HI. HI HELLO. as spnblr's resident faith 1x12 girl uhm I would love to see any live blogging while you watch the ep haha <3
On it sir 🫡
Currently trying to solve the mystery of the hoodie™. Was he wearing it on the hunt when he got electrocuted or did Sam bring him his comfort clothes to the hospital?? Idk what's worse but i gotta know
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Faith Isn’t In The Having (behind the smoke) - a poem about Faith for my bestie tali @faithdeans‘s milestone party
hope this makes you insane wormstie <3 i love you
transcript under the cut
Faith Isn’t In The Having (behind the smoke)
"Have Faith." they say
as if that's something you just have.
A cherished possession you keep
on a shelf
in your heart.
Just in case.
Something you get out when you need it,
put it to use,
and then put away
until next time.
Don't they know? Don't they know
that my heart is crammed!
Doors bolted
behind the bomb
ticking away.
Behind the ashes of childhood innocence
and relics of furniture after drunken rage.
The skeleton of a home.
Wait!
Maybe there's Faith behind the smoke
- nevermind.
Just a scarecrow.
"Have Faith."
The well-known cruelty
of an unobeyable command,
an unfollowable order.
To dangle in front of me
something I know I can't have.
Something I doubt exists.
Can’t even have faith in Faith.
But sometimes
when the light hits the mirror just right
I can barely make it out
in blurry distant shapes
when I squint.
Something unnatural.
Unattainable.
Unreliable.
Unbearable.
(Inadequate.)
Or maybe that's not faith.
Maybe that's just me.
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You know, this whole I-laugh-in-the-face-of-death thing? It's crap. I can see right through it.
Yeah, whatever, dude. Have you even slept? You look worse than me.
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I want him to live the life that he wants. I don't want him to live a life where he will be following me around.
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