#tw vent?

[anti-endo-haven]

It’s extremely difficult for me to witness having a friend I enjoy spending time with be an endo or proendo. What do you mean you support these people? The people actively making fun of us and those with similar experiences? What do you mean you support transRAMCOA when you know what it does to survivors? Why must you be vile?

I understand that you think they’re not sure about what they mean because they’re so young, but you’re directly in front of me and you know what they’ve done! Behind the screen or not, I can no longer be friends with someone that supports that.

What do you mean you support the people that mocked us directly to our faces and wanted to be like us? Wanted to copy everything about us for years? Started role playing in mockery? Started trauma dumping to trigger us to be turned into the worst people on the planet because we got defensive?

What do you mean you support that?

#anti endo #did system #osddid #plurality #system #traumagenic system #endos not for you #endos dni #actually did #small vent #tw vent?

[iciatheguardess]

Life is rough sometimes

Stick with good people and cut out the toxic ones

May not feel like it's getting better but, it will eventually. Always remember that

And if it feels like it's not getting better

Just make fictional characters kiss 👍

#modstar #post for me #tw vent? #not really #but #eh #i need a hug #/nf #and vacation

[i-may-be-an-emu]

I would give almost anything to have not been born with a uterus

#ftm #transgender #tw periods #tw vent? #period mention #trans #i I hate periods I hate them #Woke up at 5.30 in the morning with horrendous cramps :( #I usually wake up at six so it’s fine but ughhhh #Can’t wait to one day start t and hopefully be rid of this forever #I just hate it so much #tw dysphoria

[cheolhub]

hahahahahahhaah okay, tldr; im going on a short break (yes, again, i know & im sorry) ive explained under the cut 🫡

ok so this is kinda hard for me to talk abt so i apologize for being vague. i know ive been absent a lot over the past few months and i’m sorry for being so shitty at replying to asks and feedback and to my mutuals in general. i appreciate every single one of you so so much, LIKE more than you’ll ever know. my mental health has been in the drain and i’m kinda battling a lot rn so i just need to step away from tumblr because it’s something that’s kinda adding to my stress.

i WILL be back and i WILL finish the event and if you’re waiting on a reply, i sincerely apologize that it’s taking me so long. ill work on some of my asks while im gone and might queue some up, but i will not be answering any other asks because i just dont have the energy rn 🥲 im so sorry again and i’ll be back as soon as i’m feeling like myself again :)

#tw vent? #tw mental health #plz dont hate me #if u have me on discord u cam always message me :-) #ok ill go now. i love all of u!!!

[iobsesswaytoomuch]

Just Ignore This. Please.

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I'm sorry, just needed to say it and vent

#I'm sorry #tw vent? #sorta?

[the-edgy-fuckerz]

Been abt 3 days since took any substance, can someone please be proud of me :( I know Im pathetic but I just want to feel like someone cares -🔗

#tw vent? #tw substance abuse

[iassignpeoplehomestucktrolls]

Hate learning about trauma cause I'm like wait that also happened to me

#its my biggest issue with liking homestuck... like everyones so trumatied #me too buddy #but also i loooove homestuck #but also i only accept the fanon version of characters like no theyre all innocent idk where that trauma came from how odd🤨 #tw cocsa #tw csa implied #tw neglect #tw vent? #tw grooming #homestuck

[wishtale-blogs]

I don’t know what happened this year, but my body has crumbled both physically and mentally

#tw vent? #wish rambles

[masked-artist-xp]

Anyone else get random meltdowns or panic attacks out of nowhere?? Or just like over little things???

#ultimate goblin brain spillz #neurodivergent #anyone? #tw vent?

[true-autistic-tales]

got that dog in me (<- species dysphoria)

#sorry man ive been busy taking care of stuff. on da weekend ill make and post more art!!!!! #my art #tw vent? #species dysphoria #otherkin #cartoonkin #toonkin #i keep using mirror metaphor sorry for being unoriginal :( #also weird how sometimes im fine with drawing myself as human but i don't enjoy looking human in real life #it comes in waves ig

[st4rb04rd]

my mom got mad at me for wanting a packing list of stuff i need for ny trip. i'll admit, i was getting a bit frustrated, but i was also basicakky panicking because i didn't have a list, and she normally gives me lists of stuff to have. just wanted to document that here.

#tw vent? #why am i like this bro-

[methylphenidate-already-taken]

I’m like one manic episode away from becoming a furry ngl

#tw vent? #I guess #tw mania #I used to not say anything on this blog but fuck it #who gives a shit y’all are mature you can not take on my shit #may or may not just bought a set of ears tail and collar #like omg the 2014 Instagram era of like fuckin depressing ass heavy captions on Tumblr repost meme accounts #anyway #honestly I just need to consistently shower take my meds clean and stop smoking weed and I’ll be fine #BUT #I have something wrong with my brain I gotta work around #eheh

[weirdo09]

me personally i think there’s something wrong with always being nice. not like your typical “she’s such a angel” typa nice. LIKE the nice that means never speaking up, never arguing, never complaining, always settling for us but then you stop being that type of nice, everyone says you mean, self centered, rude, selfish.

i hate being nice all the time because being nice all the time just gives people a fake view of you and basically is just an image in their head that they enjoy but when you stop, suddenly they try to kill you, try to make you feel like shit because you’re supposed to be the nice one! you can’t say no to me, i’m your friend! a simple thing like setting boundaries with people seems like being selfish and being an asshole to those people. they constantly want to step over you and make you comply like before because you were so much better before.

i think that’s why when i say that nobody actually likes me irl is because they always try to do these and continue to do them. they continue to make me feel like shit for growing in my personhood. make me feel like shit because i’m not the quiet, never speaking, always saying yes lil girl anymore. i hated that me n i still hate it because they actually liked that me, so much i think that they resent me for growing as a person.

no one truly knows the real me because the real me is something they despise. something they hate so much, all because i changed. my family doesn’t like me, that’s kinda obvious because they always bring up that me and they say that i was such a great person but it was only because i could get pushed around by them. made silent. made like a doll, made like a puppet. my voice was always being silenced and still is all because of them.

i know they say you’re supposed to love your family no matter what but no, i don’t love them and i don’t feel ashamed of it. they took everything from me and now that i’m rebuilding myself, they hate me for it. they mourn a person they didn’t know and i don’t think they still love me for destroying that person. the person that was mistreated and abused, i try to heal her everyday. it gets hard though, my support system isn’t really support. my family was never really family and i was never really me til now.

til now, i crept myself into a box my mother made for me. that box of trauma still stays and every day i try to get rid of it but it’s so hard. i hate my mother for doing this to me and now acting like we’re all buddy buddy just because she stopped. she still torments me n makes me feel like less of a person. it feels strange because she doesn’t even know she’s doing it, it’s automatic at this point. every time i tell her, she calls it attitude and dismisses me. she never loved me, i know that now, and i don’t think she ever will.

#cade’s things #cade’s thoughts 💭 #cade vents #tw vent?

[boopshoops]

MmEh, kinda bummed out atm.

I've finally labeled my fic as on temporary hiatus- i mean it kinda already was given I hadn't updated for around over a month but sti l l. It got to the point where, mentally, I wasn't able to look at my writing without immediately having a bunch of negative thoughts about it. I just didn't like my own work. To the point where opening up the draft sparked immediate anxiety.

And the thing is!!! It's frustrating because I KNOW why, I know it's all just in my head, and the anxiety isn't logical. But it's still!!! Fuckin there!!!

And I WANT to write it. I'm the only person who can write this. I know I still love the ideas bc I'm still working on it in other mediums (art, comics). The motivation is there but the mental illness do be nerfing me.

I try my best to look up advice and such, knowing it's not JUST writer's block. But I have yet to find other individuals who also have bad anxiety about writing to the point that it inhibits them from doing so completely. So I just- don't really know what to do :/

So uhh if anyone else is sorta in a similar scenario, your writing is good. Just a reminder. Brain is just mean sometimes. Be patient with yourself 💕 I'm trying my best to be patient too, even if at times I do feel guilt for not updating things.

Annnd if anyone has advice like. Pls tell me 😳

To those who may have read my fic up to this point, it WILL be coming back. I promise. I just want to enjoy the process of creating it.

#tw vent? #writers block #writblr #boopshoopsramblings #we do be mentally ill 🥴 #i'll still be active here about TCOAV #i'm just trying my best to be kind to myself #anxiety problems #TCOAV

[siren-serotonin]

social norms be damned, if i start stimming (mainly flappy hands) i don't want any comments asking if i'm a 'different species' or some shit like that. when i flap my hands, i'm usually either experiencing mass amounts of stress or just really excited. yes, i express my emotions in a different way, one that you don't think is 'normal'. is it hurting anyone? am i hurting anyone by flapping my hands? no. so kindly fuck off, stop calling me a freak for simply existing and leave me alone.

#tw vent? #neurodivergent #siren-serotonin

[the-edgy-fuckerz]

Its really funny how I was thinking about going to sleep soon but then I remembered I don't even deserve sleep so ig I won't :/ -🔗

#tw vent #tw vent?