#this video kept ON GIVING

[fanbynature]

random smosh moments 46/?

(just damien walking into kink territory unknowingly [pt 1] )

#this video kept ON GIVING #it was HILARIOUS #smosh #smosh games #smosh gifs #smoshedit #board af #gifs #youtube #damien haas #shayne topp #saige ryan #courtney miller #mygifssmosh #fanbynaturegifs

[iwatcheditbegin]

The cuteness

#I still remember his mom calling out his crush on national tv #Genesis winning #my edit #imagine having Alicia as your mom and getting cards from Taylor #updated with higher quality gifs #I wish the coloring wasn’t impossible to match #I kept changing the coloring but the lighting was too different #eras tour la 3 #iheartradio awards 2019 #she gives such auntie vibes #I have like 3 versions on this going around and next time I’m waiting for the hq videos

[good-beans]

this is so stupid but i always have fun imagining the milgram characters watching their own/others mvs and seeing their reactions, especially for MeMe

That’s not stupid at all, thank you so much for the ask!! It’s sooo interesting to think about! I planned on just posting this drabble, but the more I thought about it, the more I started jotting down headcanons for everyone 👀 Of course there’s the initial disbelief and shock that Milgram can really do what it claims, but once they accept that, they’d have a lot of interesting reactions…

Es gets to watch the video first, then the prisoners are free to watch their own in the privacy of the courtroom/extraction room/wherever. Other prisoners can watch them only with explicit permission from the video’s singer. No one is allowed to watch Undercover except for Es. At first they spend hours looking at those final frames of themself flinching from the camera, hoping to jog any sort of memories, but eventually they give up on it. While actually watching it, they don’t mind the murder silhouettes. While sleeping, however, it has triggered more than one nightmare.

Haruka: He thinks Weakness is very pretty – he’s amazed seeing himself on the screen and hearing his voice, knowing he’s not that good of a singer. Even before his innocent verdict, it gives him a huge surge of confidence. Once he gets to know the others better, he gives them mv permissions, then stares intently at their faces to see their reactions as they watch it. AKAA scares him a bit, seeing his own intense emotions on screen, and he only gives Muu permission to see it. When he’s alone, Haruka pauses the shots of his mother, just to stare for a while.

Yuno: Laughs at the symbolism her mind used in Umbilical. She’s never shied away from sexual words/thoughts, so it's funny the video was as tame as it was. She thinks the song is fun, and isn’t afraid to show the others and sing snippets of it around the prison. Some days it’s too emotional for her to get into it, but most of the time she tries to display a confident attitude about it. After Tear Drop, she’s satisfied with her anger and more overtly sexual images. If anything, she feels too exposed by the shots of herself looking more vulnerable/sad. 

Fuuta: He experiences a solid mix of embarrassment at the gaming theme in Bring it On and feeling a surge of pride that he looks badass in the knight’s armor. He’s worried the warden won’t take him seriously with the video game obsession, but he absolutely loves the song and thinks it portrays his toughness and ideals well. He’s less thrilled with Backdraft, everything about it unsettles and embarasses him. He’s thrown by the shot of crossing out his own silhouette – he’d had self-harming thoughts, but wasn’t quite ready to confront them so blatantly yet. Like Haruka, he can be caught pausing the arcade shot just for a moment before turning the whole thing off and storming away.

Muu: She has mixed emotions towards After Pain. She hates seeing herself look so weak and pathetic, but it gives her a lot of hope that her story will be understood. She misses her friends, and seeing them again is bittersweet. She closes her eyes at the moment of the stabbing – she’s only gotten the courage to watch it through her fingers once. She watches INMF once, then refuses to look at it again from shame/horror. Despite Haruka’s begging, she doesn’t let him watch it, either. 

Shidou: He asks Es what they saw in Throw Down. Upon finding out his family wasn’t in it, he chooses not to watch it. He believes he already knows all about his emotions and crime, so there’s no need to go through that pain again. He’s tempted to watch it when he’s confused about Es’ verdict, but still holds off. He does watch Triage when informed his family is in it. He spends hours in front of the screen by himself. Only after seeing that one does he watch Throw Down, though he’s still left confused about Es’ decisions.

Mahiru: Absolutely loves TIHTBILWY. She thinks it perfectly describes her situation, and that the song is very cute. She lets others watch it, and unlike Yuno, feels like singing it 24/7. It reminds her of her bf, and she thinks that’s very romantic. Similar to Shidou, she spends a lot of time watching I Love You just to look at her boyfriend. She shows it to everyone, just to show him off and talk about him, even if she does skip over the beginning and end each time.

Kazui: He is very similar to Shidou; he refuses to watch his videos until T2, assuming it would be too painful to watch something he already knows and wishes to avoid. Unlike Shidou, seeing Hinako is far too painful, and he regrets watching it and seeing her so happy on their wedding day. Though maybe he’s still waiting, and hasn’t seen any of the videos yet…

Amane: Magic makes her worry more than anything. She fears she’s poisoned by unnecessary vainness since so much of her video involves cute things, colors, outfits, animals, and is set up like a tv show. She’s also worried that Es and the others will really see her as a child because of how cute the whole thing is. She prevents herself from watching it too many times, but buried under all her fears, it gives her a surge of pride seeing herself so talented and pretty and the star of the show. Purge March only reaffirms her confidence in her crime – the video brings up some awful memories, but it shows her as a leader, a warrior, a hero! It brings her comfort and confidence more than anything.

Mikoto/John: The videos are distressing to both of them, and they spend all their time studying the others’ screentime. Mikoto watches in horror as John does things that line up with his spotty memories, and John panics seeing that his actions distress Mikoto more than they’ve reassured/saved him. John does end up watching his own scenes a few times – it feels incredibly good to appear in a way that Mikoto may finally notice him. He feels seen. Now, logically I think that MeMe would be the final tipping point in which Mikoto finally accepts the situation and his DID, but if I must stick to his canon denial, then I’d say he goes on a whole rant about movie magic andt the crazy things you can do with editing nowadays. He doesn’t have a good explanation on how Milgram found his home and knew so much about him, but he explains everything away as cgi or camera effects. Double manages to sway him a bit more, as he hears John speak so plainly to him. Just as the audience had some debate on who was apologizing at the end of Double, Mikoto and John wonder who is apologizing to whom. Though they both come to the conclusion it’s their own apology, they decide that if it was the others’, they’d accept it and forgive them.

Kotoko: She’s very pleased with Harrow, and is unashamed to show it to the others. Though she’d been able to watch a few of the previous prisoners’ videos, it still shakes her a bit when she realizes that Milgram really does have the tech to look deep inside her. She watches it just a few times – not obsessing over it, but not afraid either. Deep Cover, however, is a once-and-done sort of deal. She claims she’s not letting the others watch it because “they couldn’t handle such harsh but true criticisms about themselves,” but she doesn’t end up watching it anymore herself, either.

#milgram #es #haruka sakurai #yuno kashiki #fuuta kajiyama #muu kusunoki #shidou kirisaki #mahiru shiina #kazui mukuhara #amane momose #mikoto kayano #kotoko yuzuriha #thank you so much! and for being patient 😅 #i didnt mean to take so long but i kept chipping away at ideas while i got to this one #these were so much fun to think about!! i went for more emotional ones here but i do have silly thoughts too #i have that silly post about them making a competition after seeing each others mvs #though -even if they dont make it outwardly a big deal like that #i think they definitely would silently compare their videos/crimes to each others and decide whose was better #i still stand by the fact that fuuta asks kotoko if shes a furry after seeing harrow sdfasdf #i cant imagine kazui allowing anyone in the prison to watch his but IF he did #fuuta would also ask if he was a furry after cat ADSFSADF #i think the reactions t1 would be pretty positive/comforting #but in t2 theres a lot less pleasantries and compliments #aside from the obvious deep insights the videos give i think theyd reveal a lot of sweet similarities #like appreciation for flowers or cooking or performance or video games or music genres #but by t2 everyones on edge and suspicious of each other #or ashamed themself :( #i think its really cool imagining who would want to share theirs and who would keep theirs private... #rose posts

[front-facing-pokemon]

#piplup #now THIS is a starter!! the quintessential starter… to me. this is the Default Starter Pokémon. when i think of starters. sometimes. usually #of course it's always the one i used to think of. maybe that would've changed nowadays? it probably would have actually #but this guy is still a very Starter Pokémon to me #especially since i always wanted to be this guy in pmd sky. when i was a kid. but i didn't know how the personality test worked #so i just kept redoing it and giving the same answers every time. i was like. well it gives different questions so i should be able to do it #and sometimes i would just give answers that i Think a piplup would give. i think i got it after like a trillion resets but by that point it #was dark out and i had to go to bed. and then like. we had to return the game to family video the next fuckin day so i didn't even get to #play it that much. i experienced the beginnings of games i liked when i was a kid a lot. i was not very good at games

[heartshapedcreaturefromcriptoon]

You guys .... I just realized something ....

Lilith is supposed to be Lady Gaga ....

She's the number one trend setter in Hell ...

Absolute Icon, Queen, Mother...

Both Lilith and Alastor were gone for seven years... Probably because they're working together ....

People were all losing their minds over Alastor knowing how to use phrases like "Clout Chaser" and "That's The Tea!" and ether assumed it was "Out Of Character" or that "Angel must've taught him a few things off camera..."

... But yeah, what if being around Angel didn't teach him how to talk like that?

What if... Being around Lilith for seven years, did?

#Hazbin Hotel #Lilith Morningstar #Alastor #alastor hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel alastor #hazbin hotel lilith #lilith hazbin hotel #The Radio Demon #Radio Demon #I wish Viv's tumblr wasn't so cringe or that twitter didn't suck because if she could see this she'd giving me the '👀' emoji ... #Best not to interact with her tumblr if she's still on it anyway because if I were her I would've kept that thing nuked and she might still #have to nuke it in the future ... l o l. #video #undescribed #Youtube

[clambuoyance]

[OCs] An alien speeds through a neon city, with a single mission on her mind.

I compiled some of my boards from class into a single video/animatic, exploring the story behind my alien and scientist ocs I made in 2019 :) I know it probably doesn’t make sense without a lot of context (I have a lot of their story already mapped out in my head) but this was mostly just for experimentation and to get the grade 😗👍 I added a couple frames at the end but I did sketch out some of the rest of the story. It’s uncolored though bc those were for fun, not class and I don’t have time 😭

They don’t have dialogue bc since conception I always had the idea that it would be a dialogue-less story and also bc I imagine their story through music videos half the time lol.

My place holder title in 2019 was “I come in peace” so until I come up w a better name I’ll put all posts relating to these guys under the tag #i come in peace

#I have so many ideas about this #also they’re girlfriends. #the pink and the blue haired characters #that hasn’t been revealed in the story yet but I was hoping for one assignment to give me the opportunity to draw them in the same scene but #it’s whatever #at first it was a webcomic then my brain made it a 6 ep web series of music videos… #but the lore kept expanding!!! #clam draws #clam ocs #I come in peace #storyboard #animatic #visual development #concept art #storyboards #character development #character design #original character #my art #video

[transxfiles]

The Half of It (2020) dir. Alice Wu // The Miseducation of Cameron Post by Emily M. Danforth // But I'm A Cheerleader (1999) dir. Jamie Babbit // Sappho // Desert Hearts (1985) dir. Donna Deitch // Jessica gives me a chill pill by Angie Sijun Lou // V for Vendetta (2005) dir. James McTeigue // The Half of It (2020) dir. Alice Wu

#i wanted to make a video abt this but the editor kept crashing (i use an ancient version of microsoft moviemaker so. yeah) #comparison collage #web weaving #sapphic #lgbt in media #lgbt media #undescribed #the half of it (2020) #the miseducation of cameron post #but i'm a cheerleader (1999) #sappho #desert hearts (1985) #jessica gives me a chill pill #v for vendetta #cricket.chatterbox

[robo-dino-puppy]

if you want to see how i got to the field with the tree from aloy's dream, here's a quick video!

#horizon forbidden west #hfw #video #hfw out of bounds #out of bounds exploring #hfw pc #i 110% give up on thumbnails or making videos look good here lmao #why is it so cropped on embed? aspect ratio wrong? that's just my screen! is it tumblr's fault? or should i change it in editing? ugh #recording from my computer is no joke either. i had to tweak so many settings to get this watchable #sorry for any mushy textures but i had to put most stuff to medium #then the nvidia recorder thing kept being all choppy and i don't know WHY #what i was seeing was totally smooth but the video ended up stuttering all over the place #console is so much easier wahhh wah wah

[evildeerboy]

doing my first durge playthru and i love the new dialogue options with your companions bc it just sounds like this to me

#me and the boys #also i watched a video today where someone kept referring to gale as their tank #so i immediately respecced him to eldritch knight and am probably going to give him levels in wizard or paladin also #bc tank gale is so fucking funny #ever.txt #and i still need a strong caster so someone else is getting respeced to wizard #looking directly at shadowheart. because it’d be funny.

[dimonds456]

Considering yesterday was one of the worst days I've had all year, and then today is hands-down the BEST day I've had all year, I now think literally anything is possible.

Guys please keep pushing forward. Your ray of sunshine could be a lot closer than you think it is.

#i'm being so serious #if you're looking for a reason to live right now think of what makes you happy #could be literally anything. ice cream; video game; your pet; grass; ect #hold onto that #it doesn't matter how stupid it sounds if it's keeping you alive #yesterday i was boarderline s//dal and today i feel like i'm on the top of the world #and it was all pure circumstance. yesterday my pet was at the vet and work sucked and people kept disrespecting me #and today i got confirmation i can get top surgery and i finally achieved a goal in a game i've been working for for months now #AND TWO old friends stopped by and we got to hang out for a while! #literally anything is possible okay you just gotta hold on #i promise it will get better. i can't promise when but i can promise you it will #but not if you give up #keep pushing. i love you. i see you. i support you. don't give up. #dimond speaks

[downtherabbitholewithlucy]

|Limp Bizkit's cover of "Billie Jean" (2009)|

#the way my eyebrow shot up seductively and chills that ran down my spine when Sam came in with that groovy bassline #and then when Wes came in with that iconic riff my soul left my body☠️ #and best believe John kept my foot tapping to the beat of his kickdrum #Loved hearing Lee's scratches mixed throughout the song so perfectly #and I much prefer Fred's singing this song compared to when LB covered this song with Corey Feldman on the mic in 2013. he did too much lol #this is my fave MJ song and to hear LB do a small cover of it... I hadn't lived until I heard this version #like AAF killed it with “Smooth Criminal” (god how I remember seeing that mv on MTV Hits back in the day. good memories) #but man oh man I'd give my left arm just to hear LB's studio recorded version of this #still salty that I never got to hear LB's cover of Paula Abdul's “Straight Up”. I still have hope of finding footage of it some day. #Limp Bizkit #nu metal #Fred Durst #Wes Borland #Sam Rivers #John Otto #DJ Lethal #lucy the rabbit's video edits #down the rabbit hole

[arcanegifs]

Crystal Rose Vi Wild Rift Skin Spotlight

#vi #vi league of legends #wild rift #league of legends wild rift #crystal rose vi #league of legends skins #loledit #league edit #videogameedit #gamingedit #video games #dailygaming #media: wild rift #type: gif #for the vi enthusiasts #also including me #I LOVE HOW THEY KEPT HER HAIR LIKE THE ONE IN GUILDED #BECAUSE ITS MY FAVE HAIRSTYLE #please rito give this skin to us in PC #this just makes me wanna play wild rift LMFAO #the longer versions of this gif is in tenor #except for the last one bc it was like 26 mb lol #i had to cut down her intro so much sadddddddddddddd #also thank u for the 60 follows <3 #ik this blog is very barebones but i'll try to fill it up with as much gifs as i can make... in my capacity to do so hahahaha #this blog is truly for my own self indulgence so thank you for following me and putting up with my random useless comments in these tags

[jrueships]

You think lu bottoms

i don't think Anything, delightful little anon,

i Know .

#yes lu dort is incredibly handsome and strong and stoic and an offense's worst night #and yes #he gets FUCKED #shai is switchy inherently but he tops lu bcs who wouldnt tbh #this video is my favorite of theirs bts #the way u can See lu's resigned sigh in his eyes as he has to go with shai on the first one #probably thinking 'ok. fine. u win this one. but the next... is all Lu baby 😼' and then it just kept going shai's way LMFAO #his lil smiley haitian chipmunk cheeks slowly fading into a frown as he contemplates lying just to give himself smthing to stand on #i think abt lu choosing himself as the better 3point shooter everytime he airballs #'cmon i hit some!!!!' YEAH. SOME #trying to go against mr consistent and still backing urself is insane #shai matching his annoyingness by going 'me me me!!' #i love shailu bcs they both look very calm and composed and pretty #but put together they expose the inner idiot in themselves #u know they fought after this was cut by the editing staff trying to save us from their idiot debacle #lu thinking 'luthebeast' is cooler than SGA . #.... #... delulu lu #lulu #shai

[liquidstar]

WOW I FINALLY FINISHED THIS SET. There were a lot of things I wanted to get right for them so I took some extra time but hopefully it was worth it! The guild for this set is Cobalt Heart- a guild with focus on maritime missions, lead by (of course) guildmaster Neptune. There was no other planet I could've picked for his namesake lol. They're the guild I jokingly call the most jockish, but some moreso than others. I really do hope I did all the characters justice, but if you wanna know more about the individual members, it's under the cut as usual!

Name: Neptune

Name Origin: The planet named for the god of the ocean

Pronouns: He/him

Age: 52

Guild rank: Guildmaster

Weapon: Trident

Ethos (Power): Ocean wave (Control over water- stronger with sea water)

Flaw power is based on: Originally based on his overly relaxed go-with-the-flow nature, but since becoming a father and guildmaster he's matured, and his power grew from simple wave control to more powerful control over the ocean's water. Waves aren't always peaceful, but he's become someone who understands their power and the responsibility needed for it.

Notes: If it's unclear, the marks on his chest are meant to be top surgery tattoos, but in cool wave shapes!

Name: Triton

Name Origin: Neptune's moon, aptly named for his son

Pronouns: He/they

Age: 24

Guild rank: 4 star

Weapon: Twin sai

Ethos (Power): Ocean breath (Underwater breathing as well as other aquatic adaptions)

Flaw power is based on: His ardent wanderlust, especially in regards to the ocean. They literally cannot leave it alone despite any possible better reasoning, which is when it becomes a problem.

Notes: Was his other parent a mermaid or did they just do the fish thing on their own? The world may never know.

Name: Otrera

Name Origin: A trojan asteroid named after the queen of the Amazons

Pronouns: She/her

Age: 32

Guild rank: 5 star

Weapon: Brass knickles

Ethos (Power): Preflexes (Hightened reflexes)

Flaw power is based on: Her overly-guarded and cagey nature.

Notes: But her brass knuckles are pink so its quirky when she knocks your teeth out.

Name: Naos

Name Origin: A star whose name means "ship"

Pronouns: He/him

Age: 21

Guild rank: 3 star

Weapon: Modified crutches

Ethos (Power): Helm (He can change the direction of inanimate objects. It's not limited to projectiles, he can change the direction of objects while they're in someone's hand too.)

Flaw power is based on: His avoidant tenancies, especially where more serious responsibility is concerned.

Notes: Honestly? Joined the guild to boost his playboy status.

Name: Aitne

Name Origin: One of Jupiter's moons, named after the personification of Mount Etna, a stratovolcano

Pronouns: They/them

Age: 27

Guild rank: 4 star

Weapon: Spiked gauntlets and armor

Ethos (Power): Molten Core (Lava manipulation)

Flaw power is based on: Their brash and destructive nature.

Notes: Likes all their food to be charred.

Name: Ariel

Name Origin: A moon or Uranus, named after an air spirit!

Pronouns: She/her

Age: 16

Guild rank: 2 star

Weapon: Baton

Ethos (Power): Harmony (Perfect balance on anything)

Flaw power is based on: Her own difficulty maintaining emotional balance under stress

Notes: She's a gymnast! And even though I didn't make the character named "Ariel" a mermaid, you can still see a scale pattern in her leotard!

Name: Maru

Name Origin: A white dwarf whose name means "Sky." It's orbited by the planet Ahra.

Pronouns: She/her

Age: 18

Guild rank: 3 star

Weapon: Claymore sword

Ethos (Power): Sky walking (She is capable of interacting with air as if it were a tangible object, creating leverage for herself to walk and balance on as if it were solid)

Flaw power is based on: Her somewhat vain tendency to place herself above others

Notes: Complete and utterly confident she's the cooler twin

Name: Ahra

Name Origin: A exoplanet whose name means "Ocean." It orbits the star Maru.

Pronouns: She/her

Age: 18

Guild rank: 3 star

Weapon: Claymore sword

Ethos (Power): Wave riding (Creation and control of tidal waves to ride on, as if she was surfing them with no board. But she does have to be on them.)

Flaw power is based on: Her arrogance and recklessness

Notes: Completely and utterly convinced she's the cooler twin.

Name: Pipoltr/Pip

Name Origin: A star named for "a bright and beautiful butterfly."

Pronouns: Whatever really?

Age: 8

Guild rank: 1 star

Weapon: Giant lollipop

Ethos (Power): None yet!

Flaw power is based on: N/A. This doesn't mean they're flawless, but until their power develops they're really just here to go on fun little adventures.

Notes: This child hangs around with sailors all day long. The words they know....

#finn's ocs #finn's art #oc references #FINALLY POSTING THIS SET #there was a bit of a delay bc i wanted to make sure i got the crutches w naos right #i ended up not making just the crutches a weapon but like. with modifications based on a real self defense item i found #but slightly different for both fantasy reasons and also i think its patented lol #his pose is also based on a real self defense w crutches video that my friend sent me (hiiii thank you for that once more btw <3) #so like hes very much in motion here. thats not how he usually stands w the crutches lol he usually like. uses them as crutches lol #the little trigger on them is what releases and returns the blade in them btw #also as for the rest of the group! i think neptune is absolutely the most fitting of his namesake out of all the guildmasters #i mean they all have aspects of it but he's fully embraced it. despite what i said abt him growing into responsibility and all #hes still such a chill nice guy. just in general. it would take a lot to get him angry (and if you did the sea is NOT peaceful!) #and in a lot of ways triton is like how he was when he was younger. responsibilities dont matter he needs to go to the challengers deep NOW #also the reason i picked twin sai to be his weapon is bc i didnt wanna do a trident twice. even tho like thats kind of the typical motif #but sai are like. also a 3 pronged weapon. so i felt it kept the energy. but smaller and 2 of them #omg speaking of weapons i completely accidentally added a trans flag to ariel's baton design lol. but i left it in why not #i had such a hard time w her colors bc i wanted her to be flashy but also to make the leotard mermaid esque #also for it to not be too revealing. like leda (from the lunar flare set) can have an exposing leotard tutu sure but shes an adult #and i wanted to give ariel more of like an 80s home gym workouts vibe. with the legwarmers and scrunchies lol #and the twins!!! i wanted to make them samey but differeny. in a way i havent done w matching outfits before #bc the actual shapes of the clothes are very different but the colors totally match! #plus the twins are fraternal. i feel like thats obvious what w their different hair colors but there are more subtle things #like slightly different eyes. the height and weight differences arent part of that tho bc that can happen to any twins even identical #otrera i also had a lot of fun with. especially the blonde hair in an emo bang with like a pink sporty outfit #the crown logo references her namesake being a queen too! #she really was fun tho bc shes just no nonsense trusts nothing but her gut. and shes meant to be like an MMA type #aitne was also super fun but a bit tricky to make it clear that their eye is half lidded from the burns and not just like a drawing mistake #but i think i made it clear! its important bc their vision is also impaired on that side #and the burns themselves were most likely an accident on their end. remember they're brash and destructive. even to themself!

[airenyah]

so i finally got to yank-kiss-yeet with my mom and when zo just leaves joke hanging after calling joke his boyfriend my mom (and me too actually) were already cracking up about it and then the scene continues and then the door opens and zo yanks joke inside and my mom laughs in surprise and goes "ahahah nice!!" and then they're kissing and my mom is like "that's a beautiful kissing scene. yeah, i get it now" and then zo yeets joke back out the door and we're laughing even harder and just continue to laugh all the way until the credits roll

#she's saying ''i get it now'' bc for weekes i kept mentioning how i desperately needed to watch a specific scene with her #bc it's one of the best and the absolute funniest kiss scene i've ever seen #i didn't spoil it. i just told her multiple times that it was a good and hilarious scene #and then my mom finally got to experience it and now she finally understands!!!!!! #the scene ended and my mom immediately went: ''we gotta rewatch this scene!!!!!'' #there is a REASON why i've been stuck in that hallway for the past 6 months and now my mom finally gets me #airenyah plappert #mama schaut adrm #mama schaut hidden agenda #hidden agenda #ha ep7 #adrm #(i actually have a voice recording of it bc i've been recording all our discussions just in case i ever wanna do sth with it jkkjdfg) #(she's not home rn but i might share the audio if she gives me permission to do so) #(i mean... it'll be a video bc we're speaking german and so i need to translate it) #(and that way i can also add the og scene so it's easier to see what we're reacting too kskjss) #(anyway yeah. guess i WON'T be studying for my exams in march rip)

[sporesgalaxy]

i shouldve played pokemon violet in spanish....

#on top of being good practice i bet it wouldve kept me more engaged.... #but if i restart now #what if replaying the same stuff makes me disengaged again but in a different way..... #i have not touched the game in months and im not even halfway thru it argh. #i wont touch it today anyways i have to clean a bunch of shit. but still i find time to agonize over inconsequential things #adddna #also to be clear 'im not engaged' doesnt mean its a bad game. it means im a shit ass gamer #i am. NOTABLY. bad at engaging with games the way that youre supposed to. #its a miracle pkmn sun & legends arceus went as well as they did #but alas. the amount of free choice in violet makes my little pea brain confused #legends arceus was my max capacity for open world story driven games i guess. #'dont you own breath of the wild' i sure do. i havent played it in over a year i think. maybe 2! #and girl you KNOW i am even LESS close to halfway thru that one #'hows spore different' theres not a story im just encouraged to fuck around! its like an art program. to me :) #meanwhile in violet and botw i cant draw on things. i cant make a little guy of my own. &i can barely play dress up #im supposed to be entertained by GAME mechanics???? in the VIDEOS GAME??? and not just creative tools and/or linear narrative??? #bull shit . game mechanic of skill is nothing but agony for sydney. the least you could do is give me a good consolation dress up game.