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#like what??? y not? its a song abt being so totally saturated that youve had enough. a heart thats full up like a landfill. a job that
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#listen. sometimes. when i get emails pertaining to a specific project i worked on that nearly broke my brain. i just stop what im doing
#and start playing Losing My Religion by REM. and i wish the person emailing me could see me face down at a table listening to thay song
#mostly its fine. its just when someones trying to manage the data files so i kno im gonna have to go back thru and update my code
#for a bunch of tiny stuff and its like: does this sound ok? and i just dont care so much that i want to start screaming
#and then at the end of the day i hike up a fucking mountain going over what im gonna tell a therapist when my insurance switches
#and im gonna say it in a way thats v calm and agreeable but i want to scream and tear my hair out. or maybe i wont b agreeable. i wasnt
#last time i was in a therapist office but that guy deserved it and i wasn't being that bad
#ugh. im just mad bc working on my stuff makes me so miserable that when i stop its like wow im no longer in agony. cool
#coool. fun times. becoming increasingly apprehensive abt how im gonna try to b more healthy abt working while taking on triple
#the responsibility with a phd project and being a student and being a TA. i mean. ill try but its gonna b fucking interesting
#ugh. had to bust out the burnout playlist. which like. when u try to look at other ppls burnout playlists they all suck
#theyre all like former gifted kid burnout Playlists and im like fuckkk offfff. why do u not have the incredibly specific vibes that im
#looking for? i just demand the perfect burnout playlist and somehow nobody puts No Surprises on there
#like what??? y not? its a song abt being so totally saturated that youve had enough. a heart thats full up like a landfill. a job that
#slowly kills u. bruises that wont heal. how is it not THE burnout song? but whatever. i listen to too much radi0head.
#ugh. but now my burnout playlist is becoming too much like my My Brain Doesnt Feel Too Good playlist
#listen. i just need to curate playlist so that they can express the feelings for me
#unrelated
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