#sucks a lot

[reiketsui]

i have zero mental imagery it's just a black void in my head. being told to visualize something only makes me see like a written list of the features of the thing but not the thing itself and it sucks and i'm jealous of ppl who have vivid mental imagery. i'm p sure i lost mine due to a trauma bc i think i used to have imagery as a kid. ✌

#《 ooc. 》 #i can't visualize faces of my d///d parents without photos #sucks a lot #my memories are emotion-based instead of image-based #i can recall things but i don't see them i only feel what i felt in that moment

[miserye]

i like opening my window to let some fresh air in but i can't at my apt because my screen is completely broken and i don't really want to let the outside in

#chatterye #sucks a lot #i like to air out my room occasionally but alas #i can't here #on a side note i did my laundry AND i made my bed w fresh sheets and everything #which is a feat because i have like 5 blankets LMFAISJLKSDJ

[galpalaven]

hate seeing people i have beef with all over my dash bc it feels like almost all my mutuals are friends with them except for me

#sucks a lot

[the-mirror-sunflower-owo]

🕷️HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!!~

No art this time, because I have almost no motivation and not a single idea for the drawing

#I didn't draw anything for the past week and it's destroying me #I really wanna do something productive but I'm absolutely blocked or I dunno #Sucks a lot #Hope it disappears soon #Happy Halloween once again! #Hope you're having / had a fun day #Floor talks

[sea-of-machines]

iron maiden is playing in finland today but I'm not there

#sucks a lot #random

[syzara]

For your bonus actual Fortinet news:

#tigs rants #fortinet #sucks a lot #and i would not believe a single thing coming from them

[deanpinterester]

i cannot stress this enough: if your reasoning for clowning on the mcu is "they overwork their cg artists and animators" i 1000% guarantee that a show or movie you have been stanning for years also abused their artists and you just haven't heard about it because the production companies aren't in the spotlight like mcu productions are. that cartoon for kids? that incredibly animated movie? that non-marvel superhero movie? i've seen people declare their hatred for the way the mcu treats their workers and then turn around and gush about a show that i know for a fact was hell for the artists attached

and no this is NOT me saying "this means you should stop hating on the mcu uwu" it's me saying you gotta be aware that this shit is an INDUSTRY WIDE PROBLEM. you CANNOT "fix" it by refusing to watch mcu movies and feeling good about it. you have to be aware that it's EVERYWHERE. why do you think so many animation and vfx productions are sourced in canada? in india and the phillipines? we are not unionized.

i know it's hard to face the idea that your favourite show might have been made unethically especially when you've spent so much time hating the mcu for doing the same thing. you don't have to start hating your favourite show. just like...be aware. don't be smarmy about it. don't claim without research that a beautifully animated movie Must mean the animators were not working 16 hour days and weekends. i do think we can fix this 👍 but we can't fix it if 90% of us don't even realize what the problem really is

#uhhhh me #with the recession coming up a lot of my coworkers have come out of the woodworks to talk abt their experiences #and i feel like i've been wearing rose tinted glasses abt my company (bc i work here and i like my supervisors!) #i knew ofc that aniamtion studios here aren't always on the up and up but i did Not know how bad it got #and it just! sucks! that whenever ppl online talk abt shitty treatment of artists they're only talking in regards to the mcu

[bixels]

I watched Starship Troopers tonight.

#personal #dumb #my art #immediately after finishing i was pumped to watch some analysis vids on it #cuz i heard a lot of the drama about the original author being a pro military fascist and the director going “fuck that” and making a satir #scrolling through youtube search results was not promising. lots of male film buffs i would Not trust even on a first glance. #“The Critical Drinker” (pfp of a bearded man drinking alcohol) lol. #and then I saw cinemawins did a video on it and was like oh nice i haven't seen his stuff in a while but he's a pretty leftist creator #scrolled through the comments #second panel face #this sucks i'm outta here. #just leagues and leagues and leagues of anime pfps and right leaning people dogpiling on him for “not understanding what fascism is” #idk it's pretty alien and weird to me watching this movie and going “wow yeah that was pretty obvious huh” like literally the from opening #to the teacher preaching militance and only giving voting rights to “those who serve their nation first and earn it” #and then seeing droves of people online going #WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? It's not anti-fascist and even if it was it's #the director's fault for desecrating heinlein's incredible sci-fi epic vision. ermm media literacy is dead.

[jaynovz]

if yall ever want like serious advice from me about how to solve burnout as a creative it's like...

literally ignore it. stop pushing. go do something else, enjoy your life, fill it with other things, do what brings you joy in the moment if you can.

go to the gym, take a walk to touch grass and look at dogs and smell flowers, cook dinner, watch tv with your friends, talk about your feelings as needed with ppl you trust, take a drive and blast your music, do the chores you need to do, the job hunting slog you need to do, read books that aren't for research, stop cordoning off your brain for The Craft or The Draft or whatever the fuck

forget about the project, stop thinking about it for as long as it takes to be excited again.

fuckin rest, basically

#thoughts #writing stuff #personal #wish there was better advice than Stop Pushing and Rest and Ignore It #but sure haven't found any #and the time in between sucks a lot #jay prescribes a nice beverage four orgasms and a good movie with friends for your burnout #hope that helps #jay philosophies

[chongoblog]

Wanna give a quick shoutout to the federal judge last week who struck down the Arkansas law that tried to outlaw gender-affirming care for minors, not only ruling it unconstitutional, but including 311 statements of fact all going against the gender-affirming care ban in a ruling that was 80 pages long. Especially since these statements make it harder for transphobes to appeal and iirc this is considered precedent.

#us politics #the us sucks for a lot of reasons but its always worth celebrating when we stand up against this shit #if i got any details wrong in this or if theres any additional information that should be included here let me know

[uraandri]

seeing things move in the corner of your eye really sucks when you are afraid of bugs

#i keep getting paranoif #sucks a lot #ura.txt

[l-cereta]

i think honestly the craziest thing abt transmisogyny isn't like the active moments of hate but the complete unwillingness and uninterest in anything we have to say — this assumption that if a trans woman is talking it's not worth your time and you can just scroll past. and then you'll have fuck terfs in your bio like nothing happened! wild

#if any of yall reblog that f1nnster post im gonna be heated for realsies tho #sorry! it actually was really shitty of her to perpetuate 'trap' narratives! that sucked a lot actually! #glad he's genderfluid now genuinely like good job but the amount of videos she put out that are like. just. spot the Fake Woman #like PLEASE respect tgirls even a little bit

[crunchchute]

My Sam & Max cosplay I debuted at a local con during the weekend!

#wasnt wearing leg padding in these so sorry sams a bit skinny #sam and max #cosplay #crunchchute art #my art #i could remake the pants and jacket entirely but that would be quite hard actually. i suck at making jackets especially #so those are just thrifted and edited #lots of color differences that bug me but. oh well #pants and jacket arent that different but its noticeable in these pics #as well as maxs hands and feet. theyre slightly lighter as the fabric i used is better quality #but i ran out of the stuff i used on his body etc and i couldnt buy more from that store as they took their sweet time shipping the stuff #oh well. didnt make them for a competition so its okay #im my own biggest hater and my own biggest critic #at the end of the day i made a handful of people really happy and thats all that matters to me #gotta share them every chance i get as i usually just make a cos #wear it to the con and then put it on the shelf #but im too happy with these to just hide them away after #they need a good scrub and after that id like to bring them to another con. next main goal is viecc but thats just a maybe right now

[buggachat]

sobbing crying on the floor grasping for user icons... where are my user icons.... where is the fun.... where is the personality.... my dash is lifeless and confusing and i now have to READ USERNAMES to know who's on my dash?????? you think i know the people i follow by their USERNAME???? you think i have the mental energy for this

#not ml #look tumblr i was silent about a lot of the changes but. COME ON !! !!!! !!!!!!! #for those confused there's a tumblr update where THEY REMOVED USER ICONS. FORM YOUR DASH. AND I HAVE IT AND IT SUCKS 😭😭😭😭

[axoqiii]

🍁 i bring to u life series nitw au and a gem doodle

#i have zero things planned out for this au dont ask #oooorrr like. i do but tjey all suck so im still at the drawing board!!!! really am no good at anything but drawingf grian !!! #kidding ummm boatem band yes i like weird autumn a lot #trafficblr #hermitblr #boatem #grian #impulsesv #gtws #gtwscar #goodtimeswithscar #pearlescentmoon #life series au #life series #hermitcraft #nitw #geminitay #hermitcraft season 10 #my art #yeah #I FORGOT TO TAG MUMBO #mumbo jumbo

[horikou]

i want to cry.

#im so pathetic ugh #i hate it today #sucks a lot #why am i still here #i hate it so much :) #horikou.txt