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#they should have kept this scene 😩
layzeal · 10 months
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Using your guide as I listen to the AD and let me tell you, putting the yunmeng youths extra right after s2ep12 was?? So mean????? Trying not to cry in public rn 😭
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE
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yanxidarlings · 6 months
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sorry to bother you but i’m obsessed with your writing style 😭 would you consider writing something where theodore nott and mattheo riddle fight over gender neutral/male reader? <3
YANDERE THEODORE NOTT VS YANDERE MATTHEO RIDDLE
take notes, aspiring requesters, this is what i like to see 💖😩✊ so i still should be prioritising the poll results, but this is way too tempting.
this turned out long as dumbledores beard so i might make a part 2 in the future with more details about the poly yanderationship. i tried out some actual scenes so please be honest if they were shit or not because i only want to embarrass myself once.
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• ok, so, to put it shortly; the reader/darling is fucked. like. you couldn't have gotten a worse pair of yanderes. both are some of the worst at sharing (ok i know i say that for everyone, but listen). yet, it's not completely off the table.
• once they hop of their high horse and decide to come to an agreement, that's when the darling should be scared. two yandere's fighting is better than them getting along because at least they're distracting each other. and the agreement really only stands until a chance arises for one to eliminate the other. so unless the darling really likes them both, the hostility never ends, there's just a break in between.
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to put it not shortly; i like the idea here that they've known each other since childhood, i saw a headcanon somewhere in the depths of wattpad that theo and theo have known each other since they were like 3 so i'm just gonna roll with it.
the darling had never suspected they would harbour such dark thoughts. sure, they once sent each other to st mungos 'play fighting' when they were 9, but that was just them rough housing. okay and there was that one time in 1st year transfiguration when mattheo turned theodore into a raccoon and said he didn't know how to turn him back. oh and that fist fight over who got to take the darling to the yule ball was kind of terrifying, if he hadn't pulled them off each other, they probably would have kept going until the other was dead...
• okay so the darling was getting pretty suspicious over time. not to mention, mattheo is pretty transparent about his actions, and belief that the reader is beholden to him in every way. and theodore makes to effort to hide his intentions of wedding the reader oneday.
• it didn't take long for mattheo and theodore to catch on to each other, especially if they shared a dorm with their darling, but either way, running into each other whilst stalking the reader down the halls and having to awkwardly sit next to each other whilst watching the reader sleep, quickly revealed the others obsession.
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• theodore frankly is just offended that mattheo even thinks he's worthy of the reader. it's not official yet but theo is the one that's betrothed to the reader, theo is the one that met the reader first and most importantly, theodore is the darlings friend, not mattheo.
to set the scene, theodore has finally worked up the gall to sneak into the darlings dorm and watch as they sleep, something he'd been itching to do lately; they had been coming to class looking lethargic, eating less at meals, and just seemed out of it lately. he was just going to make sure they were sleeping well, that's all he meant, but when he quietly enters their dorm, none other than mattheo riddle sits on their bed, resting on his palms, creepily staring at theodore's precious darling as they slep.
"what the fuck are you doing" is his initial reaction. he probably shouldn't have said it so loud, as the reader stirred in his sleep. "get off him" he continued, in a whispered yell. the situation escalated pretty quickly, with theodore dragging mattheo off the bed, only to be met with a swift punch to the face.
"mind your own fucking business, nott" mattheo spat, "and get out" gesturing towards the door. if the reader hadn't started to slowly wake up at that moment, this story would have a much simpler ending.
no words were said as they returned to the slytherin dorm. theodore was woken up just hours later with a wand to his neck "if i ever catch you in l/n's dorm again, i'll end you." theodore didn't say anything at that moment, but in no way was he backing down.
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• what followed was a series of hostility between the two. before, the threat of the other was only miniscule, because they both planned to whisk their darling away eventually.
• each hosmeade visit would be accompanied by the flanking of the darling, mattheo on the right and theodore on the left, doesn't matter if the reader had other plans, to bad so sad theodore wants to show them a new quill and mattheo has nothing else to do but follow his darling.
• the holidays are a nightmare, mattheo is going to show up unannounced no matter what, only to find theodore already settled in for a sleepover at readers house. the darling is on edge from the passive aggressive remarks, boarding on aggressive aggressive.
• it's impossible for one to pursue any kind of relationship without being intercepted by the other. oh, theodore asked reader out on a date? what a shame the day came by and he ended up in the hospital wing after falling down a flight of stairs. mattheo impromptly kissed reader? theodore's pulling them to him the moment after.
• this goes on kind of indefinately, until something trigger's a change. maybe it's voldemorts return, maybe the darling is injured, or maybe they begin a relationship with someone else. when their darling's safety and exclusivity to them is threatened, the theo's will reluctantly put aside their 'differences'.
• the change in behaviour is unnerving to say the least for the darling, his two slythergremlins suddenly getting along? in what alternate universe-
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instead of pulling reader away from studying with theodore, mattheo calmly sat down, swung his legs over readers legs, his feet resting on nott's thigh and lit up a cigarette "you two still go to history of magic? i thought nott was supposed to be a slytherin, and surely you've got better things to do"
mattheo ignored pince scolding him in the distance, but his darling had already snatched the cigarette from his fingers "do you mind" "no". confusing the reader even more, theodore silently leaned behind him and motioned for mattheo to hand him a smoke, using his wand to light it up.
nott went back to studying, whilst the darling just sat there, looking back and forth between the two slytherins. "are- what- ... nevermind" the afternoon continued as usual, aside from the unusual behaviour witnessed.
• it wasn't a one time thing, instead of fighting over who'd partner with the reader in potions, they seemingly took turns. same with hodsmeade visits, and anything they couldn't do at the same time.
• things gradually became less platonic, from calling the reader "pretty boy" and forehead kisses from theodore, to blantant flirting and neck kisses from mattheo, rumours were understandably spreading.
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mattheo furrowed his brows as his darling pulled away from his attempted neck kiss "everything good?" he asked, fiddling with strands of the others hair "you know people think we're gay and dating, right?" "aren't we?"
• things are kind of unofficially official, there was no discussion or agreement made between the darling and the theo's, things just escalated to the point everyone at hogwarts knew the reader was involved with nott and riddle in some way.
• it would honestly be sweet, if the reader was a willing participant. it's all fun and games until reader rejects the advances, and questions the possessiveness.
• mattheo will gaslight him whenever he tries to pull away, framing the entire relationship as readers idea. theodore simply scoffs, and tells him he doesn't know what's good for him, that's why you need me. silly darling can barely take care of himself, much less make good decisions, in general and romantically.
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"okay then, who would you be with if you could pick? granger? i saw the way you looked at her the other day. god forbid you'd pick malfoy, he's got a golden clad stick up his ass" theodore chuckled, patting his darling on the back "my bed or riddle's tonight?" the smile he was giving his darling was almost taunting, as if to dare him to do something about his situation.
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sinimake · 1 month
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Whats your favorite character or ship besides johnshi and will you write about other characters?
*rubs hands* hehehe ok listen—
Nitara and Ashrah - solidly for their aesthetic parallels (um angel wings and bat wings?? Hello?? Good vs Evil??)
Kuai Liang and Hanzo - mk11 death and the tower ending do not exist to me.
Kitana and Jade - they have always been my fav duo. I just want Jade to come to the roster soon and rock tf out of Kitana's world.
Tanya and Mileena - obviously, bc Forbidden Love trope is so good! The stole glances and kisses. And the angst of Mileena wanting to disband the Umgadi to finally be with Tanya but Tanya is so devoted to Mileena that she would rather prioritize her safety and well being over her love. DO YOU GET IT?? Like choosing Mileena over her own selfish want to have her only to herself. THE DEVOTION OF LIFETIME 😭
Liu Kang and Shang Tsung (MK1) - enemies-to-lovers is spicy and delicious with these two 😩🤌❤️‍🔥 and the amount of character study i can do to Shang Tsung, development of i-blame-u-for-my-every-misfortune-u-will-atone-to-what-u-kept-from-me to suddenly-i-feel-complicted-to-kill-u-bc-u-seem-just-as-human-as-i-am. On the other hand, Liu Kang knows he can't trust Shang Tsung and should abide to his own moral value but something makes him deviate, something makes him drawn to the sorcerer. And its just 😩❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥
Raiden and Kung Lao - im not really friends-to-lovers girlie but they are so darn cute. The feeling slowly morphing into love but too afraid to risk their friendship then MUTUAL PINING?! I got a scene in my head that Raiden and Kung Lao are snuggling together, all tangled idk maybe watching a movie but then suddenly one of them kisses the other on the cheek then both freezes bc what just happened? this has never happened before, what does this mean?? they're both freaking out silently as they awkwardly detangle themselves from each other 😆😭🤌
As for fanfics, i always have plot bunnies jumping around everywhere, i just need them to fully mature and start producing actual coherent sentences into my head.
Rn I'm fully planned to write Railao one that's set in TMOAW&TEOAL universe. Additionally, i have an idea for a medium length Shangliu fanfic but it's only on the ✨️vibes✨️ stage. These dont have any set scedule unfortunately. I wish i was a fast writer, alas 😭
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lamnwar · 1 year
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Hii!!
I love all of your writing! Can I make a request for Murasakibara? A NSFW scene about him with a shy and quiet girl? I’m not sure how this work since it’s my first time.
Hiii there 💕 thanks for the request, you have no idea how excited I was to write this one! I have so much love for Murasakibara and he's just so 😩😩😩 hope this is up to your expectations, love <3
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Speak Up // Murasakibara Atsushi x Fem! Reader
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MDNI 18+
Context: it's pretty fun for your boyfriend to try to guess what you're too shy to tell him, and this time, getting you to speak your mind is just the best thing he's ever done. All characters are aged-up for plot purposes (18+).
Warnings: it's smut so evidently we got some action going on 🤭, Murasakibara calls reader "doll" and "my girl", nipple sucking, oral (f! receiving) because Atsushi religiously eats pussy, protected sex, vaginal penetration, both reader and Murasakibara are pretty desperate, a bit of dumbification, Murasakibara likes reader to be loud and he's an absolute king for that 🧎🏾‍♀️
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Something about you has always intrigued Atsushi. He doesn’t claim to be an expert in people by any mean – if anything, most people are absurd to him, being way too complicated for nothing. Yet, the day he’s come to take notice of you, he’s been on a quest to understand you.
It started with your first encounter, when he wondered why you kept looking at him but the second he looked back, you’d deviate your gaze. At first, he figured that you were fascinated yet intimidated by him, like most. But then, one day, he noticed that sparkle in your eyes, and from that point on, he amused himself by creating interactions with you, in hope to see that sparkle again and again. For the longest time, you struggled to hold a proper conversation with him without stuttering. Yet, he never stopped, somewhat entertained by your struggle to be around him. Then, when it clicked, he casually invited you on a date, like it was the most mundane thing to do.
Naturally, things started to change between you, to the point where you are currently dating. Yet, despite being with you for quite some time, he still sometimes find himself fascinated by you. It’s like an enigma, a fun little game of guessing. You don’t speak much, you never did. The only way to properly know you is by spending enough time to pick on the subtleties. And Atsushi is no exception to the rule. Despite being your boyfriend, he’s a victim to your shyness, and thank God it’s become an entertainment to him, overwise he probably wouldn’t invest any energy in you.
But this comes with, well… consequences. And so, you’ve come to learn for yourself soon enough.
One thing about Atsushi, is that he doesn’t play to lose. And the little guessing game you’ve unknowingly got him to play can only have one victor, and it’s definitely not you. Or maybe it is, to some extent, depending on how one thinks it. These past few hours, you’ve once again triggered his curiosity. It’s subtle, barely noticeable, but something has been on your mind, and you can’t bring yourself to address it with your boyfriend. You should be able to, after all, if you’re not vulnerable with Atsushi, then with whom will you be? Regardless, you are unable to lay your mind bare for him and say loud and clear what you want. The purple-haired boy has thus been watching you walk around your place, these little mannerisms catching his attention.
He’s silent, seemingly unbothered as he mindlessly watches TV, and you make yourself a cup of tea. Unbeknownst to you, he’s watching you from the corner of his eye, waiting for the right moment to put you under the spotlight, forcing you to speak. Oblivious, you bring your warm cup with you as you sit on the couch.
Oh?
Atsushi cocks an eyebrow – how come are you sitting so far from him, when you usually get yourself a seat in the comfort of his embrace? Your legs are tightly brought to your chest, your hands resting on your knees as your fingers absentmindedly draw figures on your skin. Your eyes wander on the screen in front of you, its light reflecting on your skin in various colours. Still, there is this specific look on your face, something that further intrigues Atsushi. It’s timid, more than usual, like a dirty little secret that is eating you away. He sighs, the sound getting you to look his way for the first time since you’ve joined him on the couch. And your eyes open wide when his big hand grab your ankles, pulling you towards his body.
“What’s going on, doll?” he lazily lays his eyes on you.
You struggle to maintain eye contact, your body paralysed by the proximity. You try to calm your breathing, sensing your heart racing way too fast for your own good.
“It’s nothing” you reply, barely credible.
He tsk, and for a while, you sit in silence. Every part of you is in panic, as you understand that he’s realized that something is on your mind and that you can’t tell him. The worst is that it’s not like you don’t want to, you actually wish you could say these things to him easily. But you can’t get yourself to speak, and here you are, crumbled against his large body, all bothered.
“You shouldn’t try to lie to me, you can’t lie for shit” he says.
You move as a duel takes place inside of your brain. You’re embarrassed, but you really want to confess your troubles to him. You’ve been bothered for almost three hours, ever since he’s come back home after practice, and you’ve felt your whole body longing for him.
“I… don’t know how to say it, it’s too embarrassing” you confess.
He looks at you, raised eyebrows. Well, if this doesn’t make the situation a whole lot more entertaining to him…
“Eh… you want me to get the truth out of you, huh?”
“No, that’s not…”
Your words are cut short by his fingers tracing your lips. This time, you get yourself to look at him with surprised eyes. It looks like he’s smirking, you notice, it’s a bit twisted but it also doesn’t help your situation.
“What’s bothering my girl, hm? Come on, tell me.”
“Atsushi…”
You deviate your eyes, hands gripping at your knees as you feel the blood rushing through your veins. You take a breath, finding this whole thing more and more unbearable. You shake your head, gathering all the courage you have in you.
“I kinda… I want to, you know…”
You don’t make sense; you mentally scold yourself. But somehow, your words make your boyfriend more intrigued, and he pulls your face closer by the chin, watching your eyes trying to escape his, in vain.
“I’m listenin’, go on.”
For a moment there, you ponder how he manages to be so nonchalant while you’re struggling.
“Well, since you came back… I wonder if we could, I mean…” you take your breath. “I’ve really been wanting… you.”
His unbothered expression shifts slightly, and taking you by surprise, he lifts your body to sit you on his lap.
“God, what kind of girl struggles so much to tell her boyfriend that she wants to get fucked? You could have said so earlier, would have save you all that trouble.”
Your hands go to hide your face; the relief of finally expressing your thoughts is short-termed, as embarrassment takes over your entire body. It’s not like you to be so eager, but you can’t help it. It’s stronger than you; you’ve just missed him all day and seeing his giant frame walk pass the door of your bedroom, his towel loosely hanging on his hips after his shower, has awaken something in you that you’ve been battling with for the past hours.
“Don’t hide now” he tuts as he removes your hands from your face, “do you want it or not?”
You nod, too flustered to reply with words and he smiles, lips inching closer to yours.
“You’re too damn shy for your own good” he mutters before kissing you.
Your lips hungrily capture him, surprising yourself. You can’t control this animalistic urge to take in every inch of the beautiful boy. And the minute your lips separate, you desperately go for another kiss, hips grinding on his lap as his tongue laps at your bottom lip. A soft sound escapes your throat, and you feel your cheeks burning. It’s embarrassing, how desperate you are for him, but he couldn’t disagree more. Seeing you so hungry for him, Atsushi feels an intense wave stirring his insides. He’s never wanted you more.
“Shit, doll, I’m kinda impatient now” he pants against your skin “gotta have a taste of you, you’d like that?”
You whimper as a response, owning a sigh from your boyfriend. His large palms roam your back, landing on your bottom as he pushes you as close to him as he can. You feel him warm against your core, feeling like a simple creature driven by lust. Is it so wrong, though, to want him so viscerally?
“It’s ok now, you can use your words. Need to know how needy my girl is.”
You look at him with big eyes, not understanding how it turns him on when it flusters you, but figuring out that, in the condition you’re in, there’s no lost in indulging in his demand.
“I want you to touch me, Atsushi” you voice out, feeling your blood pumping in your veins.
It’s so bold, you think to yourself, but your request sends the boy in a frenzy, and he’s quick to lift you up, carrying you to your room. You land on the bed, thoughts for a minute wandering to your cup of tea left untouched, before you’re brought back to reality by Atsushi’s hands removing your top. His action leaves your hair dishevelled, but you don’t have time to worry about it, because your boyfriend’s lips are currently hungrily devouring every parcel of exposed skin. You feel weak, nothing but a complete mess under his touch. His soft mouth travels to your exposed breasts, and you glare down to see him take your nipple between his lips, sucking on it with passion. His actions seem thoughtless, more instinctive, he’s a starved man feasting on you. You gasp, your fingers roaming in those long lavender strands. It’s a bit of softness added to the moment, enough to remind you that you finally got what you wanted.
“Atsushi, please…”
“What now?”
Your pleading eyes meet his, and you once again get a rush that allows you to speak your mind.
“Eat me out, I’m begging you!”
It’s so lewd, these aren’t words that you’d usually speak. Yet, it feels surprisingly good to be so honest. Stripped from all these chains that restrain you from speaking your mind, forcing yourself to put any embarrassment at the back of your head. For once, you’ve asked for exactly what you want. And you’re absolutely right to do so, because no one savours your pussy like Atsushi does.
He’s not long to respond to your demand, finding his place between your thighs like he’s always belonged there. Upon seeing the stain on your cotton panties, he raises his eyebrows, long fingers tracing your lips through the fabric.
“For how long you have been so horny, doll?”
He’s so blunt that you are momentarily stunned.
“Don’t say things like that” you mutter.
“Answer me.”
You look up at the ceiling, trying to ignore the throbbing in between your legs.
“Since you came out of the shower” you confess quietly, almost like whisper.
“Huh? Didn’t hear you.”
You inhale, as his fingers hook in the elastic of your underwear, slowly pulling it down as he awaits your answer.
“Since… you came out of the shower” you repeat a little louder.
“Seriously?”
The temperature of the room contrasts with the scorching heat of your cunt, making you shiver. You can already tell how wet you are, your arousal coating every crevasse of your vulva.
“Yeah.”
“That’s so like you to suffer in silence for so long. What would you have done if I hadn’t picked up on your weird ass behaviour?”
You don’t have time to reply, a gasp leaving your lips when his mouth lays kisses down your inner thighs towards your exposed core. A shiver runs down your spine when his hot breath falls on your clitoris. It feels like too much, even though he hasn’t done anything yet. You close your eyes, opening them up suddenly when his pretty mouth finally makes contact with your most sensitive part. Atsushi’s tongue is heavy and languid, running between your lips and tasting you with incredible fervour. You whimper, the movement of the wet muscle electricizing your entire body. And he watches you, eyes half-lidded, savouring the sight of you being an absolute mess as much as he savours the taste of your sweet cunt. He sucks on your clitoris, watching you struggle to keep these sounds from escaping your throat. It makes him smile, how you fail at it, fail at hiding your arousal.
And when your fingers goes to wrap in his long locks, burying his face between your legs as your hips buck forward, he knows. It never takes long for you to come when he eats you out. But even when you cry his name, and your legs try to close, he doesn’t stop. Atsushi never stops, not before he is satiated. But the truth is, he never gets enough of you. His strong arms keep your legs apart, while he hums in satisfaction against you. You are overwhelmed, that much is a certainty, but deep in your soul you don’t want him to stop. The bliss you’re feeling is worth these cries coming out of you. The more it goes, the less you find yourself trying to control yourself, keeping it low out of embarrassment of letting yourself be consumed by the way he makes you feel. Maybe it’s for the best, you think in a brief moment of clarity, maybe he really should fuck you dumb, so you won’t feel the urge to restrain yourself anymore.
“Are you still with me, doll?”
Your starry eyes notice your boyfriend’s pretty face hovering above yours, your arousal glistening on his chin. Seeing your eyes twinkle like that warms his heart, and he smiles before kissing you. You need more, you need him.
“Baby please!” your voice is so clear that it takes him aback for an instant.
You’ve never been so loud, so sure in these settings. For a second, Atsushi wonders if you’ve always had that in you; you’re different from the girl that usually keeps it low, ever so shyly begging for him, for his fingers, his mouth, his cock.
“What does my girl want?” he asks smoothly.
Your lips quiver. Most of the time, Atsushi seems detached from everything, almost insensitive. Even when you get intimate, he keeps that cool that is so unsettling. Sometimes it brings you to wonder, does he even enjoy it? But now that you get a glimpse of softness, of vulnerability in the tone of his voice and the shape of his smile, you’ve never felt so loved.
“Want you, Atsushi. Can you please give it to me? I really want you.”
“Is that so?” He raises an eyebrow as he gets up.
In slow movements, he removes his clothes, leaving the sight of his naked body all for you to appreciate. Your heart beats at a crazy pace as you detail ever inch of him. His large shoulders, his porcelain skin, his cock – big, beautiful, and proud, only asking for the warmth of your body.
“Yeah” your voice cracks.
“Want me buried in this pretty pussy? In my pretty pussy?” he rolls a condom down his length.
You whimper, nodding enthusiastically. It’s adorable, he thinks, but now that he’s got you speaking, he won’t take anything but your words for an answer.
“Say it, then.”
You feel him drag his head between your slit, then stopping it at your overstimulated clit, teasing, taunting.
“Please fuck me Atsushi.”
Those words sound like a heavenly song to the tall man’s ears. He doesn’t make you wait any longer, and he doesn’t make himself wait any longer. Your legs wrap around his waist as he dips slowly inside you, till he reaches the bottom. You hiss, somehow still unused to his extraordinary size despite your arousal. His fingers wrap around your jaw, forcing you to look at his face as he moves out, then dives right back in. His movements are slow, almost lazy, and they last for what seems to be a never-ending moment. You whine, and he cocks his head, his hair falling on your cheeks.
“What is it, huh?”
“Faster…” you articulate.
He grins at your request, and quickly obliges. His thrusts take a sudden change of pace, while his hands trail down to grab your hips, keeping you firmly pressed in the mattress as he pounds into you. You are speechless, senses heightened like a beast in nature. You feel everything; from his grip on your hips, to your pounding heart in your chest, and his cock dragging in and out of your velvety walls. It’s almost too good, and you let your pleasure voice itself out. The sweetest moans and cries leave your throat, making Atsushi moan in your ear. He loves the sounds of you so much, and he doesn’t fail to show it to you by holding you closer, digging as deep as he physically can.
“Fuck…” he grits between his teeth “see why you should tell me when you want me? See how good it feels when you speak up?”
You nod frenetically, failing to form a tangible response as every time you open your mouth, gasps and whimpers escape. It’s almost endearing to see how much happier you look when you do not let yourself be chained by your shyness. Seeing that bliss on your face, the stars in your eyes, the heavenly sounds coming out of your sweet lips, you’re so… bright, loud, and beautiful. And your boyfriend has never been so glad that he’s made you speak up, breaking you out of your mould.
Your fingers travel from his back where you’ve left the marks of your nails to reach his nape, tangling in his soft lock before travelling down to his cheeks. Your touch is a moment of softness, and he looks at you, feeling everything disappears around him as he can only see you.
“I think I’m gonna cum again ‘Tsushi” you manage to articulate.
“Of course you will.”
In a last effort, you pull his face towards yours to leave a messy kiss on his lips. Your moans get lost against the softness of his mouth, and soon enough, you feel every cell of your body ignite. As you reach your peak, you don’t even try to muffle the cry evading your throat. The next following seconds are a complete haze, only the grunts of Atsushi appearing clear to you as he also reaches his orgasm. You can’t tell when he’s pulled out, when he’s laid next to you, when he’s pulled your exhausted body next to his. But then, you’re brought back to reality as you feel his fingers gently pat your head, resting warmly on your hair as you fall against his strong shoulder.
“I love you doll, but you really gotta be less quiet with me” he says.
You laugh softly, cheeks burning up.
“Do you like it so much when I’m loud and outspoken?”
Your question is timid, naïve, but it warms his heart more than he’s willing to admit.
“I sure do, so next time you want me, say so. Don’t make me guess. Fucking scream it how much you love me, alright?”
“Anything for you, Atsushi.”
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crimsonji · 1 year
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Can I request headcanons for reader asking ur 4 faves to teach them how to use their respective weapons except it turns out the reader sucks really bad at all of them lmao. Inspired by me playing the game w a controller and not being able to aim for shit while using a bow 😩
Sorry if this is too specific but I was thinking like, separate for each character but still connected? So like the reader fails catastrophically at one weapon and moves on to ask the next character for help so each one gets increasingly more wary of teaching them after hearing/witnessing their previous attempts...and discovers they're hopeless with all of them lol
Platonic for all characters pls I just want incompetent weapon shenanigans <3
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୨୧ reader trying to learn how to use his weapon (and failing)
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“ please don’t give reader a weapon, they might accidentally kill someone by accident— “
ft. kazuha, heizou, tighnari, cyno x gn!reader (seperate)
cw: platonic, fluff, reader’s clumsy, can be read as romantic but no established relationship, tighnari’s part more romantic bcus that’s what anon 2 implied, not proofread
>> 🍁 kazuha's musings : it’s kinda funny that these two asks happened to be very similar in premise, so I just mashed them together. writing a non-romantic fic is so relaxing i don't have to worry about writing kissing scenes without it sounding weird lol
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✦ Kaedehara Kazuha
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Kazuha’s such a gentleman that he’d never want to cross blades with a lady, but since we’re keeping it gender neutral, let’s say he agrees to teach you the art of sword. First and foremost he doesn’t let you use an actual katana first, just a bamboo stick reminiscent of a blade; it’d be dangerous to let a novice swinging around an extremely sharp object…
He’s charmed that you seem so excited to pick up this new skill, despite the fact that his personal style is something he made up on his own; really, he doesn’t consider himself to be the best candidate to teach you.
Kazuha shows you the basics, how to hold your blade, proper swings, etc. However, when you had your first spar everything went downhill. At one point Kazuha just instructed you to hit him while he’s standing still and you… missed every single time…
Also, you kept smacking yourself on the head with the bamboo stick whenever you absentmindedly spun it in your hands—
Once you had asked if you could hold the blade he used on his journeys, (in this case, a random sword he got during his travels in Liyue) you weren’t expecting it to be so heavy, so it almost fell on top of Kazuha. Luckily for both of you, he has great reflexes and combats it with a leftover dull blade. The guy was still so nice even after you ALMOST cut his head off with the blade...
He’s so nice about it, too, always reassuring you that practicing more always leads to improvement; and that even the most talented of samurai were once novices. Sure, maybe your ego was hurt just a little bit, but maybe sword-fighting wasn’t your style…
✦ Shikanoin Heizou
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Heizou was all the happier to teach you; it’d be useful for you to learn some self-defence. As a doushin he’s already well versed in this field, but he does tell you that fighting should always be the last option and that things can be dealt with in a much more civil manner with a sharp mind. When you tell him about your misfortune with learning swordsmanship with Kazuha he has a punch-worthy smirk on his face. He's not trying to be mean, but the part where you almost cut Kazuha's head clean off was enough to make him start laughing.
He might boast, just a tad, but it’s more in a joking manner than actual pride; if there was anything for Heizou to be proud of it would be his detective job. Also knowing him he’d prob find some way to jokingly flirt with you, this is Shikanoin Heizou we’re talking about... It’s like his weird way of showing how comfortable he is with you, his dear friend. (And gaging your reactions is highly amusing to him.) 
Moving on, Heizou is actually a really good teacher; which may seem unexpected to some people. He’s all very casual about it and hypes you up way too much even though you can’t even hit him properly... and he’s not one to let you give up so easily, all you need to do is follow his intuition (as he says).
One of your exercises was to try and hit a wooden plank that had already been spliced in half, but for the life of you you couldn't even crack it open, and it was already split beforehand!!! Heizou was being a good sport and giving you very encouraging remarks, and a part of him wanted to laugh seeing you poke at the plank defeatedly.
You know how despite Heizou being a melee DPS he still uses a catalyst (to some extent), he'd definitely just hand you his 'weapon' and tell you to smack something with it to relieve your frustration. What he wasn't expecting was for you to immediately slap him on the top of his head with it. Lightly, of course, this kind of playful fighting is pretty normal for you two.
Would lightly tease your utter incompetence to do even the simplest of techniques, and whenever you missed a punch to his arm in embarrassment only made him laugh harder...
He's confused when you apologize for wasting his time, why would he think that? Sure, maybe you're not, uh, the best at martial arts, but you seemed to have fun, and so did he!
✦ Tighnari
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Unbeknownst to no one, Tighnari is probably the best mentor out there. Like Heizou he also sends an amused look your way when you tell him about your previous attempts, but isn't too worried; it's just a lack of practice, you can't be that terrible. Right? He does warn you that archery leads to sore muscles in weird places and a lot of bruises on your hands, as well as the uptake required to properly maintain a bow and arrow, etc... He has to stop himself from talking more because the longer he speaks the more nervous you begin to look.
Tighnari's a crack shot at archery, and he even guides Collei from time to time so becoming a teacher of yours was terribly easy for him. He does talk a lot, but as long as you can keep up with him you end up learning a lot more about archery then you expected.
He gives you a ‘demo’ before letting you try, and it’s almost hypnotic watching Tighnari slowly draw the bow and release with such concentration and precision; and at the very last second, his eyes flicker unexpectedly to meet yours before releasing, the arrow piercing through the test dummy with ease.
“Did you get that or were you just busy gawking at me?”
He guides you on how to properly draw a bow and arrow, hands over yours as he stands behind you. He can tell you’re kind of shaky, both from the strength you need to draw the string back and your previous failed attempts replaying in your mind. When Tighnari pulls his hands away, he ever so slightly leans in closer to your face.
“If you get a bullseye, I’ll let you scratch my ears.”
You didn’t get a bullseye.
Tighnari can’t help but smile at you mockingly when you gaped at the arrow that was nowhere near the target, sadly laying on the ground. As his friend, it’s only right to be a little mean to you, it’s just too funny not to. Besides, he’d let you pet his ears anytime, you just never asked; not like you need to know that.
He’ll stop the teasing after that and actually try to help you lol. Tighnari’s methods of guiding you are very helpful, but it seems like every celestial being in Teyvat was stopping you from doing it right—hell, you felt like you were cursed at this point because you did exactly as Tighnari said yet the arrow comically went far past the target.
Tighnari’s kind, and every-time you messed up he patted you on the head and gave you some words of encouragement in return. But dang, you really were bad at archery, even Tighnari didn’t think it’d be possible.
“Hey, it’s alright! Did I ever tell you about the time I accidentally shot a hilichurl in the butt when I first started archery?”
After a very long day of failed archery, Tighnari soothingly rubs your sore palms with a flowery-scented oil; now ungloved hands smoothening firm circles along yours and effectively massaging the exact muscles in a way that made you sigh. He tells you not to be too hard on yourself, and even if you suck at archery, it isn't the end of the world.
However, he takes a mental note to not leave you within the premise with a bow and arrow without supervision.
✦ Cyno
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Next to Kazuha, he's also not one to so easily spar with friends of his. The day he became the General Mahamatra was the day he swore to use his polearm and electro vision to hunt down rulebreakers and keep order in the Akademiya, this vow also extending to his few close confidants, such as yourself. Also, he knew you weren't exactly a fighter, so he couldn't help but quirk an eyebrow when you asked to let him teach you.
Also, he had already heard about Tighnari's experience with you, so he was much warier when agreeing to this. But also, he felt kind of bad, constantly failing at things seemed a bit harsh, and Tighnari could have been exaggerating the details.
Cyno tells you that he'd try to help, but if you really were in a situation where you had to fight, he'd already be there to protect you. However, after you sheepishly explain what had happened with your three previous friends, Cyno falls into a profound silence; staring at you with a stoic expression that made your cheeks burn with flickers of amusement shining in his eyes. Oh archons, now he's teasing you, too... Maybe you should get better friends. (You're lying, you love all of them to bits)
He is a very busy person, but he manages to squeeze in some time to help you with this 'mission' of yours. He's a little awkward, despite being the general, he's not used to giving orders or guiding others excluding the dozen times he's threatened someone to scare them. Cyno thinks it'd be so much easier if you were just another scummy rulebreaker, being a kind mentor was a job for Tighnari, not him...
He shakes away those weird thoughts, you went to him for help after all, and as your friend, he shall fulfill the end of his bargain. He's already heard about your sad previous attempts, so Cyno suggests you should focus on defensive techniques than offensive.
Even then, you're still doing horribly. Cyno's menacing aura accidentally carries over when he's duelling, even if it's a very tame spar. You know him enough to know that he's just a socially awkward dork, but the glare that he gives you before coming at you is still quite scary... Even more so since you've seen him grab a fully grown man by the neck and throw him to the ground like a ragdoll.
You're essentially overreacting because Cyno is extremely careful to not go as hard on you, and most of his blows were practically featherlight (to him at least), he'd feel an endless amount of guilt if he actually hurt you. However, since this is you we're talking about, you got a few good jabs to your side and chest a couple of times, but not enough to actually leave any scars.
You faintly recall some polearm users throwing their weapons before, and they looked so cool doing it too. It wouldn't hurt just to try... And so you threw a stick straight into the back of Cyno's head.
You felt so bad about it, too, worriedly running over to Cyno who was rubbing the back of his head with that same blank expression. Only, when he looks at you, he just laughs; a faint chuckle somehow escaping his lips. You still don't know how being hit in the back of the head was able to make Cyno laugh... When you asked him, all he said was this.
"Your expression, it was funny."
The two of you decided to call it a day, thus ending the saga of trying to learn new weapons from your four friends.
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cocogum · 2 months
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Amalia gives me major pansexual vibes✨💖💛💙
(a rant on why you should think so, too)
Yeah, this is canon I don’t care.
One thing that you need to know about Amalia is that she gives off MAJOR SUS VIBES and I’m so done with waiting for someone to say it first. So here I go.
You can’t tell me that the way she kept staring at her bodyguard in season 1 wasn’t gay. There’s no way. If Armand wanted her then so was Amalia lol.
Eva doesn’t usually make herself look so girlish, she’s always uptight and thinks about work first. But every time she did have her hair down and tried to look her best (whether she did it intentionally or not), Amalia would LITERALLY BLUSH. Like we’re not talking about a pink blush that we barely see to the point where you have to squint your eyes to see it. No, no we’re talking about RED RED.
And I have two scenes you can see in Season 1 to prove it!
Exhibit A : “The Ugly Pageant” (Season 1 episode 4)
This episode started it all!
So if we fast forward to the scene where the group learns that the doors to the castle only opens to cursed princesses, Yugo gets the idea that they should dress to look the part in order to get inside. They get dressed and compliment how weird they all look before Eva comes out of the bushes to reveal herself.
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Okay first of all, let me just say how cute it was for Amalia to try and convince Eva to let her help her 💕 she’s such a cute bestie 💕✨
Second of all, DO YOU SEE THAT BLUSH?!? Ruel and Yugo were just as surprised as Amalia but they weren’t blushing!! Only Amalia was!! Like what kind of reaction is that when you see your bodyguard dressing up?? THAT’S NOT A NORMAL REACTION! Also look at how red her blush is, it’s FREAKING PINKISH RED.
LOOK AT IT ‼️‼️
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But if you think that the blush in the Ugly Princess episode was only on Amalia’s face because she was wearing some actual blush, then YOU’RE SORELY MISTAKEN.
Because here she is, not even a second earlier. She’s got no makeup blush on!
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I find it funny and cute to believe that that scene could’ve very well been Amalia’s awakening. Cuz like imagine not waking up to THIS:
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CASE CLOSED: AMALIA WAS ACTUALLY BLUSHING IN THAT SCENE.
And now here’s another scene I want to show you.
Yes there’s more! ✨✨
Exhibit B : “Vampyro” (Season 1 episode 6)
THIS ONE DOESN’T EVEN TRY TO HIDE AMALIA’S FRUITINESS.
Cuz not even two episodes have passed, and we’ve already got ANOTHER SCENE where she blushes YET AGAIN at Eva!!
Gruffon brings the group to Fourfoot, a shady town with a gloomy atmosphere. Gruffon insists that they need to pass through it to go to Oma Island so the group decides to stay and sleep in an inn for the night. But it turns out that the leader of the town was possessed by a level 5 shushu by the name of Ombrage (also known as Shadowfang in the English ver.) and she specifically told him to bring Eva to her so she can possess her and be freed from her prison.
Vampyro manages to get Eva and this causes Amalia to scream at the guy to give her crush bodyguard back.
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Fast forward, the group eventually gets to Vampyro’s place, followed by Dally too, and THIS IS WHERE I LOSE MY SHIT-
Cuz as soon as they get inside, Amalia is faced with an unconscious Eva looking like she’s in the process of being possessed.
AND WHAT DOES THIS BITCH DO?!?!? SHE BLUSHES!!!
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LIKE EXCUSE ME?????
I get that Eva looks really good in that outfit but you gotta stop!! You’re blushing at the wrong time! 😭😭 Even Dally had some decency to not focus too much on how she looked in that moment 😩😩
AMALIA TOTALLY HAD AN INNOCENT ONE-SIDED CRUSH ON HER IT WAS SO OBVIOUS PLZ-
I can still go on and on and talk about all the other things Amalia went through with Eva (like the time she snapped and let the Tree of Life possess her body when she heard Eva’s screams, or when Amalia held Eva’s hand before showing her THE MOST SACRED PLACE IN THE SADIDA KINGDOM THAT ONLY THE ROYALS CAN HAVE ACCESS TO, etc, etc.) but I believe she was mostly worried for Eva since they were getting an actual friendship between each other.
But it doesn’t change the fact that Amalia blushed at Eva EVERY TIME SHE LOOKED BETTER THAN NORMAL.
I rest my cases.
The answer is obvious at this point.
Also, it’s not like Ankama never portrayed any lgbtq+ characters in the past before.
In the show “The Treasures of Kerubim” (which is all about Kerubim telling his past adventures to young Joris), there are two reoccurring lesbian characters: an osamodas named Simone and an ecaflip named Julie.
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Simone is the housemaid of Kerubim’s house (which is a literal shushu lol) so we get to see her often in pretty much all the episodes while Julie, a hairdresser from Astrub, gets to be seen from time to time since she’s Simone’s girlfriend. Keep in mind that this specific show came out in 2013 so not only was Ankama depicting lgbtq+ material but they were also NEVER afraid of showcasing the two girls loving each other and even plainly showing it when they had the chance (for example, there was even A FULL EPISODE THAT HAD ONE OF THEIR DATES IN IT)
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So if Ankama can make obvious lesbian pairs without trying to lower it down or trying to exaggerate it back in 2013, who’s to say that they couldn’t make Amalia blush when seeing Eva dressing up BECAUSE she had some kind of crush for her in the beginning?
All I can say is that based on the pieces of evidence that we got, I suspect that Amalia could be bi or pan.
I’m leaning more toward pan though because she was able to love Yugo even though he has his dragon blood problem. (<- this truly made her look like she cared more for his personality rather than how he looked)
Actually, I bet that she would still love the guy even if he was a full-grown woman too 😆😆
(Female!Yugo x Amalia is my guilty ship and I can’t help it, it’s super cute. I think about it so many times while i’m also thinking about Yugo x Amalia 😩😩)
SO YEAH PANSEXUAL AMALIA IS REAL AND NO ONE CAN TELL ME OTHERWISE!!!
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thescrumptiousstuffs · 7 months
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Only Friends, Episode 8 - Save Me
In which Mew goes on a destructive streak (on himself), Ray is not helping the situation, Top is a sad puppy, Cheum has enough while Sand attempts to again put some boundary with Ray (and failing)
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Well…he truly went into a bender after breaking up with Top. It’s clear he is still devastated by Top’s betrayal and him getting together with Ray is partly revenge, partly because Ray has always been the one person (in his group of friends) who loves him unconditionally, and currently Mew needed the affirmation he is desired and attractive (remember he proclaimed to Ray he think he is “boring and plain” in the bookstore - and Ray immediately replying “You are delectable.”) - yeah, that tells us Mew’s self-esteem has gone down the drain after knowing Top/Ton slept together (recall he kept thinking they got together because he was inexperienced and from his perspective laughing behind his back, we know it’s not true but well Mew judgement is somewhat impaired for now).
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So, having Ray who put him at a pedestal and has never said no to him is good for his self-esteem…just terrible for everything else 😫😩…in some way, Mew is using Ray to “gain access” to all the risky behaviours that Ray engages in - getting drunk, smoking, partying daily and trying Coke - notice Ray never “introduce” it to Mew (and I will disagree with Twitter/Tumblr people who said so, because it’s always Mew who initiated it, BUT Ray enables them, also notice Ray was the one who asked whether Mew is sure he wants to try smoking cause it was also Mew who nag him to quit before)…
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Similarly, the scene in the bookstore - you can see with flashbacks, Mew is deeply missing Top. And when Ray came over, the conversation led to Mew again being the instigator for the Halloween Party, informing Ray he wants “to get drunk, and party all night long.”
The fact that he couldn’t even bring himself to reciprocate Ray’s declaration of love (and he admits it - “you are the one I should love”) or kiss him in private is also another clear sign that Mew is not over Top. It was only when Top is in front of him, he made a huge scene (partly also driven by him already drunk and high) that he impulsively kisses Ray to prove a point (on a side note, that was a good kiss boys! - so KhaoBook series in 2024 anyone? 🫣)
I’m not sure how much he will spiral further but if he wants to keep his honour student status, well, I guess the next few episodes will tell us whether Top can bring him back to reality - I have hope for this especially because when Mew drunkenly but brokenly told Top “Why must you be an asshole?” before passing out on Top’s shoulder, Top tenderly looked at Mew.
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Which brings me to Top. He has truly eaten the humble pie this episode, and I felt sorry for him. Yes, he was (most likely still) arrogant and can be an asshole, but he truly does seem to connect with Mew and loves him. His mistake was to take what Ton said in face value and slept with him due to bruise ego (and I’m glad he told Ton off during the party - gawd the latter still tried to take a jab on Top’s fall from the grace by nastily implying Ray/Mew has slept together many times - firstly so not true cause Mew can’t even kiss Ray in private, and secondly not his business if they did sleep together)
Top looking at Mew concernedly from the outside because he knows the current behaviours are uncharacteristic for the latter (also perhaps a touch of guilt as he is likely aware at some stage he is responsible for Mew going into a downward spiral because of his encounter with Ton)
I applaud Top on him continuously trying to make amend with Mew, discussing the situation with Chuen and also helping out with the Ray situation (because let’s be real, he did not help Ray out for Ray himself, more for Mew/Chuem, although bribing the police force??? 😩🫠🫠🫠🫠… I do not condone that. Also, is it common for rich people to carry chunk of cash to party like that?? Why can’t he help the legal way?? Urgh..don’t mind me, I’m just ranting out loud now)
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Anyway, it was sweet of Top to bring Mew back safely to his house and clean him up after the party, but hemm…cuddling and sleeping with Mew after that (yeah, again not a good idea as at the present time Mew has broken up with him and never gave him permission for Top to sleep in the same bed/cuddle with him)
Ray
As much I love Ray (and kudos fo Khaotung who brings this complex, multi-facet individual to life, I also feel if anyone else played him, not many of us will be as emphatic towards him), his actions in this episode, yeah…left me wincing and shaking my head at times.
Ray unfortunately has yet to accept his alcohol/drug abuse is an issue and it’s affecting his relationships with everyone - be it Mew, Sand, Chuen and Boston. It doesn’t help at baseline, he is depressed and a lonely individual, which in turns shape him to be selfish and clinging hard to anyone who showers him with any positive attention.
Mew is one such individual for Ray - the fact Mew was there at the lowest point for him definitely made Ray sees him in rose tinted glasses. Whatever Mew wants and says, Ray will follow (especially when it lines up with what he normally does - the drinking, partying, smoking, drugs etc.) When they are not a couple, it’s easier for Mew to lecture on Ray’s bad behaviour (albeit unsuccessfully), but now with Mew joining in the chaos, Ray’s destructive behaviours are going further into hellhole (I also find it interesting Ray seems so aware he is not first choice for Mew - “At least he let me cross the friend zone line”, “We are seeing if we can work things out” - these 2 sentences when he had the conversation with Sand outside the bar are very telling. Similarly, he didn’t even look surprised when Mew couldn’t say back he loves Ray. It seems Ray consciously chose to be with Mew cause he is the “safer” option when compared to Sand cause he at least knows how Mew will behave towards him while Sand is largely still unknown)
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Sand is another person Ray connects deeply. The one person who has time after time help him without any transactional gains. And it’s interesting to note Ray’s destructive behaviours are somehow mellowed/lessened when Sand is around. Sand appears to be Ray moral compass. He genuinely listen to what Sand says (even more than he listen to Mew, although I don’t think Ray recognises this). Ray persistency in seeking out Sand (be it in the bar and uni) is exasperating on Sand behalf who is trying his hardest to put a guard around his heart - but well, Ray has the most effective puppy eyes I have ever seen and he uses this in good effect. Ray himself acknowledges he feels good in himself when around Sand, and he is certainly possessive of Sand’s attention (more so than he was with Mew, in my humble opinion). I think it’s clear now, Ray is truest and most honest when he is high/drunk - because his filter is completely gone. So, him putting himself between Sand and Mr Freddie Mercury, followed by him bluntly saying he knows Sand has feelings for him, and that Sand will never leave him (I also think he is projecting his own feelings towards Sand here..) - yup it’s him telling Sand to be honest about his feelings towards Ray (I'm not justifying Ray behaviour here - he should not have kissed Sand without consent and it was cruel for Ray to bring up Sand feelings out in the open like that - but as we have learn, Ray lashes out when he is angry (also, I think there is a hint of panic on Ray's behalf that Sand will leave him, just like his mom left him and he perceiving his dad abandoning him)
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Sand is truly living up to his moniker of "best boy" ever. He got his heart broken into pieces by Ray when the latter decided to attempt a relationship with Mew. Time and time again he attempts to put a barrier around his heart and set some boundary with Ray - but as we can see, Ray is hard individual (for Sand) to resist. I know a lot of us thinks Sand can do better than Ray - but well, the heart wants what the heart wants, yeah? (also doesn't help that each SandRay scene has the yearning and intimate feel that I can't help root for them - even when they are fighting cause you can see them fighting their attraction here, maybe cause it's played by FK?) - for e.g the scene between SandRay outside the bar, you could tell Sand was holding back tears and his voice break a little, and Ray clocked on it - the latter touched his arm, wanting to stop Sand from going while Sand asking to let go... urghh, my heart breaks from them.
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And even after the massive fight between the 2 of them at the party, Sand's first concern when the police busted the scene is to find Ray - knowing the latter will be in further trouble if he is caught with drugs. And Sand, attempting to lie for Ray about the drugs to the police or him pleading the latter to stay still when the police put Ray on a chokehold with a knee on his windpipe...
On a side note, I also find it interesting the difference between how Sand and Mew treats Ray and his risky behaviours. I can't really articulate it properly but Sand seems to recognise Ray needs to take the first step if he wants to change for the better but Sand will be on standby and support him when he does. Mew, on the other hand (until this episode) while also being supportive tends to be more condescending. I think because Mew comes from a stable family, he can't understand at the base level why Ray can't change/stop his destructive behaviours easily.
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Btw, I also love SandNick friendship - them bonding on their failed relationships and one-sided loves is just.... 🥺🥺🥺
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Ton is keeping a low profile this episode. He knows he is now the outcast in his group of friends, and they are barely tolerating him. But oh, him drinking alone and looking at Nick's picture on the phone - is that a hint of some feelings towards Nick???
But just as when I thought there is some redeemable quality for Ton... he again prove to be the most consistent character in this series so far. Him nastily jabbing on Top at the party, insinuating Ray/Mew have slept together countless of time???? (urghhh, Ton seriously?)
Or him leaving with Atom (his brother's friend!!!! - I cringed at the end of episode 8) and from the preview of the next episode - yup it appears he did the deed with Atom (look, I'm not saying Atom did not play a role in this - that boy was clearly hitting on Ton and despite Chuem warning Atom, he made the conscious decision to leave the party with Ton). But the whole situation is just terrible (and if Ton has some decency, he would have decline Atom's invitation but oh well...we all know what Ton is like). I can already tell the whole Atom/Ton situation will also implode with Atom as the casualty.
Nick
Well, at least his working career is on the right path because his love life with Ton has sunk to the bottom of the ocean. Him approaching and attempting to make amend with Ton at the party - urghhh, again the heart wants what the heart wants, yes? - But I hope it gives some closure for Nick to move on with his life and put Ton firmly in the past (I'm actually not holding my breath on this, but we will see).
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And now Nick with Dan (Papang's character) - well, that's a whole new dynamic that will be interesting to see. It's clear Dan is interested in Nick, but hemmmm....I'm not sure having a relationship with your own intern is morally ok due to the power difference between the 2 of them (it's giving me the ABAB vibe except more serious???). Also, Dan seems to have a daddy kink (I mean he asked Nick to call him "Daddy Dan" if the next episode preview is correct), and err, I'm not sure I'm into that.
Namchuem and April
Poor Chuem is at her wits end with the group of boys this week. For obvious reasons she is barely communicating with Ton. And now with Mew on a destructive streak, it seems she has lost the one stable force in their circle of friendship. So, I am not surprised she teams up with Top to get back Mew on the right path.
Some people in Twitter/Tumblr may say Chuem barely cares for Ray - I think she does, but Chuem is self-aware she cannot control Ray's habits. And up until this episode, she appears to rely on Mew to do the “handling” of Ray’s bad habits. Could she have done more? Sure, but also remember most of us in our early 20s can barely handle our own problems let alone someone with complex issues like Ray (and this is again why someone like Sand is so special - despite him being the same age as the everyone else, he appears more mature/grounded, doesn’t take shit from anyone and genuinely seems to love Ray in all his drunken mess). Also, personally, I don’t think Cheum is as close to Ray (when compared to Mew), and if Mew could barely control Ray, what hopes does she has. And her asking Top to help out Ray because he doesn't want Ray to go into jail (well, if that is not her caring for Ray on some level, I'll eat my metaphoric hat)
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So, her bursting out in anger and ranting her frustrations towards Ray, I don't blame her at all- because it is true, in their circle of friendship, Ray has always prioritise Mew with Chuem most of the time as an afterthough. I'm not sure whether she blames Ray for Mew behaviours (and if she does - that is one thing I will say she shouldn't be doing cause all of Mew downward spirals are initiated by Mew and Mew alone, except Ray is there as an enabler)
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Anyway, I'm glad Chuem has April - cause the latter, she is a GEM. Supportive and truly the best GF anyone can ask. Also, some wise word from April when she pointed out the boys are adults and can make their own decisions (even if those decisions leads to catastrophic consequences). They as friends can try and advise, but ultimately, it will be up to the boys to accept said recommendations or not.
As usual, this episode has left me with so many feelings and emotions. The above is me again just getting my thoughts straight before the next episode. It seems episode 9 will be "fluffier" but if we are getting SandRay reconciliation, I want Ray to at least have a proper conversation with Mew before doing so.
(Again kudos to all the cast members who you can tell act their hearts out - my personal favourite moments include SandRay conversation outside the bar and when Mew brokenly told Top "why must you be an asshole?" - cause both First and Book conveyed their heartbroken state through their eyes in those scenes superbly well)
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destinyc1020 · 10 months
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TCR Reviews: Episodes 5 & 6
I missed posting my review for Ep 5 last week, so I'll just combine it with my review for Ep 6.
*****WARNING: SPOILERS!!!!
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Ep 5 Review:
Overall, I felt like this episode was really good! I was glad that we as the viewers were able to get a little more insight into Danny's childhood. This episode was very sad to me though. 😔 And some scenes could have possibly been very triggering for some watching because is deals with the topic of child sexual abuse. 😔
To me, it's just utterly DISGUSTING how a grown adult would take full advantage of a CHILD and abuse them in this vile way, and basically rob them of their innocence like this. 😡 Those actions have awful consequences for the child victim, and many times they struggle with the abuse even into adulthood, and it basically ruins their adult life forever...especially if they don't receive any assistance/therapy. 😔
I kept praying that they weren't going to show us too much of the abuse in this episode, because that would have just been super sad. 😭 Thankfully, the show stopped just short of showing too much (thank goodness). I feel like Ep 4 started making it more and more apparent that Danny is dealing with DID and doesn't even realize it himself (but others around him can tell something is wrong with him), whereas I feel like Ep 5 kind of showed us why Danny is the way he is, and some of the reasons behind his mind split. The interesting thing though is that his mind seems to have split even before the abuse of the stepfather, so it makes me wonder if maybe he had some other possible childhood trauma in his history? 🤔
Anyway, by the end of Ep 5 I just felt SO SAD for Danny, and I keep wondering..."When is his life going to change for the better??" 😭 His life is just so sad and depressing. 😩 My heart goes out to him. With that said, I like how this show isn't making Danny into some kind of "monster", but is more so showing how we should have sympathy for his character and his mental struggles. I know a LOT of fans were worried that the series would focus on the murders and rapes, and were afraid it was going to cast people with DID in a bad light, and some were worried about seeing Tom in a controversial role like that, but so far, it's clear to see that a LOT of fan worries and anxieties (and assumptions) were waaay off base.
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Ep 6 Review:
I really loved this episode! 😃 I LOVED getting to know more about Rya and seeing more into her life. Now things are starting to come together. The pieces are all starting to fit.
Idk why critics claimed that the series is difficult to follow in the timeline. The timeline isn't difficult to follow imo at all. In fact, I actually LOVE when shows/films go back and forth from the past to the present. I like trying to connect the dots lol. Maybe they didn't add the "5 weeks after the Rockefeller shooting" taglines on the episode scenes at the time the critics saw the show?? Anyway.... Tom's acting! He did awesome in Ep6. 👏🏾😃I can't wait for more! I feel like we will get even MORE of his great acting in the latter episodes. He did the transitions so well too. You could see him switch from Jack to Danny so effortlessly. Even the way he holds his eyes... It's very subtle, but it's noticeable. His scenes in this episode remind me so much of James McAvoy's performance in the film "Split" and his therapist scenes. The switch btwn characters is just amazing. I'm glad they added those elements in this series as well.
After what I've already seen so far, I definitely think Tom deserves at least an Emmy NOD. I can only imagine we get more of his fine acting in latter episodes.
This series reminds me so MUCH of "Primal Fear" with Edward Norton. GREAT movie. If you haven't seen it yet, I highly recommend it! I saw it years ago, so when Tom said this series was going to be a lot like "Primal Fear", I already knew what type of ride we would be in for lol. 😅🤣
I honestly don't know why critics slammed this series so much. It has been a "slow burn" (sure), but definitely not anything horrible at all! I'm almost wondering if they even saw all 10 episodes?? 👀 I also love how the series isn't making Danny out to be a monster. I know a lot of fans were worried about that, but I had faith that they weren't going to go that route when I kept hearing about how the series was being described. I like how it's moreso focusing on his mental health. I love it. It's been very good so far. It's VERY much like the film "Primal Fear" imo.
Can't wait for Ep7!!! 😁👏🏾
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[Book One of Three]
Story: 4 out of 5 Smut: 3 out of 5
I never thought I’d say this, but I’m in love with a demon. Harley Laroux did not disappoint with this book and I’m so glad there’s two more in this series!
At first Rae bugged the hell out of me because of her stupidity, but then I realized the girl was just trying to survive. As any human would. And at least Leon loved her brattiness. His punishments were… wow.
And the whole Leon giving Rae his metal scene… fucking. swoon!
Dear lord, I loved it.
I loved it all.
Now here are my rambling thoughts...
* I’m already team demon. I don’t like this pompous Kent guy. Or his children.
* Kent’s son Jeremiah is such a little bitch lol
* What the fuck is waking up that gives a DEMON chills?!
* Oohhhh. Rae found a grimoire of her own 😏
* Who the fuck is this security guard and what just happened..?
* Wait.. Leon is the security guard?! lol. Demon asshole. Okay, it’s fine then.
* “I don’t tell stories for free, doll.” // “Yeah? What’s your price?” // “You, on your knees, begging for my cock down your throat.”
* Goddamn. Leon’s bold. I fucking love it 😂
* Aw damn. Leon’s got a hot friend. Another demon? And then Victoria noticed Rae checking out Leon. Not good 😬
* Well hello, Zane. I love you already lmao.
* Oh fuck. That alley scene. Get some, Rae.
* Fuck the Hadleigh’s for wanting Rae dead.
* And he fucking lost the grimoire… Kent fucking lost the book that kept Leon bound to him. Leon’s free!!!
* I have a feeling Everly “donated” the book and that’s how Rae got it when her friend from the library gifted it to her.
* Oh hell. That creepy thing was stalking Rae. And Leon saved her. God, I want a Leon.
* She totally just accidentally summoned a demon 😂 Time to play, Leon.
* “I don’t make idle threats. If you run out of here, then I’m going to hunt you. I’m going to catch you. And when I do- when I do, I’ll make you scream.”
* Well I was gonna stop reading for the night, but Leon just showed his forked tongue. I’m intrigued.
* Aw damn. Of course they’d be cockblocked by an Eld- that creepy as fuck creature that hunts humans.
* Holy shit. The way he ate her out and then fucked her… yeah, she’s totally giving up that soul of hers.
* Aw fuck. Why did Everly steal the grimoire? If she didn’t “donate” it, then how did it end up in the library? And please don’t let her father know she has it.
* Aww. Poor Cheesecake. The Eld snatched the car up and Leon’s totally risking his life for Rae’s cat 😂
* Rae is starting to piss me off. Just listen to the demon!
* Serves you right. You wanna argue, not you gotta squirm through your classes.
* …and now she’s invited him inside to patch up his wounds 😩 Just give him your soul!
* “I was like you once. I think I envy you, to still look at the world with such fascination.” // “You can still. Why not?” // “If you live in the dark long enough, you’ll forget what the light feels like.”
* I knew they were gonna fuck, but goddamn that was… intense lol.
* After everything, this bitch STILL wants to ask the Hadleigh’s for help?! I fucking hope they sacrifice her now. She’s so stupid.
* Now you’re trying to bind him and command him to protect you? Rae, you’re fucking up. I hope Leon makes you pay.
* And punish her he did. Goddamn.
* “I want you. Irrevocably. But I can’t settle for less than all of you. Body and soul, Raelynn. We demons, when we see something we like, we need to possess it. It’s in our nature.”
* Told you, you should have given him your soul. Now he’s gonna leave and the Hadleigh’s are gonna sacrifice your ass.
* Well shit. Everly has the grimoire and has an Archdemon protecting her. This is going to end swell.
* Goddamn. Callum the Archdemon fucked up Leon 😂
* Awww. Everly gave him his sigil back.
* Oh my fucking god. Did you really go to the Hadleigh’s for a party? You’re so goddamn stupid, Rae.
* Of course Jeremiah is gross enough to roofie Rae. I knew this party was just a ploy to get their next sacrifice. Thank god for Zane and “Sam”. And now Leon is here. Yay!
* Fuck. Kent was waiting for them 🤦🏻‍♀️
* Leon pierced her nipples. Why was that so hot 🥵 😂
* Whoa. Kent’s dead? A little anticlimactic, no? But which psycho will have after Rae now? The God has a Kynes, a Hadleigh, and now It just needs a Lawson. Rae is so not in the clear.
* Fucking hate Jeremiah.
* Oh my god 😭 Leon saying goodbye before he takes on the Reaper. I’m not okay. Fuck this.
* Oh my god… no matter that she’s marked for the God, she still carved Leon’s name into her flesh and gave him her soul. HE’S ALIVE!!!
* Omg I’m so happy. They both lived and she gave a big middle finger to that God.
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so i just read ur guerilla fic and OMGGG WOWOWOWOWEEEEE IM SO BLOWN AWAYYYYY
ngl i went in like expecting this to be the typical cold hearted serial killer and naive goody good reader BUT HOLY SHIT i think i just fell in love w the way u give ur characters such depth and complexity like 🤯
god there's so much i want to put into words and i genuinely love how you flow everything together and the whole story is so cohesive and a delight to read and im just having a ball reading it all the way through (and maybe shed some tears when mc panicked after yunho "took the blame")
also read the bonus scenes and- if i may say this, i wish u kept those in 😭 the buildup and the aftermath was truly something i needed for them and... i don't need to talk abt the smut part bc OOOOHHH MY GODDD.... now listen i usually read smut and ngl i read guerilla bc it popped up in the tags and that scene was brain churning spine melting toe curling piece of edging i've ever read like he just fingered her and it's got me rolling in my bed this much lord-
also if i may ask bc im kinda slow but which atz was which doctors? 😭 ik it's dumb but i got mingi psychiatrist and yunho surgeon and the rest is definitely between the lines but i can't recall any them to save my life rn 😭✋
haha omgg 🥹🥹 thank you so much i read this like thrice im smiling like an idiot rn 😭❤️ yes one thing about me is i wont settle for a typical trope just like that i gotta put in some ✨twist✨ some spice if you must hehe thank you so much for the feedback love <3 haha yes yunho is such a sweetheart when he tried to take the blame like imagine having someone who would quite literally kill for you 😩🤌
bro only the deleted scene was actually deleted the bonus scenes i had in my head but never wrote and and the word count was already a whopping 28k tumblr starts glitching when it gets so high 😭 believe me i wanted to make this a solid 50k word 2 part fic but i was like who's gonna read that 😭 (might write a part 2 one day 👀 with all the spice and smut and how their relationship is hmmm im so tempted rn bc i should be starting a new wip but my headspace is still filled with serial killer yunho he's so 😩❤️)
LMAO IM GLAD THE LITTLE SMUT MADE YOU FEEL ALL HOT AND BOTHERED like this was just the beginning of their relationship and he's already exploring choking for pain vs choking for pleasure KFHSHDJSJA CAN YOU IMAGINE THE UNHINGED POSSIBILITIES??? (again im so so tempted to write a pt 2 😭)
haha omg atz as doctors okay so yeah i mentioned mingi as psychiatrist, yeosang as a nephrologist right? i wrote down all the roles for them and i wish i had gotten the opportunity to explore more of that! but wooyoung as a dentist, seonghwa for paediatrics, hongjoong eye specialist, san ent specialist and jongho gynaecologist hehehe
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pandoraslxna · 5 months
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To be honest, every cut scene should have been kept... They all are so important
And the Loreya scenes... Especially the night bioluminescent swimming !? It was like 20 secs and so beautiful ? Why take this out ????
Anyways *sigh* 😂😩💕
I agree, they were all soo important to every characters development and also to the story itself… I don’t get why they were cut out 😭
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chans-room · 1 year
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Don't Hang Up: Opening Scene
Rating: 18+ / Minors DNI
Warnings: depictions of violence, gore, murder, minor character death, I'm sorry in advance but I needed someone to kick this off and I figured it had to be a couple of bad bitches 😩 this is still VERY much an Ateez fic, please don’t let this chapter fool you.
A/n: and so we begin lol thank you to my beta reader @slashersteve and @sailoryooons for vibe checking this as my fellow Ghostface lover. There are a few texts/images at the end bc I can’t help myself — let me know what you think 🖤
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Jimin huffed in frustration, attempting to fish his phone out of his back pocket without overturning the drink carrier in his other hand. He rolled his eyes seeing Taehyung’s name flash across the screen — he would be calling to ask how far away Jimin was with his precious menagerie of drinks instead of coming to the door to help him.  With a snarl of frustration, he balanced the phone on the drink lids and accepted the call. 
“Yah! You better come open the door for me! I walked all the way across campus for your ridiculous fucking double chocolate frappuccino and your orange juice with ice; which made me feel like a serial killer when I was ordering it by the way. The barista stared at me like I’d asked her to commit genocide,” Jimin squawked. 
An unfamiliar laugh filtered through the phone’s speaker, making Jimin freeze. “Now, now, is that how you answer a call from your beloved boyfriend?” Jimin frowned, looking at the caller ID, which only confirmed the call was coming from his boyfriend. But the voice was distinctly not Taehyung. It sounded mechanical and menacing, nothing like the warm, dulcet tone he was familiar with.
“Why do you sound like that?” Jimin questioned absently, fighting the way his heart began to race. 
“I’m just trying stuff out for Halloween pranks. Come on, don’t you remember what week it is?” The mechanical voice asked teasingly, making Jimin sigh and roll his eyes.
Of course Tae was already preparing for Halloween — he should have known. He felt silly for getting so nervous all of the sudden, despite standing at their own locked front door; the same one he’d walked out of only 45 minutes before. Jimin kicked the door open with the toe of his boot, throwing his keys onto the side table. “Alright, well you got me. Now come get your shit, and let’s get started on Love Island. We have so much to catch up on.”
Jimin didn’t hear the shuffling of his lover's feet nor the creaking of their floorboards in the hall in response; only silence.
“Babe? Where are you?” Jimin called out, the unease creeping back into his chest. 
“I wanna play a game. How about… you come find me,” Jimin heard in response, the voice crackling as it filtered through his phone's speakers.
“Tae I’m not in the mood, I just walked across campus at fucking sunrise and it’s freezing today,” Jimin whined, shucking off his boots and lining them with Taehyung’s dress shoes. 
“Come on, it’ll be fun! Don’t make me come out and find you first,” was the reply. Jimin couldn’t help but shiver at the almost menacing tone; Taehyung always kept him on his toes.
“Oh and what will you do to me if you find me first,” Jimin asked innocently, peeling off his jacket and letting it fall on the ground. “I’m sure if it’s anything like what we did last night, I won’t complain.”
“Oh, I’m sure you’ve never done what I have planned.”
Jimin giggled, tip-toeing toward their bedroom. He listened against the door, frowning when he didn’t hear anything from the other side. Pushing the door open, he found their bed, still tousled from sleep, but no Taehyung in sight. “For real, I’m not in the mood for this right now. Tell me where you are.”
“Hmm, I don’t think you’re trying hard enough to find me, how about I up the stakes a little. If you find me, I’ll make it quick.”
“What the fuck does that mean?” Jimin huffed, throwing open the closet doors, and groaning in annoyance when he didn’t find his boyfriend with a boxy smile behind the door.
“That’s for me to know, and you to find out. Come on, I’ve been dying for you to find me.”
Jimin rolled his eyes again, sticking his head into the bathroom; finding it empty. “You’re not being fair. Give me a hint at least,” he whined, padding toward their office.
“No, no way. No cheating your way out of this one.”
Jimin sighed in relief hearing rustling behind the door to their office, “I can hear you in there,” he warned lightly, “I’m surprised though, you never paint this early in the day. You always complain about how the light isn’t good enough because of the west facing windows.”
“It’s a special occasion today, I really wanted to set the mood.”
Jimin flushed, slipping into the room, the light from the hall illuminating a sliver of the stark white canvas and bathing the darkened room in a muted glow. He couldn’t help but notice the blinds were pulled shut, and the lamps were all out. Anxiety crawled up his throat, tightness settling in his jaw as he looked around anxiously at the looming shadows. He’d never realized how the darkness clung to every corner in their apartment until right then. He’d never worried about them before with Taehyung’s bright smile and reassuring presence on hand. 
“Tae, I don’t like this. Please just come out,” he pleaded earnestly.
“Aw, come on. You don’t even want to see my masterpiece?”
“Taehyung, I’m serious. Please just turn off the fucking voice. It’s creepy, okay? You can prank call those kids I work with later but I’m over it,” Jimin asked, the hair on the back of his neck standing on end. Dread settled on his mind, starting to doubt himself, and the person on the other end of the call. 
“Just turn the light on, and I’ll come out.”
He couldn’t place why, but the idea of turning the light on struck terror though him. He didn’t know what he was going to find once he did, but something told him it wouldn’t be anything good.
“What, are you scared? Is Park Jimin actually afraid of something?” 
Jimin frowned, his hand stilling in mid-air, his fingers a breath away from the light switch; Taehyung knew all his fears, and had never used them against him in such a malicious way.
Without another thought, he flipped the switch, filling the room suddenly with a nearly blinding white light. In the middle of the room sat Tae’s easel, facing mostly away from where Jimin was standing. 
“Go on, take a look,” the voice pressed. The disembodied, mechanical lilt began to sound less and less like the Tae he knew and the more unsettled it made him. 
Jimin took the few cautious steps forward, brows furrowing as he saw what was on the canvas.
In a dark red, the words LOOK UP were drawn haphazardly on top of the brightly coloured painting he’d seen Taehyung working on for the past few days. He didn’t want to look, but his curiosity betrayed him, his eyes darting up for a fraction of a second. 
He refused to believe it. It must have been a trick of the light. There was no way that the love of his life was tied to a chair, half naked with blood spilling down his tanned chest from the gaping wound at his throat. There was no way that his handsome boyfriend was staring at him with no life in his big, brown, doe eyes, kitchen knife protruding from the side of his head
Tears instantly welled in Jimin’s eyes as he tried to convince himself that if he didn’t look, it couldn’t be real. But he couldn’t stop himself, his eyes locking onto Taehyung’s lifeless gaze. 
A sob tore out of him, his hands starting to tremble as he took in the sight in front of him. “No, no, no, no,” he mumbled, taking a step backward.
“You just don’t understand art, do you? That’s okay, you’re going to be my next masterpiece,” the voice mocked. Jimin couldn’t help but notice now the sharpness in the voice, the sinister edge to its tone.
At the same moment, Jimin realized whoever had killed Tae was still in their apartment.
He dropped his phone, darting for the open door as he screamed out a singular booming HELP. He rounded the corner, his front door coming into sight when a figure stepped out from behind the wall to his side. The mass of pitch black was undeniable, contrasted only by the stark white mask that was coming closer every second.
He didn’t even think about stopping, his body colliding with the figure. For a moment he didn’t feel anything except the gloved hand on his exposed throat until the blinding pain consumed him. It felt like what Jimin had always imagined a gunshot to feel like just to the left of his bellybutton. The pain felt like it had ripped through him, all the way to his back and out the other side. 
It was only a second later when the gloved hand covered his mouth did he realize he’d been screaming, and that they were now on the floor, the masked figure hovering over him. The face of the white mask was something out of a nightmare, the long exaggerated open mouth caught in a perpetual scream of anguish with mockingly sympathetic eyes.
Jimin was momentarily distracted by the absurdness of it, but the feeling of something tearing through his flesh came to the forefront of his focus. Jimin’s pained yells were muffled by the fabric of the glove covering his mouth and his nose. 
Using all of his strength — as well as the self defense class Taehyung had forced them to attend — he threw the figure off him, sending them straight into the glass coffee table with a decisive shatter. 
Jimin pushed himself off the ground, clutching his side as he staggered toward the front door. The world swam before him, tilting and folding in on itself like a kaleidoscope. He remembered reading about what happens when you combine adrenaline with blood loss, and how sometimes people experienced moments of euphoria or a loss of pain. He wished that was his experience. His limbs felt like they were full of lead, dragging across the tiled floor with every ragged breath he forced into his burning lungs which made the wound in his side feel like it was being pulled further apart. But it was nothing compared to the slicing pain in his heart — Taehyung was gone. That simple fact was enough to make Jimin consider giving up entirely. What was a life without Taehyung anyway?
But Jimin knew Taehyung would want him to live. Would want him to try. 
Jimin’s hand closed around the brass doorknob, relief flooding him when he felt a hand grab the hair on the back of his head. 
The next thing he knew, he was staring up at the masked figure through black spots in his vision. He could feel the warm, wet liquid slipping down his forehead.
The flash of the blade in the light caught his attention as the figure waved it around in his peripherals. “You just won’t give up, will you? That’s okay, I like a fight,” the modulated voice laughed. 
Jimin wouldn’t have known he was stabbed again if it wasn’t for the sudden pressure in his chest, and the immediate sensation he was drowning. He could only gasp for air as the figure above him pulled off their mask — finally revealing the identity of his attacker. Despair filled him upon recognizing them, but Jimin knew there was nothing to be done now. If he knew anything about his murderer, he knew there was never a chance of survival. Meticulous planning and the flawless execution of a plan were some of their best qualities.
Jimin felt the pain, and his devastation faded into nothing as his last rasping breaths left him. His eyes closed, the image of his murderer grinning down at him the last thing he saw. 
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Hello queen. Can i request an angst with porco where the reader is madly in love with him but just cant get him? I feel moody so i need pain, suffering and despair😩😩
sure! i do need that too i'm feeling you 😩 also sorry this came up so late ! hope you like it!
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"See, it has nothing to see with you..." He starts, eyes fixed on the white straw of his milkshake. You're sitting in front of him in silence, attentive to every single one of his words, as you feel tears starting to form on your eyes. Porco keeps his gaze low as he searches the right words to break your heart.
You can't even remember when you started to like him. Maybe it was when he arrived to your high school, several years ago, with his little group of friends. He looked friendly, nice, always smiling to everyone and always there for anyone.
You remember your first interaction, of course. He was late for his training, and Reiner was waiting for him at the end of the corridor. Bad luck he had running into you, who tried to leave the council's room, always so full of papers, with bags hanging on both your arms. The scene seemed to pass on slow motion, all the papers flying around you, as he gripped his hands to the door, avoiding falling. You didn't even know where to start apologizing, you felt way too shy to say anything, and less, to the new guy. You tried to start.
But he smiled at you.
It was so sincere, so pure, that it was stuck on your mind for months, as your words got stuck on your throat.
"I'm sorry." he said, simply. "I shouldn't be running on the corridors, and less, near doors." he smiled again as he kneeled on the floor, getting all the papers as he could together. You quickly helped.
"I should have checked if anyone was passing by, sorry." He dismisses it with a wave of his hand, smiling again, as he fixes his eyes on you.
"I'm Porco. Nice to meet you, even under this circumstances."
You started to find him more and more around, on the breaks, at lunch time, and he even got closer to your friend group. It wasn't rare to see both him and you spending time together with them all on summer, during winter holidays and after your graduation. You and your friends went to all his matches, cheering on both him and Reiner, and having a drink right after it, regardless of the result.
All the time you spent together started to make your heart nervous, pounding like crazy every time he was close to you. You wanted so bad to spend time together, and alone, for once. But he didn't seem to catch your intentions, at least, that's what you thought.
"Wanna go to the movies?" you ask him on one of your groupal karaoke sessions, when he sat by your side after singing. You were too shy, but the dark room and the color lights helped to hide your expression. Porco smiled.
"Sure! Hey!" he yelled, automatically after. "When are you all free for a movie?" you felt your soul dropping to your feet, as he turned and smiled at you under all the claps and the overall discussion about the films.
You tried so bad to have a date, but he kept making them groupal, inviting Reiner, your friends, or a mix of all of them. You tried for months, asked your friends for help, gave up and tried again when you felt a little interest by his side. And, finally, you asked him to go to the café near your uni alone. And here you are now, getting rejected by your crush, on a café known by being a romantic place. You even let him choose you a drink, and it's not even close to what you like. You suspect his attention was never on you, but on someone near you instead. After all, there's one girl in your group.
And she does like Vanilla Coffee.
"It's just... You probably misunderstood my signals." he sighs.
You've never been who I like.
"I thank you for your interest and I apologize for not being interested back."
There's someone else on my head.
"See, uh... You are very kind, and truly a friend I can rely on."
But you're not who I want.
"But... It can't be reciprocal, sorry."
Without a word more, he stands up, with a uncomfortable smile, paying for both your drinks and leaving quickly, as tears start to fall on your cup, the table and down your cheeks before you even realize.
Outside, Pieck waits for Porco with a smile, as he holds her hand to walk towards the park.
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ellieshairtye · 2 years
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NO DONT LOOK AT THAT ONE😩 Ok here’s a formal one, abby and reader have been on and off again for years and when someone flirts with either of em, they get jealous. POSSESSIVE ABBY HERE WE COME
No way || Abby Anderson
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Warnings- jealousy, swearing, Abby get into a fightttttt
Word count- 500
A/n: idk lol
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Normally at party’s im dancing and drinking having the best time with abs but nope not this time im stuck talking to the woman next to me, Jenna I think her name is has been talking my ear off ever since I walked through the fucking door and better yet me and Abby are playing the slient game as I like to call it. I look over at her nodding my head at whatever she asked before excusing myself to go get a drink.
But what do you know she follows me to the table only this time feeling up my arm, I move away only for her to try and get closer. “What are you doing?” I ask her wanting her to move the fuck back. She looks at me before looking at my lips while running her tongue over her teeth. “When I see a pretty girl I have to chat up a storm, you know? I have to slide into her life.”
Is this bitch like crazy, looking all over the room I finally set my eyes on the woman I was looking for, Abby was looking back with a look of amusements, anger, and something else I could place. “I have a girlfriend, so no need to slide into my life in anyway.” I told her before I start to make my way over to Abby.
I feel myself get harshly tugged making my turn around. As soon as my mouth opened to snap at the person lips were on mine. It was obvious this person was stronger because I couldn’t pull away. Once they took their lips off mine I could finally see who it was. And to my not really surprise it was fucking Jenna. “Get the fuck off me.” I hissed at her trying not to make a scene.
This bitch just wouldn’t let go. “Would you mind taking your hands off my girlfriend.” I hear Abby’s familiar voice say behind me. “Or what, huh. You know what what fucking ever, she’s a slut anyway.” This bitch should have kept her mouth shut.
Before anyone could defuse or do anything abby lunge’s at the girl, one minute they are wrestling on the floor next I watch as the woman under Abby gets her face bashed in, “if. You. Ever. Talk. Or. Call. My. Wife. A. Slut. Again. I. Will. Fucking. Kill. You.” Say told the slightly shorter woman.
Once I saw blood I made it my mission to try and get Abby to stop. “Abby, stop your going to kill her.” I yell as tears slip down my face in terror. “Abby, please let’s go home. Get off of her now.” Pulling at the buff woman she seems to get the point and turns her head to me.
“Okay. Okay.” She said while nodding. I take her hand as I rush us out of this shit show called a party. Once we got back to our little place we called home I close the door before resting my head on it. “Are you alright babe?” I hear Abby’s clam sweet voice behind me.
“Yeah I’m alright. Are you?” I turn to look at her my back now resting on the door. “Yeah yeah, I’m fine now.” She said while nodding. For the rest of the night I helped her get cleaned up before taking her to bed and snuggle.
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ok is it just me or did Oscar look extra handsome in episode 6?? like ofc he looks handsome in everything he’s been in but he just looked more handsome in this weeks episode if that makes sense 😭 idk it’s late at night and im so tired but he really was hitting different this week
don’t get me started on how freakin goooood he looks 😩
but you know what, i totally get what you mean lololol. i was all major heart-eyes at my tv whenever he was on-screen. likeeee—
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mans had me drooling for 40 minutes straight and i kept getting distracted by his face when i really should have been focusing on the plot :)
(i would’ve screen capped from every scene he’s in but i’m limited to how many pics i post here haha)
aLSO, can we pleeease talk about how especially hot he looks when he’s wearing the suit without the mask on ??? lemme tell ya, this girl went feral every damn time because…
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in conclusion, oscar isaac isn’t just a snack. he’s the whole fucking meal 😤
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okay here’s my dwd review, buckle up 🫡
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beginning to middle was pretty slow, middle to end was good!
the fluffy scenes between Alice and Jack were done really well, the chemistry between Harry and Flo felt so natural
HARRY LOOKED SO HANDSOME 😩 ON HIS PRETTY BOY SHIT FR!! The camera loves him, it makes me sick
Chris Pine played an excellent villain, he really embodies that egotistical manipulative psycho role perfectly
I felt like the plotline of Alice starting to realize something was wrong happened way too abruptly and inorganically. Like she just randomly started having flashbacks and doubts for no reason. I know Margaret kinda played a part in it, but Alice’s initial doubts didn’t really have much to do with her. I know the song was also a part of it, but its implied that she’s been harmlessly thinking about the tune for a while, and the idea that it just spontaneously triggers her despite the fact that she had it in her head for a long time is kinda unrealistic to me 🤷‍♀️ When things happen in a series of events/a domino effect, it really builds an exciting plot, and that’s what was missing from the beginning. I remember that in the original script, Alice finds a key while she’s doing Jack’s laundry, and her curiosity about its purpose is was leads her to find the portal and causes everything to unfold. Personally, I feel like they should have kept that, or at least kept the theme of it and have something like that set everything off.
Speaking of the tune, Harry did a really good job with it!! It was the perfect amount of creepy and it fit the entire film to a T
The entire dancing scene just seemed very unnecessary to me tbh! I heard a take about how it’s supposed to be a metaphor for how Frank puppeteers Jack and the entire community bc he’s literally seen as a god by them, which makes sense ofc, but the only reason I understand that analogy is because it was brought to my attention. Someone who is watching the movie and trying to draw their own conclusions from it probably wouldn’t have realized that’s what it was about (I’m using my sister as an example: she went with me and had absolutely no clue what the dancing was about and thought it was stupid 💀)
The whole thing with the plane crash was so ??? it’s one of those things that just felt like it was scribbled into the plot for the sake of haphazardly connecting some dots
The tension/face-off between Alice and Frank was 🤌 I loved the way he challenged her and she took it in stride and put up a good fight on her end. And Gemma’s entire ruthless monologue was done so well on her part
Flo’s acting is insane!! Like her talent never fails to leave me speechless, the way she’s so good with microexpressions and acting with her eyes…I adore her. The character shift she underwent when she had her epiphany and finally remembered her real life?? How she went from a proper housewife to cursing and yelling and fighting back?? 🫡
The whole scene after the dinner where Alice and Jack are discussing running away and then she gets taken by the Victory people was done really well!! Again, Flo’s acting in the car scene was so raw and realistic, 10/10. And Harry’s acting in this scene also really impressed me, I feel like he kept up with Flo nicely, which I honestly didn’t expect at all LMAO 💀 he did well with his expressions, his body language, and his dialogue, and I was like wow okay he has good potential
As for his acting across the entire film, I think he did good! He was going up against some legendary, experienced people (Flo, Chris, Gemma), so I expected it to be a very starch contrast in terms of talent to the point where he’d likely get overshadowed/stick out, but he managed to hold his own!! I remember when the Eternals scene came out, I was one of the people who felt that it looked very fake; he didn’t seem like an actual character, he just seemed like Harry in a superhero suit reciting some lines 💀 but in this movie, I think he actually embodied his role, and it felt like he was the character, and that he was playing who he was meant to play. Which is great, cause I was terrified that he’d flop and embarrass us 😭 a summary: he did good, still needs some work (which is expected), but he did his job and it was a nice acting debut on his part
I was left wanting some more depth to the characters. I wanted to know more about Jack’s background/identity in their real life, about Frank and what led him to create Victory, and how Jack discovered Victory and what he had to do in order to put Alice in it. She was a surgeon in a hospital and had tons of people depending on her, so how did he just manage to basically rip her from her career and her life without anyone coming to look for her?? What about her family, who would definitely try to come find her if they hadn’t heard from her in a while?? And his family?? Stuff like that. And also, I wanted to know much more about Jack and Alice’s marriage before the simulation (how they met, how their relationship developed, when they got married, how and when things started going wrong after he lost his job, why he was such a useless bum 💀 etc etc etc).
Ending was good, you could see Jack had some major screws lose by that point and Harry portrayed that well!! The chase scene was cool, but when she stopped and literally just stood there thinking about him I was like girl that man is DEAD!!!! GO GO GO!!!! and then she woke up and it’s implied she survives and gets to go back to her life 🫡 good for her
This movie being marketed as an ode to female pleasure completely missed the mark. The only “pleasurable” thing was the surface-level sex, which honestly felt unnecessary to me, if I’m being honest. The scenes just felt thrown in there, which makes me believe that the only reason they exist in the first place is merely to use them as a way to draw people in since it’s Harry having sex 🤷‍♀️ one would have been more than enough, and it’s the only one that made any type of sense to me: the one where Frank is watching them. Gross and fucked up, I KNOW, but it’s the one that actually aligns with themes in the film. Again, Frank is seen as this overlord figure in the community, and him looming over that entire exchange when Jack and Alice thought they had privacy kinda reminds me of that saying that goes, “God sees all.”, which is later supported further by how Frank informs Alice that he knows about her attempt to get Bunny on her side, implying that he’s “always watching.” That was my take on it, anyways, so I can see how that one was useful to the plot. The other scene was just there SJDNSNDNSN
That’s all I have to say, I think!! All in all, I give it a 7/10. I was entertained, but I was left wanting more from it, especially with how long it took for this movie to finally come out
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