#the weight is killing me

[aguysurviving]

#hate #young #being #guy #why #i #h8 #saddness #survive #me #god #please help #I’m #hurting #so #fucking #much #the weight is killing me #can’t that much more #of #this #pain

[qcomicsy]

Dick "I was a terrible older brother and I need to make up for it" Grayson and Jason "for the love of god leave me the fuck alone" Todd.

#'Put me on the fucking ground I weigh the triple of your weight and your going to get both of us killed' #'nononono I CAN DO IT I TOTALLY CAN LET ME JUST– *crack*' #'I'm trying to be a better brother' #'for the sake of our strained relationship and the both of our physical health *stop fuckin* trying' #Dick Grayson #Jason Todd #Dick & Jason

[mipexch]

comic about v2 and the goal they'll never fully reach alongside a dissatisfying conclusion. intimate rivalry and all (alternative ending comic. V1 dies instead of V2 during 4-4. V2 is narrating. V1 is dead.)

#high of victory drops to an overwhelming crushing feeling of what comes next now that youre done #if it wasnt clear v2 is trying very hard to put v1 back together after it kills them. very very poorly. weight of your actions hits #v2 #v1 #ultrakill #v4v #heavy implied at the very least. see as you will #i realize now that the writing is very disconnected and so are the drawings but bear with me here. do you see my vision #theres something going on between these two that is beautiful but also extremely codependent #at least on v2s end #tried to do those two descriptive pages in a way where it went like. 2 - 3 small details about v1. and then something very specific. some- #-thing theyd only know if they paid close attention to how the other acted or looked #took me a few days to put together and im pretty happy with it i think #feel free to dub or do whatever as long as you gimme credit where credits due #there are many ways to interpret v2 and this is one of them #gen art

[swamp-chicken]

etho and bdubs reminisce about the scissor lift

#file under: things that make me feel insane #we had a lot of goofs and laughs today but this is the thing that is actually going to kill me #ethubs herstory #ethubs #etho #bdubs #my heart. it feels heavy w the weight of time

[suntails]

a father's love

#SNIFFLIGN AND WEEPING. IM SO FUCKNH NORMAL ABT THE KNIGHT OF DAWN. SNIFFLES. I LOVE HIM #guys u dont get it anytime i think abt him i start tearing up its so TRAGIC. being essentially pushed into the role of a knight for his kin #and pushed to kill briar valley's princess when he clearly doesnt want to. for the sake of a POTENTIAL to save the man who took him in. for #the sake of keeping his love happy and saving her father. to have a kid who you care so deeply for that u both give him up to a better futu #putting him to sleep for who knows how long so he can live in peace. even if it means you wont be in the picture. even if ur dead. SNIFFLES #im CRYIGN im MUSHY ABT IT. FUCKJIGN SUE ME #twst #twisted wonderland #twst silver #silver vanrouge #knight of dawn #ch 7 spoilers #book 7 spoilers #UUAGAAGAHHHHHHHHH #suntails #AND SILVER!!!! so resentful of what his og dad did. so guilt ridden of being his descendant. bearing the pain of a crime he didnt even comm #of leaving malleus with no parents. of killing the PRINCEiSS of his KINGDOM that hes been sworn to protect. the feeling of treason in his < #him trying desperately to push this away while completely paralyzed over the weight of his realization and crumbling to it. AUGGHGHH #sorry im normal (lying) (lyign) (extra lying)

[canonkiller]

do you consider your self made?

#my art #self portrait of sorts #been musing a lot on disability recently and how being relatively freshly unable to do Most Things has changed my perspective on things #for a long time growing up i was fixated on the idea of being An Impact On The World yknow? mainly the next Big Writer #(and that it would be sooo impressive that everyone would make my books bestsellers when i was only 12 because it was That Good) #and i mean. obviously that didnt work out as originally planned because i was 12 and learning. but I've felt a lot like #I've kind of built my sense of self on those big achievements. even if they were only big to me. and a lot of them #are now out of reach or very difficult to reach. and it's been a lot to. recontextualize #to take what ive been told my whole life and ignore it in favor of just being being enough. #things will happen as they happen. i havent earned anything by suffering but it hasnt ended the world either #im here doing what i Can do for as long as I'm able to do it. and thats all i need to be for now #just making sure that i Do do the things i can do rather than assume i can do them later #anyways. love you #cw: #top nudity #artistic nudity #the dreaded ambiguously presenting nipple #if you put any pro weight loss eating disorder shit on here ill kill you btw #my body is sexy because im in it and im still alive. not because its struggling to stay that way #lindwormposting

[maukiki1]

i love this scene because what the actual fuck is his problem

#ik he said that bcs theyre extra weight in the helicopter but still why would you fucking say that #aguma is literally so funny to me yall dont get it. i need to kill him myself #also the manspread??😭😭bitch cross your legs like a REAL man #beyblade #beyblade metal saga #metal fight beyblade #beyblade metal fury #metal fury #kenta yumiya #masamune kadoya #yuu tendou #aguma #yu tendo #yu tendou #yuu tendo #aguma beyblade #beyblade aguma

[littlelightfish]

A couple of thoughts over episode 17

Mick: *visibly struggling to get through*

Kuro: hold un lemme just- *picks him+pack up as if he weights nothing and puts him on the other side of the portal*

Looking at the harpy so unimpressed, both have seen way worse.

Mick disgusted as Kabru eat monster eggs, meanwhile, Kuro seems to want to have a bite. No thoughts, only food.

Daya's eyes reveal <3<3<3<3

Chilchuck laying there like a ragged doll. Just. Yes.

Holm's face in the corner. His soft aah hair. He is like: "it's ok now, you can revive"

Daya feeling nauseous after going through portal just like Namari and Holm looking (probably worried) at her.

"Was she hurt? No good if she was, I can't revive her here... Oh, no, wait, right, she gets like this after a portal, its normal."

#i love this characters so much #holm cares a lot about his party even if he doesn't seem to do it #mick being carried by Kuro like he weights nothing will never not be funny to me #Daya's princess eyes <3 #i'm glad we get to see Kabru's party being competent fighters but also getting killed as always anyways #dungeon meshi #dunmeshi #delicious in dungeon #mickbell #mickbell tomas #holm #holm kranom #chilchuck #chilchuck tims #daya #daya dungeon meshi #kuro #kuro dungeon meshi #holm dungeon meshi #mickbell dungeon meshi #my shit

[violetdisasterzone]

another unfriendly reminder: at Maigu Ridge, the sex is not what killed Shen Qingqiu. AFTER the sex, when Binghe was coherent again, Shen Qingqiu started drawing the excess demonic energy out of Xin Mo himself. and once Binghe realized what he was doing, they destroyed the sword together.

did we forget "'Dying together' also included a 'together.' It didn't seem that bad." ????

#DYING TOGETHER ALSO INCLUDED A TOGETHER!! #死在一起也包含了在一起!!!!!!!! #I think that's another poetic thing about this scene - that the 'papapa to save the world' didn’t save the world really #it saved binghe #and then they saved the world together #it's just such a perfect echo of the whole novel's commentary on false desires of narrative tropes vs the real weight of individual choice #they kill me oml #in the next scene when shen qinqiu is all worried bc the system can only save him and he's worried binghe already left #and when we learn he DID try to follow shen qingqiu... #my heart my heart my heart #they're everything #svsss #scum villain's self saving system #bingqiu #shen qingqiu #luo binghe #svsss meta #人渣反派自救系统

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

Thank you for feeding us the laughingstock <3

you're so Welcome! its entirely Voluntary! i have Every Choice On The Matter!

#ive said it before and ill say it again: theyre holding me hostage in my own head #i swear to god i meant to scribble more outfits tonight... i Didnt... #I FUCKING WONDER WHY!!!!! #but yeah no yeah seriously tho i love them and i love Providing #this pairing is a heavy weight on my back but by fuck i will carry it #i am honestly hoping for crumbs in the update lmfao #theyd be platonic crumbs of course but ough any would be so so tasty #i will take any interaction they have! any tidbits! and i will cherish them! #& like. theyre a rarepair and i do not believe for a second that they have canon merit #but hey! a guy can dream! #and if one day the impossible happens and it turns out i Sniffed Out A Canon Couple. goddamn. id be unbearable. id never shut up about it #yall would have to kill me. #rambles from the bog #laughingstock #scribble salad

[clowndensation]

there’s a question to be asked i think about to what extent “getting out” can be conflated with “being saved” in this show, and what freedom actually means to any of these characters.

like you can argue that shiv saved ken by voting against him on gojo, but what if your intent behind saving someone is to inflict a worse punishment than if you’d just left them trapped? can a child weaned on poison survive on milk, or are you just sentencing them to a death by inches, starved of the only thing they know? and if you save someone specifically because you know that being saved is the worst thing that can happen to them, is that kindness or cruelty? at what point does a good thing become a malicious act?

and you can say that roman is finally free, but what exactly is he free from? the company? his father? does unlocking a cage mean saving a dog, or are you allowing him out on the street knowing there’s a kill shelter nearby? if the driving anxiety behind roman is that he’s an idiot and a failure—that he’ll never amount to anything, and trying will only lead to pain—and he’s finally cut loose once all of those anxieties have crystallized into cold hard fact in his mind, what has he actually escaped from? if the cage is in your mind, is it even possible for somebody else to unlock it?

the fundamental truth of a tragedy is that even being saved can be a death sentence, if the characters are incapable of escaping the thing doing them the most harm (themselves and their childhoods)

#'what about shiv' if i think about shiv i'm going to kill myself. she needs her own post. there's too much there to get into. #anyways seeing a tremendous amount of At Least Roman Is Free <3 tags that have me going. right. for sure. free from what? #because it's certainly not the intense amount of self disgust that has driven him in circles this entire time. #i fear he may feel the weight of alienation on his soul for the rest of his life. and he won't even try to alleviate it anymore. #and ALSO the idea that shiv went out of her way to save kendall as an act of like. altruism. like it was a sacrifice on her part #which i feel is a very toothless perspective on shiv and the psychological torment that's been weighing on her essentially since birth #like her choice in regards to gojo is one of the meatiest most harrowing bits of character work i've ever seen #and while of course there was love inside that action (because nothing these characters do is entirely divorced from love) #i don't think it was necessarily a kind or forgiving or sacrificial love #like this was an intense vitriolic snapping from a dog that has been kicked by her dad all her life. #and who absolutely refuses to accept that from her brother (because that would mean acknowledging that kendall takes the mantle of Dad- #and that she's subservient to him. which is the one thing she absolutely will never do #because it's a level of degradation that's finally a step too far) #anyways. um. insane season that i still can't look at directly or i'll perish on the spot. #succession

[fobnsfwdoodles]

If they didn't want me to make them into yaoi they could stop being yaoi for five seconds

#joetrick #kill me #please don't stop actually fob #increase it please #he's gonna fucking eat him #profiles my beloved #I've been trying to draw from more references recently bc i can feel my basics slipping a little bit but they come right back with practice #also good excuse to stare at every inch of their faces #the way their skin hangs on their faces drives me insane do you understand #the deep valleys under joes deep set eyes the flat plane under Patrick's nose #the hard lines of cheekbone contrasted with the soft of their jaws from weight and age I'm so fucking in love #the way their different features have aged #Patrick's lips compared to Joe's joes lower cheek compared to Patrick #theyre both so damn pretty #safe to reblog #fall out boy #patrick #joe #this is a doodles blog but bRO I LOVE DRAWING #tourdust

[swordbreakerz]

DO U EVER THINK ABOUT HOW THE WHEEL TURNS. CAS'ALEAR

#f@tt #palisade #do u guys rmr in counter/weight where cass attends a state funeral #and then later becomes apokine when sokrates steps down #and how cas'alear chose cass as their patron eidolon and now. theyre next in the line of succesion #bc brnine killed their sibling. ans theyre gonna have to attend a state funeral #what is even the fucking state of the apostolisian homeworld rn!!!!! #like u rmr how in c/w during the funeral austin was talking about how itnwas the first time someone hadnt been buried on whichever planet #its nearly 1:30 excuse my impreciseness my wiki diving js rly failing me here #but like what is the fucking state of the historic apostolisian planets right. whwres dahlia gonna be buried #u ever think about how cass and cas'alear are both younger siblings. or at leas im believing that they r bc its never specified #in cas'alears case #fuck man. fuck man!!!!!!! #and z speaks #im going to bed #u ever make urself cry thinkin about fish

[indrawzcord]

the voices told me to draw Tess chubby 🫡 and i do what im told

#fanart #art #digital art #ibispaint art #disventure camp fanart #disventure camp #disventure camp tess #cubby tess canon in my heart #shes so character gains weight to signify that they are happier trope #disventure camp all stars #dcas #please dont kill me guys

[grumpysunfish]

Can we like. Stop projecting modern day western class discussions into mdzs. Or better yet stop talking about class altogether since so many of you are clearly ill prepared for it.

I love mdzs for how complicated and different it is from what I'm used to and seeing all of that get whittled down into the same old tired money/power = bad when it is so much more than that. It's a completely different system and culture. Western capitalist critiques isn't going to cut it people.

#jiang cheng #mdzs #This applies to many more character but I am the most familiar with his brand of discourse #I am completely in wei wuxian's side regarding saving the wens #Although I think he could have handled that way better #But if jiang cheng chose to save the wens at the risk of yunmeng jiang. I would not have been at his side #Jiang cheng's decision doesn't just affect him #it affects a whole sect #People depending on him #Why is this so hard to understand? Why is jiang cheng selfish for choosing to protect the people under him? #Shockers. Being responsible for a large group of people means there are thing you just can't do even if it is the right thing #Reputation is in fact important. Isn't mdzs partly about that? Isn't that one of the things that killed wei wuxian? #Anyways I love you characters straining under the weight of their duties and responsibilities #They can never make me hate you #meta analysis

[miasanmuller]

ERIK DURM HAS RETIRED??????????????????????? HE'S LIKE 12

#erik durm retiring half of gnt fandom from 2014 dead or injuried #anyway i had no idea he was still alive but him retiring?????????????? before thomas mats or manu??????????????????????????????????????? #my bones are aching #my back is killing me #is this the weight of being old????