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[when-wax-wings-melt]

what have I ever even DONE to you </3

#summer gets an ask

[dreaming-of-the-end]

SUMMER!!! i always mean to ask this but is the url of this blog just smth pretty it is it a play on words kinda about dreaming of “the end” as in finishing a story? cus i always read it as the second but im curious. also that’s funny if it’s like “damn i sure do hope i finish this wip” LMAOO

it's something pretty but. YEAH it was about really wanting to finish my wip most of all 😭so yep. it's about wanting to finish a story (whether one I'm writing or reading) and I wanted it to sound poetic and pretty so!!!

#summer gets an ask #tobin asks #not writing

[becca-e-barnes]

I need more of needy Bucky who loses control from the feeling of being inside your pussy. I need him to fuck me like a rag doll and to carry me over his shoulder around the house like his personal flesh light.

Fuck, this has always been one of my very favourites to write. I really like to imagine that he struggles to last but he can keep going after he finishes 🙈 it's my lil filthy fantasy

But imagine spending the morning in bed with him. You both wake up around 6am and you spend the first little while just touching and chatting before a couple of hours of sex. Now it's maybe around 11am and after lying there together for a while, you're both in the mood for something to eat.

You pull a robe around you and that's just about as much as you manage before Bucky's scooped you up, carrying you to the kitchen.

"You don't need to carry me everywhere!" You tease, remembering that he'd carried you up the stairs to bed last night too.

"I know. But. Carrying you means. I. Can put you. Exactly. Where. I want you." He peppers kisses over your face and neck, tenderly capturing your bottom lip between his before he sets you up on the kitchen countertop.

There's no point arguing with him so you sit there quite happily. He makes up a quick pancake mix, washes some berries from the fridge, preps the coffee machine and sets the little dining table for the two of you.

Somewhere in between, you got a little distracted, perched on the counter scrolling on your phone. You hadn't noticed the way he's looking at you.

He's so caught up in the little things; the way the light hits your shoulder, the curve of your hips, the way the silhouette of your nipples are visible against the satin robe.

"Look at you, sitting there all sweet like your cunt isn't so fucking full of me."

That's got your attention.

You squirm a little, your body fluttering at how shamelessly vulgar he's being but nothing's stopping you from doing the same.

You spread your legs, exposing the slick mess coating your inner thighs. It's a mixture of your own arousal and Bucky's cum, dripping out of your sensitive cunt.

Your fingertips trail lazily over your exposed sex, your skin glistening in the natural light before you bring your fingers to your own lips, sucking them clean, giving him a little bit of a show.

"Tastes amazing, sweetheart." You groan, noticing the growing bulge in his thin pyjama bottoms. "But I lost track of how many times you came inside me this morning. You came so deep, most of your cum won't have dripped out yet. Bet I'm still totally stuffed full."

He sinks to his knees in no time, settling his head between your thighs, breathing in the faint smell of your arousal. His tongue presses flat to your sex, trailing from your hole to your clit and back, gathering as much of your combined release as possible.

He groans, low and pathetic, allowing his tongue to dip inside you as deep as he can bury it. He savours every drop of cum he earns back from your body.

When his tongue alone isn't enough, he slips a finger into you, followed quickly by a second, curling them against your sensitive inner wall.

"Bucky baby, please don't make me cum again." You groan, your fingers tangled in his dark hair but you know he's not giving you that choice. Not when his free hand is furiously stroking his own cock, desperate to ensure that when he's finished licking his cum out of you, he can flood your cunt with another load.

#asks answered <3 #becca writes spice #anon #needy!bucky #bucky barnes x reader smut #bucky barnes smut #I've gotten so into Scandal again recently #I'm so so so into Mellie #holy shit that woman is stunning #I'd be so tempted to write some shamelessly filthy Mellie x reader #I like Fitz too but just imagine THE COMPETITION #right no I actually HATE picking a colour for a pedi #I get a gel pedi every few weeks and I really need colour suggestions #Last time I got a sparkly red #the time before I got white with a pearly kind of shimmer on top #I've liked both but I'm so bad at picking a colour #I know neons are usually safe in summer but I don't think I'd like neons on me #open to any other suggestions tbh

[when-wax-wings-melt]

summer I'm going to lose my mind I keep wanting to make shitposts about this fic and then realizing it would be a major spoiler so I CAN'T and it's a CYCLE it KEEPS HAPPENING i am SO SAD

OH DEAR 😭😭 I know the feeling bestie... perhaps make the posts and then save them as drafts?? post them when it's safe

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[when-wax-wings-melt]

basically, alvar's state of mind is that everything about him is slowly being replaced by fitz. but the one thing he does have that's his is that he's the only male vacker heir, alden's only son, etc. and then fitz comes out as trans. and alvar isn't the only son anymore.

OHHHH. funny thought tbh. I respect your gender but not your right to have a happy life.

but actually that is super interesting 👀👀 and it also works from the Fitz end too, looking up to Alvar because he is the Vacker son and that's exactly what Fitz wants to be too ...

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[when-wax-wings-melt]

i like to think that fitz's hair wilts with his mood, like how some plants' leaves wilt during the daytime because of transpiration.

again, "elf ears are like dog ears" but it's elf hair is like dog ears in that it shows the mood

HOLY SHIT!!! you're a genius. this def also applies to keefe

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[when-wax-wings-melt]

Adding onto your thoughts on wasted potential and sokeefe I really hate how much Sophie’s realization of her feelings was 1) completely outside of her own hands and 2) ENTIRELY FOCUSED ON THE WRONG THINGS LIKE. Ok. If ro was going to tell her all along it one makes the whole drawn out obliviousness unresolved in retrospect but also underplays her feelings for keefe bc she never has that realization for herself of what he means to her, what he has always meant to her. It is so anticlimactic when their entire relationship so far has been anything but… and that’s not the worst part bc issue 1 is only rlly a problem bc it plays into the 2nd bigger problem which is sophie’s realization of her feelings completely misses the mark on what her and keefe’s relationship represents. Like this is a Slowburn romance on Sophie’s side. The recontextualization, the oh my god that’s why I care that’s why this happened is half of the payoff and there is none of that!! Sophie is like omg he likes me… and he’s like… a decent guy omg I think I like him and girl!! Good for you but this is such a small part of what her feelings and their relationship represents!! They are not easy he has never been easy and implying that her realization of her feelings comes from saying well… he’d be less angry than fitz ig? completely misses the mark on everything substantial about them. She did not fight tooth and nail for him and never give up on him bc she thought he was cute!!! Jdkeojtjjfkt like I just… as someone who writes this is crazy to me bc how do u make the perfect setup with him being gone and her having to confront why she cares so much, why she wants him in her life and just!! Completely ignore it? Sokeefe in stellarlune was cute and I do like how she had the autonomy in choosing them and their relationship but there is so much that just feels completely wasted and I fear it will never go addressed again… anyway I’m so sorry for rambling so long but I loved your post and agghhhhh this will always haunt me.

NOOO GOD YOU'RE SO RIGHT!!! KEEP COOKING ANON

like the biggest problem was that ro TOLD her. and that's horrible both on Sophie's side AND Keefe's side, because the point was never that she figures it out it's that he TELLS her

and for some reason the "how it happened" was erased and replaced by "what happened next?"

like what I love about sokeefe is the fucking devotion. she is SO desperate to find him because she needs to tell him... what? she doesn't know yet but god she needs the choice she needs the option she needs him!! not because he likes her so she likes him BACK, but because she likes or loves him and has known it all along.

that's. it was just so fucking disappointing

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[when-wax-wings-melt]

“we need to give the men special piss so they won’t feel sad they can’t get pregnant” what. what is going on here

everything, if I'm being honest

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[when-wax-wings-melt]

can you do a poll on what peoples # of book goal is for the year (or if they don’t have one)

#summer gets an ask #anon asks #polls

[when-wax-wings-melt]

Glad another kotlc blog reblogged the confident character post because the more I think of it the more I’ve decided it also applies to keefe. “He pretends to be confident to hide the REAL him” bullshit! He really is that confident, he just also hates himself. It’s a coping mechanism, not an act and I stand by this, he thinks he’s hot shit and also the worst ever both at the same time. Sorry Shannon if I’m misinterpreting your character I just happen to be right/lh

interesting! for me it's simultaneously an act and Not. like he's faked his confidence so much that it became real.

Because the thing is, does he second guess himself? yes, absolutely. He doesn't tell sophie how he feels until she confesses first (💀), he doesn't trust himself around her or around fitz. especially when he gets his new ability, he doubts himself and his abilities. he can't speak he cant interact he can't be there he can't handle it.

But does that take away the confidence we know is there? His jokes which he knows will make people laugh (and therefore distract them), his dedication when he joins the neverseen, always sure he'll succeed. his resolve in "right" vs "wrong" and his confusion over where he belongs on that scale.

like, he knows hes hot as hell. he knows he's wanted. he doesn't believe his friends love him. he doesn't believe he's enough.

So i'd argue that SOME of his confidence is faked and some of it is very real (mostly tangible things he can prove, like girls having crushes or people laughing at his jokes). It's an act and sometimes the act is so easy that it's just who he is. There's not really a consensus in my head on who he is

very thought provoking!! i like this idea

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[when-wax-wings-melt]

the name mispronunciation poll reminded me. i almost picked a name with a ch in it before i realized goyim would mispronounce it nonstop and i would cry.

noooo yeah that would be so terrible that even when u correct them they just physically cant do it 😭😭

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[when-wax-wings-melt]

THE FIC IS DONE SUMMER I REPEAT!!!! FIC IS WRITTEN SOMEONE UH. HOLD ME TENDERLY

HOLDING YOU OMG SO PROUD 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳

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[when-wax-wings-melt]

it's interrupted by addition detail but there's a part in chapter 24 of the wings au where the dialogue basically goes:

S: "It's me." K: "I know. I always know you."

and I'm going to lose my mind over it. it's sophie and keefe's completely unguarded and raw inner self. no filter. and that's what he says. screaming

AND he does!!!! THEY KNOW EACH OTHER THEY HAVE ALWAYS KNOWN!! FROM THE BEGINNING UNTIL THE END!!! raw is EXACTLY the right word ....

#i love that u are sending anything sokeefe to me i greatly appreciate it #summer gets an ask

[when-wax-wings-melt]

hey, just curious about what class that presentation was for. and what was the prompt??? like i was trying to work backwards and figure out what it could've been but my braincells aren't functioning so. i need assistance. was it an english class?

it was technically an English class, but it's about philosophy concerning technology in the modern age and the history of media!

this specific assignment was about "guilty pleasures" or media that would be considered "low quality" that typically isn't considered of literary merit. The prompt was asking us to analyze it, give us the issues and then also why it's still worth it, why you love it, why it's important to explore. How it reflects on you, and how it reflects on society.

#I went silly with it in the presentation #but that's why im hesitating to share the essay. it's both personal and not #summer gets an ask #i love this class a lot

[when-wax-wings-melt]

hello! so i was talking with a jewish friend earlier and just recently learned that when writing jewish characters, your not allowed to give them some features such a red eyes i believe and a couple other traits i can’t recall. im wondering if there’s an explanation for this, i just wanted to get another perspective on the topic as i’m not jewish

I explain a little bit of it here but stereotypes that you should typically avoid for Jewish characters include greed, goblins, stealing babies, vampires, drinking blood, oily, big noses, and anything related to goats, lizards, or demons.

The demon part includes red eyes and horns.

Jewish people have been called animals (and characteristics such as scaly) for such a long time that depicting us with inhuman characteristics like red eyes is iffy, because of its association with blood and because demons or the devil are typically portrayed with red eyes.

I wouldn’t say you’re not allowed to use those features. But I’d stay away from them, and if you want to use them think about what context or what features they combine with, and if they are the only character with them, and if they serve a purpose, etc.

#anti semitism is really easy to step into when writing #because it's just SO prevalent in society and ingrained in the way we think #if a jewish character had red eyes i would keep an eye out. #summer gets an ask

[when-wax-wings-melt]

Who do you think Sophie’s Sperm Donor was?

I would love for it to be Fintan to play into the forbidden abilities part of it + Fintan is available for comment. But I don't really think that would be realistic since Fintan probably wouldn't agree to give DNA, and also because Forkle wanted to avoid pyrokinesis.

so in that case he could be human, or gethen, or whatever people think. I don't really have a theory right now

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