#tumblr can't beat me

[six-of-cringe]

tumblr is to moral ocd what tiktok is to adhd and post

#i gotta be careful what i see. the all or nothing thinking is rampant #its so exacerbated here i only follow like a couple ppl #even if i like someone's content i might not follow them bc if i see something that makes me Think too hard #i'll get stuck in a spiral and i Have to Keep Reading. so i check their shit manually when i can handle it. #even other soc blogs lol sorry guys love yall #anyway sorry i can't think about every issue always forever. no one can but especially not me #when you try to enjoy the internet but the tumblr environment makes your brain beat you with a stick yelling BAD EVIL BAD PERSON #epic crippling empathy moment #ocd mention #moral ocd #ocd scrupulosity #not soc #ocd

[skinnypaleangryperson]

Wow, incredible. Back to back from night to morning I read the most unnecessarily rude, abrasive thoughts from a thread on Rick and Morty Reddit, and in the morning and even worse one from BoJack Horseman read (unsurprising, since they're always the worst). When it comes to these communities and the complete lack of "morality"when it comes to these parts of the modern world I'm starting to wonder if I'm in complete hell. When I rent about it on other platforms I'm much, much more deservingly abrasive about the way that these literal absolute abrasive terrible clones are constantly coming out with every day of their life like it's the same person with a different account in a slightly different body, but what's disturbing is that it actually is a different person every time despite the fact that they all have the same exact a morbidly terrible cheap awful malicious personality.

Of course it would be the two things that all of my passion projects, daydreams, and want for community have poured into for the past couple of years. It can't be a coincidence that the most morbidly unnecessarily rude, hypocritical, terrible and attempt at being "abrasive" people would be on these reddit communities. Obviously most of them are self-projecting or are being rude to complete strangers on TV show Reddit communities of all things, and the fact that they have even one minute in their life to do something so low and scummy the way that these people do just goes to show the kind of people that these people are in that they shouldn't be worth worrying about much less being affected by. They wish they had that kind of power.

Still-I've been inwardly 😬😬😬😬 for the past 24 hours. I don't even look at a single comment on these Reddit communities anymore because I know it's just full of either repetitive boring g***bage, or full of people that are so rude and terrible on top of that g****bage that you can't even believe that these people can even function. Every single day it's like they're trying to outdo themselves from how unnecessarily hypocritical, rude, and unnecessarily morbidly distasteful they are, and that's the generous Tumblr exquisite way of putting it, that they are with their excuses for what they call words.

It's amazing that no matter how much you tell these people that no one cares and to not bother their people with their low quality awful rude abrasive unjustified thoughts that nobody wants except for people as low as them, and no matter how many of these clones that I block they just keep coming out like little bugs battering at my face.

#is Tumblr going to terminate me for this? #I tried to keep this rant as bland and as curated to their warm little reality that they want to keep huddled on here even though it's #The complete opposite of actual reality on every other app and in real life in every possible way #You get terminated just from saying a swear word on here I swear #these communities have been punching back to back so frequently lately that I literally can't even believe that this is real f****** people #I know that's just a Reddit specifically and that it's full specifically of absolute pathetic losers that are just beating up on people like #them about as someone at that just wanted to enjoy the things that they consumed with other fans it's insane they absolute s*** that I have #to see and put up with #if I come across as pretentious writing this it's just because this is my tumbler rant #everywhere else on this Earth I am much more upfront and reactionary the way that things should be

[themuddypig]

I just think the Science Man who was once The Grim Reaper and also has an unusual relationship with sheep should win another round. I know he’s gonna get smooshed by Scar in round 3, but that’s ok ...  vote here: https://t.co/b5xP6TFeks

#mcytumblr #zedaph #votezedaph #wormman #mcytumblrsexy #hermitcraft #mcyt sexyman #mcytumblr sexyman poll #mcytumblr sexyman polls #zedvancement #morally dubious scientist #maidaph #zed fans unite #underrated hermit #beat schlatt #zedaphplays #create smp #is this sheep looking at me #create mod #i can't believe THIS is my first real tumblr post omg

[thegreenleavesofspring]

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#So I'm putting all this in tags because I'd prefer it not get out into wider Tumblr. I pondered even posting it but I think some of y'all #are following the drama and/or praying for my family so I figured I'd post an update. Just pretend there are commas and it's all readable. #Got a hearing date today. February 6th. Now I need to get affidavits and medical records. Not much to do in the way of affidavits because #either he made sure no one saw anything or I made sure. (Shame is a heckuva thing.) I really need the medical records from the assault. #Can't get them because I am currently without ID. I am currently without ID because I have had a beginner's permit for ~10 years now and #those have to be renewed in-person every year. Can't get to DMV to get it renewed because... no car. Can't use Uber because you have to #provide your own car seats and where am I going to put three car seats while I'm at the DMV? Can't use bus because... bus lines. #...it's stressful. #Also I'm still not sure about the theology of all this but it's also impossible not to see the Hand of God in freeing me and the boys from #this man so either God will help me work out the theology of it later or I'll ask Him when I get to Heaven. #Practically speaking I will not ever permit him and the boys unsupervised contact again if I can help it because he WILL neglect them #at best and physically hurt them for his own amusement and/or beat them up because of his temper at worst. #...anyway any and all prayers are appreciated.

[sciencebees]

#these were the only pokemon games that were too difficult for me as a kid and I never finished them #i can't remember where I stoppes in black but I made it all the way to Iris in 2 #never beat her though #pokemon gen 5 #pokemon #pokemon bw #pokemon bw2 #gen 5 #gen 5 pokemon #unova #polls #tumblr polls #pokemon black and white #pokemon black 2 #pokemon white 2

[dimiclaudeblaigan]

A post in honor of General Jarod Fire Emblem my precious.

#DCB RD Run #Jarod Fire Emblem #idk if he has a tag but he has one now if not #also i had to put some pics together and make them one bc tumblr stops letting me arrange pics after 16 pics it's so fckn annoying #now pls if you would take a seat while i go on a small tangent (small bc i am limited to thirty tags per post!) #now so you see aside from him being a total hoot with awesome resolution/determination #smth i love about general jarod fire emblem my precious is his relationship with alder #bc you see jarod is clearly scum like fuck him yeah??? and then you get whacked with this emotional scene with alder #i love how they wrote two total scum villains as being just... human. i feel bad for them in that moment #as a human being even knowing everything they did i feel bad for them and respect them both #it doesn't change that they're scum and doesn't erase what they've done but it still elicits an emotional response from me #it makes me wish jarod was better and not an enemy. it makes me wish in a way that that could've been his atonement arc beginning #but i know that can't happen and wouldn't - he's too far gone. but as a human that's just the emotion i get seeing that scene #and then RIGHT as jarod is going back to his batshit villainy he dumps THAT fuckin' speech on us #MIND YOU with this really badass music playing. all his soldiers get into position #and you watch them move to the spots you'll start off with them in on the map when the battle starts #also man was hilarious right to his grave and i love all the shade he threw at bk that's among my love languages #and yes i did actually in fact start this file the same day i beat part one #anyway enjoy your general jarod fire emblem bc fe heroes sure isn't

[barkingangelbaby]

I feel like such a broken fucking person lol

I talked way too much in the tags don't read them

#fighting off the ideation like my life depends on it!! bc it does!!! #been good about not thinking certain phrases but F U C K am i feeling it. i want to turn into a pile of dust #i am so desperately trying to work on myself and change my patterns and bad habits and perspective but it feels like i always fall short #i try not to talk about it online but I'm just. having a very hard day with N because we experience our feelings in different ways #i isolate myself bc i struggle with regulating my reactions and tones when im having an episode but she needs me to talk through things and #i sometimes just. can't. bc I'm not done experiencing the negativity and am not in a place to have a productive convo bc shame spirals etc #we just spent a long time talking and being patient and i thought i was understanding and explaining myself well but i just. idk. #i don't know how to explain that of course i love her even if I'm isolating myself. of course i love her although I'm nonverbal today. i jus #t can't *make* myself talk when I'm like this i don't want to be nonverbal i don't want to isolate i don't want to be a distant partner i do #n't want to fall back into these patterns related to my grief i want to be better i am trying to be better i am working so fucking hard on #being better. i just feel so defeated bc this all spiraled from me not wanting to decide what to get for lunch n using a poor tone about it #I'm about to talk with her some more but I just. kinda don't want to exist right now. fuck dude. it feels so fucking awful when i upset her #like i love her so much she is so important to me and it breaks my heart that our entire day is shot bc i was tired and cranky #i just don't understand how that equates to me not loving her bc she is my whole world dude. I'm going to throw up #i also don't know how to explain to her that scrolling on tumblr is comfortable to me I'm not ignoring her it's just the SM that i scroll on #like we're hanging out watching tv together I'm gonna scroll a little bit. it's just not insta or anything #idk my mind is scrambled I'm crying I just want to be a better person who can calmly communicate my thoughts and emotions #today has just beat my fucking ass dude. i isolate so those feelings don't get translated into my interactions with others #i don't even know what i typed in these tags I just don't want to off myself or think about it I'm fighting myself so much 2day #rAMbles

[tracle0]

Next - here Previous - here First - here

#crow comic #art #artist #artist on tumblr #original comic #original art #I'd like to add a note here explaining the panel with just the flag of England #from that I mean to. Discuss how the influx of Christianity twisted England especially into being power hungry and corrupt #something something monarchy as a power of the church. something something beating the celts out of their home #I can't remember exactly what my thoughts were but I'm 99% sure it was along those lines. Hence the. Flag of England #st. georges flag??? I want to say??? Lemmie check #yea st georges flag cool #anyway. #current update is I might not be able to go to uni after all :)))))) #oh actually this links to this comic #I made this during a college course I did that basically let you get a level 3 or level 4 in art media and design #this comic had no end input into it but I did make it as part of my final major project. Should have been graded - was not due to COVID #(I made it in 2020) #I got a level 4 which is the same as the first year of uni in the UK. Cool! Cost me nothing to attend #however now I'm applying for a student loan I'm. Not able to get one. Because I already have a foundation/year 1 qualification #and the student finance body won't give you a grant for re-doing a foundation year #is what I can understand from what I've found out #I need to call someone up about it but everywhere is shut until tuesday so. Wait until Tuesday I guess??? #sigh

[eros-ghoulette]

either tumblr hides my posts or the people start to dislike my content. i hate it either way

#i'm a pathetic idiot and need reassurence constantly #and i'm really sorry for that #i feel like tumblr wants to give me anxiety #it's working tumblr #can't get rid of the feeling now #omg my heart is beating way too fast #feels like i'm running a marathon. i'm sitting in my bed

[polardestiny]

omg wow twisting my arm.. i cant believe this.. one whole like.... anyways

full size here!

#click for full size #000. ━━ ◤ you can't win me ; i can't be beat! ; out. ◢ #my art ! #tumblr REALLY doesn't want this to be full size LOL #which sucks coz you can see everyone's names on their collars in full size #oh well

[thornsnvultures]

tumblr stop please I'm begging. stop alerting me to all the likes and reblogs someone else's fic I reblogged is getting. it's fucking torture. good for them that they have almost 2k notes on their fic, I'm happy for them but I don't want to see it. please stop beating the dead horse that is my self-worth I can't take it anymore 😭

#it's like when you amicably break up with someone and like you dont want to be in the relationship anymore but it also hurts seeing #pics of them being happy with their new partner #like yeah im over you but im not over being lonely #i dont care that their fic is getting notes im sad and bitter and lonely #ive literally been getting hundreds of notifs about it today #im so tired and sad and beat down and it's nothing against them this is a me issue #but tumblr's really fuckin rubbing the dirt in it by insisting i see all of it #sorry for complaining #but what else is this website for #can't be positive all the time #i hate this website

[infinityblaze]

I got a haircut and wanted to celebrate it somehow. Idk why that Cruelty Squad text has been living in my head rent free it's just like really funny to me.

#art #digital art #artists on tumblr #original character #clip studio paint #artist #digital aritst #original art #cruelty squad #pyrocynical has cursed me with the cruelty squad video i can't stop rewatching it help #chromatic aberration #when the beat drops im going to fucking kill myself

[eurofox]

How many of these damn 'dear reddit refugee...' posts do we fucking need

#I've seen about 7 or so come round repeatedly #who even wants redditors anyway #like if you think Tumblr beats a joke to death believe me we have nothing on redditors #i can't take any more shit about something being 'wholesome' or 'dudes rock ' etc

[studyblr-perhaps]

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#got recommended a post on eating disorder #and in like- glorified way #something about how they were glad they were sick so that nobody asks them why they have no appetite #and i have not had an eating disorder nor do I know what it is like so I can't and won't say anything about the post itself #but it was a little concerning to see #the problem is this is the second or third time tumblr has recommended me a post on anorexia #and I am slightly concerned how I managed to get those #the worst part of that blog was they didn't even tag it properly #like #tw eating disorder #tw ed #tw anorexia #anorexia #it's this simple to tag #but they tagged it with some censored version of the word #which basically beats the purpose of tw #misa talks #I'll probably delete this later but yeah

[singsweetmelodies]

hello world <3

i'm Katie ❤️👋 ohmygasly on AO3

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ils se connaissent par couer

piarles ~ hurt/comfort ~ 2.2k words ~ rated t

Post-Monaco 2022, Pierre and Charles debrief, in their own way.

quiet my fears with the touch of your hand

piarles ~ hurt/comfort ~ 1.7k words ~ rated t

Post-Silverstone 2022, Pierre and Charles are there for each other.

long live the walls we crashed through

sewis; seb & young drivers ~ 5+1 things ~ 6.7k words ~ rated t

5 people Sebastian Vettel says goodbye to, +1 he doesn't have to.

love's a game, wanna play?

piarles ~ fake dating au ~ 21.5k words (WIP) ~ rated t

Pierre accidentally tells his mother he has a date for a cousin's wedding. Charles accidentally agrees to play the part of said date. Accidentally, it all works out perfectly.

so i guess all the rumours are true (you know i love a rouen boy)

piarles ~ established relationship/coming out ~ 8.7k words ~ rated t

The one where Pierre and Charles come out on Charles' Monaco vlog.

i just wanna be (drinking on the beach with you all over me)

piarles ~ phone sex ~ 2.2k words ~ rated e

Pierre and Charles spend the first week of summer break apart, and miss each other very much.

baby just say yes

piarles ~ miscommunication/friends to lovers ~ 2.9k words ~ rated t

The one about that moment from the drivers' parade in Monza 2022.

(you are the best thing that's ever been) mine

piarles ~ 5+1 things ~ 15.6k words ~ rated e

5 times Pierre wore something of Charles', +1 time Charles wore something of Pierre's.

hold you as the water rushes in

piarles ~ hurt/comfort ~ 1.4k words ~ rated t

Post-Suzuka 2022, Pierre and Charles take comfort in each other.

it's you and me, that's my whole world

piarles ~ modern royalty au ~ 10.4k words ~ rated t

The one where Charles is a prince, and Pierre is his best friend, and they pine.

he was pointing at the moon (but I was looking at his hand)

piarles ~ angst/unrequited love ~ 13.7k words ~ rated t

Pierre has been in love with Charles for as long as he can remember. Then one day, Charles falls in love with someone else, and Pierre can only watch from the sidelines as everything slowly goes from bad to worse.

part 1 of a series ~ part 2 by @welightitup ~ part 3 by @dm3rv ❤️💙💚

crème français

piarles ~ tumblr fic ~ nsfw

The one where Pierre and Charles try something new in bed (AKA, whipped cream.)

stars by the pocketful

sewis ~ relationship study ~ 4k words ~ rated t

Seb & Lewis through the years: a first, a last, and then a first again.

you should think about the consequence (of you touching my hand in the darkened room)

piarles ~ sexy distractions ~ 4.7k words ~ rated e

The one where Pierre and Charles (almost) have sex while he's still on a Zoom call.

a wednesday in a café

schuclerc ~ coffee shop/royalty au ~ 8.3k words ~ rated t

Wherein mick is a prince, and Charles works in a coffee shop, and they're both very beautiful and very stupid. (Pierre and Esteban are there, too.)

written for the chircus gc secret santa 🎄❤️

Game For Two

piarles ~ friends with benefits ~ 27.7k words ~ rated e

Charles wants to explore his sexuality after his recent break-up. Who better to give him a helping hand than his loyal (and devastatingly gorgeous) best friend?

part 2 of a series ~ part 1 by @redyellowstupid ~ part 3 by @leclerctops ❤️💙💚

sweater weather

piarles ~ tumblr fic ~ sfw

Charles has a habit of stealing Pierre's clothes when he misses him. (AKA, the blue sweater fic.)

one love, two mouths

piarles ~ tumblr fic ~ nsfw

The one where Pierre and Charles have missed each other, and fuck about it (AKA, tender blue sweater smut.)

get me with those green eyes, baby

piarles ~ basketball date smut ~ 4.6k words ~ rated e

The one where Pierre and Charles fuck before their (second) NBA basketball date.

you're in my head, you're in my blood (cowritten with @boxboxbrioche ❤️)

piarles ~ university au ~ 15.8k words ~ rated e

Charles is a music student with big ambitions and high standards when it comes to love. Pierre is the university's football star and resident flirt. Neither is ready for what being paired on a project will mean for them...

you are perfection, my only direction (it's fire on fire)

piarles ~ dragon rider au ~ 40k words ~ rated e

The one where Pierre and Charles are Dragon Riders, and spectacularly stupid about their feelings, and have to marry each other to prevent an inter-House war.

written for the Piarles Winter Fic Exchange 2022/23 ❤️💙❄️

you can feel it on the way home

piarles ~ montreal 2022 date fic ~ 4.6k words ~ rated t

Charles, Pierre, a midnight drive through Montreal, and realisations.

breakin' down and coming undone (it's a rollercoaster kind of rush)

piarles ~ post-breakup angry sex ~ 5.9k words ~ rated e

The one where Pierre's girlfriend breaks up with him after the Monte-Carlo Masters, and he goes to see Charles about it. Needless to say, it doesn't go as expected.

you kiss my face and we're both drunk

piarles ~ drunk sex ~ 2.5k words ~ rated m

All really good friends have That One Time they fucked while drunk. This is Charles and Pierre's.

written for the Calamars Club Emoji Challenge 😍🐙

your lips, my lips (apocalypse)

piarles ~ friends with benefits au ~ 32k words (WIP) ~ rated e

Pierre and Charles begin a new thing in the 2023 season: making out after each new race. And then also... before it. And then at random times, too, just because they feel like it. (It goes about as well as you'd think.)

fate (is driving me insane)

piarles ~ tumblr fic ~ nsfw

angst, miscommunication and a/b/o, feat. brief/mentioned maxierre with piarles endgame (+ implied maxiel.) 

...And My Heart Is With You

piarles & galex ~ sitcom au ~ 16.4k words ~ rated m

Roommates. Idiots. Lovers. (AKA: misunderstandings in the loft are at an all-time high. What will it take for it all to be sorted out?)

part 2 of a series ~ part 1 by @welightitup ❤️💙💚

#pinned #about moi #btw pls scream at me if any of my beautiful links don't work #i will probably cry but then go fix it #tumblr is so STUPID #anyway. <3333 #ily all ❤️❤️ #EDIT: also yes the pornbot style bio is intentional lmao 😆😆 #if you can't beat 'em join 'em etc etc 😆😌 #so far it has not worked but i live in hope.

[misclogarts]

love how CoA and HapiAra were faced with the same problem but HapiAra didn't break up because they talked to each other lmao

(tags ended up being pretty long so watch out lol)

#itlogthoughts #THIS IS AN EXTREME OVERSIMPLIFICATION I KNOW but there are some similarities #imo if peaky and photon weren't there i feel like hapiara would've taken a similar route to CoA #bcs CoA had to handle a sudden amount of popularity in like. their entire school as TEENAGERS #and shano and toka already had reservations with an agency beforehand so there's that extra pressure #but i still see the similarity that half of the unit wanted to go professional; while the other wanted to stay as-is #if peaky weren't there to take the brunt of the popularity then maybe hapiara would've gone the same way as CoA did #imagine; a unit formed by first-years (one of which who had JUST transferred into the school and had no idea what a DJ let alone a DJ unit #could be) who had gotten popular and climbed the school ranks in just MONTHS #BEAT a group curated by shano (who was a former member of a legendary DJ unit) and collaborated with #THE biggest unit in school (peaky) and fought to the top of the D4Fes. rookie stages #and THEN got invited to D4Fes. AGAIN but as a MAIN ACT THIS TIME #i'm a little murky on the details and idk if CoA was invited to D4Fes. as CoA or as ScarNa and L-Eyes #(and how shano and airi's performance together shown in first mix was the result of a shuffle unit) (i think that's it?) #but my point is! HapiAra could've had the opportunity to become a “professional” unit if dj mash (can't say her name tumblr will block me) #and muni decided to push for being pros #and it could've created a rift between the group since both rei and rinku wanted to stay as-is #but neither dj mash nor muni had reservations with an agency AND they were willing to hear each other out #so since they didn't have a ton of external pressure on them; they were able to compromise as a group and keep going together #idk this post is a mess but i hope whoever's reading understands what i'm saying here HAHAHA