Those who understand understand.
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okay so 15 finding a blonde I thought was laughable bc I thought RTD was trying to do another restart with a young, blonde hottie but 15 seeing him and his story mirrored in a young woman who looks a bit like 13 with that short blonde hair makes me want to WEEP my god Russel can you fight???
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I’m similar to Kaz Brekker not in an edgelord/murderous/no-empathy way that should raise alarms but in so many other ways:
In the way that when someone touches me I feel that same disgust and panic. But I still want to reach out to someone I love. It just takes so much effort and no one would find it worth all the trouble so why bother?
In the way that I walk with a cane and overextend myself because being disabled means overcompensating so that no one thinks you’re weak.
In the way that I’m smart enough to graduate summa cum laude but not smart enough to understand what people mean when they’re nice to me.
In the way that I’m always looking for 15 different outs when I might not even need any at all.
In the way that I’ve been chewed up and spit out by the world and no longer expect anything out of it.
In the way that I want to watch this corrupt society burn to the ground. But if it can’t burn, I’ll abuse these bigoted systems without guilt because I owe them nothing.
In the way that I don’t know how to handle my emotions. In the way that I will think the most loving thoughts about someone and never be able to say it aloud.
In the way that I’ve bottled everything in and don’t know how to let it out.
In the way that I wonder how I was so naive to expect anything from the world when I was 9 years old.
In the way that I can never accept people saying I’m a good or moral person.
In the way that insults and spite and sarcasm roll so much easier off the tongue than love and affection.
I’m like Kaz in that way, and he is so important to me because of all of these qualities of myself that I see in him.
And, you know, because he’s a badass. That too.
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Also my dudes, if you ever in London and you’re huge Hadestown nerds, you can visit National Theatre Archives and watch the proshot of London Hadestown from 2018 (for those who might not know, it’s similar to Broadway/tour/west end in terms of costume design but has different characterisation for orphedice in particular + different lyrics) with most of the OBC playing the roles.
The archives have 2 proshots, one from different angles and one from a wide angle, I watched a multiple angle one and it’s really great. Plus they have some other Hadestown stuff, you can see all of it in the archive catalogue. You can book the day to see it in the archive website and even watch it in group for free.
Also the people who work in the archives are super lovely and we accidentally run into one lady who works there and also is a huge Hadestown fan :3 Overall 10/10 would recommend!
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izombie used this stock photo on a search engine
and it’s straight from this stock photo shoot
this was in 2018 this was 2 years before the okay grandma meme was popularized
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The last hot girl n summer
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@melolontha tagged me to post five songs that im currently listening to <3
Solar Fake - This Generation Ends
The Kills - New York
Lena Katina - Моно
Swiss und die Anderen - Linksradikaler Schlager
FILLY - Spinning
@awordwasthebeginning @bisexualstruggles @einbuergeraufirrwegen @yugocar @panarchie I'd love to see your music aswell <3 (doesn't need to be spotify)
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you wanna understand me? What do you mean I make no sense? Dwdw babe I’ll send you the link to the playlist
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