#their career funeral

[just-somedude]

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#I had to go to a high school friend's funeral a couple weeks ago #the guy was like an older brother to me #he was only 23 #I spent an hour alone in a room with his coffin just crying #wishing I had gotten to spend more time with him #Now because of that #I'm making sure to live my life exactly how I want to #I've had people tell me to “do the smart thing” and build a career #travel in short spurts etc #fuck that #I want to be the unemployed friend in all those memes #the guy who you don't hear from until you get a video from a glacial lake in the middle of the wilderness #and then a week later a picture from atop a mountain #I want to do cool shit #I want to have DAD LORE #stories to tell #people to tell them #mid life crisis at 22 is crazy but FUCK IT WE BALL #anyways my rambling is over if you're still reading this I'll give you a smooch

[hxhhasmysoul]

wouldn't it be nice if the author of the fics finished them. the author is me.

#vent #for the last 4 months my life has been in stupid crisis mode #like constantly #from major ones where i had to move out for a while because it was impossible to stay where i lived #to not being able to use my kitchen for over a week #and like other more or less minor house related stuff that made it impossible for me to use something normally #not a single week without something like that or shit at work which is constantly being so fucking chaotic #and now someone died in my family #not someone very close but i liked them #and of course like feeling sad that they are gone can't be the only thing #because it has to come with the headache of i need to travel for their funeral and it's just before easter #so there's no one in this city to leave my dog with #because most of my friends either live abroad or have cats or are busy before easter.. #i'd just want a week where nothing happens #and like the writing is weighing heavy on me #because i miss it #also i wish i could finish something #i wish something good would happen that i could feel proud off #also because i'm mentally ill and fucking stupid when i was going crazy with my kitchen not working and work shit #i bought new furniture #because after 15 years i've finally had enough money to buy some that aren't fucking black and inconvenient and ugly #which is like a huge project and a crisis i brought onto myself #just because i was too burnt out to write #and i wanted something nice to happen to me #like a nice living space that doesn't make feel like i have no ownership over it because everything in it was some else's choice #and that old furniture was bought by my mother and my brother ages ago and it's handmedowns #and my fucking horrible mother feels personally slighted that i want to get rid of a bed that is broken #because my brother's kids jumped on it regularly when they used to visit pre covid #yeah it's been broken that long because i lost all my savings during covid and had to change careers to a souless pointless corpo job #long pathetic whine and overshare over

[ladylightning]

one of these days i will stop viewing my academic failures as moral failures. not today. obviously. but soon.

#failing the test is actually NOT an indicator of my worth #i am not a good or bad person dependent on the results of the test #“i should have studied more its my own fault” okay. and then what. that doesn't actually fix anything #i just fucking hate the bar exam okay #i cannot do this again #i would seriously consider saying fuck it and switching career paths entirely #if i wasn't already in so much debt #in my dreams i'm like a funeral director. or a librarian.

[juneviews]

wait wdym mike left acting 😭

I mean, not officially, but he hasn't had an acting project since he left gmmtv almost 6 months ago, when in comparison prigkhing signed a contract with channel 3 & fluke pusit got a new main bl coming out. also mike didn't act before gmmtv & he never did outside projects during his time there so I just feel like acting might not be something he wants to pursue long term? idk I got this vibe from him, but I don't know enough about his personal life to know if he has a main job outside of acting or what. also the fact that he seems to have completely cut every relationship he had at gmmtv from his life doesn't make me hopeful he'll return or something... but I hope he proves me wrong 🥲

xxx

#answers #mike chinnarat #gmmtv #tbh I don't feel like quitting gmmtv makes any sense for him if he was looking to pursue his acting career #also the fact that he has had zero event or ad despite having millions of followers makes me think he quit the industry #for an actor of a similar size toptap got events ads & projects right out of quitting gmmtv bc he clearly wanna stay in the industry #I don't think it's mike's wish :( #but tbh the fact that we never see him with godji anymore or krist & he didn't come to off's dad's funeral says a lot #probably he got disappointed by gmmtv & decided to quit acting...

[kenanda]

I'd commit literal crimes for a malevolent modern world AU in which yellow and john are twins

#malevolent #maybe they became estranged after john dropped out of law school to pursue a career as a private investigator #it doesn't help that he started hanging out a lot with this music teacher #which his family is vehemently opposed to #now it's up to yellow to follow in their dad's footsteps (but he's always been daddy's little boy anyway) #always trying to prove himself and to one-up john #but then after their dad dies they're forced to spend time together #to deal with stuff for the funeral #them figuring out how to be brothers again #john bringing yellow to a bar to help the guy loosen up #and yellow just going loco on the jungle juice and leaving with a stranger #who turns out to be his greatest nemesis from law school (kayne) #john mocking him for the rest of his life for hooking up with the one guy he'd sworn to kill #idk I'm just soft thinking about their sibling dynamic #not a bar; a party*

[pcktknife]

xinyan and hu taos duet in english 😭 that shit is ass, xinyan im so sorry we gotta get you out of that fucking garbage game

I WAS JUUST ABOUT TO COME OVER HERE AND SAY THIS 😭😭

#the MOMENT they mentioned hu tao was looking at rap for a alt career option i was like hell NO! keep yo ass in that funeral home #i knew she would have a duet w yan i knew theyd probably both sound bad i havent even seen the scene i just know #i can sense it.... #asks #anon #probably gotthis ask way earlier but I've been sleep all day #mhy

[baking-accident]

early rent lore from jonathan larson's notes [x][x][x][x]

#'[someone] tells maureen to go to hell' was eventually changed to 'maureen learns how to accept honest love and support' slkdfjsdlkf #maureen being insecure she's not smart enough and joanne being jealous she's not a creative talent is interesting #angel did something with a conservative congressman that ruined his political career??? #the ensemble were going to wear halloween masks at angel's funeral #both mark and collins were described as bruce springsteen types in different drafts before they found the actors #sorry springsteen girlie jlars it was just not meant to be #i want to see the other characters' one page bios but they're at the library of congress and op only posted roger's #let me in!!!! let me in!!!!!!! #rent #hiv / #aids / #drugs / #suicide /

[dq1]

thinking again

#feel like i have become too complacent with watering myself down into an easily digestible identify for society #partially bc of my career is very conservative.. so #no piercings or tattoos. cut my long hair off to a mens hairstyle. i pass exclusively as a cis straight man as much as i can #especially around the old head bosses i meat #stopped learning japanese even though im mixed so i could learn French because its more useful where i live #i dont want to be useful and i dont want to be seen as some creature mimicking human anatomy like a robot i just want 2 be myself #but ive been doing this so long idk who myself would even be anymore #sometimes i get into old interests i had as a kid and i feel that spark like that 12 yr old didnt die on the inside but then its gone again #i wish a version of myself thats not palatable to my peers could exist #i want to relearn japanese and i want to ride motorcycles and i want to get into certain types of music or clothes #but it also feels like none of it really matters anymore at the same time #if i could be anything i would be a funeral director in nagoya but thats something that can never happen #i shove everything i like down so deep you have to reach to find it #this whole blog is an amalgamation of who i was and who i wished i could be #but being human we r just cursed with bodies that dont feel like our own and having to cut and shape them in a way #that u feel better but not enough so that the people around you are frightened #this is mostly the fact i have avoidant personality disorder and i know i can never be what normal is for most people #i want 2 be myself but myself died somewhere in a past life i think #i am not even human on the inside. half the time i joke w people that im an rpg slime or the human version of those sponge slimes #hence my nickname irl literally being gelo / jello / jelly #and if not that then black German shepherd dogs r also literally just me #but alas i am stuck in a human body #one thats too fat too hairy too sick too broken and i have to deal with it and rebuild myself everyday so people aren't uncomfortable #ANYWAY!!! maybe ill add onto this later ...idk. #to be born again.. sighs.

[zmaragdos]

skimming through Plutarch’s Sulla for funsies and came across this excellent passage

what a life Sulla led. He kept such interesting company

#Obsessed with the line ‘converted [his flesh] into worms’ #What an awful awful awful way to go #(Plutarch goes on to describe other people who suffered the same affliction) #Also I just love the careers mentioned here: #Actresses harpists theatrical people a comedian an archmime and an impersonator of women (actor) #Archmimes are the guys who followed funeral processions wearing a mask of the deceased and acting like him #Delightfully macabre profession #Like a walking ghost

[gregoftom]

i could see how they would kill off tom. there’s been some things which could suggest it [the story of mog, who wanted to sleep forever, and so she did. maybe it was just a red herring nod towards what happened to kendall and actually is connected to tom, because of the sleep issues, and that early review said the whole deal with tom’s sleep issues is important]. and people have been guessing throughout the whole season that one of the siblings would die, it would definitely be something a little more... shocking/surprising i guess? i know we’re coming up with theories right now, but it is right before episode 9. no one has suspected it would be tom until the past few days.

having said that i would rather they didn’t do that. we’ve only just started to see tom actually stand up for himself and consider himself worth something, worth fighting to stay alive. we’ve seen him not crumble under guilt and shame and to something he normally would. we’ve seen him open up a little, we’ve seen that sincere side of him blossom, underneath the comedy. it would be kind of a shame to throw that away, at least that’s what i think.

#txt #can i get a fucking uhhh prayer circle for tom #i don't think it's a very... satisfying ending for him. i mean. character death can rarely be that way #and like. i have a bit of beef with killing off main characters - you Can do it well but it really depends #and yeah i am a tom enjoyer. but even if i wasn't i still don't think i would like. see the point of killing him off #yes after nero was declared enemy of the state he committed suicide but that doesn't have to be literal!!!!! A #death also means losing everything in a career sense. so can like. it be that or something SOB #or can he just be asleep. can he just have sleepy bitch disease. mf straight up slept thru the funeral

[chantlight]

being a Mortalitasi isn't all glitz and glammer, though. lower-ranking members of the order get all the fun jobs like environmental control [temperature, humidity, etc.], cleaning tombs and streets of the necropolis, lighting lamps, mummy maintenance [changing clothing, etc]. exciting stuff.

#OOC / HOLLY. #necropoleis are CITIES of the dead #someone's gotta sweep the streets man #[I've been wanting to write and Produce Content all day but my brain's been making the windows error noise #y'all get unpolished nonsense instead] #Mortalitasi do all sorts of stuff tho they aren't all directly involved in funerals #they're pretty spirit and death focused obvs but that's broad #you also need archivists and bookkeepers and etc y'know #like you're a mage and a Mortalitasi but if your true calling is accounting or city planning or conservation or Anything Else #boy do I have good news for you #esp with Mortalitasi technically claiming every Nevarran mage #[they aren't all initiated into the mysteries but this allows them to control their own education and keep traditions alive #and not have to build Circles + confine themselves to them. it's a loophole] #you aren't limited to purely magical career options #there ARE limits and there ARE concessions [i.e. tied to necropoleis; a degree of templar oversight; tracked and documented] #but we see Mortalitasi at least of high rank pretty much moving freely #you can attend university; you have access to training of various natures; you can pursue any career #oh god how does the order get its funding tho . . . #they make a profit from funerals. they'd get funding from the government and donations from wealthy individuals. #every day people undoubtedly donate too #then there's extra money to be made from the various services they can offer [enchantments; amulets; divination; the list is a mile long] #they basically have a monopoly on mages and magic #yeah they're not hurting for money esp when their power is at a peak

[semercury]

People are like "what are you like when you're angry? I bet it's scary. It's always the quiet ones who are scariest."

Babygirl you have no idea.

#stuff sarah says #people are also like ''do you have any siblings?'' and im like its complicated #and guess what these two thoughts are related 🙃 #had a coworker ask me what im like when im angry last week #and now i get to be angry #maybe if you wanted the family wii you shouldnt have spit in our faces and decided to only contact us (or just dad) when you needed money #something something infj door slam #bridge has been burnt. maybe i dont want to give you the wii #i gave you $500 for the ps4 we bought together #i guarantee it did not cost $1000. stop acting like i shorted you bc i didnt specify the controller #maybe if you didnt quit your job every two months youd be able to afford a used wii #maybe you should pay us for it actually #hows your lucrative ebegging career going? trying to capitalize on pity points still? #holy fuck im mad and i shouldnt be. this isnt even. like. #taylor swift was right. my words shoot to kill when im mad #dont speak to me. im not telling you when the funeral is when mom and dad inevitably die #like youd care anyway #i was having an okay day now i want to commit an act of violence #but i need to cook

[selfconsumerofmywoes]

i actually found a job i want to have!!!! oh motivation how i’ve missed you

#it’s a funeral person!!!! #i’d get to drive bodies around and engrave coffins!!! #it sounds so perfect #i’ve always wanted to work doing autopsies but i’m not good with touching lungs but so couldn’t pursue that career #(also i sooo bad at biology) #but this is so much better #except i’m going away for 2 months in a couple of weeks so i can apply for the job rn #which sucks #but i figure there will be another position open up soon #or at least one day #anyway i now have ambition in life #i talk and its probably something weird

[livetogether--diealone]

hi jo, just wanted to let you know i have not been able to stop thinking about your charles ribcage edit. just mwah. most excellent piece of artwork i've seen in a while. 10/10. will probably never recover. the placement of his suit inside the (rib)cage 🤌🏻 but adding pretty pretty flowers - that might also refer to a funeral. so many layers. anywayyy you're super duper talented and thank you for sharing your art ✨️

AAAAAHHHHHHH hear me screaming into the next dimension, thank you thank you thank you so much! I'm always so emo when my art (be edit or draws) makes people feel things :') these message (and tags too) are making my day 200% better 💖

MWAHHH 😘

#the funeral of his career charles pls go and read between the lines of what seb wrote on that helmet i beg! #but truly i'm so happy for this edit because it encapsulate so much about the charles/ferrari relationship #and i love u guys picking through the details #ask time #judith tag

[yandere-daydreams]

gosh your posts about your new job are really helping curb my anxiety about my new job. i haven't started yet (i got my offer letter the day you posted about getting yours) but i've been really nervous about a new place, when i've been unemployed for a while now. and this is probably me being way too parasocial, and projecting on to you, but i feel like if you're able to hack it in the real world as a "responsible adult", then i should be ok to do the same too.

at the very least i can pretend me working there will make the imaginary yandere's think i'm even more of a dreamboat bc i'm so hardworking and being such a brave darling for getting back out there in the capitalistic grind.

no because i felt the exact same way!!! i think it's just very nerve-racking to do,,, literally anything you haven't done before, especially if it's a job or something that could seriously impact your life if it doesn't work out, which is super agonizing and super awful until you realize that literally everyone feels the exact same way. i've already heard, like, a good half of my coworkers be like 'yeah i don't know what the fuck he's talking about, here's what we usually do tho' in response to something i was told happens pretty much every day. no one knows what they're doing. you're literally fine, just apologize if you fuck up and try to look like you know what you're doing.

#it's fun too because i'm a funeral attendant right #and you figure out pretty quickly that a funeral attendants job is just to /look/ like a funeral attendant at funerals #so i'm kinda being paid to cosplay a funeral attendant at my job as a funeral attendant #no complaints 10/10 would suggest as a career path if you're very good at compartmentalizing #personal #anon ask

[arabnewstrends]

Big Scarr: Death of the Rising Rapper at Age 22

Big Scarr: Death of the Rising Rapper at Age 22

The music world was saddened to learn of the death of American rapper Big Scarr on December 22, 2022. Scarr, whose real name was Alexander Woods, was only 22 years old at the time of his passing. As news of his death spread on social media, fans and fellow musicians alike expressed their condolences and paid tribute to the young rapper. In this article, we will explore Scarr’s career,…

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