#the last tear broke me

[misnarat]

I found you ✨

Spirited away reference

#the last tear broke me #totk #legend of zelda #legend of Zelda tears of kingdom #tears of the kingdom #loz totk #zelda #loz #zelink #ship dynamics #totk link #totk Zelda #totk zelink #fanart #totk spoilers #tears of the kingdom spoilers #botw #botw link #breath of the wild #legend of zelda: breath of the wild #botw zelda #light dragon #totk light dragon #spirited away #studio ghilibi #spirited away movie #reference #link #i ship these two so much #game

[hopelessromanticfr]

i would absolutely fight, kill, die for finney blake .

THIS POOR BOY HAD TO GO THROUGH WATCHING HIS SISTER GET BEAT BY HIS DAD, HIS MOMS SUCIDE, HIS BEST FRIEND GO MISSING, GET BULLIED, GET KIDNAPPED HIMSELF, HAD TO HEAR HIS DEAD BEST FRIENDS AND FRIEND (bruce) VOICE AFTER THEY DIED

ALSO LETS NOT FORGET HE LITERALLY MURDERED THE GRABBER IN HONOR OF ROBIN. (yes ik also for the other kids) BUT MOSTLY FOR ROBIN?? IF THAT DOESNT SCREAM “IM IN LOVE WITH MY BEST FRIEND AND I DONT EVEN KNOW IT” MORE THAN THAT I DONT KNOW WHAT DOES.

they’re like the more healthy and not one sided version of byler😁(i still love byler dw)

IN CONCLUSION I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR FINNEY BLAKE.

#finney blake #finney blake deserves better #the black phone #black phone #i hate the grabber #fuck the grabber #finney x robin #robin and finney were in love and idc what anyone says. #byler #robins last call with finney broke me #robin and finney had me in tears almost.

[thee-yunatic-pixie]

//spoilers

i feel like one of the most bittersweet moments in alice in borderland, (if not the most) is the K◇, especially its ending. we got everything needed to emotionally damage us

#we got keiichi's flashback #we got chishiya's flashback #that look of relief that kuzuryuu had when he knew he lost by making his last choice based on HIS OWN ideals #followed by the first and last time he was depicted smiling in the whole series along with him tearing up during his final moments #as if one great weight he carried all along was finally taken off his shoulders #MOTHERFUCKER THAT SHIT BROKE ME IN PIECES #alice in borderland #alice in borderland spoilers #aib #imawa no kuni no arisu #imawa no kuni no alice #inkna #kuzuryu keiichi #kuzuryuu keiichi #chishiya shuntaro

[archduke-enver-gortash]

mmm essay about sally and kid gort in the tags (cw for child abuse, mentions of suicide, animal cruelty and a murder attempt. i always hope i don’t have to say this but just in case: i don’t excuse or condone any of her or gort’s behaviour at all.) this is literally not even touching upon everything i have to say because i hit the fucking tag limit lmao. NOBODY READ IT’S BAD BRAINSTORMING I JUST NEEDED TO GET IT OUT SOMEHOW

#thinkin too much about gortie side characters again. #sally this time and why she specifically talks about him the way she does #like dravo is obviously still shitty but to me he was. ‘just ‘neglectful #while sally actively hated and even felt terrorised by her own child #like. it’s not like i don’t understand her at all. #imagine you and your love don’t have much besides each other and your shop and you get pregnant and ready to raise a child #only for it to not be a child he didn’t and doesn’t cry ever and he learns everything so much sooner than most but then he never calls you #his parents and it’s not just a petty thing kids do sometimes you feel that he doesn’t see you as family and the worst part is that you #agree deep down #and as he gets older he doesn’t have any friends and actively rejects the notion of the entire concept #but then as time passes you hear about how he has entire groups of children following him and then several of them commit suicide #and that thing coming to sit with you and dravo at the dinner table says that he did what you did last week when the axe to chop wood broke #and you discarded it and got a new one #and he has these habits of ripping out flowers and making sure that they don’t regrow #and then you hear rumours about a friend’s daughter’s cat disappearing and think nothing of it #until you visit his tree house a month later and find a declawed cat and birds with clipped wings and crushed bugs that he keeps fondly #and then you see him with other children and they don’t know and his face is different and body language is entirely different #and were it not for the fact that you know better you would never see anything but a normal child #and you know that you are one who painstakingly brought this thing that should not be into the world and so you decide to end it all one da #and go to him as he’s asleep with the knife shaking in your hand #but he cries when you’re above him! screams at the top of his lungs! #so you beg for forgiveness even though you don’t deserve it through tears but as soon as the knife is put away you see the act drop and fee #his clever fingers having twisted your brain inside and out and you know that you can do nothing #and so the opportunity arises to at least remove him out of your life if not everyone’s lives and you take it immediately. #but you heard him talk. how he will close his fist around the world one day. and you know that it is not a matter of if but when. #like. imagine that. jesus dude. #like i hc her as someone that is messy and does not know a lot about life and she certainly wouldn’t have been a good mother but the love #or at least desire to love is there somewhere. and believing that having a child is really the only somewhat meaningful thing she can do #with her life. she’s not some hero or rich or anything of note. so there’s a lot obligation and not genuine desire for family here. #but she never really got the chance to be an actual mother in the first place so. who knows what that might have looked like

[athousandbyeol]

i think it's very symbolic and ironic how mew rises from the water since water (i'm using the ocean as a better metaphor for this) is deep and mysterious. what we see on the surface is only 1% of what is really down there. so i think it's a very smart scene composition, as well as a change of momentum for mew's character as his real personality, emerges after that cathartic moment.

so what we're about to see in the next few weeks is the mew that has always been hiding underneath, the 'devils' that he keeps at bay. in a twisted way, i think this reflects top's personality as well— an eye for an eye, top has always been. he's nice to people who are nice to him and vice versa. so mew will be this way too. but i think the scariest part about mew is we don't know what to expect since he's full of surprises as well.

i've always known mew is something else and i'm glad episode 6 is the headstart of his transformation. i can't wait to see more shades of mew delicately and thoroughly executed by p'book. for me, this is stellar acting, indeed.

#i feel so uncomfortable watching the last few minutes of part 4 #mew knew it all along... #and yet he still... wow #when i tell you mew is a planner and he always plans ten steps further than anyone else; not many will believe me #but really he's just so complex and nuanced and very much //psychotic// tbvh #they're all crazy but mew proves he's literally above everyone #this will hurt me for a long time and i'm (not) ready for it #today's episode broke me too #tears are still falling atp #but kudos to forcebook for this breathtaking portrayal of topmew #you guys did so well <'3 #forever proud #mew only friends #top tanin #book kasidet #force jiratchapong #forcebook #only friends the series #ofts #na rambles #na discusses #topmew

[fogwitchoftheevermore]

decided to rewatch oli's christmas song stream from last year and remind me again why the fuck oli/sausage is a rarepair again. he sings no less than five romantic songs about sausage (admittedly two of those are just different versions of santa, baby). one of them is him and sausage singing baby it's cold outside together. oli literally left heaven to find this man. what. what am i seeing that everyone else isn't hello.

#space rambles #sorry every once and a while i have to get ill about them again #remind me of this post when it's actually closer to christmas #and maybe ill write/draw something inspired by them singing it's cold outside actually #more likely draw but idk we'll see what i'm feeling #i do genuinely love this stream even though by GOD sausage cannot hold a tune #oli's great as always though #also in the two different versions of santa baby oli says “ive been an awful good boy” and “ive been an awful good girl” so like. gender wi #slight revision he technically sings FOUR songs about sausage #because he sings last christmas at two points and the first time around he goes: #“this year to save me from tears ill give it to someone special (sausage)” #the second time around it's eddie because. of course it is. #and also tbh i think the second time around he is??? maybe singing last christmas about sausage????? #they broke up in the like 30 minutes in between the two versions #ANOTHER EDIT. IT WAS FIVE SONGS (can you tell im just listening to the music again) #the “underneath the misletoe” bit in “all i want for christmas is you” is also followed by him going “sausage” #he's normal

[daydreamsofsoledad]

finished "if we were villains" and i've been staring at the wall, thinking about how oliver protected james from being imprisoned but failed to protect james from himself.

i don't fully agree with oliver when he said that he was not sure if james would survive prison. i think he would.

although it would be difficult for james, and being imprisoned would not take away the guilt he feels,

james would still want to make things right and "pay for his wrongs" (though of course, i think he did the world a favor). not being able to do this adds more to the guilt he feels. richard's blood is on his hands and the love of his life took the fall for his actions.

james, cannot bear both.

#iwwv #james farrow #oliver marks #if we were villains #this book broke me wtf #i cant even read the last few pages because of my TEARS

[alstroemerian-dragon]

chiaki is such a good and interesting character. wish she was in a better game

#personal #do you ever wish danganronpa was better gkdjfjskkfks #literally the only interesting thing that the anime ever did. To Me. was make chiaki a real person #because if you just take the game on its own its basically. she was just a computer program. you cared about a person who wasnt real. #hajime fell in love with a computer isnt that fucked up #but. with the added context of her being a Real Person who Existed. and the reason the program looks like her is that deep down #they all just Wanted Her Back. like that fuckin HURTS DUDE #her death was the last straw it was the final thing. that grief is what drove them all into despair in the end #fuck the brainwashing bullshit. losing chiaki broke them. #like so few of them had anyone in their lives that just. unconditionally cared. without any strings. #but she Did. she loved them all so much. she wanted them all to be so happy. for themselves #and then junko drove them all into their own heads. and then she took chiaki away from them. #no wonder they didnt give a shit about anyone else’s lives. if this is a world that can take something as unconditionally caring and bright #as chiaki nanami and Break Her and Tear Her Apart and Throw Her Away. it doesnt deserve kindness. fuck humanity. #its definitely something they all have to reckon with for a Long time going forward #like. junko haunts the halls of the island’s facilities. but so does chiaki. #not nearly in the same way but shes there all the same #theres definitely a time early on when they finally feel up to talking about her and the other four are discussing who she was before #the Real chiaki yknow #and hajime has to be like. No I Know She Was Different. I Knew Her Too. #and just him having to tell the others that chiaki was basically his only friend when he was in the reserve course #they really have to mourn her twice. fuck dude

[pagesofkenna]

everyone but also @ranseur, look at this polearm i bought at a board game cafe the other day

#there were a bunch of swords and i thought 'oh cool i DO need a new letter opener my last one broke' #but i saw this (plus some more generic looking spears) and was sold #and while checking out the cashier casually mentioned its actually supposed to be a hair stick... oh ..... #makes more sense - the tip doesnt really have a great edge for paper tearing lol #but also i kinda want to tie a ribbon/beads/something through the loop at the bottom and if i did that would #make it unusable as a hair stick! not that i have enough hair to stick. so. probably just desk decor for me!

[fakeoutbf]

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#my grandma fell and broke her hip in october last year #and basically the end of 2023 was a whirlwind of really negative emotions all around for her and me and my whole family #of course there were good moments in between but overall it hit us all pretty hard #i got to her house just now and she walked all the way from the office to the kitchen to get the door for me and i saw her walk all the way #back with minimal difficulty and also going kinda fast with her new walker #and i’m in tears writing this bc we didn’t know if she was gonna walk again #she was depressed her stomach was a mess and she barely ate and other conditions worsened and made it that much harder for her to get better #now she’s finally starting to look and be like the woman i know she is and it makes me feel so relieved #i never doubted that she could get better but god it feels so good to see her be better

[bugeyedfreaks]

This is AI Mojo Jojo singing a song that will make you cry instantly.

#tears of joy???? #it's so super cute you aren't going to cry in fear at all #this is the last AI thing I post for a while I promise #it broke me

[khlur]

every time i talk w my parents i have to remind myself not to get swayed by their doting affectionate act.

#i mean see #becoming older has made me recognize and appreciate them for a lot of what they did #but to say that i am doing anything except lip service to them rn would be an exaggeration #our relationship has improved but i have made it clear that i never intend to live with them ever again #that the honeymoon period will last 2 days max #they'll cry their crocodile tears #and the emotional abuse will restart like it never stopped #that the physical abuse would have continued if i didn't threaten them by throwing chairs and a knife #like....these past few months have given me such fucking WHIPLASH #it almost makes me forget just how dysfunctional our dynamic has been #how i got away relatively well adjusted because i psychologied myself through clinical and counselling psych classes #how they refuse to take the blame absolutely for my brother's issues surfacing now in his adulthood #ever so often something so viscerally twisted will happen on a call or on the group chat which makes me want to hurt myself #and that serves as a wake up call abt how bad shit used to be #and how glad i am to be away from it all #but every few weeks i will be lulled back into thinking that maybe things weren't so bad #i'm also swayed so much by the people around me rn who hesitate so much to talk about anything that isn't small talk #either that or they're people who really love their parents and enjoy spending time with them #and i'm like....respectfully i cannot relate and neither can the bamboo rod that once broke in two bcs of how hard my parents wielded it <3 #and ofc when families come up in conversation everyone acts like it's a normal thing for there to be ups and downs #w so much unsaid and implied about how i'm actually an ungrateful POS who can't appreciate their parents sacrificing so much for me #hehe. no thanks. keep ur judgement to urself

[chenyann]

Rating my cutie mooties♡

Mainly bc I didn't have the best day and yall were here and making me giggle/feel better🤭

kinda like mutual appreciation week(?) Also be aware I'm not the best at expressing things so if it comes off as rude/uncaring or bland I'm so sorry!! (this isn't in any order so don't think if someone is on top that means I like them better also if you were not added that is because we don't really interact with each other much and I'm too shy to start doing it now-)

@pandoa 1 or 100/10

You make weord edits of me, also that butter chicken photo you sent me won't be forgotten but, you are one of my first and beloved mutuals. I giggle, smile, twirl my hair or preparing for seeing what you've said or liked whenever you interact with me. Seeing you so randomly or you saying the most strange things brings me so much joy. You've created an icon (yakonigiri) who I'm actually preparing to bring back soon, the days yakonigiri roamed around were some of the best days (imo) and the days that we would have chats are also held close to my heart. I will love to make some more amazing memories with you as my mutual.

@puminari 8/10

It was originally 10/10 until I remembered these:

but other than that you are an amazing person, you're more on the newer side of mutuals but that doesn't matter. Seeing you in my notifications is always such a treat and I get happy knowing that you posted something. You're very funny and interacting with you is always a fun thing!(i also hope school is going good for you)

@cherrys-sweetness 15/10

I was too shy to really interact with you at first but then I got comfortable, tbh you were kinda intimidating to me when we first became moots💀 but I've came to find that it was all in my head– you're literally so sweet and funny, you also have a heart filled with gold I'm my eyes.As sweet as a cherry, as bright as the sun and as beautiful as the moon. You're a wonderful person cherry :)

@trplas 100/10

I just love you/p, you're a very sweet person and I love talking to you. When we first became moots I didn't expect us to bond this much ngl💀 but with that I feel like I grow grey hairs everytime you tell me you're injured or ill. (I won't say much bc I'll end up writing essays)

@merotwst 9/10

I'm not gonna lie, you're kinda scary. But I know you're harmless (kinda) your love for Jamil is so inspiring 💖💖 also your art is very yumyum, seeing that you posted I get excited bc of your delectable writing skills too. I enjoy talking to you (and how ur on Jamil crack but that's not the point) I was kinda panicking when you followed me but I'm glad that i was scared for nothing!

@a-hollow-angel 9/10

why won't you let me eat ur things??? Your art is yum, ur photos are yum, your theme is yum. Everything about your blog is yum and I don't find it fair that I can't eat it. You're the most sweetest person on tumblr and I will stand by this statement til I quit tumblr. -1 bc you won't let me eat ur stuff :(

@kalims 10/10

Bro we don't talk as much, but ur so amazing. Like hello ur so sweet?????? Also all ur themes are so cute 🤩 (the Luke one was the cutest imo) not gonna lie you were also very intimidating to me but that okay💀 again you're very sweet and another one with a heart of gold♡

@achy-boo 7/10

Please sleep at appropriate times😭😭😭😭 you're one of the few mutuals who I think would beat me in a fist fight. Again you're more on the intimidating side of my mutuals, but other than that you're very cool! -3 bc of the horrible sleep schedule and the fact you grinkled me.

@italoniponic 10/10

You're very sweet, you're funny, you're themes are always cute and you are over-all an amazin person to talk to! Personally you are one of the most big brained mutuals I got, all your ideas just... there are not words to explain them, the way you think is just beautiful no words can begin to describe it. That's how amazing you and your ideas are.

@moxxbox 10/10

Moxxie 😗😗😗😝😝😝😝 can we talk about ur headers, THEY ARE SO SO CUTE!!!! I fr flew to the sky when I saw them😼 but that's not what I'm here to talk about, you are really nice and very cool. I dont remember when we became moots but I'm glad we did :) chatting with you is always something i enjoy [ Also I haven't spoken to you in awhile bc i keep forgetting 😭]

@arent-i-the-fairest 10/10

I also think you can beat me in a fist fight lu, ur writing is so yum, ur theme is also yum. I hope you're doing okay and that you've been taking care of yourself. I'm glad we are moots bc I know later gonna lurk in ur inbox- you are very very nice and very fun to be around 😗✌

@rggie 15/10

Mal I hope you're doing okay😭😭 bc past time we spoke you were a little sick, but i hope that whatever you're doing you're having fun and being you. When I first interacted with ur account you were so sweet and fun to be around. Yoire themes were so beautiful and your writing was even better, I hope you're doing well.

(That's all💀 I have more mutuals but I feel like I'd be bothering them or I'm just scared to talk to them.)

If you haven't already followed some of these amazing accounts I'd recommend them ♡

#Love yall<33333 #Also I'm mad sick rn #My heater caught fire last night so it's cold I here and need to get another #Luckily we are all okay we just have to scrub the walls #Also I'm watching 'A love so beautiful' guys this shit has me crying #I'm such a cry baby #They could fr be saying hello and I'm already in tears #And I broke my glasses 💀💀💀 #I fell Asleep with them on😛😛😭😭😭 #☕|° chats

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#listen. sometimes. when i get emails pertaining to a specific project i worked on that nearly broke my brain. i just stop what im doing #and start playing Losing My Religion by REM. and i wish the person emailing me could see me face down at a table listening to thay song #mostly its fine. its just when someones trying to manage the data files so i kno im gonna have to go back thru and update my code #for a bunch of tiny stuff and its like: does this sound ok? and i just dont care so much that i want to start screaming #and then at the end of the day i hike up a fucking mountain going over what im gonna tell a therapist when my insurance switches #and im gonna say it in a way thats v calm and agreeable but i want to scream and tear my hair out. or maybe i wont b agreeable. i wasnt #last time i was in a therapist office but that guy deserved it and i wasn't being that bad #ugh. im just mad bc working on my stuff makes me so miserable that when i stop its like wow im no longer in agony. cool #coool. fun times. becoming increasingly apprehensive abt how im gonna try to b more healthy abt working while taking on triple #the responsibility with a phd project and being a student and being a TA. i mean. ill try but its gonna b fucking interesting #ugh. had to bust out the burnout playlist. which like. when u try to look at other ppls burnout playlists they all suck #theyre all like former gifted kid burnout Playlists and im like fuckkk offfff. why do u not have the incredibly specific vibes that im #looking for? i just demand the perfect burnout playlist and somehow nobody puts No Surprises on there #like what??? y not? its a song abt being so totally saturated that youve had enough. a heart thats full up like a landfill. a job that #slowly kills u. bruises that wont heal. how is it not THE burnout song? but whatever. i listen to too much radi0head. #ugh. but now my burnout playlist is becoming too much like my My Brain Doesnt Feel Too Good playlist #listen. i just need to curate playlist so that they can express the feelings for me #unrelated

[hagravenholm]

Lmao beautiful

#now I’m sick. after that last week of hell. and today . totally brutal oh my god #my tonsils are swollen my head is fucking killing me and I either have a fever or I’ve just been working out in the rain and 45 degree #weather all day today and tomorrow too #I hate not having health insurance. I wish I could afford to call out tomorrow I feel so bad. #I’m already beyond broke I got like 6$ to last me a week #I just hate my life so much it’s crazy. like legit #how many times did I almost burst out in tears today too many to count and the worst part is that I can’t go to the bathroom and just take #5 or 10 mins god forbid #oh well maybe this is it

[4giorno]

its just rlly evil yknow

#yeah i just feel hollow. ive basically finished crying now #it was real bad as in snot was running down from my nose from crying bad lmfao #and im wanna make it clear that im not talking abt just memes from the general situation here like EXTRA CLEAR #but seeing this whole scene with headphones on the tv with the context.... i specifically rlly hate how ppl clowned on deans reaction #after The scene i was somewhat calming down but at the very last scene #the way dean was just stuck on the floor and trying and failing to stop his tears and finally burying his head in hus arms and you could #just hear his breathless crying...... yea that just broke me again #HHHHHHH anyway! 🙏 lets get these last two crusty episodes out of the way aye?