thinking about how ted probably hasnt been shown any romantic affection in years. people either hate him or want to fuck him. he has basically no friends, unless you count paul, but even then paul clearly doesn鈥檛 like him that much. and peters his brother, so the love between them is familial. outside of peter ted only recieves sexual attraction. can you imagine what thats done to his perception of himself and of love as a concept. the last person he loves romantically left him for a sleazeball so now he gets validation through sex and horniness. this isnt even mentioning the fact that charlotte only views him as a side piece meanwhile ted is very obviously in love with her. and charlotte picks the sleazy asshole over him every time. again. ted will never measure up in anything except from sex. can you imagine the sheer amount of self-worth issues that man has.
Shamelessly self promoting my Max/Kyle fic that has a healthy dose of internalised homophobia and everyone but them being happy tossed in <3 best read when listening to Goodnight My Friend from Galavant - tried it, I cried more
5, 11, 14 for the fic ask game ! with whichever project comes to mind first for each
just the questions I really wanted to answer!!!!
5. Is there any scene you're excited about writing?
I'm so so set on writing a Lexthan fic with the plot of Bat Out Of Hell and oughhhhh the ending with Ethan like in the gutter and seeing the Black and White is going to be somethingggg what else am I supposed to do with: "there's a man in the shadows with a gun in his eye and a blade shining oh so bright".
11. Is there any scene you can't wait for people to react to when reading? Why?
I know the reach on Science Fiction/Double Feature is going to be so so so bad but the ending <3 I want to write something happy for once, bittersweet but happy!!!
14. Is there any unwritten/unpublished fics you planned on doing, but now you're feeling like you're gonna scrap those ideas?
I had a whole one-shot collection written that were all based around the same thing and I just couldn't focus on it when I was writing it and like now I Do Not Like How Its Written. I might go back and fix it but i probably wont. Makes me sad because there was one really good Tedlotte fic and some P3IP in there as well as my little backstory for the three girls Holloway couldn't save. There was a lot of good in there but I dont think it'll end up seeing the light of day.
I SAW THE BEST THING IVE SEEN IN A HOT MINUTE BUT THEN I ACCIDENTALLY REFRESHED.
IT WAS LIKE.. SWEETKOFFSKI (charlotte and ted) AND IT WAS LIKE "there is an alternate reality" AND THEN ON THE SECOND PICTURE IT WAS CHAR, TED AND PETER WITH THE CAPTION "Where we are a family" OR SOMETHING.
IM SO SAD I DIDNT GET TO LIKE IT OR ANYTHING IM馃檨馃檨馃檨馃檨