#sorry these are taking awhile to get out

[lecliss]

I'll never be able to take the theory that Vincent is Sephiroth's real father seriously cuz I cannot stress enough how important I think it is to the plot that Vincent wanted to fuck Lucrecia and did not get to.

#once again i jest but now i have to actually talk about it #like. okay we have no proof of any actual timeline for the dirge flashbacks other than. it was at least 30 years ago #so who knows how long they were at the manor. could have been weeks before The Incident. or months. or maybe a full year! who knows #but to me a timeline of like. they fucked and like a week later vincent found The Evidence and lucercia had her little breakdown #AND THEN EXTREMELY QUICKLY SHE AGREED TO THE EXPERIMENT AND IT COULD GO ONE OF TWO WAYS #1. she knew she was pregnant and thats why she agreed to the experiment cuz there was already a usable subject #and therefore she must have fucked hojo like a week after she fucked vincent AND THATS STUPID FAST FOR THESE EVENTS #or 2. she didnt know. agreed to the experiment. fucked hojo. and therefore thought seph was hojo's and NOT vincent's #AND BY THE WAY. i dont even actually believe hojo fucked either!!! cuz theyre both scientists so why wouldnt they think IVF was the best way #okay. well.... hojo is canonically a fucked up little freak. so. he might have taken the opportunity to... get in there. #also when did ivf even start being a thing? cuz that may play a factor into this if nomura even considered that #well either way lets just unfortunately assume hojo got in there #ITS STILL AN ODDLY FAST TIMELINE #also. fuck man doesnt lucrecia have a later line in dirge where she actually says shes in love with hojo? or something along those lines #IMPLYING ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE SHE HAD THE FALLING OUT WITH VINCENT. YOU WOULDNT FUCK THE GUY AFTER ALL THAT SHIT #AND WHILE CLAIMING TO LOVE/CURRENTLY FALLING IN LOVE WITH HOJO!!!! LIKE CMON MAN!!!! SHE SUCKS BUT SHES NOT THAT KIND OF A MESS #i dont think vincent would fuck her until they sorted out their issues anyway and that CLEARLY didnt happen. #its VITAL that that did not happen!!!! #its just. if vincent and lucrecia fucked. everything would have had to happen EXTREMELY fast within like a 2 week timespan #and im just talking about up to when vincent learns shes partaking in the experiment. it was probably another week or two until vincent died #SO. logically it must have been like #fall in love->learn about the gimoire incident->refuse to speak to vincent->get obsessed with hojo->fall in love(?) #and then thats where i think its ambiguous on did the experiment become an idea before or after seph started to exist? #like chicken or the egg ya know. experiment idea or sephiroth zygote? #that feels fucked up to say. im so fucking sorry to seph to talk about this. yeah sorry i have to debate who fucked your mom bro #god imagine telling him that. like not even as a reveal thing cuz he knows who his father is. just like as a sick joke. your mom joke. #NO OH M Y GOD I HAVE A QUESTION NOW #in accordance to him having a photo of lucrecia in ever crisis. after he reads that jenova is an ancient (incorrect btw) #does he think that picture is still her? what about when he takes jenova's body from the lab???? #oh my god 30 tag limit. FUCK. i need like a rant blog for all this vincent talk now. my brain is going a mile a minute

[brother-emperors]

nikkicafeina said: There's just /something/ there when all our revolutionary leaders learned about justice and heroism and politics from Europe (sometimes IN Europe) and Europe learned it from Rome and in the end it just comes down to how we've never learned to say "freedom" in our own languages, and maybe we never can.

I actually have a much more optimistic opinion on this! even if our history has been brutalized four times over (spain, america, japan, and both marcos administrations), we did, as a people, learn to cry for freedom, and it did not come from a place of Roman imagery or European thought.

there were parts of the Philippines that managed to escape the full force of imperial violence due to the simple fact of geography, and they resisted tyranny as much as someone inspired by the writings of Rizal did, and there were parts of the Philippines that have always resisted the forceful reach of Manila to culturally assimilate and consume all other cultures and regions under an invented national one. these are calls for freedom, maybe without language, but it IS resistance born out of the filipino people, without the hand of europe to guide it.

even if much of our history was lost, rewritten, bastardized, the Filipino people have always resisted, even if the conclusion was tragic or forced into something else by someone's poetic but misguided bullshit, because at the end of the day, it is intolerable to be under the foot of someone else and it always has been, everywhere across the world.

the continuation of imperial visuals (whether it's the Western talking points of the government, the architecture, the Roman Empire) has a lot to do with structures of power. the government is distinctly European-Western. honestly, it's fucking American. it's driven by capitalism and imperialism, or a desire to ally with imperialist nations, to subjugate and maintain power to benefit a handful of officials who desire profit above all else. this is a tragedy, and we seem unable to shake it!

but. our students have always come forward to fight against injustice. we burned effigies, we protested, we call for justice even when our journalists are killed, our farmers are massacred in the streets, when our people are shot down by the military. many people from my province do not have a higher education, they would not know of the messy politics of imperial powers, but they do know that the elections were bullshit and the farmers are suffering and government doesn't fucking care, so they all turned out to march through the city to cry for justice, to be recognized.

today, we hold hands across seas with other oppressed people who are also desperate for freedom and peace. it would be nice to have our own words for it! but I'm not sure that we need it. it's enough to stand next to our countrymen and for others across the world and say, I got your back.

as the chant goes: from the classrooms to the streets, etc.

if our history had not been colonized, we might have had our own words and philosophies for it, instead of borrowed approximations, but the desire for freedom and justice is very much ours, and we have always called for it through action. the language now, I think, is one of solidarity. like, I think above all else, we MUST believe in a better future.

#also shout out to the universities who keep trying to make all their journals open access but are at the mercy of western publications! #you're the real MVPs! #i gotta post more about academic racism and how the philippines has been struggling against it for awhile now #SHSHD hi. sorry to make a whole speech about this. i think about it a lot!!! arguably this takes up. 60% of my thoughts on a daily #basis. i have a lot of complicated feelings about ph history but i always look to see who is calling for justice and freedom #and im like. yeah. YEAH. FROM THE CLASSROOMS TO THE STREETS! #and then I walk backwards to call for justice for the revolutionaries. andres bonifacio………….. #I want to. un mythologize our history. I think. which is why I’m focused on it’s tragedy. but I also try not to get Stuck in it

[brendathedoodler]

I love how the AS!colors take the roles of the deceased champions. They would totally rock with those funky large Sheikah pets. Speaking of champions....care to elaborate on Loft's bunch?

Admittedly the Skyloft champions are among the less developed concepts I have so far, but I’m happy to share what I do have and the ideas I’ve got so far!

Before I continue though, it’s good to know that all the champions (with the exception of the Gorons) are humans on Skyloft.

Let’s start with Revali, a key element in the story. Revali takes on a sort of Groose-like role, and though he was never particularly friendly with Wild, the two had been close before. Well, close for them, as two very closed off and competitive guys. They were rivals and always used the other as a way to try and improve themselves. Wild had generally been the better swordsman, while Revali was the superior flier. Both were close in skill, and always eager to one up the other.

Then Wild returned from his fall and took Revali’s worry as hostility. Before, Wild had been excellent at reading him, but now there was just… Nothing. No recognition, none of the same competition they’d had before. It’s all gone. Wild is a stranger in his friend’s skin, and Revali would be lying if he said he didn’t resent him for it. That resentment doesn’t stop him from diving to the surface after Wild, though, and it doesn’t stop him from doing what he can to help. This is his world too, and he’ll be damned if he just stands idly by and lets some amnesiac dumbass do it all on his own.

Mipha is another key player. She’s Skyloft’s main doctor and healer, and everyone firmly believes that the goddess blessed her with healing magic. She and Wild had been close before he fell, though they’d never had anything official. She does her best to help Wild in his recovery, though she doesn’t believe he’ll get any memories back. If he does, it probably won’t be much. She understands that they won’t ever have what they had before, and of course grieves that, but she also wants to do what she can to help him. She’s the person Wild goes to if he wants to connect with the past he doesn’t remember. He goes to her for questions, because he trusts her to answer honestly. Besides, he does enjoy her company, he just tries to give her space because he’s sure it’s hard for her. Her and Sidon’s home is always open for him to stay at.

When Wild first arrived back on Skyloft, he stayed at their home. He planned to sneak out in the night, but Sidon caught him and convinced him to at least stay the night. Mipha realized then that no matter how much she wanted to keep him here where she could keep him safe and healed during his recovery, he’d try to escape anyway. She decided then that she wouldn’t try to make him stay, and just hoped that he’d come to trust her enough to come to her when needed (and he does).

Sidon is an entirely different matter. He knew Wild more as the guy his sister liked, but the two didn’t really cross paths all that often before (though did casually know each other, since Skyloft is a rather small place). Wild has begun to befriend him now, since Sidon doesn’t have the same sort of expectations others have since he didn’t know Wild all that well before. Nowadays he’s Wild’s hype man; he’ll cheer him on for a cool dive he did, a cool monster he killed, or for slaying a literal god. Actually, he refers to Wild as “the godslayer” quite often, and it’s one of the first things the chain hears from someone when they arrive at Skyloft. Needless to say, it sparks a lot of questions towards Wild and he answers none of them (at first; he admits some of it eventually but in the moment he’s more concerned with visiting his friends who are probably worried about him disappearing again).

Daruk is actually just vibing on the surface with other gorons. He meets Wild pretty early on, back before he visited Skyloft for the first time post-amnesia. He was covered in mud, walking on all fours, and being followed by a strange ghost-like woman and a giant bird. Wild didn’t speak to him (he hadn’t yet found his voice), but seemed content to listen to what he was saying. Daruk gave him some advice, pointed out some fruits that he’d seen other organic creatures eat (since he seemed hungry), and told him stories about places he’d been.

Later on, Daruk met Wild again. He was cleaner now, had started speaking, and was well into his recovery by then. He explained his situation with the memory loss over a rock roast (Fi sat back disapprovingly but couldn’t stop him from munching away). Daruk, being a comforting dad figure, listened intently and did his best to cheer Wild up after that conversation. It helps that Daruk is a friend who had never known Wild at all before the memory loss, and someone who didn’t understand humans like him well enough to really see how different Wild is from the rest of them. It’s a nice change of pace.

Urbosa’s role isn’t quite solid yet, but the idea I have for her is that she heads to the surface sometime after Wild does and ends up traveling with Flora and Impa in their quest, acting as another guardian and protector of her (as well as a motherly figure). Impa (based more on SS Impa than BotW Impa) and Urbosa do not get along at first. Impa thinks Urbosa is getting in the way of her duty and pointlessly interrupting, while Urbosa respects Impa for protecting Flora but isn’t thrilled that she’s sticking around now that she’s here to help. They eventually become good buddies, though, and even after it all goes down, Urbosa spends time with Impa’s elderly self in the temple.

I’m not entirely sure what to do with Riju yet, but I have a few concepts. I do think that her family will eventually become the gerudo, and currently are known for only having daughters. She and Sidon both go on a quest with Wild on the surface, but I haven’t figured out what those quests are specifically. Anyway, she’s got a lot of pressure from her family and her quest with Wild is a break from that, but also accomplishes something that she believes will make them proud. That’s why she goes on the mission in the first place, but by the end of it she’s more focused on enjoying her time with Wild and exploring the surface. (She does make her family proud though, and when Urbosa hears about what she’d accomplish, she’d insist that she was always proud of her).

#linked universe #lu adventure swap au #lu wild #lu revali #lu mipha #lu sidon #sorry it took me so long to get to this! #I had a hard time figuring out where to start and then couldn’t find the right words #your questions are always so fun even if it takes me awhile to get to them <3

[writingonleaves]

finally able to really sit down and smile at all the love you’ve all given to reckless driving. it means so much to me that you’re all enjoying it. truly. it was one of the hardest pieces to write for many reasons and the fact that i stuck with it so long and then it’s being received so kindly makes me 🥹 thank you.

#sorry for the ramble but #putting so much into something and getting the sweetest responses #it means so so so so much #there’s more coming! but it might take awhile bc part one took so much out of me lol #k rambles about things

[aria0fgold]

One thing bout our house is that cats love to enter it but the moment they see a person, they'd immediately run back out. Like the other day there was this cat (I think her name was Lena? A neighbour's cat! With a cute lil pink collar), and she was very slowly walking inside and when I noticed her, she quickly turned around and left. (Didn't even get to pet her too boo... she saw me looking and just went nope).

And then today, when I woke up and was prepping stuff for my bath, just as I walk by the front door, a cat was also walking inside and we looked at each other and it also immediately left (I dunno whose cat this one is but it has a collar too! And I think it's a boy, with a cute lil black collar). I decided to follow it out the door thinking that maybe it's still nearby for me to pet! But nope! It was already halfway across the path! I called over to it in a low voice like: "Cat!" and it just made a loud and loooong meow. Like okay, sorry for interrupting your intrusion. It laid on the floor and I kept calling over to it "cat!" and it kept meowing back at me in increasingly exasperated tones. It's so adorable!

#aria rants #after awhile it decided to fall asleep and ignore me. 10/10 experience at the start of the day #i think it was trying to tell me that ''no! my name is not ''cat''!'' sorry lil fella i dont understand cat language #i think cats just sees our house as a safe space until they notice that oh shit there are ppl here and decides to just leave #another cat thatd enter our house is also a neighbor's cat (no collar. is an orange cat!) she's easily scared and sometimes #whenever she accidentally gets locked out. she'd run over to our house and hide under the bed until the owner comes pick her up #theres also two stray cats that kept coming back tryna enter too (unfortunately we cant take in any animals rn boooooo)

[trainingdummyrabbit]

GRABS AND SHAKES YOU HELLO I HEREBY WELCOME YOU IN THE YUI AGENDA LOVE TO SEE I'M NOT THE ONLY INSANE ONE

MAY BOTH SIDES OF YOUR PILLOWS BE COLD AT ALL TIMES!!!!! thank you for that swap au it is so cute Yui and Mui having great and horrible communication so true (both could kill an upper rank but for same different reasons you feel me)

!!!!! FELLOW YUI APPRECIATOR! GRABS U AND SHAKES U!!!! iam spidermanpointing at u SO HARD RN TYTYYYYY <333

iam just shrimply. fuckig obsessed w these tiny little things, they mean the Whole Entire World 2 me orz..

AND !!!! IM GLAD YOU LIKED TH FUNY LIL AU POST THEYVE BEEN HAUNTING ME FOR FUCKIG EVER i will just. never get over them!!! especially bc like.

the way that swap!mui functions (especially towards the beginning of the au) is simultaneously so similar and so different from how he acts the way yui remembers it. because mui is still like, ridiculously airheaded, tending to just follow him around blindly-- but at the same time, he just. will sometimes just decide Not to listen to yui. he's completely focused in on his Own impulses, which is so much harder to deal with for his brother (who's kind of used to mui following along when he makes decisions).

and its a persistent thing! they both end up trying to act over each other, insisting that they know what theyre doing more than the other. or at least, yui does. when mui makes up his mind, more often than not he just Does It. arguing with someone who doesnt speak Is a little hard, after all. its just!!! they rely on each other on such a deeply intrinsic level, but because of the nature of what mui becomes, theres a lot more Actually Conflicting Decisions they Both come to. thats like... the Entire first leg of their arc, actually. learning/remembering/relearning how to communicate with (or, more accurately: listen to and Trust) each other, despite and Through the absolute bullshit they have to put up with Constantly. staying close, but not Too close, yknow?

. anyway i just shrimply think they deserve to Kill! for Funsies and Profitsies! thatse it <33

#pikasks #SORRY THIS TOOK AWHILE i just. :]! (<== takes every excuse to talk abt Them(tm)) #HOPEFULLY THIS MAKES SENSE im like. consolidating several notes all at once i just #they !!! mean everything to me!!!!!! u get me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nods nods nods #little guys who r so so full of rage!!! ykno? yeag. ill. figure out how to elaborate on it eventually WAHAHAHAH #sidecharacter-likers gotta stick together!!!!!!! handshakes!!!!!!

[ronkeyroo]

I’ve received partial results, its not cancer, but it looks bad. It looks really bad. I dont know whats going to be the right way to heal from this, i feel lost, i feel numb

#i dont know what to do right now #it couldve been worse like i feared it will be. that in itself is reassuring #but wether i heal or perish from this illness is all in my hands and i just #right now i dont know if i have what it takes #this is too heavy of a weight to carry. to heavy of a responsobility to bare when everyday is already a struggle #but at the end of it all its my life on the line #and as much as i want to dissappear i dont think i want to let this illness win #im going to let myself fade off until i can face this #i want to thank everyone who reached out to me be it by asks and replies as well as dms #for encouraging and caring for me #im so so sorry #its going to take me awhile to get back to everyone #but ill try #while i can i will try #thank you #im so sorry #imso so sorry #caring for me hurts #i feel as though im nothing but a curse #i wish i never had to ddeal with any of this #i wish the people i love and who love me back never had to feel the burden of caring for someone like me #ill keep trying to do what i can to help myself

[knife-dad]

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#actually i take it back. im not fine im actually lowkey really hurting #it just sucks to be emotionally invested in something and then. have it fall apart. for reasons entirely out of your control #even if things magically go back to normal i don't think I'll be able to forget how much this sucks. #and i don't know if I'll ever feel like i can be invested like this again. at least for a while. #its a situation that cut deeper than i expected. i think i deserve to feel hurt and sad for awhile instead of pretending its fine #i know eventually I'll get over it and move on but right now i am sad. and that is an okay thing to be. #anyways sorry about two vent posts in two days but im going through it

[floral-hex]

Got a month’s prescription of klonopin. Wish I could find out how other people are affected by it, but all I find are posts about getting fucked up. I mean, I guess good for y’all, but not very helpful for me 🤷🏻‍♂️

#I’m about to take my first one in a bit #been trying to find actual reviews online that aren’t from people just partying #it suuuucks #okay first of the nurse was super sweet and nice BUT I ASKED FOR XANAX #I did NO research on klonopin so now I’m scrambling to build up the courage to take this stuff #I’m sorry. I’m not a big drug user. I’m paranoid about side effects #I just want to feel mellow and not as sad #I know this is for anxiety not depression but my new antidepressants aren’t in yet and I need SOME kind of relief #I kinda just sat and cried and freaked out in the car earlier so… wanna get on this before that hits again #I tried to go for a run this morning.. which… I can’t run. this body sucks and I have bad balance and it just feels bad #so instead I walked around the neighborhood for awhile. it was nice. so pretty. #it rained earlier so it was cool and dewy and peaceful #and I could hear the birds and felt peaceful for awhile #now I’m in this house and it’s OPPRESSIVE! #THIS WORLD IS SHIT PRISON IN ISOLATION GALAXY! #I went to Walgreens earlier and tried to see if I would be able to work in a place like that #trying to hear people talk while wearing hearing aids #it… wasn’t a hopeful trip. depressing. I want a job and to get out so bad #I need cash and I need to be around people #it’s just hard. trying to adjust. trying to see some hope. it’s rough. #I wish I could listen to music but it’s just noise now #and I can’t eat because nothing tastes good. it’s all dry and bland and I know I’m hungry #and being hungry makes my mental state worse but it’s hard to feel the need to eat #blegh whatever. gonna try some ramen and I got a Gatorade for the calories so we’ll see #sorry about the bitching #I appreciate if you actually read all of this #text

[heartofstanding]

The fact that Edward the Black Prince was called Edward IV during his lifetime but never actually got to be king and then the dude who actually DID become Edward IV was also the one who personally agreed to the Treaty of Picquiny without a single battle ... sad hysterical irony lol

(Props to E4 tho, it was a Good choice. And I think the Black Prince and Joan would have probably definitely supported Edward and the Yorkists in the WotR given the fact that the Lancastrians came to power by disposing his son 🤷‍♀️)

lol 😢

Yeah, being handed gigantic stacks of cash to go away is always definitely preferable to going to battle without your allies.

Honestly, while I don't doubt that the Black Prince and Joan of Kent were on hand to welcome Henry IV to the afterlife with a baseball bat and steel chair, I kinda doubt they'd have much invested in Lancaster vs York. The WOTR began ~70 years after they died (closer to 80 for TBP), and ~50 years after Richard was deposed. Everyone who was intimately involved in Richard II's deposition would be dead.

Plus, it's a lot more complicated than just "Lancaster deposed and murdered their son, therefore they're pro-York"... what do we make of the fact that Richard II appears to have been fond of the 12-year-old Henry V and vice versa? What if Richard viewed Henry as his surrogate son? What do we make of the fact that criticisms of Henry VI echoed criticisms of Richard II? Or of the fact that Edmund of Langley, Duke of York appears to have betrayed Richard II to Henry IV? If Joan and the Prince sided against Henry VI for the sins of the grandfather who was dead long before his birth, why wouldn't they also blame Richard, Duke of York for the sins of his?

Plus, Joan of Kent had direct descendents on both sides, including no less than Richard, Duke of York and thus also the Yorkist kings, Margaret Beaufort and Henry VII, Richard Neville, Earl of Warwick and Henry Holland, Duke of Exeter. How does she feel about her great-great-great grandsons fighting against each other at the Battle of Bosworth? Or her great-great-great-grandson Edward IV ordering the murder of her great-grandson Henry Holland? The Black Prince might have had no known direct descendents in the WOTR, the Yorkists were descended from two brothers, the Lancastrians from one and from his father's great friend, Henry of Grosmont - his closest kinship, however, might well have been his wife's Holland descendents. TBH, the only "Joan of Kent has opinions on the WOTR" thing I can see is her dragging everyone off by the ear to tell them how disappointed she is in them.

#sorry for taking awhile to respond #it's been a Week and i've had a project i needed to get done #asks #anon #text posts #i guess there's the political perspective where tbp's stance on the good parliament may have made him sympathetic #towards richard duke of york's critiques of henry vi's government #but idk enough about ed3's reign or york to judge fairly #i do think the personal dimension where everyone he knows is long-dead would probably overrule his feelings on politics and he'd nope out

[daz4i]

girl i should kms just to spare the world from my brain. not bc it's hurting others or smth but bc it's literally so shitty that it actively makes the world worse

#so I'm still awake 😭😭😭😭 bc i literally can't calm down enough to fall asleep 😭😭😭😭 every time i do i get a spike of adrenaline ig. #took a clonazepam but now I'm mad at myself bc i should've done that 4 hours ago #yknow since i went on these pills i tried to maintain a relatively steady sleep schedule so i can take them around the same time #but today is out to fuck it up 🤪 bc i can't fucking sleep #it's been awhile since i was up for like 20 hours in a row. def before i got on these so at least 2 months #I'm stressed bc that means I'm gonna be late with them too and idk when I'll be able to get my shot at this pace #(bc seeing how fucked up i am today i doubt I'll be able to fix things for tomorrow) #and this stress is just. making me more awake. i hate this!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #this is my villain origin story i don't need to fall into toxic chemicals or w/e to become fucked up my brain has enough of those #vent #sorry. will delete this eventually i hope #straight up crying from frustration akskflglhh god i want to fucking die

[crescentfool]

New Ryomina fic, Lizz!!

THREE WEEKS LATE TO THIS ASK BUT THANK U ANON!! honestly when i got this inbox i was like. tearing up. im like. "oh my god. people still think of me when they see ryomina. thank you so much. that means a lot to me. im so glad people want to share the joy of ryomina with me."

i assume that this is probably about "i alone await you," since the ask came around that time (two people possibly notifying me about this! crazy! this is positive. do not take that the wrong way), and i want to say that i've read it and am going to be insufferable about it for the forseeable future.

and if it is not about that fic than oops. give me clown makeup. i will happily put that on (my true form is that of a clown). i hope to read some more ryominas, it's been awhile since i've sat down to read the tag and. god. did you know? im so normal about them. anyways, thank you anon! 💛💙

#lizzy askbox #I STILL REMEMBER BEING LIKE 'OH MY GOD TWO PEOPLE WANTED TO LET ME KNOW ABOUT THIS FIC' #AND GOING. 'OMG. I LOVE YOU PEOPLE.' #AND THEN I PROCEED TO TAKE AWHILE TO READ IT BC LIFE IS BUSY. #BUT GOD. THANK U ANON. sorry for all the caps. i just get excited very easily #unrelated but related. does anyone remember when i had like. ao3 bookmarks. #i say 'had' as if they all disappeared (they didn't) but. mm. i'd def love 2 go looking at fic again #there's definitely a lot of good stuff out there that i haven't seen just bc they might not be in tags that i frequent #but god!! i am so excited to read again!!! #i've mostly been preoccupied with reading nonfiction from the library but lately ive been wanting a fic itch #so maybe one of these days i will compile a list of fics i like. as a throwback to 2021. but also 2 celebrate these wonderful authors #thank you again for thinking of me whenever it comes to ryomina the english language is not enough for me to say how much i like these two #and it continues to bring me joy seeing people posting about them and falling in love with them and appreciating their dynamic #because what is fandom if not to celebrate the things that you love with other people and cry collectively? anyway. im normal (lie)

[dazais-crab-addiction]

Happy Valentine’s Day! He brought you a bear that will detonate in 5..4..3..2..

Gdlajdkahd, breadsoup you are amazing. Thank you. Being blown up by a Valentines bear has been a 10/10 experience :D

#crab says words #asks #i am heavily sleep deprived so this is the reaction you get from me being happy and amused #take it as you will #i need to learn how to not chronically use periods that make my sentences sound monotone but alas that day will probably never come hehe #trying so hard to be normal rn #ah and also happy Valentines day to you as well!!! #i will be doing nothing this year cuz my partner works but we went out for dinner and exchanged gifts yesterday to make up for it #im gonna stop rambling now though oops #i for real need to go to sleep i am becoming deranged i think #it has been almost 24 hours and before that it had also been almost 24 hours and i only got 3 hours of sleep between that #honestly i should probably just delete most of these tags but im too lazy now.... #hdksjdks i need to STOP pls #been awhile since i was THIS sleep deprived and i am very fine completely okay perfectly normal #im going to go pass out and probably not wake up for 12 hours (hopefully) #i am so sorry 😅

[p33p33p00p00]

this is an apology post to all of the people who send dms and asks i dont answer. sorry/gen

#i just get nervous talking to people xjdbjcnfjfn 😭😭😭 #I WILL ANSWER THEM EVENTUALLY. IT WILL TAKE AWHILE BUT I WILL EVENTUALLY FIND OUT WHAT TO SAY #also im pretty sure the mutual i made this post for is gonna see this. very sorry for not responding to ur dm from 2 days ago/gen

[princess-stabbity]

suddenly remembering that Thing a few years ago where a subset of incel type weirdos convinced themselves that having a broad jaw was the most important thing in the world and could be achieved by like. doing jaw exercises and eating harder food. and how i don't think any of those clowns considered eating more pussy

#it would have been like. 3 birds one stone. work out your jaw. have smth to offer a partner. shut the fuck up more. #(obv we know it's bc their personalities are so rancid no one wants to get within 5ft of them I'M JUST SAYING) #i actually just looked it up and there's an article from 7 days ago #abt this guy advocating for TAKING A HAMMER TO THE FACE #'why don't girls want me' wails guy pushing up hush mask to hammer himself in the face #like. i actually feel sorry for this guy bc that's the most extreme dysm orphia i've heard in AWHILE #put down the hammer and go to THERAPY

[lesbianstarlightglimmer]

i’m going to have a fucking breakdown

#toh spoilers #<-sort ooof if you know you know #toh #meows #i need to get a haircut to make me look like hunter RIGHT FUCKING NOW #nooot the new one bc thatd take awhile to grow out #but i can get the first new one and dye my hair #god!!!! god!!!!! #sorry willow bye bye i need my boy right now before i explode