#tumblr is very UN-fun rn!

[thelilylav]

Y'know what? Fuck it (gives u guys a list of poc artists to listen to cause the white ppl on the music side of tumblr have been embarassing me)

List is under the cut, and warning bc I made it very long

Rock:

Los Abuelos De La Nada

Gesu No Kiwami Otobe

Chuck Berry

Ben E. King

Los Prisoneros

Ahmed Fakroun (ok this one's french art rock but in my book it still counts)

Burnout Syndromes (been fucking w them since I got into Haikyuu lmao)

Infinity Song (their hater song genuinely gets me every time LMAO)

People in the Box

N.E.R.D (my god if u don't know them.. idk dude my brother has been obsessed w them for forever so i just was not getting away regardless lol)

Punk/Punk Rock (& other punk subgenres):

Nova Twins (u must listen to them it's just the way it's gotta be guys)

Rina Sawayama (her hatred of Matty Healy is so attractive. i cannot believe i found her two years ago cause i still remember i would not shut up when i first heard her music it was so good)

BABYMETAL (the way their band name just straight up screams at people gets me every time lmaooo)

Indie:

The Younger Lovers

Mashrou Leila

Stella Jang

Shak SYrn (Jenni is on repeat in my room at any given moment)

Steve Lacy (if u listen to more than just Bad Habit u will find an actuall amazing discography)

Jenny Nuo (i have been OBSESSED w her music since like 2021 ish and it is a crime she hasn't blown up more imo)

Nujabes

Hemlocke Springs (oooo i hate that she does not get more love!!! synth pop and alt indie is such a fun niche like!!!)

Lyn Lapid (in my head she's huge but i have recently learned that artists i think r super popular may be unknown to an entire genre of ppl soo)

Megagonefree (found them on ig and omg!! PLS go check them out genuinely)

boa (i am once again shaming u if u don't know them)

Wallice

JAZZ (in all caps bc I fucking LOVE jazz no it's not dead go listen to jazz rn motherfuckers):

Idris Muhammad

Esperanza Spalding

Joanna Wang (ok she does pop and folk music too but idk she felt most appropriate here)

SAMARA JOY (put. some. respect. on. her. name. i would actually go to war for her i am not kidding. also this is in all caps bc MY MOM GOT TO SEE HER LIVE??? AND SHE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WHO SHE WAS PLS I WAS SO MAD OMGGG but i've been promised tickets next time so we're good)

Sade (my og one and only)

Funk:

Fadoul

George Clinton (i mean he's just a classic yknow)

Parliament (Give Up the Funk can make me dance like no other i swear)

Stevie Wonder (i mean.. like if we're on the topic of classics anyway then...)

Michael Jackson/The Jackson 5 (moreso his earlier stuff if my memory isn't lying to me.. look it's been a second since i listened to mj IM SORRY i am a busy person ok TT)

R&B:

Valerie June

Maxine Nightingale (if u don't listen to her... how do u have fun? actual question i put her on every time i need to feel happy atp)

Boney. M (technically they're reggae but they also count as R&B so idk.. i'm just putting them here if anyone wants me to move them later i will)

Amahla (Ca Suffit was so good and got me to check out the rest of her music, YOU SHOULD TOO!!)

Mary J Blige (not to judge but like... if u don't know THE queen then idk how to help you tbh)

SZA (wouldn't be a list without her in it tbh. i'm in love w her not even joking abt that)

Kali Uchis (to this day i cannot believe i saw her live i'm truly never getting a better moment than that omggg i have such a big crush on her anyway)

Aupinard (if ever u need to just vibe, this is the man u go to.)

Wejdene (TU PARLES AVEC UNE ANISSA MA MOI J'APPELLE WEJDENE- she's been my day 1 since i was like thirteen i can't even lie)

Annisse (just found out she only has like ~500 listeners on spotify??? apparently i'm one of them tho lmao so yeah go get that number up guys i love her too much for this disrespect)

Sister Sledge

Cheryl Lynn

Reggae:

Daddy Yankee (he's an honourable mention cause i couldn't not lmao)

Skindred (they're a reggae/metal fusion band and i will shut up abt them when i'm dead bc Nobody rewired my brain chemistry!!)

Manu Chao

Toquinho (i was so convinced this man was bossa nova but apparently he is reggae and i need to do some music theory review)

Folk:

Sushi Soucy (oh the things I Deserve to Bleed had me going thru in 2020/2021)

Miriam Makeba (Pata Pata should be enough to get anyone listening to her, just saying)

Lead Belly (do urself a favour and do some research on this man, i'm not kidding even if u don't like folk music u should know abt him- ESPECIALLY if u like Nirvana that'll make sense later trust)

Pop:

Corinne Bailey Rae (she has so much good music that gets ignored bc of Put Your Records On so.. yeah go listen to Black Rainbows she's only gotten better as time goes on lol)

Dru (he is for any person who likes ke$ha. i'm so serious he is early 2000s in a bottle and i love his music ur rlly missing out if u ignore him)

Monique Hasbun (found her recently! she's a Palestinian, Mexican and Salvadorian artist who plays around with Latin pop and does a lot of fusion music. she's dope go listen to her fr)

Mohammad Assaf (he made the Palestine song that's been going around ig a lot, but his other stuff is great as well. he's another Palestinian artist, so once again, go check him out!!)

Pinkpanthress (i LOVE her she's so much fun to just vibe to and idk how anyone couldn't have heard of her atp but then again this is the sight that didn't know who drake was so... sigh. go listen to her if u don't already!!)

Aliyah's Interlude (BROOO if u haven't heard of her actually go listen rn i'm so serious she is so good i can'ttttt ok bye)

Veondre (had a collab w Aliyah on It Girl and is gonna be releasing her own music very soon! she's trans too so go give her some love)

Shalco (wasn't sure whether to put him here or in hip hop, but his stuff is very very good either way)

Ado (she's j-pop but it's a form of pop so into the pop category she goes)

Moon (she's got two songs out rn, Moonlight and Seoul City Drift, and both r going on loop in my head at all times)

Jay Chou (call me a basic bitch idc he's good ok)

Atarashii Gakko! (i wouldn't say they're j-pop, but google did, so i'm just going w it lol)

flowerovlove (just trust me on this one)

El Tio Gamboin (Los Gatitos is such a cute song)

Grace Chang (see note for Jay Chou)

King Gnu (for all my j-pop lovers... come get ur man)

Salsa:

Lalo Rodriguez (included this genre specifically so i could mention him)

Adalberto Santiago

Roberto Roena (he's a classic i can't lie)

Hector Lavoe (i think he might be the most popular one in this genre lol)

City Pop (this is its own genre bc i literally did a presentation in high school abt it and i'll be damned if i don't flex my knowledge now):

Mariya Takeuchi

Miki Matsubara (my QUEEN my everything my-)

Anri

Taeko Onuki (one of my most listened to artists last yr for a Reason)

Kaoru Akimoto

Kingo Hamada

Jun Togawa

Bossa Nova:

Joao Gilberto (ooo he gets me every time i fucking love this man)

Elizeth Cardoso

Johnny Alf (forgot this man the first time around my bad BUT he's called the father of bossa nova for a reason so)

Hip Hop:

Flyana Boss (they're sooooo good i actually can't gush enough i have never felt so girlypop listening to music before go listen to them!! found the duo through ig so yeah if u want go follow them on there too to show support)

Lil Uzi Vert (for any emo lovers, go check out his song Werewolf with Bring Me the Horizon it is SO GOOD)

Samyra (she's slowly curing my body dysmorphia lol)

Yame (there's an accent on the e but idk how to do that on tumblr. anyway my ass loves french rap and before him i was stuck with klub des loosers so he saved my faith in the genre i can't even lie)

Lay Bankz (u cannot be chronically online and not have heard Ick yet, but i'm repping her regardless bc SHE'S SO GOOD)

A Boogie Wit Da Hoodie (HEAR ME OUT-)

Kaliii (Area Codes was one of my most listened to songs last year... as it should be tbh)

Miguel (he does R&B too i just first listened to him bc of his collab w J.Cole sooo)

Tyler the Creator (putting him on here just to brag abt getting to see him in concert lmao)

XXXTentacion (he has been mourned and talked abt an insane amount, but he deserves it i'm not even gonna joke on this one. his artistry is insane and he deserves some love if u haven't listened to him yet)

Kendrick Lamar (i mean i've been reblogging stuff abt him enough. Mr. Morale was actually the album that made me start Listening listening to him and i'm honestly glad it was bc that album is still my favourite to this day if i'm being totally honest)

Renaissauce (criminally and i do mean CRIMINALLY underrated)

#ok i'm stopping here bc i'm a little scared that tumblr is gonna crash on me soon #but u guys get the point #if anyone wants an extension of this list w more genres i would be happy to provide btw #this felt so chaotic to make but it was rlly fun to go through my spotify and actually check the artists i listen to #idk sometimes u just have to remind yourself that you do in fact have good music sometimes lol #music #kendrick lamar #tyler the creator #kali uchis #samara joy #music recs #was contractually obligated to make this after seeing how white some ppl's playlists r apparently #and like guys... you've got no excuse if my white ass can find time to appreciate music #plus these artists r all amazing on their own anyway so check them out regardless #also i'm so sorry to my moots for not shutting up abt music lately #apparently i had a lot of feelings abt it that i have not been getting of my chest so #i'll be back to posting the norm soon (although what even is the norm for me lol)

[veryconfusedunlabeledguy]

Talk Hockey to Me

(a game of tags)

i was tagged by @starscelly tysm king i give you a respectable high five

1. The thing that got you hooked on hockey

the second game i went to! the first one was good for sure (we got the fun lil borgy and matty christmas tree video during one of the breaks) but the second one!! i actually looked into stuff and it was everything ig you’d want from a game? my team won, we had some fun lil fights idk.. and then afterwards i stumbled upon rpf which. game changer lowkey (i read several fics having no idea what any of the people i was reading about looked like which was fun but we figured it out)

2. Your first ever fandom friend

i think probably cel tbf? and i have an irl friend who’s into hockey but i think there’s a strong chance they’re more normal about it than i am

3. The jersey you would most like to own

oooof tough question. either a stars jersey or a devils jersey i think. i’m hesitant to get one that’s a specific player’s bc i don’t want to have one for a team that they get traded from (looks pointedly at my several month-old un-customized kraken jersey) the ever changing world of sportssss

4. YOUR player (you only get ONE so choose wisely)

i am not choosing. you cannot make me. (it changes too often)

5. A pairing that deserves more fic

rn my answer is cyork/tfoerster but a week ago my answer was probably 2339 and two weeks ago my answer was probably 1053 and before that it was probably 2072 and before that it was probably scasey/gbrindley and before that it was probably nmoyle/nblankenburg and before that… (i’m stopping now but i could go on)

6. Your favorite on ice moment

oh gosh… i don’t really think i have a particular answer! i’m a cellies girlie who enjoys when the little men hit each other so. if any of my blorbos have ever done any of that sort of thing that can be my favorite (yes this a very general answer no i don’t care) actually maybe slaf’s first goal celly that wasn’t a celly so much as it was him cursing at zach brown ((?)i think that was who it was)

~link someone else’s art/fic/etc that you love and think everyone should check out~

i have yet to figure out how to link things so instead i will give you names and authors and you will take them. okay? okay.

still burnt from kissing your face by teethtilt (1053 fic with THE most delectable descriptions… i have never been more engaged by snow cones and swelteringly warm days)

tumblr user @/starscelly’s band au. (special shout-out to his one piece where wyatt is sat at a merch stand with the best body language you’ve ever seen)

on the banks of kettle creek by honeydripping (tknp fic that is soooo yummy. the way the author describes smells? ooof you don’t even know)

two thousand miles away, but i can see you by lovethygoalie (kraken magic fic that is very fun. gobbling up the way the author writes dynamics)

after hours by kerfluffle (cam/tyson fic that is very yay. if there is next to nothing in their tag at least we have the works of kerfluffle who is fantastic)

cool summers by counthestars (rule63 umich fic that has my heart. it literally feels like summer in my brain and i’m obsessed)

any xhekuraj fic by novembrs (loveee their trans arber fics never not thinking about them)

this was probably too many and i could go on! but it’s my response to an ask game and i do what i want

~link something you made and are proud of/want people to see~

again drk how to link things but my art tag is ‘me and my knack of making people look ~almost~ right’ or something like that and i also like my dream tag (vcug’s hockey dreams) just bc it’s fun. not really proud of it i just enjoy how my subconscious produces absolute bullshit

tagging @spiceberrie but no pressure if you don’t want to do this!

#tmi? tmi

[actualwifestacey]

I think people who believe in this 4chan/kiwifarms/lolcow/whatever else conspiracy surrounding satoryuga and the girls in the fandom who have openly supported her (like stacaesar) need to ask themselves: which makes more sense - queer people in the toku fandom were angry they got blocked by the most popular sentai gif maker and fled to their discord to get people to harass and dox her OR kiwifarms decided to harass and dox a completely unknown outside of the fandom South Korean woman just for fun?

The reuploader who had started all this (thea-nymo) had mentioned in an ask that they were part of the most popular toku lgbt+ discord which is where they learned they weren't the only one blocked by her. Guess who else was part of that server? ME! And what anybody who doesn't know is that people on that discord who follow satoryuga were constantly complaining about her - she doesn't gif fight scenes, she doesn't understand anything, she's always being white-knighted, she needs to learn English, she doesn't gif women enough, she's a fujoshi, i hate her positivity, she's annoying telling people to do yoga, she needs to stop posting photos of her stupid stacy doll, ect ect day in day out every single time she posted, someone on the discord had a problem with it and would post screenshots of whatever it was they were annoyed about, which would make people there who don't even use tumblr echo the same sentiments because if your friend has a problem with this person they clearly have a reason so you also will hate this person and make fun of her translated English. Casual racism and xenophobia woohoo.

It also needs to known that that server which had almost 300 people in it no longer exists because discord banned it a few months back - because one of the moderators had been raided by the police for being in posession of ch*ld p*rn. The main user on here who had started the original "this is definitely kiwifarms doing this!" sentiment, who then also accused satoryuga of doing all this to herself, who also then tried to say satoryuga didn't even exist and this was all a psyop, was also caught in 4k via screenshots as having told several women and underage girls they deserved to get raped and chopped up and other violent things simply because they had been defending satoryuga in some kind of way. There are others who were also shown to have been in some way involved in harassing both satoryuga and stacaesar - so it's completely delusional to act like no one in the fandom would ever do such a thing, when it's been made very clear that there are people on here who would and are continuing to do such a thing.

Consider how many people in the fandom have begun to ostracize stacaesar, people who would reblog her toku gifsets whenever she posted them suddenly won't touch her posts with a 10ft pole after seeing the harassment she's been getting, or perhaps rather after seeing her defend herself against the harassment she's been getting. Is this also kiwifarms doing? Is this imaginary kiwifarms who is invested in the freaking tokusatsu fandom making people continue to interact with predators in the fandom while also forcing people to not interact with an underage victim of violent rape and death threats who is literally just defending a South Korean woman who was doxxed and assaulted?

So, again: which makes more sense? That people here on tumblr, in our fandom (some of which have already been exposed as having been involved!) were angry that they got blocked by satoryuga because they had been anonymously or un-anonymously sexually harassing her in her inbox which caused them to get their friends to start a harassment campaign with the end result being physical assault OR again… that kiwifarms decided to harass and dox a completely unknown outside of the fandom South Korean woman just for fun?

#I hate that I can't even post this on my main because most of this fandom is insane and is coddling someone who told #a 14 year old girl they hope she gets prolapsed in a g*ng r*pe like come on you guys it's pathetic and horrifying to defend that person #I've stayed out of this entirely and have ignored all asks about it on my real account but I'm frustrated so let me vent here lol #satoryuga #stacaesar

[mariska]

heyyy um i got a few new followers from, im assuming, the general population migration from twitter to here in the past few days and i just wanted 2 give the new folks a lil welcome greeting so.....welcome 2 my Home Page if u are one of those people im glad u like whatever i have to offer on here lol ✌️ idk how many people are completely new to tumblr in general or how many are like, tumblr users as well who either used both and decided to stick with this one over the other or are returning because of how batshit horrible it is Over There At The Bird Shit Site rn but just as a general bit of information, this has been my "personal" blog since i was 13 in 2010 so there is definitely not any kind of concrete theme or specific type of stuff i post, i've always used it pretty much as the one online social media site where i feel like i can actually be my authentic self, so sometimes i do unintentionally ramble about random stuff on my mind or a really bad day i've had or frustrations having to do with my disabilities; i did a lot more of that as a teenager and it honestly became Not A Great Coping Method for me at the time so i try not to info dump about negative stuff in my personal life on here like i did years ago, but unfortunately because i do have a lot of overlapping issues with both physical, neurological and mental health sometimes i'm just having a real bad day and this blog ends up being the only place i feel comfortable enough in the moment to rant. i just figured it's worth mentioning in case anyone is bothered or if that is a potential trigger for other peoples' own individual struggles, these days if i just really need to get something off my chest and feel like this is the only place where i can do that it's usually regarding medical health problems/symptoms that i'm not coping well with.

i think a few people may have followed me/found this blog from my 'as seen on my disney princess tv' posts that i like to do on here, so if you are one of those new followers, hello and thank you so much for encouraging that fun hobby of mine!! i mention it every once in a while but if you're new here you wouldn't know obviously; i am always super happy to take suggestions or requests for specific movies/shows/media that people would like to see me play on the pink princess tv and make a fancy photoset of, so i will always be open to requests for that whether its by sending a message in my inbox, leaving a reply on a post or even just like, tagging my username on a post for a specific piece of media and being like 'you should make a tv post for this', feel free to do any of those if u would like to!!

one last thing for this post i promise, this one is more of a request of my own and it's largely out of my control but i wanted to quickly say it at some point; i've never used twitter for any amount of time more than like 5 minutes 10 years ago (and a throwaway account i have for the purpose of making lobby note sketches in Splatoon games since u have to post them to twitter to put them in the game which is very silly to me), so i'm very unfamiliar with the general 'thread' type post format that seems to be the norm on there, but in this past week my blog here keeps getting "mentioned" in posts that have nothing to do with me by people i do not know because its a one word pretty widespread first name, and im not mad or anything about it, but it is really annoying honestly and i know nobody is doing it intentionally so i just wanted to let folks know: if you use the @ symbol in pretty much any text on this site except like, the tags of a post, and someone's blog url/username exists on here, it will tag that user in your post (including instances like replying in the comment reply part of a post that you didn't originally post yourself) even if there's more to the username before or after the part with an active url in it (for example, one instance from this week i got unintentionally tagged in started with 'mariska' and then had an underscore with some other words past that, so my account was automatically tagged and i got a notification that i was mentioned in a post even though it was just that first 'mariska' section of the username). i just wanted to ask everyone who may not be used to the different format style of posts on here vs shorter twitter threads to be aware of that Being A Thing, because it's already happened quite a few times and i do get notified of it every time i would very much appreciate not being brought into random posts via unintentional url mentions and i will most likely just block people if it continues to happen because i'm legitimately concerned that at some point it could end up being a case of my url being mentioned in a post or reply that is actively triggering to my mental health or includes disturbing content or something like that, thankfully that hasn't been the case so far, but just please double check that you aren't tagging a tumblr user in something before you post or reply; a good way to know if you unintentionally have done that is if the word typed after the @ is like, a lighter gray than the regular black default text, and also if you go to post something and you're not sure if someone's blog got tagged in it, an easy way to check is to first save that post as a draft (there should be a click/tap drop menu next to the 'post' button on both mobile and desktop versions of this site, if you bring up that menu it'll show a few different options like 'save as draft', 'add to queue', etc) and then go into your account's drafts and see if the post has that light gray url mention link in it, it should un-link the tagged person if you do something like adding a space between the @ and the username or using a backslash before the username like @/examplename.

sorry for the super long random post about all that LOL, i think i'll probably type up a much shorter and easier to read introduction post to pin at the top of my blog in the very near future, but in the meantime thanks for checking out my lil 2020s geocities homepage lmao 😌✌️

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[glitteronadumpsterfire]

I'm a fucking wreck rn I haven't been sleeping for a week and I'm getting some rest from the bullshit factory that is my brain only now, but I just wanted to say that last year for me has been saved by tumblr and all the friends I made along the way.

Before you go below the cut, a special thanks goes to the Bee Movie Anon, who, rightfully, I can't tag so I have to say it here in the hope that they'll see it. Your hunger for chaos made me feel a lot of emotions, and I'd have never in any time or space thought that the Bee Movie would be such a prominent part of my life as it is now thanks (read it with a note of sarcasm) to you. Thank you for providing us an infinite amount of both entertainment and suffering, hell, some of the friends I made were because of YOU. I'm still not sure what was your drive to go and start this absurd crusade for the bee movie in the 80s metal fandom, but I don't know, I don't think bee so, I'm not gonna question your ways.

@arnold-layne being the first in line, you kept me sane somehow in the first phases of quarantine and dedicated a lot your time to talk with me and helped me enormously with creativity. If it wasn't for you, that Cyberpunk Comic That Is Kinda Inspired By The Crüe and Shout At The Devil would've been already down the drain. I would've given up probably, because I didn't know how to exted the concept and have an actual plot. A dream that I've been having for literal years wouldn't even have such cool characters with a rich storyline if it wasn't for you. I know I kinda left it after a month or so of intense brainstorming with you, I was literally drained at that point both physically and mentally, but oh boy I haven't forgot about the characters that WE created. How could I after all? Russ being the wreck of a tormented junkie protagonist that he is, Dylan the happy-go-lucky fuck up that seems to do nothing right but with the best intentions, Frankie the runaway sassy and wary androgynous teenager whose gender is a mystery even to themselves, and the epitome of the found family trope, ex gov agent part Japanese, part Russian, part cyborg Vik, whose story isn't still clear yet but we'll give him a very good one, eventually.

You gave me the curiosity to read fanfiction again after literally NINE YEARS of being distant from that part of the fandom and honestly I don't regret it one bit. In fact, I discovered literally my favorite writer in fanfiction. That is you, Arnold. I don't care how frequently you write, I don't care if sometimes you can't do your best. I'll always be there waiting for the next chapter and I'll always think that your art is sublime. I'll have to admit, I don't read your works as often as I should. But it's because I love them so much that I want to always save for later. It's like a drug, or a delicious cake that you want it to last as long as possible so you can enjoy it for much longer (I should be reading your fic more often either way tho like, at least so I can make more art for it. I'll make sure to change that this year and give you the recognition you deserve 🖤).

Everytime I make art, everytime I make a post, I always wait for your name to pop in my notifs. And fuck if I'm happy when I see it, and I rush to read your tags and it always makes my day. Like seriously, you mean so much to me and I admire how you can still be any amount of sane with all you're going through. You're strong as hell, keep going. 🖤

@i-dont-like-rice dude, how can I explain it. You're my best bud here. You're my chaotic sibling from another mother. The other braindead I share the single braincell I have with. The Nikki to my Tommy. Or the Tommy to my Nikki, I'm still not sure which of us is which (I guess I'm Nikki and you're Tommy? lmao it's ironic how even them are an italian and a balkanian) but you get the point. Every interaction we have, I laugh my ass off till my whole body hurts every time. I think I worried my mother and annoyed my sister at least a couple times for bursting out laughing for five minutes straight out of the blue, especially if it was late at night, and all the times, I swear it was because of you. You are as chaotic as you are kind, and it's always so disarming to see you worry or take care of others when you are definitely in a worse situation. Please, be more selfish, goddammit. For your own sake. And be more confident of your art. Draw shit and post it. Who cares if it's not perfect and you hate it and you don't want anybody to see it, it's tumblr, nobody will ever reblog it or give you the well deserved recognition anyway! So it's worth a try isn't it?

@no-stone-no-bone seriously, I'm so glad I met you. You're like the third element of chaos that holds me and Andi together. All three of us are literally unstoppable. You're extremely sweet too and I wish you the best, and DON'T HIDE SHIT IN THE TAGS GODDAMMIT 😂

@white-lightning-625 @viiinceneil I know we really haven't talked much, and we met through unfortunate times, but I'm so glad that something good came out of the chaos and drama, which is being able to talk to you and getting to know you both better. And the fics. My god, the fics. Frankie, I already told you this but MY GOD. I still find it incredible that I've read a fic about a band I didn't even know what they looked or sounded like and I was HOOKED from start to finish. And Katie, I should definitely read more of your works because I love what you've got going on. You're both very sweet and talented with a very distinct, beautiful way of writing and I can't wait to sink my teeth into the pulp of your work, because I know that by now I only scratched the surface.

@awrestlinggirlwholoves80sbands Bruh, conoscere una fan su tumblr the parla la MIA STESSA LINGUA (e che ha pure il mio stesso vero nome lmao cosa sta succedendo)??? Che concetto innovativo!!! Le nostre conversazioni sono sempre disgiunte, ma non importa, adoro ogni nostra interazione. Sei seriamente una delle persone più dolci e gentili che abbia mai conosciuto. La tua creatività stimola sempre la mia. Le tue moodboard sono sempre 👌👌👌 e ogni volta trovo sempre qualcosa che sì, ci avevo pensato, ma mai nel modo in cui lo poni tu, e di solito sono una persona che resta vicina alle proprie idee, ma tu riesci a farmi alterare prospettiva, e trovo questo meccanismo mentale molto affascinante. Ti ricordi lo swapped instruments AU, con Tommy come cantante, no? Giuro che è un concetto a cui penso ancora dopo mesi. Spero di avere la capacità mentale per tradurre quell'idea in arte il prima possibile, perché cazzo, lo adoro troppo

@tattooed-lies thank you for providing the fandom the best gifs in the fucking platform and thank you for giving us the vinikki content that everyone, even if they're not aware, deserves and needs. Thank you for being the only Vince stan that I know. Thank you for being the sweetest person alive 💖

@nbtommylee honestly, I wish I was cool like you. Your sense of humor is impeccable, much like your critical thinking. I have never read something from you that wasn't a valid point. You don't talk shit and that's extremely sexy of you, y'know? And having a "gender dysphoria buddy" to be jealous of our Rockstar Gender Of Choice with is always fun to have, so that's definitely a plus. Can't wait to see (and read!) more of your art, I just love your style so much and you deserve to be Known

@metalmelkor @emometalhead @polka-dot-duff I'm always so happy to see you in my notifs and y'all are oh so very sweet and cool, we haven't talked much but I love every interaction we have, sorry for having the social skills of a stale piece of white bread 🖤

A special thanks goes to @awesomgrlgr8job bc you're literally one of my very first mutuals since I made the decision to make this dumpster fire of a blog and holy shit it's crazy to think about that. I don't even know if we ever interacted that much but it's always such a joy to see you around, ily and I hope you're doing well and thanks for putting up with my clownery for so long 💖

Like seriously, thank you all. I don't even know where I would be without you. Here's to another year of chaos, but only of the good kind 💖

#witchy.txt #I didn't think I would've rambled so much ahshdhjfjf I'm so sorry you have to go through all that #there are a lot of people I could've mentioned but we never really talked so I wouldn't have much to say #but believe me when I tell you that I love seeing you on my dash and in my notifs #I really mean that #and I hope y'all are doing well bc ily 💖

[hyuckworld]

fanfic writer’s tag game

tagged by @maplecornia ty maple!

tagging @jenoentry @kookings @baekhyuns-lipchain @kiri-ah @renhyucks @lavieenbluu

1. what fandoms have you written for (but do not currently)?

i used to write for one direction and percy jackson 💀 and then i had a big anime phase and then a bts phase

2. what fandoms are you currently writing for?

nct, skz, tbz, txt, and enha!

3. how long have you been writing?

writing fanfics ? for a Long time omg </3

4. on which platforms do you post your stories?

tumblr and ao3 !

5. what is your favorite genre to write?

psychological/horror ! i find it more fun :D

6. are you a pantser or a planner?

i kind of get a rough idea of what i wanna write and jump in blind sometimes. lately i think i’ve been getting into planning more! but my version of planning is more just jotting down random ideas that come to my head so i can write them in later

7. one-shot or multiple chapter

tbh i would loveeee the patience to write multiple chapters again, but i hate the feeling of dropping something so i’ll go with oneshots

8. what is the perfect chapter length in your opinion?

whenever the chapter reaches a good conclusion

9. what is your longest published story?

that’s rich! is 27.7k words 😳

10. what story did you enjoy working on the most?

i had a story called “fairy tale” and that was the most fun i’ve had writing a fic :’) it was a child detective!yeonjun fic

11. favorite request you've written?

probs the person who requested jaemin bc i Love jaemin 😮‍💨

12. are there reoccuring themes in your stories?

apparently i always give my mcs commitment issues 😐

13. current number of wips?

i can’t count rn but 10+ 😭

14. three things you've noticed about your writing?

one - getting me AWAY from using humor is a no go

two - i find it easier(??) to write when the story’s from the perspective of a guy

three - why do i write death scenes sm (and then delete them bc i have to remember i’m writing fluff)

15. a quote you like from a published story?

omg i love writing discreet ways of realizing you’re in love so i love this part of cat & mouse:

And, because Jaemin was a loser who feared rejection and the reality that he was an actual human who felt real emotions, he pressed his lips to your head and whispered into your hair, “I like you.”

16. a quote from an unpublished story?

maybe from my soobin fic bc it’s very un-soobin of him (i’m sorry i have such little patience to track down a fav quote LMAO)

His words hit deeper than you thought they would. They burned into your skin, sinking deep until you were forced to realize that you would never get him back. The boy who once glowed brighter than the sun was now shrouded in complete darkness.

17. space for you to say something to your readers.

ty for the support and for reading my fics :D always v grateful ♡

#tag games #tagged by: maplecornia

[hoe-imaginess]

replies

I lost a bunch of replies from a few weeks ago, sorry!! I think when my inbox gets too full, Tumblr likes to delete my stuff

@hikaru-mikazuki​

thank you!!!! Fatherhood is a tricky thing for Hawks, but it works out after a little angst <3

@mariamatuni​ 

hello!!! yeah Tumblr messes up sometimes :/

I’m doing alright. Still dealing with finding the right meds/dosage for my sleeping issues, and I’m social distancing still because of other health reasons. So being indoors this long is really taking its toll, understandably, lmao. I’m just trying to find ways to stay active and productive! Whether it’s reading, writing, cooking, doing crafts, etc. Thank you for asking! <3

THIS MADE ME SO HAPPY THANK YOUUU! I’m really on my Dabi shit these days and I really hope the Dabi content is good. (the roommate fic was updated in case you haven’t seen!!!! it was one of my favorite fics to write tbh)

srsly though thank you so much!!

Thank you so much!!!! Honestly, he seems like he would appreciate a casual approach, rather than his crush coming up to him and being romantic/flirty from the get-go. Even if he has feelings for them, a direct approach like that will really throw him for a loop

He thinks it’s SO improper of her tbh. Very ‘un-ladylike’

Yes I definitely think Madara’s insecurities can show up in a relationship, especially when he really cares about his s/o. 

Hello! I can’t remember if I’ve answered this already so sorry if I have—I don’t think Madara or any Uchiha would force the termination, but I think they would make life hard for mother and the baby, and the mother knows this, so she would (based on the way I wrote the MC in the fic) do it herself. And the uchiha would probably expect her to

I actually don’t have a tik tok but I’ve heard of the thirst community on there lmao ESPECIALLY for those two

Omg thanks so much AHHHH!! I love writing Dabi so much, I hope to have more for him out soon

THIS MAKES ME HAPPY AH! I’m glad you liked them!!!

I change my mind so much about what Hawks would be into because I can see him being really open, but at the same time, really firm about what he wants. I definitely think he’s open about sexual relationships, but personal, intimate relationships with a romantic partner definitely need to be treated more carefully

Thanks so much!!!! Hope you’re doing well too!

I honestly have a small draft in my docs about a reverse situation where reader is the one suffering from the aphro. quick and Dabi has to help her out buttttt idk if that’s technically a sequel?? Who knows. Would be pretty interesting though... lots of people have mentioned it, so I’m definitely thinking about it

I think he can be sadistic but I don’t think he’s a fuckboy at all. At least not in the sense that he’s a womainizer? Like, at least the way I write him (or try to) is that sex is far from the first thing on his mind, but he’ll indulge it when he sees the opportunity. I think there’s a bit more room for him to be *sexually active* in AUs? Like, an ABO fic, for example

And as for why that interpretation exists... idk! Can’t stop horny fans from being horny ya feel lol

I haven’t written anything for mm in a longgggg time! I only played the basic routes before they added more to it a few years ago

THANK YOU!!!

<3 this message gave me serotonin 

I.... tbh it’s not my cup of tea!!!! Something about it just makes me feel weird sksksksk. A friend bought me a subscription so I could check out the patreon page, but it wasn’t really for me. Maybe I’ll try to get into it again at some point!

!!! Thank you!!!

I definitely feel like that’s a big madara thing!!( Dabi.... it depends lol)

GOOD!!!! We love our Hot Topic King

I guarantee you people have poked fun at him before because of that and he tries to laugh through it like hahaha :D yeah super funny guys :D but on the inside he’s -.-

I’m so glad!!!! This makes me very happy, I hope I can continue to put out good stuff for you <3 tysm

Thank you!!!

I can tell you rn Tobirama would walk in then walk right back out sksksk

I 100% agree with this. I’m not sure if he’s a virgin, but for the sake of writing the smut people ask for, I feel he’d be... someone who enjoys sex as an outlet for stress (and sometimes anger). But it’s literally one of the last things on his mind. When he’s in the moment, sure, he’s focused on it. But he’s not constantly thinking about sex, or seeking sex, or anything similair to that

Thank you for this <3

I think if it’s really intense he purposely detaches some of the feathers he knows will get in the way—otherwise yeah his wings totally twitch and stretch and shake when the sex is BOMB

I can definitely see that!

I’m really into Dabi rn to an unfathomable degree... I can’t escape. I’m definitely into BNHA right now but I’m still working on Naruto projects, and a few other fandoms

why of course (;

Thank you so much!!!!!!

I honestly wonder about this like... when I write Dabi smut... do I include the Pube Issue??? Let’s just pretend it doesn’t exist

Thank you so much <3

I think he would appreciate it at first, but after a while he would start feeling sort of... inadequate? Basically, like he’s not stepping up like he should. But at the same time, he still has his hero work, so it’s difficult for him to take initiative and be like “Nah, you know what? I’m ready for fatherhood” 

I do have one I need to put out soon! It’s just sitting in my drafts. I really need to work on it

I’m really into the idea that Hawks still has bird-like instincts so him/his family having the SHINY THING?? fixation is.... so funny to me. But that would definitely make sense!

LMAOOOOO hell nope. couldn’t be me. sorry pre-design Hawks

He would definitely see where she’s coming from, and honestly, might be a little relieved to hear it, AT FIRST. But then the guilt would come to him, and like what happened in the fic, he’d probably come around and convince her to make it work

GOOD!

IT REALLY IS! I always think about this tbh

Yeah y/n really out here having fun isn’t she!!!

For the canon AU fics I write, yes definitely! I really don’t think I could exclude hero work and keep the fic loyal to the culture of hero society. It gives a lot to their character, but honestly, it creates more room for angst. Which I love <3

Not really! I mean, we see so little of them that most of the way I see/write them is really just me digging deeper to see what fits. Sometimes I’ll rewatch a scene from the show and think of something new, but otherwise, most of the characterization really just stems from the little bits we see of them. I take it and run with it lol

HONESTLY you’re absolutely not wrong

#replies #i have more i'll answer soon i'm sorry ahhh i have so many

[purecamp]

tag ur it

thank u 4 my tag @artificialortega i love u dearly

Name: hello am kacie but if ur not someone im friends with plz stick to my url in messages/asks tysm

Nickname: kace, wank (have had to grow to love this) and others that i will not tell u bc i don’t want to expose myself

Zodiac sign: aquarius like my girl aquaria 

Nationality: english

Languages spoken: english because my gcse french ability absolutely does not count, je suis un pomme de terre

What time is it: 1.58pm gmt as of typing these words and i am illegally bunking off school work bc im too overwhelmed

Celebrity crush: i think u can all figure this one out for yourselves

Favorite fictional character(s): oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck there is so many sorry if im #cringe but like........ annabeth chase, amy santiago (<3), rosa diaz, baz pitch, donna sheridan, harry bright, TESS AND SEAN FROM BURLESQUE, there’s definitely more but my brain doesn’t work rn bc see above, overwhelmed 

Favorite musician: i wouldn’t say i have an overall favourite? my taste shifts and changes a lot, i rly dig doja cat and megan thee stallion and king princess rn?? but like also p!atd, alaska and sharon’s music SLAPS, cher always and all the time, abba for definite, etc

Favorite sports team: hahaha i don’t do sports! i am but a helpless girl!

Favorite season: summer summer summer summer i hate winter with my entire heart

Favorite flower: i don’t think i have one bc i am viscerally terrified of things that buzz

Favorite scent: i love the smell of vanilla and also my dreamy vanilla VS spray, things baking, bread, suncream (feels like summer which is serotonin dot org)

Favorite animal(s): i will say cats? i don’t really have a favourite

Favorite food: i have a sweet tooth so if it’s a dessert i want it

Dream car: hahaha i don’t do cars! i am but a helpless girl!

Dream trip: i want to go to greeeeeeeece :(( and also italy!! but like. mamma mia islands plz and also santorini

Instruments: i don’t have any talents

Coffee, tea, or hot chocolate: hot chocolate but i’m not big on hot drinks tbh bc they make me feel sick idk why sorry i’m a bad brit

Dog or cat person: yes

Following: 487 (that took me SO LONG to find i never use this website on a laptop)

Followers: 2344 wow

Other blogs: i have a main blog that i don’t use lol but if kacie-exe follows you it’s me

Blog established: 20th octover 2016 (i just looked it up - holy shit that was a long time ago)

Do you have a tumblr crush: .......mayhaps

Do you get asks: a fair amount yeah!! it’s wild i love talking w people and i don’t get hate anymore so it’s great

What are you wearing right now: pyjamas bc i am lazy and home and also. idk if i mentioned this but i am very overwhelmed rn

Drink(s) of choice: i like lemonade very much and as i am under the legal drinking age i do not have alcohol opinions (haven’t tried much but like strongbow and vodka+coke)

Number of blankets you sleep with: my big fat quilt

Average sleeping hours: i have absolutely no idea my sleep schedule is shot to shit

Random fact: i am not interesting at all in the slightest!!! i can’t think of anything fun :(( i saw sharon’s celebrity morgue show maybe? i met a guy from the harry potter movies? i’ve been to norway?

Tagging: i’m scared of annoying people so i’m not tagging but :( i like seeing these

#it is me

[xoxo-sandiego]

I can't sleep

A very beautiful boy is trying to sing me to sleep on YouTube but baby it's not working 😭

Anyway, might as well share some thoughts

So what's going through my mind

Well I just received a text from someone I never thought would text me(it's 2:36am) and I tried to be witty but these days I never know what my peers think and my side it's gold banter . I know I'm overthinking but it's been a personality trait. So I've been thinking about my sexual orientation, I'm straight as hell but I do see myself falling in love with a girl cause girls are so cool 😭 but my body says different, so yeah I'm hetero I guess

Anyway, the economy's really bad yeah. My country will not be spared by Rona and I have a lot of anxiety about that

Quarantine, that's been cool, I feel like I've changed so much and I feel like finally after all this, is when I can see if I've changed truly changed and I'm unsure if old insecure sad me will wave a middle finger at me like bitch you thought

Reason 4 why I can't sleep, fantasizing about falling in love, my brain is on overdrive with this shit. I read somewhere to think happy thoughts before you sleep and I tried but like my brain do be trying to give me the full experience and I can't sleep

so that's some bullshit

Oh I'm about to start my finals soon and I'm not panicking I feel okay like I can handle but also shitting myself. I'll just pray and hope for the best.

Umm, ps5 *chef's kiss*

Oh my laptop failed on me so I'm trying to hustle a new one and my parents look super stressed and I don't want to add on that but it's also an emergency cause of finals and shit and I don't know what to do honestly

Being first born is so hard honestly, like cause if it was my younger brother he'd have gotten the laptop a week ago

But I can't cause I'm thinking about expenses and the economy and I feel like such a burden

I wanna be a chef though

I feel like I'd put my heart on the table

Do you ever feel fake like you trying to change you but that's not and you don't like now you but you don't have any reason to not like you and it's been you and it is you and I don't know if the one I'm changing to will actually be yk

Identity crisis, I've had those since I was maybe 8 and I'm 20 now wtffff I'm 20 I can't stomach that shit

I'm at crossroads with listening to soceity

Am I being fake deep

Oh soceity, so I don't want to listen but everything I know or want to be is from soceity and the people I listen to say don't listen to soceity but they're kind of part of it and like I don't want to listen cause look at soceity it's beyond fucked

I want to create my own shit

But I don't know how

Anyway, astrology I don't want to believe it but I am your typical cancer very very emotional little bean and so much about cancers resonates with me but I'm very skeptical cause maybe anyone could relate idk idk

Is any of this real

I do kinda believe in law of attraction, the idea that if you keep thinking about sth your brain will begin to pin point those things around to enforce your thoughts and that's honestly legit

I don't like anyone rn and I haven't for a long time which is very weird for me. I keep seeing everywhere people talking about how you don't need anyone to complete you love yourself but there's a part of me that just has so much love and I just wanna pour it over some lucky lad

Umm I love GIFs there honestly so groundbreaking, spectacular queue lady gaga meme

Lol couldn't find it but yeah

My sleep schedule is fucked

I'm fucked

I do like myself

See I would never say all this to anyone in real life mainly cause I prefer to listen and also cause I feel annoying and no one would want to hear this shit from the ones I've met so far

I really like my family I have a nice family s/o to you guys

I love Tumblr too honestly I've never been as me as I have here or I'm I just telling myself that cause I wanna be "cool and edgy and quirky"

I really don't know what to do with myself

I study engineering maybe all this critical engineering will come in handy

Hmm, 03:13 am not tired at all

Umm so what do you do for fun

I watch YouTube it's not that great okay it kind of us and my brain manufacturers a bajilion reasons why I love it but constantly staring into this screen is not great and it's probably messing with my melatonin I think that's what it's called

Do this have word limits?

They're lots of mosquitoes and I'm red rn

What do I do?

I don't know who I am I keep praying for a sign or a dream okay not really

Lemme pray

Okay done

Now we wait

I regret kissing some people and the flashbacks be hitting when I'm trying to get my 8 hours in

Umm some by Steve Lacy is such a dreamy song also folklore is beautiful

Three twenty

My head hurts and

What's my life?

What's happening

I feel like I'm hanging on a log just drifting on a river and along the way there orang tree branches and I pick some and off on my merry way just gliding that seems way more peaceful than its un-metaphorical side maybe it is peaceful but I have no idea where I'm going

Does anyone really

So... how was dinner

I do think I have good banter 😂 honestly

Mmh I wanna sing for some reason

But I don't wanna make noise

Three twenty five

Posted a new song and the economy of scale is it not being received the same thing as much time as I thought about that 😂🤣 I was just clicking

What the hell is economy of scale

I should be asleep

I don't know whether I should read this or just read tomorrow

Just do whatever you wanna

Okay kinda sleepy good night

[huntershowl]

*  ANSWER  TWENTY - ONE  QUESTIONS  ! tag  twenty - one  people  you’d  like  to  know  better. some questions may be ‘ ??? ‘ instead of answered.

01.    NICKNAME  :  raine 02.    REAL  NAME  : emma 03.    ZODIAC  : gemini (  western  ),    year of the tiger (  eastern  ). 04.    HEIGHT  : 5′10′’ 05.    WHAT  TIME  IS  IT  ?  : 10:04 am. 06.    FAVOURITE  MUSICIANS  /  GROUPS  :  shawn james, imagine dragons, soap&skin, years and years, son lux, hozier, labrinth, radical face, aeseaes, damh the bard, k.flay, olafur arnalds, nina simone (sinnerman in particular oh my god), florence + the machine, aesop, MF DOOM... uh uh uh lots more i cannot physically list them all rn 07.    FAVOURITE  SPORTS  TEAM  : no 08.    OTHER  BLOGS  :  @cewyll ( elizabeth from bioshock infinite, had it since 2013 ) 09.    DO  I  GET  ASKS  ?  : a few !! and i appreciate each one i get! 10.    HOW  MANY  BLOGS  DO  I  FOLLOW  ?  : 30 11.    ANY  TUMBLR  CRUSHES  :  again i have not been here for very long but already i’m  like.,,, Wow,,, at a lot of u ( @prphyrik, @victamortem and @terrifiesthem come to mind rn bc i almost Fainted when they followed me on this blog ) 12.    LUCKY  NUMBER  : 4 ( its edgy i know but its been that way since i read artemis fowl ) 13.    WHAT  AM  I  WEARING  RIGHT  NOW  : pajama shorts, t-shirt that shows the death star and says “ceci n’est pas une lune” ( i did NOT buy this for myself ) 14.    DREAM  VACATION  : wales to visit the stone of gronw and stay in a lighthouse in a fishing village 15.    DREAM  CAR  : a boat 16.    FAVOURITE  FOOD  :  pasta. any kind that isn’t the long hollow noodly ones 17.    DRINK  OF  CHOICE  : coffee/earl grey lavender tea ( non-alcoholic ) or a  ( alcoholic ) 18.    LANGUAGES  :  english but i am learning welsh for fun 19.    INSTRUMENTS  :  cello! 20.    CELEBRITY  CRUSHES  :  c.ate blanchett, d.aniel henney, k.eanu reeves, j.anelle monae, k.ing princess, uhhh kaoru kobayashi has big hot scarred dad vibes in midnight diner 21.    RANDOM  FACT  : hellhound’s had a hell of a ride through genres – i made her for a sci-fi d&d game, then ported her over to blades in the dark to be mainly an industrial fantasy bb. one of the reasons i keep so many secrets about her backstory on this blog (other than it being fun) is that i don’t know what’s going to happen to her as we play her main tabletop game! 

TAGGED   BY  :  @tewwor

TAGGING  :  @waywardsignns @bladedspite @mvnces @blommelise @prouddov ( no pressure obvs! )

#>> OUT. #>> ABOUT THE MUN.

[alyona11]

Hello! So I've been following you for a while but I vanished from tumblr for while too and have very recently since resurfaced and honestly somewhere along the line, probably while I was not on tumblr, I missed this Narvin/Leela ship you keep drawing. Who are they? Tell me about them! Something related to Doctor Who (I've not been involved in that fandom in a long time)? I just would love to know what about them is so awesome because you seem to adore them! :D Thanks!

Hello! Glad you’re back! Sorry cos it took me so long to respond. Now get ready cos it’ll be a very long post.

Yep this Leela/Narvin thing obviously came all of a sudden I DIDN’T EXPECTED THAT WHEN I STARTED.Ok, some explanations must take place. They’re the characters of an audio series called “Gallifrey” and yes it’s deffinately DW related :D The whole series rotates around Doctor’s home planet, it’s politics, bad decisions and the main characters’ relationship surely. There’re some characters that we know from the old DW series such as Romana and Leela, but there’re some new characters that eigher were in the audios/books (Irving Braxiatel, Doctor’s older brother) and some characters created originally for the series (yep, it’s Narvin).What’s so awesome for me in the ship? I say it, character development. When the story starts those characters basicly hate and despise each other so much. Narvin dislikes Leela for being a human (cos let’s face it TL are mostly xenophobic with some exceptions) and a savage and he doesn’t want to see that despite her growing in a tribe she’s actually really clever and wise, loyal and capable of learning new things. And Leela sees him like a trashbag, a coward who tries to frame her best friend and constantly considers her a lesser being (not without a reason I must say). A charming start, isn’t it? However the circumstancesmake them allies during Civil War, so they fight on one side and Leela saves his life (they’ve been basicly blown up and she carried him almost dead while being wounded herself!). Which is deffinately a turning point for Narvin, I guess at this moment he opens his eyes and understands he was so WRONG about her this whole time. Because she saves him no metter what bad things he said to her earlier in the series. He’s her comrade in battle so she can’t just leave him to die. And that’s absolutely breaks his system of the world. During Civil War he understands that those he thought were his allies during the first 2 seasons will sell him to Satan for just one corn chip while Leela of whom he thought so bad will be loyal to her friends/comarads in battle forever just because they’re her friends. So at this point he starts to respect her and even protects her from other TL who try to insult her (this surely happend at least once in s3). So when the war is over they happen to spend some time together (as Leela says “there is noone to talk to aside him rn”) they don’t hate each other anymore, they discuss stupid TL ceremonies, help each other and still making fun of each other from time to time, but not in a cruel way. I’d say their arguments becomes a form of endearment in the later series.And then comes the travelling part during which both of them become friends and learn to trust each other at the end. Travelling and a starting a friendship with both Leela and Romana widen Narvin’s his mind and he deffinately becomes a better person as his better character traits become more visible: he’s very loyal to his friends and to his planet, he’s clever, he grows tolerant towards ppl who are different from him and treats them with respect and never considers them lesser beings which also makes him more compassionate. In s6 Narvin finally choses to stay with Leela and Romana in a very dangerous situation instead of running away to save his skin. It makes Leela say that he isn’t the man he used to be and that it pleases her more than anything. In a short trip called Erasure Narvin tells that he owns these changes to Leela’s influence (”you made me so much better for the past few years”). They save each other during s6 which makes them best friends like officially, in which Leela admits with ”It’s nice to finally have someone I can trust” phrase. Are they cononicly together? Nope. Though in the Erasure short trip Narvin says that he would love to be her favourite Time Lord (though he admits he probably will be the 3rd fav after the Doctor and Romana) and that he finds her eyes devastating (while she’s lying(un)consciousand woundedon his lap), which is the reason for me to think that he really has deep feelings towards her. However they are canonicly best friends (Leela tells that aloud calling him and Romana her best friends in Time War boxset) and they respect and care deeply for each other.

Also they’re just two idiots whom I love far too much, I hope you’ll find this a decent answer to your question.

#me being me #narvin #leela of the sevateem #leela/narvin #gallifrey

[theuniversebeyondtherain]

Flower crown, fairy lights, daisies, 1975, pantone, moodboard, stars, plants, converse, lace, sunrise, overalls, combat boots, winged eyeliner, pastel, tattoos, piercings, messy bun, cry baby, grunge, old books, beaches, 11:11, painting, thunder, storms, love, clouds, coffee, marble (sorry I just can't restrain myself ahahaha)

flower crown: when did you last sing to yourself?

This morning while I was packing my things? I seriously can’t restrain myself, even when my voice was completely broken I sang a bit :3

fairy lights: if a crystal ball could tell you the truth about anything, what would you want to know?

Too many things... Maybe I’d want to know it make it through my studies or if I can achieve my dreams to become a writer and to open my own bookshop ? Or maybe i’ll just ask it if my beloved cat if happy where he is now, or if I could have done something more to help before he died...

daisies: what is the greatest accomplishment of your life?

Hum..... Being alive I guess? Though I ca’t really say I’m in good health but at least I’m here, happy and alive with my friends and my family?

1975: what is the first happy memory that comes to mind, recent or otherwise?

Two days ago, I went shopping with my mom. It had been a very long time since I went with her. It made me very happy to do that with her. (since I live in a different city I usually go with my friends, @le-rire-des-etoiles I’ll always remember when you shut the curtain closed while saing “HIDE” xD It was so true !!!

pantone: describe a person close to your life in detail.

Wow I’ve got like 4 ppl that came up to my mind rn... Which one should I chose :3 I’ll start with the first one that appeared to me. She has long brown hairs (she’ll never do anything to them I tried to convince her to die them in green for a night with a perfectly nice hair coloring which didn’t last more that one shampoo but I’m still trying xD). She has some rectangular glasses because she doesn’t see very well with her brown eyes. She’s kinda small (smaller than me and I consider myself as a Hobbit xD), but as we say, everything small is cute! She’s very energic, she works in a school with some small children. She’s passionate about everything she does, which goes from friends, to work, parties and family. She’s a veeeery bad loser when we play (she can throw the cards at your face when we play Uno xD very funny actually) and we don’t always agree but it’s always nice because we can talk about almost everything without going into a big fight. But still, when she has an opinion, it’s almost impossible to make her changer her mind or even accept you have a different opinion, but it’s almost always on un-important subjects so it’s not a big deal. She’s very friendly and a very good cook too, even if shes kinda desperate that I can’t really make decisions, and I really love her.

moodboard: do you feel you had a happy childhood?

Yep, it was hard sometimes, but when I consider my friends childhoods, I definitly have a happy one.

stars: when did you last cry in front of another person?

Last night? We were watching a singing contest at the TV and we tarted crying like babies in front of one man... Still, amazing moment.

plants: pick a person to stargaze with you and explain why you picked them.

@snarky-goldfish, @le-rire-des-etoiles and another friend who’s not on tumblr (Xao) because I can’t do that without all of them. They’re the best bunch of friends I’ve ever had and stargazing without all three of them wouldn’t be as fun as it would be with the three of them. @snarky-goldfish would go for the sarcastic or the sexual inuendues, @le-rire-des-etoiles would roll her eyes but go for it with a bunch of fun facts about it, and Xao and I would just listen and laugh while thinking about very sexual things that don’t belong there because we have a dirty mind xD

converse: would you ever have a deep conversation with a stranger and open up to them?

I had once, and we became friends xD But that’s not a thing I normally do, I guess it just depend of the feeling I have with this person?

lace: when was your last 3am conversation with someone, and who were they to you?

It was like two weeks ago I think ? I was sick AF and so was my best friends so we start chitchatting instead of sleeping because we’re fucked up like that xD

sunrise:pick a quote and describe what it means to you personally.

“Life isn’t about finding yourself, it’s about creating yourself.” Troye Sivan.

overalls: what would you do with one billion dollars?

Go in vacation and fuck this world I guess? XD

combat boots: are you a very forgiving person? do you like being this way?

I am, I don’t know how to keep a grudge against someone for a long time. But I learned to be less forgiving or at least, even if I can forgive I never forget. But being always angry about someone is exhausting and I have better things to do.

winged eyeliner: write a hundred word letter to your twelve year old self.

Hum.... Let’s pass this one darling because I’ve already wrote a novel with the answers and I still have like the half to go xD But I can do that in another post :P

pastel: would you describe yourself as more punk or pastel?

OMG definitely punk xD I love pastels too, but I’m more like punk and colors everywhere (even if they don’t belong together).

tattoos: how do you feel about tattoos and piercings? explain.

I love tatoos, I’d love to get one but I’m afraid of needles xD And I’m not against piercings even if I won’t have it, It’s leaves marks and I have already enough of them.

piercings: do you wear a lot of makeup? why/why not?

Not a lot of but I do wear make up. I like to cover my scars, I’m quite insecure about them.

messy bun: the world is listening. pick one sentence you would tell them.

But in times of crisis, the wise build bridges, while the foolish build barriers.

cry baby: list the concerts you have been to and talk about how they make you feel.

OMG that’s gonna be a long one... Let’s begin : Sting (in which he reformed The Police, it was fucking amazing), Tokio Hotel, twice (I loved them and it was some very good concerts), Katy PErry (She was very nice actually), Silbermond (in some ancients roman ruins, I loved it), Tiger Lilies (freak show, scary but amazing), Queen, the Musical (not FReddy Mercury but still great), Within Temptation, twice too (first one was beautiful, the second much less because they wanted us to be seated like WTF), Tarja Turunen (I’m still crying because it was beautiful, and the drummer was amazing), Nightwish, three times (I WANNA GO AGAIN !!!!), Nickelback (I was in the first raw thanks to a friend, it was amazing!!!). Imagine Dragons (Loved it even if I drank a bit too much vodka), Robin des Bois (Loved it and cried a bit), The Script (Still there, once of the most beautiful ones), and I’m going to see Fall Out Boy next week :D

grunge: who in the world would you most like to receive a letter from and what would you want it to say?

I really don’t know...

old books: what’s one thing you don’t want your parents to know?

I saw a porno for the first time when I was 10 and it actually really trauamtized me.

beaches: if you had to dye your hair how would you dye/style it and why?

Purple/pink because I already tried all the natural colors and I like the purple best :P

11:11:name three wishes and why you wish for them.

Well, it’s said that if we talk about our whishes they don’t come true... So i’ll better stay quiet ;)

painting:what is the best halloween costume you have ever put together? if none, make one up.

Hum..... Two years ago, a friend of mine tried to put make up on me so I would look like the black swann in the Black Swan movie... I ended up as the Joker and it was faaaaar more fun !

thunder: what’s one thing you would never do for one million dollars?

Kill or abuse someone.

storms: you on only listen to one song for the rest of your life, or only see one person for the rest of your life. which and why?

Never give up on your dreams from Two Steps From Hell because it’s freaking inspiring and also it doesn’t have lyrics so I won’t grow tired of the voice or anything... But for the one person I’ll end up with the rest of my life... I can’t choose. Normally I would have said my cat but since he’s not here anymore.... I really don’t know ^^

love: have you ever fallen in love? describe what it feels like to realise you’re in love.

Yes I have. It’s like having a bunch of butterflies in the stomach... I didn’t really understood what was happening to me and the next thing I knew was that I was always smiling and feeling happy. I blushed a lot too but it’s kinda normal for me xD I don’t reallly know what it felt when I realised it, I was just really happy and I wanted to share my happiness too. It wa like seeing the sun everyday even if it was raining. It was the first time I was in love so yeah... it sounds a bit childish ^^

clouds: if you’re a boy, would you ever rock black nail polish? if you’re a girl, would you ever rock really really short hair?

Fuck yeah I’m a girl and I’ve gone with realy short hair in which I put some hair gel for years ! Even if I’m strating to let them grow now (the last one was too short, they were like 5mms long at the back... too short), I’ll always like short hair :D

coffee: what’s your starbucks order, and who would you trust to order for you, if anyone?

Well given that I don’t like coffee, I’ll say they’re iced green tea... But It’s trust @snarky-goldfish and @le-rire-des-etoiles to order me something because they know me by heart and they’ll go for something I wouldn’t have even try (and mostly liked) without them.

marble: what is the most important thing to you in your life right now?

Writing. I’m fed up with my studies and I really need a way to clear my mind and not t explode. So writing it is ! Because I’ll always like it more than sports xD

So here you go Sweetheart @roxas-j-frost ! There was a hell lot of questions but I’ve managed to answer them all !! Yeepee !!! I really had fun with that and I hope you’ll like my answers !!!

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appreciation post!!

looong overdue and im sleepy,, please pardon me for my mistakes kamsahamnida

@markleetrashh

cherylllll my first ever friend i made on tumblr,, thank you for taking care of me like a mom,, i dont know what to do without you,, i would be a depressed mess standing at the edge of some unknown building rn:") thank you for being there for me when i needed you,, and i hope vice versa! i luv u

@jjokbal

isti!! idk if youre active on tumblr(or have you deleted it LOL ANYWAY),, but hEY we need to study soon:(( we always plan and shit but we never go out?? HHAHAHAH luv u nasti you'll do well

@nctimagery

mia!! thank you for putting up with my hella lot of nonsense,, esp jihoon,,, w luv, "jihoon's wife but jeno's gf"

@ sky,,(i forgot your un hhhh forgive me)

sakinah! thank you for approaching me first to make friends,, i really appreciate it;-; also study hard oki you wont regret when you enter uppersec HHAHAHA

@tenpioca

mom!! i dont think youre rlly active here but i just wanna say i love you so so so much, being the ultimate counsellor to everything and anything:"(( i dont know what to do without you and i hope we can talk more often when the school semester ends💘

@stormae

mae!! the sweetest bun(tho 2 years older than me,, rip) who's rlly nice to talk to!! thank you for the neverending encouragements,, i hope you're doing well

@jjeehoon

oh jen,,, it has been hella crazy how youve converted from a jihoon stan to a seongwoo stan,, nonetheless i love you and i will send those mildliners to you very soon

@alliwannado-w1

iris! late night convos w you are always fun,, and also the fact that you live a sea across me is really facinating:)) good luck in your exams,, hmu when you come to singapore! i'll bring you around:))

@wannaonescenarios

lily! we havent talked in a VERY VERY LONG TIME AAA I MISS YOu i hope we can talk soon IM SORRY,, youre the sweetest,, i love you

@chaeyolks

my bff,, i wont mention your name here but just to let you know i love you vvvvv much ok i MISS YOU

@textingnct

sarai! i miss you so much:((( i hope we can talk soon when we're less busy!! i hope youre coping well with school,, stay healthy too

and also here goes to the rest of my mutuals,, im sorry if i forget to mention y'all but heres my heart to all of you mutuals that i havent contacted in ages,, please hmu and i'll try to reply!!💘💘💘💘

last but not least my dear followers, thank you for supporting this blog, i can never thank you guys enough,, i hope you can keep supporting me and my works, i also hope to bring you better and more consistent work after my o's!!

ok lets not forget

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Tagged by @awesomekumquat !!!! Thanks let’s hear about My Life

Fave Fictional Character: ah yes, making a decision…… sorry i won’t choose. I love a lot of characters i love!!

(This section was actually hella long and full of details on why i love each chara but i erased it…. get the shorty ass version then)

Pearl because i relate to her… somehow. Same for Taako from TAZ.

I like Akko from Little Witch Academia bc she’s an interesting hero, and Diana bc she’s an interesting ‘villain’

Zelda from BOTW, her characterization and character arc that you get via flashbacks is just amazing and handled really well. She feels human and relatable

Summer from Rick and Morty has always been a personal fave but she became ever better with the season 3 premiere, a lot of good Summer moments.

Fave book: cannot choose either! Maybe… La Grammaire Est Une Chanson Douce was a very sweet book about grammar (not as boring as it sounds) from my childhood and i still think of it fondly.

Fave video game: haaa….. :))

I love SO MANY OF THEM. like,,

Recently i’ve been in a very Zelda mood. OOT 3D was my first zelda i think?? A very good experience. I played Twilight Princess a little then got A Link Between Worlds, loved it too. Then Majora’s Mask 3D, that was a STRESSFUL and very unique experience. Then Triforce Heroes which was pretty fun but nobody played with me so got bored fast. Then i got wind waker HD which is so far so good, got lost a little but i’ll get around to continue the game. Then of course Breath of the Wild, consumed my life essence since i first touched it. So in the end, FOR ZELDA, my top 3 would be:

3. Majora’s Mask 2. Ocarina of Time 1. Breath of the Wild

Now for Pokemon, i’ll try to ramble less: main series played Yellow, Pearl, Platinum, Heartgold, Y and Moon. My top 3 is Platinum and mayyybe Moon in second, Heartgold in first but they’re almost even.

For the spinoffs, i played two out of the 3 pokemon rangers and they were really fun, played the two first mystery dungeon games. Top 3 would be Pokemon ranger the first one, Mystery dungeon blue team and mystery dungeon time thingo. My fave pokemon game overall is probably mystery dungeon time thingo. So so good.

Now Mario series: too many to say what i played. I mean i legit played almost all of them, not counting the olympic games. I didn’t play sunshine, didn’t finish mario galaxy one and i think that’s it? Top 3 of the main series are: Mario 64 DS, Galaxy 2 and 3d World (ik they are v different experiences but my fingers are tired from typing.)

Now the spinoffs, don’t really care about the party and sport games, like mario kart tho. My fave spinoff series are the mario and luigi rpg. Next up is paper mario. Top 3 spinoffs are: superstar saga/partners in time (even), dream team bros and bowser’s inside story.

Now for the misc bc i’m tired:

- prof layton (ALL OF THEM AND THE MOVIE) ((yes it counts))

- the only dragon quest i played (the v pixelated one on DS. Where you’re an angel. An HD version of that game would be In-stant buy.

- uuuuuuuuuh totally forgot a super important game in my life i’m sure of that ANYWAY

Last song i’ve heard : i don’t know, but rn i have the Wicked soundtrack stuck in my head. Thanks to the fucking musical industry and its arcaic ass i’ll never see the show but i can IMAGINE their relationship with the song (the main girls are… lesbians… sorry i don’t make the rules they are that’s it.)

First language: le français! Ça fait tout drôle de parler français sur tumblr. Mais bon. J'ai un sérieux doute qu'en dehors de l'intéressé (e) quelqu'un lira tout ça, et encore. Mais bon ça ma fait plaisir de parler de ce que j'aime alors merci pour le tag choupette

#i ramble so much #i have too much to say!! #personal

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Tagged!

I was tagged by @theuniversebeyondtherain, thank you! I hope you’ll like these answers!

RULES: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged.

🌸 LAST…

Drink: Water Last phone call: My mom Last text message: My sister @a-study-in-shakespeare Last song I listened to : Indochine - Un singe en hiver Last time I cried: I believe it was last week, at the students ball?

🌸 HAVE YOU EVER…

Been cheated on: No Kissed someone and regretted it:  Yes. Been depressed: Yes Been drunk and thrown up: No, although some people thought I was drunk and got sick two years ago, when really, I had eaten something weird. Kissed a stranger: No Drank hard liquor: Yes! I blame my fellow riders and my horse-riding coach for that. Lost glasses/contacts: No, thankfully! I often knock my glasses off, however. Been arrested: No Turned someone down: A few times, but not because they outright asked for a date. They wanted to “spend time” together but it was clear where they thought this would go. Which, no. Cried when someone died: Yes. 

🌸 IN THE PAST YEAR, HAVE YOU…

Made a new friend: Yes. Laughed until you cried: I can’t laugh without crying so there you go. Met someone who changed you: Yes. Found out who your true friends were: Not this past year but yeah, I have. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes and not about bad things so that’s something.

🌸 GENERAL:

How many people on tumblr do you know in real life: 4, I think. Do you have any pets: Does my horse count? Do you want to change your name: No. What time did you wake up this morning: 6am which is way too early and mean since I had a very bad night. What were you doing last night: I watched an episode of Supernatural with my sister, we’re marathoning the show :D Name something you cannot wait for: In April I’m going to spend a day at the beach with my horse and some rider friends :D Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yes. What’s getting on your nerves rn: The text I have to translate from French to Ancient Greek for one of my teachers =/ Blood type: O- Nicknames: Alex, Keshi. Zodiac sign: Capricorn Pronouns: She/Her Favourite tv show: Supernatural Hair colour: Dark brown Long or short: Half-long? Crushes: Colin Farrell? And one of my best friends who’s gay and thus very much uninterested in me, sexually speaking. I think we’re sort of platonic soulmates though, which is great! Tattoos: None. Righty or lefty: Righty.

🌸 FIRSTS…

First surgery: Wisdom teeth when I was 12. First piercing: Earrings because I wanted to do like my sister.

First best friend: Adeline <3 We met during our first year of middle school. 

First sport you joined: Horse riding First vacation: Twelve years ago, in Crete, between Rethymno and Chania.

🌸 RIGHT NOW…

Eating: Nothing Drinking: Water I’m about to: Translate my text =/ Listening: Indochine - Le baiser Want kids: I’d like to have a kid, yes... But not right now ^^

🌸 WHICH IS BETTER?

Lips or eyes: Eyes Hugs or kisses: Both are good! Shorter or taller: Taller Older or younger: Older Sensitive or loud: Sensitive Hook up or relationship: Relationship, although sometimes I think hook-ups would be easier to handle... Never had one though. Troublemaker or hesitant: Both, depending on the circumstances ^^

🌸 DO YOU BELIEVE IN…

Miracles: Yes Love at first sight: Yes! I’m a romantic at heart, don’t tell me love at first sight doesn’t exist or I cry. Heaven: I’d like to, I think. Santa Claus: I wish! But I believe in the Christmas mood, does that work?

Thank you for tagging me, this was fun! I now tag @a-study-in-shakespeare ; @belle-ep0que ; @less-life-and-more-dream ; @lokis-lapdog : @snarky-goldfish and @bisexual-dean-bean. As always, feel free to ignore if you don’t want to do this! ;)

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