#they give ME life so it’s a chain

[noodles-and-tea]

YOUR ART IS SO PRETTYYY 🫶🫶 rn your Sherlock&co illustrations are giving me life

Thank you so much!!!!!!

#they give ME life so it’s a chain #it works #passed from one creator to another #it’s late I’m sorry #my art #sherlock holmes #ask #john watson #johnlock #sherlock #sherlock and co. #sherlock & co

[northern-passage]

new game cover courtesy of @forystr 💗

#AT LAST.... a real cover #THANK YOU for giving life to my silly idea hehehe #and letting me slap the title on top like that #his commissions are open!!!! 🔫 #was going to wait till tomorrow to share but i got too excited #i loooovveee the chain coming out of the water so much........hrng #and the colors. the blues and greens...... literally cannot get sexier than that #and ouppy :3 #it looks SO GOOD on itchio imc rying #tnp art

[captainhysunstuff]

14 more images below the cut (WARNING: Implied homophobia and talk of disownment):

It’s Sayu’s turn to have some one-on-one time with Light.  Light’s a bit mortified to find out that she’d been busy.  Namely, upping her nosiness and straining her imagination in an effort to figure out where he disappeared to and why their father would disown him.

To be clear:  Sayu has progressive views regarding sexuality here.  She fully accepts the possibility that Light is gay, and she would never judge him for it.  Something wasn’t clicking with the disownment story, and she only wanted to know the full truth of where her brother went.

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#drawn by me #my fancomic #Death Note #The Chain #tw: implied homophobia #tw: disownment #lawlight #Light Yagami #Sayu Yagami #cameos of #L #with a baby #Soichiro Yagami #Sachiko Yagami #Misa Amane #Hideki Ryuga #nosy sisters #crazy (or not-so-crazy) theories #lol Sayu's model is all over the place. I'll probably get better eventually. #sorry this took so long; darned personal issues and life and all that. you know how it is. *shrug* #Light comes up with the disownment cover story in the manga. I wanted his excuse to have consequences~ #the anime never gives a cover story; just for Soichiro to come up with something to tell his family and we're never told what he told them

[nymphilily]

"The Knight Of Dawn being a near exact copy of Silver is lazy!" You absolutely think the curtains are just blue, don't you?

#Y'all are free to call me crazy BUT #If Yana went out of her way to design KoD to be an exact replica of his son when that isn't the case for ANY OTHER Parent-Child Pair #Don't you think that was intentional? #If they are the only odd pair out don't you think that means something? Or are the curtain's just blue to you? #TKoD is an antithesis to Silver. He is everything Silver could/would have been had he not been put to sleep and adopted by Lilia #THAT is why TKoD is Silver but with longer blonder hair. Because he's supposed to be an undesirable outcome for Silver #A dog forever chained to his master's side without the courage to act on his own sense of what's right and wrong #Only when he isn't under the eyes of those he owes his life to and hold that above his head the does TKoD do what he knows is right #He lets Lilia escape with Malleus during his fight with Meleanor. In the middle of battle he gives the innocence a chance for life #And he's only allowed to do so because Henrik isn't there to interfere. Because for once he can act on his own morals and help someone #So when we see the Knight of Dawn next to Silver we aren't supposed to see a father and his son #We're supposed to see what Silver COULD have been had he not been raised by Lilia. Had he been raised to be a tool instead of an individual #A right his biological father was never able to obtain for himself #I guess this is the hill I'm dying on now. Yippee #TWST Knight of Dawn #The Knight of Dawn #TWST Silver #Silver Vanrouge #Twisted Wonderland Spoilers #TWST Spoilers #TWST Book 7 Spoilers #Twisted Wonderland Book 7 Spoilers #Twisted Wonderland

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

yk if i didn't grow up in a constant state of emotional repression, id probably be a disaster right now

#vent post look away look awayyy #ohhhhh theyre really trying it this time... #yall if you have piece of shit family members that you've cut off #dont EVER give them an inch. dont give them the time of day #doesnt matter their relation to you doesnt matter their feelings. fuck em #you cut them off for a reason and trust me they will only Prove your reasoning #FUCK EM!!! #absolutely unprompted #i believe... that perhaps.... there may be a restraining order in my future!! #omg i hope so that would be sooooo satisfying <3<3<3 #come anywhere near me and i will metaphorically bite yer dick off <3<3<3 #shits getting Messy again!!!! weeee!!!! #at least i have a fun new update for my dearest buddy sockeyesidequest <3 #anyway im literally looking at this 'family' drama #and i feel like a rabid dog on a chain. just let me go. please. please. its fine i dont bite (lying) im totally peaceful #i totally dont have a whole life of bottled up unrealized rage to unleash. double prommy <3 #'let me know if i can help ill give him a piece of my mind' i say as if i dont actively fantasize about getting his blood on my knuckles

[mymarifae]

i don't want to post here today can you guys just watch aventurine bidding farewell to his past self

#look at the child you used to be. tattered and worn but so full of love and hope for a better tomorrow #you decided your luck is a curse because it's kept you alive and you stopped valuing life when you lost your sister #you keep trying to gamble it away. and you win every bet every time #and yet... your hands shake and you secretly fear you'll lose with every new gamble #riddle me that kakavasha. #you were never as ready to give up as you convinced yourself you were #your family gave up everything... so You could live. and try as you might you never actually wanted to squander those sacrifices #set down your cards and throw away all your bargaining chips #pay no mind to the black hole at the end of everything. it's time you learned to value your life again #this world is precious. the emanator of nihility said so herself. hold her words close to your heart #and when you come out on the other side of it all... free of the IPC's chains. i hope you learn to see it all anew #my stomach hurts

[jarofalicesgrunge]

Mind, of destructive taste

I choose...to stroll amongst the waste

That was your heart

Lost in the dark

Call off the chase

Walls of thought, strong and high

As my castle crumbles with time

I think of you

Oh, yes I do

Such a crime……😏

#alice in chains #rock #90s #powerful #🤘🏻♥️ #thank you so much Alice In Chains #they give me life #aic #grunge #metal #melodic metal #Spotify #such a beautiful song #magestic #✨ #layne staley #rage vocals #legend

[boxwinebaddie]

sooooo is peppermint ever updating like...lmao....

woah.

wooooooah.

okay, like maybe i'm being sensitive, but i do NOT fuck with this energy. do not come at me with this passive aggressive bs. thx! <3

jokes aside, i'm sorry for being unprofessional, but this message feels very meanspirited and not chill to me....please take several seats.

so, no one asked me to, which is fine, but since about april, i have written over 100k, which is about the length of two novels. i wrote very detailed plot journals, meticulously planned my fanfiction out, did extensive research, nearly destroyed my fingers formatting, spiraled mentally several times, cried several nights over peppermint, self isolated, frightened several people in my life, ate and slept so infrequently that i developed a bacterial infection, and nearly failed my finals trying to put peppermint out every single week without fail.

and i do it for me...but mostly...

i do it for all of you.

because i love and cherish you all very much. ( even you, ominous energy anon who is currently polluting my hot girl vibe palace. )

a lot of you have expressed to me that my fanfictions bring great joy, that you feel seen in them, that they positively influence your real lives, that you get excited about my updates and like my writing style, characterizations and storytelling. that gives me great purpose.

recently, the tags have been dry as hell, the sp fandom feels almost nonexistent, my faith and inspiration is fading, but i am doing my very best to hang in there because even though sometimes i get stuck, or my fingers hurt or i feel inadequate or uninspired, it is worth it to me...to make you happy. making you happy makes me happy.

but this...this is really not cute.

and i have had a lot of self doubt and struggles with writing and wondering what the hell i'm even doing and if it's worth it and stuff like this...this energy...really makes me want to irish goodbye! lol!

i do not know when my fanfictions are updating. i wrote old chapters 11 and 12 under a lot of stress, pressure, with no planning, just because i was anxious about keeping you all waiting and i have never felt worse or more embarrassed about something i've written.

so those chapters are gone. because i care about quality. and i cannot rush to produce quality or i will produce garbage which benefits no one. i care about you all too much to half ass my shit.

i don't like to write when i don't want to. and this....really does not make me want to, so thank you very much! feeling the love, bestie!

but to my friends and dear devoted readers who have been kind to me, patient and supportive of my journey as a writer/whatever twists and turns i may make, whether i stop or start, take off or take breaks. i love you very, very, much and i really do write for you. ily, ncu. <3

so when rm 4 drops ( if it does ) and new pep 12 ( if it does ), it will be for all of you kind, lovely, wonderful people and it would be my honor.

but as for you...my friend.

...clearly, there is something hardening over your heart.

something in your life....something you can't process...something that you're projecting onto me...whatever the case...

negativity is a disease, darling,

and from the very bottom of my heart,

i hope you heal. :)

-uncle nina

#sorry for being kind of intense but this...respectfully kind of pissed me off #i do not exist chained to my writing desk no food no drink no sleep writing #and to be honest! i did that! it was very unhealthy! it sucked! my work sucked! and im still reaping the damages #i got so unhealthy writing pep that i literally malnourished myself worse than kenny and got a bacterial infection #i already felt like going into hiding and never posting again bc i was frustrated and felt tired and lost #but this message.....to quote u 'lmaaaaoo' does really not make me want to write ever again! #like i licherally write because i love you guys and u light up my life and i want to give u a safe happy place #but when u pollute my safe happy place with this whack ass energy...its a no for me... #for the people invested in my stuff and kind thank u so much im excited abt my fics its just hard to write multiple chapters #its tedious for me im tired i just want yall to know the plot details the tag is dead its taking so long...ugh #but when theyre out they will be my platonic love letter to u #hopefully this anon was just weirdly worded but if not...please kick rocks and maybe never read my fanfiction again lmao

[faggotslime]

having a burnout meltdown at work haha

#vent #i hate being autistic #im not built for this its so frustrating #i just want to be able to be 'normal' and regulate and just function but i cant #its not even a matter of willpower it feels like my body and my braon are giving up on me #ive been in a haze all fucking day and im dissociating so bad #i cant mask and i cant emote properly #i cant regulate myself enough to feel better because i dont have enough time to #i feel so pathetic even though i know im not #it doesnt matter in this type of society #im fortunate enough to have my license and 3 jobs but at the cost of my mental sanity #i start feeling better and by the end of the week i want to kill myself again #im aeverely dysregulated i feel like im gonna throw up i just want to fuck off in the woods #i dont wanna do this anymore #i want to be a bird and just get numed by an owl or falcon #i want to be part of the natural food chain and not forced to pander to capitalism to make scraps for the rest of my life #i never asked to be born i fucking hate it here

[oatbugs]

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#i havent come to terms with the fact that one of the people i held closest to my heart has graduated and i wont see him for a good while #until i can shell out the money to fly to singapore. i get the feeling this is the conductors first shift on the train. #(all the black and breathing rapture) so welcome to charing cross? are you ready? an adminstration error #you are covered in the metallic stench of the rusty chains of command. its time to make four thousand pounds. i thought of you. #here in the garden of england she scrapes the shards of glass from the black sea. first with a spoon and then a knife and the with the #hairdryer that belonged to his mother. in the back of his car i can feel the stutter and jutter of the wheels the same shaky-straight path #of a beginner driver. i love you and the trees. hes finally growing his hair out. here is an enclosed metal room #more man than machine. i wont see you for another year. driving dangerously close to an 8-wheeled tall box i feel safer with you #than i ever will at home. weve already started a campfire in the backseat of your car ive got you didnt i? #we laid in the luxury of a four-person tent next to the mass of campfires and stars and i told her i thought you hated me #I've never hated you. ive never hated anyone except my father. here is how to forgive unspeakable things. #i am really all that ive been looking for. youre not a narcissist baby youve just got a lying problem. take molten gold #and glue the fragments of yourself back together. we cant stop crashing into the sky. drink wine straight from the grapes in the vineyard #and when you give it give it all. studies have shown you view your own future self as a seperate person #and oftentimes you have less empathy for this other person than for a friend. it is time to extend your kindness unequivocally. #the aviation tax attorney on the train floating on water told us a short story of her life. a smile full of charisma and #feeling old retiring at 47. theres a lot about you we shouldn't know. GRAB A GUN AND SHOOT THE IMAGE OF YOURSELF STRAIGHT IN THE MIRROR.

[masatos-wig]

bad news boss. 100+ hr bg3 save file again? 5th one im afraid boss.

#most of those hrs r from me robbing people btw i love pickpocketing and hoarding gold like a dragon :/ #well. i spemd all that money on chain lightning scrolls anw after rolan takes ovr the shop #giving back to my sugar bb <3 but also those things r like 1.2k a pop so. #fuuuuuck i finally made it to act 3 on my honor mode run i thot the kethric fight would take more outta me #but having double sorlock me n wyll shredded him 😭 #absolutely not lookimg forward to the orin fight WHY do i only play durges (i love how much more flavor text i get) #thinking abt doing a wyll origin run ooooough i feel like thats the only way ill romance shadowheart shes too bestie to me #but wyll? that guy has such a puppy crush on her its too cute #wyllstarion truther for life unfortunately .of everyone i feel like ast teaches putting urself first better than everyone else #u gotta b selfish sometimes!! and thats ok!! u have to see the value in urself wyll!!! #wig talk

[pastel-rights]

Sweet prince(ss) this, belladonna that, miss journalist here, my beloved there… do you even KNOW my name???

#( do you even know it. ) #( you seem like the type of guy who��d take me to Starbucks and have me use my name for the drink order because you didn’t know it beforehand #and couldn’t be bothered to ask. ) #( we’ll be seven years into our relationship and you still wouldn’t know my name. huh. bastard. ) #( belladonna me one more time I dare you!!!!!! ) #( say my name!!! say it!!!! say!!!!! it!!!! right now!!!! prove me wrong!!!!!!! ) #( but we both know you won’t. because you can’t say my name because you don’t know it for a DAMN. ) #( throwing my hands into the air. tossing them even. ) #( and then you have the audacity to beg me not to leave you!!! and that you’re scared of being left alone!!!! ) #( alone in all encompassing darkness. in chains. shackles. as you’re bound to a life as a flower shrouded in darkness who’s only option is #to wither and to rot away until you become nothing more than a hollowed #and empty shell of the man you once were because someone else wrote a story in which you could never win. and you’ve lost your mind to #the madness that lies around every corner. and you’ll always be beaten up and broken down. dissected and torn apart. your mind broken. your #soul abused and your life torn to pieces like paper in the shredder. ) #( and you shall never be able to love for your love has been twisted beyond repair and the only love you can give is the mercy of death for #loving you is akin to loving the grim reaper as he takes you away by your hand to a distant place unseen by man. ) #( BUT EVEN THE GRIM REAPER WOULD KNOW MY NAME SO……. WHAT’S YOUR EXCUSE. /j /lh )

[puppygirldanhowell]

i think there are lots of reasons that yuugo's death is dissatisfying. from the most obvious- he's a wonderful important character and now he's gone to the (however intentional or accidental) use of the trope of killing off the traumatized characters instead of letting them heal.

but the thing is- yuugo did heal. while i think that his 180 into supporting emma was Very rushed, he was eventually able to put an end to Goldy Pond, be reconnected with his best friend, and spend a year and a half healing and learning to let himself love and actually enjoy being alive. But, despite the fact that he did not die in place of healing from his trauma, his death is so incredibly devastating and dissatisfying (to me at least) because we didn't get to see him heal. he healed during the biggest time skip in the entire manga, that we only really got a quite rushed and pretty vague (if only compared to other arcs where we were fully immersed and kept on the same information level as the characters themselves) summary of before immediately being thrown into another mini arc and his subsequent death. i think i and a lot of other fans would feel differently if we actually got to see him heal, but, with the way the manga handled that, i don't think i'll ever recover or be fully happy with the way that went

#it was giving s e v e r e ash lynx when i was rereading it #i dont have issue with traumatized characters dying. or even not healing from their trauma. but there is something that is so fucking #gut renchingly devastating about them choosing to die instead of heal #ashs death fucks me up like nothing else even when im fully hyperfixated on smth else #bc it felt like such a ball and chain. his death felt like a life sentence. like the author was saying ''you can not escape your fate. you #are tied to your actions and the actions of those around you. and no matter how much you wish to. you cannot heal.'' #you cannot be saved #like. #fuckkkk #anyways i went off on a Totally different tangent in the tags KJAVWHKJ #but yuugos death felt just similar enough that i fucking bawled rereading it tonight #yuugo #the promised neverland #tpn #ash is mentally ill #banana fish spoilers

[timeisacephalopod]

I absolutely hate when people accuse me of like writing myself into story (similar to Mary sue claims) because something I wrote about or a subject or some other aspect I chose is similar to or (according to my accusers) ripped straight from my life. Like the saying is "write what you know" for one, for two a "friend" I had acting like giving a character a job I had was some sort of self insert shit is dumb when every job I've ever had is somewhat unusual and a conversation starter in real life so- shocker- sticking it into a story makes a good story.

Writers having experience with something or a similar life experience to their characters doesn't mean we're writing about ourselves. I had a therapist mistake a robot story about a dad who's kid dies getting turned into a robot despite her father's distinctly anti robot politics as a reverse of my dad dying as a kid. It was actually meant as an exploration of the ownership father's feel over their daughters and the way death makes us insanely selfish to the point of ignoring any and all potential wishes for the person we lost. Bringing people back from the dead for nothing but your own self soothing is selfish and cruel, but no because my dad died as a kid this was a Trauma Reversal of that situation and like no lol. The character may have been similar to my father (who was wildly abusive but extremely charismatic, but those traits describe everyone from sports players to fuckin Ronnie Regan so it's Not That Deep) but that does not mean that is who I was writing about. He was not I was just fuckin writing a story with themes that, frankly, were more reflective of my relationship to feminism than my relationship to my father.

Anyway if you think a writer had ripped their own story off consider: maybe you're the one who is projecting because like even if that was true zero people bag on (white) men who do this, I know this because a teacher I had in film school straight up said that show he wrote about inter office law politics was about his life as a lawyer and immediately I was like "if I ever said that about something I wrote whatever story that was would be mocked to death" and I'm sure I'm not the only one in a minority group that feels that way. I can't even write Super Basic Kinda Connected to my life shit without being accused of writing about myself let alone a full blown show I'm happy to say was Me Inspired.

#winters ramblings #this accusation drives me NUTS because the implications are always clear. if i wrote it about me its cheap and bad and not worth writing #so thanks for implying THAT sarah when all i did was give a character a job i had because WORKING IN A MOVIE THEATER IS INTERESTING #and the character was a teenager i think MOST teens would WANT a job thats as kinda cool as a theater that was owned by another character #and it was a nepotism hire too so yeah sarah im sure thats SO MUCH like how i got hired at a CHAIN THEATER #like Jesus Christ the connection was BARELY surface and im accused of sriting about myself #like you know what maybe i am and maybe im fucking interesting would that be some fucking crime?? #like seriously if this was 100% what i was doing WHAT would the problem be? because LOTS of men do this #but we'd only ever bitch if that man threw in an importance to his blackness or disability or maybe a Special Relationship #otherwise men writing about themselves in story is so normal they just admit it off the cuff. because its not a fuckin crime OR 'bad' #its rarely if ever what im actually doing but if i was i dont know why that would need to be piinted out to me like an accusation #what are you accusing me of and is it YOUR problem or is a problem of my story because my story can be ripped 100% #from my life word for word moment by moment and that wouldnt make the story bad so what the fuck are you accusing me of??

[theres-whump-in-that-nebula]

When I get out, I refuse to sabotage anything anymore. It’s fucking stressful. Instead I will go to the beach on the weekends, in my little mask and wetsuit and look for cool rocks, with a little piña colada on the shore waiting for me. I will not engage in anti-preaching because I will be too busy RELAXING and HAVING FUN to care if people join cults.

#exjw #I was on exjwconfessions blog awhile ago and was fucking APPALLED at the amount of ADULT pioneers and ELDERS #who were in positions of such high esteem and power with no parents looking over their shoulder #confessing to nothing but HAVING SEX WITH OTHER JWS?? #Like excuse me? You can just… do that without feeling the slightest bit guilty that you’re contributing to indoctrination #doing absolutely nothing to stop it? #In the meantime while you privileged adults were having fun I — a fifteen year old — was giving myself POCD from sabotaging calls #by showing up to doors dressed up as someone I loathe with all my being — a fucking serial killer — #to the point where I could barely look at myself in the mirror anymore because I thought I looked like him #Like GOD DAMN man the fuck up and either start sabotaging shit or leave #your service hours — whether you lie about them or not — are supporting the cult #If you are an adult who is independent enough to have sex with people in the congregation without being scared for your safety #you need to leave #There are so many PIMOs in the organization #All the financially-stable adults with cars need to have a mass exodus #There is strength in numbers so stop giving them numbers lol #And if you’re worried about never speaking to your family again; chances are they’ll reach out to you at some point #There have been good experiences of people reuniting with their families after being shunned #and getting some of them out #Live your life; don’t stay attached to the ball and chain forever #(Oh my sabotage at age fifteen worked by the way. I know I creeped out at least two mothers dressing up like that… #either because they got the reference or I just looked like a ghost.) #I feel like garbage today but I still went out to follow up with someone I warned. It stressed me out. #I have put myself under so much physical emotional and mental strain to sabotage this cult and to see PIMOs in safer positions #doing nothing but having worldly fun and seeing no consequences makes me sick #(of course if you’re a kid or adult who isn’t independent… please don’t do what I did. I’m not directing this at you.) #(or if you have young kids in the org and are worried about them… this also isn’t directed at you #but you do need to do something for your children so they don’t end up like me) #Anyway after five years of this shit I need a break. #Obviously I’ll still write and make art to process and share everything that happened to the internet

[peonyleaf]

my parents said they're cutting down or 20+ year old mango tree bc the neighbors are complaining. I'm gonna fuckingkillmyself

#first of all FUCK the neighbors they have no joie de vivre or whatever #SO WHAT a tree is dropping some leaves on your backyard? OH YOU GET PLENTY OF SHADE? oh no the sun isn't making life awful for you bc the #tree is protecting your house? oh no! #FUCK THEM. #second of all this tree is me. this tree has been in this house since before i was born and was part of the reason why they decided to move #here at all. #do they think it's just something they can move at will? a tree this big? that has given us so much for so long? #it is an alive thing a breathing thing that shares this living space with us and asks us for nothing and gives us everything #it paces our seasons it gives us shade it gives us fruit #that's the tree that held my swing when i was a kid that was my best friend in the world #that is the home of so many other beings. beautiful moths. so many ants. just today my mom and i were watching a hawk that landed on it #that's where the birds sleep. #they said they were gonna get another smaller tree but don't they see? this will be a crime and it will be held against them on the courts #of heaven. #i will remember and i will testify and i will hold on to this grudge and something in me will be dead forever along with the tree. #they did this once with the blackberry tree and i was powerless to stop it but not again this time i will chain myself to the trunk i will #whatever. #leave my tree alone #lett speaks