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My live reactions to Harrow the Ninth
Continued from my pre-reading assumptions and post-reading thoughts about Gideon the Ninth
Everyone who said "Harrow the Ninth will take a while to make sense, be patient and it will pay off" was absolutely right! I made a lot of notes throughout with predictions, some of which were correct and some of which were... not.
Theories that were wrong:
The Emperor wiped Harrow's memory of Gideon
Gideon has spoken with The Body
The Body's eyes now appear yellow because they're Gideon's eyes
Harrow only sees her own eyes as black because she wiped her memory of Gideon, everyone else perceives them as gold
The Sleeper is The Body
The Sleeper is Gideon
"Ortus the First" is Gideon (the Ninth)
Harrow is haunted by Gideon
The picture in Camilla, Coronabeth, & Judith's shuttle is of Gideon
Cytherea's body moving around is a hallucination
Gideon's sword is haunted by the lyctor who established the Ninth House
I also did make some pretty good guesses, though. Here's some more of my notes that are just fun reactions!
"Her parents had... found out... about what she had done" SHE DOESN'T REMEMBER GIDEON'S VITAL ROLE IN THIS
This Teacher is a lot more helpful
there are advantages to having God himself as a father figure
"the grey-wrappered figures of Camilla Hect and Palamedes Sextus laid on the slabs in the mortuary" NO :(
bookmarking this other incomprehensible clue
it's that graffiti S that everyone drew in elementary school lol
"You had noticed at previous dinners that he did not like some particular vegetables, so you had put them all in." that's so petty, I love it
"said Camilla Hect" YAY
"the skull of someone who, soon after death or symptomatically during, had exploded" Palamedes!
Harrow never got actual sword training as a lyctor, did she? Now Camilla can help her!
"Nobody had seen you walk through that door [to The Tomb]. Nobody had watched you leave." GIDEON SAW AND THAT'S WHAT'S GOING TO CONVINCE HARROW THAT SHE'S NOT INSANE, EVENTUALLY
"What a destructive, romantic, ridiculous act. It was always a certain kind of ass who approached love like that" yeah it's a certain kind of stupid, heroic, selfless, etc. to make yourself forget the person you're in love with to protect them
"Harrow Nova" another alternate universe where Harrow is in Gideon's role?????
"they've got a hotshot new BARI star" oh my god it's a coffee shop au in space
SHE REMEMBERS GIDEON!!!!!!! (how??)
"You sawed open your skull rather than be beholden to someone. [...] Harrowhark, I gave you my whole life and you didn't even want it." AAAAAAAAA!!!!
"I was, and am, a grown man, and you both were neglected children" thank you Ortus for taking responsibility. actually a decent person
"What the fuck is going on?" yeah i feel u babe
"'The only thing that ever stopped me being exactly who I wanted,' she said, 'was the worry that I would soon be dead... and now I am dead, and I am sick of roses, and I am horny for revenge.'" hell yeah!!
oh Ianthe was gaslighting her. yeah Gideon wreck her!
"you'd kept my sunglasses" awww
"I never made her look like that. She can't love me, even if I'd wanted her to." aw :( and she's still so devoted anyway
"Your art, not my strength, was the ultimate source of our victory." so Ortus does get to be a hero after all, in his own way!
"Awake Remembrance of These Valiant Dead Kia Hua Ko Te Pai Snap Back to Reality Oops There Goes Gravity" I remember seeing posts about this name now! lol
yeah it's a weird chain of people in other people's bodies (Gideon would love the innuendo)
"We needed your, ahem, genetic material" Ianthe was right, ew. Also Gideon is the daughter of God I guess?
"You watched us kill our cavaliers in cold blood, and none of them had to die." ok that is a pretty bad thing for him to do
the tragedy that Gideon only had John as a father for a few minutes, while Harrow had him as a father figure for months but didn't want that
"'my necromancer started an affair with your mother... not knowing I'd also been doing the same thing, using his body.' // I said, 'What the fuck.'" extremely valid reaction from Gideon
"Oh, we'll still hate each other, my dear, we have hated each other too long and too passionately to stop... but my bones will rest easy next to your bones." that's kinda romantic in its own way
to be fair, if John dies, the entire solar system of Dominicus dies
"We died" no actually I think you might be alive and being saved
???????? Another alternate reality memory thing??
Multiple notes about how Harrow might just be the way she is because of growing up in a temple with strict routine, no social interaction, and no variety of sensory input... but I'm headcanoning her as autistic. Also headcanoning Gideon as ADHD, and autism/ADHD gay couples are my favorite ships.
Tagging people who have been following along. I'm going to switch to not tagging people anymore after this, but tagging all posts as #violet reads tlt, and you can follow the tag. @procrastinationaccount @vivaciouscynner @pearlofmydreams @cursed-druid-girl @ghostly-atv
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🌿 | 𝐈 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔: drabbles
╰┈➤ how would the ninjas react to you telling them that you love them for the first time?
🍃 WARNINGS: fluff, sarcasm, minor wound (Jay), mentions of cursing and self doubt (Kai), nightmares (Lloyd)
🌳 CHARACTERS INCLUDED: Cole, Jay, Kai, Lloyd, Nya, Zane (separately), x (gender neutral) reader
🌴 AUTHORS NOTE: tehe first writing post, hi buddies!! :) A bit of OOC Nya but I still think what I wrote for her was too cute to change <3
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˗ˏˋ〘 𝓒𝐎𝐋𝐄 〙ˎˊ˗
"Cole… That’s too much sugar-" You interjected, grasping your boyfriend’s arm before he could empty the sugar into the mixing bowl.
“Oh.. my bad, (Name)." Cole chuckled sheepishly, his smile betraying his embarrassment as he glanced at you, “Sorry,” He added.
With a playful roll of your eyes, you aided him in adjusting the sugar amount, "No wonder you’re a sucky chef, Cole," you teased, prompting a scoff from him.
“Me? A sucky chef, please!" He exaggerated the ‘please,’ earning a knowing look from you.
“What? Did you know I’m secretly Gordon Ramsey’s love child?" He grinned.
“In your dreams you probably are," you laughed, causing his face to drop in mock disbelief.
“How dare you? Take this." Cole took the flour that was laying on the counter, grabbed some from the packet and tossed it into your face.
“Cole..! Stop!" You squealed, shielding your face with your arms.
“Nuh uh, you are going to face my flour wrath, (Name)!" He persisted, continuing to shower you with flour until you managed to wrestle the packet from him. Soon, both of you were engaged in a flour war, filling the kitchen with laughter.
Eventually, his arms found their way around your hips, pulling you close as you leaned against his chest, both of you still giggling,
"Cole, I love you so much," you said playfully, feeling him freeze at your words. His pause prompted you to furrow your eyebrows and stare up at him. Cole gazed at you with eyes filled with passion and adoration before he leaned in to peck your lips,
“I love you too, (Name)."
He kissed you again, and again and again. Until you both were just contently sitting in each other’s arms, embraced within the euphoria.
Unfortunately for the two of you, the euphoria was to be put on hold—You both had a bit of some cleaning up to do…
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˗ˏˋ〘 𝓙𝐀𝐘 〙ˎˊ˗
The brown haired boy seemed to be bubbling with anxiety, fidgeting with his fingers as he kicked his feet against the medical bed. You grabbed the first aid kit, placing it beside him with a huff, meeting Jay's eyes.
“Do we really have to do this?" he whined, but you reassured him with a smile.
“Of course, dear. We don't want your boo-boo to worsen, do we?" His ears turned pink at your pet name as you dabbed antiseptic on a cloth.
“It's just a cut, (Name)! I don't want to go through all this," Jay pleaded as you brought the cloth closer to him. You looked at him sympathetically,
“Exactly, it's just a cut, so why are you so scared?" You paused, a playful glint in your eye, "Aren't you supposed to be my brave boyfriend?" Jay's expression softened, a grin spreading across his face,
“You're right! I am your brave boyfriend!" he proclaimed proudly. You grinned as you brought the cloth to his cheek.
He winced softly at the burning sensation before the feeling got replaced with your delicate fingers. You applied a Thomas the Train band-aid to his cut and swiftly placed a small kiss on your boyfriend’s cheek, “There you go, your boo-boo is all better now,”
“Thanks doc,” Jay said, his smile cheesy and so incredibly contagious that it brought a smile to your own lips. His bright brown eyes staring into yours as though you were a delicately painted painting, simply a work of art for him to stare at. You cusp his cheek as you both continue staring at each other, you caressed his soft yet warm skin under your fingertips,
“I love you, Jay," you spoke softly. He grinned cheekily, his cheeks lightly dusted pink at your words.
"Well, I love you more!" he retorted playfully.
“No, I love you more," you countered.
“Nope! I love you the most mostful and mostest!" he declared, pulling you into a tight hug and nuzzling his head into your neck. As you let out a small giggle he whispered into your ear,
“I love you, (Name), forever."
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˗ˏˋ〘 𝓚𝐀𝐈 〙ˎˊ˗
After enduring the agonizing training, you found yourself sprawled on the floor, Kai, your boyfriend of two months, grinning down at you, his weapon by his side.
His sweat-dampened hairs framed his face as he leaned closer to tease you, but suddenly, his playful smirk fell. He tumbled forward, landing directly on top of you. He muttered a curse as his eyes locked with yours, and your breath hitched. You both were merely centimeters between each other and in that moment, you swore the world seemed to stand still.
"Hey, sweetheart," he whispered, his voice soft and gentle, “Seems like I fell for you,”
"Hi Kai," you snickered, finding his attempt at being flirty endearing. "Seems like I caught you."
"Sorry about that," Kai chuckled, rolling off to lie beside you on the dojo floor. Together, you gazed up at the ceiling, embracing the silence in the room, until you couldn't resist stealing a glance at his side profile. Holding back the urge to caress his face, you traced the features with your eyes. You met his gaze as his smirked, his eyes staring into yours knowingly.
He wiggled his eyebrows playfully as he teased you, "Like what you see, sweetheart?"
"I love it," you whispered sweetly, brushing a strand of his hair before meeting his eyes again. "I love all of you."
Kai froze, his confident demeanor crumbling as a blush painted his cheeks. His face turning as bright as his gi. His face faltering into a slight frown.
“You don't mean that," his voice dropped low into a whisper, insecurity lacing his words. You could tell he was feeling incredibly vulnerable.
"Of course I do," you promised him, a gentle smile gracing your lips as you stare into his crestfallen eyes, “I love you Kai.”
He stared into your face, trying to decipher if you were truly being genuine with him. His face brightened up as he realized you were. A sly grin returned to Kai's face, but his eyes held a warmth that made your body melt. He grabbed your hand from your side and put it up to his lips,
“I love you too, sweetheart."
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˗ˏˋ〘 𝓛𝐋𝐎𝐘𝐃 〙ˎˊ˗
Lloyd woke abruptly, his body drenched in sweat, heart pounding against his chest as his nightmare caught up to him. They’ve begun appearing more frequently the last couple of years… His eyes darted anxiously around the room, paranoia lingering in his gaze.
“Lloyd?” You whispered, concern lacing your voice, you could barely see him though the darkness.
"Sorry for waking you, darling," he murmured back, his voice quivering. Sitting up, you touch his trembling arm softly,
“Another bad dream?” you asked. The boy didn’t vocalize his thoughts but instead turned to you to nod his head at you like a sad puppy.
"You're okay, Lloyd," you reassured him soothingly, you brushed a strand of his sweat drenched hair away from his troubled face.
“You’re okay,” you repeated, wrapping your arms around him. You felt him crumble beneath your touch, he sunk into your chest as he stared into your eyes. Searching them for reassurance. You begun playing with his blonde locks, a soft hum escaping your lips. You stole a glance at him. The moonlight cast a gentle glow upon his face, revealing the subtle contours of his gentle features. His eyes closed, his breath steadying into a rhythmic pattern,
"Lloyd?" you whispered, uncertainty lacing your voice. There was no response, only the soft sound of his breathing filling the room. Did he already fall back to sleep? You paused, carefully staring down at his face,
“Well, good night Lloyd... I love you," you murmured softly, turning your gaze towards the window.
Unseen by you, a small smile graced his lips, a ghost of a whisper that you unfortunately didn’t pick up,
“I love you too,”
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˗ˏˋ〘 𝓝𝐘𝐀 〙ˎˊ˗
You sighed softly as you slipped into your gi, the weight of your mission pressing against your shoulders even before the sun had fully risen. With your weapon at your side, you gazed out at the horizon, thinking about the mission you had to do. It was a task that demanded your immediate attention, one that couldn't wait for the rest of the ninja to stir from their slumber.
As you prepared to summon your elemental dragon, a familiar voice yelled out to you,
"(Name)! Wait!" Your girlfriend, Nya, still in her Spiderman pajamas, dashed towards you with urgency in her step,
“Nya? What’s wrong?" you asked, concern knitting your brow.
"Nothing! I just wanted to say goodbye to you before you left," she replied, quickly kissing you on the cheek. A warmth spread through you at her touch, a feeling of comfort and belonging that only she could ignite.
"Bye (Name)," she said, her smile gentle, but then she hesitated, a flicker of uncertainty crossing her features.
“What’s up?” you prompted, curious about the sudden change in her facial expression.
With a sheepish grin, Nya shook her head and presented you with a basket of food. "I um... I also wanted to give you this basket of food. I didn’t want you to be hungry while on your mission, so take it as your breakfast... I mean it’s obviously not going to be as great as Zane’s cooking, I’m sure—"
You interrupted her rambling by accepting the basket with gratitude, your heart swelling with affection for her thoughtful gesture,
“Thank you, Nya,” You stared into her eyes in adoration. Sincerity seeping through your words.
"Of course! Stay safe, (Name)!" Nya beamed, her happiness contagious as she pulled you into a quick one-armed hug.
"Bye Nya, love you," you said absentmindedly, your focus already shifting towards the task at hand as you climbed onto your dragon's back. You weren’t paying attention to her flustered behavior.
You soared into the sky, leaving Nya behind on the ground. Little did you know, as you flew off into the distance, Nya was left beaming with joy, her heart bursting with the simple yet profound words you had spoken.
"I love you too, (Name)!" she exclaimed, her voice filled with happiness as she watched you disappear into the horizon.
With a gleeful bounce, she couldn't contain her excitement any longer. "THEY SAID THEY LOVE ME—“ She quickly scowled to herself,
“Control yourself, Nya, but still!! They said they loved me!!" she squealed, her laughter echoing in the quiet morning air. Most likely awaking most of the Monastery.
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˗ˏˋ〘 𝓩𝐀𝐍𝐄 〙ˎˊ˗
You sighed in frustration, your forehead meeting the cool surface of your desk with a dull thud. The blinking cursor on your computer screen taunted you as you tried to summon the words for your research paper. Procrastination had led you to this point, with the deadline looming close.
Lost in your thoughts, you barely registered the muffled noise at your door until it creaked open, revealing the analytical gaze of the ice ninja, Zane,
"Forgive me for interrupting, but I heard sounds of frustration and thought I would offer my assistance," he said, his voice calm and measured.
You managed a weak smile at his considerate gesture. "It's not a problem, I've just hit a roadblock," you admitted, gesturing helplessly towards the computer screen.
"I see no genuine roadblock, do you perhaps mean that figuratively?" Zane inquired, his literal interpretation of your words drawing a chuckle from you. As he approached your desk and effortlessly began typing away at the keyboard, you watched in awe as he swiftly completed the research paper that had been taunting you for hours,
"I believe this should suffice in terms of information. All that's left is to write your conclusion," he remarked, turning towards you with a straightforward expression.
You were dumbfounded by his efficiency, unable to believe he had solved your problem in mere minutes,
“You didn't have to do that!" you exclaimed, your gratitude tinged with surprise.
"I was simply assisting you," Zane replied, his tone neutral, mistaking your reaction for displeasure. You rose from your seat suddenly and enveloped him in a grateful hug,
"Thank you, Zane. I love you," you murmured against his shoulder.
For a moment, there was silence as Zane processed your words, his expression unreadable. Slowly, he brought his arms back up to exchange the hug,
"(Name), you are the optimal configuration for my circuits, the irreplaceable code for my function. To put it in simpler terms, I love you too," he finally responded, his words tinged with a hint of warmth that belied his nindroid nature.
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supernatural - robert fischer x reader
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notes: whew i cant stop writing recently!!! so i accidentally posted this when i was still working on it as a draft and deleted it (i panicked i got embarrassed) and so the request got deleted with it BUT to the person who requested soft sugar daddy robert with age gap i am basing it off this post by @kpopgirlbtssvt i hope thats okay! also adding this to my eternal sunshine collection thank u.
summary: robert falls in love with his much younger sugar baby.
word count: 3.1k
warnings: 18+ mdni!!, smut, oral m!receiving, p in v, creampie, kissing, swearing, ushy gushy love confessions, sugar baby & sugar daddy dynamic (briefly they end of falling in love lol), daddy kink kinda?, soft dom! robert
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as you applied the final touches to your makeup in the mirror, you heard the bathroom door being pushed open slightly. looking over, the makeup brush still in your hand, you see robert walking in; he was smiling like an idiot the moment he saw you. as soon as he reaches you, he wraps his arms around you from behind lovingly, and he peppers soft kisses along your neck and collarbone.
"robbie," you giggle, "i'm trying to get ready for the gala."
"you look gorgeous, you're just so pretty." he mumbles against your skin, causing you to shiver, while your cheeks were heating up from the way the compliment rolled off his tongue so effortlessly.
"oh, hush." you say, shaking your head.
robert continued to admire you in the mirror, studying you as you finished the final details of your makeup. he smiled at you, drinking in your appearance - he was lovestruck. he thought you were a walking goddess, so beautiful like a piece of priceless art. "did you like the gift i got you, gorgeous?" he asked softly, his hands squeezing your waist gently.
as you put your makeup brushes down and flip your hair over your shoulder, you turn to him and smile softly up at him. "of course, i love everything you get me, daddy." you tell him, pulling him into a kiss. as his lips brushed against yours, his grip on your waist tightened.
you could stay like this forever; melting into his touch like liquid gold, all wrapped up in his arms as if nothing else mattered in that moment. you placed your hands on roberts chest, and you could feel his heart beating rapidly - the feeling made you smile against his lips as the two of you savoured the kiss. eventually, the two of you pulled away with a stupid grin plastered on both of your faces.
robert was your sugar daddy, but it wasn't like the typical sugar daddy and sugar baby relationship. it almost seemed too intimate to call it for what it was - but neither of you wanted to be the first to confess and bend the rules. sure, it might have started out that way, but as time went on, neither of you could fight the fall. this love was possessing the both of you, like it was supernatural but neither of you minded at all.
robert was in his early thirties, but you were much younger than he was, you'd barely even started college - and your college tuition was all paid for by him, of course. the two of you were attending a gala tonight, and like always, he wanted to bring you with him; who else would he bring, anyway? he only had eyes for you, even if the nature of your relationship hadn't been established yet, it was like an unspoken thing between the two of you. even though there was no real label of "boyfriend and girlfriend," the both of you sure acted like it.
robert would spoil you rotten, and he'd always get you anything you wanted. when i say anything, i really mean anything. you mention the thing you want one time, and the next day he's bringing it over to you. you had an endless collection of designer clothes, shoes, and purses along with absolutely everything else a girl could dream of. on top of spoiling you rotten, he was also incredibly kind and gentle towards you. he was aware of how the age gap looked, and he never wanted you to feel pressured or uncomfortable with him - not that you ever did, though.
"how about we go shopping tomorrow, hm?" he asks you softly, his hand coming to gently cup your face as to not mess up your perfectly done makeup.
"yes, please." you say, admiring his gorgeous baby blue eyes, feeling your heart rate skyrocketing every time he even looked your way.
the two of you got into a blacked out rolls royce, with a private driver of course, and headed off to that charity event and gala you were supposed to attend. the night went by smoothly, robert had you on his arm as he talked to the usual snobby, stuck up, rich people that attended such events, and you clung to him looking pretty.
"is this your girlfriend?" an older man, who you learned was the owner of some huge, billion dollar tech company, asked robert. you looked up at robert innocently, curious to know what he would say to this, and he looked at you with a loving smile before returning his attention back towards the older gentleman.
"yes, she is," he said proudly, "i consider myself quite lucky to have a woman like her in my life."
when robert said those words, your breath hitched. was he serious? was he only saying this to keep such appearances up? did he mean what he said about being lucky because he gets to have you in his life? your heart started to race at all the possibilities that could happen between the two of you.
you didn't ask him about, though - you were much too shy to bring up such a topic. the rest of the night went went by rather quickly, and before you knew it, the two of you were getting back into his car with his driver. as the driver pulled off the lot, you decided to rest your head on roberts shoulder, as you were feeling incredibly tired all of a sudden. to be fair, it was quite late into the night and you had a few too many glasses of champagne at the gala. robert laughed softly, and wrapped his arm around you.
once you both got back to roberts gorgeous home, you slipped out of your dress and hopped right into the shower. robert joined you, but you were far too sleepy for shower sex right now, and robert being the gentleman he is, always respected any boundaries you had. after your shower, you dried your hair and slipped into your favourite silk pyjamas (paid for by him, of course), and got into bed with robert. he wrapped his arms around you as your lay your head on his chest, and you fell asleep listening to his heartbeat which started beating significantly faster as soon as you snuggled into him.
the next morning, you woke up sleepily, and it seemed robert had already gotten up as his side of the bed was empty. after stretching your arms, you get out of bed and wander downstairs. after wandering through a few corridors and almost getting lost (yes, his house was that big), you finally found him in the dining room talking with his personal chef.
"robbie." you mumble, voice still laced with sleep, and he turns around with a soft smile. he sends the chef off, and the chef leaves to go to the kitchen.
quickly, he makes his way over to you, wrapping his arms around you lovingly and pressed a soft kiss to the top of your head. "good morning, my angel," he says softly, "m'sorry i didn't stay in bed with you this morning, i wanted to but i had to make a call to my father about work."
you nod and look up at him with a pout. you knew how his dad was with him, and you didn't want to press him any further about it, not wanting to stress him out by any means. "how about after breakfast, you get ready for the day and i'll take you out shopping on rodeo drive like i promised? it's a beautiful day out, too." he says to you, and you nod sleepily, still barely awake.
"i love y-, i mean, i'd love to." you say, correcting yourself before you accidentally let the words slip out your mouth. robert smiled at you lovingly, and he pulled you into a soft kiss.
after breakfast, the both of you went back upstairs to get ready for the day. it was super sunny out in beverly hills this weekend, so you opted for a more summery look. you did your hair in your favourite hairstyle and did some soft, but full coverage, makeup and threw on a flattering summery dress. you topped it off with some jewelry and cute heels, along with one of your favourite chanel purses - courtesy of robert, of course.
today, robert drove his car himself. the weather was perfect, and he chose to drive his luxury convertible so that the two of you could enjoy the sun together. once he parked his car, he got out to come around to the passenger side to help you out. taking his hand, you get up out of the car, and he pulls you close. with his hand intertwined with your hand, he walks down rodeo drive with you.
"which store did you want to go to first, baby?" he asked you, and you pointed to the dolce and gabanna store. "that one?" you ask sweetly, and he nods, taking you inside.
once the both of you were in the store, you looked around at the various items, not bothering to check the price tags as that was something neither of you were concerned about. after picking out some purses, you and robert headed to the checkout. the total came to around $15,000 but robert swiped his card without hesitation. like i said, he'd get you anything you wanted - and fifteen grand was like pocket change to a man like him.
"where to next, princess?" he asked, taking the bags out of your hand to that you wouldn't have to carry them. "versace?" you ask him, and he nods. once the two of you got to the versace store, he looked around at the various clothing items with you.
you eventually picked out about six or seven different tight fitting dresses, and the two of you were directed to the dressing room area by a staff member.
"you gonna give me a fashion show, princess?" robert teases you softly, taking a seat on one of the couches outside of the dressing rooms.
"of course, daddy." you tease him, shutting the door before you could see his reaction. you slipped on an absolutely stunning black, tight, lacy mini dress that hugged your figure wonderfully, and you fixed your hair in the mirror before opening the door to step out.
the moment robert laid his eyes on you, his jaw dropped. you looked breathtaking and his eyes trailed up and down your body lustfully. "jesus," he breathed out, "you- wow. you look stunning, princess." his compliment caused you to blush and giggle, and you felt yourself getting flustered at his praise, even though it was nothing new.
"d'you really like it that much?" you ask with a teasing smile, and he nods. "fuck, i love it on you, baby." he tells you, standing up to run his hands across your waist, and then down to your ass, giving it a small squeeze.
"do you think you can be quiet?" he whispered against your ear, and you bit down on your lip.
"y-you wanna...here?" you whisper incredulously, and he nods, nipping at your neck softly.
"after seeing you in this," he whispers, "i can't wait until were home - please baby."
he pushes you softly into the spacious dressing room, and closes the door. thankfully, it wasn't like one of those cheap, open type of dressing rooms in regular clothing stores. since it was in a store like versace, the door was floor length and closed properly, giving not a single soul access to peek inside or know what was going on in there.
he pushed you up against the wall so that you were facing him, and he kissed you passionately. running his hands up and down your body, he started to unzip the back of the dress in a hurry, and you could feel his cock fattening up in his pants. pulling away from the kiss panting, you let him unzip you out of the dress; leaving you in just your black lace bra and matching thong.
you look up at him innocently as you sink down to your knees and start to fumble with his belt buckle, eliciting a small groan from him. he'd always thought you looked so pretty on your knees for him. after getting his pants and boxers of out the way, his hard cock sprung free, pre cum already leaking out the tip and just begging to be in your mouth. slowly, you envelop his cock with your lips, making sure to keep eye contact with him as you took him in your mouth.
slowly, you push your head forward on his cock and gag on it, causing him to curse under his breath as his hands reached up to tug at your hair. you try and push through your gag reflex, taking him as deep as possible, wanting to do nothing but please him. you continue to bob your head up and down his hard length, and he lets out a string of curses at the feeling of your warm, wet mouth around his cock.
"fuck- fuck, get up, i need to be inside you. now." he demands, but his tone is still so soft and gentle, giving you butterflies.
releasing his cock from your mouth with a pop sound, you wipe the edges of your pretty lips with your hand, and get up as he holds his hand out to help you stand up properly, since you were still in your high heels. as soon as you were stood up, robert pushed you up against the wall once more, kissing you with a passion you didn't know he had in him. as his tongue explored your mouth, you moaned softly into the kiss, and his hand snaked around your neck with a soft squeeze - a warning to be quiet.
"be a good girl," he whispered against your lips, "be good for daddy. you know how much daddy spoils you when you're a good girl, so behave."
you nod, breathless as you were so hot and bothered, and he slowly drags your panties down. as soon as your panties were out of the way, you bit your lip in anticipation. robert grabbed a hold on your hips and hoisted you up so that your legs were wrapped around his waist. you wrapped your arms around his neck gently, and with shaky hands, he lined his cock up with your wet cunt.
as he pushed his cock in, stretching your tight cunt out incredulously, his hands came up under your ass to hold you up right against the wall. as you felt him slide in, you bit into his shoulder, almost unable to fight back a moan inside you as you felt the wind get knocked out of you.
robert set a gentle pace, fucking you against the wall in a more loving way than you were used to - but to be honest, he was almost always gentle with you. as his fat cock was pounding into your pussy, you let out small, quiet noises and heavy breaths, trying your hardest to be hush. robert was whispering sweet nothings things into your ear, groaning softly.
"god, you feel so good, baby. f-fuck, so tight-" he whimpered into your ear, and you let out a moan from the praise, your hand coming to clamp over your own mouth. "you just can't help moaning for daddy, can you?" he teases you.
you put your arm back around his neck as you nod your head, "m-mhm, oh- r-right there." you moaned, and he continued to push his cock deeper and deeper into your sopping cunt, the noises of your wetness filling the room.
"you hear that, baby?" he whispered, "you hear how wet that pretty pussy gets for me?"
"m-mmhm! gonna c-cum!" you exasperate, and he groans, neither of you caring to be quiet anymore as the pleasure consumed you both. "i love you." you gasped, your release catching up to you.
before you could register what you had just said, you were seeing stars with roberts cock stretching your slick walls out, and you were squeezing down on his length as your legs shook. as your orgasm washed over you, you felt yourself become malleable in his hands. he could do anything to you - and you'd love it. you loved him.
"y-yeah?" he asked, breathless as he was about to cum too, "you love me?"
the question made your head spin, but there was no point in denying it now, you'd already crossed the line. "uh-huh, i-i love- f-fuck- i love you, robbie." you said as your soaking cunt was starting to get overstimulated from robert pounding into your cervix, chasing his own high.
"fuck, baby. i love you too." he groaned, and with a few more pumps he was filling your cunt up with spurts of his cum.
you dug your nails into his shoulders, and he moaned as he filled your pussy up completely, making you his. for the next few moments, the both of you were just silent. the only sounds were both yours and roberts heavy panting as you tried to catch your breaths, still pushed up against the wall with your legs wrapped around his waist.
you were the first to speak up after the silence. "did you mean what you said - at the gala. did you...mean it?"
"of course i meant it," he said with zero hesitation, "you're my girl - i just want you to be mine. i want you to be more than just...you know, some sugar baby because honestly, you've always been more than that to me."
smiling, you rest your head on his shoulder. "i want that, too. i wanna be yours, robbie."
he let out a sigh, wincing as he pulled out his softening cock from your cunt. as he helped you stand up and balance yourself, you felt his cum drip down your leg - and all over the versace dress that was bunched up on the floor. the both of you shared a laugh, and he helped you get dressed after he put his clothing back on.
"i think you might have to buy the dress now, robert. although, i don't know what the cashier is gonna say." you giggle, and he smiles at you, pulling you in for kiss as he speaks softly.
"well, i don't think that this'll be the last time that dress will see such stains."
"oh my god, robert-"
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simpforboys · 1 year
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may i request a lo’ak x reader where she’s the golden girl in the omatikayan clan? like there’s talk of her beauty and talent in the hunt? i would love lo’ak just pining for reader and being so in love with her, i can imagine her just being so kind and caring to lo’ak who only heard of insults and complaints before but now that reader is there, he feels so seen and loved and its just FLUFFY LO’AK FIC ACK
STOP BC I LITERALLY LOVE THIS
she looks just like a dream
lo’ak sully x fem!omatikaya!reader
summary: lo’ak finds comfort in you, the shining star.
warnings: mentions of jake being stern with lo’ak (our poor baby >:( ), minor name calling, you love lo’ak a lot, fluff fluff fluff
peyral is the woman who neytiri said was the best hunter in the first movie btw just for those who don’t know!!
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the sun just seemed to shine on you, following you around anywhere you went.
you brightened anyone’s day up just by being near them, your elegance and kindness allowing them to instantly cheer up.
the omatikayas began to refer to you as, “y/n the shining star.”
daughter of peyral, being a naturally born hunter was bound to happen.
you were trained from a young age and eventually perfected the art of hunting. you knew how to hunt, loved to dance with your people during festivities, and sang wonderfully with the elders.
you were practically perfect in everyone’s eyes.
especially lo’ak’s.
the poor boy had been so helplessly drawn to you, being trapped in whatever trance you seemed to put him in.
he would have never expected you to fall for him.
you smiled widely as you called out a war cry, your people yelping behind you as your ikrans soared through the sky.
jake sully, the olo’eyktan, had been fond of your skills and wanted to you guide a group through the sky people attacks.
your ikran landed on the high camp as others followed. you jumped off the girl, petting her head as you unattached your queue.
“sìltsan (well done).” you praised.
the village came over to congratulate you on the successful attack, smiling brightly as your eyes wandered for lo’ak.
lo’ak was already looking at you, his ears down as his father began to scold him. but he wasn’t listening, because you just seemed so golden.
you looked just like a dream, the prettiest girl he’s ever seen.
neteyam nudged him with his shoulder, causing lo’ak to break out of his daze.
when you finally caught him, he was getting scolded by his father.
“irayo (thank you).” you nodded to your people, but all you wanted to do was rest with your mate.
you scurried out of the crowd, going over to where lo’ak stood with his head hung low.
“jake,” you bowed your head at the olo’eyktan.
“y/n.” he bowed his head back, a sign of respect.
“with your permission, may i help your son heal?” you grabbed lo’ak’s arm and held it gently, your three fingers running up and down his skin gently.
jake sighed, still disappointed in his son. but neytiri gave him a look, and jake nodded at you.
you pulled lo’ak away, a smile on his face now that he finally got to see you.
“what had happened?” you asked. the both of you began to walk into your secret area, a place within the forest.
“i wanted to help carry out the weapons with everyone else. of course, the sky people had come from above which caused neteyam to almost get blown up.” lo’ak frowned at his words.
you looked at the boy, cupping his face to make him stare at you.
“what did your father say?”
“called me a disappointment, yet again. how i put everyone in danger.”
“it is not your fault.” you comforted the boy.
he pulled you into his body, holding you tightly as his chest rose and fell against your own.
“i am proud of you, lo’ak.” you whispered in his ear, scratching his braided scalp as he purred against you.
“i don’t deserve you.” he said softly.
“you are insulting me by thinking that. you deserve me just as much as i deserve you.”
“i just don’t know why you would pick a skxawng (idiot) like me out of all the boys in the clan. i just mess everything up.”
the boy now pulled away from you, looking down at his feet as you looked at him with doe eyes. his tail hung down by his legs, a sign of sadness.
“ma lo’ak,” you grabbed his chin softly and guided him back to your face.
“oel ngati kameie (i see you). i have always seen you,” you placed your hand on his, holding it up so he could see as you interlocked it. his four fingers fit perfectly between your three.
“i did not know how much you could adore someone until i met you. you make me completely, and i hope i make you feel completed.”
lo’ak’s ears shifted up as he stared at you, eyes sparkling under the eclipse.
his heart was pounding in his chest, butterflies in his stomach with a blush to his blue cheeks.
he loved you so much.
“i love you, y/n.” he blurted out.
it was the first time you had said the special words.
you grinned widely, tail up in excitement.
“i love you, ma lo’ak.”
you grabbed the boy and pulled him into a kiss, his smile making your heart flutter as he pulled you closer to him.
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tags: @mayhemories
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inklessletter · 11 months
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I'm going to get serious for a moment here:
Don't repost any art. Seriously, just don't do it. And if the artist catches you and asks you to turn down your post (that shouldn't even exist, to begin with), just fucking do it.
Seriously, you don't have any idea how fucking precarious and ruthless the laws for protecting the artist and their work are out there. We spend hours working on something FOR FREE and we want to SHARE IT with you out of kindness. We are CRAWLING our skin fearing fucking IAs that keep stealing our art to end up being part of designing companies in a very terrifyingly near future, and that means a lot of artists losing their jobs.
Artists are in constant WAR, have been for YEARS, the least fucking thing you can do is not being a C U N T, especially because you're getting art FOR FREE.
The artists who don't actually have an income out of their art and do this out of fun and love will eventually stop, because of people like YOU who steal art for a bunch of likes and reblogs (that shouldn't even be yours in the first place).
So, if you see a nice art and you want to reblog it, please, I'm begging you, check if the person who you are going to reblog it from is the actual artist (just look at the watermark or signature). It takes literally two seconds, please don't help spreading stolen art.
I am telling you right on the spot. If I ever see ANYONE (and I mean ANYONE, I don't give an actual shit if it is a big or a small account) sharing whether mine, or another artist's work I'm reporting your post and your full account for that matter for copyright infringement. And I encourage all of you to do the same. If you're an artist, this shouldn't be new for you, but if you find someone stealing your work, don't even warn them about it: fucking fill in a DMCA and send it.
I am an artist, I am at war and I will fight for my rights, for my works and for others in the same position.
(PS: And if you're a follower of mine that disagree with me in this matter, I kindly invite you to click the unfollow button and fuck off. I don't want you in my house. Thank you.)
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felixsramen · 8 months
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Yours Truly
This is part 26 to my Skz poly fic. I've been so busy with work but I'm so excited that they gave me time off today.
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"The park?" Jisung says to Hyunjin. Hyunjin nods as you guys get out the car.
"What are we doing in the park?" You ask Hyunjin. Hyunjin heads to the trunk of the car and opens it. Inside is 3 easels, 3 canvases, and paint along with paint brushes.
"I thought painting in the park would be nice." Hyunjin says quietly now unsure if it's a good idea. Jisung notices and quickly takes his hand.
"It is Jinnie." Jisung says and you smile at Hyunjin nodding. Hyunjin smiles back and starts grabbing the easels. Jisung grabs the rest even when you tell him you could carry something and him saying something about him being chivalrous. You ignore him and grab the paint brushes when he almost drops it.
"Stop being so hard headed Ji." You say as Hyunjin finally stops in a spot. "I'm not being hard headed. This date is about you. You shouldn't have to worry about doing anything." Jisung says putting the paint down.
"It's a bag of brushes Ji. Not bricks. Even then I'd still help. Plus you carried 3 bags full of paint." You say and Jisung looks to Hyunjin.
"Hold up. Why do we need 3 bags of paint? We're not painting the Mona Lisa." Jisung says as Hyunjin sets up the easels. "Wait we aren't right?" Jisung says slightly panicking.
Hyunjin looks at him. "No Ji. We are not painting the Mona Lisa." Hyunjin says and Jisung sighs relieved.
"Great because I can barely paint a flower." Jisung says and you laugh at his words. Hyunjin looks at you and smiles.
Jisung looks at you in awe. "Why are you guys looking at me like that?" You say and Jisung shakes his head and smiles.
"No reason." Hyunjin says with a hint of a blush as he picks up the canvases placing them. You look at the boys in confusion as they finish setting it up.
Hyunjin hands you a paint brush and directs you to a easel. "Draw whatever you like. Whatever comes to mind." Hyunjin says from behind you.
Jisung sighs as Hyunjin comes beside him. "Whatever you want love." Hyunjin says and Jisung nods. Hyunjin kisses his cheek before going to his own.
You watch as Hyunjin immediately picks up paint and gets to work. You knew already about Hyunjins secret talent. More than one of the boys mentioning it to you.
You look at your canvas. You decide to paint what you've felt recently. Multiple flowers each one a different emotion.
Eventually you finish and step back to look at the painting. Jisung comes behind you and leans his head on your shoulder.
"Field of flowers? They're beautiful." Jisung says and you smile at his compliment.
"Each ones a different emotion I've felt. The red ones anger. Sadness is blue. Yellow is anxious. Red is love." You say softly and Jisung wraps his hands around your waist burying his face in your neck.
You realized now there was quite a bit of blue and yellow flowers in the field. "We fucked up so bad." Jisung says clear enough for you to hear.
"We're going to try everything to make it up to you." Hyunjin says now also behind you leaning his head on your shoulder.
"It's truly beautiful though." Hyunjin says and you smile.
"Thank you." You reply back as Jisung moves his head away from being buried in your neck.
Jisung sighs softly. "You're amazing." Jisung says kissing your shoulder.
"We're still in a public park Ji." Hyunjin reminds him and Jisung smiles shrugging.
"I don't care. I'm not making out with her in public now am I?" Jisung replies back and Hyunjin rolls his eyes. You let out a laugh.
Jisung moves from behind you taking your hand leading you to his. Jisung drew a very detailed picture of a sunset and you can't help but stare in awe. "I know it's not the best. Hyunjin is the artist. I'm not. He's taught me a few things though." Jisung says shyly admitting.
"I think it's beautiful Ji. It's really good. You're sure art isn't a secret talent of yours?" You ask in amazement. Jisung shyly smiles at your praise as you continue to look at each details.
"It really is beautiful. It's very detailed." Hyunjin replies smiling. "I don't think I could've even done this as well as you have." Hyunjin says continuing to praise him.
"You guys are just saying that." Jisung says not believing your comments.
You look at him smiling. You take his hand in yours. "We're not just saying that." You reply back. Hyunjin kisses his cheek.
"Don't underestimate yourself. It's very beautiful." Hyunjin says and Jisung smiles at you both.
Jisung gets excited though as he pulls you both towards Hyunjins painting. "He always paints so beautifully. I can't wait to see what it is this time." Hyunjin chuckles at his boyfriends excitement.
Jisung stops pulling you both once he sees the painting. Jisung looks at the painting his jaw dropped.
"Holy shit." Jisung says and you look over at the painting.
You look on in amazement. It's a portrait of you. "You did this in the hour we worked on this?" Hyunjin nods and you want to touch it but you know it's still drying.
"Does it look okay? It's not done just yet though." Hyunjin asks you both.
"Hyunjin. Love of my life. The light of my life. This could be in a museum. You sure music is the right career for you? I mean of course you have a beautiful voice but in another life you could've been the next fucking Picasso." Jisung says and you nod still looking at the painting of you in amazement.
Hyunjin smiles at you both. "I hope you know I'm hanging this in my room." Jisung says and you laugh at his words.
"I'm serious. It was not only painted by my gorgeous boyfriend. It's also a picture of the most beautiful girl I've ever met." Jisung says eyes going back to the painting.
"If it's okay with Y/N you can hang it in the living room when I'm finished." Hyunjin says with a smile. Jisung looks at you pleadingly and you laugh. You nod at him and he smiles at you kissing your cheek.
"Thank you. You're amazing. This painting of you is amazing and now when I miss you I can look at this beautiful painting of you." Jisung says and you laugh.
Hyunjin looks at his watch. "Shit. If we don't get home before 1 Minho will have our asses."
"What time is it?" You ask softly.
"12:30." Hyunjin says as he starts packing up the art stuff in a hurry.
You grab his hand as he throws the brushes back into the bag even though they have paint on them. You pull his hands away and smile at him. "Don't worry too much." You say and kiss his cheek.
"You don't know the Minho we know. He's so time oriented. One time I was getting changed for our date and came out a minute late and he left me there." Jisung says and you laugh.
"He'll be fine. It only took 15 minutes to get here." You say softly separating the brushes with paint from the brushes without.
"Didn't he end up coming back for you?" Hyunjin says and Jisung nods.
"After I called him and promised him that I'd do dishes for a week." Jisung says crossing his arms.
You laugh as you finish separating the brushes. "Can you carry the canvases? I'll grab the brushes. I just don't trust Jisung to not trip and break them."
"That was one time Jinnie." Jisung says pouting and you nod with a laugh.
You carefully pick up the canvases to not mess them up. You carry them to the car sitting them in the trunk carefully.
Hyunjin and Jisung place the rest in the back of the car. You smile as Jisung opens the door to get in the back. He grabs you and wraps his hands around your waist before getting in.
You softly kiss his cheek. "Thank you for sitting in the back." You say to him and he smiles.
"If this my reward I'll do it anytime." Jisung says and you laugh as he smiles.
"We can flirt later. I refuse to do dishes if we're late getting home." Hyunjin says and Jisung smiles rolling his eyes.
"Yeah yeah." Jisung says letting go of you. You get into the front as Hyunjin starts the car.
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ravenloop · 1 year
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hi darling! i do see that you want requests in your inbox so im here to fullfil that want of yours :)
oh, btw i really do expect that you're well and, if you don't, please take care of yourself okay??
anyways, the request is for the arcana characters, more specifically for julian, asra and muriel (idk how much characters you accept for request but if you need to you can take one of these off) with a reader that does like art and try to make everything in their lifes a little bit more fun, colorful and artsy.
you can write in any format you're more comfortable in writing, but i think that maybe headcannons is easier. oh, and if you could do the reader gender neutral would be good!
oh and if you couldn't understand something, im sorry, english is not my first language. and if you want to, feel free to ignore this request.
AN: Thank you for the kind words!! I am doing well, busy but well :)) also you speak English amazingly!! Anyways here's your request <33 I haven't done Muriel's route yet so forgive me if anything is wrong :')
Headcannons: Julian, Asra and Muriel with an artistic S/O
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Julian:
Honestly? He loves it!
It may not seem like it with the pirate outfit and rogue-ish lifestyle, but Julian is quite the colour lover himself. He just loves the energy and atmosphere vibrant colours bring.
So when you and him meet, and he finds out you're an even bigger lover of colours and an artist at that—the man was practically bursting with excitement.
Definitely gets you some art supplies. But since Julian has little to zero knowledge on being an artist, his art supplies aren't always the most helpful. Though you still appreciate him for trying to help with your hobby, even if his "paint" looks like it belongs in a potion brewing shop.
Practically demands to see some of your older art works and becomes sad if you say no. It's fine though if you don't let him, he'll find them eventually (his words, not yours).
Whenever you're painting or doing anything artsy, he's almost always by your side asking questions and just chatting with you. And as always you enjoy it when he's with you, it makes you feel warm inside knowing he's as passionate about watching you paint as you are about painting.
"Julian, I need you to-"
"I know, I know—you want me to stop staring at you. But I can't help it! You're just so beautiful when you're focused on something you're so passionate about!"
"...That's really sweet, but that's not what I was gonna ask. You're sitting on my paint pallette, could you maybe get off it?"
"WHAT—"
Asra:
You're an artist?? He's ENAMOURED already.
Asra adores everything you paint. He himself is a bit of an artist, but he doesn't paint as often as you since he's always busy with the Major Arcana amongst other things.
When he travels for long periods of time and comes back, he always brings you things like art supplies, trinkets or flowers, saying, "They reminded me of you." And he loves watching your eyes sparkle as you think of the different ways you can use the items.
After a long day, Asra just likes curling up besides you while you create your masterpieces. He'll bring you a warm drink and food too, before settling down on a blanket besides you.
If you ask, he'll give you some pointers or tell you what you could add to your work as you paint. He has an eye for detail.
"I think a few flowers would look really nice over here." He points to a certain part of the canvas.
"You always think flowers look nice in every painting," You playfully respond, and see him look away shyly. "What can I say? They really do!"
Asra could stare at your work for hours without feeling the need to look away. He just loves the mixture of colours and patterns you use. They remind him of the different realms and he finds that beautiful.
Sometimes you even use things from around his home for inspiration. It could be anything—his clothes, the intricate patterns on his curtains, sometimes even his tarot cards, and he won't say it aloud but it gives him a bit of a confidence boost. It's almost as if a piece of him is within your art work.
Muriel:
Muriel is a very... Dark and gloomy man in general.
The forest is his home, but not the pretty and flower-filled part, he makes his home in the shadowy, dark and somewhat dangerous parts of the forest.
So when you come into his life and bring all of this colour and vibrance, it throws him off. He doesn't know what to make of it. He feels to seen with all of it.
"What are you doing?" He approaches you as you hang a vine of flowers over the fireplace.
You look back and smile, "I thought it could use a little bit of... Decor..." You notice the way he frowns, even harder than usual as he stares at the decoration. "I'll take it ou-" "No. Leave it."
You're shocked, "Muriel, if you don't like it I can-" "I like it. It's pretty... Like you" He mutters the last part, so softly you almost don't hear him. Then he leaves. Quickly.
You smile to yourself.
After that you notice he spends more time with you as you decorate or make things, you even started asking him for his opinion on some things. He always responds with "Hm..." But you'll take what you can get.
Sometimes you take Inanna with you to hunt for things in the wild that you could use. Muriel was weary at first of letting you go with her, but Inanna seemed happy to go, so Muriel allowed it. After a while you even convinced him to come along on your art scouting journeys too. He comes in handy when you get carried away and find a little too many items that you need to take with you.
Oh and if anyone ever criticizes your art, no they didn't. In fact, almost as soon as they criticize it, they're on their knees worshipping you and the art itself. Why? Let's just say a big, terrifying man glaring down at you with eyes that say "I will rip your limbs apart and relish in every second of it" is not very fun.
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galaxyspeaking · 10 months
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Your art is literally SO SO GOOD AOZJEORHWORHEIDGWODH
Do you have any good omens theories/meta you want to share?? I have so many feelings about S2 and I love love LOVE hearing ppl talk about things they like :DD and also i just absorb theories like photosynthesis
omg Hi!!! thank you SO much for liking my art!
And boy, do I ever. They're literally ALL I think about, all day long!!
I mean if we're talking about theories, one that I'm particularly fond of is that the infamous 'I forgive you' may have had something with Aziraphale and Crowley's relationship with transgression/temptation. Throughout the season, we see Crowley planting the seeds of doubt in Aziraphale via what he does best (questioning the establishment and general order of things), but we also see him introducing Aziraphale to his arguably biggest vice, food (I imagine an apple was too on the nose, lol). I find it interesting that once he gets that knowledge, Aziraphale seems to be unable to stop himself, and only craves more.
Then time and time again we see the same pattern repeating: Crowley introducing Aziraphale to some very human notions, Aziraphale rebuking them, then ultimately surrendering.
It's great. It absolves Aziraphale from examining his choices as such and instead allows him to indulge by doing interesting mental gymnastics: The Demon Tempted Me, I succumbed. I am weak at times, but not unforgivable. I am still Good.
So, about that kiss.
I'd like to imagine that this is the first time these two celestial beings have experienced this particular display of affection.
When I saw Aziraphale panic and "forgive" Crowley, I immediately thought of it as the angel framing Crowley's kiss within the boundaries of what he's familiar with: Crowley is a demon, he tempts (introduces something new to their dynamic). Aziraphale protests (we can't let Heaven how easily tempted we are) then eventually relents.
But if we look at Aziraphale's torn expression, the horror, the pain (Michael Sheen the actor you are) after Crowley kisses him, I'd say a part of him —the part he refuses to listen to, because that would mean acknowledging that he's less a force for Good and more treading in grey areas like Crowley— recognizes that this not a temptation.
This is what you're losing by making that decision, Crowley seems to say. This is what you're leaving behind.
But Aziraphale, unlike Crowley at that moment, is not ready to change, is unwilling to move on from their push and pull dynamic. He forgives him for the Temptation, because it's easier to frame it as such, and is left to deal with the aftermath of that choice.
Woof, this ran long. Unfortunately for all of us I have a lot more where that came from. I hope this made sense!
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itgetzweird08 · 3 months
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Stuck.
Katsuki Bakugo x Gender Neutral!Reader Angst Hcs
A fic based on July by Noah Cyrus (I am so NOT sorry for this :)
Warnings: Nothing major, just mentions of drinking, implied cheating, and heavy language. Also general angst
A/N: I know a lot of y'all want the next part of Endevour's Secret Daughter and The Spark That Lit His Fuse. I'm working on it I swear, just got a little writer's block. But I promise I'll get it done soon! For now, enjoy this sob fest :))
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I've been holding my breath
I've been counting to ten
Over something you said 
The stress of growing as a hero was heavy, of course, you knew, but recently Bakugo seemed to be taking it out on you. When there was a bad mission, he would come home with a hard slam of the door, sparing you nothing but a hard glare. He would push you off and away when you would offer comfort, and when you tried to suggest he take a breath, he raised his voice to you.
“Can you get fuckin lost? Hell, I wish you would stop being so fucking annoying!”
I've been holding back tears
While you're throwing back beers
I'm alone in bed
This wasn’t a once-off either, as now it seemed like he would snap every time you would look at him. You felt like you had to hold your breath every time you were around him. But now, it seemed like everything was only getting worse. At least for a while, he would still come home, but now there were nights where you laid in the cold bed alone for hours until he would come back smelling like sweat and beer... and perfume.
You know I, I'm afraid of change
Guess that's why we stay the same
You knew you could leave, you knew you should. But fuck- something in you just couldn’t handle the thought of losing him. You had been together for so long, you liked the consistency of your relationship. And you didn’t want to feel as if you were giving up. You never gave up. To you, this was all just a hard challenge that you would overcome eventually. This hard roadblock would pass…wouldn’t it?
So tell me to leave
I'll pack my bags, get on the road
If he told you to leave, you would. But you wouldn’t be able to just give up on your own, not while you still felt some semblance of hope that your relationship could survive this.
Find someone that loves you
Better than I do, darling, I know
You wouldn’t be mad if he did decide to leave. Maybe he was right, maybe you weren’t cut out to be the partner of the number two hero. You were quirkless, and went to school for art. You knew nothing about having a special ability or hero work for that matter. Maybe he needed someone who did understand. 
'Cause you remind me every day
I'm not enough, but I still stay 
“What the hell do you know? You’re quirkless, you’re nothing. You’ll never be able to understand what I’m going through.”
Feels like a lifetime
Just trying to get by while we're dying inside
Six months…you’ve been stuck like this with Bakugo for six months. Nothing has gotten better. The small spark of hope you had for the relationship was slowly fizzling out. Now every bit of this relationship felt like torture. And yet you didn’t go anywhere.
I've done a lot of things wrong
Loving you being one
But I can't move on
You knew there were probably plenty of people in this world for you. But none of them were Katsuki. Maybe falling for him was a mistake. Everyone had warned you whenever news got out that you were dating him. Even his own friends, while teasing, dropped subtle hints.
‘I’m surprised anyone could stand him’
‘I can’t believe he found someone he’s considered worthy’
‘Thanks for putting up with him, I know he can be..a lot’ 
No matter what they said, you didn’t listen. You could never regret loving Katsuki.
So tell me to leave
I'll pack my bags, get on the road
“You’re too much of a distraction. You’re only holding me back.”
“What are you saying, Kats?”
“...I’m done, Y/N. I need to focus on being number one, not on being your boyfriend.”
Find someone that loves you
Better than I do, darling, I know
‘Dynamite and Uravity, Japan’s new IT Couple’
'Cause you remind me every day
I'm not enough, but I still stay
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eurydice-pens · 3 months
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can i have forgotten vaugarde au info of some sort. i went through your tag and im obsessed with the concept
hi!! yes yes of course >:3c thank you for being interested! i am in the process of plotting out a big fic for the au so i will hold some cards close to my chest, but here’s a bit of info just for you 💗💗 /pos /silly
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Forgotten Vaugarde AU
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Concept / Story
Toward the end of the ISAT canon, the King makes a wish that “everyone would understand how he feels.” This results in a rewriting of the Universe such that Vaugarde, rather than the Island Country, was forgotten, and the individuals to whom this wish was most directly addressed (Mirabelle, Isabeau, Odile, Bonnie, and Nille by virtue of association with Bonnie) become Travelers with no identity and home or, in the case of Odile, becomes someone for whom half of her identity is even less accessible than before.
The King and Loop are thrown into this new reality with their memories intact. The King’s body, however, is not preserved, as he finds himself Loopified into a tear-headed creature. They end up sharing a decidedly unamicable life inside the home of the version of the King who has never lost his memories or home, Aesop, as the King (who eventually names himself Luke) contends with the fact that he has become the very force he had feared so gravely: the one that erased Vaugarde, the land that had welcomed and loved him, from existence.
Mirabelle, Isabeau, Bonnie, and Nille (who had a chance encounter with Luke when reality was first rewritten, at which time, out of guilt and painful empathy, he told each of the, their names) wander the Island Country until they are discovered by Siffrin, whose family essentially adopts and raises them into adulthood / preteenhood. Odile eventually joins the group when she is visiting the Island Country essentially as a tourist and becomes attached to the group through her friendship with Siffrin’s parents and with Loop.
Mirabelle knows that she is very lucky, to have a home, to have some semblance of family and belonging. Nonetheless she is the one out of the group who most feels the pang of something real, and integral, and important missing from her, who is the most loathe to accept the belief common among the people around her that things happen as they should, and Fate is immutable, and every change (…Change?) merely the slow erosion of bodies, minds, and souls against the winds of Time. So when the mysterious Queen emerges and begins to wreak havoc across the Island, when she agrees to journey to the tyrant and to protect the country from the Queen’s Remaking with her friends, she has some inkling that there is something wrong, something missing, some reason why every glimpse they’ve gotten of the white-haired Queen has felt so achingly familiar.
It all feels so strange, and so important, long before Time stops for the first time.
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Interactions with Other AUs / Headcanons and Contributors (so far)!
This AU borrows and expands upon @the-bitter-ocean ‘s Islander Euphrasie theory and shares a heart with @felikatze ‘s Divorce AU.
@princemonarchempress , @floating-far-from-earth , and @the-bitter-ocean have all contributed ideas to and inspired parts of the story!
And a special thank you to @snickerpuffs-art for drawing Luke 💙💙
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thank you so much for reading and for your interest in the au!! i hope to make a lot more things for it in the future <333
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gorgonwrites · 11 months
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bound to you (part 2)
diluc x fem!reader
wc: 2, 205
authors note: okay i know i said i like jumping into the thick of things but i am such a SLUT for characters slowly falling in love and the tension of dancing around one another before they get together UGH! here is a part 2 for my first fic. :) also! this is a side blog and i realized im not really able to interact much with other accounts here. i might eventually move things over to my main blog bc i dont do much over there anyways. dont be alarmed if "witchcraftandwhisky" replies or likes something lololol. thank you for the love <333
CW: 18+, fem! reader, reader is an artist! slight voyeurism, diluc accidentally catches reader masterbating, MDNI!!!, diluc AND reader are still dancing around each other rn ugh just fuck already damn
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It’s been days since you briefly spoke with your husband, Diluc. He’s kept himself busy with the remainder of the harvest season, and you’ve felt uncharacteristically shy in his presence after his impromptu visit to your chambers. You have the perfect view of the vineyard from your window and you couldn’t help but greedily watch him, shirtless and hair tied up to stay off of his neck. He’s tanned quite a bit since he’s been home and you were pleasantly surprised to see the explosions of freckles that have erupted on his skin. Cute, you thought. There was some jealousy though, and you cursed the sun for being able to caress his skin so easily. You clapped your hands to either side of your face to rid yourself of the thought, and decided to be productive rather than wasting your afternoon in your window. 
Your eyes drifted to the corner of your room and after further inspection, you found your paints and canvases that had been long forgotten. I’ve hardly painted since I’ve been here… maybe some sketching will do my mind some good. You rummaged through the pile of art supplies to find an old sketchbook and some pencils and decided to find a shady tree outside. Adelinde greets you at the door of the manor, umbrella in hand to shield you from the hot summer sun. You both find a large tree with a lovely view of the vineyard and the manor, and you begin to sketch while chatting away with the head maid. 
After what felt like hours, a large shadow was cast over your sketch, and you were forced to look up and squint into the sun. Your husband loomed over you, glistening with sweat and looking curiously at your sketchbook. You quickly clutched it to your chest, startled by his sudden appearance. 
“Good afternoon, Master Diluc.” you couldn’t bring yourself to address him so casually yet, and his slight change in expression at your insisted formality was not lost on you. You began to fidget where you sat, and broke eye contact with Diluc to glance out at the vineyard where the rest of the men worked. 
“Oh, I think one of the boys needs me. Excuse me my Lady, Master Diluc.” Adelinde quickly said, winking at you before she gathered herself and quickly walked away. Up to no good. You tried to smile, but it came out looking like a grimace at your husband. 
“Y/n, good afternoon. I didn’t know you were an artist. May I see?” Diluc sounded as gentle as always, and you couldn’t help but hand your sketchbook over to him.
“I think saying I’m an artist is a stretch,” you sputtered, “it’s just something I do to pass the time. It calms my mind.” You didn’t know why him referring to you as an artist felt so embarrassing. You watched him closely while he flipped through the pages, noticing how his brows pinch together while he concentrates. He stopped suddenly, and chuckled. 
“Who, might I ask, is this?” He turned the sketchbook around only to show you a sketch you had done of his portrait that hung in the grand room of the manor. You gasped and snatched it from his hands instantly, curling in on yourself. You had drawn that not long after your arrival to the Dawn Winery, when you were still slightly optimistic about how your marriage to your husband would turn out. Diluc let out a roaring laugh, having to lean over you and brace himself on the tree so he didn’t fall over. You looked up at him and realized this was the closest you had ever been to him. You hadn't noticed just how many freckles had appeared on his skin. You noticed how his eyes crinkled when he smiled, and you saw fine red hair peppered across his chest. You also noticed faint scarring on his arms and stomach, and you mindlessly reached out to touch them. Diluc hissed at the sudden contact and quickly retreated out of reach, his own hands covering where your fingers had brushed. 
“I’m sorry!” you squeaked. You knew your husband couldn’t stand the cold, and you had been sparingly using your vision to keep yourself cool while you sketched. You knew your touch felt unpleasant. 
“I know you don’t like the cold, that was thoughtless of me.” you quickly apologized, feeling sorry and even more embarrassed than you already were. You made eye contact with him and Diluc held your gaze, looking confused. 
“How did you know that?” he tilted his head, letting go of his side and crossing his arms.
“Oh I, ah- you don’t like the cold so I’ve heard.” Adelinde had discussed Diluc’s aversion to the cold with you before, but you didn’t have many details as to why.
“I try not to use my vision while you’re home, but it’s exceedingly hot today.” you mumbled, bringing your sketchbook up to hide your face as you finally looked away from your husband. 
“I see. You,” he cleared his throat, “don’t have to do that you know.” You looked up at him again, noticing how red his face and ears were. Was it from the sun, or was he blushing? You couldn’t be sure. 
“That was actually why I came over in the first place- everyone wants more of the frozen drinks you made the other day. And I- I thought that may be something to keep you busy for the rest of the afternoon.” He was talking into his hand, still unable to look at you. Oh, how the tables have turned. You felt a wicked feeling bubble up in your chest, and you grinned ear to ear. 
“Oh, Master Diluc, you’d have your little wife work tirelessly to serve drinks to your employees? How indecent of you.” you smirked, resting your chin in the palm of your hand while you wait for his response. He gathered his composure quickly, and leaned over you to whisper in your ear.
“My little wife doesn’t know just how indecent her husband can be, hm?” his voice was low and felt hot in your ear, and he moved away from you all too quickly. You sat astounded, frozen in place. He’d never spoken to you in that tone before. He cleared his throat again, and his regular formal demeanor returned. 
“Besides, we don’t want you to die of boredom, do we?” he wasn’t smiling, but you heard a hint of playfulness in his voice. You shook your head in agreeance, still astounded by his sudden brazen comment. He nodded to you, and then quickly left to return to his work. You could feel the heat rising in your chest, heading straight for your core. You rubbed your thighs together in hopes of quelling your growing arousal, but it had no effect. You silently curse yourself, trying to regain your composure as Adelinde returns to your side, a smile on her face. 
“Shall we head to the kitchen?” she politely asked. You nodded again, not trusting your voice in the slightest. You gathered your things and stood up on wobbly knees to head back inside. You needed a reprieve from the sun, and you jumped at the chance to freely use your vision. Your mind wandered aimlessly as you worked, and you wondered if your husband would ever come to tolerate your touch. Why does he not like the cold? Is this the reason you rarely see him? What does he do when winter arrives? Your thoughts raced, one flowing right into the other. You realized you had long since been done with the frozen drinks, and Adelinde was calling your name frantically.
“Lady y/n! Are you alright?” you blinked in response, and realized it was snowing lightly in your kitchen. You tried to laugh it off, but Adelinde knew better.
“I’m okay, don’t worry. I was getting a bit excited while making everyone their drinks. I’m happy to have something to do!” you smiled, picking up the tray and turning to head back outside. You needed to get to your chambers as quickly as possible before the relentless heat between your thighs became unbearable. 
Diluc couldn’t get out of his head for the rest of the afternoon. His brief loss of control with you earlier was at the forefront of his mind, and he couldn’t stop thinking about how you looked at him afterwards. Your eyes turned hazy and a flush had quickly formed on your chest and neck. It was the heat, he told himself. He felt so bold in that moment, but now he wanted nothing more than to leave the manor and not return for a few weeks to let himself rebuild the wall that was quickly crumbling around him. With the final harvests coming to an end rapidly, he was going to be around Dawn Winery much more than usual. He usually welcomes this time of year, when he can spend a little more time to himself and rest. This year, he could feel dread slowly building inside of him. Maybe he couldn’t entertain you and keep himself as composed as he first thought. He greatly underestimated your ability to fluster him, and there was still a part of him that was reluctant to grow close to you. Growing close to someone means there's an opportunity to lose them. He quickly pushed the thought to the back of his mind, and decided he’d pay another visit to your chambers.
As he walked across the manor, he thought about if you needed more art supplies. You were quite talented, and he selfishly wondered if you had drawn him more than once. You had given him a happier expression than the one displayed in his portrait, and the thought brought a smile to his face. He decided to find the best supplies money could buy in all of Teyvat as a gift for you. He came to a halt, realizing he was at your room quicker than he expected. He raised his hand to knock softly, and froze in place when he heard your voice from the other side of the door. 
“Diluc, please-” you whined. He was hearing things, he was sure of it. The heat had finally gotten to him and he was becoming delusional. He had to confirm his suspicions, though, and nothing prepared him for the image he met after quietly opening your door. 
You were sprawled out on your bed with your nightdress hiked up to your hips, legs spread impossibly wide. One arm was thrown over your face and covered your eyes while you concentrated and your other hand was at your core, fingers plunging in and out of your pretty pussy. Your breathing was heavy, and Diluc could feel heat climbing up his chest. You were so close. You pulled your fingers out to focus on your puffy clit, wanting to let the feeling last a little longer. You suddenly changed your position, startling your husband. You were completely unaware of your audience as you got onto your knees and shoved your face into your pillows. You continued your ministrations, and your ass was on full display. Diluc’s cock was so hard it was beginning to hurt, and he could tell by your quickened breathing that you were close. With a quiet cry, you came on your fingers. Your juices ran down your hands and shaking thighs as you stilled and sighed. Diluc suddenly turned and quietly bolted out of your room, not bothering to shut your door for fear of the noise alerting you to his presence. He slammed his own door behind him, a thin sheen of sweat forming on his body. He was undeniably aroused, his cock straining against his trousers.
So much for controlling myself, he chided. He wanted to absolutely ravish you. He wanted to touch you, to taste you, and have you crying out his name over and over and over again. He slid down the door, resting his arms over his knees as he sat down. Dragging his palms down his face, he groaned. The image of you touching yourself to the thought of him was burned into his memory, and he wouldn’t forget it anytime soon.
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sageofgrief · 4 months
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i can't remember your rules but i would like to request krisis getting flustered? thanks. i will llose my mind 💛
from brisquad-unit-4402
flustered krisis!?
︱ gn reader , teasing reader , flirty , established relationship with wilson
divider by cafekitsune
art by papercider (twt)
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vezalius bandage
you and zali throw around flirty remarks at each other all the time, whenever one of you tries to catch the other off guard with it, the other just hits you with one right back, its definitely an amusing relationship for an observer.
zali was tending to your wounds after you trip and fell and took a pretty good bruise on your knee caused by the rocky ashy road. "you really need to be more careful, my dear.." he said as he laid the bandage on your soft skin, to which he noticed. despite being a medic healer, he's never had to heal you that often since you were really a careful person, which is why youre confused how this even happened. "your skin.." zali noticed "..what? whats wrong?" you looked at zali then down at your knee, which now was a better sight to be seen than before. "..nothing, it's..so soft" zali caressed the area around the bandage, you chuckled softly as you thought this was another one of zali's flirtatious gestures he was trying to pull on you to finally see you blush. you put a hand on top of his hand and it felt...warm. "youre warm, zali" you took notice, looked back at him and smiled, a smile that stung his heart and the memories of it ringing, bouncing back and forth in his head. he thought of all the happy memories you two had with each other up until this moment and started to form a faint blush on his cheeks. "zali?" "hmm?~" "youre blushing." you said, "am i now? well thats unfortunate now is it?" he chuckled softly, zali didnt care now that he technically loss their little game 'cause all he wanted is to tell you how he was really feeling, and by the look of it, it looked like you felt the same way.
vantacrow bringer
vanta always act so tough but this man will melt if he stares into your eyes for even 5 seconds, maybe even less. you knew this was his one weakness so you decided to challenge him to a staring contest.
"hah! i win once again!" vanta cheered as he released his arm from yours, you two were having an arm wrestling contest, you already knew you'd lose so you just gave up. "what should we do next? ive been winning every challenge so far~" vanta teased you, "how abouuut.. a staring contest?" you suggested. "easy!" he confidently obliged.
you two sat down on a chair across not that far from each other and began. you stared into his purple eyes that windowed into his inner soul. you were doing great, but vanta's eyes seem to be shaking? "why you shaking, bringer?" you asked, "...im not shaking youre shaking...." he nervously murmured.
the man eventually blinks and you declare your victory, but just before you said so, you take a look at vanta who broke the gaze and it looked like the man was out of breath from running a marathon. he had a hand on his chest, he was blushing, and he was sighing. "looks like i won.." you declared. "y-yeah.. you win" he admitted defeat and looked back to you, "are you blushing?" you tilted your head to the side. "uhhhhh..." he tried to come up with an excuse before looking down at his phone, "hey zali's calling, lets meet up with him...!" vanta quickly whipped up a quick excuse just to get you to stop teasing him about his flustered state. while walking though, you could tell that he was still thinking about that moment by the way he smiles randomly from time to time.
yu q wilson
he's a simple boy. just hold his hand and you'll have him hiding his face from you. he also enjoys when you ruffle his hair, when you sit on his lap, oh he also loves when you give him nicknames.
you were in the drivethru at a local fast food restaurant, you were in the driver seat, wilson being your passenger princess. you pulled up and requested your order to the worker, "that's it for me.. you want anything, yu?" you asked wilson if he wanted anything, he told you his order and you told it back to the worker. you decided to pull a little prank and call him your husband instead of your boyfriend. it's a silly prank that you saw on the internet and you knew instantly that you had to try it on him "my husband just wants fries" "HU- hus..band...?" he nearly yelled but covered his mouth before doing so. "yes, thank you" you thanked the lovely worker and drove away from them. you drove up to the window and waited for your order, you decided to look back to wilson and he just had the most confused smile on his face with the most obvious blush on his cheeks. "whaaat?" you acted clueless. "HUSBAND?...husband???" that time he yelled to which you just laughed. right before the worker opened the window to hand you your order, wilson pulls you into a kiss that nearly turned into a makeout session in the car...you freaks.
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im SO sorry this took so long 4402!!! but at last, i deliver
intro • masterlist • general rules • detailed request rules • main acc @sageofgrief • nsfw acc @sageofmarionette
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the-fiction-witch · 5 months
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What is The Meaning Of This!
Media The Artful Dodger
Character Jack Dawkins
Couple Jack X Reader
Rating Smutty
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Hi, I have a request for the Jack Dawkins book. You don't have to do it btw. But could you please do one where y/n is the governor's daughter and she is at a ball which is for her and her father? Then Jack is also there and he and y/n keep teasing each other and then eventually sneak off to another room but then her father catches them in the act. I love your books so much and you don't have to do this. Thank you
I sighed as I finished the dance and I headed away to find myself a place to settle for a while grabbing a drink on the way. I found myself a spot and settled there holding my fan close batting myself a little from the heat of the room, sipping my drink. I glanced up and saw Doctor Jack Dawkins dressed in his finery, across the ballroom we caught eyes and immediately we moved them away but still I kept an eye on him, as I noticed his white gloves and he noted my dress's matching fan, and we both knew what we could do without getting in trouble. For a moment I familiarised myself with the secretive language, the small movements and motions that meant things across a ballroom.
He smirked and smoothed out his gloves as he stood across the room, 'I wish I were with you'
I smiled and held my fan in my left hand for a while, 'I wish for attention and acquaintance'
He saw my answer and moved holding his gloves with the tips downward 'I'd like to be acquainted'
I moved and placed my fan to my right ear as I glanced up and down at his clothes, 'You've changed?'
He dropped a glove a moment 'Yes' and picked it up again so we could continue talking before then he went to take a step but quickly
Rested my fan on my left cheek 'No.'
He stopped short,
I drew my fan across my forehead 'We're being watched'
He glanced at my father and I rested my fan on my right cheek 'Yes'
He smirked a little and began to draw halfway on his right hand, indifference which puzzled me but I know him well enough to know he meant 'I don't care'
I smiled blushing a little Presenting a shut fan 'Do you love me?'
He rolled his eyes knowing was I was going to make him do to respond to me but he dropped both gloves 'I love you' before picking them up again so we could continue talking
I giggled a little and I rested my fan on my right cheek 'Yes'
He smiled and showed off his left hand with his thumb out of his glove, 'Do you love me?'
And I began to draw across my right cheek 'I love you'
He smiled back and held the glove loose in his left hand 'I am satisfied'
I smiled wickedly and began to carry my fan in my right hand 'You are too willing' but I hope the tone could carry with my smile, but I'm not sure how you can do sarcasm... with a fan.
he winked and dropped a glove 'Yes.' before picking it up again so we could continue talking
I closed my fan tightly and looked at him 'I wish to speak with you'
He bit his lip a little and checked our surroundings luckily we weren't being watched, before putting the gloves away 'Done'
I carried my fan open in my left hand 'Come and speak to me'
He took his chance and moved across the ballroom to stand beside me,
"Good Evening Milady," He greeted offering his hand,
"Good Evening Doctor." I curtsied and offered my hand,
He took it and gave it a sweet kiss, "Do you think you could grant me such an honour as to allow me to lead you in a dance?"
"The honour would be all mine doctor, however regrettably my dance card is full for the evening."
"When has that ever stopped you before?" he smirked, "Come on, It's me."
I glanced over and immediately noticed my father looking, so I shot Jack a look and drew my fan across my forehead 'We're being watched'
"Very well" he nodded, moving to stand politely with me, "He has got you on a short lead tonight." He whispered,
"He has," I whispered back,
"Hummm why?" he asked, "Have you been naughty milady?" He said in a very hushed tone with his usual sly smile, 
Immediately I blushed at his words using my fan to hide my face letting the top lace sit just under my eyes, 
"I take that as a yes."
"He saw me coming back in last night," I whispered,
"Did he now? You should be more careful returning from your late night... adventures." 
"I should your right," I smiled noticing we finally were not being watched so I shot him a look and closed my fan and set the tip to my lips 'Kiss me' 
He smirked and checked around the ballroom before he grabbed my hand and yanked me out of the party as quickly as we could move, I didn't deny him I ran with him as we bolted down the corridor away from the party. We quickly found ourselves at the usual spot the quiet library heading inside and shutting the door behind us, the shutters closed up and the fire not burning leaving us in a sweet sensual darkness that only the small lamp we turned on on the desk would force away, immediately Jack grabbed me by the back of my thighs and lifted me onto the desk, 
"Alone at last."
"We were alone last night."
"Yeah, doesn't mean I haven't missed you Y/n." 
"I've missed you too Jack,
"we finally able to talk without these stupid things?" he smirked forcing my fan from my hand 
I nodded and grabbed his neck pulling him into a kiss, he happily kissed back his own hands one on my thigh pushing up my dress the other on my cheek to stroke my soft skin, my own as we kissed one move down to hold his shirt the other up into his hair, our kisses fast, lusty, almost violent as we moved in such desperation for one another the sounds of our kisses and our moans filled the library's silence. Our lips clacked and battling one another trying to win over control and as usual he won, or well I let him in. 
"Humm I think you have been a naughty little thing Milady." he smirked biting my bottom lip as he pulled away not hard but enough to pull on it a little, "take off your dress and let your doctor look after you then," he demanded
"Yes Jack," I gasped already over-eager my hand sliding down from his chest to begin undoing his trousers
"What is the meaning of this!" Echoed through the library as the door was forced open and there stood my father, with my mother, sisters, and the maids in tow. 
"Ohhhh....Sh- Sugar." I gulped, as I glanced at the situation we sat in. 
Having snuck away from the ball, now alone with Jack, sat on the library desk with his hand up my dress and my own undoing his trousers, even my lipstick slightly graced his face.
 "Holy Hell... were in trouble," I whined,
"So much trouble." He gulped too. 
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genevawren38 · 24 days
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I am just going to put this at the top : this post is going to be a long vent about missing Technoblade, please scroll on if you do not wish to read.
We are coming up on two years without him.
We are also coming up on three years since I discovered his content.
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I thought I was at the point I could watch one of his videos tonight, as I used to often do when I am doing tasks or writing he was always the background noise I used. I remember calling into work when he streamed for the sheer sake of enjoying them while they happened the few times I caught them before...well. I think you know. He was the reason my passion for writing came back to life and I believed I could actually follow my lifelong dream of eventually publishing a story.
But I suppose the part I always forget about grief is the absence of the unique spirit that person brought to your life. I found his content and engaged with it instantly, developing one of the longest running fixations I have had in a good while. The sheer excitement I'd have getting the notification he went live for one of his rare streams.
I don't think it truly sunk in when he announced his diagnosis. I remember discussing it with the irl friend who got me into watching him and both of us laughed, saying he's strong enough to fight off anything.
A few months pass with his rare posts and there was always this tiny little bit of intuition I had where he never told us what severity of cancer it was. Like he was a very private guy, yes, but this seemed extra...odd.
Then I remember the way my heart sunk when 'so long nerds' popped into my notification bar. The dashing of my heart against the floor texting people as I tearfully listened to Technodad tell us the words his son Alex wished for us to hear.
Its been a long two years. Its been great ones, tbh. I found a new passion with QSMP and Hermitcraft after the finishing of DSMP [tho c!Techno will forever remain close to my heart]. I kept writing, with over half a million words in published fics on ao3 and several WIP including 3 original novels.
But the only one I ever wanted to thank for helping me find my creativity again I can't, and I never will be able to.
I miss Technoblade.
I will never stop missing him.
I wish he could have laughed with his friends for many years yet, being silently proud of their accomplishments while he messed with people on the QSMP. I wish he could have had another MCC with friends.
I wish his unique soul wasn't taken from us so soon, as we weren't done following our hero yet.
But the only thing I can do now is continue to speak his tales. The first book I properly publish, the gratitude page is going to be addressed to him. I will continue to tell others about his accomplishments and tell them to go watch his content on his Youtube channel [get him to 17 million!]! Buy some of his merch [when it comes back in stock]! Support his family & friends!
Though he would call us nerds for crying, I think its beautiful how many lives he touched and how many thousands mourned his passing. He was a light all corners of the MCYT sphere and beyond saw and respected, and not too many creators can claim such an honour.
I'll always be a Voice at my core. Even if I spend my time these days as a crow, a huevito, a ferret, a tubling, a doozer and many more, my heart will forever belong to Technoblade.
Please keep creating art and writing in his name. I love scrolling the fanart tags and adore every piece I come across with my favourite piglin in them. Please, please, please keep saying his name. Sing his legends. Make references, continue the jokes, hang out in one of his friends chats and support the people he loved.
Support those who are still here, even if your heart hurts.
It's only painful because we all loved him so much, which is a beautiful type of sorrow.
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。ₓ ू ₒ DENY, THEN EMBRACE — RIN ITOSHI
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he'll deny these feelings, those anonymous gifts, and the need to hug you.
a rin itoshi oneshot! rin itoshi x fem! reader
iya's notes ; my first work on my new blog! i made it extra fluffy for everyone >&lt;
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rin itoshi thinks he is a master of it, the art of denial. he denies most things, and in very different aspects too.. like being asked to hang out, his answers would be a stern "no thanks.", he denies the anger he feels whenever isagi yoichi, his rival, steals a soccer goal away from him. but the biggest denial of his life, is in love.
and is in you, the denial of his own feelings. rin itoshi isn't so accustomed to having such musty feelings, as he referred to them as such. but, to be honest, rin doesn't mind feeling it in the comfort of his own mind, where his imagination and love roam free.
he's not allowed to fall in love yet, when he has a huge dream and a path to take in front of him. it's a distraction. from the soccer career he is putting his life on, something that he has excelled in all his life, second only to his brother, sae. maybe one day, those feelings will eventually fade.
rin itoshi is not a believer in romances, after all. he trusts that maybe in a week, such feelings will go away. maybe.. in two weeks? a month? two months? he doesn't know, it's been how long since he wished his longing to be by your side would just go away, to not let it plague his mind. as good as the feelings he gets from it, it makes him weak, he thinks.
vulnerability isn't so much what rin itoshi aspires to be, and yet in the presence of you.. he feels every bit of the word vulnerable. it makes him weak in the knees, making him feel shivers from head to toe. “it's just a crush, this is how it normally feels like.” he reminds himself, he's had a few crushes before, how does this make it any different.
“rin!” your voice calls out, and his soul gets turned into a messy puddle. he tries his best to keep calm, fixing his coat and hair subconsciously before coughing, clearing his throat. why? it's his subconscious speaking, the player thinks. “hello.” and as you walk towards him with a grin, he could only muster a weak (and honestly shy) smile back.
rin itoshi doesn't even smile most of the time. but i think any smile that came from him, an always upset and reclusive man would be a huge advancement towards a more neutral, at least personality.
he held a small conversation with you about nothing in particular, until you mentioned something about wanting to buy plushies and figurines. explaining how cute they are and that you're starting a collection of such items, showing him a picture of a lamb holding what seemed to be a tulip. “is this.. what you want?” he asks, no emotions shown on his face and yet inside the cogs of his head were working.
itoshi rin went home that day, seemingly happy to see you once in a while. sitting on his clean desk, he thinks deeply. reminiscing the quite short conversation you two had earlier that day. a much more visible grin on his face, he was after all in the comfort of his own bedroom so he felt free to express little bits of happiness and what people called butterflies in their stomach.
he grabbed his phone, typing in “lamb with tulip” before stopping, staring at the wall in front of him with a look that could only be embarrassment. what am i thinking.. buying them this can't buy their love. he shakes his head at the thought, being a firm believer that not even money can buy affection and love, especially yours. rin took another look at the plushie, before imagining you holding on to it tightly with a very pleased expression.
he smiled to himself again, like an exercise to his face's muscles that he hadn't quite had in a long while. rin pressed the buy now button, before putting his phone down a few minutes later. they don't have to know that it's from me.. all they need to know that it came from someone who adores them, even if i am not allowed to. he thinks to himself, burying his face into his hands while thinking about his feelings.
i will like them, as long as my heart wants to. rin itoshi nods to himself, maybe.. he has the hold over his feelings for you by now. standing up to go to the mirror, he looks at himself, the faint blush on his face as he sighs out loud. “i don't think my heart will ever stop liking them.”
a few days later, rin sneaks to your apartment, and stuffs something into the mail carefully. his disguise was shades, a baseball cap and a black facemask. making sure to look around before placing it inside, he smiles then walks away. rin waited in anticipation for your reaction, perhaps a message? no, there was no indication that it was from him anyways, no letter, not even a measly sticky note.
opening his instagram, he sees a post. and instinctively, rin grins. you look perfect. he thought, staring at the selfie you took with the plushie, holding it in different poses. the caption of your post read:
@username: whoever gave me this will get a hug and a lot of thanks, tysm anon &lt;3
rin blinks, is that true? he thinks, tapping his finger nervously on his wooden desk. “maybe it's a joke, she wouldn't. and besides, she doesn't know..” he gulps down, sighing. but the thought of other people who may admire you, taking credit for buying you that gift take his chance away from receiving a hug makes him frown, a huge scowl accompanied with thoughts of multiple people taking credit. his brows furrow and he slumps on his bed.
rolling over and over, wondering if he should text you. “but how..” he blinks up at the ceiling, this is stupid he thinks. i look like a middle school student with a stupid crush.. and quite frankly, it's true. rin can't help but feel young and dumb, in the face of what might possibly be his first love. what happened to just denying it all?
he thinks it's too late to deny it, he's enamored.
not my fault.. i can't help but like you, who wouldn't? i'm not going to deny it.. not when i want to give my all for her.. this is the only other thing i want other than soccer, my other wish, is them, and what seems to be an impossible.. romance? with her. i can't believe myself, using terms like that. it's icky.
he shivered, rin seemed like one of those characters of romance movies that he despised. but how long would it take if he still denied the feelings he held for you? how long would his wait of “it'll go away soon, they're just a crush anyways.” go on? rin thinks he's already too deep in, maybe, just maybe this is the type of love that he imagined to be disgusting. if so, why is it making him feel like a new person, a much better, and a less selfish person.
and as he types into his phone, his hands shake with nervousness. this was one of the stepping stones he had to overcome, to get a little closer to you.
@ rinitoshi : when's the meetup? i need to have that hug y/n
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