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aylinaliens · 1 year

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pharm & dean just being pharm & dean (nauseatingly adorable)

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3thingsnothidden · 21 days

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just saw a clip of the lightning scene and I am now going insane because I just realized we have instances where both eddie and buck are screaming for the other at the top of their lungs and the other can’t hear. in both scenes it is coming from the screams are coming from the deepest parts of them, from their core, like it’s being wrenched out of them by fear by love.

not only that but then they follow it up by trying to do something physically impossible to get to the other - buck tries digging through 40 feet of mud with his hands in an effort to get eddie and eddie tries pulling all of bucks weight up from the ladder with just his upper body strength. idk how I never noticed these parallels in how the scenes play out before

their love for each other is unreal. there are no lengths they wouldn’t go to for the other

#i am unwell #these two make me feral #buddie #buck x eddie #911 abc #evan buckley x eddie diaz

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walking-in-the-sun · 16 days

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I want Maddie and Tommy to interact.

I want them to become good friends and for Maddie to show Tommy albums of embarrassing pictures she took of Buck as a kid and tell him all their stories because their parents never bothered to save any of Buck's childhood for him, but Maddie did.

I want Tommy wanting Maddie to like him because she means so much to Buck and he doesn't care about impressing Buck's parents. Buck would tell him their opinion doesn't matter, anyway.

I want Tommy to be just a little bit intimidated by Buck's big sister, because Buck already has someone that loves him and cares for him so much, and I want Maddie to accept Tommy like family because he makes Buck happier than she's seen him his whole life.

#911 abc #buck and tommy #maddie buckley #headcanon #evan buckley #tommy kinard #this show is making me unwell #tevan #bucktommy #tommy is already part of the 118 family #i need to see him ingrain himself in Buck's life #i'm going feral over these stupid fictional men

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fishing-lesbian-catgirl · 3 months

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After finishing in Indigo’s mouth Bloopy relaxes for a moment before the clarity hits her. “Shit!” her eyes shoot open, she scrambles around, searching for something in her nightstand drawer. She finds what she was looking for and hands Indigo the vial of an unidentifiable liquid, “You should probably drink it right away to avoid permanent organ damage.” She starts punching the local number for medical emergencies into her phone, “I totally forgot, I’m so sorry. Glaucus doesn’t need them so I-“

Indigo interrupts her with an unexpected kiss. Moments later when they finally break away she’s holding up the now-empty vial. “Got any more of these things, Bloop? I’d love to go another round~”

#idk what this is #after making the joke about Glaucus being the only one who can safely swallow her poisonous loads…#with the help of a friend I had this idea and it sounded both cute and hot to me #can you tell that I’m unwell #arknights #blue poison #indigo #indigo arknights #feral on main #arknights writing #nsft

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ghastlyaffairs · 1 month

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for something as trivial and simple those feelings sure are hard to get rid of

also made a gif a version for fun + alt version with no tears under the cut

the gif is in very low resolution...this is a feature (i could make it bigger but that would require saving each frame individually and than glueing it all together. also i feel like low resolution suits it better. aesthetically and fits the mood)

#hs #homestuck #dirk strider #eye strain #probably? if you think i should tag something else let me know!!#anyway hooray its time for rambling in the tags #so uhhh heres the teæ i've been sick for like a week and you know how it is when suddenly your throat becomes the main gunk warehouse #and you can't breathe lol. wish i could just pull it out. anywaaayy this is basically a vent piece for me being sick lol #also i could draw remotively the same thing with kris deltarune. oh how easy it is to project having a cold #though i have been also experiencing troubles with feelings recently as well....how fitting for dirk #speaking of the man himself (enough of me) his relationship with his own Heart...is peculiar to say the least #the thing i love about alphakids is that despite being so feral they were. so relatable. i cannot stress this enough how unwell they are an #and how they represented being a teen so well. yeah being 15 years old makes that to you #imagine being an emotional mess and trying to fit the 'norm' and act normal about your friends so youre not offputting #and then you fall in love with you friend and your ai clone falls in love with him too looool noone makes out of this one alive #uhh literally. godtiering stuff and dying remember #and speaking of it. tw for suicidal talk for the rest of tags #do you ever think dirk was suicidal. of course the part of when he teleports his head to jake was totally planned and he knew he would ->#wake up as dreamself but. don't you think the moment he cut his head off was sort of. cathartic. how much did he hate his own guts #beheading himself not only for the plan...but also because he thought he 'deserved' it #also wow he is a Prince and was literally beheaded don't you think its funny hahaa #sigh poor thing #this has ended on a not the very pleasant note hm #also fckkkkkk i didn't draw anything with rose/mary for the lesbian visabilty week #(putting the slash because tumblr search system has a dumb gag with showing you posts that contain the tag inside the other tag.#and i don't want this post to show up for the ros/mary fans because it's not!!!! its rose's father emotional crisis post!!!!)#update YOOOO WHAT THE HELL THE GIF HAS EVEN LESS PIXELS THEN I PLANNED fantastic #this your breakfast now tumblr. enjoy your crunchy flakes of dirks meltdown. mwah

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ilovemesomevincentprice · 8 months

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Vincent Price as King Charles II

Hudson's Bay (1941)

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firstkanaphans · 10 months

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did you hear that apparently during OF filming first and khao escalated to crying even in scenes where they weren’t supposed to?? someone help them 😭😭

I did! Poor babies 🥺

I guarantee what happened is that they started crying during fight scenes when they were only supposed to be angry. I can hear P’Jojo now: “Your characters have only known each other for two days. It’s not that serious.” FK can do everything except pretend not to care about each other. Remember Alan crying about Gaipa’s mom in Moonlight Chicken? If SandRay aren’t endgame, I think it’s going to hurt them worse than it hurts us.

The funny thing is that this seems to be a recurrent problem. They did the same thing while filming The Eclipse. I remember First talking about this one scene where Khaotung wasn’t supposed to cry, but First was crying, so of course Khaotung started crying too. P’Golf had to tell him to “relax his emotions a bit so that he would remain Ayan”—not Khaotung. And then First starting crying again when he told that story during the special episode because he was just so touched. They’re hopeless. Both of them. I love them to death.

#hearing first talk about that moment from the eclipse always makes me feral #like you’re telling me the bond between first and khao is stronger than the bond between akk and ayan?#i am unwell #asks #first kanaphan #khaotung thanawat #only friends the series #ofts

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radioactive-cloud · 6 months

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just got punched in my fucking gut by feelings

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#second photo makes me so unwell #the way nace looks at jan makes me feral #we used to be a proper country #we used to have nace being on his knees for jan (in public)#and now we barely get anything #make astp great again #nace jordan #jan peteh #jance #janace #joker out #thank you dean

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sophsun1 · 4 months

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#britin #queer as folk #cinematv #cinemapix #filmtvcentral #userthing #smallscreensource #userrlaura #usernuria #tvarchive #dailyflicks #userstream #tvedit #goddd this is such an underrated scene and the meaning behind this for brian makes me feral #mel & everyone thinking he was somehow withholding his love from justin when in reality he'd given him all he could in the only way he knew #the angst & pain being it wasn't what justin needed & he didn't understand the non verbal post the bashing & he forgot prom!!!#all the miscommunication between them and non spoken words leading to the break up just.... yeah... i'm unwell #2x16

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 10 months

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do you ever just sit there thinking about your favorite ocs while violently shaking. god. clenches fist. They're So.

#every time a song from their Joint Playlist comes on i go fucking feral #the betrayal the refusal to Let Go the haunting the persisting love the renunciation the resentment the abandonment the resignation #the overwhelming desire to do good vs the fear of admitting you were wrong vs the two people you love most tearing each other apart #AGHHHHH FUCK FUCK FUCK IM SUDDENLY DEEP IN THE ORIGINAL SAUCE #five seconds i was Normal. scribbling welcome home #then One Of The Songs Came On and now im losing my fucking marbles #perceived betrayals leading to real betrayals....#going too far and now its too late you're Committed you cant go back #he came to you thinking he could make you understand and you could work together to make things Better #and instead you ripped his heart out and left it bleeding on the floor for everyone to see #THEY MAKE ME MORE INSANE THAN LITERALLY ANYTHING #absolutely unprompted #the oc Unwellness comes and goes in waves but its the only true constant obsession with my life #god those three... my dearest darling Trio.... how old are they turning this year?#is it year eight of having them? year nine?#one of the two is for sure how long ive had My Specialest Boy Light Of My Life The Reason I Am Still Alive #the other two came after... maybe only mere months after but he was the first and he is just. i love him so fucking much #he is so so personal to me. he has a permanent place carved out in my chest #he sleeps on my ribs <3 #the other day i was reminiscing about his development over the years. his changes his different Versions #and fuck... he's really changed with me huh??#his past selves are echoes of my own self over the years #like he is Very different from me but at the same time. i created him with little pieces of myself sewn in #we hold the same views the same beliefs. im not him and hes not me but we're Kindred yk yk #i think i need to go listen to his playlist.... how long is it now... let me check... 15 hours 13 mins... 228 songs...#my gay 5'2 powerhouse of a guy. him <3 #maybe 'them' too he's played fast and loose with gender over the years. holy shit wait #his development echoes mine... i characterized him as 'fucks with gender norms' long before i realized my own gender fuckery #god damn. i love him even more now. i didnt think that was possible. im going to cry. hes so important to me #he has been with me through my worst years... and will be with me through all the hard times to come <3

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daily-hermit-gals · 6 months

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day 52 - a quick stress from lifeline au by @slashmagpie (same user on ao3!) since the scene with false and stress from asking for a miracle is in my head CONSTANTLY.

#stressmonster101 #lifeline au #llau #this makes me so unwell you don't understand. llau!false & stress makes me so. feral. rattling the bars of my cage. both as individual #characters and together. like hsibfjxkbsobd

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relicsongmel · 4 months

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The Hawthorne twins suffered more than Jesus