#so maybe the choas comes in different shades of grey when narcissism meets the threshold of anti social behaviour

[stfumons]

isn’t it how it is —- colourless , probably a little too scripted , a little too mundane ? the whole loop of being here every now and then to just sense the commonality of the world— just maybe a little too bland with a huge amount of emptiness.

so probably, just a mere afterthought of a delusional euphoria that i instigate every now and then — indulge yourself in the complexity of the chaos around you, probably find a muse and wrap your fingers around its throat and feel it’s pulse going off thump thump thump.

when you realise the periodic bliss and the huge downtime post the dopamine rush is something you can control — it maybe becomes a little more than just black and white ———-you’ll start to love the greyness it offers

#i’m maybe obsessed with landon too much but seeing the world as an anarchic notion and knowing that maybe the universe did take time #in crafting a beautiful twisted personality would be the understatement of the century #so maybe the choas comes in different shades of grey when narcissism meets the threshold of anti social behaviour #a blend of beauty isn’t it ? #dark academia #academia aesthetic #academic #excerpt from a book i'll never write #l writes #poems on tumblr #romantic academia #spiled thoughts #poetscommunity #writers on tumblr #riana kent #god of ruin #artists on tumblr #books & libraries #poets on tumblr #chaotic academia #poemsbyme #rainforest #whiskedthought #words of mine #aesthetic