#that's my biggest fear rn

[thank-god-and-you]

Been crying over the Sukeve reunion since 06:00, my heart is so fullllllll.

Vinny on his path to redemption.

Getting confirmation that Heather's "running down the road in a t-shirt, jumper, thick overcoat, and jeans on the hottest day of the year" really was for Eve racing to catch the love of her life.

"I don't want to do this without you. I love you. I haven't stopped loving you."

"I want you, Eve. I want all of you. You and me, together. Every day."

"You wanted me to shout it from the rooftops? I will. Right now. Because this is who I am. This is me."

SUKI INSTIGATING THE HAND HOLD.

THE GIDDY SMILES AND GIGGLING.

THE COY LITTLE ROCKS INTO EACH OTHER'S SHOULDERS.

The writing has its faults at time, but my God do they do the emotional scenes so beautifully. I just hope that when Nish discovers the truth next week they don't shove Suki back under his control AGAIN, otherwise this will feel so redundant.

How I'm supposed to function for the rest of the day, I have no idea.

#personal #I'm working off like two hours of sleep because it's literally all I've been thinking about all night #nervous and excited for what next week brings #if Nish uses threat of violence against Vinny to make Suki come back I will throw my TV out the window #that's my biggest fear rn #just have to have faith that this is the final road to Suki coming out on her own terms I guess #EastEnders #Suki Panesar #Eve Unwin #Sukeve #OTP: you make me feel still #my post

[fairyhaos]

JEONGHAN Darl+ing @ MCOUNTDOWN // 220602

#jeonghan.svt #jeonghan #svt #seventeen #yoon jeonghan #svtsource #nanablr #userzaynab #usersemily #homerunj #tuseri #heyteo #cheytermelon #usermery #userngocchi #maddieblr #3012 #my biggest fear rn isthat he looks too yellow...... #my Previous biggest fear was that he was too pink btw and then i yellowed him #so now im worried that its a liytke too yellow so. hopefully hes not tho

[synvelesow]

marcoh moe & daarin shenanigans

another aggie sesh with @marmarydoods 🫶

#this is all i can provide rn amongst the commisions and starting what is possibly the biggest art piece in my life #that one will probably be posted in like a month so until then. unfortunately no bigger pieces #thank you mary for drawing with me <3 #fear and hunger #fear and hunger termina #fear & hunger #daan #fear and hunger daan #karin #fear and hunger karin #marcoh #fear and hunger marcoh #daarin #daarcoh #synvelesow art #my doodles #marcoh moe

[twistedvines]

No Jak and Daxter don't go in there! Those are the dungeons of Fear and Hunger!

#I just like drawing in the fnh style #and jak and daxter are one of my biggest special interests rn #so... just combines it for fun #jnd #jak and daxter #jak 3 #fear and hunger #fnh

[chaggiehearts]

In case anyone was wondering how the animatic is going :)

The song and the pictures aren't fully synchronized because I just wanted to start visualizing how it'd look like in the end

Drawing Lute being soft is far more therapeutic than I expected?

#my biggest fear rn is drawing Vaggie’s wings with two stripes or Lute’s with only one #also it’s time to draw Adam and I’ve never drawn him before so I’m a bit scared #hope he’s easier to draw than what I’m expecting #because of course the wire is Adam's attention and to an extent the exorcist job itself #i probably won't post more of this WIP until i finish it because editing the video on an iPad has proven to be painful :') #hazbin hotel #fallenwings #vaggie #lute #animatic #art #my art <3

[theriverbeyond]

at the ripe old age of twenty-something i have purchased a basketball and am going to go to the park so i can play with it.... i haven't done this since 6th grade and my biggest fear is i will get made fun of by teenagers (i Will Cry)

#anyway wish me luck o7 #trb.txt #im so scared......... i hope there is no ont out there rn #anyway. my 2nd biggest fear is twisting my ankle

[skunkes]

being able to drive really will improve my life tons I need to get on that. Living here wouldn't be so hurts if I could take day trips out of town by myself every once in a while

#talkys #i. dont know if ive decided on doing this yet #but maybe if im able to drive to the point of driving out of town #ill make hrt appt (all clinics are like 2 hrs away) and start T while living here. #it will be very scary and risky. #but i don't think itd be smart to make my life 10000x harder by trying to move out solely so i can go on T. #my biggest fear rn is my parents are always looking for something to be wrong with me so i fear theyd find #a way to get the medical info out of me. and theyd obviously notice the changes. but idk. idk #im not going to be able to move out anytime soon. and im so tired. im only getting older. i dont want to be older w.o it.

[wisecrackingeric-2]

More than anything right now I wish I had somebody to turn to. I wish I could cry to my parents about this or get a hug from somebody or just have SOMEONE believe me and he on my side. I really don’t know how to continue on from here

#looking at any re content rn makes me feel so sick #which has been my worst fuckimg nightmare #like I’ve had panic attacks over this idea kinda worst nightmare #my absolutely biggest nightmare has been that skmething horrible will happen in this fandom that’ll make my stupid autistic brain associate #re with that horrible experience #and that’s exactly what’s happening #my biggest fear is coming to fruition and it’s so so fucking awful #Luis has meant more to me than any other autistic special interest of mine evr has. and just the THOUGHT of loosing that love and devotion #makes me sick to my stomach. #why did these people do this to me #why me #what the fuck did I ever do to them #what did I do to deserve this #I want this to be so fucking over #I wanna go back to shaking my friends over Luis and pretend this never happened #I just want a hug from my parents or someyjing man. I wanna be told it’ll be alright and this shit will be done with #just #what the fuck did I do to deserve this man

[agapemoon]

i have no words for what happened yesterday in roier’s stream, and i still need to see cellbit’s vod

#i always watch roier’s pov so im v emotional rn #last time i saw roier like this it was when they killed mariana in minecraft extremo. but like he felt like that AFTER yk ? #bc he felt ALONE bc mariana couldnt log in anymore #with bobby he was fucking sad the moment he was saying goodbye oh my god like he himself said it. #he is so cheerful all the time u all im. he is gonna cope w humour as always 🤧 #he is gonna feel lonely now lmao and he wants his q! to have a revenge arc im sure but for that he needs to like #be involved in actual lore and idk how much he is interested in that fkfnfkfbfjffkfn #my biggest fear is him just acting his lore by himself bc he is ALONE now #and also bc he never wants to bother other CC’s w his stuff #bro can missa mariana spreen or quackity log in more often to be w him ??? #like i know spreen is like …. Not an option anymore but still #he needs people to pendejear with pls #qsmp #roier #quackity #cellbit

[earthtooz]

there is just so much life and warmth in your writing im rereading a work and just in awe at how ?? it evokes just such warm feelings I’m like aaa/@&B???!?……..

i'm fine. i'm fine. i'm FINE.

#WAHHHHHHHHH #THANK YOU ANON T^T #life... and warmth... in my writing........ u say................. i will tear up rn #i'm glad one of us enjoys rereading my work NAHHHHHH #my biggest fear... rereading my fics... #earf's inbox hours ✌️

[littleaipom]

So I just wanted to talk about my Passion Project™

Give you all it's name and summarize it so that there's some kind of baseline for whenever I bring it up again, because it's important to me and I've had the idea for a few years.

It's called "Dino Plateau"

I want to make an RPG farm sim(think harvest moon/story of reasons, stardew valley) but with dinosaurs.

The core theme of the game is simply "Life should be an Adventure".

A lot of that adventure would come from exploring the plateau filled with dinosaurs, and scripted story events with the few townsfolk living there.

I'm using DS-era games as inspiration for a lot of the pixel art style and gameplay.

Though I want the game to ultimately be wholesome (as expected in the farm sim genre), I want it to be free to touch on darker topics typically associated with dino media, like survival, injury, and death.

I'm opting out on making romanceable characters, to focus more on just having decent character writing regardless. (people will just have to use their imaginations for self-shipping)(and I bet it will be better than whatever I would have written)

Anyway, it's definitely a remix of a lot of preexisting game ideas, but it would be my remix, my vision. So I'm excited about it! Regardless of how far it gets :)

#yes i am aware that this is the same base idea for a 3d indie game that released recently. #props to them i still need to check it out bc it looks adorable #postmadders #dino plateau #my biggest 'one fear' irt this would be if i overshared my ideas and someone stole them and implemented it all for a quick buck :') #which i'll be honest i have NO idea how rational that fear is. i feel like this concept is such a winner tho. #like IM convinced that done properly this would make bank. not my Main motive BUT it would motivate theft. #and like i would have zero means to do a thing about it #anyway thats largely why im /trying/ to keep it a relatively private thing u_u #if i ever really get it going then ill start hyping it on social media. but rn it is in a fragile early state

[angelcasendgame]

Nothing more cursed than watching 1x08 cgi bee scene and then looking up to see three wasps crawl into your room from a hole they made :)

#im gonna kms these fucking wasps wont leave me tf alone this is the SECOND NEST to live in my bedroom wall i cannot do this #i filled the hole up with silicon caulk and these fuckers ATE THROUGH IT #like wasps are one of my biggest fears im so upset rn #and i sprayed tf out of six of them that were buzzing around and then had to clean them up after and it was SO GROSS #cw bugs #cw insects #cw wasps #THEY'RE SO GROSS #renu rambles

[hella1975]

i hate my town i hate the people in it i hate the shame that consumes us all i hate that every failure might as well be posted in the square because everyone knows everyone i hate that my grandparents are here and i hate that my mother came back for them i hate that the kids are dying and no one cares i hate that every good memory has a bad memory right next door like sam's house around the corner from my childhood home i hate the body they pulled from the river i hate the memory of hearing yellow by coldplay at my cousin's funeral because all i could think was that it was too modern for the situation but then he was only seventeen so it makes sense i hate that i was seventeen too and all the boys i knew were there his friends that were supposed to be the tough guys the scary guys i hate that i pretended not to see them sobbing i hate that everything smells of cigarettes here i hate the politics i hate the people i used to love that dont even smile at me on the street i hate that the girl who called me a slut works at my favourite bar i hate every alley and hidden shortcut and i hate that i know them like the back of my hand i hate the same fucking coffee shops i sat in when i was fourteen and scared and now im nineteen and scared and i hate that it's exactly what this town wants i hate that it wants anger i hate that it wants fear i hate that it wants shame i hate that i can give it everything

#thinking about how the two biggest things in my life rn - writing and my degree - are so punctuated by this fucking town #like my biggest fear with my degree isnt what id think of myself if i dropped out or failed #or even what my family would think bc they're nicer to me than i am #it's genuinely the thought of what my hometown lot would say that keeps me up at night #like the thought of my neighbour who told me id never accomplish anything bc my school was shitter than his fancy one #the thought of having to look him in the eye #or the thought of knowing my friends will tell their mums who are still on the PTA with old teachers who thought i was special #like small towns wrap you in this bubble of smallness and it suffocates you and you're so terrified and ashamed of every little mistake #and then my writing GOD i keep thinking about how tbos is probably the best thing ive ever written #and id publish it id genuinely try and get it published #but im just again so scared and ashamed and embarrassed like how do i explain to these assholes that im writing fantasy #and that's not even counting the gay angle bc that's the biggest part #i just am not brave enough for that yet and yeah maybe it's bc im still young but i shouldnt have to be brave to enjoy things to begin with #failure shouldnt require bravery when it's just a fact of life #and i think about if we'd lived in london like my dad wanted us to or if we'd gone to dublin bc my mum loves dublin #or even if we just hadn't come to this fucking town and we'd lived in ANY FUCKING CITY #my dad jokes about how in london he didn't even know his neighbours names and god i just crave that anonymity so fucking much #it's so frustrating and my mum takes it so personally whenever i say i hate the town and my sister says i'll grow out of it just because #she did but i genuinely dont think i will #and maybe that's the creative in me or the queer in me that she just cant relate to but i have always always hated this place #like a guy i have a VERY complicated history with messaged me the other day and we havent talked in TIME #and it was kinda sweet if not awkward just bc of our aforementioned rocky past but one thing he mentioned when i said i was at uni #was that he said really genuinely 'im so happy to hear that; i know you always wanted to get out of [town name]' #like he still remembers that about me even though weve been friends since we were 12 and i havent spoken to him since i was?? 17?? #UGH i just hate it here and it's the fact that i'll never escape it either bc i cant totally abandon ship without also #abandoning my family and i refuse to do that and they refuse to leave so now im just stuck with all these CONNECTIONS #sorry to vent lol #ig this could be a poetry thing? we'll say it is instead of me just having another meltdown LMAO #hella goes home

[makaria-blessed]

as the release is almost upon us, i am so fucking scared for the rwrb movie.

like i really hope the people going into it with zero expectations and just want to watch it for the vibes really enjoy it because i sure as hell won’t. i have been obsessed with this book since i first read it in 2020 and i get so fixated on all the little things that makes this book so special. just knowing how much they changed about alex’s backstory, all the characters that got removed or merged, and all the scenes that are bound to be lost as most adaptations have, i know i probably will not be able to stop analyzing and comparing it to the book. i have a lot of opinions on the changes they did for the movie and i don’t want to harp on it too much before it comes out officially because they *might* work better than i’m anticipating (i highly doubt it) so i want to be optimistic about that.

red white and royal blue is one of my all time favourite books and idgaf how cringe that may be, but i love it sm. i want the movie to do it the proper justice it deserves. i want everyone to watch it and fall in love with these 2 idiots as i and so many others have before but i want everyone to really understand them and i’m scared that wont happen. i want to be optimistic but i’m really struggling.

if the world does not love alex claremont-diaz i will be throwing hands

#rwrb #rwrb movie #i have this fear in the back of my head #that because of how much of alex’s story they changed #i feel like no one is going to understand him or be able to connect with him #i’m scared he is going to make the whole realtionship seem very 2D #like this is my biggest fear rn #on top of everything else #but i really would love to be proven wrong

[pand1on]

being friends with artists is like being friends with a wizard they could create wonderful beautiful things or the scariest things imaginable and you just have to be cool with that....

#my biggest fear rn is sara remembering that they threatened to draw movie shadow flossing

[girlwithfish]

sex is so beautiful and fun and silly and awesome when u r in love idk like im soooo monogamous tbh... maybe that makes me narrow minded idk i just love the idea of only fucking ur partner nd they only fuck u and sex is special btwn u two and its something intimate and beautiful and fun and hot and makes u feel good and giving and receiving and knowing the other persons body by memory and being comfortable and trusting and safe and vulnerable and having fun and getting sweaty and being horny its funnnn i love it 😗

#yes ik sex can b intimate still even if u have multiple partners no poly discourse plzzzzz #that tweet abt setting the house on fire if ur partner asked to open tbe relationship is so me #Like idk i wanna be with one person forever and sex is never boring and its always fun and i hope its always like that even tho ik sex life #changes as u grow but u can always make it smth special and intimate! i feel #asl ong as ur both in love and still attracted #tho thats my biggest fear ig is my partner losing interest or attraction eventually but... #and idk i feel like i went from not knowing my body very well and feeling insecure when having sex to becoming more confident and knowing #what i like since the 4 yrs ive been active and its nice like even when its been 2 yrs w my bf rn i still find sex rly fun and new always #its like so intimate im obsessed. idk..