#theres something wrong with me...

[ironunderstands]

The way some of yall mischaracterize Ratio as being stoic in chill when in reality he is 24/7 resisting the urge to rip everyone around him a new one is crazy to me like. He cares so much, so much. It’s unhealthy, he loses the idgaf war every time because Ratio is the least nonchalant person ever like

He was this close to breaking character and throttling Sunday like you cannot tell me he wasn’t planning a murder in this scene. Ratio straight up calls Sunday a crazy bitch but everyone brushed it aside 😭

Honestly his entire conversation with Screwllum is just him tweaking, watch it on YouTube the VAs performance is amazing, you can here just how much He Cares

Genuinely, Aventurine is way better at concealing his true feelings that Ratio. Ratio may be acting for the sake of the plan but the way he truly feels about anything he’s doing always seeps through, it’s why he apologizes to Aventurine in 2.0 in their staged argument scene. It’s why he is as mean to Sunday as he can be. It’s why him pretending that he “hates” Aventurine makes him act so silly. Ratio can’t fully commit to the bit, he can’t force himself to not care or to be someone he isn’t, because fundamentally Ratio CARES and that is something he is incapable of hiding, alabaster bust or not.

The problem is that him expressing his care is often done in a rude and/or blunt manner which people tend to interpret as stoicism or apathy when it’s anything but. Ratio’s vial that he gives to Aventurine is short, sweet and gets straight to the point, because that’s the easiest way for Ratio to express his emotions, even if it’s often detrimental for him and anyone else around him. However Aventurine understands him quite well, and knows that although brief, Ratio telling him to “stay alive, survive this and keep on living” is how he truly feels towards Aventurine, and that’s enough to keep him going.

Underneath Ratios carefully crafted marble facade is a man who cares so much and is so bad at expressing it and I wish the community in general, especially Aventio shippers would acknowledge that more. Ratios true moments of sincerity are brief, but they are anything but stoic. Let the man be soft, it’s in character.

#This turned into a mini essay whoops #I hold Ratios party voiceline for Aven so close to my heart #Not the EN one idk what the translators were on but CN is UGHH it’s so good #Someone else can point out the potentially ableist undertones to how people view Ratio #I’m not gonna do that again because the last time was a disaster #“He’s selfish and cruel and narcissistic” *concerned glance* #Like I know some of it is just hoyo players having the media literacy of rocks #But like theres something wrong there just is it sits so wrong with me #Begging yall to write him correctly in fan content PLEASSEEE #dr ratio #aventurine #aventio #Not necessarily a ship post though

[yuri-vision]

i loved the part in esc 2023 where käärijä won and he performed his reprise with bojan and the rest of joker out. and also when luke black came in the top five and also jann was there. and also when the juries all exploded

#theres something wrong with me #esc #eurovision #esc 2023 #eurovision 2023 #käärijä #joker out #luke black #jann

[toothless101]

have I made it clear how much I adore this man? No? Because I ADORE THIS MAN (AND HIS DRAGON) THEY DESERVE ALL THE LOVE AND HAPPINESS IN THE WORLD

#httyd #hiccup horrendous haddock iii #toothless #THERES SOMETHING LEGITIMATELY WRONG WITH ME

[balleater]

i've already made posts about this so many times but every time the raven queen's ascension gets brought up and its talked about like she did it for immortality or purely for power it makes me go a little insane because the story of her being a follower of the god of death before her and taking his place specifically because he didn't respect death is one of the best things about her lore in my opinion. that one of the biggest differences between her and those who failed attempts at ascension is that she did because of faith and not to spite it.

#critical role #the raven queen #i do fully understand that theres no reason for most of the characters to know this btw #and that given how wizards in the age of arcanum were. it Makes Sense to assume that #but something within me compels me to bring this up as often as possible. #and also dont get me wrong. she absolutely is still an example of extreme wizard hubris. #now i do absolutely think there are fascinating discussions that could be had about the implications of this reasoning #but the idea that she did it for selfish reasons of immortality or such and not out of her own faith and respect of death and the dead #i just love her okay!!!

[jedi-starbird]

A happier galaxy where the disaster lineage is somewhat less on fire constantly and senior padawan Obi-wan has developed a fixation on Mandalorians:

Sometimes Feemor regretted just how much he had given away when he had spent 5 expensive months bribing a traumatised Obi-wan to call him brother when he was 14. His dignity, for one, his access codes and shadow cloaking techniques, another. So he had a very dignified reaction when he was awoken to the shine of his younger brother's eyes in the dark at the foot of his bed. "I wou-stop screaming it's just me-I would like a Mandalorian. How do I procure one?"

"How the fuck should I know?"

Obi-wan scowled as if Feemor was being difficult, he wasn't, he wasn't quite awake enough for that yet. "You're a shadow, you're supposed to know things."

Ah, if being a shadow granted you the secrets of the universe instead of just a great many planetary governments, Feemor wouldn't spend so much time wondering what dark rituals Dooku had committed to result in Qui-gon Jinn. (He already knew what regular rituals Qui-gon had committed to result in Obi-wan)

"I know that I'm about to punt you out of my room right now."

"...My birthday is coming up, I believe I deserve compensation for all the traumas."

Obi-wan's eyes were very big now. Feemor sighed. He flopped back down into bed. He resisted the urge to pull his blankets back up and roll over. 'Oh sure when it's time to see mind healers everything's fine but now-'

"Shouldn't you be asking Master then?"

"Master would not approve of how I plan to use the Mandalorian."

He squinted at Obi-wan for a long moment. Obi-wan stared back. He did some quick mental maths and tried not to feel old. Eh. Fine. Feemor swung his legs out of bed. "You had me at 'Master wouldn't approve'."

"Do you think I could get one by walking into little Keldabe and asking very nicely?"

As it turns out, yes he could. A few too many in fact, apparently Jedi, their ancestral enemy, in the Mando district attracted attention, who knew? Feemor knew, Feemor would have known if only he had been properly awake when this semblence of a plan was proposed. He stalked through the cantina towards Obi-wan who was leaning slightly forwards against a pillar, ah...speaking, to a Mandalorian with painted orange armour while surrounded by a larger crowd of Mandos. At least they seem mostly amused. He ignored the youngers squawk as he yanked the back of his robes so that he moved away from the Mandalorian and spun him around.

"You cannot solve centuries of animosity by batting your eyelashes."

"I'm not batting my eyelashes " Obi-wan sniffed," I'm shaking my ass, there's decidedly more effort involved."

"I miss when I was an only child." Feemor sighed deeply. He used the force to scruff the neck of Obi-wan's robes and dangle him slightly in the air. He ignored the shouting from beside him and bowed politely to the staring Mandos. "My apologies for the disturbance, this will not happ-" He considered his brother who was now yelling out his personal comm code with a wink. " Please excuse us, this very probably will happen again, we shall workshop it. May the force be with you all."

I don't have a fully planned AU but it is Codywan!!! cause I love those bitches but have some more dialogue I came up with for this AU. I'm imagining them both as like 20-23, Obi's close to knighthood. He's still a padawan for this because I think him causing Qui-gon headaches is funny. Feemor fully thinks this complicated courtship dance Obi's created is funny, he likes studying his little brother like a bug, he just wasn't prepared for him to just waltz into little kelbade and start hitting on people, though he really should have been.

Hand wavy timeline with Jaster alive but the clones are still clones, Jango was kidnapped and held in stasis or something, Jaster claimed them as Mandos. This is really just about Obi's first and biggest diplomatic achivement being friendly Jedi-Mando relations purely cause he was in his thot era. This also somehow saves the galaxy from the sith.

I like to imagine that Cody's brothers recorded that little exchange between Fee and Obi on their helmets and uploaded it online where it went viral on MandoNet before going viral galaxywide because wait holy shit is that a Jedi saying that????. Qui-gon gets called in for a very weird meeting where the council's like ok so the entire holonet has seen your padawan being horny on main but also this is like the biggest jump in our diplomatic relationship with the Mandos in centuries so like can we keep this up somehow? This results in Obi-wan being holonet famous, first through vode recordings but then he starts a space tumblr and twitter account and he's famous now. Then his friends and other jedi start accounts because wait we're allowed to do that? and those become big as well and this is literally the best PR the jedi have had in hundreds of years. the holonet loves them. the sith are fuming.

Obi-wan, scoffing: What were they gonna do? Shoot me? Feemor: Yes. Obi-wan: I don't believe in blasters. Bly: ...like as a concept...? Obi-wan: No, spiritually.

Obi-wan: I'm sure there's a nice Mandalorian we can find for you Feemor: I'm not sure those 2 words belong together Obi-wan: No of course not, we can't find a nice one, then they'd be all alone, we need to find an absolute bastard of one so that you two match :)

Obi-wan: Oh so Master gets to take in pathetic life forms but I don't? This one's already domesticated! Wolffe: Debatable. Feemor: Cody's a person! Not a stray tooka! Obi-wan: Master takes in stray people all the time! That's how he got me!

Qui-gon: How do you explain this behaviour Padawan ? Obi-wan: The force pushed me towards the Mandalorians Master, it was quite insistent on me developing better relations with them given our difficult history. Feemor: Fascinating, please do elaborate, I'd love to hear the theological implications of a force-assigned kink.

#yes i will put jedi on social media into everything #i think early 20s menace obi wan with equally menace cody is so good #cody looks at this ginger twink and is like oh theres definitely something wrong with him but he amuses me so hes allowed to stay #cody: obi wan has 57 mental illnesses and is banned from most public spaces how can i not fuck him? #star wars #obi wan kenobi #feemor #codywan #commander cody #feemor and obi wan #jedi order #disaster lineage #star wars fic

[noecoded]

ok..view my yuri boy

#worst yuri relapse in 6months . fml #i miss asmo though nd i keep picture #picturing mae nd asmo in one img together anf feeling a little sick. like thinkiing of mixing pepsi and milk. theres something wrong #i dont even like limbus company i dont play it either idgaf about anything that isnt these 2 girls... latched into my brain bad #come chat w me eslewhere at 2400db i hide out there nd post ab my sillies despite my hatred for that app frowning emoji #faust #ishmael

[wrinkleintime]

enterprise text posts: featuring t'pol my beloved <3

+ BONUS

was a toss up on which screencap to use for girls night! so you get BOTH. ft. archer hanging with the girlies in the labyrinthine catacombs beneath the city <3

#i too wake up everyday saying SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH ME and then i go to work :) #and how am i expected to act normal when theres literally sounds!!!!!!!!!!!!! she is asking the real questions!!!!!!!!!!!!! #star trek #star trek enterprise #t'pol #enterprise text posts #mine #the way archer is looking into the camera in the he's not my boyfriend one cracks me up. he's really just some guy t'pol drags around. #anyway this whole set was so fun ive been making these like one at a time for months and have finally accumulated enough for a full post <3

[heartorbit]

his whimsical ass does not remember

#ill draw something other than project sekai whimsical creature tiktok crossover sometime. eventually #i dont even use tiktok. #Theres something wrong with me #project sekai #pjsk #prsk #saki tenma #tsukasa tenma #average tenmas fan #Is it too obvious that i love draw sakis hair and fucking hate drawing tsukasas or

[jerrsterrr]

i luv solarlunacy

ඞ

eougggheoeuggeh

Shakes them around instead of doing anything i need to. do.

#falls and dies a thousand times #dca #Dca fandom #i luv solarlunacy #solar lunacy #They look at eachother and think “i can fix him” #theres something wrong eith these guys i need them all executioned #this is my self insert. by the way. execute me. #HEHE #okay bye im gonna actually do things (maybe)

[constellation-skirmishes]

not the human au's when they make maul and ahsoka white... nahhhhhh nah that aint them sorry. sorryyyy theyre not white. theres no way. also i think ahsoka would wear a headscarf no i will not elaborate yes i will because it would look like her lekku and its totally not because i wear a headscarf sometimes noooo what are you talking about hahahha

ahsoka moment. thats all thanks. (yes im working on an ahsoka headscarf for myself shut up. )

#it just makes no sense. they are not white characters. those are poc characters to me. #but theres also something something making poc characters aliens/non humans #peace and love #let me know if my takes r wrong #lukka's datapad

[yyamssoup]

blegh

#trigun #98 #vash the stampede #millions knives #my art #had so much trouble with them and i STILL think theres something glaringly wrong . does not matter month old i do not care anymore #hi guysssssssss #i miss the little hold trigun had on me last month #made me a little insane though

[crocrubies]

Drew my faves to find the common thread and I think I found it. Murder

#persona 4 #persona 4 spoilers #tohru adachi #aitsf #aitsf spoilers #ai the somnium files #saito sejima #chainsaw man #csm #makima #nier #nier replicant #kainé #j's art #why are all my faves so fucked up theres something wrong with me for sure

[inconceptual-nonsense]

I am so sad thinking about John and Arthur rn. Just the fact that John feels like Arthur only wants him there out of necessity, and that's why John is so wary of Arthur making connections and having other friends. Because then Arthur wouldn't need him anymore, and he thinks that Arthur wouldn't want him around otherwise.

Also, the whole situation with John feeling isolated bc Arthur is quite literally the only person he has. I'm so upset thinking about how Noel was the first person they trusted enough for Arthur to tell him about John and that at first John was freaking out about it and then Noel takes it so well and actually asks for John's opinion on things and Arthur is able to literally give John a voice of his own so he can talk to him. And when Noel was hanging off the edge of that railing and John fought Yellow off so that Arthur could pull him back up, and John didn't even know how he was able to project himself like that in the first place, but he did, to save Noel. And the fact that Noel, in the face of being told that John is a fracture of the KIY, the god that tortured Noel in the dreamland for years and killed his friends, Noel is understanding, and he reassures John that he isn't like the King. Noel is the first person outside of Arthur that John has had, and now he's gone.

Losing my shit actually.

#malevolent #malevolent podcast #arthur lester #john doe #john doe malevolent #malevolent spoilers #theres something wrong with me #help my brain is being consumed by the horrors #and also queer ppl

[adancingalien]

Sometimes a film without a major lgbt+ couple is more gay then one with it. That film is thor love and thunder

#this was a very gay film #dont get me wrong tho #it still has gay ppl #just not a major couple #and honestly im not mad #bc i think some directors need to realise #theres more to something being gay then just having gay ppl #this feels like a film made for gay ppl #it was very camp #thor love and thunder spoilers #thor love and thunder #spoilers

[maudiemoods]

Sun reference sheet for art fight!

ID: ( beings made of stardust au sun reference sheet. "Sun" is spelled out at the top. On the left is a full body drawing of him in black biker shorts and a black cropped sleeveless turtleneck. He's waving and smiling. Beside him on the left is written "normal clothes worn on ship". Near his feet, it says "doesn't usually wear shoes! They have tough pads under there". On the top right there is a headshot drawing of him smiling, showing off his dull teeth. "Dull teeth" is written on the right. On the left of the headshot, there is a drawing of his hand, palm facing out. There is a marking of the sun on his palm and lighter pads on his fingers. Beside it says "pads on fingers". In the center, there is a doodle of the marking on Sun's palm. Under it says "on palms and shoulder". On the right of that, there is a drawing on sun in a frilly purple outfit. He's sticking his tongue out and standing with one arm behind his back, holding onto the other. On the right of it, it says "likes frilly clothes". On the bottom in the middle, there is a drawing of sun with his hands just barely together. He wears a short, cropped shirt and a clip-on earring. Above it says "wears clip-on jewelry" and below it says "breathes through skin so they wear little clothing".) End ID

No notes version under cut!

Do not repost my art grr

#sundrop #security breach sundrop #beings made of stardust tag #beings made of stardust au #beings made of stardust #art fight art fight art fi #its 2ammmmm<3 #maudiemoods art tag #maudiemoods fnaf fanart #let me know if that id needs anything! i think its good? #maybe too much but i don't think theres such thing when it comes to describing something? #im probably wrong jdndje #but definitely lmk if its wrong jdjsjjs

[wife-of-all-dilfs]

these are so boyfriend!finnick coded and its making me giggle and kick my feet.

#i think theres something wrong with me... #anyway #finnick odair #finnick odair x reader