#trust me it is super hard

[egophiliac]

so on the subject of the "Crowley is secretly Revaan/Laverne/Levin/please Twst give us his name" theory, I think my feelings are best summed up as "I don't really buy it, but it's funny". like, in all seriousness, I'm not opposed to it; I have enjoyed the writing in Twst so far and I'm willing to trust that whatever happens will, you know, make sense and not be terrible. but I'm just not really convinced by the current evidence! maybe that'll change once we learn more, we'll see!

with that said, may I propose a few alternate theories about the possible Crowley/Revaan connection:

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #on this installment of things nobody asked but i'm going to talk about anyway #disclaimer that this is mostly a joke please don't get mad at me #(legit no shade to anyone) (speculation is one of the fun things about an ongoing fandom and you never know what'll turn out to be true!) #more seriously i do think there may be some connection that just isn't clear yet #but the more little breadcrumbs we get about what revaan was like the more i think crowley just doesn't act like him #i adore crowley don't get me wrong #(yes he's a dipshit. this is a feature not a bug.) #but like. #not to harp on the scene about lilia's nrc invitation (i am absolutely going to harp on it) #i do not believe that crowley would go through the trash to fish out the pieces and put them back together and save them #just because it was lilia's. just because lilia might want it again someday. #crowley can ✨yasashii✨ all he wants but we know what he's like #and i REALLY do not believe that lilia wouldn't recognize him. i didn't believe it before and i extra don't believe it now. #then again i do tend to be incredibly off about speculation so! who knows! i will trust the writing for now! #i do 100% believe that meleanor would fall in love with the world's biggest dumbass and then double down super hard. that part tracks. #that said i have decided that ambrose being revaan is actually the funnier option just because it would make crowley SO mad #it wouldn't make sense for him to be mad about it and that would just make him madder

[birdricks]

theyre running to the gay club. or smth

#birdrick #this is just an early draft of a frame from the. thing im doing rn #to work out colours properly #but the tag always needs more fuel. and i like this frame #btw hope everyone has had or is having a good christmas. or just a good day if u dont celebrate #this is my gift. for you #btw before you all ATTACK me for drawing bp hairles. trust me i KNOW hes a bear. #i just have a specific lame ass hc that bird people can onlyyy grow feathers. #which is kinda hard to draw but i give him a little happy trail anyways #if the anatomy sucks watever ill fix it later #also im a like 7 foot bp truther. it doesnt show super well cus of the poses but u know

[coquelicoq]

gurathin, thiago, indah...starting to get the sense that if murderbot didn't have any specific person playing the role of "someone i deep down respect who i'm convinced hates me" at any given time, presaux would have to assign someone, for enrichment purposes

#murderbot #the murderbot diaries #mb needs an anti-support human. like instead of a service dog it has a human that frowns at it sometimes #and it interprets these frowns as 'oh i guess this human just HATES ME. i guess we're ENEMIES. but WHATEVER I'M FINE WITH IT' #even though that's just what this human's face does when they're thinking really hard or something #like i'm rereading network effect and every time mb is cranky about thiago not liking it i'm like. babe you are reading way into it #he's skeptical. you love skepticism! he does not hate you he's just being cautious #in some ways quite similar to you really #'thiago doesn't trust me. how DARE HE' babe we have been here before #that's exactly what you said about gurathin! #i mean is he an asshole? yes. but so are you and so is your best mutual administrative assistant. you love assholery #i just think it's funny that 1) mb trusts no one until it knows them really well and 2) mb is SO OFFENDED when people who don't know it #super well don't trust it fully and implicitly right off the bat #my posts #f #well it's christmas and i don't have anywhere to be today because my family stuff is on monday this year. so i am very bored #you know what that means. deep dive into the drafts #also probably trying to find an ask meme to reblog #this draft is from july i think

[the-gayest-tree-you-ever-did-see]

finally caved and started reading all for the game. two chapters into the foxhole court and what kind of gay fucking shit is this! also did not know there were sports in here

#idk whats going on i thought it was like the raven cycle with magic and shit its called the foxhole court??? no fae???? what the fuck!!! #and i cant understand whats happening with the sports. i didnt get it. i hope i dont need to i just know kevin is top dog of the bad dogs #neil is mid mid except hes got a death wish so they want him carnally??? #ill be reading it super slowly bc im busy but i can feel it slowly turning up the heat on my brain cells as i read. they are burning. #ive got naught but ten #and neil's not neil but he is and he has a bag of secrets he's hiding in someone else's closet like okayyyy go off author fuck whats the #authors name.... nora sakavic FUCK I SHOULDVE KNOWN NEVER TO TRUST A WOMAN NAMED NORA #i dont know...i dont know.... but also the only gay neil i know is the one from dead poets society and its hard to separate the two rn #is the rest of the book going to be like this what did i get myself into. am i mentally prepared #bc i wasnt for trc and it FUCKED! ME! UP! im STILL insane #ugh. ugh. anyway. way gayer than expected. also at one point someone asks ''how safe is safe'' and MY DISAPPOINTMENT #when the answer wasnt safe as life? immeasurable. in fact i had to close the book. went to study accounting. #ACCOUNTING. HELLO?? CAN ANYONE HEAR ME IN HERE??? #the tree speaks #all for the game #aftg #what are yalls tags? #neil josten #the raven cycle #trc

[anxiously-sidequesting]

Happy pride btw!!! Dyvim Whitehart is NOT straight.

#idc im almost two weeks late #dyvim honestly is the straightest-not straight guy ever. he's lgbtq+ incarnate #is he gay? bi? trans? aroace? demi? he/him lesbian? enby? you decide 🫵 #actually they/them dyvim slaps super fucking hard ngl #yknow what i wanna know everyone's gay headcanons on dyvim right now. Right Now actually #dyvim seriously gives off not straight vibes. source? trust me bro #wizard101 #w101 #wiz101 #dyvim whitehart #yknow what i can also see straight ally dyvim. fuck mickey mouse and fuck jkr

[shima-draws]

What's PMD Explorers of the Spirit? 0v0

It’s a PMD Sky romhack! It serves as both a sequel and a canon divergence kinda thing. I’m not super far into the game but it’s really interesting so far 👀 I’ll definitely be posting more about it as I play through it!

#Several things I’ve noticed: #Idk if they adjusted the level curve or what but HOLY shit. The dungeon mons are so strong for some reason. #I never got my ass kicked this hard early game until this hack lmao #Also. Us bickering with Chatot is very funny. And deserved. #But it also makes me sad bc I love Chatot SO much #Don’t fight with him he’s just trying his best :((( #It’s really strange how much the hero seems to hate the guild #When I watched Smant’s playthrough of Sky he mentioned how much the guild is like a cult and I SCREAMED #BC HE’S KINDA RIGHT. And the hero alludes to this too #Anyway. Again I’m not super far into it yet but I will recommend it ;) #Bc a friend recommended it to me and I trust their judgement lol #I’m enjoying it so far! #Pokemon #PMD #PMD EotS #Shima answers questions #thatrobotgirl

[aq2003]

there comes a beautiful time in life where i have to ask myselg th question, "did i accidentally project too hard onto the character that i only relate to a little bit and in doing so hugely missed this one entire aspect/interpretation of the characters . am i stupid"

#ARE THEY STUPID! #dr who #this is about ten specifically his relationship w martha lmao #m being so serious i genuinely did not. see the 'ten was on purpose leading martha on to make her think her feelings were requited' angle #until going out into the wild and reading the tumblr posts. like i genuinely did not. at ALLLLLL. its like a brick hitting my head #bc the ENTIRE time s3 ten came off to me as 'doing stuff w no romantic intent behind it but would consistently get misinterpreted as such' #cuz IIIIIIIII have done this. IIIIIIII have run into this problem before. and it sucks so incredibly bad. #i actually do want to think my og interpretation still holds water cuz like. well i could gather all the evidence but #first one that comes 2 mind would be him going 'it's like when you fancy someone + they dont know you exist' to martha. in episode TWELVE #two routes; either ten is needlessly cruel and callous even after a season's worth of building up trust and friendship w her #or he is on super 'i dont think she has feelings for me and this is a very unhappy coincidence of a line' cocaine #Or the 'she fancied me' line in s4 to donna. either he is disregarding all the good and positive impact she did him. or the fact that this #went over his head the whole time made him look back on that time w discomfort <- I DID THIS. I MIGHT HAVE BEEN PROJECTING #THIS ONTO HIM. AM I STUPID.?.????? #you know how mikage rgu can either be read as an incel or a gay man lost so completely in the sauce #ten is like in this same ballpark. i think. of 'emotionally manipulative and disrespects women' or 'aroacespec and missed the cues' #funniest possible options to pick from. ten my brother how did you set yourself up like this #absolutely not denying that he was toxic and unhealthy during s3 in like 500 ways btw. but well. ths is the one concwpt that #flew over my head. so completely. and i can kind of see it now but i also still find it hard to incorporate into my belief system #bc its like. brother I'M aroace and missed the cues too lol #tangential note we can trace many problems down to a writer's room filled w white people not giving #martha's character the respect/agency she deserves for the existing narrative she has. bc they pulled this w mickey too both in series 1+2 #if they wanted to portray ten as manipulative then him and martha should've been given more screentime #together where martha (or anyone else) calls him the FUCK out on this. and ten would need to suffer narrative consequences of doing smth #as fucked up as that rather than his happy stable dynamic he has w donna. if they wanted to portray him as oblivious then marthas character #shouldn't have constantly been boiled down to an unrequited crush (particularly her dialogue in the s3 finale - there's a LOT more reasons #why she would choose to leave/why their dynamic was unhealthy besides ten not returning her feelings) #if you read all these tags you may be entitled 2 financial compensation #ten and martha #aspec doc tag

[eddiemunsongf]

the thing about when people say “oh, eddie was just comforting chrissy because he’s such a good guy” or even “his first response to seeing a girl in distress was to make her feel better hes so scrunkly!” is like.... that’s just not what happened there. eddie’s first response to chrissy’s visible distress was to be defensive and haughty. he thought she was scared of him, and it hurt his feewings, so he was brusque and then tried to bail completely. he had a very “sorry to be an imposition >:(” energy. 

it wasn’t until chrissy reassured him that he wasn’t the problem, and beyond that, asked him to stay, that eddie relaxed. i love eddie a lot, but it was chrissy who was instinctually kind and empathetic here. she was the one who put her trust in a relative stranger, one most of her peers mock and judge and even fear. maybe he was her only option to get drugs, but she chose to open up to him and be vulnerable. he just reciprocated. 

#chrissy cunningham #eddie munson #eddissy #eddie x chrissy #stranger things #i understand this take if you havent watched this scene 1k times with a magnifying glass #but i have and trust me the turn is the moment she says she doesnt want him to go #and then do you ever feel like youre losing your mind? gives him something to play off of #im pretty sure ive said half of this before or in tags or something but #i really wanted to call attention to the CHRISSY of it all #chrissychrissychrissy #eddie gets so much credit for being a Good Guy in this scene #but it was her!!!! it was her!!!!!!!! #also im biased but #this is my honest read on that scene from eddie's perspective: #1- pretty girl who he maybe already likes is waiting at his dealing spot so hes hype (arrives smiling) #2- shes acting super weird and freaked out so he assumes its about him and is put out and just tries to bail #3- she expresses the minimum possible amount of interest (doesnt want him to leave) #4- recalibrating..... #5- practically stimming & immediately shooting his shot as hard as a man possibly can #like comfort where? #excited -> brooding -> peacocking =/= comfort #thats a man with a crush babes #mp

[islib]

me: *desperately trying to empathize with and understand q!jaiden*

also me: GIRL, they sent you to meet up with the code that ended your kid, WHERE IS YOUR TRUST BASED IN

#qsmp #like yes this is super interesting and heavy and wow #but I just can't empathize with q!jaiden I don't think I've ever tunnel visioned on trust in authority like that?? #it's just really hard for me to see it as anything but that?

[themanwhowouldbefruit]

my doctor was sooooo fucking worthless and unhelpful im going to masturbate and i hope it fucking kills me

#“no need for follow up” #“yeah you did have several cysts we scrapped off your remaining ovary but. dw about it. idk why they were there. dw about it. oh also your #ovary on that side was freakishly huge but. dw about it. it might go away. dw about it #*doctor shrug emoji* “ #“go see a gyno next year maybe. but not me im too important for that. go find and onboard a gyno to your situation. next year maybe idk lol” #he barely even looked at my incision like #this fucking appointment could have been an email. or a phone call. or they just could have let me start driving again. also i forgot to ask #if i can stop drinking ensure now or after the 6 weeks? cause that shit cost $$$$. but he probably would have been super unhelpful if i had #fr fr this guy only wanted to give me the time of day when he thought i might have fun cancer inside and now he's like gtfo!!!! get your #fugly cancerless ass out of here!!!! recover from a major surgery on your own you swagless cancerless loser 🤣 we arent helping your #swagless ass!!! #anyway it seems weird and fucked up that im was never offered to see a physical therapist and i guess am going to have to blindly trust my #abs they sliced thru are healing or whatever and to rawdog my own physical recovery of my muscles? even just dumb shit like. my center of #gravity has drastically changed since the mass removal and my back hurts like shit all the time because all my posture muscles were built up #for when i had an extra 30 pounds of cyst hanging in the front and my posture and walking reflected that. and i lowkey don't know how #hard i am able to be with my healing incision because its really tight and makes me hunch forwards still. like i would really like to know #how much i can safely or maybe should be forcing my skin and incision to stretch. without damage? is that crazy #am i crazy??? #this shit is why i didnt see a doctor for 2 years until my problems had snowballed into a 30 pounds ovarian cyst that was crushing my other #organs and had one of my kidneys all backed up with piss. and even getting emergency treatment for it everyone was like. how did you like it #get this bad?? how could you not know you needed to seek medical treatment???? like. bro. seeking medical treatment isnt even a guarantee to #get medical treatment. #anyway he said my “remaining ovary seemed low key polycystic but dw about it. don't quote me on that im not dealing with it.” #bro i dont want to doctor google it i wanted an actual doctor to deal with it. fuck you. #like. maybe even a doctor who knows my situation so i dont have to struggle with getting someone to believe me and take me seriously. #but whatever. back to trying to figure out the daily protein and extra calories my body needs for recovery via doctor google i guess. #its fine 🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬

[kulapti]

Be gentle

Feb 2024, shimmer inks.

#my art #lgbt art #artists on tumblr #vampire #monsters #tag where Dragon might eat you #now THAT'S more like it!! #blushing mushroom is a massive pain in the pen I'm using but painting with it like this has extremely satisfying results!! #super hard to photograph the combination of pinks and dull lavenders with copper shimmer but it looks rly cool trust me #using tumbling time blue and blushing mushroom ferris wheel press inks #ink #described

[millenari]

as another background moment that didn't fit with the others, here's Bomba smiling at Misto when he runs past her

#cats the musical #cats fan on main #i know its hard to see but trust me thats misto #this is right after he spots Bustopher‚ when he's running to the back of the stage towards Munk #its super cute bc you can see in the shots surrounding this one that he's thrilled out of his mind lol

[catgirlcrisis]

whoopsie-daisie hit reblog too fast

#supporting mental health conditions is not the same as enabling them but god forbid anyone on tumblr have fucking nuance. or care #Please brush your teeth and take a shower and clean your bedroom #if you cant do these things all at once or have trouble doing them #thats okay! #but You have to do them #Ok #You have to do them. And you have to recognize that not being able to them are harmful behaviors #hygiene isnt just about like... its not just superficial? you know? #and youre going to get really sick if you dont! okay! #same with cleaning your room! it can be super dangerous to your health if you never clean up #AND living in clutter is not good for the mental all the time! trust me ive been there #if you have trouble cleaning your room *takes your hand* its okay. so do i #if you have trouble keeping up with your hygiene *takes your hand* its okay. so do i! #but we shouldnt continue to enable these behaviors #and anyone who does and claims to be doing so in interest of supporting 'mental health' is #just a fucking liar #who needs help themselves #imho as someone whos in recovery :/ #Please andastand sometimes you gotta do things that are hard that u dont like because they are good for you and your physical health #as well as your mental health too

[puppydogsys]

starting to think that this might actually be real trauma memories popping up & not just awful intrusive thoughts like i was hoping it was 😬😔 i feel sick

#not going super into detail bc its heavy & i dont rly want y’all to have to read all that #but like #god idk what im gonna do if its true #my world is shattering around me #i thought he’d been so good to me & had always had my best interests in mind #i thought he was safe #but he wasnt & thats becoming more and more clear #im spiraling so hard #what do i even do like #im still so close to him i spent so long rebuilding this relationship #only to realize this #oh god im so upset #if anyone has tips on handling the fact that someone u trust turned out to be one of ur main abusers & probably the reason u have did lmk 🙃 #cutievents

[the-tubort]

The heated drama between men is real

#super sentai #kingohger #tuborts thoughts #im trying so hard to be normal #guys trust me im gonna be so normal #you totally wont be seeing anything insane from me at all

[sailorsleepymoon]

I think laying on a person like this would fix me

#ven.txt #like it would potentially also freak me out super hard and make me throw up if I like. didn’t trust the person with my life #epic touch aversion moment #but like. it could fix me. it could fix me.