangs everyone for the pettiest reason,wait you breath the same air as him 😡 “hang
Is a interesting character ngl
One of the characters who gets MC’s attention
His bathtub card broke me …
Dat ass
Rattail Beelzebub
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-10000000/10
*breaths in and out *
This man oho this man
Pregame opinion:
Disgusting Rattail who is a homeless men ,did you see his jeans zero fashion sense .
Shamless slut and is proud of it
After game opinion:
👆
Still the same but worse
I hate that after the quiz I got him.No I did not see the retry button,it’s because I was sleeping.
Ugh Rattail
*somone shouts in the audience:She is in denial your honour
No I’m not
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…….
Anyways where was I um
His selfie card story proved to me that this man is jerk
He makes Bael overwork and I don’t like that .He must take responsibility for his own kingdom #FreeBael
I want this man as far away from me before I smell I I whiff of his cigs and rat piss
Why did they e make him so sexy and hot and cool and sjdheisjsbeji
*Sprays rat spray*
She is really in love with him and would die for him
Gunshots 🔫
And last for a man who is still not in the game
Lucifer
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100000000000000/10
Sir I would like to ask for your hand in marriage 💍🥺
I’m certified Luciwhore
This man is so beautiful *cries*I would like to kiss him and tell him how precious he is
30cm ..where is all that going 🤨 Can I suck your di-
*Explosion*
Now for my fav nobles …honestly love all of them can’t pick a fav among them😌
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jessiquinn · 1 year
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I want to live (reader x The Question AKA Vic sage)
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This one-shot was a freaking mess, I had to fix it. I wrote it when I was 14 and shit reading it right now it needs major fixing! god damn...
I'm proud of the edit I hope you like it as I did 🖤
it’s The question x villain exhero reader
2018-5-14
Warnings:
1-Depression talk 2-bad words
3-bad writing 4-violence
Enjoy ✨
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Being in the justice league is stressful, my mental health has never gotten this bad before... it’s really bad, looking at the positive side, everyone likes me here, being one of the loved heroes in the league was great but of course, my inner demons told me otherwise...
Even though a lot of people “love” me, still can’t help to doubt myself every day, the pressure they have on me is high... they don’t even realize it, one mistake and everything will fall...
if people start to hate me I don’t know what I would do anymore, I’ll simply lose it... you might say this is a bit dramatic but insecurities are real... living out of the love of people was hard, of course, no one knew of those thoughts, and being an actor has its good side.
The best thing in the justice league Watch Tower was hanging out with my “friends”, especially The Question AKA Vic sage, he is one of the most innovative heroes I know, especially since Batman had assigned him to the Lex Luthor and Superman investigation, I CAN’T be on his bad side, he’ll just expose me in seconds.
of course, everything was great till this day...
looking around...everything looks blurry.. where the hell am I! ugh my head...
“Well, well, well... finally awake!” the mysterious figure said while looking into my eyes like he was peaking inside my soul... hasn’t he learned about personal space before?
“What is wrong with you? untie me!” trying to get out of the chains. finally, my eyes cleared up... I seem to be in a basement or something, Who the hell is this?
“tsk-tsk not yet sweetie, we need to talk” his smirk turns serious.
“What the hell!” struggling to get out, “shhh- stop being annoying and listen to me!”, “what! get it over with” at this point, I started getting angry.
finally leaving my face and turning around, “well, I need a favor from you... not a favor it’s more of a “you have no choice situation?” do you understand what I’m saying?” turning back again with a creepy expression on.
“what do you mean by I don’t have a choice? You do realize I can kill you on the spot right?”, his eyes widened in surprise “poor thing, did you forget you’re from the justice league? it’s not allowed to kill there... didn’t batman teach you this? dear old batman wouldn’t be proud of this...” his smirk rises again while watching your face sour, finally bursting out of laughter
“What are you laug-” cutting me off, “ Your face expressions dear! trying to act like the tough guy meanwhile we both know how weak you are but unlike you I CAN Kill,” his smirk grows widely
“if I’M SO WEAK IN YOUR EYES THEN WHY ARE YOU ASKING ME TO DO YOUR DIRTY WORK!”
“Well dear, the thing is.. no one would expect that from you, everyone thinks you’re... innocent, the nice loveable hero that would never do such a thing... don’t you think?”
“I...I don’t understand and I don’t CARE, I would Never help you anyway!” her/his eyes gleamed with hopelessness, you know what he said was true...
grabs your arm harshly, “don’t make me give you a taste of how failure feels like! listen to me I’m giving you a chance!”, “I don’t care I would never cross them!” screamed at his face. a weird sensation starts to grow on my arm, “dear Y/n I’m giving you a chance” spitting on his face in response.
-wiping his face- disappointment was written on his face, “ok how about we try this”
The weird sensation got worse, trying not to show any signs of pain or weakness but the pain is getting worse by the second, it was literally BURNING my arm
“See? this is what will happen if you DON’T FUCKING SHUT THE HELL UP AND LISTEN TO WHAT I’M SAYING” his grab tightens making it worse.
“ok STO-” he stopped, barely breathing from the pain in your arm. “you think I don’t know what you’re thinking? I know everything about you, even your darkest secrets”
A telepath
“There’s no escape, submit to me” his eyes showed emptiness, literally nothing.
“I... don’t kn-”, “unlike those heroes I actually understand your pain, why even bother protecting them”, for the first time today you are silent “so Are you willing to listen now?”
This is too much.
his smirk rises again, “it’s simple really, I want you to get me That delicious, AMazing info that they keep in the control room!” his arms on the chair tighten while he talks passionately.
“I don’t understand” confusion written on your face, “what don’t you understand? get that info and give it to me”, “I can’t do that, if I do my life is ruined, everything I worked for!”. shutting you up “do you think I care? honestly, I don’t care what happens to you, all I care about is that info”
“Why should I do it tho? you want to kill me just get it over with!” determination gleams from you
“oh dear haven’t you learned anything? you don’t have a choice, I don’t kill... I torture. let’s say you’ll forever be haunted by your biggest fears... every day...every second... till the day you leave this universe” grabs your arm, “see this scar? it’ll be the guilt, fear, and sadness that’s trapped inside of you” walks away “even if I die, you’ll still be stuck with the curse”
“so I’ll lose either way...” is this how my life will end? at this point fear and loneliness consumed you,
“Unfortunately this is life right? it’s not always fair, well time is UP what you decide is your choice, I’ll be waiting” knocking you back to sleep
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waking up, realization immediately hits you, MY ARM, rising my sleeve with the hope that it was just a Nightmare...
it’s still there..
you can feel a panic attack is about to begin, tears filling your eyes, Denial, nausea hitting you like a truck... what am I supposed to do? sell my soul for justice or help him...
My morals fighting inside my head, and everything hurts... I don’t know anymore. should I just surrender myself? if I do this... there’s a big chance that I’ll get caught, what will happen to me after?
save me or the world?
finally dragging myself out of my room, one of my special abilities is to block any telepaths from reading my mind... but there’s a certain person which doesn’t need any mind powers to read anyone out, so I need to avoid him with all of my life..
One side of me wishes someone will just read me out and put me in prison already and my other side just wants to be happy... I want to live
this is going to take time, Shit! I can see Vic there talking to someone I don’t give a shit about, I need to leave before he noti- “hey, Y/n wait a second” he starts walking to you
I can’t just run, he will know there’s something. I need to act normal, turning to face him and giving him your usual smile.
“I was just going to my office ” he explained “let’s go, I need to continue my work” he starts walking, what the hell do I say, decided to just follow him.
“hmm.. is there something bothering you?” he asked, OF COURSE, “nah I’m just hungry” you can’t read his face much... ugh (hehe bad joke right here).
finally arriving at his office, why am I scared of him... “you’re not acting like yourself, did something happen?” he said with a caring but sarcastic tone, “no there’s nothing, I’m sleepy and shit..”
“hmm... hungry and sleepy? oh that makes sense, I didn’t see you yesterday.. where were you?” focused on his computer
“I was in my room, I didn’t feel like socializing yesterday”
“that’s kind of weird.. considering you LOVE talking to everyone” trying to make a joke,
“Everyone has bad days sometimes”, catching his full attention, his blank face is fully on you now, you can feel his faceless face searching you up and down.
this is terrifying, maybe acting like I couldn’t hear him was a better option than going with him.. “are you better today?”, “I’m fine” giving him your usual smile... he got up from his chair and walked closer to you “ok.. so what about your arm... you didn’t go to any mission for a while now...” taking your arm in his hand, taking a closer look at the scar
grasping your arm from him, “don’t worry haha... it’s just an old scar I got from a long time ago” slowly hiding your arm from him,
now he knows there’s something wrong for sure, “I need to go continue my work ok?” he grabbed your wrist again... getting embarrassed “sorry, of course” he says
walking to your room,
I don’t have access inside that room any way I need to find a way...
most people would judge me but would you save yourself or others? who knows what that villain would do with that info anyway? maybe he’s going to blackmail them or something... who cares about strangers.. I don’t deserve this... I was supposed to be having a nice week... but instead everything went upside down.
call me selfish.. Idc
collecting info wasn’t hard or easy but I’ve been here for a long time to know everyone has their personal routine here.
watching them for a while did the job.
Blind trust.. huh
a week later
This is it, today is the day
11 pm, most of them went to sleep already, the problem is there are guards everywhere.
sneaking through the building as quietly and stealthily as possible, this is the day I lost myself, my dignity, my life.. this is it! I must succeed.
There’s no room for failure.
Arriving in time, the guard's patrol this time is on the other side of the hallway, This is my chance.
typing the password, finding the password was the hardest part but thankfully for batman and his blind trust, I found it.
haha it opened. going inside and plugging the hard drive into the master computer, you practiced all of this in your head for a while now.
Loading 1%
This is going to be the longest 10 minutes of my life
Fear eating you up, at any second I might get caught
50%
God, please be faster
“I knew it”
turning at the sound, Fuck it’s him...
60%
“calm down, it’s not too late to stop what you’re doing” Vic Aka The question said.
65%
“You need to leave”
“as cringy as saying this, but this isn’t you, just stop” walking closer “before it’s too late” taking slow steps toward you.
70%
“I watched you all week, honestly I didn’t think you’d do this for real”
pulling out your gun and pointing it at him “don’t get any closer” threatening him, his serious aura freaking you out, this is too much.
everything I’ve built has been ruined in a week
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come on! be faster!!
“Y/n I don’t know what happened but this is not the answer” walking slowly toward you
“I said stop!” tights the grip on the gun, “we both know if you pull the trigger everyone would come here and it will become a bigger problem than it is”
“You don’t know shit! you think you know everything!”, “then tell me... you can trust me Y/N”
95%
“I see,” while you took a quick peek at the screen he ran at you at full speed and knocked the gun out of your hands
getting into a fighting stance “I warned you, “ he attacked you but hesitation weakening his hit and giving you a chance to strike back.
the hit wasn’t as clever as you thought, pining you on the floor “stop this shit!” kicking him off of you
100%
both of you looked at the hard drive, running to take it, he took it first.
finally, you had enough, charging an attack right into his stomach. he didn’t expect that one... making him fall.
snatching the hard drive from him and rushing outside the room, searching for a quick escape
I need an escape RIGHT NOW
The question catches up to you “This is enough!” giving you another chance, looking at the time, perfect the guards shouldn’t be near this exit!
“I surely underestimated you Y/N, but what reason do you have for this?!” he said with frustration and disappointment
paying no mind to what he was saying, rushing to the exit, it was a window from the second floor, I don’t have any other choice. falling into the bushes, it hurts a lot but there’s no time for this, my healing factor will have to deal with it, meanwhile, his won’t.
racing to your car, to somehow find him there...
“You think you can get rid of me that easily? I don’t know what reason you have for this but this is going to kill thousands of people and ruin YOUR life!” he’s waiting for an answer but you decided to say nothing “I see, I’m not letting you go without a FIGHT” being the martial artist he is, this wasn’t going to be an easy fight.
adrenaline fueling, throwing the first punch, “weak hit” catching your arm and throwing you on the floor easily. “you might have forgotten but I’m a master at hand-to-hand combat” standing in a confident stance
panic setting in, getting back up and kicking him, “cheap” he said after grabbing your leg and throwing you at the wall.
usually, you are good at fighting but right now it’s impossible to focus, especially since you’re fighting your only friend.
pulling your other gun out, not giving you any more chances, pining you down, and taking the hard drive from you, “if you dare to even think about kicking me again! I’ll activate the emergency alarm immediately” he threatened, I never saw that side of him before...
I’m dead, looking at the hard drive, he smashes it next to your head.
“I want to know why?!” getting closer “what made you do this!”
his stomach is open I ca- “I swear to fucking god if you even consider pushing me!” he knew before you even tried.
silence “You know what! come with me!” grabbing you roughly, literally dragging you at this point.
pushing you into his office, locking the door shut, and walking towards you.
can’t help but feel a little intimidated “now you’re cornered, Speak!” even without a face you can tell he’s angry
attacking him once more, he didn’t expect this one I guess.. kicking you back in response, “You’re getting on my nerves” ok that hurt.
“why are you giving me a chance? that’s the real question!”
“I know you and you need a strong reason for this,” he said calmly
silence
-sigh- walks away “I won’t tell on you, I won’t hesitate if you repeat it again” unlocking the door for you, “once you feel ready to talk you know where to find me.
heading to your room, locking the door “how dumb is he...”
seems like he has a weak spot for you...
staying in your room for the rest of the night, unsure what to do, to grieve or fight back and try again.
I almost don’t feel bad for what I did, that asshole! why does he need to be nice? since when does he mix feelings with work?!
The burn... a scar that will haunt me forever
washing my face, I need to calm my nerves down.
I want to live even though my destiny is clear.
looking at your reflection, dark eye bags cover your face. a week ago my skin was flawless.
Fuck him! no one messes with my skin. I worked hard for it... who am I kidding. I’m losing it.. I need to find a way
washing your face once again, looking at yourself but something seems different. the mirror is changing... shit! I’m really losing my mind.
The mirror shows a smirking figure.
Fuck...
skip to the basement
“tsk-tsk seems like you failed, on top of that your dear friend knows you messed up too” he starts clapping “bravo, bravo... you can’t even do one thing right!” he finally shows his true anger
you couldn’t say anything, what can I say anyway?
“what am I going to do with you Y/n huh?” looking over his torture tools, this is going to be a long night...
“how about we try this!” he took a small knife “let’s carve more scars, you seem to love them” his smirk slowly rise
it was a long night indeed,
“ummmm I think I’m done now... now let’s think about what I want again”
he talks to you like nothing happened a minute ago, meanwhile, blood covered you everywhere.
trying your best to focus, but the blood loss doesn’t help
he sighed “I choose to forgive you, you would say why? well the thing is.... you seem to be dead already, how about we try to revive you a little” he snaps his finger, lots of the cuts on you heal, faster than your body can do.
“change of plans! I don’t want that info anymore!” searching for a reaction or expression on your dead face.
“hmm, you seem to give up easily” walking in circles “AHA I have an idea!” Grabs your chair harshly.
“What was his name... hmmm OH OH! it’s THE QUESTION! what a cool name”
finally catching your attention. “finally! YOU are ALIVE! hahaha”
staying silent to not give him the satisfaction he wanted.
“I want you to kill him,” he said with a blank expression, “he ruined the mission so kill him! this is a perfect revenge”
unbelievable
he didn’t even wait for your answer he just knocked you back to sleep.
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I can finally say I'm proud of this, I spent MONTHS on this... believe it or not... to end it with a cliffhanger -sigh- hopefully someday I'll write a second part or maybe just leave it as it is
please if you like it tell me <3 thank you for reading.
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The question VIC sage from justice league unlimited
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Destruction is out and boy, this one’s a doozy
Ok review/rant time let’s go motherfuckers, and for simplicity sake, I will be dividing this post into subcategories to make reading this tolerable, because HOLY FUCK SO MUCH HAPPENED.
The season could have ended here… again.
I swear to god this season’s theme might as well be “let’s show you all the ways we can finish this show in one episode using a smart idea, but proceed to beat it to a pulp with a hammer because we need this show to run on forever and ever and never stop EVER” because Ladybug takes Hawkmoth- oh sorry, MoNaRcH, on this entire fucking treasure hunt 5D chess game, ONLY TO FLUB IT IN THE LAST SECOND?!
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LIKE BITCH STOP MONOLOGUING I KNOW YOU LIKE TO TALK ABOUT HOW GREAT YOU ARE AND HOW MUCH OF A GUARDIAN YOU ARE EVEN IF YOU FAILED IN EVERY ASPECT POSSIBLE, BUT NOWS THE TIME TO SHUT UP AND GRAB THE MIRACULOUSES
The Kwamis are also still kinda brat babies, but I forgive them this time because monarch deserved it
Also is the show not aware that they’re pointing out the absurdity of the fucking rooster miraculous by explaining it?! Like bitch if it’s meant to give you powers it’s fucking OP! And Hawkmoth could’ve easily asked for the power to translate the Kwami bubbles into speech and whoops look at that doesn’t contradict other Kwamis HE WINS!!!
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And speaking of Hawkmoth…
BITCH YOU LITERALLY WERE FACING LADYBUG!!! I DONT CARE HOW MAGICAL AND STRONG THE FUCKING MASKS ARE, IT TAKES A SINGLE NEURON FOR YOU TO GO “wait a minute. A random girl around ladybug’s age with same hair and eyes and physique conveniently has the first key to the puzzle to find the miraculous. NO ITS THE MOUSE MIRACULOUS LETS GO FIND LADYBUG’S FUCKING ADDRESS”
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It’s so… stupid. Again the show starts with a smart idea to look like they’re becoming a sophisticated plot that moves forward, but the characters’ actions are just so idiotic! Like ladybug/Hawkmoth could’ve easily won if they had done the one logical thing anyone else would have done!
Chat noir… is a tool
Real quick y’all Chat Noir has 1:15 minutes of screentime from a 20 something minute episode, and his screentime consists of one scene where he kills it to being a prop for Ladybug’s plan.
Also is it just me? Or is the show really trying to push chat noir into the back? Like I’m still not sure because it’s only been three episodes, but Chat Noir has been entirely downgrade to funny quips, one line that fans will adore and latch onto, and “yes ladybug you’re amazing ladybug you’re ideas are always right ladybug and you’ll always fix everything ladybug despite failing miserably, still betraying my trust and hiding secrets, and being all in all a shit human”
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Either way I feel bad for him, you did good baby, now go contemplate how your cataclysm works please don’t use it on yourself
What the fuck is the timeline?!
Ok so when the fuck does this exactly take place?! I know the actual mission is supposed to take place between episode 1 and 2 because of Hawkmoth’s appearance but then why the fuck did they say last episode that there was a time skip where Hawkmoth did nothing?! CLEARLY IF HAWKMOTH WAS CAUGHT LIVE PUTTING A RANDOM GIRL IN A HOSTAGE SITUATION WE SHOULD HAVE BEEN MADE AWARE OF IT?! OR LADYBUG AND CHAT NOIR WOULD HAVE ALERTED THE PUBLIC?!
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Also if Adrien just cataclysmed Hawkmoth, wouldn’t he have more on his mind then marinette?! Which speaking of, watch Gabe’s cataclysm mark be forgotten until the show needs it ti be relevant again
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The show be pretending to have a timeline, but the timeline is as bad as ever✨
Monarch 2.0… ugh.
Listen I’m gonna make a whole ass separate post about the miraculous rings, because this shit is so absurd and breaks every single rule we’ve known about the miraculouses thus far that it needs its own analysis post (I’ll try to put it here if I remember) but long story short, the rings should not be able to work if they were ground up ti powder because of what we know happens when there’s a single crack in a miraculous, and Gabriel’s way of using them with the unity rings is the most bullshit way ever that breaks every rule we’ve known about Kwamis and Miraculouses ever AND IT INFURIATES NE SO FUCKING MUCH
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Also Gabe’s new look is fine if it weren’t for those hideously tight pants, and Monarch 2.0 is actually the ugliest design this show have come out with so far
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Whew! Now that all that is out, I’m heading to bed! Goodnight!
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okay i was noting down my fave parts as i read this so bear with me this is super long lmao
“Every time Yongbok wore the bracelet, it scratched the skin at his wrists, turning it red, and every time you held his hand, it hurt you too. He still chose to wear it, because you made it, just for him.” the bracelet can be interpreted as the crux of ynbokkie’s relationship. it was something they made during their childhood, linking to the whole “falling in love with your childhood friend” trope. felix still holds onto the bracelet, despite it causing him pain, kinda similar how he clings to yn despite his affections being one sided. because of him clinging onto this version of her, he causes her pain too. the bracelet could also symbolise his (and hana’s) tendency to hold onto the past and how they like the old version of yn (to quote minho: “I think Hana and Yongbok just got used to that version of you. The one that would go along with anything, and everything”). all in all, this relationship romanticises the past offers no room for growth
god, it seems like yn friendship with the others is super ‘one sided’ currently but it was even worse in the past. and the fact that even when she was much younger, her friends never indulged her in the things she liked, is so heartbreaking when you realise from a young age yn has become so accustomed to giving, that she feels like it would be some sort of obligation for her friends to do something she enjoyed for a change. she’s honestly breaking my heart “that was the first time in your life that you felt selfish” YN DESERVES THE WORLD 😭😭
“It wouldn’t achieve anything, but you would know his name, and that would achieve everything” is it possible to engrave this sentence onto my heart? asking for myself….
“It was your duty, as his friend, to join him in things that made him happy” vs “You’re the one always forcing me to do stupid stuff” ugh okay i always LOVE your parallels but this one especially hurt 🥲 yn is someone who loves her friends so much to the extent that she doesn’t tell them about the apprenticeship (something that she should be vvv proud and happy of) in fear of upsetting her friends. she puts her friends’ feelings before herself as she thinks it is her “duty” to make them happy. this was also seen when she worked incredibly hard for felix’s birthday. i also think yn has some sort of fear of abandonment. after seeing how the others reacted to yeonjun leaving, maybe she thinks that if she makes them really happy and holds an important position in their lives, they won’t shun her when she moves to seoul. in contrast, felix and hana are often irritated when yn brings up any of her interests. i think one of the reasons they’re indifferent to yn’s interests they’re so fixated on maintaining the monotony in their life, they’re unable to connect the art as they don’t seek out experiences beyond what they’re comfortable with
once again, yeonjun my beloved i would do anything for you <3 you already explored the similarities between him and yn in previous chapters, but this chapter showed their different mentalities from the others began at a young age akhdjsjs LMFAO MINHO IS SUCH A MENACE “stop projecting on me yongbok” I LOVE HIM HE IS VERY DEAR TO ME. also, i’m vvvv curious about minho’s girl on the bus 👀👀
“If you’d left a moment before, you would never have seen him, and you would never have known what it felt like to be drawn to someone like this” THEY INVENTED BEING SOULMATES ✨🔮😭
“You couldn’t imagine how stifled he must have felt in Seoul, to want to come back so bad from a job he loved. Maybe it was just how stifled you felt in Daejon, that you wanted to leave behind the friends you loved”jade if you wanted me to die, there are easier ways to do so. um pay for my therapy wtf how am i ever meant to recover from this 😭
CHOI YEONJUN ILYSM 💕💗🥰💖✨ yeonjun yn friendship is very dear to me, and i love that he’s always so quick to reassure her as he’s already kinda experienced what she’s currently going through. “I know that they haven’t always been supportive or really understood the stuff you like, but that gives them no reason to treat you like shit. Please don’t ever justify their behaviour” “I’m so fucking glad you have someone who actually cares about you, and I know for a fact that even if Hyunjin didn’t know anything about art, he would still care about you the same way” yeonjun and hyunjin are co-leaders of the yn protection squad i love them 🥲💗
“The coldness of his exterior melted, just like the ice pop in his hands” hyun releasing ice.cream right before you dropped ch11 the stars are aligning 😌✨
LEE YONGBOK KNEW IT WAS HYUNJIN ALL ALONG !!!!!! I AM EAGERLY AWAITING A CONFRONTATION BETWEEN HIM AND YN !!!!!
“I think Hana and Yongbok just got used to that version of you. The one that would go along with anything, and everything” YES SOMEONE FINALLY SAID IT THANK YOU MINHO 💗✨💕💖
“Hearing the words love and Hyunjin in one sentence made your heart pound. Maybe it was because both words were synonymous with each other” i’m going to fucking eat glass i can’t go this anymore he really is the embodiment of love 😭 “maybe the words Hyunjin and happy were synonymous to each other too” THE FACT HE IS LITERALLY BORN ON INTERNATIONAL DAY OF HAPPINESS 😭😭 yes i love him a normal amount
“Maybe he could never choose love. Maybe he’d used up all of the free will that had been given to him, and the rest of his life wouldn’t be made up of choices anymore” “Maybe there was no red string of fate, and the only strings on him were the ones that controlled the rest of his life” “This life, where you’re loved by literally everyone in the entire world…or a life where you’re loved by just one?” you really upped the angst today huh
“He’d jumped out of a fairytale, and your heart was going to jump out of your chest” and I’M about to jump off a cliff bc of how adorable they are 🥲
despite having been stood up previously, yn still managed to wear the dress as she wanted to associate it with a new happy memory with someone who shares her interests. i think her wanting to see his reaction relates to how this dress/the chateau symbolises her wanting to move away from the monotony of daejeon. idk maybe alongside wanted to see his reaction, she thought that it would show that she’d fit into life in seoul. also when he remembered that she liked his curled hair (same yn, venom hair hyun shifted the trajectory of my life) screaming into the void these oblivious babies are so cute 😭
AKDHAJSSJLDK WAS HE ABOUT TO CALL HER A BRAT HYUNJIN BRAT TAMER CONFIRMED ?? 👀👀
“i would never hurt you yn” pls don’t let this be foreshadowing i don’t think my heart would ever recover
“nobody had ever looked at you like this before, so you didn’t know what it meant” JADE ISTG I AM SUING FOR EMOTIONAL DISTRESS FOR REAL THIS TIME !!!!! yn said she’s never been in/experienced love and hwang “lovestay” hyunjin, aka embodiment of love, is looking at her with the biggest heart eyes known to mankind. need someone to look at me the way hyun looks at yn 😔💔
“Everybody in the room wanted to talk to Hyunjin tonight, but he said he needed you” OKAY BUT I JUST HAD THIS THOUGHT OMFG DRESS BY TAYLOR SWIFT FITS THIS CHAPTER SO FUCKING WELL ‘i don't want you like a best friend?? only bought this dress so you could take it off!!?? my hands are shaking from holding back from you????’ TELL ME THIS SONG DOESNT SCREAM HYUNYN THIS CHAPTER ESPECIALLY WHEN SHE WALKS BACK TO HIM WITH THE WINE AND “your eyes were only on the boy in front of you” this song was MADE for them taylor told me herself 😌
you could cut the sexual tension with a knife when yn ate the freaking strawberry from his hand 😵‍💫 whining hyunjin i’m so sad rn 😭 he’s so freaking adorable i wanna put him in my pocket 😭😭
he. kissed. her. cheek. HE FUCKING KISSED HER CHEEK AJSDHJSKSKZJSH ik they kiss later in the chapter but i have yet to move on from this. the intimacy and domesticity of it all??? him being unable to contain his joy at doing something he loves with his “favourite person” i’m a puddle on the ground i love them
“You’d never imagined that Hyunjin was deprived of something so… natural” i listened to star lost again after reading this chapter; reading the lyrics and chan’s meaning/interpretation of the song made me tear up imagining how lonely hyunjin might’ve been despite being adored by people around the world. to be deprived of something as natural as the stars. to be deprived of love from a lover but also be showered with love from the fans. your description of the town lighting up was beautiful i adore your writing so much 🫶🏼
“i don’t wanna look away” STOP 😭😭
“When I look at the stars now… I’ll think of you, Hyun” “And when I look at the city lights… I’ll think of you” “You didn’t know what love meant, but you think this was it” no other fic will ever compare to this you’ve set the bar too high
YN SITTING ON HIS LAP AND HELPING HIM PAINT !!!!!! I AM DEAD. THE GRIM REAPER IS HERE TO COLLECT MY SOUL. I DIVED HEADFIRST OFF THE MORTAL COIL AND I’M TYPING THIS FROM MY GRAVE AS WE SPEAK. “you pushed your thumb between his lips, and into his mouth” THIS IS ILLEGAL YOU CAN’T DO THIS TO ME
THEY FINALLY KISSED !!!!!!!! my brain is short circuiting omfg i- nothing could’ve prepared me for that holy shit that was so fucking intense. the tension was immaculate everything about this scene and the entire chapter in general was *chef’s kiss* don’t even get me started on them making out on the floor whilst covered in paint i’m not strong enough to handle this 🫠🫠 you’re literally outdoing yourself every chapter and raising the bar every single time literally no one is doing it like you 💗💗
P L E A S E 🔥🥵😵‍💫🫠
“Maybe then, you would have spent all those years loving the stars in the sky, just a bit more” tumblr user hyunjinspark how dare you break my heart 286472 times in the span of a single chapter?? i’m losing my mind rn no amount of words can ever describe how much i love slwy. i am eternally grateful for stumbling across your account; only fools and slwy are so beautifully written and your writing is so so so incredible, thank you for yet another beautiful chapter 💗🫶🏼
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ill answer this under the cut because its long !!
firstly, thank you for sending me your favorite parts. i adore you and i adore this. you’re the first to comment on the bracelet and im so happy you noticed that detail. :( it definitely symbolizes the romanticism for their past relationship and how things have always been.
your paragraph on yn…you want me to cry ? :(
she does deserve the world, and ever since she’s been young she’s kept her interests all to herself, and not indulged in what she may like, so hyun or anybody actually caring about that has been a huge shocker for her. :(
yeah please engrave that sentence onto your heart😭 if yn had known hyunjin ever since she was younger, she could have actually followed his journey as an idol, and how he grew as an artist and that would been so nice perhaps for her too
they really did invent being soulmates…🔮
co-leaders of the yn protection squad. add me ill fight everyone for her too.
glad you liked the angst of hyun’s inner angsty monologue ✊🏻✊🏻
venom hyuns hair shifted the trajectory of my life too…same….HAHAH brat tamer hyunjin confirmed 🤪
you can sue me for that. hyun with the biggest heart eyes to yn when she reassures him at the château…i need them …together. 🥲🫵🏻 HE KISSED HER CHEEK YEAH HE DID😭😭😭😭 dress by taylor wow, she wrote it for this scene thank you for letting me know.
all of your comments honestly made my day. thank you for sending me everything it made me so happy. im eternally grateful to YOU. this is the sweetest and 😭 im so happy you pointed out every line that you liked. it makes me feel proud bless you
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nah my friend is ridiculous 😭
so he just got his jonghyun she is album and he has been looking through the picture book when he got excited over one page in which he took a picture of it and written something like “free foot pic! thanks jonghyun!”
what is his obsession with his feet he wouldn’t even stop talking about the picture of him wearing socks and kicking the air- 😭😭😭😭
jeez and he be talking about how it made him nut and shit like omg i don’t care about his feet what’s so sexy about something you walk on the floor with? is that the sexy part? him stepping on your head with socks on? what’s so hot about that?
but yeah- i don’t have a feet fetish but i do like his hands 🥺
omg the fact that he could use them to- 🫳🏻🍑
*starts screaming* nahhhh all the things i would do to meet him i would kill or give a lap dance just to carry him like he’s princess peach
nvm i don’t think i could carry him, but he can jejeekwkwkwj
he could probably carry me like a baby since i’m not too heavy… but i’d want him to grind on me-
oops sorry pg-13- uh- rainbows and flowers 🌈🌸🌺💐🌷🌹🌼🌻☀️✨
anywho, supreme is too expensive lol and my tatas are big ;(
i’m like idk what size i am i haven’t worn a bra in 6 years- maybe like 28 c of d cup ig it looks big so maybe even dd? (i don’t know my size so-) also, they’re perky too like them pr0nstars which makes it even worse-
i hate my tatas i wish i could donate them to amber or anyone i hate them i would even give them to my little sister like a hand me down so she can have boobs and i can be flat or at least small enough that i don’t have to literally kill myself to make sure i look flat enough when i bind. puberty sucks i wish i never had to go through mean changes and i could look like jonghyun ;(
i’m scared that it may go to my hips and people will see me as a woman i hate it so much i don’t know if the best thing to do is to go to a gender clinic to prevent it from happening but i would try but the uk is shit and is transphobic 😭😭
i literally look like every female character a man written with big boobs tiny waist and big butt (but i barely have hips so… yay…?) istg if i look like miss bellum from the ppg when i turn 25 then imma ☠️
nah my sis doesn’t know what she’s gonna miss like yooo- she could technically go shirtless and get away with it like omg that must feel amazing to be that flat and NO HIPS OR ASS you can live your life not worrying about getting catcalled whilst i get catcalled sometimes or creppy guys touch me like omg i never knew this was a thing in the uk 😭
also thank youuuuuuu i’m gonna shut up now but i love speaking in case you didn’t know hahahahah
mwah byeeeeeeee 😭😭😭
No, no it's fine. I like to talk too. I swear I send my friends like 25 voice memos cause I go on tangents. Then like 5 paragraphs right after the voice messages. Talk as much as you want. Yeahhhh feet fetishes do not make any real sense to me either. Also the fact it's so so so common. Like is this a dormant Victorian era sensibility that gets triggered in some people who see feet and ankles as scandalous and arousing. Also maybe you can find a Calvin Klein sports bra, it's what the supreme one is copying anyway. I got a Calvin Klein sports bra from TJ Maxx\TK Maxx a while ago for like 12 dollars. But new it's like 29 dollars. Aww, I understand, puberty can really suck and being in a body you feel disconnected from while being harassed by creepy guys just makes it harder. I really hope that you'd be able to get where you want to be in your body and you feel like you're suppose to. I'm sure you're still really young and there's so many options. And ugh those creepy guys are literally the worst. Honestly should be locked away. They have no right to touch you. Even though I like my body having a hyper feminine body does make you want to just hideaway. Plus I dress hyper feminine cause it makes me happy, Also I only care about the random women who call me cute. But I once wore like this bodycon mini dress to Home Depot. I know I know but that's like my grocery store dress it's comfy even thought it's short and tight. And I was going to the grocery store after. And like there was an employee who was following me around. Kinda looked like the lead sing of A day to remember. He even followed me into the parking lot where he tried to ask me if I saw some lady in a hat or something like that. I said no and he stayed like right by me while I waited for my aunt to pick me up. Men are creeps. Like if you want to say something say it the first time you see me don't follow me around like weirdo.
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leejungchans · 3 years
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— juliet on kingdom (episode 5).
juliet’s masterlist
from april 29’s episode
note: read the tweets from the bottom up 💕 also i tried my best to not mention the exact results or anything too specific from their performance here but do keep in mind that there are slight spoilers!!! more under the cut bc i kinda went overboard with this whjdhwjd 🤩🤩
for juliet’s outfit see episode 4!!
okay let’s talk about the preparation clips 🤩
sooooo ateez went to play laser tag/paintball ahjdhwjdjqk and when i tell you juliet had the time of her life ✨
“PEW PEW PEW PEW PEW”
she is 5 years old 🤡👍
pls but when jinhwan wished them luck in the hallway before their performance 🥺🥺🥺 she waved to him like a baby :((((
juliet was feeling herself during the performance✨ (as she should!!)
she was kinda scared that she’d accidentally scratch someone during the performance with her ring armours but thankfully that didn’t happen!!!
she was also worried that the safety pins on the choker would come undone mid-performance and poke her neck but that also didn’t happen so dw 😔😔😔
turns out the last episode was just a preview of what was coming bc here she was truly living up to her ateez demon line membership 😋
everyone was looking respectfully 🥵🥵🥵
chanlix: AW HELL YEAH GO BESTIE
the senior groups were like holy fuck what the hell but also ????? where is the sweet angel baby we saw offstage ????????
ahskwjs peniel will probably bring it up to bm and ashley the next time he’s on the get real podcast like “dude now i’m kinda scared of her bc she pulled a 180 back there”
she was literally backstage being like “uwu good luck guys :3” while looking like the long lost daughter of satan pls the whiplash the other groups got 😭😭
she was Feeling Herself™️ during the performance ✨ think cocky rocker!juliet giving the camera tons of eyebrow raises and smirks
oh yeah we also got RAPPER JULIET 🥵🥵
a cultural reset 😔
at one point her jacket slipped off her shoulder while dancing and when i tell you stan twitter went feral—
juliet, later on universe: guyS tHAt wAs aN acCiDeNt i SwEAr
she did the second half of the speech with hongjoong bc they’re sexc like that ✨✨✨
and then she did the second high note after jongho did the first one!!!! secret weapon maknaes let’s get it!!!!!!!!!!
the amount of people from other fandoms who became her fan after this performance though 📈📈📈📈📈📈📈
literally so many people, both idols and fans, fell in love with her from this episode 😌💅 unfortunately for them she is very very taken 😔😔😔😔
speaking of her relationship
someone should go check on chan 😭😭😭 bc is he okay????
let’s be real if your s/o did THAT while looking like THAT you wouldn’t be okay either ✨
someone seungkwan snitched to her later saying that when they were watching this episode chan malfunctioned for a good five minutes after ateez’s performance bc...yeah 🥵🥵
she was so excited when btob performed back door
“EVERYONE BE QUIET IT’S BACK DOOR”
jammed out with seonghwa to btob 🤩🤩🤩
when minhyuk ripped his shirt in half she went “wahhhh sunbaenim...”
it was purely out of surprise bc she didn’t expect him to do that at all but some of the boys still turned to look at her like ????? ma’am you have a boyfriend??????? 😭😭😭😭
“STRAY KIDS HOOOOOO!!!!”
her reaction to felix’s english rap though
“OH MY GOD FELIX WHAT THE F—”
she was literally speechless after stray kids’ performance aren’t we all 😔
in conclusion this is day 289 of juliet ignoring the “war” in “kingdom: legendary WAR” bc she’s just here for a good ol’ time 🤩
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a/n: feeling many things,,, all six groups did so well as always like ugh all those performances were top tier 🥵
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tragicxensemble · 3 years
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nsfw please!
A-Z NSFW GREY'S ANATOMY EDITION
✨ Lexie Grey ✨
Part 5!!
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NOT MY GIF
A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
Lexie would cook for you if it isn't too late at night/morning/day. Then after she's cooking she always kisses you on the nose in a way to show her affection towards you.
B = Body part (Their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
She LOVES your lips. Oh, they are so kissable and plump when you focus on something, pouting your lips and not realizing it.
C = Cum (well... self-explanatory)
She loves when you cum on her face. Ugh, it's such a turn on for her. 
D = Dirty Secret (shhhh)
She secretly has a strap but never used it on you and you don't know if it's existence.
E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)
She came from only dating men but when it came to you she isn't straight anymore. Her photographic memory comes in handy if you know what I mean 😏.
F = Favourite Position
When she does you from behind.
G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)
She can be serious at times but she's more humorous because she loves seeing you smile. 
H = Hair (How well-groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)
She is usually bare but on occasion, she has a small stubble.
I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect…)
Lexie is very romantic when it comes to the moment. She'll make sure everything is perfect for you.
J = Jack Off (Masturbation)
She doesn't do it as often when you guys are together but if she's had a rough day at work she'll release some tension in an on-call room.
K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)
She has a mommy kink and that turns her on to the MAX.
L = Location (Favourite places to do the dirty)
The car and living room. She just thinks it's more spontaneous.
M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)
She gets turned on by your whimpers and whines when she pleases you, it makes her go rougher and faster.
N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do turn-offs)
She would not do anything without your consent. That's a huge turn off for her.
O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)
She loves giving more than receiving.
P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)
She slow and sensual when she wants to but when you both had a rough day, you both would agree for her to go rough and fast.
Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)
She prefers proper sex rather than quickies, she just thinks it not to 'right way' to please you.
R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)
She a moderate risk-taker. She doesn't like to take risks because you're the wild one in the relationship.
S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…)
You both can last multiple orgasms and go on and on all night.
T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)
You both have your vibrators and respectively use them on the right person. She would also use a strap on you as well.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Oh, she'll tease you to the point where you're telling her to stop, your legs shaking and all.
V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)
Lexie's moans are very very low even though her voice is a somewhat middle tone pitch. She's huff a lot and groan, while yours on the other hand are very high pitched and louder than hers. You would whine and whimper in her ears and moan tiny gasps too.
W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)
Imagine seeing a jealous Lexie after she noticed a coworker flirting with you, then when you both come home she fucks the shit out of you with her strap. 😶😶
X = X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture, or words)
Her breasts are small but they are perfect for leaving marks on them. Her tummy is smooth asf and she has very small freckles on it. Her ass is a perfect round shape and just enough for you to squeeze.
Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)
High. You guys would be at it like rabbits is she had a good day at work.
Z = ZZZ (… how quickly they fall asleep afterward)
She always spoons you, he bring the big spoon, she would always run her fingers along your hips and shoulders to help you fall asleep.
Bonus: She would also place kisses on your shoulders and neck before falling asleep.
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chateautae · 3 years
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Helloo, this might be the weirdest ask you ever got BUT let's just let it be.
So, I am 20 y/o. I am in my second year of a glorious STEM major (my butt is being kicked by plant biology;; shut the fuck up trees and other green things -other than Shrek ofc.)
I truly love what I major in. I don't think I would ever want to change it. Even though my ass is being beaten up, I wake up every day thanking God for studying biology. (Was this too nerd? Are you scared?)
HOWEVER, like many STEM majors, I am afraid of that sweet uNeMPloYmeNt. My dear university now offers 4 years of bachelor degree in digital marketing for its students. The offer will stay even after I graduate, and its fee is quite cheap. So I could continue bio and have a couple of evening classes for digital marketing. Then, voila, graduate with a double major.
The degree is about everything from e-commerce to web and app designs to cyber security to legal regulations behind companies to ICT to marketing to finance (?? what is finance ?? is it a type of bread? Qu'ils mangent de la brioche! )
I am intrigued by the programming side of this degree. I do a little bit of programming outside my own degree, and it wouldn’t hurt to take formal lectures. Also, I could grit my teeth and bear the finance side of it. I could possibly pass the classes. They don’t seem too difficult (no offence to anybody, I just became an academic creature whose parents are Hulk and Shrek )
However, I have zero interest in e-commerce and marketing. I am mostly sure that I will not enjoy it as much as I do biology. But adults don’t have to enjoy what they do, right? They just DO IT 👌🏼🥺
Considering I have terrible time management, I could just fail two degrees and in my job as well. Either way, this degree may just sit on my CV (At the same time, I have zero lab experience due to c*rona bullshi*🦠, so who knows which degree will sit on my CV 😉)
On the other hand, I am a fricking perfectionist. So I might just graduate with honours.
Nonetheless, E-commerce and digital marketing is the FUtURe of our society. And It is the reason why my head got stuck to it. I just think whether if I would regret not doing it in future. What if in future I ask myself “why the fuck didn’t you do it?” while crying between failed experiments and unpublished papers?
I could get certificates for digital marketing if I desperately need it. But a degree sounds way ✨ FULLER ✨ (Meanwhile Karl Max: 😦)
Plus, while I was writing this, two of my friends texted me and said “it’s okay, you can do it” I dunnooo, can I? should I?
I am very indecisive AS YOU CAN PROBABLY SEE. Please be a dear and give me your opinions.
Thank you so so so much for your answer. I am very sorry for dumping my life stress on you, but I see you as a supportive girl friend ( me 💘 you ) I would appreciate it if other people comment their opinions as well.
I love you all my Internet friends
Note: Mr Kim Taehyung if you are reading this: HAVE MY BABIES, PLEASE.
Note2: Dear Kim Namjoon, please fvck this stress out of my body.
*Should I just try it for a year and see if it is good for me?
** You know what,,, I am going to cry and get someone to read my tarot cards
*** My dad offered that I should flip a coin
Not a weird ask at all bubs ❤️ ugh this is such a hard thing to comment on because I can’t exactly tell you how to live your life. I completely understand the way you’re thinking, but the best thing I would say to do is weigh the pros and cons and honestly, maybe think about what you see yourself doing in your future. There’s also another idea where if you do flip a coin, usually when the coin’s in the air we already make up our mind of what we want the decision to be. Wherever your heart is loves, possibly think about what’s more important to you and what you value. It’s always better to live a life where we do something with our heart in it, because it’ll always be that much more worth it 🥺❤️
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shiningsagittarius · 3 years
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IT’S ALIIIIIIIVE…… blog
(There Will Be Spoilers) (And once again, these are just my thoughts and opinions!)
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“If you have any issues, any questions… a member of my staff is always available to forward that concern on to their supervisors, who will then forward it on to me.” Dear God hahahaha
No seriously tho the way Tony Hale is playing Dr. Curtain is such an interesting vibe, I can’t really explain it but it makes him feel more like someone you’d actually encounter in real life. Like I feel like I’ve dealt with a Dr. Curtain before, and that arguably serves to make him more menacing.
WOAH WOAH don’t bring DID into this, what the hell???
The way Kate and Constance are sure Dr. Curtain is a clone or an alien though lol
NATHANIEL???????????
AND MR. BENEDICT KNOWS??????????
(I will NEVER skip the intro)
No one:
Milligan:
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RIP Extraordinary Education………
Ngl that backstory is pretty depressing though. I’m just not sure if I like the change or not.
“There’s no way he’d hide that from us” Well APPARENTLY he did! And idk how I feel about that!
“You could say you and I barely know each other”
“We know each other” 🥺
Kate’s bed tent thing omg
“You will respect the bucket!”
✨ Classes montage time ✨
“The world is a brutal place” Jesus hahahaha
“It is like a cult” SERIOUSLY THOUGH
“There’s a lot of stuff you don’t know. Oceans of stuff. Deserts. ✨Mountains.✨”
Wait where did the hanging out with other people thing come from? Like I guess it makes sense, casting less suspicion on the group as a whole and gathering information, but still
Constance :(
Ugh, here we go again with the pacing. There wasn’t a lot of time to absorb exactly who Mr. Bloom is, alongside the gravity of the situation. He didn’t even seem glum, so it takes away from what he’s lost IMO.
They’re talking way too loud, even on an empty staircase. Trust me, voices carry easily.
Mr. Benedict giving directions hdkdvkdgsksgsks
“YOUR GOD CAN’T HELP YOU NOW”
The live rankings board is kinda interesting, even if it seems just a liiiiittle out of place for the atmosphere we’ve seen so far
Oh, Charlie just straight up got kicked off of the island? Like Survivor? (…I’ve never seen Survivor)
Reynie really is the glue holding the group together with a thread and determination, huh
Geez, he couldn’t think of one nice thing to say about Constance? That was surprisingly hard to watch, and she’s clearly upset by it
Did they… take the machine?? Hsksgjdgsksgsk
“Especially in the field of neuroscience” 👀👀
Rhonda (my beloved) is asking all the right questions and bringing up all the crucial points
Somebody here (I think @isfjmel-phleg ?) pointed out that not only is Dr. Curtain participating in a sport highly unusual, but also potentially dangerous to himself or exposing his secret, and I 100% agree. I feel more certain by the episode that Dr. Curtain isn’t narcoleptic, which will make the finale… difficult, to say the least.
Mr. Benedict’s tantrum hdkdgsksgsksg
Is it just me or does it feel out of character though?
HE ENTERED THROUGH THE GRATE, THE PARALLELS!!
“…Entrances and exits…” 👀
Ah, I see they went with the “sensitive and soulful artist” route for S.Q. , huh
Back up though, Dr. Curtain adopted him? Like, actually adopted and not brainwashed “adopted”?? I feel like Dr. Curtain might even extend that offer to Reynie, making his “betrayal” of him even more poignant
Reynie at any given moment:
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It’s fantastic gdksgksgsjksh
The fade out where it looks like Dr. Curtain and Mr. Benedict are facing each other… cinnamon topography 👌
Sticky is right to be concerned about Mr. Benedict’s trustworthiness
I like how the other kids get the riddles right from time to time
It’s interesting how Reynie is the person who thinks Mr. Benedict wouldn’t want them to cheat. IIRC, in the book, while he was uncomfortable with the idea, he understood why Mr. Benedict would ask that of them.
This never happens to James Bond 😒
I’m so glad they added Kate’s artistic abilities 😭
No seriously why wouldn’t they give a report anyways? Especially if one of your students has a contagious disease?? I mean, could you imagine what that would cause?? 🙃
The orphanage picture
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Huh, Dr. Curtain and S.Q. are actually doing a father-son bonding activity. The same activity shown in Mr. Benedict’s title card, no less 🤔
Dr. Garrison reminds me of Number Two a bit, another interesting comparison!
If every episode ends with a letter to Ms. Perumal, I will actually break I swear to God-
Ngl that’s actually a nightmare scenario for Ms. Perumal 😰
TLDR:
I’m sorry most of this review was quoted from the episode. I’m just struggling to think of something to say besides “things changed and I don’t necessarily like it because change scares me”. I feel like I now have more questions than answers (in a bad way). Unfortunately, I think this episode gets a 7/10 from me. I’m still excited, but maybe not giddy.
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sea-lilli · 2 years
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Today, I decided was the day Ramona learns ✨ boundaries.✨ because this model Jeremy has with her is unsustainable. We can’t just give give give give to her to the point of depletion. She needs to learn to entertain herself and do stuff on her own.
So starting today we did 10 minute breaks every hour on the hour where she couldn’t talk to us (ask us questions, etc), and had to figure it out herself. And then we did a long two hour break where we had chill time and everybody did their own thing to refill.
I have had SO MANY DUCKING TALKS ABOUT BOUNDARIES. I have been so damn consistent. Each time she pushed boundaries (pretty much each break time) I told her point blank, not cool. I talked to her each time we finished a break about boundaries, what they are, talked about self care, explained why we were doing this etc. EACH TIME
And it was EXHAUSTING.
Also, she ended up screaming and yelling at me at one point because we didn’t want to play a game with her during one of the 50 minute ramona-times. Because we also were emphasizing she needs to think of other people and what they want to do too. As soon as she started screaming at me being rude, I said to her that I was leaving for a walk because I loved myself too much to let her talk to me that way. Went out, ran, got anger out, then came back and had ANOTHER talk about boundaries and about emotional regulation. I told her that I expected her to talk to me in a certain way and that I wouldn’t accept talks from her in any other way.
To be fair tho, that one started last night when she started being hella disrespectful. I just got up, went to my room and when she came to talk to me I told her I wasn’t going to talk to her until she reframed the way she spoke to me.
So much. She really did improve as the day went on but holy shit. It was so much.
And then Jeremy comes out to the living room after the ball drops and tells me he has baby fever. Like seriously? What the fuck? Did you not have the same day as me??? Your ✨ existing ✨ child is stressful af and requires so much damn work already.
But I guess it’s like that when you aren’t the one who did all the educating. It was literally me, all day long, educating HIS child on what boundaries are, on self care, on emotional regulation, etc. He just went along with it. Which is great!! I’m glad he’s supportive. But he isn’t capable of doing the work on his own. Which makes most of the emotional labor of having a kid probably be put on me. I don’t have to pick it up. I don’t want kids. I’ve always been really clear about it.
It scares me a little that he has baby fever. I’m scared he’ll leave me, because I don’t want kids. Honestly, I’m not even sure about Ramona at times. I don’t see the benefit of kids, honestly. What is it, some sweet things said sometimes, rarely? I can get that at work. Or from my niece.
Honestly, the only reason I even try to get along with Ramona is because of Jeremy. If it weren’t for how much he loves her, I wouldn’t even bother. She’s okay and I get along with her, but she’s not like, my favorite little girl ever. In fact, a lot of the times, I don’t even like her. I get jealous of her. I can’t stand her entitled, selfish behaviors, and how Jeremy will tell me how kind she is, when she ISN’T. She’s used to getting her own way all the time. Also, she doesn’t even appreciate what she has (why I’m jealous- I was NEVER able to act this way. Plus to have two active parents who both care about her and who are good parents?). Ugh. She’s also just annoying in the special way only children are: their parents only have one kid, so the kids are just used to being entertained all day long by parents. She doesn’t know how to be alone. And she just takes and takes and takes constantly, no breaks.
Ughhhh. I worry too about what will happen if/ when Jeremy gets half custody of her. Will he be able to set boundaries with her when I’m not around? Is she going to just constantly suck up all our energy for the shittiest attitude in return? Should I even be concerned with his own relationship with his daughter, since it’s not mine? I know mine will be fine because I have the skills but it’s also more work for me.
I have to have a talk with Jeremy about Ramona and him being consistent in setting boundaries with her each hour a break, even while I’m gone, and even though it’s just one day. Because it’s building the foundation for the relationship that they’ll have when she’s here more. I can’t live with a bratty kid who screams and yells and is disrespectful, and who can’t understand how to leave us alone for just a little bit. I cannot give to the point of depletion. I don’t want Jeremy to feel resentment because I check out and leave her with him due to the lack of boundaries. Lack of boundaries makes me sick. Or maybe I’ll just tell him there needs to be ✨ some ✨ boundaries around break time like specific times for recharging but if he wants it less frequently it’s fine. Just something.
I am glad tho that she is learning and so fast. It’s hella stressful. Short term caused so much to deal with. Long term I feel we made a lot of progress because she understood the reasoning. And I think our relationship will benefit from it (mine and Ramona’s).
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hyunjinspark · 2 years
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my warm happy butterfly feelings evaporated by the end of the 4th chapter 💀
hana 😭😭 why bestie 😭😭😭 i wanted to give her the benefit of the doubt, i want her to be happy like y/n wants her to be but when she lied to hyunjin about watching his performance + stole y/n’s words/opinion of it, and didn’t seem to give a shit..... 🔪✊😐✊🔪
she clearly doesn’t have a genuine interest in hyunjin’s hobbies and passions, which are important to him and a vital piece of him, and i’m just over here wondering how she thinks that’s gonna work out for her in the long term.... you can’t fake a relationship, well i mean you can, but not if you want an authentic match made in heaven like she seems to desire. i hope someone comes to their senses and talks to her, preferably y/n bc she needs to look out for hana’s heart as her best friend, if not hyunjin’s too as he’s not just an acquaintance anymore, because neither of them deserve.... whatever is going on here. i mean, we don’t know yet what hyunjin’s intentions are for the relationship, if hes also looking for long term or just going with the flow, but either way, hana is not the one for him (obviously, because you didn’t write her to be). he said he wouldn’t hurt hana (at least i think that’s who he was talking about), so i’m curious as to how this is gonna play out.... i’m sure whatever happens, you’re gonna write it so beautifully😭
i think as well that hana’s used her energy focusing on her romantic relationships (past and present) rather than on being observant and a good friend to y/n, which makes me sad. i’m glad y/n has felix though, even if he’s being a jealous bean rn💛
um.... also we love minho the menace. i mean i had to stop and breathe deeply because i was as nervous and embarrassed for what he was gonna say as y/n, but..... dare i say..... he’s useful in progressing the plot✨ if only slightly✨ i could be wrong, bc you didn’t give a direct hint (that i know of), but i’m hoping hyunjin, as the smart, observant boy he is, caught on to what minho was saying. because i really think hyunjin remembers y/n too, whether he’s as sentimental about it as her or not.
..... just thought about the fact that if earlier at the chateau y/n had chosen to ask hyunjin if he remembered her, and he did catch on to what minho was saying at the diner..... boyohboyohboy🤪 the mortification–i can feel it. silly goose y/n hours, for sure. she’d be regretting every decision to open up to anyone she’s ever made.
lastly, i just wanted to point out that i noticed and appreciated the purple pin that was holding up that art piece💜👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨 little foreshadowing there?? i hope🥺
as always love you and your writing. i want to live in the slwy universe so bad😩 the way you’ve described everything like settings and people is so !!!!!! ugh, i don’t have the words. it’s so easy to get immersed in the story each chapter. and i just see so much of myself in the way you’ve written y/n, but she’s living my dream😭 when is it my turn?🤨 but yeah. you’re just so talented jade, i don’t know how else to put it. i might’ve said something like this before but i feel like i need to tell you a hundred times because i don’t want you to ever doubt yourself. thank you for being so creative and sharing that with us. so cool of you lol 🤍
hi anon ! don’t worry your butterflies will come back in chapter 5 😘 im glad you want hana to be happy, but also dislike her 😭 understandable. she definitely does want a match made in heaven but also seems to believe that it means everything will fall into place with no real effort from her side. that’s probably why she isn’t too interested in knowing more about hyunjin as a person. yes! hyunjin’s intentions are unknown too at this point.
we will see if hyunjin caught onto minho’s conversation or remembers yn…👀 that would definitely have been so embarrassing for her if she asked hyun that and then the minho conversation happened ! its a good thing it didn’t right 🤪 so glad you noticed the purple pin 📍
thank you so much for your kind words. i want to live in this universe too so bad, its peaceful and romantic and dreamy and slow. your words went straight to my heart thank u so much! also did you forget your anon emoji or do you not have one ??🧐 i love you !
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