#they’re just gonna create one

[theshadowrealmitself]

*slaps the side of a toy Barbie car and it falls apart in pieces* get in boys we’re yearning today

#no fandom #just yearning #over a lot of things #human contact and wanting to be loved #but also I ate the last of the chicken and rice in the house and I Want More™️ #but there is no more #cause I already ate #so I will sit and stare out this window dramatically #why didn’t I do my shopping better #I should’ve known this was gonna happen #like I have rice #I can make more rice #but I’m out of chicken #so it’s just not the same #also I have to keep pulling myself away from online shopping #because whenever I’m in a yearning mood I end up buying a whole bunch of stuff online like one of those things is gonna fill the void in me #it’s not gonna make my day worse but those expensive nyaruto figurines are not gonna fill that void #they’re just gonna create one #in my wallet #and I got vet bills to worry about

[httpiastri]

oscar try not to laugh at everything lando says and does challenge: failed

#pls they’re so cute #to be fair lando looks at him the same way these days #told my dad that osc looks at lando like he created the world and he said ‘yea bcs he did’ 🤭 #my dad called lando big brother 😭😭 i thought that was cute #im sorry im gonna answer asks later tonightttttt i have just one more match and then i’m free for today #f1 #formula 1 #formula one #oscar piastri #lando norris #mclaren racing

[puppyeared]

I made a lmk oc

#they’re supposed to be some sort of experiment to see if people could recreate Sun Wukongs stone egg. the goal was to make a more controlled #and tame version using carved wood and cultivation. but eventually they got worried about it becoming too powerful and scrapped it #eventually they come to life and live in the abandoned temple they were built in #their bottom half is made of wood because when they came to life their creator/s left them unfinished when they scrapped the project #they had to carve the rest of their body out of hunger and frustration because they couldn’t eat or move much by crawling on their top half #this is also why they spite their creators and hate irresponsible creation. because of abandonment issues and feeling like they have no #purpose or direction in life #their power is also very limited to due being man made since they were originally a wood carving #meo gave me the idea but one reason would be because they’re half finished. the sculpture was still half stump so it was completely untouche #that half can channel power in its raw form but the other half cannot once it’s been carved by man #so technically they could have the same level or potential for power as the stone but that was dampened #the other thing is how they were created to be a duplicate or recreation of a stone monkey and a celestial looked at that and was like #‘we’re not doing that again’ LMAO #i think the case of them carving their own legs doesn’t take away their power though. that balance was made #before they came to life so carving the legs or not can’t affect it anymore. like making a cake and slicing it #their energy levels are also naturally low because of that so their movements are sluggish and they aren’t very active overall #constantly lying in the sun to charge their batteries and get some stuff done. just like me fr #I actually don’t know what I’m gonna do with this character besides Put Them In Situations with other ppls ocs.. so if you have #a lmk oc you have been warned /lh /j #I wanna make some backstory art for them though.. maybe even the animatic treatment if I can get through dear wormwood which is 25 #SECONDS OUT OF 3 MIN BTW #doodles #Lego Monkie kid #lmk #Monkie kid #lmk oc #monkie kid oc #myart #my art #xin ya

[ceciliatllis]

It’s honestly quite tragic that the HOTD fandom sees any sort of conflicting take/viewpoint when it comes to discussions pertaining to character arcs and historical inspiration GRRM may have taken as a direct, personal attack against them when they do not agree. Just seems rather childish and reductive to me but also unsurprising as it’s entirely consistent with that fandom’s level of maturity after all.

#house of the dragon #fire and blood #alys rivers #and this is why I rarely engage with that fanbase anymore lmao #just a complete inability to understand that people bringing up differing points when it comes to topics is not unheard of #and it doesn’t mean one is being personally attacked #just absurd #re: thoughts #re: house of the dragon #re: shows #alys rivers being a calculating femme fatale will never be the innovative take you think it is #it’s actually wild that people want to reduce her to this just like they wanted to reduce alicent to a caricature #and they’re gonna be massively let down #possibly the worst fanbase ever created #the audacity for someone to think that their opinion is absolute truth and any pushback against it means you are directly antagonizing them #if you become angered by someone sharing a view that contradicts yours because you don’t have a substantial response #then perhaps it’s not solid

[crossbackpoke-check]

18 + swaymark!!

oooo thank you!!

#18 - pleaser, wallows + swaymark

okay i know they are canonically obsessed with each other but. the song is in some ways about feeling like you’re failing in your relationship and being not quite as obsessed with them as they maybe are with you, and in this video of them talking about being a tandem, there is the slightest pause before swayman answers “do you miss him?” that makes me want to probe a wound. we’re not talking irl reasons of how that’s an absurd question (how do you miss him. you’re coworkers you’re seeing each other all the time) we’re talking that maybe this whole goalies-in-love thing got blown out of proportion and now swayman’s having to buy into the bit too hard. linus loves it & everyone’s asking about their bromance & how they love each other so much and the thing is—linus is safe. he’s got a wife and plausible deniability and jeremy? jeremy is gay. sure, he can crack jokes and people-please but the more people ask the more they're going to find out until maybe they find out something jeremy doesn't want them to know. and the longer this goes on, the more jeremy has to sit at linus' dinner table with linus and his beautiful wife and pretend like he isn't a little bit in love with him. and you know what? the longer it goes on and linus doesn't dial it down jeremy does stop being in love with him, because it just feels cruel, until he finally is done enough that he stops biting his tongue and ruins the moment.

#…this so is not a five sentence summary but ALSO this manages to perfectly align with something i was obsessed with (that media video) #like yeah is that pause reasonably a buffering time to a weird question? yes!!! do i want to read into it & make swayman a bit uncomfortabl #also yes!!! sorry i decided to give them tragique but they were assigned by spotify. the other option for this song was an ED fix-it fic #about healthy sex and learning that it can be a part of a normal relationship!! sex is weird and fucked up!! but like. that’s just because #i have always interpreted this song as a) unrequited best friend love & you’re worried you’re gonna fuck it up b) virgin who doesn’t know #what sex is and is scared to tell anyone and then option c) people pleaser keeps going along with it but can’t anymore #also OBVIOUSLY they end up fine. whether that ends up being jeremy finally telling linus (oblivious) i don’t want to do this with you #i need to get over you & them creating a platonic space & sway ends up with someone else OR linus has the oh. true. i simply never #considered that i could be gay for you option OR the one i have just invented but is now my favorite because i love a good polycule is that #linus & his wife simply add jeremy to their relationship. and then this song becomes jeremy scared to have sex with linus’ wife at first lo #liv in the replies #the interviews in that video doing the lord’s work fr but also that ‘do you not miss him’ feels SO uncomfortable. say no! but then he leans #in with the dirty jokes comment & i know i’ve made like eight variations already (sorry. that’s how my brain works) but it is soooo fun #to me personally if they are broken up but now have to act nice & keep doing all these rituals & sell us on the narrative & they’re just #trying to see who’s going to crack first. needle each other into laughing or getting irritated enough it shows through & the other one wins #do even more aggressive hug rituals!! get a medical warning from the athletic training staff!!!

[kreachvera]

i should draw crows 8 siblings sometime <-delusional

#all of these tags are delusional just a heads up #i think that it isn’t outside the realm of possibility that crow came from a huge family #i may not know as much as id like about the colonies but i do know that they’re mostly fixated on preserving japanese tradition and culture #which is awesomes. but there are aspects and implications that follow with that #notably one of the current situations in japan regarding declining birth rates #if anything that pressure from the government has been amplified in the gg world because of #oh y’know #japan fucking blowing up #sighs. #kuro or kurou can both mean 9th son depending on kanji #<- iirc…. #wehhh. i dunno. it’s midnight im gonna hit the hay #woman with big family decides to have even bigger family of her own #accidentally creates 20 billion robot sons #thoughtz

[magnus-rhymes-with-swagness]

Rating: General

Summary: Gloreth has never had a friend before, but when she sees a mysterious girl in the forest, everything changes.

Baby Nimona and Gloreth being friends is something that can be so personal 💚

#nimona #gloreth #gloreth nimona #nimona movie #nimona 2023 #nimona spoilers #my words #my writing #at the beginning of 2023 i created a fic release schedule and i have not adhered to it At All lmao #y’all just got a fic from me but idc you’re getting another one! #sometimes you get possessed by the spirit of Writing Feverishly About Characters At 11 At Night and you must obey the call #AAAA the moment they see each other for the first time #they’re surprised and a little scared but also so happy to make a new friend #and i listened to the song that plays during that scene (nimona’s theme) while writing and oh my god #that one moment in the music when gloreth accepts the apple is SOOOOO #it’s like a turning point of sorts. the moment that gloreth accepts nimona for who she is #it’s obviously very significant for nimona but i feel like it’s significant for gloreth too #both the comic and the movie rewired my brain. i’m never gonna stop thinking about them

[dollsuguru]

i care less abt suguru in this fic i’m literally just thinking abt haigojo rn and their dynamic

#they go on fun dates + they’re always touching somehow + they’re also SOOOOOO protective of each other #that’s something that always FASCINATED me abt haibara……… he’s so insanely protective #forbidding his sister from going to jjk high??? bc he wants to protect her??? bc he’s the eldest??? #trust that THAT vibe will be present in my fic… protective!haibara my beloved #haibara loves his friends & boyfriend & family more than life itself… gonna use canon haibara in my fic too like personality wise obvi #ALSO HAIGOJO JUST LOVE TO HAVE FUN AND BE TOGETHER #they’re sooooo. cuddly and snuggly and clingy towards e/o #i think haibara also is so energetically blunt and satoru loves him for it #because satoru needs someone like haibara in his life Okie he needs someone to rely on & be taken care of too!!!!! who better than loverboy #and vice versa… haibara loves gojo bc satoru is so cool & playful & strong-willed and also. is LOADED #they’re just soooooo. loving & devoted & Understand Each Other #i think ppl always think they’re Too Much but they get e/o in a way others don’t… never feels like a chore being w one another #not me creating haigojo lore mfnfnfnf this really is just for me to have fun w these characters #personal #snippets

[gregoftom]

some of y’all haven’t grown past the treating queer ppl like shit for liking a ship you don’t take seriously stage and it shows

#i think it’s suuuuuper funny that ppl act like only straight girlies like tg lmaooooo #and they act they r the ONLY ones criticising s4 which is uh. not true lmfao #and yk what it’s ok to feel let down by the fact that s3 finale and 4.01 happened and then took a back burner #ppl acting like tg have no focus whatsoever bffr??? lmao they’re one of the favourites of the show #not even shipping perspective - just their writing and interactions you can find article after article abt them/it #so muc as i fucking hate the term bromance that wouldn’t exist in a billion articles if there was nothing #and i’m gonna say smth radical here - it’s ok to like the show mostly for tg #gasp!!!! cant believe ppl might like snth the most that resonates w them or grips them or inspires them to create art/write #as queer ppl maybe it’s nice to see in such a popular and ‘’’serious’’’ show idk. but you get what i mean #and idk man i’m just getting wae flashbacks to years ago when mlm shippers were treated like abso garbage #*war #and yeah ok there ARE some ppl out there who are shitty i’m sure not that i’ve seen any on here but ok. but like. that’s the same for any #group of ppl lmaoooo #‘’’tg shippers are so annoying!!!’’’ why? bc they express frustration at seemingly loose ends of what looked like a tightly written story #abt charas they like togeyher?? no? ok then why speak your mind #and yk i wouldn’t be so skeeved out if it wasn’t ONLY the tg shippers being targeted like. yk how that looks right #literally ain’t seen shit for any other ship or chara enjoyer tbfh #ppl say they hate greg or tom but don’t come after apologists only talk shit abt shippers lol. so it’s ok if it’s not gay gotcha #you see what i mean??? anyway. #sorry for a rant but holy fuck. it’s worse on twitter than on here but 😬

[tundrakatiebean]

Being served Artist Instagram reels is just like walking through a museum of the most fucked up organization methods you’ve ever seen

#Katie is rambling 2k23 #I try not to judge I really do #but this one person had a HUGE drawer that was just every single #watercolor tube lined up without anything holding them in place #there was like a full half inch between each tube #that is such a waste of space??? #and they’re gonna jumble up the second you close the drawer #I can understand wanting to see everything at a glance #but like there are better ways #these weird minimalist art spaces are killing me #how can you create in something that is only blinding white and beige?? #you don’t have any knickknacks??? no fun paint water cup?? #not even a goddamn mason jar up in here? #just you organizing everything with a ruler to look put together #I could not live like that #and I think seeing so much of it from so many people is doing something to my brain

[zinabug]

ANIMATE DEAD

[ID: a flat colour digital drawing of Dr. Foster, an OC, casting the animate dead spell. They are a plague doctor in a long brown coat with several strings of bones hanging around their waist, neck, in their hair, and worn as bracelets. She has very long, grey streaked dark hair in a braid. They are wearing a cape and cowl over their mask, and are holding out one hand, magically pulling an assembling skeleton out of the ground. Shards of bone are circling her hand. The background is greyscale moonlit woods.]

#my art #rook #pathfinder #pathfinder oracle #yeah they’re just wearing a bloodborne armour set shhh #I was like hm I’m not gonna post this until I render it. well I’m never doing that at this point so have an art I created like a month ago #bone oracle baybe #seeing how many curses I can put on one weird nun (a lot) #Quinn plays TTRPGS

[welcometothemusicandthemisery]

Whoops! *spills lgbtq+ all over my ocs*

#sorry I couldn’t phrase that better #ok I’m about to talk in the tags #i have decided since I always tend to create dark and psychological ideas #sometimes especially when actually writing them the darkness can consume you #so i decided to make a lighthearted thing in my head #two actually but one was originally gonna be dark the other not #first one is just cute and only has two main characters lol #and they’re lesbians #one was raised in a classy rich town that ended up being abandoned #she was working an office job but decided to impulsively change her life she quit dyed her hair purple and decided to explore rumours of her #abandoned hometown #and basically the town is full of ghosts and all #so she goes to a publishing company to raise awareness and make a story #but nobody believes her so that’s where second character comes in #she’s a journalist and was raised on street smarts quick thinking goes to great lengths to get the scoop etc #basically the opposite of first one who had a comfy but boring life #she doesn’t believe her but has to go and obvs she sees the ghosts too #so they work together to help the ghosts and restore the town and eventually fall in love because i want them too #the other one I made for my inner child #when I was a kid I loved magical girls so I made that and I’m still only beginning on that lol #so yeah it’s important to balance your work #i won’t talk about my other ideas because I wanna actually publish them #but I have no plans to do anything with these

[jumpinagain-a]

i feel like gin would have beef with dark

#✨ᴄᴏᴍᴍꜱ! . . . ooc #( this isn’t ALWAYS gonna be the case. obviously there’s some context required. but ) #( gin doesn’t like the idea of anyone touching the crystal that his reality was created to house bc he believes if it’s removed the universe #will die and all his friends will die with it ) #( so that’s one strike against him ) #( gin also really values the idea of choice and freedom considering where he came from so dark’s whole thing is gonna rub him wrong even if #they have similar views on the whole idea of being pushed aside etc ) #( also they’re just so similar they’d have beef just cause of that hahaha. ) #( gin would be like: i’m a self made man! you had to have VIEWERS invent you so there ) #( i’ve been thinking about this for a while. like would gin join the egos trying to take over the channel? ) #( i kinda think no! or like. reluctantly? he doesn’t like taking orders ) #( he also aligns himself pretty heavily with the viewer in a lot of situations bc he sees them as a victim too ) #( while dark tends to see the viewer as a participant or a bystander at best ) #✨ᴜɴɪᴠᴇʀꜱᴇ . . . time & light

[ciatana]

i will NOT start crying over minor inconveniences (affirmations)

#cia complains #WHY DO U NEED TO HAVE MONEY TO CREATE A BANK ACCOUNT. WHY DO U NEED A BANK ACCOUNT TO PUT MONEY INTO THE BANK ACCOUNT. WHY #BRO I HAVE NO MONEY THATS WHY I NEED A BANK ACCOUNT. WHY DO YOU NEED MONEY FROM ME. I HAVE ZERO DOLLARS. THATS WHY IM MAKING A BANK ACCOUNT #SO I CAN GET A JOB AND MONEY CAN GO INTO THE BANK ACCOUNT #WHY IS IT SO FUCKING DIFFICULT AND ANNOYING #AND WHY DONT THEY TEACH US THIS BULLSHIT IN SCHOOL #I HATE BEING AN ADULT I HATE BEING AN ADULT I HATE BEING AN ADULT I HATE BEING AN ADULT I HATE BEING AN ADULT I HATE BEING AN ADULT I HATE B #i’m genuinely so confused about how adults are even alive like i’m living off free food i steal from campus events #and i go home to do my laundry cause i can’t afford the washing machines #wtf is this shit #i neeed a bank accountttt so i can get a jobbbb so i can get enough money to afford my textbook for the one class where i can’t pirate itttt #i don’t even wanna think about all the housing charges i can’t afford to pay so im gonna be fined thousands of dollars in late feeeeesssssss #i wish i could be like ‘i miss being a kid when my parents did everything for me’ except they actually didn’t really do that much for me #they just expected me to figure it out on my own and now they’re like Wow u don’t know how to do this? like girl why would i #god damn. Pain. Suffering. etc.

[violixs]

no one talks about how growth in audience makes enjoying ur work so much harder so. here i am.

#audience sounds dramatic but! think of it as ppl who consume work #at the start when i posted on tumblr i had no clue who was gonna like my work or if anyone was even gonna read it #if i could read it back and be like yeah i’d like this i was happy !! #and also there was no pressure to produce because i had no one/very little people following my work #now i have almost 500 followers which feels like a crazy amount (it is i am very grateful) but the weight of that makes writing SO hard #i criticise every piece i write so harshly and compare it to my other fics and other peoples works and it never ever feels good enough #but that on top of the feeling that i NEED to create content because there’s that many people expecting it is a lot!! it feels bad sometimes #so there are a million half written fics and so many ideas that i’ve wrote and just discarded because i was so brutal about my writing but #i am trying to let go of the idea that i need to create to appease #other people and instead learn to write for me because i genuinely do love writing and creating fiction #and also giving it a chance. reading it with a fresh mind and deciding that no 2 works are supposed to be the same or have the same formula #so of course they’re going to be different! thank god they are! #anyway to my fellow authors please give yourselves a break from the pressure you probably put urself under and know that writing is not #synonymous with perfection. #anwyay! if you read this far i hope u enjoyed my ramble pls know it is late for me ajhdjs #📂.rambles

[robinsversion]

Some people really need to touch grass

#just… ughh! #having to deal with dogpiling from someone you’d think would have more important things to do right now but APPARENTLY NOT! #all while she’s playing the g*bbie h*nana I’m-the-victim shit #all over a fucking tiktok that no one would know was from her if she didn’t start a whole harassment campaign around it #i certainly didn’t recognize her and I used to follow her #emphasis on USED TO #like I’m also dealing with major grief right now and I have much better shit to do than create a villain of the week like her #watch her stretch out this harassment campaign for weeks like she did last time 🙄🙄🙄 #only now I’m apparently a part of it cuz I made a few comments defending her target #note to self: I REALLY gotta stop defending people cuz its more trouble than it’s worth #especially against people who live online and are overdue on touching grass #first and last I’m saying on it so hi if her followers are here come at me sluglord im ripped #particularly cuz I’ve already had to deal with bullshit this year from chronically online people #congrats on being someone’s puppet cuz they were bored or whatever #and needed to strike up drama #despite them claiming they’re not 🤦‍♀️ #it’s always the shit-stirrers who claim that huh #not even gonna tag this with my personal tag cuz I just wanna be over this #last time I ignore bad gut feelings and red flags and trust someone anyway because once again I’m attacked with bullshit #i swear #jeez it’s 12 30 #yeah that person really needed to just go to sleep if they were bored enough to do this #fucking hell…