Hi honey, I just discovered your Cooper fics today and oh my gods. They're incredible, I love the way you write him â€ïž. I was wondering, if you're still taking requests that is (no pressure like), if you could do a sub! Cooper x reader? Preferably male!reader or with male genitalia, but fem is totally okay if you're not comfortable with that đ. I just think Coop with a taller, more muscular partner is neat.
I'm thinking the reader was secretly married to Coop and Barb beforehand, but lost part of their memories after they became a ghoul and one of the best bounty hunters around, wearing a mask. And all they remember about Coop is how beautiful his eyes were (Walton Goggins has the most gorgeous eyes ever, I swear đ«) So the reader wants the head too and tags along with the gang, eventually getting closer to Cooper. During a fight, reader gets hurt and Coop comes over to help them, but reader is finally close enough to properly see his eyes and realises it's him. Coop takes off the mask, reader remembers, there's tears, kisses, and eventually super soft, subby sex.
So, really just really angsty, then fluffy when they find each other after 200 years. Reader taking care of our baby girl Coop, and him just accepting the love and being a pillow princess. Maybe a little overstim and edging if we're feeling spicy đ.
I'm so sick for this man, it's unhealthy. Thanks again for your amazing work, love. I absolutely made my day better! (Sorry for how long this ask is đ).
Itâs Been a Long, Long Time
Cooper Howard x Ghoul Fem Reader (angst-fluff!)
CW: pre-ghoul Cooper, established relationship, reader and Cooper were married and had a child together, character death, cursing, angst!! But donât worry, itâs a happy ending, slight OOC Cooper, slight deviation from the TV series
AN: not me posting this at 3am before I leave for a trip for the weekend, I feel like Iâve depraved yâall! đ I wanted to post this to give yâall some good Cooper Content âąïž before I go on a three day hiatus for vacation! đ„ș Thank you all to the people who have submitted asks, I promise I am still working on them/towards getting to them! â€ïž In the meantime, I hope you all enjoy this one! @kinatanhi I hope I did your request justice! I know itâs a little tweaked from what you sent in and forgive me, I wrote this literally an hour ago at 2am because it finally came to me what I wanted to write, but seeing as it was written at 2am, yâall please forgive me if it isnât my best work, I tried my best lol. đâ€ïž
You smiled happily as you danced with your husband in your shared, quaint little kitchen, his hands coming to rest at your waist as they always did, and your arms looped around his neck. You were thankful that the producers on set of his movie, as well as his agent, allowed him to come home early in order to celebrate your birthday with you. You stood smiling up at him as you two danced- well, more like swayed, to the slow music playing from the radio. You lay your head against his chest, smiling as your eyes set on the gorgeous flowers that were lying on the kitchen counter that he brought home just for you. You smiled up at him when you caught him staring down at you with nothing but love and adoration in his gaze. âWhatâs that look for, hmm?â You asked with a playful smile, making him chuckle and flash that gorgeous smile of his that you loved so much, almost as much as his eyes that you swore you could be lost in forever. âNothinâ, just that Iâm lucky enough to have married the most beautiful woman on this earthâ he said, making you hum appreciatively at his cute answer. âOh stop it, you charmer youâ you replied, making him scoff in fake offense, making you giggle at his dramatics. âIâll have you know I donât go throwinâ that âround willy-nilly, little ladyâ he assured, making you smile wider at him as you laughed. âI know, Iâm a lucky woman to call you my husbandâ you replied sweetly, getting up on your tip toes to kiss him as you looped your arms around his neck once more.
Those were better days, days when things were so simple, times where all you had to worry about was nothing more than how long the pie was in the oven, or how your baby was doing. It was a pleasant memory, one youâd never forget as the last time youâd seen your husband since the war. That night flooded your memories each time youâd lay down to close your sunken in eyes, they were the only thing about you now that remained as human as they were back before you became a ghoul. You swore to yourself that youâd find him one day, swore that you would kill the bastards that started all this, that took your baby girl away from you before she had a chance at a good life and separated you from your husband. You prayed each and every night that he was still out there, still alive somewhere, roaming the wastelands like you were. You knew it was doubtful at best, maybe it was better if he wasnât alive to live through the shit you have, to see the way you look, but one could only hope for the better things. You no longer looked the same way you used to back then. Your soft, nearly perfect skin was now marred and leathery, your teeth yellowed from radiation exposure, poor diet and lack of ability to actually care for them, and your nose was now missing completely from your face, a deep hole sitting where the cartilaginous appendage once did. You wondered if he would even love you still in this state, if heâd even recognize you. You couldnât blame him if he didnât, you werenât that same woman anymore physically or emotionally. Anger and vengeance had a hold on your heart like a vice death grip, you were kind to those who deserved it sure, but to those who crossed you? Those who hurt you? Letâs just say thereâs a reason youâre a feared bounty hunter out here in the wastelands and not in a vault somewhere.
You were walking into Filly one late morning, coming to pay a visit with Ma June to see if there was anything she needed, any bounty she may have had for you for some extra caps. Your supply of chems to keep you from going feral was running low, you were down to your last bottle in your inhaler, and in desperate need of more. As you strode into town, you pulled your bandana up over your nose, effectively covering your face below your eyes, your large hat casting a shadow on the rest. You weaved your way through the vendors as they were trying to shove goods at you and anyone who was behind or around you. As you waded though, your ears caught the sound of a deep, southern accent that sounded awfully familiar to you. âI ainât interested unless you got RadAwayâ he spoke harshly to the vendor haggling him, and you had to do a double take. He sounded just like your husband. You turned in the hopes to place a body to the voice but by the time you could, he was already lost into the crowd, impossible to find amongst the sea of people now that he wasnât speaking to anyone anymore.
You huffed to yourself, wondering if maybe you were just hearing things, or maybe you were just plain out delusional at this rate. It wouldnât shock you, between the years of radiation exposure, radiation sickness, and everything in between, you wouldnât be shocked to find out youâd gone mad. However you wanted ever so badly for it to have been him that was speaking. To run up to him, arms outstretched, tears down your face but a happy smile as you called his name. But you couldnât, you couldnât even find the man attached to the voice anymore so why make a fool and draw attention to yourself. No one took kindly to ghouls. So with a heavy heart, you pushed on, making it to the doorstep of Ma Juneâs shop when you heard him again. â50 caps? Thatâs just plain ridiculous. 30, take it or leave itâ he bartered, making you turn around again, only this time you caught him. You spotted a man that was tall, around the same height as your husband, clad in a wild western style cowboy outfit. You thought it was familiar, from the hat all the way down to the boots, it reminded you of him but a lot of people out here in the wastes wore Wild West themed clothes, deeming themselves cowboys and cowgirls of the wild wastelands. You wished he would turn around, you needed to see his face, hell just his eyes would be enough to sate the curiosity that was eating away at you. Youâd forever recognize those eyes, they were so unique, so him. So beneath the shade you stood, observing him from a distance to be safe. That was until Ma June saw you standing there through the window of her shop, and she had a job for you that was important so she couldnât wait for you to be done with whatever it was your were doing before she drug you inside. âWhat are you standinâ around out here for? I got a job for you!â She exclaimed, grabbing you and pulling you inside right as the man turned to walk away. You groaned in frustration as your only chance at an answer was stolen from you, but little did you know that your commotion made him stop to watch curiously as you went inside. Something about that dress you were wearing looked awful familiar to him but he couldnât quite put his finger on it, so he just kept walking.
As the next couple of days passed by, the curiosity was absolutely eating away at your mind. You wondered if you were on the brink of going feral with how your thoughts were screaming that it could have been him. You wished she would have waited until you could have gotten a better look at him than just his back and his clothes, though they felt familiar, akin to something he would have worn on the set to his movies, you just couldnât be sure. So you continued on, traveling with a random personâs head in your bag, wrapped up in an old T-shirt that was soaked through with blood now as you were on your way back from your bounty for Ma June. It was a particularly hot day outside, one of those days where no matter how much water drank, you just couldnât keep the heat away or the dehydration at bay. So as you sucked down the last of your water in your canteen, you did your best to stave off the coughing fit that was bubbling in the back of your throat like a horrible itch you just could never scratch. Unfortunately for you, it wasnât enough, and seeing as you hit your inhaler for the last of your supply yesterday, you were shit out of luck. Damn it, you were so close too, you felt it. You couldnât go like this, not without finding him, not without avenging your child and going after those Vault-Tec bastards that stole her and your husband from you. âDamn it!â You choked out as you clutched your chest, your coughing fit sending you to your knees in the sand where you laid in the hopes that it would let up sometime soon and you could continue moving. This couldnât be the end for you, it just couldnât be. You wouldnât let it.
As you laid there, throat burning as you were hacking up your lungs, you saw a figure walking along the horizon in the distance. You wondered if maybe this was what they spoke of when people said their loved ones come and take them away right before they pass, or maybe it was just another hallucination, all you knew is that they were coming closer and closer to you. You reached for your gun with all the strength you could offer through your coughing fit and weakened state, unsure of whether they were a raider or someone with just plain ill intention. As they drew closer, you looked up to see another ghoul stabbing before you, his cowboy hat casting a slight shade over his face but even through the tears in your vision you could see his eyes. They were gorgeous, they looked just like how you remember your husbandâs looked the last time you had a chance to look into them, making you look him over but it was so hard to tell. He was a man who had succumbed to the same fate you did, leathery skin, no nose, ruined ears, but his eyesâŠgod they were so familiar. You saw him cock his head while looking at you, investigating your features, you could tell there was something about you that he was intrigued with.
âI feel your pain there, sisterâ he said, that southern drawl coming out sounding just like him, and god how it made your heart ache. He bent down to see you better, taking a better look at you. âIâll be damned if somethinâ âbout you ainât familiar thoughâ he said, making you look up at him, and in that moment as he looked into your eyes, he could have sworn it was you, his long lost wife. He held hope it his heart, but it was a cruel world out here, he couldnât be sure. âYour eyes, they look a lot like my wifeâs didâ he said, and you took that as your chance to see if it was really him. âC-CooâŠperâŠ?â You rasped out the best you could, needing to know if it was really him, needing to know if he was alive or if you were just going crazy. His eyes went wide for a moment before reaching for his gun, making your heart jump in your chest with anxiety. âHow do you know my name?â He asked coldly, his eyes looking angrily upon you and it made your heart wrench in your chest but beat fast all the same to know it was him. âTell me! How do you know my name?â He said angrily, making you raise your hands up to show you werenât dangerous, you cursed your inability to speak properly or else youâd have answered his question already. âBe..causeâŠwe wereâŠMarâŠriedâ you rasped out once more, showing him your wedding ring that he bought you that rested on your ring finger, making him soften up for just a moment. âAfter two hundred years⊠could it really be?â he asked softly to himself in disbelief, but once again, he reminded himself that this world was a cruel place where people stoop to things lower than they ever did before. To him, you could have been anyone, maybe no more than a random stranger who pick pocketed that precious ring off of his wife, a total stranger playing as his beloved to get to his weakness. He pointed his gun at you once more, making tears come to your eyes even more now, had you said something wrong? Why was he mad at you? You hadnât left on bad terms last you remember, but then again itâs hard to remember as far back as two centuries. âHow do I know, huh?â He asked aggressively, and you figured it was a valid worry, you knew how awful this world was now, you couldnât blame him for needing the reassurance. He needed to be sure it was truly you. âHow do I know itâs really you?â He asked, waiting for you to stop coughing long enough to give him an answer. âWhatâsâŠthat lookâŠfor?â You asked, something you always asked him when he stared at you in awe, or when he looked at you right before you two went to bed, it was like your signature phrase. You weakly removed the bandana covering your face, trying your best to show him any bit of your features left that you could use to show him it was really you. âItâs meâŠCoop. Y/NâŠâ you rasped as saliva began to well in your mouth at the sight of him, slowly losing control over yourself as time passed. Heâd never dropped his gun so fast, or fell to his knees so quick in his entire life than in that moment, the only other time was the moment he found out you were pregnant with his child, dropping to his knees to kiss your belly and place his hands on it excitedly. âOh my godâŠY/Nâ he said in utter shock and disbelief that you were here, you were alive. You were a ghoul now which hurt him to know you suffered the same pain as him, but you were alive and thatâs what mattered most to him, finally having found you after all the years spent hoping you were still alive out here.
âHere baby, here, hold on. I gotchyaâ he said, quickly grabbing his inhaler with a vial of the chems youâd run out of last night, never needing it more than in this moment to keep you from turning feral on him. He pressed it to your lips, pushing the plunger on it to get the chems in your system. You inhaled it like a breath of fresh cool air, sending you coughing once more but that itch was slowly fading away, you could breathe again. You looked up at him as you laid there weakly, your head in his lap. âMy heroâ you said weakly, trying to be funny but he was too caught up in looking into your eyes, getting himself to believe what was right in front of him. âTwo centuries Iâve spent looking for youâŠâ you said, your eyes scanning him and his features to assure yourself too that this was real, that he really was sitting here before you, alive and well. Or as well as one could be as a ghoul in the wastelands. You smiled as you teared up, seeing the tears in his eyes as he looked down at you, pulling you up and into a hug. âOh godâŠI canât believe youâre aliveâ he said, hugging you tight and you did the same, burying your face into his shoulder. âI could say the same to you. I always knew you were stubborn, too stubborn to go out the way the rest of the world didâ you said, making him chuckle as stray tears ran down your marred cheeks. âIâve been dreaming of this dayâŠdreaming of the day Iâd get to see you and B/N againâŠâ he said, making you grip his duster as the tears flooded down your face even more when he said your baby girlâs name. âCooperâŠâ you said, making him pull away from you but you werenât far, he made sure of it. âSheâŠshe didnât make it, honeyâŠIâm so sorry. I tried everything, believe me I did, but it was too lateâŠâ you said, making his heart absolutely break in his chest knowing his baby was gone and that he would never have the chance to see her again.
âWhat was she like? She was so young when it all happenedâ He asked, holding your hands in his as you two shared in this moment together. You smiled as your hand cupped his cheek softly, your thumb rubbing along his skin that shared the same texture as your own. âJust like her daddy. She had your gorgeous eyes, your beautiful smile and that same stubborn attitudeâ you said through a laugh, making him chuckle with you as his hand came to hold the back of yours as it touched him. He missed your loving touch, and that beautiful smile that he swore could light up even the darkest rooms. He could hardly believe that youâd still even touch or speak to him now, with the way he looked. He knew you likely held a sympathy for it, knowing all too well yourself what it was like but the fact that you werenât scared or hateful like others were towards him for it. âShe was smart, funny, kindâŠshe was daddyâs baby girl. Youâd have loved that about her. It was like a little slice of you was there in her, keeping me going. She gave me hope when it felt like there wasnât any left in this world to hold ontoâ you said, seeing a few stray tears stream down his cheeks as you spoke of her. His stomach was in knots, his heart filled with anger and pain to know the wastelands claimed one of his own. âI wish I coulda been there, for both of you. Maybe sheâd be here if I wasâ he said somberly, guilt lacing his tone as he leaned his forehead against yours, not caring if your hats would come off. He needed this, he needed you. âHey, donât blame yourself for what happened, you had nothing to do with it. Itâs those vile people at Vault-Tec who did this. They took our baby, not you. Donât you ever think this is your faultâ you assured him, holding him close to you as he expressed the most emotion heâs felt in nigh on two centuries.
âWe made it pretty good all things considered, held our own well for ten years. I taught her how to use a gun when she turned eight to keep her safe should anything happen to me, did everything in my power to keep her safe, fed and hydrated even on the hard days where supplies were sparseâ you explained. âThe radiation just became too much for her little body to handle. She was ten years old, I could hardly believe it. It was like I woke up one day and she wasnât a baby anymore, our little girl had just grown up so fastâ you said, remembering those days as tears clouded your vision, streaming down your cheeks like small rivers, watching the droplets fall into the sand beneath you. âIâm sorry Cooper, Iâm so sorryâŠâ you apologized, making him hold you tight and hush you as you did. âI shoulda been betterâŠif I was better maybe sheâd still be here nowâ you said, taking the blame for something you knew you had no control over, but it left you guilty all the same. âShh, donât go thinkinâ like that. Iâd say from the sounds of it, ya did a damn fine job managinâ that long out in this shit hole just the two of you. You always were a great mom, and an equally great wifeâ he said, making you sniffle as you smiled at him at that reassurance. âI did all I could, there was hell to pay for anyone who stood in my way, thatâs for sureâ you said, making him chuckle because that was exactly how you were before the war too. You always wanted what was best for your family, and you were willing to go great lengths to keep your husband and child happy. âI know you said you been lookinâ for me for a long timeâŠbut I ainât the same man I was back thenâ he started. âBut I got a feelinâ you ainât exactly the same woman anymore either, so maybe we can still work this out, you and meâ he said, making you chuckle. âNo, Iâm not. And if that means you donât love me anymore I-â you spoke but you were cut off by the feel of his lips against your own. They were thinner now, dry and marred by radiation just like yours were, but you could still feel the passion behind it, the love in it. No amount of radiation could ever take that away. âYou lettinâ all the radiation get to that brain of yours? Of course I still love you. I lost ya once, I ainât losinâ you again, thatâs for damn sureâ he said, making you laugh as more tears fell, only these ones were happier ones now. You squeezed his hand that was in your own as your heart raced in your chest. âYou have no idea how happy that makes me to hear, Coopâ you replied, kissing him once more with all the passion two hundred years of separation could hold behind it. âI love you, and Iâve missed you so damn muchâ you said, pressing your foreheads together once more as you fought the tears that began to turn into a sob. âI love you too darlinâ, missed you like crazy. The world ainât been the same without youâ he said, making you sniffle as you felt the same way. âAnd if youâll still have me, Iâd like to make that a world of the pastâ he added, making you chuckle tearfully. âOf course I willâ you said, allowing his heart to rest assured that you were still his girl, making him smile as he looked down at you, his thumb rubbing along your cheek to wipe away your tears.
You smiled back up at him, your hand coming to the back of his as you remembered the moment from your birthday again all those years ago, slow dancing in the kitchen with him. âWhatâs that look for, hmm?âYou asked, just like you did that day, making him grin as he thought of the right words to say. âNothinâ just that Iâm lucky enough to have married the most beautiful person on this earthâ he replied, making you chuckle. It was just what youâd been needing to hear all this time. âAnd how lucky I am to have her back in my arms where she belongsâ he added, making you giggle before kissing you once more. Desert be damned, Cooper had his wife back after so long spent searching for her, and he was going to make damn sure she knew how much he missed her all these years.
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ah... hey, darlin'.
i know i ain't the best with words, but i still wanted to send you somethin' since it's valentine's day an' all.
first off... i guess i should say that ya make me happy â real happy. i actually used to think that i would never... wellâ it's just... been a long time since i felt like that. bein' with you makes it easy to forget all the bad times i've been through and to just be myself again, and i really appreciate that. nobody else has ever done that for me â nobody else has ever wanted to, either. most people only see the stuff i've been through when they look at me, but you're... the only one that just sees me. and that's... it means a lot to me.
you mean a lot to me, actually. i might not say it all the time, an' i might not be the best at showin' it, but you mean the whole world to me. i don't know what i'd do or what i'd be like if it weren't for you. and... hopefully i never have to find out. i'd like to never know.
so, ah... i guess what i'm tryin' to say is that... i love ya, hannah. more than you probably know.
happy valentine's day. i love you.
flynn â€ïž
ahhh flynn, oh my gosh⊠this is so unbelievably sweet. i love you so much, too âĄ
i know i can get really moody and i cry a lot and there are times when iâm probably a major pain in the ass to deal with. but i canât tell you how much it means to me that i have you here with me. really, it makes me so happy. you make me so happy.
happy valentineâs day, sweetie. i love you so so much.
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Two flowercrown wearing cuties for you! đ€đ€đ€
Oh, wow, they are such cuties đ it's so beautiful đ„șđ„ș
I'm in love with this edit â€ïž
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Hadn't seen your posts in a while, missed them so much. Do you know it makes my day to see one of your BE posts...
SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP!!!! đ You're being very horrible, bestie, I â
You just made me cry. I haven't been online lately due to the hectic schedules on my end. But it feels so great to be coming back here and reading messages as beautiful as this???? Bestiieee???? This is so wonderful???? I wish to send you lots of love and tight hugs!!! You might not have seen my BE posts lately but know that I won't be gone. I still have to ARREST you. I will. I â
I will go to hell for you. :*
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âšđ§Ąđ SEND THIS TO TEN OTHER BLOGGERS YOU THINK ARE WONDERFUL. KEEP THE GAME GOING âšđ§Ąđ
AKFAOJDISD AHHHHHHH
THANK YOU MY BELOVED I HAD SUCH A BAD DAY AND THIS BRIGHTENED IT TENFOLD
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What about a horrid break up? Like messy/angsty?? Since that's what on your mind. And if it gets too much you can always end it on a sweeter note of them healing inward at the end- but you could just make lovers to exes? [That's all I got--](i'm betting i know why you wish to write angst but-) and any group/any member you wish to write for- (i hope that helps inspire you- idk if it will!) anyways pls take care and have a wonderful day! đ„șđ
thank youuu â€ïžđ„șđ Honestly I also thought about sth in that direction so I love that! I tried drabbling something out but sadly nothing really stuck and then the thirst for writing angst had already been quenched fhjdhgkfdjhjk
I might come back to it though-- I love putting people through it (and I did have some rough ideas I liked). Love writing about broken hearts and pain and suffering âșïž Anyway I'm normal âșïž
(also yes, you do know hfjghdfkj)
Tysm and have a wonderful day as well đ„°
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REN i just wanna say i saw your rickren layout and almost teared up immediately KLHDGRKGJ i may be a bit sentimental. i love rickren sm anyway thats all thank u ily/p
Sinaya that is so sweet??? Aaaaa I donât even know what to say but hearing that made me so happy đ„ș I love you too, thank you for telling me!!! That really touched my heart đ„șđđ
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squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeze!!! youâve been given a hug (and no, you cannot escape it)! send this to all the people who you think deserve a hug. let the hugging begin! đ»đ«
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The end had me mad blushing as if i was receiving the kiss đ€âš but ANYWAYS FUCK SID I literally wanted to smack jungkook's head a dozens times like is he stupid ???? he got manipulated by sid LIKE THAT like ??? wake up and jude ??? anyways it really smells like the angst is about to ANGST HARD and i'm here for that and the way you write it ?? it's just so clean, so well written it should get an award idk thank you so much for this âš you're angel đȘœđ
not me screaming as i read this đ„ș the angst is definitely going to angst!!!! and i'm so glad to go through all that suffering and frustration with you, love!!! đ«đ«¶đ»â€ïž
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pairing: carlos sainz x doctor!reader y/n (she/her)
genre: social media au, established relationship
warnings: none just fluff also idk anything abt medicine nd stuff so jus ignore anything tht makes no sense lol
summary: in which you are finally ready to truly settle down and start a family with your husband after years of you both focusing on your careers
a/n: carlos i love u . let me know if anyone wants a part 2!!!
request!!!: Could you do a Carlos x doctor reader where they're married? And he's like super proud of her? And maybe even a pregnancy reveal at the end?
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Hmmmmm for Hotch maybe him lowkey coddling reader when she gets hurt shortly during a case shortly after they start dating? Maybe the team wasnât aware until they saw him fret this much when he had never done it to this level in the past? đ„č
Thanks for the request babes!! My first Aaron fic ever, so hopefully it's not too bad for a first đ„ș I hope this is to your liking â€ïž
Warning(s): gn!reader, established relationship, talks of traffic accident, mentions of injuries, protective hotch, mean words (hotch is just worried abt you ok??)
This blurb was written as a part of the "Zara's Birthday Bash and Road to 1K" celebration.
Zara's Birthday Bash and Road to 1K Masterlist / Criminal Minds Masterlist
You heard him before you even laid eyes upon him.
Amidst the beeping machines and the moderate ruckus of the emergency room, Aaron's voice penetrated the air like a sword. The authority dripped like lava from his tone as he badgered Derek for your whereabouts, and before you could shuffle out of the hospital bed that had been your safe haven for the past hour, the cubical curtain surrounding you was suddenly yanked open.
Your movements ceased once you locked eyes with a frowning Aaron Hotchner.
"Heyâ"
"Are you insane?"
You looked at him dumbfoundedly.
"Do you have a death wish? Is that it? Or are you just stupid?"
A few feet behind him, you could see Derek and Emily exchanging silent looks between the two of them. Everyone knew that Aaron was notorious for being frigid, and he had a strong impartiality when it came to any of his team members doing something impetuous on the field, but the words seeping out of Aaron's mouth at that moment sounded overtly harsh to those who knew him.
"Hotchâ" Derek took a step forward, trying to come to your defense, "âit's not (Y/N)'s fault."
"I'm not talking to you." Aaron's response was cutting and final. It baffled Derek enough for him to trace his step back.
"What's wrong with you?" you asked once the shock dissipated, returning your voice to its rightful owner once more. "Why are you being like this?"
"Me? You're asking me? I should be the one asking you."
Your eyebrows pulled together in confusion. "We were chasing the UnSubâ"
"You went rogue," he cut you off. "Morgan told me everything. There's no point in denying it."
Derek raised his arms in surrender when your stare of betrayal slid his way. "Fine. I'm sorry I grabbed a random civilian's bike and crashed it against the UnSub's car. You don't have to worry about paying anything back, I'll figure something out."
"Is that what you think this is about?" Aaron pinched the bridge of his nose. "I could care less about monetary compensations. We can deal with that later. You could've been killed, don't you understand?"
It was his last admission that finally made the pieces in your head click into place. Beneath the anger inside Aaron's words was actually a hidden anxiety ready to break free. He was worried about you, even if he was showing it in the least hospitable way possible.
Your relationship with Aaron was young; green around the edges and blooming every single day like tulips in spring. Nobody else in the world knew about it yet, and the two of you wanted to keep it that way. At least, that was what you agreed upon after having that lengthy discussion following your first official date.
And yet, none of that mattered when your fingers opted to reach out for Aaron's hand. You pretended not to notice the gasp that Emily let out as you urged your boyfriend to look into your eyes.
"I know you're worried, but I'm fine. I'm right here with you, and I'm okay." Aaron's shoulders physically collapsed at your reassurance. Every other noise in the hospital seemed to drown out in the aftermath. "The doctor's gonna clear me in no time, trust me."
"It still doesn't erase the fact that what you did was reckless." Aaron stepped closer towards the bed, overcrowding your senses as his thumb swept over your left eyebrow, just below the wound you had obtained from the crash. "Does it hurt?"
You shook your head no. The injury to your head was relatively minor. Your arm, on the other hand, was sustaining a quite sizable gash from your collision with the car.
Aaron's eyes followed your gaze that had meandered towards the gauze covering your arm. "How many stitches?"
Reluctantly, you answered, "Seven."
You heard his sharp breath before he turned around to face Derek. "Where's the UnSub now?"
Derek jerked his head to the right, where you reckoned the UnSub was being treated for their own injuries from the crash. The words of protest died in your throat as Aaron began to saunter to the other end of the ER with Derek hot on his heels.
With the two men's departure, Emily was the only one who remained.
"Soâ" she smiled knowingly, leaning against the foot of your bed, "âyou and Hotch? When did that happen?"
You slammed your head back on the pillow, muffling your groan with your uninjured arm. "Shut up."
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could u do one where its readers birthday and matt has a bunch of surprises for her and like spoils her the whole day and its really fluffy and cute and then they go home after dinner and matt looks after her and they have like soft sex
Pure
Pairing: Matt Sturniolo X Female Reader
Synopsis: Matt showed Y/N just how much he loved her when he made her birthday extra special. Feeling overwhelmed by love, Y/N decides sheâs ready for more in the relationship.đș
Warningsâ ïž: SMUTTTTT, loss of virginity on both parts. Just some cute ass love makingđ„ș
I also combined this with this request : âcan you write a Matt smut where the reader and Matt are both virgins and they both have to figure out how to do it together (Matt and reader and dating in this) â
Song for the imagine: Can I Call You Rose?- The Sacred Souls
â ïžThis is an 18+ imagine, so minors do not interact, or do??â ïž
Can I call you rose?
Cause youâre sweet like a flower in blue
Can I call you rose?
Cause your fragrance takes over the room
A sunflower field, a clear blue sky and MattâŠ.this was all so beautiful. Running through the field as I let the wind brush through my hair. My fingers dancing along the flowers as Matt stood in front of me glancing back at me with a smile.
*KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK*
My brows furrowed and I stirred in my sleep
*KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK*
I jumped out of my bed and looked at the clock 8:00amâŠ.ughhh whoâs at my door this early on a Saturday morning.
I opened my bedroom door and walked towards my living room.
*KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK*
âIM COMINGGGGGâ I yelled a little annoyed at my slumber being interrupted
I opened the door with a sour face, messy hair and smeared mascara.
âY/N Y/L/Nâ the guy asked
âUmm yesâ I said squinting my eyes
âPerfect hereâs a delivery for you frommmm actually it doesnât say whoâ the guy said looking up from his screen
He bent over next to my door and handed me a large bouquet of red rosesâŠ.my favorite flowers
âWoahâŠthanksâ I said grabbing the bouquet and laughing
âYouâre welcome, you gave a good day now byeâ he said smiling and walking away
I kicked the door closed with my foot and put the bouquet down on the counter. Grabbing a vase for it and filling it with water.
I lifted them back up and looked at the tag, a smile growing on my face
âFor my lovely girl, Happy Birthday<3! Canât wait to see you later-Love Mattâ
My heart melted at thisâŠ.I was never given roses by any previous boyfriends, and to get a large bouquet of my favorite flowers with a note from Matt made me giddy inside.
I placed the flowers in the vase and decided to text Matt since I wasnât sure if he was awake or not.
To Mattđč
Good morning my love! I just received the flowersđ„č thank you sooo much I love youâ€ïž
From Mattđč
Good morning baby! Youâre very welcome. Anything for my gorgeous lady, especially on her birthday:)
To Mattđč
Youâre the bestđ«¶đœ coming over today??
From Mattđč
I have some things planned đ
To Mattđč
You creepđ âŠâŠ. Canât wait to see you thoughđ
From Mattđč
Iâm going to get ready now! Iâm taking you to breakfast Iâll be over in like 40 minutes â€ïž
To Mattđč
Okay my love! Drive safe and see you soonâŁïž
I showered, did some makeup, did my hair and got dressed all in 40 minutes, and at the 45 minute mark I heard a knock at my front door.
I opened the door for Matt and immediately smiled at him. Pulling him in by his arm and placing a kiss to his lips
âHappy birthday babyâ he said hugging me
âThank you my loveâ I said kissing his cheek and running to my room to grab a pair of shoes
I occasionally went home for my birthdays, but since making friends here I began to spend my birthdays with them.
But this year I decided to spend my birthday with Matt. Well it was more like his decision, but I didnât mind at all.
âOkay baby, where do you want to go?â He asked me as I locked my front door
âUhhh the diner by your house itâs my favoriteâ I said smiling at him
âTo the diner it isâ he said grabbing my hand
Matt had opened the passenger door for me as he always does and I hopped in. He headed towards the diner while we listened to music.
We sat for breakfast and talked the whole time.
âWhat do you have planned for today?â I asked him
âThatâs for me to know and you to find outâ he said winking
âOhh come on Mattâ I said rolling my eyes
âWell it wouldnât be a surprise if I told youâ he said taking a bite of his food
âJust tell me, and Iâll act surprised. Iâm a great actress you knowâ I said winking at him
âIâm sure you are, but noâ he said laughing
âFineeeeeâ I said throwing my head back
We had finished breakfast and got back in the car. Driving for what felt like forever.
âOkay for first pit stop isss probably the best pit stop weâll ever takeâ he said smiling at me
âIâm excited I canât waitâ I said clapping my hands together
Matt was driving for a good half and hour before he turned to me slightly
âI need you to close your eyes and open them when I tell you toâ he said
âOkayâ I said giggling
I had shut my eyes and I felt Matt park the car, he got out and came to my side helping me out of the car.
âMatt thereâs no noise where are you taking meâ I said laughing
âTo my underground lairâ he said
âStop being annoyingâ I said sucking my teeth
âJust waitâ he said pulling me further
Suddenly we stopped, and I felt him put me in front of him
âOkayyy now openâ he said letting go of my hand
âOh my godâ I said looking around
He had taken me to a field of rosesâŠ.the fact that he truly understood how much I loved these flowers made my heart warm.
âYou like it?â He said
âMatt of course I do, itâs so beautifulâ I said touching a rose and smiling
We walked through the field looking and smelling at the roses.
We stopped and Matt plucked two roses from the bush
âWe keep these two and let them dry out and then put them in a frame with a dateâ he said giving me one rose
âI like that ideaâ I said looking down at the rose
He put the rose in his sweater pocket
âI have something to give youâ he said looking at me
âMore?â I asked laughing
âOf course moreâ he said rolling his eyes
He took a small box out from his pants and my eyes widened
âMattâ I said looking at him
âI wanted to give you this promise ring to show that Iâm devoted to you forever and always. And one day this ring will become a wedding ringâ he said opening the box
âMatt you didnâtâ I said covering my mouth
âI didâ he said taking the ring out and putting it on my left ring finger
I looked at the ring and felt tears come to my eyes. I immediately kissed him and pulled away
âI have never ever had anyone love me as much as you do, and Iâm so grateful for you. I canât wait to spend the rest of my life with youâ I said letting some tears fall
âDonât cry my love, I love you so muchâ he said wiping a tear away and pecking my lips again
After a while of walking we headed back to the car and made our way to our next location.
My eyes kept falling on my ring, a gold band with a small diamond in it. A smile automatically creeping on my face
Matt took me shopping, he got me a new purse, a new pair of shoes, and a few outfits. Then we had lunch and we ended up on the pier walking and talking
âHaving a good timeâ he asked me
âA very good time, Iâm so thankful for you. This is the best birthday anyone could ask forâ I said as we walked with our hands interlocked
âYouâre welcome pretty girlâ he said kissing my hand and smiling at me
We sat on the beach as we watched the people walk by and the kids splash in the water.
âI donât know how those kids can get in the water itâs so coldâ I said laughing
âI knowâŠ.these kids are built differentâ he said laughing
âTell me about itâ I replied
âWhere do you want to do dinner?â He asked
âNo where, we can go back to my house, and we can make something together and watch a movieâ I said smiling at him
âAre you sure?â He asked me
âIâm positiveâ I replied laying my head on his shoulder
Matt had taken me to a bookstore and then to a bakery to pick out my birthday cake.
We headed back home and it was an hour driveâŠ.its LA Iâm not shocked.
We finally got back to my apartment. I gave my matt my keys to unlock the door since I wanted to bring my own bags in.
He opened the door and turned the lights on. I walked in after him and my jaw dropped
My apartment is covered in rose petals, more gifts on the counter, party streamers and balloons that said Happy 20th BirthdayâŠâŠ
âMatt? When the fuck did you do this?â I asked putting my bags down
âI left your key back home so Nick and Chris could come back to decorate for meâ he replied placing the cake in the fridge
âThey did this?â I replied cocking an eyebrow
âWellll I had to pay them 150 eachâ he replied laughing
âMmm a good dealâ I said laughing
âVery good dealâ he said coming up behind me and hugging me
âWaitttt what if I said I wanted to eat at a restaurantâ I said laughing
âWell either way you wouldâve come home to thisâ he said
âVery trueâ I replied turning around and kissing him
âLetâs see whatâs on the menuâ he replied heading over to the fridge
âAhhh pizza ingredientsâ he said taking the stuff out
âThey know me so wellâ I said laughing
Matt washed his hands and began to preheat the oven, and make the pizza for us while he watched me open the gifts
He got me a gift basket of all my favorite skin care and beauty items, then he got me my favorite perfume and some gift cards.
âMatt thank you so muchâ I said opening the last gift
âYouâre welcome babyâ he said putting the pizza in the oven
After unwrapping the last gift my eyes widened and my jaw dropped
âMatthew Bernardâ I said
âWhat baby?â He said laughing
I shook my head as I opened the Cartier box. He got me the necklace I had been dreaming of getting myself, but it was over $2,000 and I was saving up for it.
âMatt this is so expensiveâ I said looking up at him
âI worked for it okay, plus you never shut up about it, so I wanted to get it for youâ he said smiling at me
âI have no words to express how thankful I am right nowâ I said taking the necklace out of the box
âLet me help you put it onâ he said coming around the counter
I lifted my hair up as he helped put the necklace on for me.
I turned around on the stool to face him
âIt looks gorgeous on youâ he said smiling at me
âThank you so much Matt I love youâ I said pulling him in for a hug and a kiss
Matt and I had ate pizza and drank soda as we watched
Love and Basketball. My friend told me it was a cute romance movie, and it was a movie Iâve been wanting to watch so I figured today was the perfect time.
We had finished our dinner and cleaned up a bit before resuming the movie. Matt was leaning against the arm rest as I laid in between his legs with my back against his chest.
The movie was so cute at first. A friends to kinda lovers, but then it became an enemy to lovers. As they were both competing to be the best at basketball and one up another. However they were falling for each other at the same time without realizing it.
We were at the scene where it was post prom and they were outside by their windows talking to one another and realized they got into the same college.
Their feelings came out and they ended up making out on the grass, which then turned to them going to her room and you see a loss of innocence scene begin to play out.
I shifted my head a bitâŠ.this becoming a bit awkward since I was a virgin and this scene hit a bit close to home.
Iâm no idiot to sex, but Matt and I never had sex. We were together for a year and a half and we just never went more than making out and getting handsy.
We finished the movie that had one more scene like that, and I could tell the energy in the room changed between us.
We shut the tv off and decided to do the dishes.
âI really liked that movieâ Matt said
âYeah me too it was super cute, and I enjoyed the endingâ I said smiling at him
âMe too I was scared they werenât going to work out, but Iâm glad they didâ he replied
âSameâ I replied
The silence becoming painfully awkward
âSo ummm you know that one sceneâ I asked
âWhat scene?â He asked laughing and turning the water off
âThe one where sheâs clearly losing her virginityâ I asked getting shy
âUhh yeahâŠâ he replied furrowing his brows
âWell is it true? Like is that how it goes down?â I asked him
âUhhh I wouldnât knowâ he said drying his hands
âWouldnât know?â I asked cocking my head to the side
âWell yeah Y/N Iâm a virginâ he said smiling awkwardly
âWhat? Youâre a virgin?â I asked shocked
âAre you shocked?â He asked laughing
âI mean a little bit, you always seemed to know what weâre doingâ I replied
âI said I never had sex I didnât say I donât know how to kiss or touchâ he replied getting red in the face
âOhâŠ.rightâ I said swallowing thickly
âI know youâre a virginâ he said
âIsn't it painfully obvious?â I asked laughing
âI wouldnât say painfully, but yes itâs obviousâ he replied laughing
âHeyy not niceâ I said playfully pouting
âItâs okay weâre in the same boat hereâ he said laughing
âAwww virgin boy Mattâ I said poking him
âYouâre literally a virgin tooâ he said
âExactly why we can make fun of each otherâ I said laughing
âMmm I donât think it works like thatâ he said coming around the counter
âSureee sureâ I said laughing
Matt and I had gone to my room slipping on our pajamas and laying in the bed. He was scrolling on TikTok while I was reading a bookâŠ.
My mind couldnât get off of the topic of sex. I mean I wanted to know what Matt thought and how he felt. I hadnât realized I was shaking my leg till Matt grabbed my knee
âWhatâs wrong?â He asked laughing
âHuh? Nothings wrongâ I said looking up from my book
âSomething is wrong, you only shake your leg when youâre anxiousâ he replied
âIâm not anxious just thinkingâ I said shutting my book and placing it on the nightstand
âAbout??â He asked shutting his phone off and placing it on the other nightstand
âJust the movieâ I said avoiding eye contact
âA 90s movie got you anxious?â He said laughing
âWhat? Noâ I said rolling my eyes
âItâs just I was thinking about sex and how we never really talk about itâ I said looking at him
âIâm an open book what do you want to talk aboutâ he asked me
âWell, have you ever thought of sex with me?â I asked shyly
âI have usually when Iâm daydreaming in the shower or at nightâ he said giggling
âMattttâ I said laughing
âIâm sure youâve thought of meâ he said winking
Immediately my heart started racing and my cheeks flushed. I wasnât sure how he was so confident right now because I was shitting bricks.
Iâve spent many nights over the course of our relationship fantasizing about Matt and what heâd be like in bed. Picturing his sweaty body panting over me as he moaned out my nameâŠ.. or maybe nowâŠ. whimpering since heâs inexperienced
âI haveâ I said looking down
âAnd what have you thought about?â He asked
âIâm not telling you thatâ I said looking at him
âIâll go first then. I just think about you laying underneath me, moaning and sweating. Your cheeks flushed, your eyes screwed shut and your hair a messâ he said with hooded eyes
âMattâŠ.you canât say stuff like that and expect me not to have a reactionâ I said shaking my head
âIâm just being honestâ he said
âWhat ifâŠ.what if we have sex right nowâ I said fiddling with my hands
âRight now?â He asked shocked
âI mean might as wellâ I said shrugging my shoulders
âIâve never done this so I can't promise Iâll be any good or that Iâll last longâ he said scratching the back of his neck
âWell thatâs all right, for right now itâs the experienceâ I said
âOkayâŠyeahâŠ.yeahâ he said
âWell uhh you start itâ I said sitting there
âStart it?â He said laughing
âI donât know you make the first moveâ I said getting awkward
He leaned over and planted a kiss on my lips. His right hand caressing my cheek as we slowly began to make out. His lips moved down to my neck leaving sloppy kisses.
I grabbed his right hand and removed it from my face placing it on my boob. He firmly grabbed my breast, massaging and kneading as I moaned into the kiss
He got up and removed his shirt sitting on his heels, so I did the same. I sat on my heels in front of him and removed my shirt.
We were chest to chest and bare staring at one another. My hand caressed his jawline as it slowly ran down his neck and to his collarbone.
Leaning forward I placed a kiss on each side of his collarbone earning a sharp inhale from him. My hands run down his shoulders to his arms, and back up. Raking my nails up his arm and down his chest lightly. Goosebumps rising on his skin
I connected our lips in a heated kiss and slowly moved my lips down to his neck. Peppering kisses along the sensitive skin. Running my hands through his hair
âI love you Mattâ I said looking into his eyes
âI love you too Y/Nâ he said looking at my face
He kissed down my neck and to my collarbone area trailing kisses from my shoulders to my collarbones. His lips meet near the valley of my breasts.
âYou look so perfect like this, the necklace dazzling in the light while youâre bare in front of meâŠ.like a goddessâ he whispered ghosting his fingers over the necklace
âGod Matt you have such a way with wordsâ I whispered back and my chest rose and fell rapidly
He kissed the soft tissue of my breasts before moving his lips down and licking my nipples.
âOh my godâ I gasped out
Licking, sucking and swerving his tongue as he looked up at me.
âHow do you know how to do this?â I asked biting my bottom lip
âIâve done my researchâ he replied with a smirk
He always words things so weirdly I thought to myself
He came back up snaking his right hand to the back of my head before crashing our lips together once more. Our tongues fighting for dominance as our teeth clashed together
Matt leaned me back on my pillows as he slid my pajama bottoms off.
âIâm new to this so I need you to tell me what you likeâ he said looking at me
I nodded my head and he slid his hand from my knee to my clothed pussy. Running his thumb over my soaked underwear.
âMATTâ I gasped out as my thighs shut around his arm
âSo you like thatâ he said smiling
âYesâ I whispered
Matt hooked his hands in my underwear and helped me slide out of them. My arousal basically soaked through them.
He brought his hand back down as he used his middle and ring finger to slide my arousal around from my clit to my entrance causing me to gasp
âHoly shit Mattâ I moaned out looking down at him
âHave you ever fingered yourself before?â He asked
âI have, but your fingers are longer and thickerâ I said licking my lips
âThis might hurtâ he said in a whisper and I nodded
He rubbed my clit with his thumb before inserting his middle finger into me. Gasping loudly at the new burning stretch
âAm I hurting you?â He asked looking at me
âNoâ I said as my brows furrowed and my eyes shut
Matt slowly pumped his finger in and out of me, if I wasnât so turned on right now the sound of my arousal would have me embarrassed.
As his finger slid in and out I became more and more wet. Matt slid his ring finger in and I gripped the sheets harder.
âOh my godâ I moaned out
He rubbed my clit with his thumb as he pumped his fingers in and out of me.
âMatt matt matt please I need moreâ I moaned out looking at him
âOkay babyâ he said rubbing my thigh with his left hand
He removed his fingers from me and I whimpered at the loss of contact. I propped myself up on my elbows.
Matt removed his pajama bottoms and his boxers, and my
Mouth dropped at the sight. After a year and a half Iâm just now finding out that Matt is hung??
âWoah?â I said looking up at him
âWhat?â He said scared
âMatt your dick is hugeâ I said laughing and covering my mouth
âAlright enoughâ he said blushing and rolling his eyes
âIâm sorry Iâm sorryâ I said shaking my head
Matt put his fingers in his mouth to collect spit and spread it along his dick. My pussy clenching at the site of that.
âDo you always use spit?â I randomly blurted out
âUhh no usually lotion, but spit gets the job doneâ he said looking at me
âCarry on thenâ I said winking at him
He slowly spread the spit on his cock, stroking his dick effortlessly while looking down at me.
âLike I said I might not last a long time, so in advance Iâm sorryâ he said looking down
âMatt itâs alright plus now that I know your fingers make me shudder Iâm goodâ I said smiling at him
âRightâ he said chuckling
Matt leaned forward in between my legs slowly hiking them up. He was a bit shaky but I began to place my hands on his back as he lined himself up with my entrance
âGod Iâm so nervousâ he blurted out
âMatt just do itâ I said laughing
âSorry Iâm sorry you make me nervousâ he said looking at me
âI know when youâre all alone in your room youâre a little slut, so just do itâ I said laughing
âFine fineâ he said laughing a bit
Slowly he slid into me, my nails gripping onto him as my eyes screwed shut.
âFuck Mattâ I winced out
âToo muchâ he asked looking at me
âIt hurts but Iâll be okay just keep goingâ I said looking at him
Matt connected our lips as he pushed the rest of himself into me. Both gasping at the feeling as we locked eyes.
âYou can moveâ I said to him
He nodded his head and slowly rocked back and forth into me. His breathing already getting shaky as his hips moved faster
âFuck Y/Nâ he moaned out as his mouth fell open
âMatt you feel so goodâ I moaned out pulling him as close as humanly possible
Matt was panting in my ear as his hips snapped into me causing my nails to rake up and down his back.
Mattâs lips moving down my chest as he peppered kissed across my breast as his hips snapped into me.
âMatt baby Iâm so close alreadyâ I moaned out
I wasnât sure if it was because I was craving sex for so long, or if it was because Mattâs dick curved perfectly or if it was because Matt fucked goodâŠ.but all I know is I was about to cum so hard I just needed a little push
I brought my right hand up to Mattâs mouth
âSuck pleaseâ I said in a moan
Mattâs mouth opened his mouth and he sucked on my middle and ring finger, swirling his tongue around them while he held eye contact with meâŠ..like a slutâŠ
I pulled my fingers from his mouth and brought them down to my clit. Rubbing faster as he pounded into me.
âFuck fuck fuckâ I moaned out as I looked into Mattâs eyes
âIâm going to cum soonâ Matt said in a moan as his jaw fell slack
âMe tooâ I said hitting my lip
I rubbed faster and soon enough I began to clench around Matt, my body shuttering. My thighs began to shake as I held eye contact with Matt
My orgasm crashed over me so powerfully. My mouth fell open as I rubbed faster while Matt pounded into me.
Coming down from my high as I breathe in and out heavily.
âFuck Matt that felt so goodâ I moaned out as he slid out of me
He began to pump himself at a quick speed as his chest rose and fell rapidly.
âIâm going to cumâ he said looking down at me
Suddenly his lower abdomen contracted and his jaw fell slack as he looked at me
âOh my godddâ he moaned out as he painted my lower abdomen in his cum
Shutting his eyes and licking his lips as he came down from his high
Falling next to me and looking at me
âThat was amazingâ he said breathing heavily
âIt was and Iâm so grateful I did it with youâ I said looking over at him
âI love you so much Y/Nâ he said leaning over and kissing me
âI love you too Mattâ I said biting my bottom lip
âLets go showerâ he said sitting up
I got my bathtub running for a hot bubble bath, and Matt put the bed sheets to washâŠ
He joined me in the hot bubbles and we sat together talking about what just happened
âCan we do that againâ I asked him
âOf courseâ he said kissing me
âIâm talking about nowâ I said smiling at him
âNow? We still have your birthday cake in the fridgeâ he said laughing
âThe night is still youngâ I said
âYouâre an animalâ he said
âYou created thisâŠ.with that massive dick of yoursâ I said laughing
âAlright okayâ he said covering his face and blushing
âI love teasing youâ I said poking him
That night we had many many rounds, and no birthday cakeâŠ.We washed the sheets for nothingâŠ.
The End
Whewww this one was long, andddd it was my last request AHHHH. I hope you enjoyed itđ€đ€. Love you guys thođ„čđ€đ€
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Please write something with drivers praising female f1 driver during March because itâs womens history month. Anytime something bad happens to her on the grid sheâs like someone hitting her car âhow could they during womens history month đđ§â
INTERNATIONAL WOMENâS DAY
pairings: daniel ricciardo x driver!reader / lewis hamilton x driver!reader / sebastian vettel x driver!reader / small lando cameo
warnings: none?
authorâs note: I know itâs not the entire month, but I saw lewisâ post for Stephanie and I couldnât shake the thought of him making a special post for our gen z driver đ„ș I hope you like it, my darling!
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âHave you seen Danielâs new post on Insta?â Her performance coach asked her, scrolling through his own phone while they took a break.
Y/N shook her head, not having been on the social media app that day. âNo, why?â
âHe talks about you.â He grinned, handing his phone over to her with the post ready on the screen.
Daniel had updated his Instagram with a clip of an interview he had done, where heâs asked about which women in his life inspire him.
He starts off by speaking about his grandmothers and their move from Italy to Australia. Daniel also mentions his mother and the support she has given him.
âFrom an athletic point of view, thereâs 2 people that come to mind. My, uh, former colleague and friend, Y/N Y/L,â he laughed, âher entire story on how she came into Formula 1 is very inspiring and she has brought a lot of positive change into the sport,â
âBut sheâs also a great person and she always has something incredible to say,â Daniel teased his younger friend, âso, yeah, Y/N is definitely an inspiration to me.â
The woman had a soft smile on her face throughout watching the entire video, touched by Danielâs words.
She gave her coachâs phone back and grabbed her own from her bag, deciding to leave a comment under Danielâs post.
YourUsername I didnât even have to force you to say this đ thank you, Dan! đ
A mere hours later, she had seen multiple notifications of people tagging her in a post Lewis had made. She opened the app again and saw an entire post dedicated to her made by the World Champion himself.
lewishamilton Beside Stephanie, I also want to highlight the journey of @/yourusername. Iâve been privileged to watch her make history as the first female driver to stand on a F1 podium, to grab pole position and to win a Grand Prix. Y/N, thank you for all the work you do and continue to do. You use your platform well and I canât thank you enough for standing by me in the causes that I feel passionate about. Iâm excited to continue to follow your journey. Happy #InternationalWomensDay to you, thank you Y/N.
Y/N felt emotional reading Lewisâs message. She had idolized the driver ever since she was a little girl and to have him appreciate and acknowledge her hard work means the world to her.
YourUsername thank you so much, Lewis! đ€ not you making me cry on international womenâs day đ this should be illegal
â lewishamilton â€ïž
The official F1 Instagram account had also made a post dedicated to the female driver which had been reposted by several drivers on their Instagram stories like George, Carlos, Valtteri, Esteban and even Lando.
The McLaren driver had called her âmy goat đâ in his caption, something that had made her chuckle.
The best message she had gotten for the special day, came from none other than Sebastian Vettel.
It was a shock to her when the German send her a text message as she hadnât heard from him in a while, she figured he wanted the time for himself and his loved ones.
SEB VETTEL
Happy International Womenâs Day, Y/N! Congratulations on P2 in Bahrain, a great start to the season. I hope youâre doing well and that you had a good winter break!
Today I was reminded of the amazing journey youâve had since your karting days. I am honored that I have been able to watch you grow as a woman from so close. Iâm very proud of you and Iâll keep supporting you, even if Iâm not there as much anymore.
I hope you have a great day and I wish you the very best!
Big kiss! X
She send him a message back, thanking him for his beautiful words and asking him how heâs been doing. They send a few texts back and forth, updating each other on their lives.
Y/N also decided to pay a tribute on social media, posting several pictures of herself with the caption:
YourUsername happy international womenâs day to myself, cause Iâm the best woman I know â€ïžâđ„
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hi frienddd!! đ€ just checkin in and sending love! and leaving you with this gif for no reason at all.
FRIEND!!!! MY BESTIE!!! MY DARLING!!! I don't know how to better say this but can I kidnap you for a while??? As in, lock you in my home and there, we're going to eat soup together, and I'll listen to you all day talk about all sorts of things, and we'll watch your favorite shows together, and we'll laugh, and we'll be happy and at the end of the day I'm going to go to jail and you'll take care of yourself, eat well, sleep well, and poop well because this is the only life we have and we must not endure it but live, laugh, and enjoy every second of it! And when I'm out, let's meet again but this time in front of a sunset, share some thoughts, even just with silence. How about that?
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Hi!!! I really love your writing đ„ș Idk how this works so Idk if my request is alright so If it's ok for you to write it, I got this idea about Spencer turning into a player/manwhore after maeve died so he's not into y/n in the beginning but the others always joke about how she's totally in love with him and he doesn't believe until he starts to notice little things she does for him(like getting him coffee every morning, remembering everything he says) so he start to fall for her. Genre: smut with soft!Dom Spencer, dirty talk, degradation(please no daddy kink) (Sorry if it's to long, I read it's best for you if we give as much detail as possible so that's that) I'm going to identify myself with this emoji đ„ș when I read the fic or in my next requests, hope I gave you something to write with.
A/N: Thank you for the request and omg this plot has given me brain rot since you sent it in đ I accidentally made this a little angst-heavy for the first half but there's a very "happy ending" if you catch my drift. I hope you love it! â€ïž
Summary: Spencer Reid's heart is broken. But in healing himself in the arms of countless woman, he doesn't realise he's breaking yours.
Word count: 4.6k
Warnings: Hurt/Comfort, angst, oral (F receiving), fingering, P in V penetration, dirty talk, degradation of you squint a little, soft!Dom Spencer is incredibly soft.
My masterlist with all my other works is here, and my requests are open!
It had taken four whole months before someone on the team had confronted Spencer about his grief, his lack of sleep, his overall dreariness, and they were almost shocked that it wasnât you that did it. When Rossi had walked up to him, offering a story about his Uncle Sal in an attempt to get him to open up, or at least seek help, the others were on the other side of the glass, shooting looks over at you, quietly enquiring with their eyes about why it hadnâât been you to offer him that out.
But you had, youâd been trying. Youâd been following him around, taking him food every couple days to make sure he was eating, sticking around to make sure that he wasnât lonely. Youâd even cleaned up after him on the particularly hard days, where he didnât want to move from his bed and couldnât bring himself to go outside if there was no work, no one else to save. But you couldnât offer him more, because he already had all of you.
Youâd first realised that you were in love with Spencer Reid a few months after youâd joined the team. Youâd been bought on as a fresh set of eyes on a case that had a lot more to do with you then the rest of the team had been led to believe.
Your high school boyfriend had been the victim of a notorious highway murderer, and you yourself had been kidnapped by the unsub, put in hell for the following three days and escaped with your life only because of an earlier BAU team, including agents Hotchner and Rossi. When bodies had started turning up on the same stretch of highway, you needed to be involved or youâd never prove to yourself that you could do what they did to save you. That youâd be able to put your feelings aside and catch monsters.
Youâd found the man responsible of course, and in restraining yourself from putting a bullet in his brain, youâd found yourself a place on the team, and some peace for a time. And then Spencer happened.
You really should have known. You were always fond of the nerdy type, of men who had such deep interests that they forgot to pay attention to social queues, who had too many cute habits (like purposefully mismatching socks) that you couldnât help but find endearing. Youâd grown close quickly, with the man grateful that there was finally someone to listen to him ramble and not judge him, and you grateful that he also held himself back enough, listened closely and well to remember so many details about your conversations. You knew an eidetic memory helped, but it was the care in the small actions, like buying you the beanie baby you lost as a child but still mourned, that youâd mentioned in conversation a grand total of one time, that really solidly made you realise. You were in love with him and had dug yourself a hole that you werenât going to be able to climb out of anytime soon.
Youâd almost told him once. Convinced that if you just explained your feelings, heâd suddenly feel the same or realise that he felt the same way, too. Youâd opened your mouth to let the words run freely, but he beat you to it.
âIâve met someone, and sheâs totally brilliant and I think I might love her, and that must be an insane thing to say considering Iâve never even seen her face.â Youâd willed the broken pieces of your heart together as you forced a smile on your face, ready to listen to the man who owned your heart smile for another, live for another, breath for another.
When Maeve had ultimately passed away, you knew that youâd never be able to say those words to him. You werenât going to be the replacement for a dead woman, and you werenât going to push those feelings on him when he was grieving. But you loved him and he needed you, so you stayed.
On the nights where he was so angry with the world that his words were biting, on the days where he said almost nothing so trapped inside his brain, in the hours between dusk and dawn where there was no rest for him, wiping away the tears that fell silently and just being as near to him as he needed.
You had some experience in broken hearts, anyways. You might as well put it to good use.
âXâ
It had taken five whole months since Maeveâs death for the team to realise that Spencer was changing. He was still the same person intrinsically, ready to spring into a conversation about absolutely anything and everything that interested him at the drop of a hat, still debating with Penelope about which of them was smarter, still being teased in that playful way by Morgan. But there was a confidence to him now that was almost dangerous in the fact that it was uncharted territory for him.
Youâd noticed it first on one of your regular coffee runs. The two of your were so serious about your coffee tasting like anything but actual coffee that youâd bonded over the need for a sweet treat, and had been going for coffee before all of your office shifts almost since youâd started. You were glad to have him finally back by your side, making stupid jokes about how many philosophers it would take to change a lightbulb, and actually smiling and laughing with you that you almost didnât notice anything amiss.
But when the barista who took his order carefully slipped him her number - something sheâd been doing for the whole six months youâd been frequenting that cafe - for once, he hadnât thrown it away. Heâd taken a lingering look at the digits inked neatly into the napkin and quietly slipped it into his pocket. You were confused to say the least, but since that night of your almost confession, there had been a boundary between you two in that sense.
It was almost as if, if you didnât ask questions about Spencerâs love life, it was like he wasnât out there, being in love. With Maeve it had worked fine because heâd never met her, and honestly, until youâd started trying to save her he hadnât brought her up a lot. But now, you were too afraid to break your own heart again to check up on him, deciding to let it go for your own well-being.
The others had noticed soon enough. Comments about a pep in his step, his flirtacious manner with some of the female witnesses. Heâd gained a few claps on the back from Morgan after closed off conversations that you had decided you were thankful not to have heard.
Because if you never saw or heard what Reid was doing, and apparently doing with multiple women, multiple times a week, then it couldnât hurt you anymore than you were already hurting now.
âXâ
It took seven months from Maeveâs death to realise that you were only fooling yourself this entire time.
Despite his new-found release, the therapy heâd found in the beds of women whose names he never learnt, there was one thing that you could still rely on with Reid, and that was your Friday night Star Trek watch-along.
Youâd mentioned once a few weeks into your job that youâd never seen it before, and heâd had this absolutely starry-eyed look on his face in bewilderment, that when heâd half-heartedly suggested you watch it together, youâd leapt at the chance. Since there was so much of it, here you were over a year later, still keeping to that Friday night ritual. Youâd watched it together in motels in the middle of nowhere, youâd watched it together over the Christmas holidays, youâd watched it together in the days directly after Maeveâs death, and tonight was supposed to be no different.
You pulled up to his apartment and knocked on the door, and when you couldnât immediately hear him shout to âcome inâ from his kitchen as he was preparing the popcorn, you knew that something was wrong. His door was always unlocked, and he laughed at your habit of knocking on the door, insisting that you could just walk in anytime you needed.
Now that you needed to, your hand seemed heavier than ever. You gripped the cold metal of the handle, knowing exactly what you would find on the other side of the door, but still wanting to live in the clear denial of it. You prayed it was something else keeping him distracted.
You let yourself in and were welcomed with the sight that shattered your heart for the final time. There were clothes scattered across the floor, male and female. Shoes discarded in the heat of the moment. You didnât want your eyes to follow, but your feet werenât listening as they walked you to the bedroom door, thrust wide open, and you saw him there finally.
âShit, Y/N, what are you doing here?â he scrambled to pull his clothes back on, to cover whatever woman it was underneath him that day, to make sure you didnât see anymore of the image that would be burned into the back of your brain for the rest of your life.
You couldnât say anything. You knew that he had been doing this, doing it to cope, doing it to move on, doing it to feel a sense of intimacy after he didnât get that with Maeve. But here was the irrefutable proof that heâd never even looked at you with an ounce of the feeling you had for him. You held up the bag of snacks you usually bought to your Trek marathons as a response, the tears filling up your eyes rendering you mute as you finally tore yourself out of the room.
âOh god, itâs Friday. I didnât realiseâŠ. Iâm sorry, can we do a raincheck, Y/N?â He guided you further out of the room, placing a hand to the small of your back to help move you along. Something in you snapped then and you recoiled from his touch, whipping your head up to him and just staring at him with all the defiance you could muster. He had broken your heart, you werenât going to let him dismiss you that quickly.
âY/N, why are you crying? Whatâs wrong, what happened? Tell me and Iâll do everything I can to fix it.â He finished his words, and made to wipe the tears from your face, but you slapped his hands away from you before he could make contact.
âDonât⊠just donât touch me, Spencer.â Those were the only words you could offer in explanation before you turned on your heel and ran straight out of his apartment for the last time.
âXâ
It took one month from you storming out of his apartment for Spencer to realise that he hadnât dreamt of Maeve in the same amount of time. Where his dreams had been full of her asking him to dance, they were now full of you recoiling from his touch, refusing to speak to him outside of your professional work, withdrawing into yourself and crying. The worst ones were the ones where you were crying because he tried desperately to hold you, to wipe the kisses away, but everytime he tried you moved further and further from his reach.
It had been a month of you ignoring him, and he still didnât know what went wrong. Yes, youâd caught him in bed with a girl, but you knew he was doing that. Youâd known from the start, and heâd known that youâd known, so surely it wasn't just that.
Morgan wasnât helping him on that front either. Heâd explained the awkward run-in in his apartment, desperate for some answers and received some pretty curt replies.
âPretty boy, if you donât realise what you did wrong, then thereâs nothing Iâm going to do to help you. Youâre on your own until then.â Heâd refused to talk about it anymore.
Heâd thought a few times about talking to the girls on the team, but youâd been partnered with JJ for the last month on cases to avoid him, and there was a bond there between the two of you that he didnât want to overstep.
It was in this confusion that Rossi found him again, taking pity on the boy wandering around like a lost puppy in the absence of your friendship.
âKid, what is up with you again recently?â
âY/N has been avoiding me, and I donât know why. Derek said it was my fault because she⊠well she walked in on something that Iâd rather she hadnât, you know, and I donât know why she still wonât talk to me because itâs been a month.â He rambled out, thankful that someone was finally hearing him out.
âIf Iâm understanding your insinuation here, I think I know what the problem is.â Rossi sat back, choosing his words carefully, so as not to startle the younger man. But he was so worked up all over you, missing your voice, your touch, your company, and just wanting you back in whatever way he could get you that he jumped at the very suggestion of answers.
âThen please, tell me, Iâm begging you. Iâve been tearing my hair out trying to figure out what it is and I just miss her so much that it hurts.â
âSpencer, you know I usually donât get involved in the personal lives of my coworkers, but just listen to me now, nice and calmly - and dont try to interrupt me or say a word. I know what Iâm talking about, okay?â He gave a quick nod of his head, waiting with baited breath for Rossi to continue.
âThe girl is in love with you. Head over heels, in fact, and has been for quite some time. And she was holding it together real nice until you decided to become this casanova and now she is heartbroken,â Spencer looked like he was about to interrupt, to spew out that that couldnât possibly be the case, but Rossi silenced him with a look. âIf you donât believe me, you use that memory of yours and you do what you do best. Think about it.â
âXâ
For the next three months, that was all Spencer did. He thought about every interaction youâd ever had. The blush on your cheeks when heâd introduced himself for the first time (and refused to shake your hand). The countless nights spent curled up on opposite sides of his couch, laughing and crying together at silly sci-fi shows. The way youâd thrown yourself into his arms after a particularly gruelling case, buried your head in his chest instead of anyone else's. The day youâd finally confessed your past to him, how heâd felt your heart beating as he held a finger to your pulse, hand gently holding yours waiting for you to finish describing the time youâd stared death in the face.
Youâd noticed the change, but you wouldnât let yourself acknowledge it fully. Noticed how heâd shoot you lingering glances from across the room, how heâd look like he had something to say when you announced you were leaving for the night. How heâd ask everyone together what their friday night plans were just to hear you admit that you were going home alone in the company of the rest of the team.
Youâd noticed, and god had it given you a spark of hope that you wished would die quickly. Youâd noticed, and so you werenât as surprised when he turned up on your doorstep four months after youâd last talked to him, on another friday evening.
âWhat are you doing here?â you greeted him, the words coming out colder than you wanted them to seem, inwardly cursing yourself for letting your emotions get the better of you.
âDonât make me leave, please, I just have something to ask and Iâll leave you alone.â
âSpencer, itâs been a long day, and I just want to go to bed so-â
âDo you still love me?â His words cut you off and your heart all but stopped. Your tongue grew heavy, and the inside of your mouth tasted acidic, knowing that you werenât going to be able to fully stomach whatever conversation was coming.
âExcuse me?â you spluttered out eventually.
âThree months ago, Rossi said that you were in love with me, and I need to know that if that was the case, are you still in love with me now?â You expected some cold curious look to be gracing his face, but you looked up to see his eyes perfectly trained on your own, his mouth set in a line, a look of stony determination set on his face.
âIf I say yes, what difference does that make?â you tried not to spit out the words, but you had no control over the venom in your heart.
âIf you say yes, then I am going to kiss you, and then I am going to spend every last day I have on the planet making up for being an idiot for the last two years.â Your breath caught in your throat, and, not for the first time in front of Spencer Reid, you were stunned into silence.
âSo, what is your answer?â He looked down at you again, and you started to see the cracks in his stony facade, started to see through to the man who desperately wanted you to say yes, to scream it at him.
The word hadnât even fully formed on your tongue before he was crashing down into you, his mouth pleading for forgiveness and wrapping you up in him. He grabbed you and pulled you back into your apartment, whispering into each of your kisses.
âIâm sorry, Iâm so so sorry.â The two of you stumbled into the space, but he never moved his hands from the sides of your face, cupping your cheeks gently as his lips brushed against yours again and again.
Your legs gave way beneath you by the time youâd reached the open space of your living room, but instead of catching you, he fell to his knees with you, content for the two of you to just sit there together in each other's embrace.
âYouâve loved me this entire time, and I was too stupid to realise that youâre everything I need.â He kissed your mouth, your jaw, your neck, moving his hands from your face to your waist, pulling you in deep again as you desperately pulled away in search of breath. That only toppled you further to the ground, and he came down on top of you again as well, one hand coming up to cup the back of your head so you didnât hurt yourself.
And you kissed him back just as fervently when your breath returned, listening to every apology and forgiving him with every touch. His kisses said âIâm sorry,â and yours said âI know,â and that was all the communication you needed for now.
He pulled your shirt over your head eventually, and your skin met the cold tile of the floor, a shiver running up your spine causing you to buck your hips up into his. He hissed at the contact and pushed his bodyweight down further into yours, his legs slotting perfectly between your splayed ones now.
âIt took me too long to realise, and it has taken me too long to act on the knowledge, but I am not going to let you go again, do you understand?â he pushed his lips into yours again before you could respond, and you clawed into his shoulders as he started grinding down into your body. His hand trailed up your waist to your breasts, pulling them free from the constraints of your bra, as he let his tongue slide down from your neck to your chest.
âI need to hear you say it baby, need you to say you understand, can you do that for me?â Your body burned under his attention, back arching desperately for more contact as his tongue swirled your nipple into his mouth, gasping breaths loud enough to fill the empty air of your apartment. His stiff cock was firmly pressing against your core now, barely clothed in the pajamas youâd pulled on before his arrival.
âSpencer, yes, I need you, I need you right now, please,â grabbed at either side of his face and pulled him back up so he was face to face with you. You initiated the kiss this time, and you could feel your heart soar at the tender kiss he met you with, thankful for the reciprocation.
âNot yet, baby, not yet, okay?â he whispered in your ear, trailing his hands down to your centre and slipping his hand under your clothes. âSo fucking wet for me, baby. Just for me, right, baby?â His fingers found your clit, and he started rolling it between his fingers. He worked slowly enough to drive you insane, but giving you just enough relief that you couldnât complain.
âYes, Spencer, yes, yes itâs all for you. Only for you,â you managed to gasp out. He shifted his hand after a few minutes, still pressing love bites down your chest, claiming you as his in the most animalistic way possible. He spread the wetness that pooled at your core around, making sure that his fingers were coated in you before pushing a single digit into your aching hole, thumb continuing to draw circles around your bundle of nerves.
âThatâs my little slut, so desperate for me, so needy for me.â His words shot through you, and you started thrusting your hips up desperate for more friction with his hand. He roughly pushed you back down, pinning you under him with his free hand.
âNo, baby, Iâm in charge here. You sit back and relax and let me make you feel good,okay?â His words soothed you, the growing heat in the pit of your stomach fizzing in anticipation. His kisses dropped lower and lower, until he was finally pulling off your remaining clothing and replacing his thumb with his lips.
âFuck Spencer, if you keep doing that, Iâm going to-â another sharp intake as he pumped a second finger in and out of you.
âGoing to what, baby? Use your words?â
âIâm going to cum, Spencer please, Iâm going to cum, Iâm going to cum.,,â you rode out your high with his face stuffed between your legs still, swallowing your loud moans for fear of the entire neighbourhood knowing just how obsessed you were with this man.
âYou did so good for me, baby, so good. I love you so much, okay? Iâm going to take care of you from now on, okay?â He began pressing kisses to your mouth again, and you could taste yourself against him now.
âI need you so badly, baby, are you going to let me have you?â He started pulling off his own clothing now, removing his shirt and tie, but never once leaving your embrace for too long.
âI love you so much, baby. Iâm sorry for not realising before, but I realise now. I was so terrible to you after Maeve, and god, even before she died I was using you as a therapist to talk through my thoughts and fears, but I was too dense to even realise that I was only in love with Maeve because she was safe. I couldnât meet her, couldnât touch her, didnât have the chance to ruin anything I had with her. I couldn't realise that she wasnât you, that she wasnât going to feel like you do in my arms. And maybe some part of me loved her, but we were using each other, and I was using her to avoid confronting how I felt about you.â
âAnd how I feel for you is different. I am obsessed with you, Y/N. I am so madly in love with you that the last four months have felt like hell. I could have emptied myself of all the blood in my body and still my heart would be beating for you. Do you understand?â
You answered in a chaste kiss on his lips, sweet and quick, but as much as you could muster without driving yourself to the brink of insanity getting yourself high on his touch.
âUse your words, baby. Tell me what you want now, okay?â Heâd unbuttoned his pants shortly after that and you stared transfixed at the head of his cock poking up and out of them, desperate to see it, touch it, taste it.
âI need you inside of me, Spence, please,â you cried out, tears welling in your eyes at the tender contact, the confession. All the emotions youâd been burying for the last four months bubbling to the surface, dancing around your head as he made you dizzy with desire.
âYouâre so perfect, Y/N. I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,â with the last of his clothing removed he was finally free, taking his heavy,aching cock in his hand and lining himself up with you. With a single thrust, and another confession of love, he gave you what you wanted so much.
âYou wanted me like this, baby? So desperate to have my cock inside you?â he plagued you with questions as you adjusted to his size, watching your face for any discomfort as you mumbled out yes after yes.
âMe too, baby. I wanted you just like this, wanted you so desperate and dripping for me that I could slide right in, wanted you like this for me and only me.â He began thrusting then, slowly pumping his cock into you, heavy with each return, the sound of skin slapping against skin joining the ensemble of your moans.
âI love you,â he said again, and with each thrust of his hips, and you responded in kind, matching his thrusts with your own and pressing a kiss into the skin of his shoulders. You were so desperate and needy, so starved of touch and starved of one another that neither of you lasted long. Your bodies were so in sync that as soon as heâd pushed you over the edge for a second time, you could feel him spill himself inside you, filling you completely.
He rolled off you, but didnât leave you there, picking you up and carrying you to the bedroom. He cleaned you up as much as possible, then folded you back into his arms, holding you again so tenderly that you let the tears flow down your cheeks for a final time.
It was Friday night, and he was here, and he loved you. You werenât going to let him go again.
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