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mxria-blogs · 20 days
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VIVAN como les de la p*nche gana, pero VIVAN.
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writingoddess1125 · 5 months
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It seems like a great Morning for DEPRESSION!
You Pass Away Giving Birth
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Buggy, Mihawk, Crocodile
⚠️Warning:⚠️ Depression, Death, Light gore, Character Death, Overall Saddness
Was listening to sad music and wrote this.
Buggy
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There had been complications from the start- being pregnant with twins always had this.. and truthfully Buggy had wanted to curse himself when he learned that he had accidently done this to you. However you remained optimistic- even at the face of peril.
Buggy had hired so many doctors, wanting at least one of them to save you but it seemed that fate was too tightly wrapped around you.
"Y-You're going to be fine I promise (Y/N)-" Buggy said desperately as he sat next to you, watching you battle for the lives of the babies. Another sobbing scream leaving you as doctors rushed in and out with new tools, techniques and more to keep you Alive. However the growing pile of bloody towels and bowls was a clue it wasn't working.
Your mission wasn't to survive but to save the children. Giving Buggys hand a tight bone breaking squeeze you pushed with all your might- Buggy saying words of encouragement till two new lives were brought into this world and you slacked against the bed, pale as paper and your breathing getting shallow.
They rushed the babies to the side of the room as Buggy leaned over you in a panic. Rubbing the hair from your face as he spoke in a panic seeing you slipping away.
"You did it! N-Now Don't leave me please (Y/N)! I'm begging you p-please" He sobbed, but you looked up at him.. gave a gentle smile and worded 'love you' one final time before slipping away right under his fingers... He sobbed and continued his desperate plea for you as he pressed his face against your cold on.
A nurse pulling him back slightly as his world seemed to blur around him- realizing the panic noises of the staff was not for you but for the twins. He didn't even have to say anything as the staff grew quiet at the single newborn cry in the room, sorrowful looks in their eyes as they looked to Buggy. One child laying still on the cot while the other was brought to him.
"I-Im so sorry- Only one survived" The midwife said softly and placed the tiny bundle in his arms still not cleaned and just wrapped in a blanket. Buggy held the suiviving twin, his body feeling cold and chest hollow as he stared down at her beautiful face.. She was so small... so fragile.
He felt his body shake as broken sobs left him and all he could do was hold her close to him, sobbing at the same time the newborn wailed.
"I-Its okay Cry away" He managed to say as he sobbed, feeling it was better in this moment and only this moment to not cry alone. He rocked the both of them in a desperate need to feel comfort at losing the love of his life and one of his children in one night..
He only glanced up from sobbing when the doctor placed a fresh white sheet over you and the deceased child's body. Covering it from sight as the Captian grieved.
Buggy smoothed a shaky hand over the newborn as the Midwife stepped forward to clearn off the newborn and get her dressed. Buggy not even realizing or caring the baby was covered in blood and goo. The midwife was quick, dressing the little girl and handing Buggy a bottle.
The new father still in a whirlpool of sorrow starred to feed her, still crying as before but with a broken smile on his lips.
"I-Im sorry you got saddled with me little one.. It's just us now.. You and me against it all" He said softly trying to ease his crying as the newborn began to down the bottle.
"You look like your mother... I-Im so happy for that... we hadn't figured out names yet, S-So hopefully your mother won't curse me but What about Mei-Mei? Hm?..." He managed as he pulled the empty bottle from her, holding her to his chest and patting her back as he continued to sob.
"Y-Yeah..My little Mei Mei"
Mihawk
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It was his fault... he should have stopped you- It was ment as a journey to find a doctor to assist in your soon to be delivery- Mihawk wanting to keep you behind but you insisted on coming along, but due to the enemies of the past it turned into a battle. Mihawk had been sure he had secured you in a safe place, away from the carnage but who would have known a young man barely out of his teens had spotted him and walked into the safe house with his gun raised and shot you-
He heard it, rushing back to slaughter the boy as he saw you laying there holding the wound to your chest and gasping for air.
Mihawk pressing against the wound to stop the bleeding but it was so close to your heart he was sure you grazed it. Your eyes widened as you touched his arm desperately tears flooding your gaze.
"S-Save them" You managed, Mihawk still pressing all the bullet wound on your chest before feeling your body go limp and heart stop right under his palm.
"No..." He growled, anger flooding his system as he was ready to burn this island to the ground- That was till your words rang in his ears and he placed his bloody palm on your stomach, Feeling the fluttering movement of his still alive child just before the surface. He knew what he had to do... Save them- Pulling the cross from his neck he uncapped it and took a shaky sigh.
"I-Im so sorry"
Mihawk felt for the first time his hands tremble, warm tears flooding his yellow eyes as he took a breath... he didn't have much time... Lifting the blade from his cross he struck down, cutting into your flesh as the warmth of your blood flooded his hands. Something he had never wanted to feel-
With care he cut through the corpse of your abdomen and to the womb- With skinned hands he pulled up his child and held them with care. Panic filling his eyes as he didn't hear a cry or them even move- Tossing the cross to the side he began to do cpr on the little girl, carefully forcing air into her lungs and trying to start her breathing.
"Please..." He whispered as he used three fingers to press on the little girls chest to start her heart, Before she coughed and began to wail into the night air. Mihawk sighing in relief and cutting the cord with his teeth unfortunately due to tossing the blade as he held the baby to his chest- Staring down at the gory mess that was you and he had to closed his eyes..
"I'm sorry (Y/N)..." He whispered both at having to disrespect your body even at your request.. and for you not being able to meet your guys daughter.
"... You were right.. a girl" He whispered, looking down finally at his child who was still crying- Shivering a bit from the cold so he took off his coat and wrapped her tightly in it.
"We will name here Meira.. the light of you" He whispered softly. He knew he needed to get his daughter medical attention but wasn't going to leave you like thisveither. So he buried you and placed all the flowers he could ontop of your makeshift grave- Walking away with his daughter in his arms to the closest village.
Crocodile
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It had all been going to well- yet in a second it changed.. You had gone into labor just hours before and Crocodile knew what to expect some pain, screaming and other discomforts before you gave birth to a healthy baby. However this? The back to back complications that left you exhausted and You had started to bleed during it all and the nurses started to panic...
You were fighting so hard, Crocodile holding your hand as you struggled to bring his child into the world. While his face was stoic and solid you knew the panic behind his eyes.. his wife the only one he would allow close to his heart- and the doctors were scrambling around you to ease the birth.
However you knew... you left it.. and Crocodile did as well.
"C-Croc promise me... you will love them like you love me..I love you" You manage to whisper out, Crocodile nodding hesitantly in agreement to your shaky words whispered voice managing out a 'I love you too'.
A cry ripped through your throat as another wash of pain hit you. Doctors trying to slow down the bleeding- After a few more desperate moments the doctors pulled the screaming child from between your legs. However that wasn't even highlighted as they scrambled to keep you Alive-
Crocodile being pushed to the side as they started CPR but- he felt it... he saw that final breath leave you and thay light fade from your eyes...
His world felt like it crumbled then, a nurse escorting him out to the benches just outside the room. Truthfully he was too dazed to care- the image of you gone still burning in his eyes.
Crocodile sat there in what could only be a state of shock- His wife was gone... ripped away due to his blood. It didn't take long for a skittish nurse to step forward, holding a blue bundle in her arms.
"I-Im sorry sir... I know there is nothing I can say to-" He shot her glare. Forcing her to shut up as she nodded and instead stepped forward to show him the bundle. There laid a plump baby, Crocodile felt his heart clench- especially when he could see the perfect mix between you and him.. Slowly he reached an arm out and took the baby slowly.
He watched the newborn yawn and cuddled into his chest carefully for warmth, sucking hard on the blue pacifier in his mouth as he clearly dreamt of food.
"...You are fortunate.. I loved your mother more then I can dislike you for taking her away... and I promised her" He said calmly down to the baby, holding him close as he stared down at the boys features. His mind drifting to you laying in bed next to him rubbing oil on the stretch marks of your swollen belly talking about all the hope you had for your child and the future...
"Hope... hm.. In honor of your Mother- your name is Kibo.. her last shred of hope"
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reisnocalcutiepie2 · 5 months
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Feeling your bones>>
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aguysurviving · 2 months
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Why can’t I just disappear? Everything sucks but mostly my body
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shanayya · 6 months
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People know your worth. They just hope you don't.
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sadnessdear · 7 days
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Mam wrażenie, że większość ruszyła dalej, a ja dalej stoję w miejscu.
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li-louie · 2 months
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White noise (Higher Demon Natella and Enikiya)
What is between the sky and the Earth? The air trembling with tension. The longest tea party in the world. One soul. Her wishes and expectations. Her prays. Her Death.
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thediomagyar · 2 months
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Okay, basic run down. So, did a "Sonictober" thing last year for ASO with the prompt of "sorrow". Follow them if you haven't already, the artists here make amazing content as always, and deserve the support. Sadly couldn't finish it on time. But because I'm stubborn, I present to you the completed version. Hope you like it, stick around for more to come, and do leave your thoughts on the works posted and those yet to come. @archiesoniconline
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bulgarianpsycho · 1 year
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dreamdragoness · 8 months
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Stacy and Wally find themselves drenched after accidentally tripping in the pond, soaking them to the bone. Finding that she had lost her ribbon, Stacy goes to retrieve it. However, she stops as she spots Wally and his natural hair, the pompadour no longer. Seeing his face and that hair brings Stacy some flashback from over a decade ago.
When she was a child, she met a teenaged boy with that exact same look in the clearing she used to pick flowers at. Their meeting was prickly at the start, but over time, they found themselves becoming good friends. They never learned their names, though. It was his idea for them to call each other a nickname. Stacy had named him “Lion” as his hair looked like a wild lion’s mane. He chose to call her “Cherry Tomato” because of her small, red nose.
It was the days where her family was working hard to amass their current fortune. The same fortune that got the Pillar family to agree to the engagement. Back then, she had more freedom than other girls. After meeting Lion, she would sneak out during the day and meet him, though it was a gamble if he was there or not.
Before the boy disappeared, he told her that he dreamed about wanting to be an artist, but his family disapproved. Especially his father who wants him to take over the "family business." He even showed Stacy the art style he made, causing Stacy to tell him to never give up on his dream and just go for it. She had managed to make him promise to keep working on it and that she’d be looking out for his work. She looked at new artist's works for years, but never saw that art style nor that boy again.
Now, over a decade later, here he was. Murdered and married to her.
Wally looked away, trying not to break after seeing the shocked look on Stacy’s face. She had finally recognized him. When she had placed the ring on his finger, even though it was an accident, he was happy to finally be getting married. It wasn’t until he chased after her in the forest that he recognized her as his Cherry Tomato, making him even more elated as he was marrying his dear friend.
It did hurt him that she didn’t remember him at the beginning, but he couldn’t blame her. She was a child back then and he had been dead for nine years.
And because of that witch, he had lost his life and most of his dreams.
He was able to become a great artist in the Land of the Dead, making friends as the years went by. But he longed to find that special someone that matched his heart. Sometimes, he couldn’t help but overhear those whose lovers were still living and their stories and lamentations regarding love. Wally often listened to Frank, more. That fellow missed his beloved courier every day. But it was well-known that soon, their loved ones, including Frank’s, would soon return to them once they had passed.
But Wally never got the chance to have that. He was young, foolish, so easily swayed by a pretty face with honeyed words. He had planned on eloping with her and start his artist career far away, no longer wanting to submit to his father’s will and become the next Earl of the Darling family.
Now he had wished he could have the chance to apologize to his father for his foolishness.
Wally felt his cheeks being cupped by soft, warm hands. He wanted to look away, but found Stacy’s eyes anyway. Shock, pain, horror, sorrow, and worse of all, recognition. He didn’t mean to keep it a secret from her. In fact, he wanted to tell her earlier. But so much had been happening that he had forgotten to tell her, especially after that encounter with her fiancé. His eyes looked away as he heard Stacy’s voice, choked with a sob of sorrow.
“L…Lion?”
Wally didn’t say anything. It wasn’t needed. His silence was enough to tell her the affirmative. His own tears fell as his new wife caressed his cheeks tenderly. Almost as if trying to prove to herself that his answer was false. But it was true.
A dead lion had married a living cherry tomato.
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While this isn't part of @sketchquill 's Corpse Puppet AU canon or the original movie, I just couldn't get this scenario out of my head. I think I'm going to need a few tissues. Especially since this will bring a lot more emotion to the final battle ahead.
Disclaimer:
Corpse Puppet: @sketchquill
Welcome Home: @partycoffin
Corpse Bride: Tim Burton and Henry Selik
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king-of-horny · 8 months
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Evan: You're sad because you're gay
Sirius: that's rude
Barty: it's true
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tellyphonestuff · 5 months
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With the new Inside Out movie coming out soon I'm seeing a lot of reposted clips on TikTok of the first movie and I'm seeing SO MUCH SADDNESS SLANDER for NO REASON so heres all my reasons why we should stop shitting on Saddness because she's one of the best characters ever and I love Inside Out and she deserves better.
First of all I NEED YOU TO UNDERSTAND THESE ARE NOT HUMANS. They're emotions. They're personified emotions, yes, but at their core they are emotions and can't fully understand or comprehend other emotions. We can see this when Disgust, Anger, and Fear are trying to act like Joy during the dinner scene. It's impossible. They can't relate to joy because at their core THEY CANT FEEL JOY. They don't understand how she works and therefore can't understand how or why she does the things she does. This is the same for Joy and Saddness.
Now lets talk about Riley. Riley is an 11 year old girl who's just moved from Minnesota to San Francisco. A very big change for an adolescent to go through. This is the ENTIRE point of the movie. It's hard to process your emotions at such a young age, and this is what the movie is trying to communicate. "Why can't Saddness just stop touching the orbs" "Saddness really pisses me off just listen girl" "Joy should just kill Saddness atp" SADDNESS CAN'T HELP IT. The whole freaking point is that its IMPOSSIBLE to supress your emotions forever. You can pretend to be happy all you want, but at the end of the day your true emotions are going to bubble up and explode. Saddness feels the need to touch these memories because Riley is upset, she misses her home and she's sad she will never be able to make new memories where she grew up. THIS IS NORMAL CHILD BEHAVIOR. At the end of the movie Joy and everyone else realizes she needs Saddness to balance everything out.
They are at odds the entire movie because JOY IS TRYING TO SUPRESS SADDNESS. RILEY IS TRYING TO SUPRESS HER SADDNESS. She knows the move has been hard on her family and she can see her parents are under a lot of stress so why would she add to that by telling her parents she's unhappy at this new place? This new place that seemingly nobody is happy about but they have no choice but to accept.
Did we all pass seventh grade English? Do we remember subtext? This entire movie is RIDDLED with subtext. I could go on and on about all the symbolism about growing up in this movie but that's not the point of this post. The point is to tell you that my girl Saddness has no control over what she's doing, clearly. Every single time she's caught touching one of the memories, she seems genuinely upset at herself and apologizes. She's subconsciously doing it BECAUSE OF RILEY. BECAUSE RILEY IS GOING THROUGH STUFF RIGHT NOW. GOD YOU'RE ALL IDIOTS STOP HATING ON SADDNESS
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reisnocalcutiepie2 · 4 months
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How does eating and starving both give you a numbing empty feeling?
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bex-orcist · 1 year
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Loneliness is my new addiction
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