#so many apologies this morning!

[cinamun]

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#ts4 #indya #black simblr #its the petty for me #so many apologies this morning! #but most importantly #I bet it feels incredibly lonely in that apartment right now #I feel bad #gonna go cry in my coffee but the wings will be done in 3 minutes #ts4 story #sims 4 story #simblr #ch24

[tubbytarchia]

For the ranchers a bit more shleep i just really like charakters comfy and nice:Dc /nf

Eepies. Jimmy woke up to really sore wings but its okay because Tango

#(I cannot imagine avians sleeping on their backs lest they have special mattresses or something but hnng. For the domestic fluff...) #team rancher #rancher duo #solidaritek #I imagine Tango is not nearly as much of a ray of sunshine in the mornings as Jimmy is. Jimmy finds it endearing though 100% #I also imagine Tango moves the hell around in his sleep and tangles them both up with his tail #He's gonna try to apologize a thousand times for “making you sleep on your back” but Jimmy won't let him #ALSO what does /nf mean lol. Every other day I see another new tone indicator that I cant figure out the meaning of #please feel free to use brackets to circumvent my stupidity. I do not know the hip things... I am but a boomer noobie #trafficshipping #trafficblr #I have so many other rancher asks in my inbox that could fall under this #Rancher cuddles and smol Tango and this and that hhrr but I will... I will get to them... in time.... #never enough rancher content #also laying on someone when they laugh so their chest bounces up and down etc. Oh it makes me weak. Not that I know what its like lol #but it feels cute... #tubby art

[hailsatanacab]

new chapter new chapter new chapter!!!!! (finally)

#dpxdc #batpham #dp x dc crossover #dc crossover #dcxdp #here we are babeeyyy!!!! birthday update wahey #i'm so tired #let me sleep the covid away i feel like that's all i've been doing and it's barely working #seriously though i've been so eepy this time #anyway!!! enjoy this chapter!!! man i wanna share a choice meme that craftybookworms made for this chap #perhaps i'll post it in the morning #there were so many different versions of this chapter guys #one of them had a very heartfelt apology between danny and damian and it cleared the air and it was lovely #i decided i did not want that to happen #asASKDLJSLGKJ i just typo'd that as happy - i did not want that to be happy - which like. fair. #that's the vibe so far #yikes #you'll be glad to know that i did cut out several more danny damian fights so that's good news! #there'll be more of a united front going forward maybe i promise maybe #we'll see haha #anyway - enjoy the chapter!!! i'm now going to bed #love you all and goodnight!!!!

[beanghostprincess]

Who else other than you?

For @sanusoweek || Day 6: Parents (pretend this was posted on time) (yes. I am again late) (again) (I have, not even once, posted a day on time)

Relationship: Sanji/Usopp

Rating: General Audiences

Tags: Transfem Sanji / Transmasc Usopp / Tooth-Rotting Fluff / Established Relationship / Talks about Parenthood / Talks about Pregnancy / Marriage proposal (my hand slipped that wasn't supposed to happen) / They're like in their 30s btw

Words: 4,909

Summary:

“Do you want to?” Usopp stops speaking the instant he hears her voice and lets go of her bangs to caress her cheeks, frowning and quietly asking what she means. “Have kids.” It seems like Usopp is going through different stages of realization and processing of her words in only a split second because now he is suddenly blushing and the hand he uses to hold the sketchbook is shaking so much it falls on the floor. He doesn’t even check if it’s alright. He keeps staring at Sanji with wide-opened eyes. Sanji wishes she could say she is in a better state, but she feels herself about to throw up. “With–” He stutters. “With you.” “Of course it’d be with me, shitty longnose!” She pulls him by the nose once, ignoring his complaining and curses. “Who else would I be talking about?!” Idiot. Idiot.

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#i realized the jealousy thing would be longer than i expected so. it won't make it for sanuso week BUT #but here's this short little thing idk #bc i was thinking abt t4t sanuso this morning and i love them #also it is rushed bc i am a bit exhausted of writing i apologize #idk how many words i've written for this week don't ask me i don't wanna know #i want to sleep <- average writer mood #this is just. plain pure fluff #one piece #black leg sanji #usopp #sanuso #sanuso week

[rin-chan32]

THE FUCKING MADOKA WORMS ARE BACK

It’s like 4 in the morning and I couldn’t help but look at the trailer up and down cause I can’t fucking sit still one thing that I noticed is that they changed their designs, where they still have the same silhouette but it’s just tweaked here and here. Like in the poster you can see how Homura is wearing leggings/thigh highs rather than the tights that she’s known for. But the same goes for everyone else, they’re just changed here and there, but nothing is drastic. You can still tell whose who, which is what I like about the changes. But also how, from what it I can tell, it looks like there’ll be some more casual outfits and what not too. Which I’m very curious to know how that will all play into it as well.

im also like, in the trailer itself, but also like in the rebellion itself everything is so. Liminal and stretched out. Like when Sayaka, Hitomi, and Madoka were walking under the flower arches and how Homura was sitting in that throne thing and it just kept expanding.

I’m also curious to see how the phone is gonna play into the movie since it seems like it’s gonna be a huge part of it. Like in the poster is one of the biggest things outside of Homura herself (both Homura’s to be exact), and it was the first thing was heard in the actual trailer as well. But thinking about the paradise regained analysis I watched from Wendigoon forever ago, I’m curious to see if that will play a part in it. ESP since Rebellion was based on paradise lost, but I’m sure it will have some role in it somehow. But also looking at it in the idea of this movie being based off paradise regained, which role would Homura herself be in? Since the story is about heaven being regained and god trying to deceive Jesus along the way. Would she be the devil trying to keep the way things are, or would she be Jesus for trying to regain the heaven, or the law of cycles, as it was before.

But another thing I find interesting is that Homura was the one who was featured the most out of everyone there. Which is super exciting considering that it’s nodding towards Homura having so much inner conflict with herself, so much that it shows it with herself on the poster. Madoka is hidden in the background, while she is going to confront herself. Would this mean that she, the Homura post episode 12, still holding onto that hope Madoka gave her (hense why she has the ribbon in her hair), is fighting herself, as in Homura in Rebellion post-giving up on that hope striving for her own path, in what she believes in? When Homura asked Madoka if she was willing to be a magical girl at rebellion and said that “one day we will become enemies”, was she in fact talking to herself about it the whole time? Is she the big bad she’s been looking for throughout all these timelines?

Another thing is that, I’m curious about what’s in the phone. It looks like a spine and then a hand, which automatically brings me back to Homulily and how her body was all bone. Does this imply that she’ll be able to do what Sayaka did with Octavia, simply call on her witch whenever she needs it? Or does this imply that it will be something more sinister, either about herself or the world around her. I’m leaning towards the former since the top of the phone looks like a salamander, which is something that has been shown with her time and time again. So I’m just curious to see where this turns out cause I’m just. HOLY FUCKING SHIT OH MY GOD?????

#IM ACTIVELY SHITTING MYSELF OH MY GODDDDDD #I don’t regret staying up until 4 in the morning for this. I will do this again if I had the opportunity to do so 😭 #puella magi madoka magica #walpurgis no kaiten #Madoka spoilers???? #maybe possibly #I’m just #I’m so excited to see what this new movie brings to the world of Madoka and I’m already so excited for it #Just looking at the trailer itself and every thing about it just shows how much love and care they put into this movie #I’m absolutely eating this up like a feral animal omg #Just???? OH MY GOD?????? #I have so many thoughts about this and I’m so looking forward to other speculations people have #I also apologize to anyone who knows me I will not me shutting tf up about this until Winter 2024 ✨✨✨✨

[izzy-b-hands]

today should be a t break day

bc I'll need it to be more effective in the coming days if we see family, and then I'll have the survey shifts

but since late last night i keep randomly nearly breaking into tears and thinking abt the stupidest shit that needs to stay in the box in my brain

so idk. maybe it will be. it is thus far. but I'm not leaving my room without a container of some edible or another in my pocket either

#text post #no idea where the fuck this came from and it kept me up until fucking four in the fucking morning #but only NEARLY crying my body/brain still won't let me FULLY cry #and i did email my prior doc with a 'can i ask u just abt this one current symptom and if it is abt what i think & ill send u 20 bucks even' #she said no to the twenty bucks but said yeah it does sound like my ptsd has been triggered by multiple things over the last year #and the not being able to cry is a part of it. my body's trying to protect me from feeling anything abt it and breaking down #and part of that means not letting the tears fall so there's no physical acknowledgement of any feelings #which is what i was thinking was going on but it's nice to confirm it with someone who knows their shit #doesn't fix it but at least i know. #the thing is that the triggers are like. good? bc im in a healthier safer environment now with ppl that don't do what my mum & fam do to me #but it means my brain is learning just how much of a lot of it Wasn't Normal and was actually Pretty Harmful and that's. #i want my brain to just accept and get over that already tbh. okay so that's the case it doesn't change anything???? #why are we still thinking abt it and having feelings over it at this point bc that feels like a waste of time #there are no apologies I'll get for things that happened from when i was younger and there's no closure it just Is What It Is #I'm tired of even wanting to cry over it when I'd rather be throwing myself into making money & being productive art-wise #it manages to interrupt so many fucking facets of my life like #whatever. anyway considering a music au new draft where ed and izzy meet seth. and immediately offer to kill him for Pickles aksnsjfnfgj

[jasleh]

Someone asks your character to tell them a joke. What do they respond with?

oh boy it is very early and my brain is not fully awake yet and is also like 95% BG3

I think.... Rrahna would go blank for a moment, then bring out some old dad joke that her dad told her a long time ago because it's all she could remember on the spot lol

depending on how tired/grumpy she was at the time tho, she might also have to fight the urge to respond "you," however that would not vibe well with the perfect hero image she always tries to project lol

Cota would probably bring out some joke that absolutely kills on the Steppe but is largely incomprehensible anywhere else and be surprised when it doesn't go over well and just confuses people

alternately, they would go "ok watch this" and prank someone nearby. this impulse probably gets worse after going to Il Mheg

oh, also if anyone ever introduces them to the "strange noise behind the door" joke, they will be using that one forever

#FFxiv #Rrahna #Cota #I apologize for my morning brain answer but if I don't answer now I'll forget entirely lol #bonus BG3 answers: #Nova(ranger Tav): freezes but then tells a fairly common joke #Tai(bard Tav): whole stand-up routine. with music #Corvid(Durge): what's a joke should it involve blood #Prysm (fae pact warlock Tav): absolutely the 'strange noise behind the door' joke #I have. so many more but those are the ones I can think of right now lol

[multi-lefaiye]

[cut to me lying facedown in a puddle of tears]

#multi makes text posts #NO ONE TALK 2 ME IT'S 2 AM AND THE DARK URGE IN BG3 IS MAKING ME CRY #(to be clear i'm not actually upset) #(but ohhh oh fuck that hit me emotionally) #bg3 spoilers in the next tag; eden campaign specific #FUCKING. EDEN WAKING GALE UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT BEGGING HIM TO STAY AWAKE #AND TO NOT LET EDEN SLEEP #BECAUSE EDEN'S TERRIFIED THE MOMENT HE SHUTS HIS EYES THAT HE'S GOING TO HURT THE PEOPLE HE LOVES #GALE ESPECIALLY #AND GALE BEING CONFUSED AND SCARED BUT DOING WHAT EDEN ASKS AND TYING HIM UP SO HE CAN'T HURT ANYONE #AND THEN STAYING AWAKE WITH EDEN FOR THE REST OF THE NIGHT ENCOURAGING HIM TO FIGHT IT #WHILE EDEN IS THRASHING AND SCREAMING AND TRYING TO RIP HIMSELF APART #AUGHGHGHGHGHGHG #AND THEN THE NEXT MORNING COMES AND EDEN IS HIMSELF AND HE'S JUST... A FUCKING WRECK #RECOILING AWAY FROM GALE AND SOBBING WHILE APOLOGIZING AND BEGGING TO DIE #AND GALE JUST... IS STILL SCARED BUT STILL DETERMINED THAT THEY'LL GET THROUGH THIS #HOLDING EDEN GENTLY AND SAYING THAT HE'LL PROTECT HIM. HE WON'T LET ANYONE HURT EDEN--NOT EVEN HIMSELF #i'm sorry for the caps but oh my god this made me wanna fucking bawl #eden: why don't you hate me for this? i'm a monster. i've hurt so many people #gale: hate would be too easy. i'd rather focus on loving you and keeping you safe. #these two hurt me

[bendybutnot]

DAMNIT I WAS WRITING ANOTHER POST BECAUSE TWO PEOPLE ARE INTERESTED AND I WANNA RAMBLE AND I FORGOT TO SAVE

I LOST EVERYTHING I WROTE FOR MORE INFORMATION

AN HOUR I WILL NOT GET BACK! VALUABLE WORDS I WON'T REMEMBER!

It's fine it's fine, ILL WRITE IT ALL AGAIN IN DIFFERENT WORDING!!! YyyyyyeeeaAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

ALRIGHT.

SO, the animatronics being the boys? HILARIOUS, PERFECT EVEN, WHY THE HELL NOT. SO, THE MAIN CAST IN SECURITY BREACH IS FOUR, SO WE'D NEED THREE MORE BECAUSE WE'RE ALREADY COUNTING WARRIOR'S IN FREDDY'S PLACE.

I'm thinking, maybe Legend, Sky, Wild. I totally didn't almost forget I chose Wild in the first lineup before I forgot to save. I'm totally not salty at myself.

But that's just the main four, so if there's more animatronics they could either be random or more of the boys.

WE'D ALSO NEED A SECURITY GUARD.

Oh my god I just got an idea for Tatl to be the security guard what has the world come to/j

AND WHO TAKES MOTHERFUCKING WILLIAM AFTON'S PLACE????? GANON?????? MIND YOU I DIDN'T THINK THIS THROUGH I ONLY THOUGHT OF A VAGUE CONCEPT AND SOME STORYLINE BECAUSE I REALIZED IT AND I WENT "AINT NO WAY THIS IS PERFECT"

Alright alright, so SOME STORYLINE I THOUGHT UP

Mask has two older sisters, Saria who is 12 and Navi who is 14. Mask himself is ten, don't ask how they're literally all two years apart, I don't know either 🤡

So, they had good parents. They were really good parents actually! (Or they could've actually been really bad,,,) But then they died somehow and some way. Be creative! The siblings get sent to an orphanage afterwards, but they really don't wanna split and end up in different houses (completely reasonable, I'd say), but then maybe that does happen! A couple might want to adopt one out of the three, maybe even two out of the three, but not all of them. They don't really like that of course, so they could possibly avoid it and run away! Yk,,, bonus points if the reason is even sadder. BONUS BONUS POINTS IF THEY DO GET SEPARATED. BONUS BONUS BONUS POINTS IF THEY GET SEPARATED AND MASK TRIES TO RUN AFTER THEM BUT GETS LOST.

So, this could go Multiple Ways. They could get the hell outta there and just decide to live alone, a pretty bad idea in hindsight, but they make it work! Navi, however, decided to go off into a near arcade restaurant thing because they needed the food and she decided to go and try sneaking some out! It was a stupid idea, especially because they knew children were going missing in there, but Navi promised to be careful and return as soon as possible! The younger two let her go even if they REALLY REALLY REALLY don't think it's a good idea, and surprise surprise she doesn't come back! Saria and Mask are, of course, WORRIED. BECAUSE OH GOD THATS IN THEIR WORST NIGHTMARES.

They faithfully wait for her to come back, being sure to get themselves as much food and water as they could. Mask is good at sneaking, so he can do a pretty good job at that! If only the stores hadn't started to catch on 💀.....

It eventually becomes WAY TOO LONG for Navi to be missing, and as the days go by, the two get even MORE worried for their older sister. Now, Saria gets the idea to go look for her in the arcade thing that hasn't been decided on what it is yet unless we decide to completely go by SB and make it something like the megaplex. So Mask is REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REEEEALLLYYYY reluctant on letting Saria go, but against his 100% better judgement he lets her go look. He doesn't really like the idea, because he REALLY doesn't wanna lose both his sisters, but what's he supposed to do?! Nobodies gonna listen to a little kid!

He ended up being right, because Saria didn't return either.

He has a dreadful feeling in his stomach, one of worry, because OH GOD BOTH HIS SISTERS ARE MISSING NOW 😭😭😭. It takes him around a week? Maybe less? To go look for his sisters. And then this spirals down to the haywire animatronics (Warriors being an acception) and the horrors to behold of getting tracked down by blood hungry animatronics and some creepy lookin' lizard who WANTS HIM MCFUCKIN DEAD

Okay so, he honestly just sneaks into the place by trailing along with a huge crowd. Nobody even notices he's there, which is honestly by SHEER LUCK, but he'll take it. He spends some time sneaking around, looking for his sisters before he gets sidetracked by something cool in the building. A security guard tries to lure him away, but he doesn't really think that's normal and he basically nopes the security guard and runs as fast as possible, security guard hot on his trail.

Now around this time, Warriors could malfunction and leave Mask a PERFECT hiding spot, OR, if the animatronics end up looking more humanoid than like animals, he hides in Warrior's green room! He hides anywhere he knows the security guard won't find him, and eventually, a malfunctioned Wars is brought in the room!

BUT THATS JUST ONE OUTCOME.

THERES SO MUCH THAT COULD HAPPEN WITH THE DIFFERENT MENTIONED OUTCOMES I IGNORED WRITING, and I'll write more later it's just late and I'm tired and energetic at the same time 🤝, there's so many plot holes I could fix that huge plot hole in a different story I'm making with it 🤡🤡🤡, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR LISTENING TO A NEW RAMBLE I'LL WRITE MORE LATER HAHAHAHA

#warriors linked universe #lu mask #linked universe #linked universe au #writing ideas #*slaps au* this can fit so many scenarios in it I bet #I'll do this better in the morning I swear #don't mind the plotholes I'm just going wild rn #edits? later. losing my mind? right now. #I sincerely apologize it's early in the morning 👍

[flippedorbit]

do you want me to fucking go off on you? do you truly fucking want that mother?

#“oh you and your sister never listen to me and blah blah blah” we fucking do (or at the very least i do) #“you guys never help out” does me doing the litter and taking out the trash and on occasion hand washing the dishes mean #fucking nothing to you? does me sweeping the floor every once in a while because you chose to keep us in an area that is ALL SAND/DIRT ROAD #for whatever stupid ass reason also meaningless? does me doing my damn best to help out mean fucking nothing? #do you want me to kill my self. do you want to lose your eldest child to something YOU could have fucking prevented all because you can’t #stop being a bitch to him all the time? do you really fucking want that mom? because at this rate i am once again on the road to fucking #attempting it. i’m so god damn sick of how you treat me. the only time i can do anything i want is at night. i stay up super late playing #games with my friends because its the only time in the day when you aren’t bitching and whining for me to do something you don’t want to do #for the past several days i’ve been up until five in the damn morning just to do something that makes me happy. #you misgender me. you deadname me. you refuse to accept any aspect of my identity. you don’t treat me like a god damn person. #i have so many different ways i can consider attempting if i truly wanted to. the only thing keeping me alive is my friends. because they a #least show that they fucking care and actively want to do things with me. like group drawing or playing video games. #YOU on the other hand; mother; yell and get mad at me over the stupidest shit and never fucking apologize. #i cannot recall a singular time you’ve apologized for being a complete bitch to me over something so fucking unimportant. #and yet i’m expected to be completely fucking fine and happy all because you provide me with the bare fucking minimum. #”i clothe and feed and provide a place for you to live” THAT IS THE BARE FUCKING MINIMUM. sure you could argue over the fact i’m 18 and #should be out working somewhere. but you give me so few opportunities for going places and even considering getting a job or finally gettin #my driver’s license. plus i would rather fucking die than work any food service or customer service job. because i’d be going somewhere #where i’d mostly get talked down to or yelled and then come home and have the same shit done after working for hours and getting minimal #pay. i’d rather work on my own fucking terms with commissions than go into any job where i have to interact with others in public for any #reason. where i’d be treated just the same as at home. like someone who isn’t a person and doesn’t deserve anyone to be nice to them. #i constantly so desperately wish that maybe one day soon i’d find someone to be with romantically and that i could maybe live with them and #get out of this hell hole that i’m supposed to call home. to go somewhere and have my efforts appreciated. to go somewhere where i’d #actually fucking be loved. i shouldn’t have to wish so god damn hard for a better life all because my mother can’t fucking treat me like a #person with hopes and dreams and thoughts and feelings. #i’m ending this rant here before i get too angry and upset. see you all in maybe an hour. #suicide mention #ask to tag

[fitzfunnymoments]

WHY ARE YOU SILLY!!!!!!! 🤯🤯🤯🤯

#little robots #he does so many gay little dances wtf (ESPECIALLY in Sparkle Day) #if you ever needed to know why I love him so much here you go lol #he has autism swag :D #sorry my meds made me sick again (tried upping the dosage by taking one half in the morning and one at night and uhh I hate it now lol) #I apologize if I end up like. liveblogging little robots or something #my stomach hurts and is so messed up I might not be able to sleep </3

[irate-iguana]

I’ve heard people criticize King Lear by saying that they can’t root for any of the main characters, but I think that’s the point. Are Lear and Gloucester dicks to their kids? Absolutely. But does that justify the way their children behave? Of course not. All the characters are highly flawed and no one is completely in the right, yet you can still find ways to sympathize with all of them. And that greyness is a strength of the play, not a weakness IMO.

#it’s about the ✨ancient athenian tragic worldview✨ #and it makes me go insane #also worth explicitly stating that many of the main characters go through character arcs that make them more sympathetic as the play goes on #king lear #shakespeare #original post #it is 2:12 AM so i apologize if this makes no sense in the morning #esmer says things

[lilypixels]

You're doing God's work with these infant wing/horn conversions. Will you ever consider converting BellaSims's wings? They have three kinds, bird, dragon, and insect, all of which are gorgeous. Oh and these adorable mushroom hats that would look absolutely precious on infants.

Omg I’m touched to hear you say that 🥺 I’m just filling gap of things I haven’t seen done and needed hehe

I have seen those and thought about it yes!! The hats too uwu as my temp job is near over, I’ll be working through some things and also be planning simblrween more so look forward to that👀

#I was at work event all night so apologies for late response #I was gonna wait till morning too but didn’t trust myself in not forgetting shdbd #but yeah I have looked at so many things for conversions #and will def be doing more~ #not just for infants too #might try again at trying to make some little fangs too… #asks #how do creators have a job and still churn out so much content… #truly amazed by people sometimes and the lives they keep up

[apathyfairy]

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#tonight or tomorrow morning actually is the 4 year anniversary of my dog dying and like surprise surprise lol im still not over it like. #i honest to god dont think i ever will. i honestly dont know how people move on and get other pets and just. keep on living like i #understand it like for some people it's part of the healing process but i just could never do it. like i just cant even fathom #i dont know that's not the point. the point is im having such a hard time because everytime i do anything tonight i keep thinking #4 years ago i still had my dog or 4 years ago in 5 hours i didnt know id be going to the vet at 1am and going home without my dog at 5am #and i just keep reliving it no matter how hard i try to not. and on one hand i want it hurt like i want to remember it just to punish myself #i just i just cant move on like it's just. i went 24 years of my life without ever experiencing death and then 4 years ago today my dog dies #in the most tragic possible way ever and then 11 months later my other dog who i had for 17 years since i was 8 dies and yeah still #not over that one either because i never let myself process that or truly grieve her because i had to shut that up real tight #or i would have lost it for real. and i have the most fucked up miserable tragic dreams about her so many nights a week #because she was old and had been u know. like old dogs do they just decline and that was impossibly hard to watch but at least i kind of #knew it was coming u know but like with my other dog. there was just absolutely no warning it was so sudden and it just ripped me apart and #i honest to god will never be okay again and then 6 months after all that i find out my ex died and only because after 6 years i finally #Finally decide to have the guts to talk to him again and apologize and explain and try to be friends and then nope he's dead #then in between all those deaths a super close family friend died and my grandpa my dad's dad died and like it's just #i had never even experienced death before and then all of a sudden i was engulfed in it and i just dont know how to come back from it. #but tonight is just. painful. like i havent even said his name out loud since it happened. i cant talk about him at all just writing this i #want to cry like it just fucking hurts forever. and it should i guess. #and i feel so stupid because so many times i wonder if my cat even remembers them and i wonder if she misses them too and idk #that makes me feel stupid and emotional and im just a wreck but i should be.

[somethingclever666]

Ok I haven’t seen anyone mention this, but I read all of Lucas on the Line yesterday, and he talks about three dragons inside of him (anger, friendship/understanding, and silence). And in Will’s painting we see the three headed dragon. Having two canonical references to specifically three dragon heads feels pretty foreshadowey to me

Also I loved all the mentions of how Hawkins feels like the upside down to lucas, especially his line about monsters feeling comfortable under your bed. Like the book was full of so many good metaphors and symbols, I really wish I saw more people doing deep analyses cause I am not that smart lol

But yeah go read Lucas on the Line!! Lucas talks about so much racism we never see in the show and I really hope that they address it at all in S5.

With how disconnected he felt from his friends and from Max, I hope that S5 brings the party into conversations about their friendships.

Another thing!! Lucas mentioned how he’d move to California for max, and I can’t help imagine will and el sitting by Max’s bedside and sharing memories of California while Lucas listens, and maybe he decides it actually would be a better place to live

AND CHARLES SINCLAIR GAVE LUCAS THAT ICONIC HAIRSTYLE GO DAD GO

#this is so unorganized 😭 #sorry I’m so so tired #I wanted to get some thoughts that have been rattling around my brain tho #I want Lucas and will interactions #as well as Lucas and el interactions #I think they could all benefit from a talk #Lucas and will are so incredibly loyal and both deserve apologies!! #it’s funny reading the book really makes you see the dynamics of the party a little better #like Lucas and Mike are both so stubborn #and Dustin and will always mediated #that’s why their fight in s1 is so bad #and in the book dustin requires help from Robin #and then Lucas is trying to bridge the gap between them all #while also staying true to himself #ugh so many thoughts and not enough brain power #hopefully this makes sense in the morning #I’ll come back and edit 😭 #stranger things #lucas sinclair #lucas on the line #erica sinclair #dustin henderson #will byers #mike wheeler #max mayfield #jane hopper

[themidnightpanda]

my Homestuck sideblog has as many followers as my main, except one has existed for like, three months, and the other existed for about twelve times as much. Idk how to feel about that. Especially since I haven't. Posted. On that sideblog. In a good few weeks.

#I mean it's not very many followers but still #Yknow one of these days I'll write some popular webseries and get a lotta followers on main #And by then hopefully I'll get through all the classpects to analyze #And I'll remain at 14 followers on one blog while the other blows up #But until then... Until then. #This is all /lh btw I don't actually care abt followers. Just makes mutuals a thing #But yeah the fact that my main has had posts recently and yet I got two new follows because of maids of heart is uh #It's too late and I'm missing the word but like. Disconcerting? Maybe? #The funky feeling of puzzle pieces not connecting even tho the picture on them does. Wonk vibes. Idk #It's so late but I'm not gonna rhink too much on posts anymore so if I say smth stupid feel free to call me out #In the morning tho call me out when I'm awake and can apologize for being stupid and saying stupid things that I probably don't agree with