#transfem Kaladin

[cosmereplay]

Day 12: Karma

Rated Teen, Leshwi/transfem!Kaladin, post-RoW. Kaladin’s egg breaks. This’ll be part 1 of 3, part 2 will be coming up on the 18th!

“Kill me,” Leshwi said to the Rhythm of Hope, as Kaladin’s speartip hovered just below her chin. 

“No,” he smiled.

They had taken time away from their new responsibilities to spar. This time, he had come to her at the Listener enclave. Their duel had taken them deep into a chasm of the Shattered Plains, chasing each other around impossible turns. It had been exhilarating. 

She hadn't known she could still feel alive until she'd fought him. And now she didn’t know if she would get another life after this one. It made her feel frail, vulnerable–mortal.  

And yet in moments like this, especially with Kaladin, Leshwi's memories of the endless cycles of war and imprisonment on Braize seemed distant. She felt like the whole world was new, and that she hadn’t just been reborn, she’d been renewed. She felt totally free.

One of the things she chose to do with that freedom was spar with Kaladin. For so long, no one had come close to her level of skill, and in this life she had actually learned from Kaladin. Like today, he had used some kind of grappling move on her, flipping her through the air until she’d landed flat on her back, and he’d straddled her waist, his weight pressing her into the stone. Though he sat heavy on top of her, she didn’t feel the sting of defeat, just the thrill of the contest. They made an incredible match.

“Kill me,” she insisted, riding the Rhythm of Confidence. “Give me a reason to find a body you would like more.”

He blinked in confusion, and his grip on the spear tightened. “What do you mean?” he asked.

“A woman’s body, so I can entice you. Normally I am not picky about the body I receive, but…my passion has changed.” So, so much had changed.

“I…That would be too great a risk, Leshwi. Odium would torture you.”

“I would find a way to escape Braize. I would find my way back to you,” she said, forcing Confidence.

Slowly, his whole body relaxed, and he dismissed his spear. He looked down, then rested his hands on her broad, flat chest, splaying out his fingers across her carapace. “Leshwi, it’s an honour that you would do that for me, but it wouldn’t be necessary. You…you’re…ah…I’m enticed anyway.” He stared at his hands for a moment, then glanced at her. “Sorry,” he said quickly, and scrambled off her. He looked away awkwardly, then turned back to offer his hand to help her stand.

Leshwi attuned Reconciliation and kept holding his hand, even after she’d stood. This was something new and delicate, too. She felt so free much of the time, sometimes she forgot how stuck she really was. “Perhaps I’ve spoken to Confidence when I should have spoken to Consideration. But I am femalen, Kaladin, in a malen’s body. I wish to respect you and your human culture, and so I should approach you in a femalen body.”

“That doesn’t matter to me. You’re femalen no matter what body you’re in,” he said to Confidence. Slowly, his brow furrowed in an expression Leshwi couldn’t name, and he looked away, taking a deep breath. He seemed pained, perhaps.

She hummed to Reconciliation, then bared her teeth in the human version of the rhythm. “Thank you, Kaladin. In that case, I wish to court you.”

He looked up at her with wide eyes, and he stammered, his face changing colour. 

Leshwi thought perhaps she’d made another error. “Oh, yes, men are the ones who usually request to court. I hope I have not dishonoured you?” she said. I will be making much use of Reconciliation today, she thought.

“I…thank you Leshwi, but…I need some time to think,” he said, and turned to fly back to the enclave. 

She followed, humming Resignation. She had made too grand a gesture, close to swearing an oath she probably couldn’t keep, and then she had pained him in some way. But, keeping in mind he hadn’t said no yet, she forced herself to attune Resolve instead.

He remained silent and distant, even until he left to return to Urithiru. She hummed Resolve as she watched him leave through the Oathgate, determined to wait until he approached her again. 

#minifemslashfeb2024 #cosmere femslash february #kaleshwi #transfem Kaladin/Leshwi #transfem!Kaladin x Leshwi #kaladin stormblessed #transfem Kaladin #trans Kaladin #Leshwi stormlight #rhythm of war #row spoilers #maybe #I have thoughts about how I’m interpreting karma here but I’ll put them on ao3 #stormlight fanfic #my fic

[archdelta]

trans girl Kaladin and transfem elhokar anyone??

#stormlight archive #kaladin stormblessed #elhokar kholin #when i read that scene in oathbringer i knew elhokar was transfem

[trishyeves]

It's done!!! After a year and a month, Self-Soulcasting is finished

Trish is very proud of how the last chapter came out

This is not the end of the AU, however, there will be more to this alternate timeline Roshar... after a few months of focusing on other fics

#fanfiction #stormlight archive #cosmere #self-soulcasting #kaladin #transfem #shakadolin #oc

[trbotunnel]

shakadolin t4t4t send tweet

#im right & u know it #tgirl shallan #tguy adolin #and enby kaladin #or if you prefer.. kal is a pre estro transfem or post t transmasc #maybe even both at once or neither of you so wish #sla #stormlight #the stormlight archives #stormlight archives #the stormlight archive #stormlight archive #shallan davar #shallan #shallan kholin #adolin #adolin kholin #kaladin #kaladin stormblessed #shakadolin #trbotunnels trbomouth

[gal-palanaeum]

Femslash rec - Self-Soulcasting by TrishHankins

In this fic, Kaladin was sent to Kharbranth to learn medicine, and she transitioned to female while she was studying there. She happens across a young scholar by chance, and they develop a friendship. Soon though, schemes, tragedies, and emotions start to catch up to them...

Rated Mature, 30,000 words, in progress

#cosmere femslash inspiration #cosmere femslash fic #shallan davar #kaladin stormblessed #transfem!Kaladin #shalladin #yurithiru

[ahhfear]

just a little comic of kaladin and his safehand glove

lirin would definitely care more about kaladin wearing a used glove over the reason he’s wearing it.

ID in reblogs

#i find safehand gloves and such so aesthetically pleasing idk #also kaladin genderqueer/transfem agenda cuz why not #stormlight archive #the stormlight archive #kaladin stormblessed #stormlight fanart #my art

[jewishdainix]

*whispers into mic* she/him kaladin

#kaladin stormblessed #listen im thinking of transfem kaladin all morning #the stormlight archive

[cosmerelists]

What Your Preferred Femslash Cosmere Ships Say About You

Happy Femslash February! I've done these "what your preferred ships" say lists before, if you'd like to check out the old ones: [Kaladin ships, Navani ships, Jasnah ships; also Moash ships by @cosmereplay]

But for now, let's judge you (yes, you!) based on your favorite femslash ships.

Vin x Shallan You are bold, inventive, daring. You don't play by the rules--not of canon, not of time, not of space. You don't let anything stop you, and you are all the happier for it. Good for you, tbh!

Navani x Ialai You may have complained in the tags that I left this ship out of my previous Navani ships post and you know what, you were right. Let these two old ladies fuck!

Marasi x Moonlight You may write fanfic where Marasi joins the Ghostbloods after all, or maybe you have Moonlight leave them to be with Marasi. Either way, you saw the sparks between them and you're running with it.

Ranette x Jaxy It's not like you can let the only (?) canon lesbian ship not get love! Not when it's gun lesbians!

Sarene x Eshen You look at an early, barely-any-women work of Sanderson and you think, "You know what would fix this? Gay sex."

Shallan x Veil It's about the longing. It's about the inability to physically exist in the same space together. It's about the self-acceptance.

Cord x Rysn You've either read Dawnshard or you've seen literally any art of these two.

Raboniel x Navani You don't need your femslash ships to be "sweet" or "loving" or "healthy." You see some twisted devotion and erotic violence and say "Sign me the HELL up."

Transfem Kaladin x Leshwi You have a brilliant and beautiful mind.

Yumi x Shallan I don't know that the shippers for this exist...but now that I've said it, you're thinking about it, right? They're gonna sit on a bench and talk about the beautiful women they see. They're gonna talk art. They're gonna be bi4bi. You see it now. You're welcome.

#cosmere #cosmerelists #Vin #Shallan #Navani #Ialai #Marasi #Moonlight #Ranette #Jaxy #Cord #Rysn #Raboniel #Yumi #Leshwi #Veil #Sarene #Eshen'

[violet-snail-girl]

So I've had some Thoughts lately as I've been rereading Oathbringer about a post I saw at some point just after finishing reading the Stormlight Archive for the first time and starting to get into the fandom. The basic premise of the post was that both Elhokar and Jasnah would have both led better lives if they were trans and effectively switched roles.

I disagree with that in regards to Jasnah. Her problems are mostly from the strict gender roles put on her by Alethi culture and vorinism, not from just being a woman. Also, as an elsecaller her oaths are supposed to revolve around meeting her potential and becoming better, and she's shown to be at at least the fourth ideal in RoW. If she were trans I'd expect that to have come up at some point. Maybe I'm missing something because I'm transfem not transmasc but I don't see that for Jasnah.

Elhokar on the other hand, I get the argument. There's not a lot of textual evidence, but more than for Jasnah. Like Jasnah, the strict gender roles of their culture seems to cause Elhokar distress, but he's way worse at making his own place despite them than Jasnah is. Elhokar was made king after his father's death due to being the only male heir, but as is shown throughout the series he's not good at being a king. Like at all. Jasnah does a much better job ruling Alethkar and that's during the apocalypse! Anyway, being a bad king doesn't mean he's trans, but it does help illustrate that the place he's put in life doesn't fit him.

The strongest evidence for Elhokar being trans is that he's attracted the attention of cryptics and if he wasn't killed he would have become a lightweaver. Lightweavers tend to be people who have deeply hidden truths about themselves that they refuse to admit even to themselves (assuming Shallan isn't a complete outlier). As someone who is trans, it's pretty easy to imagine that being a powerful truth someone would be reluctant to admit to.

Additionally, in Oathbringer when the team is infiltrating Kohlinar, Shallan suggests disguising Elhokar as a woman. Kaladin and Shallan both expect him to resist that idea, but he goes along with it eagerly and never seems uncomfortable with the experience or role while wearing that disguise. It seems like a similar thing to a lot of trans women dressing up as women for Halloween before realizing who they are/coming out because it gives them plausible deniability. I know I for one would have been delighted to have the opportunity to have an illusion that changes both my appearance and voice to be more feminine (I'm slowly working on that without the illusion, but anyways).

The last thing that's less directly evidence of being trans, but still contributes to the argument imo is that Elhokar seems to be kinda depressed most of the time. It'd be pretty easy to read the cut saddle strap situation in TWoK as a potential suicide attempt that could be explained away as trying to find assassins. In WoR after Dalinar sets off into the shattered plains Elhokar immediately starts drinking and goes to Kaladin to talk about how bad he is a being a king. On the night of the assassination attempt he's extremely drunk and moping in his rooms. In early Oathbringer he tries to abdicate the throne to Dalinar and constantly talks about how he always fails and makes a mess of things.

Anyway that's about it for my random thoughts and rambles about this that have been rattling around in my head for a while. I doubt this'll really persuade anyone, but I just wanted to put my thoughts out there

#stormlight archive #oathbringer #oathbringer spoilers #elhokar kholin #trans #transgender #jasnah kholin #rhythm of war spoilers #violet's rambles

[transfemkaladin]

hello gumy. You are a fan of transfem kaladin. I am a fan of transfem elhokar. With our combined powers we can make a transfeminator and take over the tri state area

im down let’s do it

#ask!! #astro!! #that being said. transmasc lift

[cosmereplay]

Day 16: Hourglass

Rated Teen, Kaladin/Leshwi, Rhythm of War Part 2 of 4 (Find part 1 on tumblr or ao3)

Kaladin stared at himself in the mirror. Himself? Herself? Either way, he needed a full-length mirror to do this, and the only one he knew about was Adolin’s. Unfortunately, that meant Adolin was examining him critically from over his shoulder. Kaladin was wearing a Thaylen-style skirt and blouse, his (her?) safehand gloved, hair pulled back in his usual utilitarian tail. He looked like an hourglass, and he didn’t like it.

“I look terrible,” she said to the mirror, unable to keep a bitter cynicism out of her voice. She liked the glove, but the rest didn’t look right. He’d thought looking more feminine would make him feel better, but it just felt wrong in a way she hadn’t been expecting.

Adolin tapped his chin in thought. “I know you wanted to try something that was more familiar to you, but just because your mother wears it doesn’t mean it’s what you need. Who else do you admire?”

Kaladin immediately thought of Leshwi. It was her fault he…she…was in this mess. Why not borrow from her? He…she…smiled, taking a moment to picture the femalen he wished to court. Leshwi was beautiful. Alluring, even. Maybe the reason this outfit felt so wrong was that it seemed to exaggerate Kaladin’s proportions in a way that didn’t feel true to her.

“Leshwi has wide shoulders and narrow hips like me,” Kaladin said, “and yet her clothing is still so graceful. What about something like that?”

Adolin raised an eyebrow. “You want to dress like the Fused?”

“Not necessarily, but…” Kaladin waved his hands around fruitlessly, unable to find the words. “Leshwi looks like herself. She likes her body, she respects it, and that comes across in the way she dresses and carries herself. I want to be like that, too. I don’t want to hide my body.” Looking in the mirror, she held out the sides of the long skirt, exaggerating the shape. “This feels like hiding.”

She didn’t feel like she understood herself, let alone getting a point across, but Adolin’s reflection was nodding anyway. “Something graceful. Something true to your proportions. Okay…Yeah, I can work with that. I know a woman…” He wandered off, still muttering to himself.

Kaladin removed the offending clothing down to her underwear, and she looked at her body in the mirror. Her breasts had only grown slightly, and her genitals had only shrunk a little. She’d asked Syl why her body hadn’t changed much, if her identity was female, and Syl hadn’t known the answer. But looking at herself in the mirror, she realized. Just like Leshwi, she was perfect just the way she was. A warmth filled her, realizing she was already home. Without Leshwi, she didn’t think she would have known it was possible.

Adolin returned with what looked like an entire family’s laundry in his arms. “I happen to have a shiqua, so I thought that might be a good place to start. It's all one long piece of fabric, so we can even cut it up if you want. Do you remember when we were in Celebrant? The spren there would mix and match styles from everywhere. It’s giving me some ideas. I bet we can do something just perfect for you, Kaladin.”

In return, she smiled, feeling almost like she was floating. In retrospect, asking Adolin for help had been a great idea. “Okay, let’s try it,” she nodded. “And I’ve decided something else–I’d like you to call me Kaladi.”

“Pronounced like Kalami!”

“Yeah.”

“I would’ve thought you’d choose a completely new name,” Adolin said thoughtfully, “but I really like it. Okay, Kaladi, let’s get you graceful. Just don’t steal Shallan from me after, okay?” he winked.

Kaladi grinned. “Don’t worry, Adolin, I’ve got my eyes on someone else.”

#minifemslashfeb2024 #cosmere femslash february #kaleshwi #kaladin stormblessed #leshwi stormlight #kaladin x leshwi #kaladin/leshwi #rhythm of war #stormlight fanfic #my fic #transfem Kaladin

[ultimateheadcanontournament]

Ultimate Headcanon Tournament

Here is the full bracket! I did the best I could to make it a proper bracket! Good luck to all of the participants!

Genderqueer Manifred von Karma (Ace Attorney) vs Gay trans man Ao Ohtori (I am Magicami)

Narrator Chara (Undertale) vs Trans male Yentl (Yentl the Yeshiva Boy)

Trans Danny Fenton (Danny Phantom) vs Captain John Hart has multiple mothers (Torchwood)

Trans Guy Gardener (DC Comics) vs Aroace Kaladin (Stormlight Archive)

Steve Rogers/Captain America likes men (Marvel Comics) vs Fletcher took Tanner’s folder when Andrew wasn’t looking (Whiplash)

Trans male Zelda/Sheik (The Legend of Zelda) vs Aroace autistic Mira (Sekko Boys)

Aroace Hunter (The Owl House) vs Dyslexic Wallabee/Numbah 4 (Codename: Kids Next Door)

ADHD Todd Chavez (BoJack Horseman) vs Trans girl Plum Puddin' (Strawberry Shortcake)

Phone Guy survived (Five Nights at Freddy's) vs Grayromantic Kaz Brekker (Six of Crows)

Transmasc MK (Lego Monkie Kid) vs Autistic Mark Grayson (Invincible)

Autistic Elle Woods (Legally Blonde) vs Mafia Town was called Mustache Town (A Hat in Time)

Bennett has eczema on his hands (Genshin Impact) vs Autistic Tobias (Animorphs)

Autistic N (Pokémon) vs Ben Tennyson forgot to remake his other cousin (Ben 10)

Mario and Peach hold no ill will towards Bowser (Super Mario) vs Autistic Reagan Ridley (Inside Job)

Autistic Zuko (Avatar: The Last Airbender) vs Affogato Cookie is part snake (Cookie Run: Kingdom)

Autistic Adora (She-Ra) vs Hank Schrader forgave Walter White before Jack Welker killed him (Breaking Bad)

Kylo Ren's full name is Ben Chewbacca Alderaan Organa Solo (Staar Wars) vs Commander Shepherd is a terrible driver (Mass Effect)

ADHD Dave (Homestuck) vs Trans male Kurapika (Hunter x Hunter)

Transfem Larry Daley (Night at the Museum) vs Trans male Mafuyu Asahina (Project Sekai)

Autistic Gregory Eddie (Abbott Elementary) vs Autistic Eddie Kaspbrak (IT)

Trans Dipper Pines (Gravity Falls) vs Autistic hyperverbal Cecil Gershwin Palmer (Welcome to Night Vale)

Juggalo Remus Sanders (Sanders Sides) vs Aroace Monkey D. Luffy (One Piece)

Autistic Izuku Midoriya (My Hero Academia) vs Autistic Keith Kogane (Voltron)

Shrek came up with his name on the spot when Donkey asked him (Shrek) vs Autistic trans man Elliott (Stardew Valley)

Autistic Peridot (Steven Universe) vs Kathryn Janeway is aroaspec, Captain Chakotay is twospirit, and they are in a QPR (Star Trek)

Nonbinary Lake (Infinity Train) vs Jason Mendoza has the highest emotional intelligence of all the characters (The Good Place)

Transfem Big Macintosh/Orchard Blossom (My Little Pony) vs Monika was following a script until she deleted herself (Doki Doki Literature Club)

Autistic trans lesbian Samus Aran (Metroid) vs Firestar and Sandstorm are queerplatonic mutual beards (Warriors)

Autistic Usagi Tsukino (Sailor Moon) vs Trans Kakashi Hatake (Naruto)

Transfem Leonardo (Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles) vs Kermit caused 9/11 (Muppets)

Diabetic Sniper (Team Fortress 2) vs Gay Jousuke Higashikata (JoJo's Bizarre Adventure)

Trans woman Cinderella (Cinderella) vs Aroace Alphonse Elric (Fullmetal Alchemist)

#bracket #showdown #tournament #headcanon

[trishyeves]

New chapter in my Trans Kaladin AU fic, getting close to the end now. Both excited for the fic to be done and eager to jump into the sequel

#fanfiction #stormlight archive #au #kaladin #trans headcanon #transfem

[gal-palanaeum]

Femslash February 2024 fic list

Thanks to everyone who wrote, commented, shared, and encouraged, we had a great Cosmere Femslash February 2024. This month we increased the number of Cosmere femslash fics by 30%! The best part is that you can do yuri duty anytime by checking out all Cosmere femslash fics on ao3, or browsing what we wrote during this year's event.

(Please note the rating before you click, and as always you are responsible to heed tags for triggers before reading.)

The list of fics is below the cut, organized by length:

The need for Trust by Elsefaller. Azure/Khrissalla, rated Teen, 12,000 words

Sealed with a Stamp by TrishyEves. Marasi/Shai, rated Explicit, 4000 words

The Rhythm of Awe by Hazekiller16. Eshonai/Azure, rated General, 3000 words

i thought the simberry jam made my intentions clear by TrishyEves. Laral/Lyn, rated Mature, 3000 words

Betting on Colms by TrishyEves. Marasi/MeLaan, rated Teen, 3000 words

Rhythm of Study by TrishyEves. Shallan/Eshonai, rated Teen, 2500 words

Karma by cosmere_play. Transfem Kaladin/Leshwi, rated Teen, 2000 words

The Perfect Mistake by TrishyEves. Design/Khrissalla, rated Teen, 2000 words

Diamond by cosmere_play. Ialai/Beryl, rated Explicit, 2000 words

Before You Go by cosmere_play. Laran/Lyn, rated Explicit, 1500 words

Anything For You by cosmere_play. Transfem Kaladin/Leshwi, rated Explicit, 1500 words

Partners In Crime by cosmere_play. Rushu/Venli, rated General, 1500 words

The Only One Who Deserves Her by if_one_of_us_falls. Aesudan/Aesudan, rated Mature, 1500 words (locked to registered ao3 users)

Made you smile by cosmere_play. Beryl/Darcira and Veil/Ishnah, rated Teen, 1500 words

Weapons by cosmere_play. Malata/Danlan, rated Mature, 1500 words

Your Voice by cosmere_play. Jaxlim/Leshwi, rated Teen, 1000 words

Plagued by the horrors by cosmere_play. Venli/Radiant, rated Teen, 1000 words

Haunting by cosmere_play. Jasnah/Shashara, rated General, 1000 words

Like Steelpushing by Elsefaller. Transfem Elend/Vin, rated General, 1000 words

Chose violence by Axehound (cosmere_play). Vin/violence, rated Mature, 1000 words

Alternate timeline by cosmere_play. Navani/Ialai and Ialai/Raboniel, rated Teen, 1000 words

It Still Bleeds by cosmere_play. Navani/Evi, rated Explicit, 1000 words

In the Shadows by cosmere_play. Evi/Sja-anat, rated General, 1000 words

Living dead by cosmere_play. Karata/Maare (from Elantris), rated Mature, 1000 words

Goddess by Axehound (cosmere_play). Devotion/Dominion (Shards), rated Explicit, 1000 words

Doomed by the narrative by cosmere_play. Tyn & Veil, rated Teen, 1000 words

Apocalypse by Axehound (cosmere_play). Chanarach/Vedel, rated Mature, 1000 words

And Then I Found You by cosmere_play. Navani/Raboniel, rated Teen, 1000 words

Copycat by cosmere_play. Design/MeLaan, rated Mature, 1000 words

Hands for Holding by cosmere_play. Eshonai & Bila, rated Mature, 1000 words

Your Life Is Mine by Axehound. Shallan/Danlan, rated Mature, 1000 words

Fantasy by cosmere_play. Eshonai/Vivenna, rated Teen, 500 words

Please Be Gentle by cosmere_play. Tindwyl/Allrianne, rated Mature, 500 words

Love is devotion by cosmere_play. Cord/Rysn, rated General, 500 words

In the Vastness by if_one_of_us_falls. Navani/Raboniel, rated General, 500 words

If Only by cosmere_play. Siri/Vin, rated Teen, 500 words

Come Back Soon by cosmere_play. Laral/Lyn, rated Teen, 500 words

A Gem by BlindRadiant. Transfem Adolin/Radiant, rated General, 250 words

#cosmere femslash fic #cosmere femslash february #cosmere fanfic #wlw cosmere fanfic #wlw cosmere

[morelsupports]

hello. transfem kaladin. okay goodnight.

#think about it. doesnt it make sense to you. #THINK!!!

[ternaryflower53]

For the deep fic writer asks game, number 3

(deep fic writer asks here)

3. what fic are you emotionally attached to?

oooh. i would say it's up to me (no one else can say what i get to be), which is my soulmate au wherein anakin and padme break up. lots of aro feelings in that one

and for cosmere fics, since you're mostly a cosmere person - didn't realize 'till just in time. perhaps unsurprising, but i loved writing transfem kaladin so much and the comments i get on that fic are so lovely

(*mean girls voice* get in losers we're queering the text)

#ask meme #cosmereplay #thanks for the ask! #runner up goes to my lirin fics