#that's such a fucking relief holy shit

[dragqueenpentheus]

FUXK YES!!!

#got approved r the next six months on my loan repayment pause bc of permanent disability #i'm gunna have two hundred dollars more to work with till february #bro i'm gunna buy GROCERIES!!!!!!!!!!!! that's not just LOAVES OF BREAD AND CHEESE AND MILK AND TOFU!!!!!!!!! #i'm gunna BAKE SOMETHING FOR THANKSGIVING!!!!!!! #that's such a fucking relief holy shit #they kept delaying me and #OUGH NO MEED TO WORRY FOR UNTIL FEBURARY #well. march. i should reapply in march. #but god the relief is so real rn what the fuck #there's only so long i can have meals of crackers and make myself be okay with it by marathoning Alone seasons #irl #personal #food mention #hopefully next time reapplying will go easier and i won't have money taken directly out of my account for months good lord #i have forty bucks to stretch till next month but AFTER THAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!! #it won't be PENNYS IN MY ACCOUNT AFTER PAYING RENT

[captorations]

it really feels like this special was written specifically for me. we've got lore. we've got alya mvp. we've got convoluted but logical magic rules. we've got alyanette. we've got adrien telling his altself to ask his nino out. we've got sleepy cozy alyanette. we've got the full acknowledgement of how much alya influenced marinette, including dropping the triumph of evil quote. we've got alya just flat out kissing marinette. did i mention we've got alyanette

#but for real i could feel a million fic writers breathe a sigh of relief #to finally have the name for a non-evil butterfly champion #AND. the stuff about the timer being for the user's protection #was EXACTLY what i'd come up with on my own #tl;dr holy fucking shit #miraculous ladybug #alyanette

[what-the-fuck-khr]

hey quick question I took Advil like. idk 10-15 minutes ago and now my dental pain has kicked up into the sharpest pain on planet earth that radiates into my jaw, other teeth, my upper jaw, my fucking ear and into my temple. is that. a bad thing. should I bring that up to a doctor

edit: addition is that this happened earlier today when I took Panadol on its own well after I took the Advil earlier in the day. I thought it was bc the cold water hit my already sensitive teeth and it freaked out but now it’s happening again so I’m just very confused and in sooooooo so much pain right now

#right this very second after being on the verge of tears #the pain has gone back down to what it was before I took the fuckingn Advil #side note I took Panadol as well afterwards #bc of the severe spike in pain after fucking taking the Advil #and I just. wanted something to work holy shit #like it was so bad taking no pain relief would feel better probably holy fuck #ooc #please help

[dreamlogic]

2024 year of charlie gets a fucking break (hopefully. maybe. tbd.)

#ctxt #i'm on medication that's reduced my post-hysterectomy pain by about 70% #i have an intake appointment with a physical therapist in march & a referral to start trigger point injections #to hopefully finally recover as completely as possible from the nightmarish neuropathy that's plagued me since uuuhhhh #going on 2 years ago. holy shit. genuinely can't believe i've been surviving & functioning as well as i have for this long #while suffering a disabling & extremely painful surgical complication. fuck my original surgeon for brushing me off during that time #but the new provider i'm working with is so responsive & thorough in her approach & seems genuinely committed #to helping me finally get relief after all this time. she listens to my feedback & is flexible in her approach #and her assistant is a great communicator who's been handling most of the logistics of care coordination for me #and what a huge fucking relief that is. to not have to drag my doctors kicking & screaming towards maybe treating me eventually #i wanna cry. i finally feel like i'm being taken seriously and cared for. and i'm not BETTER yet (might never be the same as i was pre-op) #but i actually feel optimistic for the first time in over a year that i won't just have to deal with this agonizing pain on my own forever #i might actually see enough improvement that i can start to get back to living my life instead of just surviving it #money is tighter than it's been since i got laid off during early pandemic and that's stressing me out #but i promised myself that i would put my health first in 2024 and that means only working the bare minimum needed to pay my bills for now #genuinely i so fucking needed a break. i felt like i was trying to swim through a meat grinder last year #and it wasn't until i ended up in the ER about it that i finally was able to take my own pain seriously enough #to put my foot down & make some necessary changes that are now letting me focus on Getting Well With Myself at last #in hindsight it's like. really freaking me out how thoroughly i was able to compartmentalize & dissociate from how miserable i was #bc nobody who had the ability to help me would take me seriously & my shitty boss was like. extremely textbook emotionally abusive #and on one hand that was a survival mechanism that kept me on my feet during one of the worst times of my life. so props to myself there #but it was also very maladaptive how long & unnecessarily it went on before i snapped out of it & escalated things for my own safety #it was the same helpless frustration i often felt as a kid of like 'well nobody is on my side but me so i gotta suck it up & help myself' #and i think the family trauma shit that was going on last year definitely contributed to that. idk sense of doubling across time? #and things had to get Extremely Bad before they were bad enough for me to realize that although i felt like it #i am no longer an isolated & parentified island of a child who is beholden to the whims of ignorant & indifferent adults #i actually can and should take action to advocate for myself bc i am an adult and i CAN now change my circumstances as needed #instead of just enduring them as if i'm stuck there with no agency or chance to change things #and i have a really solid support system who helped me feel like it was possible to stand up for myself to get the help i desperately need #chronic blogging

[radioactiveshitstorm]

#text that came outta nowhere this morning #anyone who knows abt the uk benefits system will understand #the process was stressfull as hell #multiple phone calls and forms to fill #all with the knowledge that the dwp does NOT want to award you shit #the validation.... my struggles are real enough that even they see it #the relief of knowing i don't have to go through the process again #i'm sat here crying after having a good long sob #hands still shaking bc holy fuck #i got it. it's done. im gonna be better off now

[tev-the-random]

I'm bowing down, I'm on my knees, sobbing and offering my soul, I cry "you're my hero and I owe you my life" repeatedly.

Ian Flynn looks at me in fear. It's the middle of the night. He thinks I am deranged. Which I am.

#Sonic Frontiers #I cannot describe to you the deep feeling of relief and wonder I felt when seeing the cutscenes of this game #This truly is the Sonic Renaissance Era #and I am here to witness it #I'm here to see the revival of such wonderful characters and such a fascinating world #I'm here to see Sonic be the hero he was always meant to be #I am here fOR THE EPIC ANIME FIGHTS HOLY SHIT- #THERE ARE REAL THREATS TO THE UNIVERSE AGAIN FUCK YEAH #I've been stimming so hard for the past hour you have no idea #Ian Flynn #he was always going to be the correct choice and I am not disappointed #Sonic the Hedgehog #and this is why a true Sonic fan should never give up #TEV Talk

[tortelloniboi]

oh my god. that was the scariest most tense hour of my life anthony why would you do that to me

#holy shit. what the fuck im so scared for next episode #laying on the floor rn in relief #dndads #dungeons and daddies #dndads spoilers #dungeons and daddies spoilers #terry jr dndads #dndads s2

[sky-daddy-hates-me]

You go for walks in the woods to connect with nature, to calm down, to ground yourself and to feel at peace.

I go for walks in the woods to terrify those who dare to make eye contact with me, to make strangers question their reality if they attempt to converse with me, to laugh or cry until I can shed the constraints society placed on me and to instill just a small amount of panic in those unfortunate enough to know me outside of the woods.

We are not compatible.

#me @ the bitches at college #dont get me wrong i do love nature and nature magick #but going feral brings a different kind of relief to me #if god gave us free will then i intend on using mine to make everyone question their own existence #and not in a preachy way #or a repent for your sins kind of way #but a 'holy shit is that person or a cryptid kind of way' #or a 'are they on drugs or just a different kind of being' #do i get bullied for it ? yes #is it fun? fuck yes #ex jw #ex jehovah's witness #exjw #apostate #crowcore #i am a gremlin #gremlin culture #gremlincore #dirtcore #forestcore #cryptidcore #eldritchcore

[mcwexlerscigarette]

sucks I've missed 2 bcs Mondays in a row but honestly I've been so busy and stressed out lately :(

#today someone I know was having a VERY risky surgery and tbh I really didn't think they would make it #(good news is they survived it!!! so that's a huge fucking relief) #anyway besides all that it's so hard being broke all the time. it's so so so hard #and on top of that I have an ear infection that antibiotics WONT get rid of #I have a sore broken tooth in the back of my mouth so I can't eat on that side #that burn blister I had finally busted and holy fck is that bitch burning now.... #and to top it all off I'm about to start my period so I feel like shit in every possible way #rough week

[bread--quest]

I!!!!!!!!! GOT INTO!!!!!!!! A COLLEGE!!!!!!!!

#its my safety school so i was kinda expecting this but its SUCH a relief to be Sure about it holy shit #upd8z #wow look something original!! #now even if every other school rejects me ill still get to go to college thank FUCK #caps

[whimsicalcotton]

.

#all of the freaking tf out and doubting every sentence is sooo fucking worth it for one 'holy shit this was good' comment #jdjdjdjdhdb Ugh. relief. i did Good #also to that one person who said 'i get lost in the sauce every time i touch this fic' you live in my brain rent free #you have no idea how much that comment Means To Me hshshshd #nebular.txt

[zbdjjsjwjajba]

hate hate hate remembering that aku has a fucking lung disease

#bungo stray dogs spoilers #bsd manga #bungo stray dogs akutagawa #akutagawa ryuunosuke #:( that death was probably such a fucking relief holy shit #he makes me so so so distraught what is wrong w him #and yet hes my favourite littlest dude #:( #just blair talking <3

[un-pearable]

incredibly ironic to me that i spent all of high school putting all my stats into math and science bc ~women in stem~ but i’ve never been happier than now when i get to study arguably the most human of the humanities (anthropology) and i’m cranking out multiple thousands of words a day of bullshit analysis, having the time of my life AND not having to attend 8am calc classes. triple win (does not have to think about physics).

#sorry high school engineering program. fuck physics. it’s fascinating but it broke me #in physics you have to ignore 99% of how the world works in order to do any productive math. in anthropology i’m SUPPOSED to take every #little bit of context and squeeze out as much meaning as i can. and then ask my friend about it and what *they* thought it meant. + repeat. #it’s delightful. i am having so much fun and holy SHIT do i write a lot #sry this is mostly bc i finally moved my discussion posts to a seperate doc and realized i’ve written over 10k words just in the first four #weeks of the semester without even realizing. hell yeah. #love doing hw that i actually feel good about finishing #sry i dragged myself all the way through ap calc bc for the sake of ~women in stem~ let me have this. #disregarding my complex relationship to my gender rn it really defined a ton of my school experience and it’s a big relief to feel justified #in letting it go #fuck yeah. it’s jay shills for anthropology night #text✨ #anth n arch #also like. a big part of why i like it so much is bc it’s exactly what fandom does. fandom deserves to realize that a lot of what it does is #anthropological and i think a lot of this site could benefit from recognizing how that’s both a good and bad thing

[frankensteindotpdf]

i feel like i can only process one of my mental illnesses at a time which is fascinating! both because its wild when i get around to one i havent considered much/in a while and because its hilarious to realize how much i have just straight up not been noticing

#i speak #like holy shit #its the most obvious with social anxiety #which i forget i have #and am like 'ha i have bigger fish to fry' #but then im in a situation where i have to talk to a stranger and im like. oh fuck right. ok. #currently im noticing the tism. its. #mh. #sdfkgdjkgsdgd #its a lot? #its kind of like. #when i realized i had adhd it was such #a relief because it made SO many things make sense #but it was also like seeing a tidal wave coming at you #because you just kinda realize that like. life is not built for you #and people are Not always going to get it #and i have to figure out how to live now because living 'normally' isnt gonna cut it (and never was gonna) #and its the same with the autism #its like. realizing that im not just being ridiculous or whiny about everything #i have sensory issues!!!! and mask SO much!!!! and have issues with communication in a lot of ways #especially face to face WHICH was never a major issues with a lot of my closer friends #because we mainly talked over text where i didnt have to think about my affect or my facial expressions #its. hm. a little scary sdfgdskjgdfgsd #to realize how much youre going to have to ask for accomodations for #its not just me being whiny and unreasonable and not trying hard enough #its me Having Problems im not going be able to Just Get Over and. i need the people around me to be able to understand and want to work with #me on it? #and. for someone who was already a bit concerned about a small pool of options its. ksjdfgnkdsjgksgs not exactly encouraging.

[ghastimafrix]

hooh gotta say. love being a newcomer to this fandom and looking in the tag daily and realizing. oh my god. everyone else in here is also queer and autistic in some way. thank god. jesus christ.

#ghast.txt #promare #realizing that the reason behind my utter euphoria might be as simple as #i have finally found a media dominated largely by. 'my people' for lack of a better word #there are outliers. and. stares at the old content made when it was still fresh... some things that are a bad look #but holy shit man. #coming into promare after being an active member of the idv fandom for two years... #there is so much. relief. #to the active posters in the community i fuckin love y'all #i'm sorry for the spam likes and out of the blue follows it was probably a shock #or annoying at the very least #but also thank you for the fucking food. /gen holy shit.

[monsterinthemountain]

i am LIVING omg -- crackpot conspiracy theorist scientist Cruks slowly loses sanity to the point that when she's proved RIGHT, her instinct is to open the gate in the middle of the wastes and let in the ALIENS

#holy fucking shit #truths i am gonna be thinking about this for ages #i'm obsessed #thinking of the loneliness of conviction #and the relief and wonder of finding out you were right #and the lack of impulse control stopping you from doing something INCREDIBLY stupid #aaaaAAAAaaaaa #<< an actual quote from dr cruks #Dr. Cruks #dnd