#this song's been on repeat since midnight i'm obsessed

[allbornscreaming]

Caroline Polacheck | Dang Live on The Late Show

#she's defending her thesis for her master's in cuntology #this song's been on repeat since midnight i'm obsessed #caroline polachek #dang #desire i want to turn into you #hyperpop #dailymusicians #dailywomen #dailymusic #musicedit #carolinepolachekedit #musicgifs #*mine

[vvanessaives]

6 albums i've been listening to (+1 standout track)

tagged by @devilbrakers thank you sooo much ezra <3

nei letti degli altri - mahmood. nel tuo mare: this one is difficult because i'm putting on repeat a bunch of songs from this album A LOT and picking just one is crazy difficult so i picked the one i find myself going back to a lot. honorable mention to stella cadente. these two are the songs i relate the most so i'll cheat and mention both

the age of consent - bronski beat. smalltown boy: i've been in the mood for this album a lot lately..smalltown boy is a classic and it will forever be THE song to me

pizza kebab vol.1 - ghali (begging ghali to come up with normal album names fr). safi safi: i'm too weak for the songs where he mixes italian and arabic together so this is an easy pick fhdkfkjd

black celebration - depeche mode. stripped: of course i've been listening to my fave album ever of depeche mode..chosing one single track is like psychological torture but yeah. LET ME SEE YOU STRIPPED DOWN TO THE BONE!!!! LET ME HEAR YOU MAKE DECISIONS WITHOUT YOUR TELEVISION!!! LET ME HEAR YOU SPEAKING JUST FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!

pony express record - shudder to think. 9 fingers on you: how to pick just one song from this album literallyyyyy!!!!!!!! i've discovered them a few months ago and i still need to do a deep dive in their discography but this album is an obsession fr. bonus pick bc i can: own me

midnight cruisin' - kingo hamada. 抱かれに来た女: one thing you guys need to know about me is that i go CRAZY for city pop. when i need to do smth and i want music to vibe to, i put on a city pop album. lately i've gone back to this one bc i'm obsessed with this song specifically. i've been listening a lot to different albums by toshiki kadomatsu too but since my fave ones aren't even on spotify and i have to use youtube like i'm in 2010 again to listen to him i gave the sixth spot to smth else fjdfkjdfkjd

tagging: @primonizzutto @quickhacked @reaperkiller @pawnguild @risingsh0t

@sorceresslodge @eternalchant @ncytiri @saintalessia

@hibernationsuit @gothimp @tekehu and whoever else wants to do this!!

#tag games #so since when tumblr fucked up the tags and you have to like split the thing or it won't tag people. this website always work huh #anyways you can see my taste in music is all over the place kfdhjfkdj i loved doing this ty again ezra <33

[zylphiacrowley]

5 10 Songs I'm Into rn

I was tagged by both @hythlodaes and @midnightmagicks so... I'm gonna list 10 songs instead because I have so many I always want to list for these. Not tagging anyone else because my memory is bad and I don't remember who all has done it anymore, but if you haven't and you want to do it, tag me in it and tell 'em I sent you! Under a cut to save your scroll wheel.

Orion by IVEEN

I had to go back and make sure I didn't list this one the last time I was tagged in this. Good news I didn't! So now I get to link it! Beautiful harp music and IVEEN has ethereal mermaid fairy vibes.

2. Glass Piano by Kathleen

Just a vibe tbh. Also like the stuttered lyrics.

3. I Don't Wanna Talk (I Just Wanna Dance) by Glass Animals

Sometimes it be that way, don't it? Anything by Glass Animals is good tho (as long as it isn't Heatwaves... Heatwaves is a fine song I guess but it's been overplayed on the radio so that kind of ruined it for me).

4. Dh’èirich mi moch, b' fheàrr nach do dh’èirich by Julie Fowlis

I do not speak the language, but I feel like you don't have to. It's a very pretty almost bittersweet sounding song. Like reminiscing on a once happy memory that was somehow made sad but still brings you peace.

5. Technicolor Beat by O Wonder

I guess it's appropriate that a song called "Technicolor Beat" would have a really nice beat and vibe to it.

6. Heart Worth Breaking by The Midnight

Did I maybe use a line from this song for one of my Wolship things? Perhaps... I've been obsessed with The Midnight since the first time I heard them. Very much "driving through the city in the 80s, the rain hitting your windows and the neon lights illuminating the night" vibes. Also highly recommend both Shadows and Vampires (for the sexy sax solos).

7. We Keep On Running by What So Not & TOTO

I... I'm pretty sure this is What So Not and The TOTO... like Africa TOTO. I've been obsessed with it lately tho.

8. Home by Katie Turner

I found this while looking for sweet sappy love songs that evoke a sense of yearning lol. It didn't exactly work for what I was looking for at the time but it def delivers on all fronts (and I am putting a pin in it as a "maybe" for later).

9. By and Down the River by A Perfect Circle

I've been vibing with my old high school era tastes in music again lately so that includes plenty of A Perfect Circle.

10. Soil by Cosmo Sheldrake

This one is a super new release! I'm always down for some Cosmo Sheldrake. The whole album project that this song comes from is pretty good from what I've listened to so far. Also Cosmo Sheldrake is now intrinsically linked to Erenville in my brain because nature and wildlife and the fact that I had his music on repeat for hours when I was drawing him one day so there's that. :)

#Z speaks #tag games #Youtube

[arainbowofchaos]

Seven Moons : Monday, The Crystal Moon

In a world where each day of the week is governed by a different moon, two passionate souls try to embrace a love beyond the boundaries of time. Will they have to give up their love to preserve the cosmic balance?

Tags/Warnings: Idol!Jungkook, Shy!Reader. Taehyung is Reader’s and JK’s mutual friend. A bit of unrequited love on Taehyung’s behalf. Impossible love. Strangers to lovers. Romance. It's kind of a Fantasy AU as each moon has an influence on the characters' destinies. Also reader's sister passed away. Mention of suicide, depression, grief.

Length: 2.4k words

A/N: I haven’t written in ages so please be kind as english isn’t my first language. I'm 28 and should probably do something else with my life but I have an injury and it's all I can do right now. Also the fantasy aspect of the story will be more pronounced in the upcoming chapters. (7 chapters, obviously)

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It's midnight, and the week has begun. You gaze at the moon by your window with a sense of inquiry, wondering what the day has in store for you. Little do you know that your destiny is about to change forever. For now, you’re lying in bed and you just can't fall asleep; you feel too anxious.

Your phone vibrates on the bedside table making you startle. The light emanating from it illuminates the room. You wonder who could be writing to you at this late hour, and you reach out automatically to grab your phone. You can read Taehyung's name on your screen.

“Hello beauty. See you tonight! I hope you're ready to live the best night of your life!”

You smile at his message because you know how happy he is to take you to his friend Jungkook's concert. Taehyung is one of those people who really love to please others. He's aware of the hardships you have faced recently. He also knows you've been listening to Jungkook's songs on YouTube non-stop. It's only natural for him to suggest going to this concert with you.

You reply, "I can't wait, I hope I won't embarrass myself. Counting on you to get us backstage, haha."

Maybe you're a bit nervous about going. You love listening to Jungkook so much, ever since Taehyung shared one of his videos on Instagram a few months ago. You've watched all of his videos on repeat. You know every single one of his songs by heart. It's almost embarrassing how obsessive you've become, but it genuinely brings you joy. It's been a source of happiness in your life, and in the end, you're not hurting anyone by enjoying his music. At least that’s what you tell yourself.

If you hadn't been able to find comfort in music, you honestly don't know where you would be today. You feel like you've been living a waking nightmare lately. Your heart tightens as you think of your sister, who passed away six months ago, leaving you alone with eternal unanswered questions. She left on her own terms, but you never gave your consent. How are you supposed to go on without her? 

Soon enough, Tae's response pulls you out of your negative thoughts.

"I'll do my best, I promise :)"

You sigh, feeling relieved. At least you know he'll be there with you, and with that thought alone, you manage to slow down the pounding of your heart, drifting off to sleep almost peacefully.

–

The stage is outdoors, and the night is slowly falling. You can already admire the moon, a thin crescent that you can barely make out. Taehyung places his hand on your shoulder and asks, "Are you okay?" He wants you to release the pressure. After everything you've been through lately, you deserve it. You smile at him and nod, as if to let him know that you're ready to let go tonight. It's just that everything feels almost unreal, and you find it hard to believe that you're not dreaming. 

Taehyung makes a phone call, and you can hear him talk to someone, "We just arrived, do you think you can get us to the front row? Okay thank you JK!" 

Everything happens very quickly after that phone call; a man in a suit comes to get you both and lead you through the crowd. There must be around 500 people. Jungkook already has a dedicated fan base; he's been successful for about a year, and the phenomenon only seems to be growing. Taehyung holds your hand to ensure you follow him closely without getting lost. Your hand is sweaty with excitement. You can barely believe your luck to be able to see your idol sing from such a close distance in just a few moments.

You finally manage to reach the front row when the spotlights illuminate the stage, and Jungkook appears before your eyes. A magnetic aura emanates from him, capturing your attention. He has this natural charisma that captivates you. He's dressed in jeans, a white t-shirt, and a denim jacket. As he steps onto the stage, greeted by the cheers and applause of the crowd, you can't help but find him handsome. The electric excitement fills the air as the music unleashes its power. Your heart tightens, and you wish you could have shared this moment with your sister. 

Soon enough, you feel a shiver run through your body as Jungkook's enchanting voice penetrates your soul. It's been ages since you've felt such relief. The weight of the world has lifted from your shoulders, and your mind finally feels at ease again. You've decided that you're going to have fun and you start singing in harmony with Jungkook and the crowd. You wave at Taehyung, as if to thank him for accompanying you. He seems to be enjoying himself too, judging by his little jumps. You giggle as you watch him, and you recognize how lucky you are to have a friend like him.

–

Your adrenaline starts to subside as the spotlights just turned off. The concert just ended after two encores, and the night has completely fallen. Jungkook just gave a 2-hour performance. Is it even humanly possible to exhibit such energy? You have so much admiration for his talent that you feel your heart could explode with emotions.

Taehyung asks if you want to go back home. You shake your head with a pout on your face "Maybe let's try to meet him if he's okay with it?" you suggest. A broad smile appears on his face. He was teasing you, knowing that you wouldn’t want to leave right away. He promised to take you backstage, and he intends to keep his word.

As the crowd starts to disperse slowly, you see Tae taps on his phone. After a moment, he says,"Jungkook suggests that we meet outside for a drink. It's too crazy here, what do you think?" 

"Are you sure?" You hesitate. "I don't want to bother him; he's your friend."

Tae reassures you, "If he's suggesting it, it's probably because he's still pumped up from the concert and wants to wind down slowly, grabbing a drink is perfect."

"Okay, let's do it then!" You look so happy; it's been months since Tae has seen that expression on your face. He wishes he could freeze time to keep you like this forever. Your happiness is contagious. He could bring you the moon, literally, just to see your smile.

–

You've just arrived at the bar. You prefer to sit on the terrace as it's quieter there. Inside, the music is pumping, and you're hoping to have a chance to chat with your idol. You find a table and order two beers. Jungkook will join later as he always helps with the cleanup after a concert. He's more than just a decent human being; he's the definition of an angel you think.

You're almost done with your beer when the purring of a motorcycle catches your attention. You can't help but turn your head. The sight is too cool: a handsome young man, perched on a Yamaha motorcycle, dressed in black leather. He takes off his helmet, and a mane of black hair cascades out. You try to stay calm as you recognize your favorite singer.

The man gets off the motorcycle and after a few moments, he approaches your table. 

Taehyung welcomes him with a big hug, and the two men exchange warm words.

"Sorry for arriving so late," he says. He turns to you, and for the first time, his eyes meet yours directly. You find it hard to breathe properly. "Nice to meet you, you must be Y/N, I'm Jungkook," 

He is so handsome. In real life. Up close. You smile and try to say in return, “Thank you for coming.. after such a concert…You were incredible by the way.” Your cheeks flush as you say those last words. You hear Jungkook chuckle, in an absolutely adorable way. His gaze becomes warm, and a broad smile forms on his face. "I'm glad you enjoyed it," he simply replies.

"We had a blast!” Taehyung adds “You rock on stage, my friend. It was cool to see you like that. How are you doing?"

The two men start a conversation, and you observe from the sidelines. You can't bring yourself to speak; there's just too much emotion inside you. Jungkook orders another round of beers. Eventually, Taehyung excuses himself to go to the restroom, leaving you alone with your idol. Your eyes haven't stopped gazing at him. He can feel it, and it amuses him, to be honest. He doesn't see you as a fan; you're his friend's friend. Or at least, that’s what he’d like to find out.

"You and Tae?” He asks with curiosity. “Are you friends, or something more? He has never introduced me to a female friend before." His pierced eyebrow raises, and somehow he becomes even more attractive that way.

You shake your head a bit too vigorously. "We're just friends." you state.

"Ah, that's a good thing," he chuckles again, nodding and finishing his beer in one gulp.

You're confused. He leans closer to you across the table and whispers, "You haven't been talking much. I can sense that you're nervous. You don't need to be. I'm just as intimidated as you, that's why I'm drinking." You can hear him laugh at himself, and you smile at his honesty. He's so genuine. You begin to feel yourself relaxing.

A long conversation about music ensues between you. He asks you about your favorite song, and you argue with such passion that he feels flattered. He can tell that you genuinely care about his music. He finds it adorable that after just two beers, you're almost tipsy. Your cheeks are rosy, and your eyes struggle to meet his intense gaze. He playfully teases you because he can.

Taehyung has returned, but neither of you has paid any attention to his presence. He senses the chemistry that developed during those 5 minutes of absence, and he is genuinely happy for you. However, he also feels a tinge of jealousy. He doesn't want to deprive you of this moment. He genuinely wants your happiness. Taking advantage of a brief moment of silence, he suggests that the three of you go dancing together. Jungkook accepts with enthusiasm. You decide to go along with it.

The music resonates inside. You can feel the rhythm of the bass in your own pulse. Taehyung is a great dancer, with an elegant style that's a pleasure to watch. You think back to Jungkook's question and wonder if Tae is just a friend. While you feel nothing but tenderness for him, despite all his wonderful qualities, you know what it's like to have butterflies in your stomach when thinking about someone. Tonight, it's evident as you watch Jungkook swaying on the dance floor. His movements are fluid and powerful. You feel like watching him dance is almost wrong.

After a while he catches you looking at him and smiles. He actually does his best to put on a show for you to watch as his body follows the rhythm of the music. It takes all your energy not to faint with such a sight. You feel him getting closer for a brief moment just to tease you with his words 

"You look very focused." 

"Sorry, I... I'm sorry," you stammer, feeling your ears turn red. The truth is that you're doing your best to hide your interest. But you've never been in front of someone who captivated you so much, and you feel quite overwhelmed. It's not the alcohol. It's him. He's worse than a drug, and you wish you were truly drunk so that it could give you a real excuse for behaving this way.

Taehyung interrupts your train of thoughts. "We need to go back, Y/N. It’s getting late.” He has a stern expression on his face. His voice is firm and steady, speaking calmly but with determination.

You understand that it's time to go, and you're disappointed, but you sense that Taehyung is right. You decide to let Jungkook know, but despite looking everywhere, he’s nowhere. 

You decide to step outside. That's where you find him. His skin is glistening, he looks so fucking good and to make matters worse, his face lights up immediately upon seeing you.

"I needed some fresh air," he explains. "It was getting hot inside." He winks at you, and you roll your eyes. His way of teasing you pleases you immensely, you must admit. It gives the illusion that you've known each other for a longer time. You really like it. 

You know you have to break the mood, so you speak up..."I have to go home, I'm sorry." You stammer. You're tipsy from the alcohol. You don't know why you're apologizing; after all, you had a great evening, but your head is spinning for various reasons and it's time to call a taxi.

"You're not leaving already, are you? I came just for you tonight. Please, stay" he pleads, grabbing your wrist. His palm is warm and strong. It burns your skin, and you feel feverish. His words feel like a bomb going off in your chest. 

Just for you. Is he being sincere? At that moment, you really want to give in. You want to stay with him forever. 

During your conversation, the sky has turned red because it’s past midnight. You had almost forgotten it was the Blood Moon tonight. You know you need to go home; nothing will compel you to make the right choices, and you'll only end up embarrassing yourself. Without releasing your wrist, Jungkook also looks up at the red orb. "Don’t leave" he repeats. His voice carries an alarm that makes your heart flutter. The chemistry between you is undeniable. But what if it's just the effect of the Blood Moon? What if everything disappears by daybreak?

#bts imagine #bts fanfic #bts fic #jungkook imagine #jeon jungkook x reader #jeon jungkook imagine #bts jungkook x reader #bts jungkook fanfic #bts jungkook imagine #bts jeon jungkook x reader #bts jeon jungkook imagine #idol!jungkook #Seven days a week #Seven Jungkook #my words

[coeluvr]

i just need to ask: have you listened to taylor swift’s newest album “midnights” and specifically the bonus track “bigger than the whole sky”?

cause there’s a line in that song that goes “you were bigger than the whole sky, you were more than just a short time” and it’s pure angst fuel and i just need to know how the ROs would react if MC said that to them when MC is mortally wounded or something similar

YOURE SO REAL FOR THIS ONE

I adored the new album and some of her songs (not just from this album) are definitely in the ship playlists I have and I can't share them with anyone because I don't want to spoil you guys nor my friends about the story so I just suffer in silence with the songs. My favorite is "Midnight Rain" because insert sounds of cars crashing and screaming crying all that.

I listen to "Anti-Hero" a lot for Luceris, he's not one but it's so good for him oh my god. Also "would've, could've, should've" is so good. Okay I need to stop talking about my music obsession so let's get into it! Thank you for the ask anon 💗

My inbox is all angst asks you people are miserable lmfao 😭😭

If MC was mortally wounded and there was no help coming then all the ROs are crying except Soarine and Vincent because they have been condiotioned to keep it together under dire circumstances. I'm going to assume MC is dying, there's 0 help coming and it's just the two of them.

Fadiya would do her best to try and heal MC and if they said that she'd start crying harder and tell them to shut up and stop talking. Her hands shake as she does her best to heal MC, no matter how powerful she is she can't bring back the dead. The fear she's too late haunts her as she watches the color drain from MC.

Helios has a sore throat from how much he has screamed out for help. He doesn't know who he's asking for help since there's no one around but he keeps cradling MC in his arms and pleading. He repeats "no" like a prayer as MC speaks out the words, he refuses to believe this is how he loses them.

Hunter tries their best to not cry but there are tears streaming down their face. They tell MC to stop saying things like that and makes a few jokes to make MC smile and not focus on the pain. The fear in their eyes is clear but there's a small smile they put on for show as they tell them random things to keep MC awake.

Soarine is the one that gets angry at MC for saying such things. She tells them to stop it and how dare they think they could leave her. There are tears in her eyes and her voice cracks as she keeps berating MC but the arms that hold MC are gentle and she says after MC is healed she will spar with them without holding back.

Vincent has always been told to not show fear in front of others because when he becomes the leader of the imperial army he will have to make sure the soldiers don't lose morale because of him. He appears calm in front of MC but he's so afraid. He tells MC to stop being silly and assures them help will arrive at any moment so they should focus on staying awake. As time passes by, his mask beings to crack and the way he clings to MC is a sign even he doesn't believe help will come in time.

#coe answers #coaaf if: fadiya #coaaf if: helios #coaaf if: hunter #coaaf if: soarine #coaaf if: vincent #crown of ashes and flames #crownofashesandflames #crownofashesandflames if #interactive fiction #i talk too much #all my asks get so long im dead

[theghostofashton]

9 people you want to know better

thank you for the tag @reyesstrand <3

current book you’re reading: i try to do two books at a time, usually a fiction and a nonfiction - my fiction is salt houses by hala alyan (some of the most beautiful writing i've ever read tbh) and my nonfiction is blaming the victims by edward said and christopher hitchens

last song you listened to: all you had to do was stay tv (1989 tv has been on repeat since midnight on friday ngl)

currently watching: rewatching LS with a friend (we watched 2x11 and 2x12 last night which were so good), in the middle of the eternal tvd watch w another friend, and i just started a random bojack horseman rewatch the other day lol

current fic you’re reading: oh god so many. i'm really behind, this month has been so busy lol

atm: meet you after dark by @strandnreyes, to build a home by @freneticfloetry, alta by @welcometololaland, love from the other side by @lightningboltreader, and i just started the knave verse by @liminalmemories21

next on my watch list: honestly i'm not sure. i constantly want to rewatch psych, may end up doing that. also may try sex education because i've heard a lot of good things

current obsession: ls/tarlos, running, john oliver, 1989 tv

i'll tag all of the fic authors listed up there ^ (if they haven't done so already, my apologies if you already have!), @sanjuwrites @carlos-in-glasses @cold-blooded-jelly-doughnut @bonheur-cafe and leave an open tag for anyone else that wants to share!

#neha rambles #tag game

[mystic-headcanons]

mystic characters + what taylor swift album i'd think they'd like

what's up gamers it's been like two or three years since i've touched this blog but i'm hyperfixated on mystic again and taylor swift, so. heeeeere we go. under the cut because this became a lot longer than i actually wanted it to T_T

i think zen's favorite album would be 1989. i literally don't have any reason other than style has the cuntiest opening out of any of her songs and i think zen would obsess over it for weeks. you could find him humming it in between rehearsals and throwing it on repeat while he works out. along with style, he'd love clean, this love, and bad blood the most.

yoosung's favorite album is fearless, hands down. he has a very fairytale-esque view on love, and songs like love story and today was a fairytale and untouchable fit that view. while they're not on any of his main playlists, they are on all of the playlists he's made for you. if he's missing you especially hard, then he likes to listen to those specific songs and just. lay there and think about you. he rly is just a teenage girl in a twenty-something year old body.

saeyoung's favorite album would absolutely be speak now. it's whimsical and fantastical and just a little melancholy and sad, and i think it fits his vibe perfectly. he'll put on innocent when he needs to be reminded that he can change, that he can be better than he has been; he'll play castles crumbling when he's in a particularly self-loathing mood. and enchanted gets played on a loop the first time he meets you-- it got so bad that vanderwood threatened to tase him unless he shut it off.

jumin's taste in music is sophisticated and, often times, just straight up classical music. he wouldn't have sought out her music on his own-- maybe he became interested because you listened to paris, or perhaps he heard anti-hero on the radio in one of the rare times that driver kim has the radio on. whatever the reason, it was enough to pique his interest in her. midnights would be his favorite album- and the only one he'd listen to in its entirety. you're on your own kid would be his go-to song, but midnight rain, would've could've should've, and dear reader are all tied for second.

jaehee would love folklore. she'd be a casual taylor fan- not really fond of the singles or the hits, but would enjoy her deeper cuts. folklore would be the first album where she loved every song. this is me trying would play on a loop if jaehee was stressed or had a particularly hard day. the lakes would be her all-time favorite song, but mad woman and cardigan would be close. invisible string is near and dear to her heart because every time she hears it, she can't help but think of you.

saeran's favorite album is reputation, but not for the obvious reasons. while he does enjoy it for its darker sound, reputation is his favorite because it's about finding love in the middle of all the darkness and anger. new year's day would be his absolute favorite song- and the one that he associates with you the most. the 'i'm there through it all, through the good and the bad, and i'll help clean up any metaphorical mess you make' message is what had set it aside from any other song, and saeran listens to it on repeat on all of his bad days. he also really enjoys ready for it, don't blame me, and dancing with our hands tied.

jihyun's favorite album is lover. while he'd really enjoy her other albums, lover spoke to him in ways that the others didn't. the archer and afterglow would be tied for all time favorite song- the archer because it speaks to his generalized anxiety, and afterglow because he especially has anxiety within romantic relationships- always had, but it became intense after rika. he craves a love that is soft and delicate, so daylight would absolutely be up there with the archer and afterglow. daylight gets played often once you and him start dating, and he can and will listen to it for hours while thinking of you or cuddling with you. (you've listened to it so much that you could probably play the entire thing by ear.)

#mystic messenger #jumin han #mystic messenger headcanons #saeyoung choi #jaehee kang #saeran choi #mysmes #jihyun kim #hyun ryu #yoosung kim

[bookishjules]

A Blackstairs Lens on "Don't Blame Me" by Taylor Swift

Don't blame me, love made me crazy

this is a theme we're gonna see a lot through this song (obviously, since this is a repeating line lol), and which I think is so apt for Emma and Julian. Love DID make them crazy in a way, since it was tainted? exaggerated? both? by their parabatai bond, and it was never something they intended. They can't be blamed for falling in love and thereby amplifying the powers of the parabatai bond and turning into literal angels. Also Julian's room full of paintings of Emma ALONE

If it doesn't, you ain't doin' it right

not only does this feel like a realization Emma had when comparing Julian to Cameron, but it also feels like something Emma and Jules came to terms with after denying their feelings for each other to such great extents

Lord, save me, my drug is my baby

I'll be usin' for the rest of my life

the fact that the more time these two spend together, the curse thing got worse.. also I don't think there is another ship in tsc that's as addicted to eachother (physically or otherwise) as these two, which could in itself be an influence of the parabatai curse that lingers

I've been breakin' hearts a long time, and

the hearts they're breaking are each other's and their own. We see this in the decisions they make: deciding to become parabatai even though romantic feelings had already begun to blossom, choosing to date Mark, choosing to have Magnus take away your emotions.

Toyin' with them older guys

Just playthings for me to use

not only does this continue the relevance to Emma pretending to be with Mark, but I think it could also relate to how Julian is constantly playing with the big leagues. He's fooling everyone and using carefully placed moves and deceit to ensure that things come out the way he wants, that his family is safe.

Something happened for the first time,

In the darkest little paradise

Shakin, pacin', I just need you

This is Lady Midnight in summation--Emma realizing her feelings for Jules, their first time in the cave--and then later, the anxiety and mess of emotions that came with the discovery of the true consequences of falling in love as parabatai

For you, I would cross the line

the line between best friends and parabatai? between parabatai and lovers? the line that says don't date the brother of the guy you just had sex with? the line of having your emotions stripped by magic? or perhaps simply the proverbial line between morally right and wrong? let's face it these two would do anything for each other (especially Jules).

I would waste my time

I would lose my mind

They say she's gone too far this time

I think its a big thing for Julian to waste time. He's responsible for so much, and yet he will waste his time for Emma, he'll let himself get caught up in whatever she wants. I don't think I need to reiterate about how they pretty much did lose their minds for eachother lol

My name is whatever you decide

it's the way Emma didn't feel like she could call Julian Jules anymore after they slept together

And I'm just gonna call you mine

because really is there any better word when you don't know where one facet of your relationship stops and the other begins? Plus, back when trying to hide that they were together together.. well saying you're eachother's soulmate could be interpretated as completely platonic when you have a parabatai

I'm insane, but I'm your baby (your baby)

Echoes of your name inside my mind

Halo, hiding my obsession

When the most Julian had of Emma was the way he could say her name in his mind, how he couldn't fill it with all the love that had been bound to it for years.. And the way he literally hid his obsession behind closed doors

I once was poison ivy, but now I'm your daisy

They really were poison ivy to eachother, a growing obsession, dangerous to touch but crawling closer and closer all the time. Also I just love imagining Emma as a daisy (funny that she's related to Daisy to hehe). I think @lifeofbrybooks put it so well, how Emma is like a wildflower to Jules: "beautiful and strong, able to grow and flourish in even the harshest conditions"

And baby, for you, I would fall from grace

Just to touch your face

them every time they give in to their feelings for each other while parabatai

If you walk away

I'd beg you on my knees to stay

This makes me so sad to think about, especially considering we've seen insecurities along these lines rear their head even after they've been together for a while

I get so high, oh

Every time, yeah every time you're lovin' me

You're lovin' me

Trip of my life, oh

Every time, yeah every time you're touchin' me

You're touchin' me

these horny bitches

#blackstairs #jemma #julian blackthorn #emma carstairs #tsc #sobh #tda #ship song lyrical analysis #Spotify #lyric analysis

[thesquidkid]

tagged by @ajna-eye-cogitations (thank you ❤️) for the first ten songs on shuffle in my Spotify on repeat

To start off, a song which me and my friends have been singing non stop everyday for the past week or so

Then, an Eminem song. I love the chorus by Skylar Grey, her voice is amazing

Okay, look. I really really like Eminem. Is it really that surprising that there are 2 songs of his in my on repeat?

Lmao forget what I said previously, is it really that surprising that there are 3 Eminem songs one after the other?

I love Indochine! I was not expecting this song of theirs in my on repeat, since it's not the one I listen to the most. But it's still one of my favs, I love it so much

This song resonates with me on such a deep level, I could listen to it all day long, non stop

Considering Would You Come Home was my number 1 song last year, and the fact that I've listened to it probably more this year even, with the last season and all, I would have been surprised if it hadn't come up

Great workout song 😂

Another great workout song? Also a song me and my friends have been singing non stop

I'm so happy that this song came up! LittleBigWhale is a french streamer who has an amazing voice! Honestly everyone go listen to her, you'll fall in love immediately

And that's it, these are the first ten songs that came up when I played my on repeat on shuffle. I gotta say, j was expecting more Eminem songs, considering he's by far my most played artist. And I definitely did not expect Crazy Frog, I guess it's what happens when I listen to their songs while working out 😂

This was legit very fun, I'll tag @the-magpieprince, @shameless-notashamed, @venivivividi, @garnetrena, @missfrenchrose, @infp-obsessing-over-everything, and anyone else who want to do it!

(if you don't wanna do this, or don't have the time, this is me saying hello and reminding you to stay hydrated ❤️)

#tag game #i never look at my on repeat so that was fun! #i counted and a third of my playlist is eminem #theres also 3 more songs by bigflo & oli #and 3 more by indochine #and littlebigwhale appears twice #Spotify

[solongllondon]

tagged by @thislovetv thank youuu <33

last song i listened to: Teil dieser Band by Kraftklub bc they just released their new album yesterday and it's been on repeat ever since lol

last show i watched: I'm rewatching the Mentalist bc it's finally available to stream again lol

last book i read: the last book I finished was Never Mine by Bryce Oakley which is a sapphic fake dating story and is sickeningly cute lol right now I'm reading an essay and poetry collection called Silent Dancing: A Partial Remembrance of a Puerto Rican Childhood by Judith Ortiz Cofer. Can highly recommend any of her writing!!

currently watching: The Mentalist lol

current obsession: The Kraftklub album. It's BRILLIANT. also I'm obsessively trying (and failing) to finish my latest fanfic. oops. and since it's officially fall now, my soup obsession is coming back in full swing lmao. also. cannot wait for midnights, i'm literally counting the days.

tagging @sevenacoustic @figuringthengsout @thatwasthenightthingschanged @necroissants and @lovely-tothe-bone

#only if y'all want to obvs!! <33 #tag games #thank you michelle!!

[cyborgsquirrel]

People I’d like to get to know better

Thanks for the tag @squintclover ❤️

Last song I listened to: Well, since I'm literally playing music from the moment I get up, until the moment I climb into bed at night, this is going to change as I'm writing it. So it would probably be easier to list my current playlist, which I've been listening to on repeat for about three weeks now. All the songs relate to my fic in some way, so I'll explain that too.

So there's Neon Medusa by The Midnight, and My Demons by STARSET which are both about Regulus joining the Death Eaters as a spy. Then there's Control by Zoe Wees which is Remus in the story right now (Chapter 82 onwards) 😭

Then there are the songs about future events. Starlight, and Dark on Me, both by STARSET, which can't be about anything but Wolfstar, like Siriusly 💔. Monster again by STARSET, which I'm not explaining because spoilers 👀. And finally, Battle Cry, and Wrecked by Imagine Dragons, the first is Regulus after drinking the potion in the Horcrux cave 😭, and the second is hmmm, actually, I'm not saying 👀🤐😂.

Last show I watched: I recently binged Star Trek Voyager because my son was watching it and he wanted to talk to me about it, so I wanted to refresh my memory.

Currently watching: Nothing at all. I'm not a big tv watcher apart from the occasional binge.

Currently reading: Crimson Rivers by @zeppazariel. It's made me cry multiple times and I'm eagerly awaiting the next chapter.

Current obsessions: Is it too obvious to say the Marauders and wolfstar? Lmao. I don't have any new current obsessions because I'm trying extremely hard not to get hyperfixated on anything because I really want to finish writing second-year.

Your turn @brionyjae @cafe-y-marauders @claxxixx @sunflowerfox87

#tag game

[riecaloca]

favorite song from each taylor swift album? I honestly idk what they are, like I could guess top 2 or 3 from each, but like i need to know what you would choose as top 1's

omfg why would u DO this to me? like also how am i supposed to answer this when it literally varies from month to month?

Debut-

it's a hard choice between our song and the outside rn, like i've been listening to those on repeat in the last two months. i'm gonna go with The Outside though.

Fearless-

you're not sorry and don't you and fearless are my faves currently on this album. i don't want to choose, i really don't. but i guess i will pick You're Not Sorry.

Speak Now-

this is one that's easier for me, it's Haunted, with the story of us and long live right behind it.

Red-

okay so full closure here, my favorite has been forever winter since taylor's version came out just because it's so painful yet comforting to me, but in the past three weeks, i've been OBSESSED with Treacherous, like i forgot how amazing that song is, I love it.

1989-

again another hard choice, like how can i choose? i love out of the woods and i know places and wildest dreams all so much! i guess if i had to choose though... *thinks for 3 minutes* i'll go with Out of the Woods.

reputation-

i literally feel like i am disowning my children rn, but it's between dress and call it what you want. i love them equally, but i am choosing Dress because it's sexy

Lover-

this is honestly the hardest album for me to listen to because most the songs are too painful for me to hear, but out of the few i can listen to, i would pick False God.

folklore-

i know i just said i can't listen to songs that are painful to me, but like... my 2 faves on folklore are mirrorball and epiphany, and right now, i'm feeling epiphany. like i couldn't listen to it for like a year after the first time i heard it, but now strangely it doesn't make me cry, it just comforts me.

evermore-

why why why why why why why why why why why, why would you do this-

it's between ivy, cowboy like me and gold rush but i gotta go with cowboy like me.

Midnights

between vigilante shit and sweet nothing... i gotta go with sweet nothing, it's sweet and romantic and like it sounds like something peaceful

OK FINALLY WE HAVE COME TO THE END. ty so much mona for making me choose, i love it when u make me choose what children i love less than the others. Did i pick the ones you thought i would?

#shame on u mona #why would you make me choose between my children #in all seriousness don't feel bad #this was fun #thanks for the ask babe <3 #taylor swift