#to be.txt

[sunjoys]

when im trying to be normal and not yet/love run (reprise) comes on

#instantly go nuts #the amazing devil #to be.txt

[mouseoho]

i think im gonna start putting the stickers i get in kpop albums on my cd player.. .. that would be cute i think

#i do have sticker anxiety(?) unfortunately #but i think kpop album stickers r cute! i want to use them! #i think cd player may be my best bet. #to be.txt

[zoromashii]

ɪғ ᴛʜɪs ɪs ᴀ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ ᴛʜᴇɴ ɪ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴛᴏ sᴇᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʟɪɢʜᴛ

so today i found out that there are rumors that the emperors have some sort of pet zoroark..!! this is one step closer to finding him..! but why is he their pet..? i guess they can do whatever they want, but keeping pokemon as pets is a human's job... so what are they using him for...?? it's the emperors, so they don't need power or ..or literally anything, so whats the one thing th ewww ew ew ewewe wewe cbmbxszd what the fuck thats ddisgusting . thinking about it makes me sick. i dont want to look at what im writing down right now but this rumor is really. really important because it could be mei, but if it is then im so screwed im never going to get him back okay im going to go destress or something sorry. im coming for you shitsumei one day i promisee <<#33<3 --negau (also i'll show you sometime but this file has got a good pun in it i bet you would like it i wish you were still here)

#NC//log23 #NC//mei-be.txt #NC//negau's logs #furry art #pokemon oc #pokemon #zoroark

[inkedknuckles]

fuck the metaphors. i'll tell you what love is. love is: paying attention, showing up, being careful (with your words, with your actions, with yourself)

#this is not a poem but it might as well be.txt #napowrimo #feel weird putting it in the tag tho :/ #spilled ink #poetry

[sunjoys]

will you guys still love me when i liveblog my revisit of brideshead

#the book is waiting for me. 70 pages more of saha and then it's brideshead babey! #brideshead revisited #to be.txt #update: #2023 jean revisits #<- the tag for my liveblog reread

[sunjoys]

the acoustic version of l'assassymphonie goes so hard im going nuts

#mozart l'opera rock #to be.txt #i ripped the cds onto my laptop and havent looked back since like the cd versions have been on loop #my receiptify looks so crazy (inaccurate) bc ive literally just been listening to “local files”

[sunjoys]

why dont you go look at paintings of joan of arc and maybe you'll feel alive again

#jeanne d'arc #joan of arc #shes one of those stories that kinda stuck with me growing up #and i love seeing depictions of her in art #to be.txt

[sunjoys]

the thing is you'll be feeling lonely (romantically) and you'll want to listen to music that reflects it because it feels nice when the thing you're sad about is reflected back at you 10x more beautifully. but then you're going to remember that you only have a handful of songs in your lonely girl playlist and if you listen to them on repeat they won't hit anymore. so you'll go looking for other lonely playlists but then every single song is about Being Lonely Because You Miss Someone Particular. except really you're lonely because you don't and never have had Someone Particular. you're just suddenly feeling all that aloneness (romantically) that you've always had. and so all the other lonely playlists do is just remind you of your loneliness without hitting just right. and then vienna by billy joel comes on

#specifying the romantic part bc im not lonely wrt to friends #i just rlly want to Be In Love #and ive been rlly feeling that lately #yk #and there isn't much music hitting just right :/ #anyway billy joel vienna doesn't hit “right” but it does hit hard! #to be.txt

[sunjoys]

btw sorry to bring up the essay again but. my teacher gave us an example structure and said intros could be anywhere from 800 - 1200 words (for a 2000-2500 word essay) and this was bad of him bc ive taken it and run with it. ive never written such a long complex intro this is bad i have so much to say in the body

#IM STILL ON THE INTROOOO #900 words babey #now only a minimum of 1100 words left that is nothing... #to be.txt

[sunjoys]

the sun is shining everyone likes my cupcakes there's mushroom soup in the canteen i finally started my brideshead revisited reread what else does a girl need

#apart from not having assignments due #to be.txt

[sunjoys]

for my birthday next year im gonna force my friends to marathon watch french musicals with me

#the dress code will be whatever the fuck the mozart rock opera had going on #birthday party is when you force your friends to indulge in your whims. #anyway. this is your advanced warning @ my 2 irl friends who r also moots #to be.txt #oh I'll need to get my hand on more dvds then #I have mor 1789 le roi soleil and notre dame #let's see if I can buy romeo et juliette or stsrmania or le rouge et le noir #OH I JUST REMEMBERED LE ROI ARTHUR MUSICAL EXISTS!! DO THEY HAVE DVDS

[mouseoho]

not planning on posting much from oneus in paris (!!) bc as you can see my phone camera could not handle the distance very well, but this moment in skydivin was cute <3<3

#might also post clips of the little acoustic improvised covers they did during the technical difficulties #they did so many it was cool!! like tbontb same scent now kiseki etc #anyway <3 #cant believe I SAW THEM LIVEE!!! #oneus #to be.txt

[sunjoys]

its me and my mozart opera rock CDs against the world

#left the house and now i have to listen to the fuckass spotify album #WHEREEEE is assassymphonie salieri ver. vivre à en crever acoustic #WHERE IS JE DORS SUR DES ROSES!! #mozart l'opera rock #to be.txt

[sunjoys]

listening to music peaked when we invented long bus rides

#listening to a new release from an artist u like with shitty earphones on ur 3hr bus trip home aged 16?? formative #to be.txt

[mouseoho]

oneus blue dress code....... not sure if i can make my corset seoho outfit incorporate blue lmao

#oneus #to be.txt #i love the idea but asldkfj i don't have fancy blue clothes #all my blue clothes r like. summer dresses #which isn't particularly the vibe I want to bring to the concert when I've got a corset seoho outfit RIGHT THERE -

[sunjoys]

lads i am preparing a beautiful meal (this essay) with many scrumptious dishes (i am having a ball gathering books and articles as research) however i neglected to consider the size of the stomach receiving it (the word count is 2000 - 2500 and ive got a fuckton of things to say)

#to be.txt #essays #likeeeee last essay was (supposed to be no more than) 1200 words #i submitted 1500 after SIGNIFICANT cuts #like 1500 is nothing #2500 is what? 2 extra paragraphs? actually being able to develop my points? #we'll see tho hopefully im underestimating the wordcount and maybe i wont have to spend hours Censoring :'( #also i realise that most essay enthusiasts have to write more than 2500 words and also write more than 2 essays a year however pls note #i am in art school [thumbs up]