#this job is in my field of study!!

[ohitslen]

College (uni??) AU catering to my own interests as it should always be hehe :)

#projecting my major on Vash because them mfs who have changed from the med field majors to that one have some tragic things to tell #and also because I think that Vash would be such a wonderful designer I don’t know why it’s a gut feeling #Nai the law major because of course he would have you seen the guy #he would be a personal injury lawyer because lore #fun fact Nai rested for a semester after the incident with Vash while Vash took two.He never told Nai he would be changing majors #so it was a big big shock for him. they fought again but yk I’ll explain more on that if anyone is interested #as to Kni and WW I thought it’d be funny if they shared a common subject that required a lot of team assignments #and they can NEVER work out together. being an absolute nightmare to the rest of their group #separately they are great to work with. even if Kni can come off as too bossy sometimes he is actually a great leader #and WW would always deliver things on time exactly as it was asked from him #but Kni and WW just never really matched. Kni was too rude at times when WW made a mistake and WW would always clock him if he passed a line #like insulting his reasons for wanting to study security #one day Kni tells him at the beginning of a new semester where they both have unfortunately landed on a shared subject again #“you are not suited for that sort of job Wolfwood. you should simply give up and why don’t you go play role model to your little kids’’ #then WW beats him again and then is like hey yk what you’re kinda right. and changed majors and he feels so much more at home studying #education/teaching than security. he fucking hates some things but the end goal makes it worthy #Trigun Uni! AU #because I don’t know how differently a college and a uni work #trigun #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun stampede #vashwood #trigun fanart #wolfwood #vash #Nai saverem #millions knives #lenssi draws #pen!

[hellsite-detective]

Hii, I'm very excited to hear about your job! Is it working towards a dream job or an at-the-momenter if that makes sense?

I have a request for a lost post please - I came across it on youtube shorts, and I tried to search for the username and for the post and no luck. Here's the whole video I saw it on incase that might be more useful than a screenshot.

I'll try to attach the link but tumblr is funny about it so it might not appear it seems: https://www.youtube.com/shorts/B5oiZXg2hkY

Thank you!!

i'd like to start by saying thank you! this isn't necessarily my dream job, honestly my dream is to get my book series finished and published, but this is a great first step to living on my own and that's great!

but let's get down to business...

finally comin' back to my office after bein' away on holiday. feelin' well rested, and ready to work, i cracked open my inbox to see what requests i had. i decided to start with this one. for no particular reason, but i had to start somewhere. takin' a look at the information, i decided this was gonna be an easy jumpin' off point, and i was right. i went do the Search Bar to meet with Google for the first time in a week. things had certainly changed here. clearly it had undergone some renovations, and the whole place felt much more hip than before...

"Aye! If it isn't my ol' pal Miss Detective! Where you been? Place has been lonely without ya!"

i've been away on holiday, "pal," but i'm back on the case.

"Great to hear it! What can I do ya for?"

i explained my plight to the big mob boss at the table, askin' for "tumblr hugstyles why couldn't i be born with an older brother" and was handed the post i was lookin' for instantly. i thanked Google for their time and left the bar to file it away...

here you are! the first job back after my hiatus! gotta say, it feels good to be back servin' the great citizens of Tumblr. have a great day!

Post Case: Closed

#hellsite detective is back on duty baby!!! #on top of getting a job i also spend my time collecting a ton of manga #and also starting some new series!! #all yuri obviously #what kind of lesbian would i be if i didn't read a ton of yuri #either way my obsession with wataoshi has built into what is only comparable to a field of study #lead to me being dubbed by some as the real life rae taylor but alas #ask #hellsite detective #post case closed

[dailycupofcreativitea]

This is a shameless pitch for my field of work but if you like biology and you like coding...consider bioinformatics as a career  👀  Especially if you live in the US, as it's well-known for its bionformatics scene.

#musings #bioinformatics #stem #computer science #python #biology #i was just thinking about how not a lot of people know that a career like bioinformatics exists #hence my little post #most people i tell my job too just look at me confused like they didnt realize you could mix these fields #and a lot of people studying biology forget about how important it is to have a quantitative skill like math or computer science or physics #simply because the programs dont teach those skills #to do any sort of custom data analysis its important to have quantitative skills #and if you're passionate about genomics especially...and dna and the genome...then this may be the field for you! #good money especially in the states #of course a graduate degree is needed #masters minimum phd preferred #i have a masters

[jascurka]

I did this little video as an assignment for one of my classes a year ago. The teacher really said "ok you do a 30 second animation to a poem of your choice, don't forget to make a storyboard good luck" and then never taught us anything useful.

Done in Krita Music: Hexsystem - Revelation

#my art #animation #animatic #rough animatic #visual art #the music I used wasn't originally from hexsystem but I changed it cause I thought it would fit better #I am not an animation student though and had no Idea what I was doing #I kinda wish I could study animation like a main thing but I would never get a normal job in the field in poland I suppose

[bandzboy]

it’s becoming more and more apparent that governments don’t care about young people or genuinely don’t have them in mind when they make decisions when it comes to anything but then demonize young people for speaking up injustices and how mistreated they are… make no mistake they hate this younger generation for standing for something and being tired and how we don’t wanna suffer in silence like most of our parents and grandparents did! we are fed up and we just want change and they how powerful we can be if we stick together it’s just becoming so clear but jokes on them we won’t stop any time soon

#i’ve had this on my mind since my country’s elections #instead of building a better future for younger generations #you just want to make our lives more miserable so we don’t have hope for the future #i am hopeless tired and exhausted i log on social media every day #to see tragedy people asking others for donations bc they can’t afford food #or their rent #seeing genocides and people dying #people my age who can’t get a job on the fields they studied #and etc etc #i could be here listing all the bad things i see every day #i just want a better future for us #and for that we need the present to be better #some of us can’t take it anymore it’s impossible to not be anxious about the future #when our current present is so miserable #that’s all i have to say #tris.txt

[your--isgayrights]

i was trying to find notes i have about like a different project and ran into some comics? notes? from before the recentest update of wall fic lmao. Idk if i posted them before? so :

^ YSA and KDJ on break at the start of 4.3

^ then I think I had to draw this to psych myself up to write the scene at the end of 4.3

#Looking in this journal is a bit funny bc I forgot drawing was a big part of my creative process for a while i don't do it a lot these days #Sigh I am supposed to get jobs in my field of study and apply to grad schools or something but honestly i just kinda want to get out of #undergrad alive and make enough money to live with my friends and have time to draw and write and pursue my interests... #... which i haven't had for a solid portion of this year haha... #wall fic #orv

[theygender]

I may be considering the crime of... Getting a business degree 🤢

#i Like my new job where i get to play in excel all day and i also like having financial security for the first time in my adult life #i was originally thinking about switching my major to sociology bc its another area that im interested in #but my mom may have talked me into considering a business degree as an option since sociology isnt a great fallback option... #the thought of majoring in business makes me gag tbh. but i mean... i DO like data analysis and there IS a masters for data analysis #and the bachelors degree in information systems would teach me new things about computers which might be cool #and they have an international business program that links in advanced study of foreign languages and cultures #and theres even a certificate program for sustainability that includes direct work with grassroots programs #AND all of this is intentionally made to be accessible to people who are already in the work field so i wouldnt need to quit my job... #...all of this plus a sociology minor (or double major if i can pull it off) is starting to look pretty good actually #BUT... can i withstand the pain of spending the next few years in classrooms full of business majors 🤔 #real talk tho i was wanting to use my social work degree to go into policy anyways which could mean government OR corporate #...if i get a business major i could potentially speedrun the process of getting into corporate policy to make a difference that way #and my sociology minor (or major) would still support that #fuckin. trojan horse the companies i guess #i am rotating the idea in my mind with the emotional state of that gif of someone trying kombucha for the first time #rambling

[stupid-dyke]

I can tell i am now experienceing actual real sleep deprivation and not just the omnipresent idiopathic hypersomnia fake sleepiness that my stupid lying body never shuts up about. I can tell because I am fallijng asleep in class regardless if I take my medication and I feel like everything is so, incredibly stupid and horrible, and everyone giving me homework or telling me to do anything is attacking me. And I can;t hold a conversation. And people are noticing my strange manner and pointing out that I seem wrong. And yet here we are AGAIN I have AGAIN stayed up late AND not gotten any work done. And on top of that I broke my fucking glasses tonight because I left them sitting on my fucking bed. And I'm freaking my parents out by crying over the phone and also I think I actually injured my shoulder last week its been hurting for four days now. and I'm so sad and mad at myself for not sleeping and not working but I can't work because I havent slept and I cant sleep because I havent worked. And every single time I get in a bad time like this my dad worries im going to die because i was suicidal for like a week in 2019 and then he gets mad at me for worrying him and I feel so so so guilty. Im so so sad.

#and I dont want to fuckign sleep even though i really need to and I spend every fucking seconf of every fucking day being sleepy #because even when I get enough sleep im still FUCKING sleepy so what is the FUCKING point. Why not just NOT FUCKING SLEEP. #Im so fucking sick of myself and my body and my pain and my stupidity. #AND ITS SO STUPID BECAUSE HERE I AM MISSING ALL MY ASSIGNMENTS SCARING MY FAMILY WEIRDING OUT OTHER STUDENTS AND MAKING MY PROFS HATE ME #BECAUSE IM FUCKING SLEEPY. stupidest fucking sounding reason on earth to have a fucking crisis. #no one ever hears me say im sleepy and thinks oh thats really serious i really want to help you now its literally just annoying to ppl #haha wait til you have kids or get older or a full time job ha ha #cool I am fuckign terrified of the future because I know how mad everyone gets at me when im too disabled to do what im supposed to #and I know its going to get to a point where I can't and there will probably be no one left to help me. I'm almost certainly going to outli #outlive my parents and my sister and even if i ever get married ill probably also get divorced so I'll be all alone #friendships aren't safe becuase you can love someone so much for 5 years and she just tells you one day she doesn't want to be burdened #by you anymore and you never hear from her again #its a dark scary fucking world and you want me to be passionate about a field of study or something?? jesus christ can you all just fuck of #I dont want to go to grad school i dont want to work i dont want to live alone i dont want to live with my parents forever #my head hurts so much goodnight guys sorry for ranting its literally fine im literally just really sleepy sorry for being melodramatic

[pinkeoni]

I got rejected from a job but I’m actually really happy because I really didn’t want a retail job anyways, and now I feel strangely invigorated by it

#but on the flipside… i wont be making my own money #this is what a bfa gets you kids #but now i think im gonna focus on building my actual portfolio site and looking for jobs in my actual field of study #man does this mean i have to look for jobs in ********* #<- censoring so no one knows where i live #and i used the incorrect amount of letters anyway so dont even try #personal #🪶

[torchickentacos]

woooo ok well time to stop looking at furthering education options for right now. It's just overwhelming. I have genuinely zero direction right now so I can't narrow down the most useful degree when I don't even know what I'd be putting it towards. 4-year is very much expected of me, so I need to find SOMETHING, but I'm really coming up empty right now. Sigh. Just kind of complaining. I know this is THE MOST NORMAL FEELING EVER for being my age, but that doesn't make it any easier.

#long tags. i'm just talkin' and spiralin'. as you do over these things. #like. ok I took cultural geography and ADORED it #I love the sociology aspect of it #but a sociology degree wouldn't be good for me because I couldn't work in that field #I love the demographic/statistical/methodological aspect of it #but that requires math which is the number one thing I CAN'T do #the other side is the more social work based things that are like. ok how and why does xyz problem form in xyz communities or locations #and how can we fix it #everything gets to me and i'd get REALLY fucking sad really quickly in a social work sort of setting #and like i've BEEN the kid with 5 social workers and it's not an environment I would ever go back into. even on the other side of it #so i can't do the logical aspect of it and i can't do the more human based aspect of it #I know an english degree would be something I could do. my aunt and grandmother have one #and it's a wide enough net that I can use it for a lot of career paths. it leaves options wide open #and there's cultural studies within that that would connect to the sociological things I like studying #minus the more math prominent aspects of it #and once I DO find a job i need to make sure it's one i can physically do with my EDS POTS MCAS bullshittery #which is a WHOLE ASS OTHER THING #but i don't need this all figured out on a random monday evening #this is without me worrying about housing and employment during school and being able to handle it all with the adhd demons #bc sometimes two courses online is too much for me bc ADHD and pots brain fog. bc tldr i never have enough oxygeon or blood in my brain #which makes thinking difficult #and just. AUGH i do not need to figure it out right now!!!!!!!!!!!!1 #this has STOPPED BEING USEFUL #only posting this bc i know other people feel the same sort of 'lost' otherwise i'd save it for my therapist #but this is tumblr so like i can just say shit here. if you think it's annoying you can leave ily but this is my house

[gatogotica]

#this is about my job #like not the realization I’ve been having a manic episode since February #and chose my current job out of DELUSION bitch I swear #I hate it I hate it I hate ITTTTT #I literally daydream about how I’m gonna quit #at the moment I’m thinking about telling them I’m pregnant bc it’s a physical job #I’m scarred from terrible retail management and them trying to gaslight me into staying bc my reason to quit isn’t bulletproof enough ig #my bipolar was like let’s just suddenly derail our career path to do this random terrible job for no reason #everyone was so confused when I took this job too because I was literally doing a job in my field of study before this #bipolar is insane. #bipolar disorder #bipolar #mania #hypomania #bipolar 2 #my post

[catspouse]

why is there tumblr drama about that play i want to have sex with

#antigone #literally i study this play #like as apart of my degree i have written 2 papers on it #and have read parts of it in greek #so its fucking wack to see like #random 15-20somethings commenting on my blorbo play #like imagine you're a fucking physicist and all of the tumblrinas start going to war over the fucking theory of relativity #and its super weird to hear from people who havent like #closeread it word by word #like u dont understand the sadness dripping from this play???? the absolute woe of it all???? #like of course you dont #this is my job not yours #but still fucking whack as fuck #as it generally is to see quote Normal People talk about classics #because it is a very intense field #and we look at everything with such care and defail #like i have several poems memorized and such #and have read papers discussing two words exactly of catullus #and normal people arent like that #dont analyze media like that #because it's ridiculous if you're not trying to deconstruct everything #so its fucking wild #anyway #antigone sweep #her uncle is so fucking hot #her uncle is also her granduncle #poor girl #her screams should never die

[deancaskiss]

just completed my first surgery at the clinic I’ll be working at when I graduate!! it was a neuter on a cute puppy!! and this was my first surgery ever where the doctor who was guiding me didn’t scrub in with me, she just stood on the other side of the table and watched and it went perfectly and I’m so happy!! first official surgery at my future clinic was a success :)))

#oliver talks #the last few days I’ve been drowning in studying and contemplating why I even chose this field #doing the neuter today was a reminder! like! oh! this is why I want to be a vet! #and I’ve met some really wonderful clients today who have congratulated me on joining the clinic as a future doctor! #every time i struggle with studying and wonder if im meant to be here… these lil moments remind me why im doing this #it’s so so worth it #I freaking love my job and I love this clinic and I can’t wait to be a doctor here!

[vote2]

switch to history major yes/no

#cons: spent money on bio stuff already so thats a waste -_- uhm sunk cost fallacy. uhm idk ill teach hs history or work in #an office i just cannot do stem im sorry i was made to write non-research essays and present stuff. sigh #evil stem students etc like. whatever im stressed its week four. i should kms #just like. i love bio but only the bio classws not like physics and chem and calc etc. i have to take ochem in a year or so. idk what #dipoles are or how to read a lewis chart #so like im passionate abt the subject but only the surface level stuff yknow now mechanisms beyond that. genetics was hell evil course #and i dont want an environmental science degree cause then youre locked into mostly consulting or gis stuff which #no way. augh let me teach hs historyand then get a phd in some hyper specifically field and then get some tenor job in fourty years idk #like i do think history is an easy subject literature too. to me like the same way i never needed to study ecology cause #you dont actually learn anything yiu just know facts and concepts not like equations. like fake learning. #augh whateverrr i will simply rot i dont think id be able to finish this degree between working and taking more than 12 hours a semester #like. its a lot -_- i feel bad complanjng cause my dad graduated taking twenty hours and working over full time 😭 but also #it was like thr 90s so not much else to do if #ig*. #el oh el whateverrrr ill figure it iut mwah. for rn i gotta finish my chem hw then shower

[wrenhavenriver]

.

#i submitted an application to go back to school god help me 😬 #i already have a bachelor's so thankfully the general studies requirements for this one should be waived #but. i want to work with Birbs or animals in general or maybe in conservation #and the jobs in those areas that pay Livable Wages seem to require a bachelor's at minimum in a scientific field #and my local university has a biology program that doesn't require a million hours of chemistry and calculus #which has always been my barrier before #plus there are really cool options for minors and a professor who does a lot of field work with birbs! #i hope they accept me #i've taken classes there before and gotten mostly A's and been liked by my professors so i think my odds are pretty decent #plus all the 'reapply for the love of god we need tuition money in this covid plagued world' emails from the last few years #but we'll see! #it's weird to have something to look forward to again #makes the anxiety flare up with that 'but what if it doesn't happen and/or family/financial calamities happen' voice #just trying to tell myself that Sometimes Good Things Happen and it's okay. the universe doesn't have to punish you for it

[theforgottendaydreamer]

doctors and nurses should be forced to work in retail before being allowed anywhere near patients

#had to tell the stupid nurse “if i'm not familiar with any of this why am i expected to know everything about it? it's your job to explain” #“i- but-” no no shut up. i'm done with these things. honestly. shut up. #put them in their place. don't be scared to raise your voice when they act allmighty #“you're old enough to-” shut up. would you tell that to someone who's +30? #just because i'm young it doesn't mean you can talk to me like that. at all. stay in your fucking place. #i did every fucking thing by the book. shut the fuck up. it's not my fault if you guys don't fucking communicate #and you know. this happened to me when i got surgery. one doctor told me to take idk what before it. #then the aneathesiologist gave a second dose to me. and i was like “hm. i think i already took that one tho” #“oh really? you shouldn't have” #sir?? it's your colleague's fault. he prescribed it to me. said “take it before the surgery” and i did #how was i supposed to know that the two of you don't communicate?? #“what do you study?” “translation.” “ok then you know languages and this isn't your field of exp-” fucking exactly #so why the fuck are you coning at me?? i'm not saying anything #imagine pulling up to the hospital and a nurse decides to patronise you for being a patient?? uh?? #sir your people told me to do this and that. wtf. #coming* #“say something if you get lightheaded” i'd rather fucking die than rely on you. this is between me and god now. shut up. #* anaesthesiologist. i can spell. #“ok but if you got a weak immune system you should have-” sir. sir. i do what you people tell me to. i can't fucking do whatever i please. #you prescribe me the wrong stuff & then complain when you make a mistake as if it were my fault?? wow. #medical malpractice