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peterokii · 8 months
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i did a perfect clean T shot just to drop the needle directly in my foot
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futuristiclovezr · 10 months
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i want a bf who will reassure me when i’m feeling dysphoric.
i want him to comfort me and tell me that i’m his pretty boy. that even when i dress feminine that he’s still gay for me. like to openly acknowledge that we’re in a gay relationship.
i want a boy that sees me as a little bit boy and just genderfluid if that makes since.
like yes call me your bf/gf but just know i’m not actually on the binary scale of man and woman.
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virriancosplay · 3 months
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my entire class discovered im LGBTQ help, But theyre mistaking me as a lesbian because they dont know im trans, Suffering on another level
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isascandleghostie · 14 days
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i think my problem is that i genuinely don't know.
Therapy isn't helping me and i keep snapping at my therapist when she gets even a little close to a sensitive spot.
I view everything my friends both irl and online act around me as a sign of my own failure to be a good friend.
My friend isn't as happy with me as she was before? I must be an asshole..
My friend is ignoring me? I probably said something wrong..
Everything always has to be my fault whether i pin it on myself or anyone else does. Because everyone always seems to think the same way in this redneck city.
"the transgender metal head with anger and mental issues who hurts himself is the reason this all happens."
Always my fault because I'm different. Because i have scars everywhere but i don't hide them. Because im loud and rude. Because i don't have friends like me. It's always my fault.
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littlemacbagel · 5 months
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So it happened to me at work....
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lunauwuna · 1 year
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The other day as i was walking towards a washroom on campus i caught a glimpse of my reflection in some darkened windows. I was disappointed with what i saw, and felt so dysphoric I entered the men’s washroom instead of the women’s. I felt awful for my choice and when I got home I made this art. As someone with a very jagged and sharp facial features, I’ve always been afraid of being seen as creepy man (even pre-transition) and it messes with my self perception. It feels like im a point in my transition where i have to put in a lot of effort to ‘pass’. at least to myself, and on days where i don’t put in effort to appear feminine, i feel like i don’t. Sometimes just noticing stubble on my chin in enough to throw me off and ruin my self perception.
In more positive news i recently found a bra that fits (i have large ribs so it’s always a challenge) and I love it so much!!!!!!!
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torifuckingspring · 7 months
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i hate cloths. nothing fits me right nothing is comfortable nothing looks good and 90% of that will go away if i had a flat chest and no hips.
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One of the hardships they don’t prepare you for when you come out as trans is relearning how to button a freaking shirt
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elijah-lad-of-chaos · 9 months
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I chose the name Elijah for myself not only is it close to my dead name but mainly because I want to scream my name from the rooftops, I want to tell the world I'm trans and it's beautiful but living where I do i can't. The joyful yells turn into painful crying of self hatred towards myself and it hurts so bad idk
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callie-flower · 2 years
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i know i reblog about transmisandry a lot and the fact we get treated so shittily but sometimes it is so tiring to have to face it and hear about it constantly, especially now because that i reblog and like so many posts that discuss it, it's pretty much all that fills my "for you" tag section and i really just wish people would stop ragging on us. i just want to live comfortable as a masculine-identifying multigender person, without consistantly worrying about... that. i'm angry, but i'm exhausted. i just want it to stop. please, please listen to transmasc voices.
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peterokii · 1 year
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dysphoria day
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futuristiclovezr · 9 months
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want a boy to massage my stomach and make my cramps better
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connieventnsfw · 1 year
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TW:GORE
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dysphoria vent art. i hate what happened with my life. in 2019/early 2020 i was so close to getting HRT. but my plans were ruined by the stupid hope that one person gave me that they truly love me and there’s no need for any change in my body. but now i’m rejected over and over again, i don’t feel loved anymore. i feel just like i did before. i hate myself. my body hurts a lot from having genetic anatomical issues. i wish i could get at least hysterectomy. i really wish i could. but at the end of the day it’s not my decision, but my stupid environment. i wouldn’t regret. i’d be happy.
now i’m so underweight that i have no top dysphoria. i could pass as stealth/cis without surgery or i’d be able to get periareoral. i could start HRT and gain weight but in places where i’d want to gain weight. i could go to the gym. currently me going the gym is pointless, i can’t gain muscles because of my body. i’m trapped in this useless body. nobody loves me. nobody cares.
being transgender, at least for me, is very hard. people i met during discussing our transition experiences with each other are for many years on HRT now. they’re happy, they’re becoming their true selves. but i’m still sad, trapped in a relationship that doesn’t make me feel happy in my body, but doesn’t allow me to transition either. i’m so helpless.
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savagegood · 10 months
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“Did you see the way that little girl looked at me? Kids. Little kids. They grow up believing that they can be a hero if they drive a sword into the heart of anything different. And I’m the monster? I don’t know what’s scarier. The fact that everyone in this kingdom wants to run a sword through my heart or that sometimes I just wanna let ‘em.” “We have to get you out of here. Over the wall. We won’t stop until we find some place safe, okay? We’ll go. Together. No matter what we do, we can’t change the way people see us.” “You changed the way you see me... Didn’t you?
NIMONA (2023), based on the comic by ND Stevenson, who came out as transgender in 2022
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wohresongsiren · 25 days
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Being a closeted tgirl who’s also a hopeless romantic is praying your male bsf is secretly dl/bi because you know even if you come out to a guy they won’t actually see you as a woman until after you fully transition.
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godsfatassspheal · 3 months
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Thing about being trans and really gay is that when I'm not binding I just look like a cis lesbian
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